The Crimson Tide
by Robert W. Chambers
THE CRIMSON TIDE
THE CRIMSON TIDE
By ROBERT W. CHAMBERS
Published by arrangement with D. Appleton and Company
COPYRIGHT, 1919, BY ROBERT W. CHAMBERS
Copyright, 1919, by The International Magazine Company
PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
MARGARET ILLINGTON BOWES
EDWARD J. BOWES
I'd rather walk with Margaret,
I'd rather talk with Margaret,
And anchor in some sylvan nook
And fish Dream Lake with magic hook
Than sit indoors and write this book.
An author's such an ass, alas!
To watch the world through window glass
When out of doors the skies are fair
And pretty girls beyond compare
Like Margaretare strolling there.
I'd rather walk with E. J. Bowes,
I'd rather talk with E. J. Bowes,
In woodlands where the sunlight gleams
Across the golden Lake of Dreams
Than drive a quill across these reams.
If I could have my proper wish
With these two friends I'd sit and fish
Where sheer cliffs wear their mossy hoods
And Dream Lake widens in the woods,
But Fate says No! Produce your goods!
Inspect my goods and choose a few
Dear Margaret, and Edward, too;
Then sink them in the Lake of Dreams
In dim, gold depths where sunshine streams
Down from the sky's unclouded blue,
And I'll be much obliged to you.
R. W. C.
An American ambulance going south stopped on the snowy road; the
driver, an American named Estridge, got out; his companion, a young
woman in furs, remained in her seat.
Estridge, with the din of the barrage in his ears, went forward to
show his papers to the soldiers who had stopped him on the snowy forest
His papers identified him and the young woman; and further they
revealed the fact that the ambulance contained only a trunk and some
hand luggage; and called upon all in authority to permit John Henry
Estridge and Miss Palla Dumont to continue without hindrance the
journey therein described.
The soldiersSiberian riflemenwere satisfied and seemed friendly
enough and rather curious to obtain a better look at this American
girl, Miss Dumont, described in the papers submitted to them as
American companion to Marie, third daughter of Nicholas Romanoff,
An officer came up, examined the papers, shrugged.
Very well, he said, if authority is to be given this American
lady to join the Romanoff family, now under detention, it is not my
But he, also, appeared to be perfectly good natured about the
matter, accepting a cigarette from Estridge and glancing at the young
woman in the ambulance as he lighted it.
You know, he remarked, if it would interest you and the young
lady, the Battalion of Death is over yonder in the birch woods.
The woman's battalion? asked Estridge.
Yes. They make their début to-day. Would you like to see them?
They're going forward in a few minutes, I believe.
Estridge nodded and walked back to the ambulance.
The woman's battalion is over in those birch woods, Miss Dumont.
Would you care to walk over and see them before they leave for the
The girl in furs said very gravely:
Yes, I wish to see women who are about to go into battle.
She rose from the seat, laid a fur-gloved hand on his offered arm,
and stepped down onto the snow.
To serve, she said, as they started together through the silver
birches, following a trodden way, is not alone the only happiness in
life: it is the only reason for living.
I know you think so, Miss Dumont.
You also must believe so, who are here as a volunteer in Russia.
It's a little more selfish with me. I'm a medical student; it's a
liberal education for me even to drive an ambulance.
There is only one profession nobler than that practised by the
physician, who serves his fellow men, she said in a low, dreamy voice.
Which profession do you place first?
The profession of those who serve God alone.
Yes. And the religious orders.
Nuns, too? he demanded with the slightest hint of impatience in
his pleasant voice.
The girl noticed it, looked up at him and smiled slightly.
Had my dear Grand Duchess not asked for me, I should now he
entering upon my novitiate among the Russian nuns.... And she, too, I
think, had there been no revolution. She was quite ready a year ago. We
talked it over. But the Empress would not permit it. And then came the
trouble about the Deaconesses. That was a grave mistake
She checked herself, then:
I do not mean to criticise the Empress, you understand.
Poor lady, he said, such gentle criticism would seem praise to
They were walking through a pine belt, and in the shadows of that
splendid growth the snow remained icy, so that they both slipped
continually and she took his arm for security.
I somehow had not thought of you, Miss Dumont, as so austerely
inclined, he said.
She smiled: Because I've been a cheerful companioneven gay? Well,
my gaiety made my heart sing with the prospect of seeing again my
dearest friendmy closest spiritual companionmy darling little Grand
Duchess.... So I have been, naturally enough, good company on our three
He smiled: I never suspected you of such extreme religious
inclinations, he insisted.
Well, a novice he hesitated. Then, And you mean, ultimately,
to take the black veil?
Of course. I shall take it some day yet.
He turned and looked at her, and the man in him felt the pity of it
as do all men when such fresh, virginal youth as was Miss Dumont's
turns an enraptured face toward that cloister door which never again
opens on those who enter.
Her arm rested warmly and confidently within his; the cold had made
her cheeks very pink and had crisped the tendrils of her brown hair
under the fur toque.
If, she said happily, you have found in me a friend, it is
because my heart is much too small for all the love I bear my fellow
That's a quaint thing to say, he said.
It's really true. I care so deeply, so keenly, for my fellow beings
whom God made, that there seemed only one way to express itto give
myself to God and pass my life in His service who made these fellow
creatures all around me that I love.
I suppose, he said, that is one way of looking at it.
It seemed to be the only way for me. I came to it by stages.... And
first, as a child, I was impressed by the loveliness of the world and I
used to sit for hours thinking of the goodness of God. And then other
phases camesocialistic cravings and settlement workbut you know
that was not enough. My heart was too full to be satisfied. There was
not enough outlet.
What did you do then?
I studied: I didn't know what I wanted, what I needed. I seemed
lost; I was obsessed with a desire to aidto be of service. I thought
that perhaps if I travelled and studied methods
She looked straight ahead of her with a sad little reflective smile:
I have passed by many strange places in the world.... And then I
saw the little Grand Duchess at the Charity Bazaar.... We seemed to
love each other at first glance.... She asked to have me for her
companion.... They investigated.... And so I went to her.
The girl's face became sombre and she bent her dark eyes on the snow
as they walked.
All the world was humming and throbbing with the thunder of the
Russian guns. Flakes continually dropped from vibrating pine trees. A
pale yellow haze veiled the sun.
Suddenly Miss Dumont lifted her head:
If anything ever happens to part me from my friend, she said, I
hope I shall die quickly.
Are you and she so devoted? he asked gravely.
Utterly. And if we can not some day take the vows together and
enter the same order and the same convent, then the one who is free to
do so is so pledged.... I do not think that the Empress will consent to
the Grand Duchess Marie taking the veil.... And so, when she has no
further need of me, I shall make my novitiate.... There are soldiers
ahead, Mr. Estridge. Is it the woman's battalion?
He, also, had caught sight of them. He nodded.
It is the Battalion of Death, he said in a low voice. Let's see
what they look like.
The girl-soldiers stood about carelessly, there in the snow among
the silver birches and pines. They looked like boys in overcoats and
boots and tall wool caps, leaning at ease there on their heavy rifles.
Some were only fifteen years of age. Some had been servants, some
saleswomen, stenographers, telephone operators, dressmakers, workers in
the fields, students at the university, dancers, laundresses. And a few
had been born into the aristocracy.
They came, too, from all parts of the huge, sprawling Empire, these
girl-soldiers of the Battalion of Deathand there were Cossack girls
and gypsies among themgirls from Finland, Courland, from the Urals,
from Moscow, from Siberiafrom North, South, East, West.
There were Jewesses from the Pale and one Jewess from America in the
ranks; there were Chinese girls, Poles, a child of fifteen from
Trebizond, a Japanese girl, a French peasant lass; and there were
Finns, too, and Scandinaviansall with clipped hair under the
astrakhan capssturdy, well shaped, soldierly girls who handled their
heavy rifles without effort and carried a regulation equipment as
though it were a sheaf of flowers.
Their commanding officer was a woman of forty. She lounged in front
of the battalion in the snow, consulting with half a dozen officers of
a man's regiment.
The colour guard stood grouped around the battalion colours, where
its white and gold folds swayed languidly in the breeze, and clots of
virgin snow fell upon it, shaken down from the pines by the cannonade.
Estridge gazed at them in silence. In his man's mind one thought
dominatedthe immense pity of it all. And there was a dreadful
fascination in looking at these girl soldiers, whose soft, warm flesh
was so soon to be mangled by shrapnel and slashed by bayonets.
Good heavens, he muttered at last under his breath. Was this
The men ran, said Miss Dumont.
It was the filthy boche propaganda that demoralised them, rejoined
Estridge. I wonderare women more level headed? Is propaganda
wasted on these girl soldiers? Are they really superior to the male of
I think, said Miss Dumont softly, that their spiritual
intelligence is deeper.
They see more clearly, morally?
I don't know.... I think so sometimes.... We women, who are born
capable of motherhood, seem to be fashioned also to realise Christ more
clearlyand the holy mother who bore him.... I don't know if that's
the reasonor if, truly, in us a little flame burns more
constantlythe passion which instinctively flames more brightly toward
things of the spirit than of the flesh.... I think it is true, Mr.
Estridge, that, unless taught otherwise by men, women's inclination is
toward the spiritual, and the ardour of her passion aspires
instinctively to a greater love until the lesser confuses and perplexes
her with its clamorous importunity.
Woman's love for man you call the lesser love? he asked.
Yes, it is, compared to love for God, she said dreamily.
Some of the girl-soldiers in the Battalion of Death turned their
heads to look at this young girl in furs, who had come among them on
the arm of a Red Cross driver.
Estridge was aware of many bib brown eyes, many grey eyes, some blue
ones fixed on him and on his companion in friendly or curious inquiry.
They made him think of the large, innocent eyes of deer or channel
cattle, for there was something both sweet and wild as well as honest
in the gaze of these girl-soldiers.
One, a magnificent blond six-foot creature with the
peaches-and-cream skin of Scandinavia and the clipped gold hair of the
northland, smiled at Miss Dumont, displaying a set of superb teeth.
You have come to see us make our first charge? she asked in
Russian, her sea-blue eyes all a-sparkle.
Miss Dumont said Yes, very seriously, looking at the girl's
equipment, her blanket roll, gas-mask, boots and overcoat.
Estridge turned to another girl-soldier:
And if you are made a prisoner? he enquired in a low voice. Have
you women considered that?
Nechevo, smiled the girl, who had been a Red Cross nurse, and who
wore two decorations. She touched the red and black dashes of colour on
her sleeve significantly, then loosened her tunic and drew out a tiny
bag of chamois. We all carry poison, she said smilingly. We know the
boche well enough to take that precaution.
Another girl nodded confirmation. They were perfectly cheerful about
it. Several others drew near and showed their little bags of poison
slung around their necks inside their blouses. Many of them wore holy
relics and medals also.
Miss Dumont took Estridge's arm again and looked over at the big
blond girl-soldier, who also had been smilingly regarding her, and who
now stepped forward to meet them halfway.
When do you march to the first trenches? asked Miss Dumont
Oh, said the blond goddess, so you are English? And she added in
English: I am Swedish. You have arrived just in time. I t'ink we go
God go with you, for Russia, said Miss Dumont in a clear,
But Estridge saw that her dark eyes were suddenly brilliant with
tears. The big blond girl-soldier saw it, too, and her splendid blue
eyes widened. Then, somehow, she had stepped forward and taken Miss
Dumont in her strong arms; and, holding her, smiled and gazed intently
You must not grieve for us, she said. We are not afraid. We are
happy to go.
I know, said Palla Dumont; and took the girl-soldier's hands in
hers. What is your name? she asked.
Ilse Westgard. And yours?
Ah! One of our dear Americans! Well, then, you shall tell your
countrymen that you have seen many women of many lands fighting rifle
in hand, so that the boche shall not strangle freedom in Russia. Will
you tell them, Palla?
If I ever return.
You shall return. I, also, shall go to America. I shall seek for
you there, pretty comrade. We shall become friends. Already I love you
She kissed Palla Dumont on both cheeks, holding her hands tightly.
Tell me, she said, why you are in Russia, and where you are now
Palla looked at her steadily: I am the American companion to the
Grand Duchess Marie; and I am journeying to the village where the
Imperial family is detained, because she has obtained permission for me
to rejoin her.
There was a short silence; the blue eyes of the Swedish girl had
become frosty as two midwinter stars. Suddenly they glimmered warm
again as twin violets:
Kharasho! she said smiling. And do you love your little comrade
Next only to God.
That is very beautiful, Palla. She is a child to be enlightened.
Teach her the greater truth.
She has learned it, Ilse.
Yes. And, if God wills it, she, and I also, take the vows some
You! A nun!
If God accepts me.
The Swedish girl-soldier stood gazing upon her as though fascinated,
crushing Palla's slim hands between her own.
Presently she shook her head with a wearied smile:
That, she said, is one thing I can not understandthe veil. No.
I can understand this turning her head and glancing proudly
around her at her girl comrades. I can comprehend this thing that I am
doing. But not what you wish to do, Palla. Not such service as you
I wish to serve the source of all good. My heart is too full to be
satisfied by serving mankind alone.
The girl-soldier shook her head: I try to understand. I can not. I
am sorry, because I love you.
I love you, Ilse. I love my fellows.
After another silence:
You go to the imperial family? demanded Ilse abruptly.
I wish to see you again. I shall try.
The battalion marched a few moments later.
It was rather a bad business. They went over the top with a cheer.
Fifty answered roll call that night.
However, the hun had learned one thingthat women soldiers were
inferior to none.
Russia learned it, too. Everywhere battalions were raised,
uniformed, armed, equipped, drilled. In the streets of cities the
girl-soldiers became familiar sights: nobody any longer turned to stare
at them. There were several dozen girls in the officers' school, trying
for commissions. In all the larger cities there were infantry
battalions of girls, Cossack troops, machine gun units, signallers;
they had a medical corps and transport service.
But never but once again did they go into action. And their last
stand was made facing their own people, the brain-crazed Reds.
And after that the Battalion of Death became only a name; and the
girl-soldiers bewildered fugitives, hunted down by the traitors who had
sold out to the Germans at Brest-Litovsk.
A door opened; the rush of foggy air set the flames of the altar
candles blowing wildly. There came the clank of armed men.
Then, in the dim light of the chapel, a novice sprang to her feet,
brushing the white veil from her pallid young face.
At that the ex-Empress, still kneeling, lifted her head from her
devotions and calmly turned it, looking around over her right shoulder.
The file of Red infantry advanced, shuffling slowly forward as
though feeling their way through the candle-lit dusk across the stone
floor. Their accoutrements clattered and clinked in the intense
stillness. A slovenly officer, switching a thin, naked sword in his
ungloved fist, led them. Another officer, carrying a sabre and marching
in the rear, halted to slam and lock the heavy chapel door; then he ran
forward to rejoin his men, while the chapel still reverberated with the
echoes of the clanging door.
A chair or two fell, pushed aside by the leading soldiers and
hastily kicked out of the way as the others advanced more swiftly now.
For there seemed to be some haste. These men were plainly in a hurry,
whatever their business there might be.
The Tzesarevitch, kneeling beside his mother, got up from his knees
with visible difficulty. The Empress also rose, leisurely, supporting
herself by one hand resting on the prie-dieu.
Then several young girls, who had been kneeling behind her at their
devotions, stood up and turned to stare at the oncoming armed men, now
The officer carrying the naked sword, and reeking with fumes of
brandy, counted these women in a loud, thick voice.
That's right, he said. You're all presentone! two! three! four!
five! six!the whole accursed brood! pointing waveringly with his
sword from one to another.
Then he laughed stupidly, leering out of his inflamed eyes at the
five women who all wore the garbs of the Sisters of Mercy, their white
coiffes and tabliers contrasting sharply with the sombre habits of the
Russian nuns who had gathered in the candle-lit dusk behind them.
What do you wish? demanded the ex-Empress in a fairly steady
Answer to your names! retorted the officer brutally. The other
officer came up and began to fumble for a note book in the breast of
his dirty tunic. When he found it he licked the lead of his pencil and
squinted at the ex-Empress out of drunken eyes.
Alexandra Feodorovna! he barked in her face. If you're here, say
She remained calm, mute, cold as ice.
A soldier behind her suddenly began to shout:
That's the German woman. That's the friend of the Staretz Novykh!
That's Sascha! Now we've got her, the thing to do is to shoot her
Mark her present, interrupted the officer in command. No
ceremony, now. Mark the cub Romanoff present. Mark 'em allOlga,
Tatyana, Marie, Anastasia!no matter which is whichthey're all
But the same soldier who had interrupted before bawled out again:
They're not Romanoffs! There are no German Romanoffs. There are no
Romanoffs in Russia since a hundred and fifty years
The little Tzesarevitch, Alexis, red with anger, stepped forward to
confront the man, his frail hands fiercely clenched. The officer in
command struck him brutally across the breast with the flat of his
sword, shoved him aside, strode toward the low door of the chapel crypt
and jerked it open.
Line them up! he bawled. We'll settle this Romanoff dispute once
for all! Shove them into line! Hurry up, there!
But there seemed to be some confusion between the nuns and the
soldiers, as the latter attempted to separate the ex-Empress and the
young Grand Duchesses from the sisters.
What's all that trouble about! cried the officer commanding.
Drive back those nuns, I tell you! They're Germans, too! They're
Sascha's new Deaconesses! Kick 'em out of the way!
Then the novice, who had cried out in fear when the Red infantry
first entered the chapel, forced her way out into the file formed by
the Empress and her daughters.
There's a frightful mistake! she cried, laying one hand on the arm
of a young girl dressed, like the others, as a Sister of Mercy. This
woman is Miss Dumont, my American companion! Release her! =I= am the
Grand Duchess Marie!
The girl, whose arm had been seized, looked at the young novice over
her shoulder in a dazed way; then, suddenly her lovely face flushed
scarlet; tears sprang to her eyes; and she said to the infuriated
It is not true, Captain! I am the Grand Duchess Marie. She is
trying to save me!
What the devil is all this row! roared the officer, who now came
tramping and storming among the prisoners, switching his sword to and
fro with ferocious impatience.
The little Sister of Mercy, frightened but resolute, pointed at the
novice, who still clutched her by the arm: It is not true what she
tells you, she repeated. I am the Grand Duchess Marie, and this
novice is my American companion, Miss Dumont, who loves me devotedly
and who now attempts to sacrifice herself in my place
I am the Grand Duchess Marie! interrupted the novice
excitedly. This young girl dressed like a Sister of Mercy is only my
Damnation! yelled the officer. I'll take you both, then! But the
girl in the Sister of Mercy's garb turned and violently pushed the
novice from her so that she stumbled and fell on her knees among the
Then, confronting the officer: You Bolshevik dog, she said
contemptuously, don't you even know the daughter of your dead Emperor
when you see her! And she struck him across the face with her prayer
As he recoiled from the blow a soldier shouted: There's your proof!
There's your insolent Romanoff for you! To hell with the whole litter!
Shoot them! Instantly a savage roar from the Reds filled that dim
place; a soldier violently pushed the young Tzesarevitch into the file
behind the Empress and held him there; the Grand Duchess Olga was flung
bodily after him; the other children, in their hospital dresses, were
shoved brutally toward their places, menaced by butt and bayonet.
March! bawled the officer in command.
But now, among the dark-garbed nuns, a slender white figure was
struggling frantically to free herself:
You red dogs! she cried in an agonised voice. Let that English
woman go! It is I you want! Do you hear! I mock at you! I mock at your
resolution! Boje Tzaria Khrani! Down with the Bolsheviki!
A soldier turned and fired at her; the bullet smashed an ikon above
I am the Grand Duchess Marie! she sobbed. I demand my place! I
demand my fate! Let that American girl go! Do you hear what I say? Red
beasts! Red beasts! I am the Grand Duchess!
The officer who closed the file turned savagely and shook his heavy
cavalry sabre at her: I'll come back in a moment and cut your throat
for you! he yelled.
Then, in the file, and just as the last bayonets were vanishing
through the crypt door, one of the young girls turned and kissed her
hand to the sobbing novicea pretty gesture, tender, gay, not tragic,
even almost mischievously triumphant.
It was the adieu of the Grand Duchess Tatyana to the living
worldher last glimpse of it through the flames of the altar candles
gilding the dead Christ on his jewelled crossthe image of that Christ
she was so soon to gaze upon when those lovely, mischievous young eyes
of hers unclosed in Paradise....
The door of the crypt slammed. A terrible silence reigned in the
Then the novice uttered a cry, caught the foot of the cross with
desperate hands, hung there convulsively.
To her the Mother Superior turned, weeping. But at her touch the
girl, crazed with grief, lifted both hands and tore from her own face
the veil of her novitiate just begun;tore her white garments from her
shoulders, crying out in a strangled voice that if a Christian God let
such things happen then He was no God of hersthat she would never
enter His servicethat the Lord Christ was no bridegroom for her; and,
her novitiate was endedended together with every vow of chastity, of
humility, of poverty, of even common humanity which she had ever hoped
The girl was now utterly beside herself; at one moment flaming and
storming with fury among the terrified, huddling nuns; the next instant
weeping, stamping her felt-shod foot in ungovernable revolt at this
horror which any God in any heaven could permit.
And again and again she called out on Christ to stop this thing and
prove Himself a real God to a pagan world that mocked Him.
Dishevelled, her rent veil in tatters on her naked shoulders, she
sprang across the chapel to the crypt door, shook it, tore at it,
seized chair after chair and shattered them to splinters against the
solid panels of oak and iron.
Then, suddenly motionless, she crouched and listened.
Oh, Mother of God! she panted, intervene nownow!or
The muffled rattle of a rather ragged volley answered her prayer.
Outside the convent a sentrya Kronstadt sailorstood. He also
heard the underground racket. He nodded contentedly to himself. Other
shots followedpistol shotssingly.
After a few moments a wisp of smoke from the crypt crept lazily out
of the low oubliettes. The day was grey and misty; rain threatened; and
the rifle smoke clung low to the withered grass, scarcely lifting.
The sentry lighted a third cigarette, one eye on the barred
oubliettes, from which the smoke crawled and spread out over the grass.
After a while a sweating face appeared behind the bars and a
half-stifled voice demanded why there was any delay about fetching
quick-lime. And, still clinging to the bars with bloody fingers, he
There's a damned novice in the chapel. I promised to cut her throat
for her. Go in and get her and bring her down here.
* * * * *
The novice was nowhere to be found.
* * * * *
They searched the convent thoroughly; they went out into the garden
and beat the shrubbery, kicking through bushes and saplings, their
cocked rifles poised for a snap shot.
Peasants, gathering there more thickly now, watched them stupidly;
the throng increased in the convent grounds. Some Bolshevik soldiers
pushed through the rapidly growing crowd and ran toward a birch wood
east of the convent. Beyond the silvery fringe of birches, larger trees
of a heavy, hard-wood forest loomed. Among these splendid trees a
number of beeches were being felled on both sides of the road.
Did you see a White Nun run this way? demanded the soldiers of the
wood-cutters. The latter shook their heads:
Nothing has passed, they said seriously, except some Ural
Cossacks riding north like lost souls in a hurricane.
An officer of the Red battalion, who had now hastened up with pistol
swinging, flew into a frightful rage:
Cossacks! he bellowed. You cowardly dogs, what do you mean by
letting Kaledines' horsemen gallop over you like thatyou with your
saws and axestwenty lusty comrades to block the road and pull the
Imperialists off their horses! Shame! For all I know you've let a
Romanoff escape alive into the world! That's probably what you've done,
you greasy louts!
The wood-cutters gaped stupidly; the Bolshevik officer cursed them
again and gesticulated with his pistol. Other soldiers of the Red
battalion ran up. One nudged the officer's elbow without saluting:
That other prisoner can't be found
What! That Swedish girl! yelled the officer.
Several soldiers began speaking excitedly:
While we were in the cellar, they say she ran away
Yes, Captain, while we were about that business in the crypt,
Kaledines' horsemen rode up outside
Who saw them? demanded the officer hoarsely. God curse you, who
Some peasants had now come up. One of them began:
Your honour, I saw Prince Kaledines' riders
Your honour! Prince Kaledines! The Hetman! Damnation!
Who do you think you are! Who do you think I am! burst out the Red
officer in a fury. Get out of my way! He pushed the peasants
right and left and strode away toward the convent. His soldiers began
to straggle after him. One of them winked at the wood-cutters with his
tongue in his cheek, and slung the rifle he carried over his right
shoulder en bandoulière, muzzle downward.
The Tavarish is in a temper, he said with a jerk of his thumb
toward the officer. We arrested that Swedish girl in the uniform of
the woman's battalion. One shoots that breed on sight, you know. But we
were in such a hurry to finish with the Romanoffs He shrugged:
You see, comrades, we should have taken her into the crypt and shot
her along with the Romanoffs. That's how one loses these birdsthey're
off if you turn your back to light a cigarette in the wind.
One of the wood-cutters said: Among Kaledines' horsemen were two
women. One was crop-headed like a boy, and half naked.
A White Nun?
God knows. She had some white rags hanging to her body, and dark
hair clipped like a boy's.
Thatwasshe! said the soldier with slow conviction. He turned
and looked down the long perspective of the forest road. Only a raven
stalked there all alone over the fallen leaves.
Certainly, he said, that was our White Nun. The Cossacks took her
with them. They must have ridden fast, the horsemen of Kaledines.
Like a swift storm. Like the souls of the damned, replied a
The soldier shrugged: If there's still a Romanoff loose in the
world, God save the world!... And that big heifer of a Swedish
wench!she was a bad one, I tell you!Took six of us to catch her and
ten to hold her by her ten fingers and toes! Hey! God bless me, but she
stands six feet and is made of steel cased in silkall white, smooth
and iron-hardthe blond young snow-tiger that she is!the
yellow-haired, six-foot, slippery beastess! God bless meGod bless
me! he muttered, staring down the wood-road to its vanishing point
against the grey horizon.
Then he hitched his slung rifle to a more comfortable position,
turned, gazed at the convent across the fields, which his distant
comrades were now approaching.
A German nest, he said aloud to himself, full of their damned
Deaconesses! Hey! I'll be going along to see what's to be done with
He nodded to the wood-cutters:
Vermin-killing time, he remarked cheerily. After the dirty work
is done, peace, land enough for everybody, ease and plenty and a full
glass always at one's elbowseh, comrades?
He strode away across the fields.
It had begun to snow.
The Cossacks sang as they rode:
Life is against us
We are born crying:
Life that commenced us
Leaves us all dying.
We were born crying;
We shall die sighing.
Shall we sit idle?
Follow Death's dance!
Pick up your bridle,
Saddle and lance!
They were from the Urals: they sat their shaggy little grey horses,
lance in hand, stirrup deep in saddle paraphernaliakit-bags, tents,
blankets, trusses of straw, a dead fowl or two or a quarter of beef.
And from every saddle dangled a balalaika and the terrible Cossack
The steel of their lances flashed red in the setting sun; snow
whirled before the wind in blinding pinkish clouds, powdering horse and
rider from head to heel.
Again one rider unslung his balalaika, struck it, looking skyward as
Stars in your courses,
This is our answer;
Women and horses,
Singer and dancer
Fall to the lancer!
That is your answer!
Though the Dark Raider
Rob us of joy
Death, the Invader,
Come to destroy
They rode into a forest, slowly, filing among the silver birches,
then trotting out amid the pines.
The Swedish girl towered in her saddle, dwarfing the shaggy pony.
She wore her grey wool cap, overcoat, and boots. Pistols bulged in the
saddle holsters; sacks of grain and a bag of camp tins lay across
pommel and cantle.
Beside her rode the novice, swathed to the eyes in a sheepskin
greatcoat, and a fur cap sheltering her shorn head.
Her lethargya week's reaction from the horrors of the conventhad
vanished; and a feverish, restless alertness had taken its place.
Nothing of the still, white novice was visible now in her brilliant
eyes and flushed cheeks.
Her tragic silence had given place to an unnatural loquacity; her
grief to easily aroused mirth; and the dark sorrow in her haunted eyes
was gone, and they grew brown and sunny and vivacious.
She talked freely with her comrade, Ilse Westgard; she exchanged
gossip and banter with the Cossacks, argued with them, laughed with
them, sang with them.
At night she slept in her sheepskin in Ilse Westgard's vigorous
arms; morning, noon and evening she filled the samovar with snow beside
Cossack fires, or in the rare cantonments afforded in wretched
villages, where whiskered and filthy mujiks cringed to the Cossacks,
whispering to one another: There is no end to death; there is no end
to the fighting and the dying, God bless us all. There is no end.
In the glare of great fires in muddy streets she stood, swathed in
her greatcoat, her cap pushed back, looking like some beautiful,
impudent boy, while the Cossacks sang Lada oy Lada!and let their
slanting eyes wander sideways toward her, till her frank laughter set
the singers grinning and the gusli was laid aside.
And once, after a swift gallop to cross a railroad and an exchange
of shots with the Red guards at long range, the sotnia of the Wild
Division rode at evening into a little hamlet of one short, miserable
street, and shouted for a fire that could be seen as far as Moscow.
That night they discovered vodkanot muchenough to set them
singing first, then dancing. The troopers danced together in the
fire-glareclumsily, in their boots, with interims of the pas seul
savouring of the capers of those ancient Mongol horsemen in the
Hezars of Genghis Khan.
But no dancing, no singing, no clumsy capers were enough to satisfy
these riders of the Wild Division, now made boisterous by vodka and
horse-meat. Gossip crackled in every group; jests flew; they shouted at
the peasants; they roared at their own jokes.
Comrade novice!Pretty boy with a shorn head! they bawled.
Harangue us once more on law and love.
She stood with legs apart and thumbs hooked in her belt, laughing at
them across the fire. And all around crowded the wretched mujiks, peering at her through shaggy hair, out of little wolfish eyes.
A Cossack shouted: My law first! Land for all! That is what we
have, we Cossacks! Land for the people, one and allland for the
mujik; land for the bourgeois; land for the aristocrat! That law
solves all, clears all questions, satisfies all. It is the Law of
A Cossack shoved a soldier-deserter forward into the firelight. He
wore a patch of red on his sleeve.
Answer, comrade! Is that the true law? Or have you and your
comrades made a better one in Petrograd?
The deserter, a little frightened, tried to grin: A good law is,
kill all generals, he said huskily. Afterward we shall have peace.
A roar of laughter greeted him; these dark, thickset Cossacks with
slanting eyes were from the Urals. What did they care how many generals
were killed? Besides, their hetman had already killed himself.
Their officer moved out into the firelighta reckless rider but a
dull brainand stood lashing at his snow-crusted boots with the
Like gendarmes, he said, we Cossacks are forever doing the dirty
work of other people. Why? It begins to sicken me. Why are we forever
executing the law! What law? Who made it? The Tzar. And he is dead, and
what is the good of the law he made?
Why should free Cossacks be policemen any more when there is no
We played gendarme for the Monarchists. We answered the distress
call of the Cadets and the bourgeoisie! Where are they? Where is the
law they made?
He stood switching his dirty boots and swinging his heavy head right
and left with the stupid, lowering menace of a bull.
Then came the Mensheviki with their law, he bellowed suddenly.
Again we became policemen, galloping to their whistle. Where are they?
Where is their law?
He spat on the snow, twirled his quirt.
There is only one law to govern the land, he roared. It is the
law of hands off and mind your business! It's a good law.
A good law for those who already have something, cried a high,
thin voice from the throng of peasants.
The Cossacks, who all possessed their portion of land, yelled with
laughter. One of them called out to the Swedish girl for her opinion,
and the fair young giantess strode gracefully out into the fire-ring,
her cap in her hand and the thick blond ringlets shining like gold on
her beautiful head.
Listen! Listen to this soldier of the Death Battalion! shouted the
Cossacks in great glee. She will tell us what the law should be!
She laughed: We fought for itwe women soldiers, she said. And
the law we fought for was made when the first tyrant fell.
This is the law: Freedom of mind; liberty of choice; an equal
chance for all; no violence; only orderly debate to determine the will
of the land.
A Cossack said loudly: Da volna! Those who have nothing
would take, then, from those who have!
I think not! cried another,not in the Urals!
Thunderous laughter from their comrades and cries of, Palla! Let us
hear our pretty boy, who has made for the whole world a law.
Palla Dumont, her slender hands thrust deep in her great coat
sleeves, and standing like a nun lost in mystic revery, looked up with
gay audacitynot like a nun at all, now, save for the virginal allure
that seemed a part of the girl.
There is only one law, Tavarishi, she said, turning slightly from
her hips as she spoke, to include those behind her in the circle: and
that law was not made by man. That law was born, already made, when the
first man was born. It has never changed. It comprehends everything;
includes everything and everybody; it solves all perplexity, clears all
doubts, decides all questions.
It is a living law; it exists; it is the key to every problem; and
it is all ready for you.
The girl's face had altered; the half mischievous audacity in
defiance of her situationthe gay, impudent confidence in herself and
in these wild comrades of hers, had given place to something more
serious, more ardentthe youthful intensity that smiles through the
flaming enchantment of suddenly discovered knowledge.
It is the oldest of all laws, she said. It was born perfect. It
is yours if you accept it. And this law is the Law of Love.
A peasant muttered: One gives where one loves.
The girl turned swiftly: That is the soul of the Law! she cried,
to give! Is there any other happiness, Tavarishi? Is there any other
peace? Is there need of any other law?
I tell you that the Law of Love slays greed! And when greed dies,
war dies. And hunger, and misery die, too!
Of what use is any government and its lesser laws and customs,
unless it is itself governed by that paramount Law?
Of what avail are your religions, your churches, your priests, your
saints, relics, ikonsall your candles and observancesunless
dominated by that Law?
Of what use is your God unless that Law of Love also governs Him?
She stood gazing at the firelit faces, the virginal half-smile on
A peasant broke the silence: Is she a new saint, then? he said
A Cossack nodded to her, grinning respectfully:
We always like your sermons, little novice, he said. And, to the
others: Nobody wishes to deny what she says is quite truehe
scratched his head, still grinningonlywhile there are Kurds in the
And Bolsheviki! shouted another.
True! And Turks! God bless us, Tavarishi, he added with a wry
face, it takes a stronger stomach to love these beasts than is
In the sudden shout of laughter the girl, Palla, looked around at
her comrade, Ilse.
Until each accepts the Law of Love, said the Swedish girl-soldier,
laughing, it can not be a law.
I have accepted it, said Palla gaily; but her childishly lovely
mouth was working, and she clenched her hands in her sleeves to control
Silent, the smile still stamped on her tremulous lips, she stood for
a few moments, fighting back the deep emotions enveloping her in
surging firethe same ardent and mystic emotions which once had
consumed her at the altar's foot, where she had knelt, a novice,
dreaming of beatitudes ineffable.
If that vision, for her, was endedits substance but the shadow of
a dreamthe passion that created it, the fire that purified it, the
ardent heart that needed lovelove sacred, love unalloyedneeded love
still, burned for it, yearning to give.
* * * * *
As she lifted her head and looked around her with dark eyes still a
little dazed, there was a sudden commotion among the mujiks; a
Cossack called out something in a sharp voice; their officer walked
hastily out into the darkness; a shadowy rider spurred ahead of him.
Suddenly a far voice shouted: Who goes there! Stoi!
Then red flashes came out of the night; Cossacks ran for their
horses; Ilse appeared with Palla's pony as well as her own, and halted
to listen, the fearless smile playing over her face.
Mount! cried many voices at once. The Reds!
Palla flung herself astride her saddle; Ilse galloped beside her,
freeing her pistols; everywhere in the starlight the riders of the Wild
Division came galloping, loosening their long lances as they checked
their horses in close formation.
Then, with scarcely a sound in the unbroken snow, they filed away
eastward at a gentle trot, under the pale lustre of the stars.
THE CRIMSON TIDE
On the 7th of November, 1917, the Premier of the Russian
Revolutionary Government was a hunted fugitive, his ministers in
prison, his troops scattered or dead. Three weeks later, the
irresponsible Reds had begun their shameful career of treachery,
counselled by a pallid, black-eyed man with a muzzle like a mouseone
L. D. Bronstein, called Trotzky; and by two othersone a bald,
smooth-shaven, rotund little man with an expression that made men
hesitate, and features not trusted by animals and children.
The Red Parliament called him Vladimir Ulianov, and that's what he
called himself. He had proved to be reticent, secretive, deceitful,
diligent, and utterly unhuman. His lower lip was shaped as though
something dripped from it. Blood, perhaps. His eyes were brown and not
entirely unattractive. But God makes the eyes; the mouth is fashioned
by one's self.
The world knew him as Lenine.
The third man squinted. He wore a patch of sparse cat-hairs on his
chin and upper lip.
His head was too big; his legs too short, but they were always in a
hurry, always in motion. He had a persuasive and ardent tongue, and
practically no mind. The few ideas he possessed inclined him to
violencealways the substitute for reason in this sort of agitator. It
was this ever latent violence that proved persuasive. His name was
Krylenko. His smile was a grin.
These three men betrayed Christ on March 3d, 1918.
On the Finland Road, outside of Petrograd, the Red ragamuffins held
a perpetual carmagnole, and all fugitives danced to their piping, and
many paid for the music.
But though White Guards and Red now operated in respectively hostile
gangs everywhere throughout the land, and the treacherous hun armies
were now in full tide of their Baltic invasion, there still remained
ways and means of escapeinconspicuous highways and unguarded roads
still open that led out of that white hell to the icy but friendly seas
clashing against the northward coasts.
Diplomats were inelegantly beating it. A kindly but futile
Ambassador shook the snow of Petrograd from his galoshes and solemnly
and laboriously vanished. Mixed bands of attachés, consular personnel,
casuals, emissaries, newspaper men, and mission specialists scattered
into unfeigned flight toward those several and distant sections of
God's Country, divided among civilised nations and lying far away
somewhere in the outer sunshine.
Sometimes White Guards caught these fugitives; sometimes Red Guards;
and sometimes the hun nabbed them on the general hunnish principle that
whatever is running away is fair game for a pot shot.
Even the American Red Cross was suspecttreachery being alleged
in its relations with Roumania; and hun and Bolshevik became very
troublesomeso troublesome, in fact, that Estridge, for example, was
having an impossible time of it, arrested every few days, wriggling out
of it, only to be collared again and detained.
Sometimes they questioned him concerning gun-running into Roumania;
sometimes in regard to his part in conducting the American girl, Miss
Dumont, to the convent where the imperial family had been detained.
That the de facto government had requested him to undertake this
mission and to employ an American Red Cross ambulance in the affair
seemed to make no difference.
He continued to be dogged, spied on, arrested, detained, badgered,
until one evening, leaving the Smolny, he encountered an Americana
slim, short man who smiled amiably upon him through his glasses,
removed a cigar from his lips, and asked Estridge what was the nature
of his evident and visible trouble.
So they walked back to the hotel together and settled on a course of
action during the long walk. What this friend in need did and how he
did it, Estridge never learned; but that same evening he was instructed
to pack up, take a train, and descend at a certain station a few hours
Estridge followed instructions, encountered no interference, got off
at the station designated, and waited there all day, drinking boiling
Toward evening a train from Petrograd stopped at the station, and
from the open door of a compartment Estridge saw his chance
acquaintance of the previous day making signs to him to get aboard.
Nobody interfered. They had a long, cold, unpleasant night journey,
wedged in between two soldiers wearing arm-bands, who glowered at a
Russian general officer opposite, and continued to mutter to each other
about imperialists, bourgeoisie, and cadets.
At every stop they were inspected by lantern light, their papers
examined, and sometimes their luggage opened. But these examinations
seemed to be perfunctory, and nobody was detained.
In the grey of morning the train stopped and some soldiers with red
arm-bands looked in and insulted the general officer, but offered no
violence. The officer gave them a stony glance and closed his cold,
puffy eyes in disdain. He was blond and looked like a German.
* * * * *
At the next stop Estridge received a careless nod from his chance
acquaintance, gathered up his luggage and descended to the frosty
Nobody bothered to open their bags; their papers were merely glanced
at. They had some steaming tea and some sour bread together.
A little later a large sleigh drove up behind the station; their
light baggage was stowed aboard, they climbed in under the furs.
Now, remarked his calm companion to Estridge, we're all right if
the Reds, the Whites and the boches don't shoot us up.
What are the chances? inquired Estridge.
Excellent, excellent, said his companion cheerily, I should say
we have about one chance in ten to get out of this alive. I'll take
either endten to one we don't get outten to two we're shot up and
not killedten to three we are arrested but not killedone to ten we
pull through with whole skins.
Estridge smiled. They remained silent, probably preoccupied with the
hazards of their respective fortunes. It grew colder toward noon.
The young man seated beside Estridge in the sleigh smoked
He was attached to one of the American missions sent into Russia by
an optimistic administrationa mission, as a whole, foredoomed to
In every detail, too, it had already failed, excepting only in that
particular part played by this young man, whose name was Brisson.
He, however, had gone about his occult business in a most amazing
mannerthe manner of a Yankee who knows what he wants and what his
country ought to want if it knew enough to know it wanted it.
He was the last American to leave Petrograd: he had taken his time;
he left only when he was quite ready to leave.
And this was the man, now seated beside Estridge, who had coolly and
cleverly taken his sporting chance in remaining till the eleventh hour
and the fifty-ninth minute in the service of his country. Then, as the
twelfth hour began to strike, he bluffed his way through.
* * * * *
During the first two or three days of sleigh travel, Brisson learned
all he desired to know about Estridge, and Estridge learned almost
nothing about Brisson except that he possessed a most unholy genius for
wriggling out of trouble.
Nothing, nobody, seemed able to block this young man's progress. He
bluffed his way through White Guards and Red; he squirmed affably out
of the clutches of wandering Cossacks; he jollied officials of all
shades of political opinion; but he always continued his journey from
one étape to the next. Also, he was continually lighting one large
cigar after another. Buttoned snugly into his New York-made arctic
clothing, and far more comfortable at thirty below zero than was
Estridge in Russian costume, he smoked comfortably in the teeth of the
icy gale or conversed soundly on any topic chosen. And the range was
But about himself and his mission in Russia he never conversed
except to remark, once, that he could buy better Russian clothing in
New York than in Petrograd.
Indeed, his only concession to the customs of the country was in the
fur cap he wore. But it was the galoshes of Manhattan that saved his
feet from freezing. He had two pair and gave one to Estridge.
During several hundreds of miles in sleighs, Brisson's constant
regret was the absence of ferocious wolves. He desired to enjoy the
whole show as depicted by the geographies. He complained to Estridge
quite seriously concerning the lack of enterprise among the wolves.
But there seemed to be no wolves in Russia sufficiently polite to
oblige him; so he comforted himself by patting his stomach where, sewed
inside his outer underclothing, reposed documents destined to electrify
the civilised world with proof infernal of the treachery of those three
men who belong in history and in hell to the fraternity which includes
Benedict Arnold and Judas.
* * * * *
One late afternoon, while smoking his large cigar and hopefully
inspecting the neighbouring forest for wolves, this able young man
beheld a sotnia of Ural Cossacks galloping across the snow toward the
flying sleigh, where he and Estridge sat so snugly ensconced.
There was, of course, only one thing to do, and that was to halt.
Kaledines had blown his brains out, but his riders rode as swiftly as
ever. So the sleigh stopped.
And now these matchless horsemen of the Wild Division came galloping
up around the sleigh. Brilliant little slanting eyes glittered under
shaggy head-gear; broad, thick-lipped mouths split into grins at sight
of the two little American flags fluttering so gaily on the sleigh.
Then two booted and furred riders climbed out of their saddles, and,
under their sheepskin caps, Brisson saw the delicate features of two
young women, one a big, superb, blue-eyed girl; the other slim,
dark-eyed, and ivory-pale.
The latter said in English: Could you help us? We saw the flags on
your sleigh. We are trying to leave the country. I am American. My name
is Palla Dumont. My friend is Swedish and her name is Ilse Westgard.
Get in, any way, said Brisson briskly. We can't be in a worse
mess than we are. I imagine it's the same case with you. So if we're
all going to smash, it's pleasanter, I think, to go together.
At that the Swedish girl laughed and aided her companion to enter
Good-bye! she called in her clear, gay voice to the Cossacks.
When we come back again we shall ride with you from Vladivostok to
Moscow and never see an enemy!
When the young women were comfortably ensconced in the sleigh, the
riders of the Wild Division crowded their horses around them and shook
hands with them English fashion.
When you come back, they cried, you shall find us riding through
Petrograd behind Korniloff! And to Brisson and Estridge, in a friendly
manner: Come also, comrades. We will show you a monument made out of
heads and higher than the Kremlin. That would be a funny joke and worth
coming back to see.
Brisson said pleasantly that such an exquisite jest would be well
worth their return to Russia.
Everybody seemed pleased; the Cossacks wheeled their shaggy mounts
and trotted away into the woods, singing. The sleigh drove on.
This is very jolly, said Brisson cheerfully. Wherever we're bound
for, now, we'll all go together.
Is not America the destination of your long journey? inquired the
big, blue-eyed girl.
Brisson chuckled: Yes, he said, but bullets sometimes shorten
routes and alter destinations. I think you ought to know the worst.
If that's the worst, it's nothing to frighten one, said the
Swedish girl. And her crystalline laughter filled the icy air.
She put one persuasive arm around her slender, dark-eyed comrade:
To meet God unexpectedly is nothing to scare one, is it, Palla?
she urged coaxingly.
The other reddened and her eyes flashed: What God do you mean? she
retorted. If I have anything to say about my destination after death I
shall go wherever love is. And it does not dwell with the God or in the
Heaven that we have been taught to desire and hope for.
The Swedish girl patted her shoulder and smiled in good humoured
deprecation at Brisson and Estridge.
God let her dearest friend die under the rifles of the Reds, she
explained cheerfully, and my little comrade can not reconcile this sad
affair with her faith in Divine justice. So she concludes there isn't
any such thing. And no Divinity. She shrugged: That is what shakes
the faith in youththe seeming indifference of the Most High.
Palla Dumont sat silent. The colour had died out in her cheeks, her
dark, indifferent eyes became fixed.
Estridge opened the fur collar of his coat and pulled back his fur
Do you remember me? he said to Ilse Westgard.
The girl laughed: Yes, I remember you, now!
To Palla Dumont he said: And do you remember?
At that she looked up incuriously; leaned forward slowly; gazed
intently at him; then she caught both his hands in hers with a swift,
sobbing intake of breath.
You are John Estridge, she said. You took me to her in your
ambulance! She pressed his hands almost convulsively, and he felt her
trembling under the fur robe.
Is it true, he said, that ghastly tragedy?
Estridge turned to Brisson: Miss Dumont was companion to the Grand
Duchess Marie, he said in brief explanation.
Brisson nodded, biting his cigar.
The Swedish girl-soldier said: They were devotedthe little Grand
Duchess and Palla.... It was horrible, there in the convent
cellarthose young girls She gazed out across the snow; then,
The Reds who did it had already made me prisoner.... They arrested
me in uniform after the decree disbanding us.... I was on my way to
join Kaledines' Cossacksa rendezvous.... Well, the Reds left me
outside the convent and went in to do their bloody work. And I gnawed
the rope and ran into the chapel to hide among the nuns. And there I
saw a White Nunquite crazed with grief
I had heard the volley that killed her, said Palla, in
explanation, to nobody in particular. She sat staring out across the
snow with dry, bright eyes.
Brisson looked askance at her, looked significantly at the Swedish
girl, Ilse Westgard: And what happened then? he inquired, with the
pleasant, impersonal manner of a physician.
Ilse said: Palla had already begun her novitiate. But what happened
in those terrible moments changed her utterly.... I think she went mad
at the moment.... Then the Superior came to me and begged me to hide
Palla because the Bolsheviki had promised to return and cut her throat
when they had finished their bloody business in the crypt.... So I
caught her up in my arms and I ran out into the convent grounds. And at
that very moment, God be thanked, a sotnia of the Wild Division rode up
looking for me. And they had led horses with them. And we were in the
saddle and riding like maniacs before I could think. That is all,
except, an hour ago we saw your sleigh.
You have been hiding with the Cossacks ever since! exclaimed
Estridge to Palla.
That is her history, replied Ilse, and mine. And, she added
cheerfully but tenderly, my little comrade, here, is very, very
homesick, very weary, very deeply and profoundly unhappy in the loss of
her closest friend... and perhaps in the loss of her faith in God.
I am tranquil and I am not unhappy,said Palla. And if I ever
win free of this murderous country I shall, for the first time in my
life, understand what the meaning of life really is. And shall know how
You thought you knew how to live when you took the white veil,
said Ilse cheerfully. Perhaps, after all, you may make other errors
before you learn the truth about it all. Who knows? You might even care
to take the veil again
Never! cried Palla in a clear, hard little voice, tinged with the
scorn and anger of that hot revolt which sometimes shakes youth to the
very source of its vitality.
Ilse said very calmly to Estridge: With me it is my reason and not
mere hope that convinces me of God's existence. I try to reason with
Palla because one is indeed to be pitied who has lost belief in
You are mistaken, said Palla drily; one merely becomes one's
self when once the belief in that sort of God is ended.
Ilse turned to Brisson: That, she said, is what seems so
impossible for some to acceptso terriblethe apparent indifference,
the lack of explanationGod's dreadful reticence in this thunderous
whirlwind of prayer that storms skyward day and night from our martyred
Palla, listening, sat forward and said to Brisson: There is only
one religion and it has only two preceptslove and give! The restthe
forms, observances, creeds, ceremonies, threats, promises, are man-made
If man's man-made God pleases him, let him worship him. That kind
of deity does not please me. I no longer care whether He pleases me or
not. He no longer exists as far as I am concerned.
Brisson, much interested, asked Palla whether the void left by
discredited Divinity did not bewilder her.
There is no void, said the girl. It is already filled with my own
kind of God, with millions of Godsmy own fellow creatures.
Your fellow beings?
You think your fellow creatures can fill that void?
They have filled it.
Brisson nodded reflectively: I see, he said politely, you intend
to devote your life to the cult of your fellow creatures.
No, I do not, said the girl tranquilly, but I intend to love them
and live my life that way unhampered. She added almost fiercely: And
I shall love them the more because of their ignorant faith in an
all-seeing and tender and just Providence which does not exist! I shall
love them because of their tragic deception and their helplessness and
their heart-breaking unconsciousness of it all.
Ilse Westgard smiled and patted Palla's cheeks: All roads lead
ultimately to God, she said, and yours is a direct route though you
do not know it.
I tell you I have nothing in common with the God you mean, flashed
out the girl.
Brisson, though interested, kept one grey eye on duty, ever hopeful
of wolves. It was snowing hard nowa perfect geography scene, lacking
only the wolves; but the étape was only half finished. There might be
The rather amazing conversation in the sleigh also appealed to him,
arousing all his instincts of a veteran newspaper man, as well as his
deathless curiositythat perpetual flame which alone makes any
Also, his passion for all documentsthose sewed under his
underclothes, as well as these two specimens of human documentswere
now keeping his lively interest in life unimpaired.
Loss of faith, he said to Palla, and inclined toward further
debate, must be a very serious thing for any woman, I imagine.
I haven't lost faith in love, she said, smilingly aware that he
was encouraging discussion.
But you say you have lost faith in spiritual love
I did not say so. I did not mean the other kind of love when I said
that love is sufficient religion for me.
But spiritual love means Deity
It does not! Can you imagine the all-powerful father
watching his child die, horriblyand never lifting a finger! Is that
love? Is that power? Is that Deity?
To penetrate the Divine mind and its motives for not intervening is
impossible for us
That is priest's prattle! Also, I care nothing now about Divine
motives. Motives are human, not divine. So is policy. That is why the
present Pope is unworthy of respect. He let his flock die. He deserted
his Cardinal. He let the hun go unrebuked. He betrayed Christ. I care
nothing about any mind weak enough, politic enough, powerless enough,
to ignore love for motives!
One loves, or one does not love. Loving is giving The girl sat
up in the sleigh and the thickening snowflakes drove into her flushed
face. Loving is giving, she repeated, giving life to love; giving
up life for lovegiving! giving! always giving!always
forgiving! That is love! That is the only God!the indestructible,
divine God within each one of us!
Brisson appraised her with keen and scholarly eyes. Yet, he said
pleasantly, you do not forgive God for the death of your friend. Don't
you practise your faith?
The girl seemed nonplussed; then a brighter tint stained her cheeks
under the ragged sheepskin cap.
Forgive God! she cried. If there really existed that sort of God,
what would be the use of forgiving what He does? He'd only do it again.
That is His record! she added fiercely, indifference to human
agony, utter silence amid lamentations, stone deaf, stone dumb,
motionless. It is not in me to fawn and lick the feet of such an image.
No! It is not in me to believe it alive, either. And I do not! But I
know that love lives: and if there be any gods at all, it must be that
they are without number, and that their substance is of that
immortality born inside us, and which we call love! Otherwise, to me,
now, symbols, signs, saints, rituals, vowsthese things, in my mind,
are all scrapped together as junk. Only, in me, the warm faith
remainsthat within me there lives a god of sortsperhaps that
immortal essence called a souland that its only name is love. And it
has given us only one law to live bythe Law of Love!
Brisson's cigar had gone out. He examined it attentively and found
it would be worth relighting when opportunity offered.
Then he smiled amiably at Palla Dumont:
What you say is very interesting, he remarked. But he was too
polite to add that it had been equally interesting to numberless
generations through the many, many centuries during which it all had
been said before, in various ways and by many, many people.
Lying back in his furs reflectively, and deriving a rather cold
satisfaction from his cigar butt, he let his mind wander back through
the history of theocracy and of mundane philosophy, mildly amused to
recognize an ancient theory resurrected and made passionately original
once more on the red lips of this young girl.
But the Law of Love is not destined to be solved so easily; nor had
it ever been solved in centuries dead by Egyptian, Mongol, or Greekby
priest or princess, prophet or singer, or by any vestal or acolyte of
love, sacred or profane.
No philosophy had solved the problem of human woe; no theory
convinced. And Brisson, searching leisurely the forgotten corridors of
treasured lore, became interested to realise that in all the history of
time only the deeds and example of one man had invested the human
theory of divinity with any real vitalityand that, oddly enough, what
this girl preachedwhat she demanded of divinityhad been both
preached and practised by that one man aloneJesus Christ.
Turning involuntarily toward Palla, he said: Can't you believe in
She said: He was one of the Gods. But He was no more divine than
any in whom love lives. Had He been more so, then He would still
intervene to-day! He is powerless. He lets things happen. And we
ourselves must make it up to the world by love. There is no other
divinity to intervene except only our own hearts.
But that was not, as the young girl supposed, her fixed faith,
definite, ripened, unshakable. It was a phase already in process of
fading into other phases, each less stable, less definite, and more
dangerous than the other, leaving her and her ardent mind and heart
always unconsciously drifting toward the simple, primitive and natural
goal for which all healthy bodies are created and destinedthe
instinct of the human being to protect and perpetuate the race by the
great Law of Love.
Brisson's not unkindly cynicism had left his lips edged with a
slight smile. Presently he leaned back beside Estridge and said in a
Purely pathological. Ardent religious instinct astray and running
wild in consequence of nervous dislocations due to shock. Merely
over-storage of superb physical energy. Intellectual and spiritual
wires overcrowded. Too many volts.... That girl ought to have been
married early. Only a lot of children can keep her properly occupied.
Only outlet for her kind. Interesting case. Contrast to the Swedish
girl. Fine, handsome, normal animal that. She could pick me up between
thumb and finger. Great girl, Estridge.
She is really beautiful, whispered Estridge, glancing at Ilse.
Yes. So is Mont Blanc. That sort of beautythe super-sort. But
it's the other who is pathologically interesting because her wires are
crossed and there's a short circuit somewhere. Who comes in contact
with her had better look out.
She's wonderfully attractive.
She is. But if she doesn't disentangle her wires and straighten out
she'll burn out.... What's that ahead? A wolf!
It was the rest house at the end of the étapea tiny, distant speck
on the snowy plain.
Brisson leaned over and caught Palla's eye. Both smiled.
Well, he said, for a girl who doesn't believe in anything, you
seem cheerful enough.
I am cheerful because I do believe in everything and in
Brisson laughed: You shouldn't, he said. Great mistake. Trust in
God and believe nobodythat's the idea. Then get married and close
your eyes and see what God will send you!
The girl threw back her pretty head and laughed.
Marriage and priests are of no consequence, she said, but I adore
They were a weary, half-starved and travel-stained quartette when
the Red Guards stopped them for the last time in Russia and passed them
through, warning them that the White Guards would surely do murder if
they caught them.
The next day the White Guards halted them, but finally passed them
through, counselling them to keep out of the way of the Red Guards if
they wished to escape being shot at sight.
In the neat, shiny, carefully scrubbed little city of Helsingfors
they avoided the huns by some miracleone of Brisson's customary
miraclesbut another little company of Americans and English was
halted and detained, and one harmless Yankee among them was arrested
and packed off to a hun prison.
Also, a large and nervous party of fugitives of mixed nationalities
and professionsconsuls, chargés, attachés, and innocent, agitated
citizenswas summarily grabbed and ordered into indefinite limbo.
But Brisson's daily miracles continued to materialise, even in the
land of the Finn. By train, by sleigh, by boat, his quartette
floundered along toward safety, and finally emerged from the white hell
of the Red people into the sub-arctic sunEstridge with painfully
scanty luggage, Palla Dumont with none at all, Ilse Westgard carrying
only her Cossack saddle-bags, and Brisson with his damning papers still
sewed inside his clothes, and owing Estridge ten dollars for not
They all had become excellent comrades during those anxious days of
hunger, fatigue and common peril, but they were also a little tired of
one another, as becomes all friends when subjected to compulsory
companionship for an unreasonable period.
And even when one is beginning to fall in love, one can become
surfeited with the beloved under such circumstances.
Besides, Estridge's budding sentiment for Ilse Westgard, and her
wholesome and girlish inclination for him, suffered an early chill. For
the poor child had acquired trench pets from the Cossacks, and had
passed on a few to Estridge, with whom she had been constantly seated
on the front seat.
Being the frankest thing in Russia, she told him with tears in her
blue eyes; and they had a most horrid time of it before they came
finally to a sanitary plant erected to attend to such matters.
Episodes of that sort discourage sentiment; so does cold, hunger and
discomfort incident on sardine-like promiscuousness.
Nobody in the party desired to know more than they already knew
concerning anybody else. In fact, there was little more to know,
privacy being impossible. And the ever instinctive hostility of the two
sexes, always and irrevocably latent, became vaguely apparent at
Common danger swept it away at times; but reaction gradually
revealed again what is born under the human skinthe paradox called
sex-antipathy. And yet the men in the party would not have hesitated to
sacrifice their lives in defence of these women, nor would the women
have faltered under the same test.
Brisson was the philosophical stoic of the quartette. Estridge
groused sometimes. Palla, when she thought herself unnoticed,
camouflaged her face in her furs and cried now and then. And
occasionally Ilse Westgard tried the patience of the others by her
healthy capacity for unfeigned laughtersometimes during danger-laden
and inopportune moments, and once in the shocking imminence of death
As, for example, in a vile little village, full of vermin and
typhus, some hunger-crazed peasants, armed with stolen rifles and
ammunition, awoke them where they lay on the straw of a stable, cursed
them for aristocrats, and marched them outside to a convenient wall, at
the foot of which sprawled half a dozen blood-soaked, bayoneted and
bullet-riddled landlords and land owners of the district.
And things had assumed a terribly serious aspect when, to their
foolish consternation, the peasants discovered that their purloined
cartridges did not fit their guns.
Then, in the very teeth of death, Ilse threw back her blond head and
laughed. And there was no mistaking the genuineness of the girl's
Some of their would-be executioners laughed too;the hilarity
spread. It was all over; they couldn't shoot a girl who laughed that
way. So somebody brought a samovar; tea was boiled; and they all went
back to the barn and sat there drinking tea and swapping gossip and
singing until nearly morning.
That was a sample of their narrow escapes. But Brisson's only
comment before he went to sleep was that Estridge would probably owe
him a dollar within the next twenty-four hours.
They had a hair-raising time in Helsingfors. On one occasion, German
officers forced Palla's door at night, and the girl became ill with
fear while soldiers searched the room, ordering her out of bed and
pushing her into a corner while they ripped up carpets and tore the
place to pieces in a swinishly ferocious search for information.
But they did nothing worse to her, and, for some reason, left the
hotel without disturbing Brisson, whose room adjoined and who sat on
the edge of his bed with an automatic in each handa dangerous
opportunist awaiting events and calmly determined to do some recruiting
for hell if the huns harmed Palla.
She never knew that. And the worst was over now, and the
Scandinavian border not far away. And in twenty-four hours they were
overBrisson impatient to get his papers to Washington and planning to
start for England on a wretched little packet-boat, in utter contempt
of mines, U-boats, and the icy menace of the North Sea.
As for the others, Estridge decided to cable and await orders in
Copenhagen; Palla, to sail for home on the first available Danish
steamer; Ilse, to go to Stockholm and eventually decide whether to
volunteer once more as a soldier of the proletariat or to turn
propagandist and carry the true gospel to America, where, she had
heard, the ancient liberties of the great Democracy were becoming
The day before they parted company, these four people, so oddly
thrown together out of the boiling cauldron of the Russian Terror,
arranged to dine together for the last time.
Theirs were the appetites of healthy wolves; theirs was the thirst
of the marooned on waterless islands; and theirs, too, was the feverish
gaiety of those who had escaped great peril by land and sea; and who
were still physically and morally demoralized by the glare and the roar
of the hellish conflagration which was still burning up the world
So they met in a private dining room of the hotel for dinner on the
eve of separation.
Brisson and Estridge had resurrected from their luggage the remains
of their evening attire; Ilse and Palla had shopped; and they now
included in a limited wardrobe two simple dinner gowns, among more
There were flowers on the table, no great variety of food but plenty
of champagne to make upa singular innovation in apology for short
rations conceived by the hotel proprietor.
There was a victrola in the corner, too, and this they kept going to
stimulate their nerves, which already were sufficiently on edge without
the added fillip of music and champagne.
As for me, said Brisson, I'm in sight of nervous dissolution
already;I'm going back to my wife and children, thank God he
smiled at Palla. I'm grateful to the God you don't believe in, dear
little lady. And if He is willing, I'll report for duty in two weeks.
He turned to Estridge:
What about you?
I've cabled for orders but I have none yet. If they're through with
me I shall go back to New York and back to the medical school I came
from. I hate the idea, too. Lord, how I detest it!
Why? asked Palla nervously.
I've had too much excitement. You have tooand so have Ilse and
Brisson. I'm not keen for the usual again. It bores me to contemplate
it. The thought of Fifth Avenuethe very idea of going back to all
that familiar routine, social and business, makes me positively ill.
What a dull place this world will be when we're all at peace again!
We won't be at peace for a long, long while, said Ilse, smiling.
She lifted a goblet in her big, beautifully shaped hand and drained it
with the vigorous grace of a Viking's daughter.
You think the war is going to last for years? asked Estridge.
Oh, no; not this war. But the other, she explained cheerfully.
Why, the greatest conflict in the world; the social war. It's going
to take many years and many battles. I shall enlist.
Nonsense, said Brisson, you're not a Red!
The girl laughed and showed her snowy teeth: I'm one kind of
Rednot the kind that sold Russia to the bochebut I'm very, very
Everybody with a brain and a heart is more or less red in these
days, nodded Palla. Everybody knows that the old order is endeddone
for. Without liberty and equal opportunity civilisation is a farce.
Everybody knows it except the stupid. And they'll have to be
Very well, said Brisson briskly, here's to the universal but
bloodless revolution! An acre for everybody and a mule to plough it!
Back to the soil and to hell with the counting house!
They all laughed, but their brimming glasses went up; then Estridge
rose to re-wind the victrola. Palla's slim foot tapped the parquet in
time with the American fox-trot; she glanced across the table at
Estridge, lifted her head interrogatively, then sprang up and slid into
his arms, delighted.
While they danced he said: Better go light on that champagne, Miss
Don't you think I can keep my head? she demanded derisively.
Not if you keep up with Ilse. You're not built that way.
I wish I were. I wish I were nearly six feet tall and beautiful in
every limb and feature as she is. What wonderful children she could
have! What magnificent hair she must have had before she sheared it for
the Woman's Battalion! Now it's all a dense, short mass of goldshe
looks like a lovely boy who requires a barber.
Your hair is not unbecoming, either, he remarked, short as it
is, it's a mop of curls and very fetching.
Isn't it funny? she said. I sheared mine for the sake of Mother
Church; Ilse cut off hers for the honour of the Army! Now we're both
out of a jobwith only our cropped heads to show for the
experience!and no more army and no more churchat least, as far as I
And she threw back hers with its thick, glossy curls and laughed,
looking up at him out of her virginal brown eyes of a child.
I'm sorry I cut my hair, she added presently. I look like a
It's growing very fast, he said encouragingly.
Oh, yes, it grows fast, she nodded indifferently. Shall we return
to the table? I am rather thirsty.
Ilse and Brisson were engaged in an animated conversation when they
reseated themselves. The waiter arrived about that time with another
course of poor food.
Palla, disregarding Estridge's advice, permitted the waiter to
refill her glass.
I can't eat that unappetising entrée, she insisted, and
champagne, they say, is nourishing and I'm still hungry.
As you please, said Brisson; but you've had two glasses already.
I don't care, she retorted childishly; I mean to live to the
utmost in future. For the first time in my silly existence I intend to
be natural. I wonder what it feels like to become a little
It feels rotten, remarked Estridge.
Really? How rotten? She laughed again, laid her hand on the
goblet's stem and glanced across at him defiantly, mischievously.
However, she seemed to reconsider the matter, for she picked up a
cigarette and lighted it at a candle.
Bah! she exclaimed with a wry face. It stings!
But she ventured another puff or two before placing it upon a saucer
among its defunct fellows.
Ugh! she complained again with a gay little shiver, and bit into a
pear as though to wash out the contamination of unaccustomed nicotine.
Where are you going when we all say good-bye? inquired Estridge.
I? Oh, I'm certainly going home on the first Danish boathome to
Shadow Hill, where I told you I lived.
And you have nobody but your aunt?
Only that one old lady.
You won't remain long at Shadow Hill, he predicted.
It's very pretty there. Why don't you think I am likely to remain?
You won't remain, he repeated. You've slipped your cable. You're
hoisting sail. And it worries me a little.
The girl laughed. It's a pretty place, Shadow Hill, but it's dull.
Everybody in the town is dull, stupid, and perfectly satisfied:
everybody owns at least that acre which Ilse demands; there's no
discontent at Shadow Hill, and no reason for it. I really couldn't bear
it, she added gaily; I want to go where there's healthy discontent,
wholesome competition, natural aspirationwhere things must be
bettered, set right, helped. You understand? That is where I wish to
Brisson heard her. Can't you practise your loving but godless creed
at Shadow Hill? he inquired, amused. Can't you lavish love on the
contented and well-to-do?
Yes, Mr. Brisson, she replied with sweet irony, but where the
poor and loveless fight an ever losing battle is still a better place
for me to practise my godless creed and my Law of Love.
Aha! he retorted, a brand new excuse for living in New York
because all young girls love it!
Indeed, she said with some little heat, I certainly do intend to
live and not to stagnate! I intend to live as hard as I canlive and
enjoy life with all my might! Can one serve the world better than by
loving it enough to live one's own life through to the last happy rags?
Can one give one's fellow creatures a better example than to live every
moment happily and proclaim the world good to live in, and mankind good
to live with?
Ilse whispered, leaning near: Don't take any more champagne,
The girl frowned, then looked serious: No, I won't, she said
naïvely. But it is wonderful how eloquent it makes one feel, isn't
And to Estridge: You know that this is quite the first wine I have
ever tastedexcept at Communion. I was brought up to think it meant
destruction. And afterward, wherever I travelled to study, the old
prejudice continued to guide me. And after that, even when I began to
think of taking the veil, I made abstinence one of my first preliminary
vows.... And look what I've been doing to-night!
She held up her glass, tasted it, emptied it.
There, she said, I desired to shock you. I don't really want any
more. Shall we dance? Ilse! Why don't you seize Mr. Brisson and make
Please seize me, added Brisson gravely.
Ilse rose, big, fresh, smilingly inviting; Brisson inspected her
seriouslyhe was only half as tallthen he politely encircled her
waist and led her out.
They danced as though they could not get enough of itexhilaration
due to reaction from the long strain during dangerous days.
It was already morning, but they danced on. Palla's delicate
intoxication passedreturnedpassedhovered like a rosy light in her
brain, but faded always as she danced.
There were snapping-crackers and paper caps; and they put them on
and pelted each other with the drooping table flowers.
Then Estridge went to the piano and sang an ancient song, called
The Cork Legnot very wellbut well intended and in a gay and
But Ilse sang some wonderful songs which she had learned in the
Battalion of Death.
And that is what was being done when a waiter knocked and asked
whether they might desire to order breakfast.
That ended it. The hour of parting had arrived.
No longer bored with one another, they shook hands cordially,
* * * * *
It was not a very long time, as time is computed, before these four
The dingy little Danish steamer Elsinore passed in at dawn,
her camouflage obscured by sea-salt, her few passengers still
prostrated from the long battering administered by the giant seas of
the northern route.
A lone Yankee soldier was aboardan indignant lieutenant of
infantry named Shotwellsent home from a fighting regiment to instruct
the ambitious rookie at Camp Upton.
He had hailed his assignment with delight, thankfully rid himself of
his cooties, reported in Paris, reported in London; received orders to
depart via Denmark; and, his mission there fullfilled, he had sailed on
the Elsinore, already disenchanted with his job and longing to
be back with his regiment.
And now, surly from sea-sickness, worried by peace rumours, but
still believing that the war would last another year and hopeful of
getting back before it ended, he emerged from his stuffy quarters
aboard the Elsinore and gazed without enthusiasm at the minarets
of Coney Island, now visible off the starboard bow.
Near him, in pasty-faced and shaky groups, huddled his fellow
passengers, whom he had not seen during the voyage except when lined up
He had not wished to see them, either, nor, probably, had they
desired to lavish social attentions on him or upon one another.
These pallid, discouraged voyagers were fewnot two dozen cabin
passengers in all.
Who they might be he had no curiosity to know; he had not exchanged
ten words with any of them during the entire and nauseating voyage; he
certainly did not intend to do so now.
He favoured them with a savage glance and walked over to the port
sidethe Jersey sidewhere there seemed to be nobody except a tired
Scandinavian sailor or two.
In the grey of morning the Hook loomed up above the sea, gloomy as a
thunder-head charged with lightning.
After a while the batteries along the Narrows slipped into view.
Farther on, camouflaged ships rode sullenly at anchor, as though
ashamed of their frivolous and undignified appearance. A battleship was
just leaving the Lower Bay, smoke pouring from every funnel. Destroyers
and chasers rushed by them, headed seaward.
Then, high over the shore mists and dimly visible through rising
vapours, came speeding a colossal phantom.
Vague as a shark's long shadow sheering translucent depths, the huge
dirigible swept eastward and slid into the Long Island fog.
And at that moment somebody walked plump into young Shotwell; and
the soft, fragrant shock knocked the breath out of both.
She recovered hers first:
I'm sorry! she faltered. It was stupid. I was watching the
balloon and not looking where I was going. I'm afraid I hurt you.
He recovered his breath, saluted ceremoniously, readjusted his
overseas cap to the proper angle.
Then he said, civilly enough: It was my fault entirely. It was I
who walked into you. I hope I didn't hurt you.
They smiled, unembarrassed.
That was certainly a big dirigible, he ventured. There are bigger
Zeps, of course.
Are there really?
Oh, yes. But they're not much good in war, I believe.
She turned her trim, small head and looked out across the bay; and
Shotwell, who once had had a gaily receptive eye for pulchritude,
thought her unusually pretty.
Also, the steady keel of the Elsinore was making him feel
more human now; and he ventured a further polite observation concerning
the pleasures of homecoming after extended exile.
She turned with a frank shake of her head: It seems heartless to
say so, but I'm rather sorry I'm back, she said.
He smiled: I must admit, he confessed, that I feel the same way.
Of course I want to see my people. But I'd give anything to be in
France at this moment, and that's the truth!
The girl nodded her comprehension: It's quite natural, she
remarked. One does not wish to come home until this thing is settled.
That's it exactly. It's like leaving an interesting play half
finished. It's worseit's like leaving an absorbing drama in which you
yourself are playing an exciting rôle.
She glanced at hima quick glance of intelligent appraisal.
Yes, it must have seemed that way to you. But I've been merely one
among a breathless audience.... And yet I can't bear to leave in the
very middlenot knowing how it is to end. Besides, she added
carelessly, I have nobody to come back to except a rather remote
relative, so my regrets are unmixed.
There ensued a silence. He was afraid she was about to go, but
couldn't seem to think of anything to say to detain her.
For the girl was very attractive to a careless and amiably casual
man of his sortthe sort who start their little journey through life
with every intention of having the best kind of a time on the way.
She was so distractingly pretty, so confidently negligent of
conventionor perhaps disdainful of itthat he already was regretting
that he had not met her at the beginning of the voyage instead of at
She had now begun to button up her ulster, as though preliminary to
resuming her deck promenade. And he wanted to walk with her. But
because she had chosen to be informal with him did not deceive him into
thinking that she was likely to tolerate further informality on his
part. And yet he had a vague notion that her inclinations were
I'm sorry, he said rather stupidly, that I didn't meet you in the
The slightest inclination of her head indicated that although
possibly she might be sorry too, regrets were now useless. Then she
turned up the collar of her ulster. The face it framed was disturbingly
lovely. And he took a last chance.
And so, he ventured politely, you have really been on board the
Elsinore all this time!
She turned her charming head toward him, considered him a moment;
then she smiled.
Yes, she said; I've been on board all the time. I didn't crawl
aboard in mid-ocean, you know.
The girl was frankly amused by the streak of boyishness in himthe
perfectly transparent desire of this young man to detain her in
conversation. And, still amused, she leaned back against the rail. If
he wanted to talk to her she would let himeven help him. Why not?
Is that a wound chevron? she inquired, looking at the sleeve of
No, he replied gratefully, it's a service stripe.
And what does the little cord around your shoulder signify?
That my regiment was cited.
Wellthat was the idea, I believe.
Then you've been in action.
Over the top?
How many times?
Several. Recently it's been more open work, you know.
And you were not hit?
She regarded him smilingly: You are like all soldiers have faced
death, she said. You are not communicative.
At that he reddened. Well, everybody else was facing it, too, you
know. We all had the same experience.
Not all, she said, watching him. Some died.
Oh, of course.
The girl's face flushed and she nodded emphatically: Of course! And
that is our Yankee secret;embodied in those two words'of
course.' That is exactly why the boche runs away from our men. The
boche doesn't know why he runs, but it is because you all say, 'of
course!of course we're here to kill and get killed. What of it? It's
in the rules of the game, isn't it? Very well; we're playing the game!'
But the rules of the hun game are different. According to their
rules, machine guns are not charged on. That is not according to plan.
Oh, no! But it is in your rules of the game. So after the boche has
killed a number of you, and you say, 'of course,' and you keep coming
on, it first bewilders the boche, then terrifies him. And the next time
he sees you coming he takes to his heels.
Shotwell, amused, fascinated, and entirely surprised, began to
You seem to know the game pretty well yourself, he said. You are
quite right. That is the idea.
It's a wonderful game, she mused. I can understand why you are
not pleased at being ordered home.
It's rather rotten luck when the outfit had just been cited, he
Oh. I should think you would hate to come back! exclaimed
the girl, with frank sympathy.
Well, I was glad at first, but I'm sorry now. I'm missing a lot,
Why did they send you back?
To instruct rookies! he said with a grimace. Rather inglorious,
isn't it? But I'm hoping I'll have time to weather this detail and get
back again before we reach the Rhine.
I want to get back again, too, she reflected aloud, biting her lip
and letting her dark eyes rest on the foggy statue of Liberty, towering
What was your branch? he inquired.
Oh, I didn't do anything, she exclaimed, flushing. I've been in
Russia. And now I must find out at once what I can do to be sent to
The war caught you over there, I suppose, he hazarded.
Yes.... I've been there since I was twenty. I'm twenty-four. I had
a year's travel and study and then I became the American companion of
the little Russian Grand Duchess Marie.
They all were murdered, weren't they? he asked, much interested.
Yes.... I'm trying to forget
I beg your pardon
It's quite all right. I, myself, mentioned it first; but I can't
talk about it yet. It's too personal She turned and looked at the
After a silence: It's been a rotten voyage, hasn't it? he
Perfectly rotten. I was so ill I could scarcely keep my place
during life-drill.... I didn't see you there, she added with a faint
smile, but I'm sure you were aboard, even if you seem to doubt that I
And then, perhaps considering that she had been sufficiently amiable
to him, she gave him his congé with a pleasant little nod.
Could I help youdo anything he began. But she thanked him with
They sauntered in opposite directions; and he did not see her again
to speak to her.
Later, jolting toward home in a taxi, it occurred to him that it
might have been agreeable to see such an attractively informal girl
again. Any man likes informality in women, except among the women of
his own household, where he would promptly brand it as indiscretion.
He thought of her for a while, recollecting details of the episode
and realising that he didn't even know her name. Which piqued him.
Serves me right, he said aloud with a shrug of finality. I had
more enterprise once.
Then he looked out into the sunlit streets of Manhattan, all
brilliant with flags and posters and swarming with prosperous looking
peoplehis own people. But to his war-enlightened and disillusioned
eyes his own people seemed almost like aliens; he vaguely resented
their too evident prosperity, their irresponsible immunity, their
heedless preoccupation with the petty things of life. The acres of
bright flags fluttering above them, the posters that made a gay
back-ground for the scene, the sheltered, undisturbed routine of peace
seemed to annoy him.
An odd irritation invaded him; he had a sudden impulse to stop his
taxi and shout, Fat-heads! Get into the game! Don't you know the
world's on fire? Don't you know what a hun really is? You'd better look
out and get busy!
Fifth Avenue irritated himshops, hotels, clubs, motors, the
well-dressed throngs began to exasperate him.
On a side street he caught a glimpse of his own place of business;
and it almost nauseated him to remember old man Sharrow, and the walls
hung with plans of streets and sewers and surveys and photographs; and
his own yellow oak desk
Good Lord! he thought. If the war ends, have I got to go back to
The family were at breakfast when he walked in on themonly
twohis father and mother.
In his mother's arms he suddenly felt very young and subdued, and
very glad to be there.
Where the devil did you come from, Jim? repeated his father, with
twitching features and a grip on his son's strong hand that he could
not bring himself to loosen.
Yes, it was pretty good to get home, after all... And he might not
have come back at all. He realised it, now, in his mother's arms,
feeling very humble and secure.
His mother had realised it, too, in every waking hour since the day
her only son had sailed at nightthat had been the hardest!at
nightand at an unnamed hour of an unnamed day!her only songone in
On his way upstairs, he noticed a red service flag bearing a single
star hanging in his mother's window.
He went into his own room, looked soberly around, sat down on the
lounge, suddenly tired.
He had three days' leave before reporting for duty. It seemed a
miserly allowance. Instinctively he glanced at his wrist-watch. An hour
had fled already.
The dickens! he muttered. But he still sat there. After a while he
smiled to himself and rose leisurely to make his toilet.
Such an attractively informal girl, he thought regretfully.
I'm sorry I didn't learn her name. Why didn't I?
Philosophy might have answered: But to what purpose? No young man
expects to pick up a girl of his own kind. And he has no business with
But Shotwell was no philosopher.
* * * * *
The attractively informal girl, on whom young Shotwell was
condescending to bestow a passing regret while changing his linen, had,
however, quite forgotten him by this time. There is more philosophy in
Her train was now nearing Shadow Hill; she already could see the
village in its early winter nakednessthe stone bridge, the old-time
houses of the well-to-do, Main Street full of automobiles and farmers'
wagons, a crowded trolley-car starting for Deepdale, the county seat.
After four years the crudity of it all astonished herthe stark
vulgarity of Main Street in the sunshine, every mean, flimsy
architectural detail revealedthe dingy trolley poles, the telegraph
poles loaded with unlovely wires and battered little electric light
fixturesthe uncompromising, unrelieved ugliness of street and people,
of shop and vehicle, of treeless sidewalks, brick pavement, car rails,
hydrants, and rusty gasoline pumps.
Here was a people ignorant of civic pride, knowing no necessity for
beauty, having no standards, no aspirations, conscious of nothing but
the grosser material needs.
The hopelessness of this American townand there were thousands
like itits architectural squalor, its animal unconsciousness, shocked
her after four years in lands where colour, symmetry and good taste are
indigenous and beauty as necessary as bread.
And the girl had been born here, too; had known no other home except
when at boarding school or on shopping trips to New York.
Painfully depressed, she descended at the station, where she climbed
into one of the familiar omnibuses and gave her luggage check to the
lively young driver.
Several drummers also got in, and finally a farmer whom she
recognised but who had evidently forgotten her.
The driver, a talkative young man whom she remembered as an
obnoxious boy who delivered newspapers, came from the express office
with her trunk, flung it on top of the bus, gossiped with several
station idlers, then leisurely mounted his seat and gathered up the
Rattling along the main street she became aware of changesa brand
new yellow brick clothing storea dreadful Quick Luncha moving
picture theatreother monstrosities. And she saw familiar faces on the
The drummers got out with their sample cases at the Bolton
HouseCharles H. Bolton, proprietor. The farmer descended at the Par
Excellence Market, where, as he informed the driver, he expected to
dispose of a bull calf which he had finally decided to veal.
Which way, ma'am? inquired the driver, looking in at her through
the door and chewing gum very fast.
To Miss Dumont's on Shadow Street.
Oh!... Then, suddenly he knew her. Say, wasn't you her niece? he
I am Miss Dumont's niece, replied Palla, smiling.
Sure! I didn't reckonise you. Used to leave the Star on your
doorstep! Been away, ain't you? Home looks kinda good to you, even if
it's kinda lonesome He checked himself as though recollecting
something else. Sure! You been over in Rooshia livin' with the Queen!
There was a piece in the Star about it. Gee! he added affably.
That was pretty soft! Some life, I bet!
And he grinned a genial grin and climbed into his seat, chewing
He means to be friendly, thought the heart-sick girl, with a
When Palla got out she spoke pleasantly to him as she paid him, and
inquired about his fathera shiftless old gaffer who used, sometimes,
to do garden work for her aunt.
But the driver, obsessed by the fact that she had lived with the
Queen of Rooshia, merely grinned and repeated, Pretty soft, and,
shouldering her trunk, walked to the front door, chewing furiously.
Martha opened the door, stared through her spectacles.
Land o' mercy! she gasped. It's Palla! Which, in Shadow Hill, is
the manner and speech of the hired girl, whose folks are
neighbours and not inferiors.
How do you do, Martha, said the girl smilingly; and offered her
Well, I'm so's to be 'round She wheeled on the man with the
trunk: Here, you! Don't go-a-trackin' mud all over my carpet
like that! Wipe your feet like as if you was brought up respectful!
Ain't I wipin' em? retorted the driver, in an injured voice. Now
then, Marthy, where does this here trunk go to?
Big room frontwait, young fellow; you just follow me and be
careful don't bang the banisters
Half way up she called back over her shoulder: Your room's all
ready, Palla and suddenly remembered something else and stood aside
on the landing until the young man with the trunk had passed her; then
waited for him to return and get himself out of the house. Then, when
he had gone out, banging the door, she came slowly back down the stairs
and met Palla ascending.
Where is my aunt? asked Palla.
And, as Martha remained silent, gazing oddly down at her through her
My aunt isn't ill, is she?
No, she ain't ill. H'ain't you heard?
Didn't you get my letter?
Your letter? Why did you write? What is the matter?
Where is my aunt? asked the disturbed girl.
I wrote you last month.
What did you write?
You never got it?
No, I didn't! What has happened to my aunt?
She had a stroke, Palla.
What! Isis she dead!
Six weeks ago come Sunday.
The girl's knees weakened and she sat down suddenly on the stairs.
Dead? My Aunt Emeline?
She had a stroke a year ago. It made her a little stiff in one leg.
But she wouldn't tell youwouldn't bother you. She was that proud of
you living as you did with all those kings and queens. 'No,' sez she to
me, 'no, Martha, I ain't a-goin' to worry Palla. She and the Queen have
got their hands full, what with the wicked way those Rooshian people
are behaving. No,' sez she, 'I'll git well by the time she comes home
for a visit after the war'
Martha's spectacles became dim. She seated herself on the stairs and
wiped them on her apron.
It came in the night, she said, peering blindly at Palla.... I
wondered why she was late to breakfast. When I went up she was lying
there with her eyes openjust as natural
Palla's head dropped and she covered her face with both hands.
There remained, now, nothing to keep Palla in Shadow Hill.
She had never intended to stay there, anyway; she had meant to go to
But already there appeared to be no chance for that in the scheme of
things. For the boche had begun to squeal for mercy; the frightened
swine was squirting life-blood as he rushed headlong for the home sty
across the Rhine; his death-stench sickened the world.
Thicker, ranker, reeked the bloody abomination in the nostrils of
civilisation, where Justice strode ahead through hell's own
devastation, kicking the boche to death, kicking him through Belgium,
through France, out of Light back into Darkness, back, back to his
The rushing sequence of events in Europe since Palla's arrival in
America bewildered the girl and held in abeyance any plan she had hoped
The whole world waited, too, astounded, incredulous as yet of the
cataclysmic debacle, slowly realising that the super-swine were but
swinemaddened swine, devil driven. And that the Sea was very near.
No romance ever written approached in wild extravagance the story of
doom now unfolding in the daily papers.
Palla read and strove to comprehendread, laid aside her paper, and
went about her own business, which alone seemed dully real.
And these new personal responsibilitiesnow that her aunt was
deadmust have postponed any hope of an immediate departure for
Her inheritance under her aunt's will, the legal details, the
inventory of scattered acreage and real estate, plans for their proper
administration, consultations with an attorney, conferences with Mr.
Pawling, president of the local banksuch things had occupied and
involved her almost from the moment of her arrival home.
At first the endless petty details exasperated hera girl fresh
from the tremendous tragedy of things where, one after another, empires
were crashing amid the conflagration of a continent. And she could not
now keep her mind on such wretched little personal matters while her
heart battered passionately at her breast, sounding the exciting
summons to active service.
To concentrate her thoughts on mortgages and deeds when she was
burning to be on her way to Franceto confer power of attorney, audit
bills for taxes, for up-keep of line fences, when she was mad to go to
New York and find out how quickly she could be sent to Francesuch
things seemed more than a girl could endure.
In Shadow Hill there was scarcely anything to remind her that the
fate of the world was being settled for all time.
Only for red service flags here and there, here and there a burly
figure in olive-drab swaggering along Main Street, nothing except
war-bread, the shortage of coal and sugar, and outrageous prices
reminded her that the terrific drama was still being played beyond the
ocean to the diapason of an orchestra thundering from England to Asia
and from Africa to the Arctic.
But already the eternal signs were pointing to the end. She read the
Republican in the morning, the Star at night. Gradually it
became apparent to the girl that the great conflagration was slowly
dying down beyond the seas; that there was to be no chance of her
returning; that there was to be no need of her services even if she
were already equipped to render any, and now, certainly, no time for
her to learn anything which might once have admitted her to comradeship
in the gigantic conflict between man and Satan. She was too late. The
world's tragedy was almost over.
With the signing of the armistice, all dreams of service ended
definitely for her.
False news of the suspension of hostilities should have, in a
measure, prepared her. Yet, the ultimately truthful news that the war
was over made her almost physically ill. For the girl's ardent
religious fervour had consumed her emotional energy during the
incessant excitement of the past three years. But now, for this natural
ardour, there was no further employment. There was no outlet for mind
or heart so lately on fire with spiritual fervour. God was no more; her
friend was dead. And now the war had ended. And nobody in the world had
any need of herany need of this woman who needed the worldand
lovespiritual perhaps, perhaps profane.
The false peace demonstration, which set the bells of Shadow Hill
clanging in the wintry air and the mill whistles blowing from distant
villages, left her tired, dazed, indifferent. The later celebration,
based on official news, stirred her spiritually even less. And she felt
There was a noisy night celebration on Main Street, but she had no
desire to see it. She remained indoors reading the Star in the
sitting room with Max, the cat. She ate no dinner. She cried herself to
However, now that the worst had comeas she naïvely informed the
shocked Martha next morningshe began to feel relieved in a restless,
A healthful girl accumulates much bodily energy over night; Palla's
passionate little heart and her active mind completed a storage battery
very quickly chargedand very soon over-chargedand an outlet was
Always, so far in her brief career, she had had adequate outlets. As
a child she found satisfaction in violent exercises; in flinging
herself headlong into every outdoor game, every diversion among the
urchins of her circle. As a school girl her school sports and her
studies, and whatever social pleasures were offered, had left the
safety valve open.
Later, mistress of her mother's modest fortune, and grown to
restless, intelligent womanhood, Palla had gone abroad with a married
school-friend, Leila Vance. Under her auspices she had met nice people
and had seen charming homes in EnglandColonel Vance being somebody in
the county and even somebody in Londona diffident, reticent,
agriculturally inclined land owner and colonel of yeomanry. And long
ago dead in Flanders. And his wife a nurse somewhere in France.
But before the war a year's travel and study had furnished the
necessary outlet to Palla Dumont. And thenat a charity bazaara
passionate friendship had flashed into sacred flamea friendship born
at sight between her and the little Grand Duchess Marie.
War was beginning; Colonel Vance was dead; but imperial inquiry
located Leila. And imperial inquiry was satisfied. And Palla became the
American companion and friend of the youthful Grand Duchess Marie. For
three years that blind devotion had been her outletthat and their
mutual inclination for a life to be dedicated to God.
What was to be her outlet now?now that the little Grand Duchess
was deadnow that God, as she had conceived him, had ceased to exist
for hernow that the war was ended, and nobody needed that warm young
heart of hersthat ardent little heart so easily set throbbing with
the passionate desire to give.
The wintry sunlight flooded the familiar sitting room, setting
potted geraniums ablaze, gilding the leather backs of old books,
staining prisms on the crystal chandelier with rainbow tints, and
causing Max, the family cat, to blink until the vertical pupils of his
amber eyes seemed to disappear entirely.
There was some snow outsidenot very mucha wild bird or two among
the naked apple trees; green edges, still, where snowy lawn and flower
And there was colour in the leafless shrubbery, toowine-red stems
of dogwood, ash-blue berry-canes, and the tangled green and gold of
willows. And over all a pale cobalt sky, and a snow-covered hill,
where, in the woods, crows sat cawing on the taller trees, and a slow
A rich land, this, even under ice and snowa rich, rolling land
hinting of fat furrows and heavy grain; and of spicy, old-time gardens
where the evenings were heavy with the scent of phlox and lilies.
Palla, her hands behind her back, seeming very childish and slim in
her black gown, stood searching absently among the books for something
to distract hersomething in harmony with the restless glow of hidden
fires hot in her restless heart.
But war is too completely the great destroyer, killing even the
serener pleasures of the mind, corrupting normal appetite, dulling all
interest except in what pertains to war.
War is the great vandal, too, obliterating even that interest in the
classic past which is born of respect for tradition. War slays all
yesterdays, so that human interest lives only in the fierce and present
moment, or blazes anew at thought of what may be to-morrow.
Only the chronicles of the burning hour can hold human attention
where war is. For last week is already a decade ago; and last year a
dead century; but to-day is vital and to-morrow is immortal.
It was so with Palla. Her listless eyes swept the ranks of handsome,
old-time booksold favourites bound in gold and leather, masters of
English prose and poetry gathered and garnered by her grand-parents
when books were rare in Shadow Hill.
Not even the modern masters appealed to hermasters of fiction
acclaimed but yesterday; virile thinkers in philosophy, in science;
enfranchised poets who had stridden out upon Olympus only yesterday to
defy the old god's lightning with unshackled strophesand sometimes
But it was with Palla as with others; she drifted back to the
morning paper, wherein lay the interest of the hour. And nothing else
interested her or the world.
Martha announced lunch. Max accompanied her on her retreat to the
kitchen. Palla loitered, not hungry, nervous and unquiet under the
increasing need of occupation for that hot heart of hers.
After a while she went out to the dining room, ate enough, endured
Martha to the verge, and retreated to await the evening paper.
Her attorney, Mr. Tiddley, came at three. They discussed
quit-claims, mortgages, deeds, surveys, and reported encroachments
incident to the decay of ancient landmarks. And the conversation
At four she put on a smart mourning hat and her black furs, and
walked down to see the bank president, Mr. Pawling. The subject of
their conversation was investments; and it bored her. At five she
returned to the house to receive a certain Mr. Skidderknown in her
childhood as Blinky Skidder, in frank recognition of an ocular
peculiaritya dingy but jaunty young man with a sheep's nose, a shrewd
upper lip, and snapping red-brown eyes, who came breezily in and said:
Hello, Palla! How's the girl? And took off his faded mackinaw
Mr. Skidder's business had once been the exploitation of farmers and
acreage; his specialty the persuasion of Slovak emigrants into the
acquisition of doubtful land. But since the war, emigrants were few;
and, as honest men must live, Mr. Skidder had branched out into
improved real estate and city lots. But the pickings, even here, were
scanty, and loans hard to obtain.
I've changed my mind, said Palla. I'm not going to sell this
Well, for heaven's sakeain't you going to New York? he insisted,
Yes, I am. But I've decided to keep my house.
That, said Mr. Skidder, snapping his eyes, is silly sentiment,
not business. But please yourself Palla. I ain't saying a word. I ain't
trying to tell you I can get a lot more for you than your house is
worthwhat with values falling and houses empty and the mills letting
men go because there ain't going to be any more war orders!but please
yourself, Palla. I ain't saying a word to urge you.
You've said several, she remarked, smilingly. But I think I'll
keep the house for the present, and I'm sorry that I wasted your time.
Please yourself, Palla, he repeated. I guess you can afford to
from all I hear. I guess you can do as you've a mind to, now.... So
you're fixing to locate in New York, eh?
I think so.
Live in a flat?
I don't know.
What are you going to do in New York? he asked curiously.
I'm sure I don't know. There'll be plenty to do, I suppose.
You bet, he said, blinking rapidly, there's always something
doing in that little old town. He slapped his knee: Palla, he said,
I'm thinking of going into the movie business.
Yes, I'm considering it. Slovaks and bum farms are played out.
There's no money in Shadow Hillor if there is, it's locked upor the
income tax has paralysed it. No, I'm through. There's nothing doing in
land; no commissions. And I'm considering a quick getaway.
Where do you expect to go?
Say, Palla, when you kiss your old home good-bye, there's only one
place to go. Get me?
New York? she inquired, amused.
That's me! There's a guy down there I used to correspond witha
feller named PumaAngelo Pumanot a regular wop, as you might say,
but there's some wop in him, judging by his mapor Mexor kike,
maybeor something. Anyway, he's in the moving picture businessThe
Ultra-Fillum Company. I guess there's a mint o' money in fillums.
She nodded, a trifle bored.
I got a chance to go in with Angelo Puma, he said, snapping his
You know, Palla, I've made a little money, too, since you been over
there living with the Queen of Russia.
I'm very glad, Blinky.
Oh, it ain't much. And, he added shrewdly, it ain't so paltry,
neither. Thank the Lord, I made hay while the Slovaks lasted.... So,
he added, getting up from his chair, maybe I'll see you down there in
New York, some day
He hesitated, his blinking eyes redly intent on her as she rose to
her slim height.
She looked at him inquiringly.
Ever thought of the movies?
As an investment?
Wellthat, too. There's big money in it. But I meantI meanit
strikes me you'd make a bird of a movie queen.
The suggestion mildly amused her.
I mean it, he insisted. Grab it from me, Palla, you've got the
shape, and you got the looks and you got the walk and the ways and the
education. You got something peculiarlike you had been born a rich
swellI mean you kinda naturally act that waykinda cocksure of
yourself. Maybe you got it living with that Queen
Palla laughed outright.
So you think because I've seen a queen I ought to know how to act
like a movie queen?
Well, he said, picking up his hat, maybe if I go in with Angelo
Puma some day I'll see you again and we'll talk it over.
She shook hands with him.
Be good, he called back as she closed the front door behind him.
The early winter night had fallen over Shadow Hill. Palla turned on
the electric light, stood for a while looking sombrely at the framed
photographs of her father and mother, then, feeling lonely, went into
the kitchen where Martha was busy with preparations for dinner.
Martha, she said, I'm going to New York.
Well, for the land's sake
Yes, and I'm going day after to-morrow.
What on earth makes you act like a gypsy, Palla? she demanded
querulously, seasoning the soup and tasting it. Your pa and ma wasn't
like that. They was satisfied to set and rest a mite after being away.
But you've been gone four years 'n more, and now you're up and off
again, hippity-skip! clippity-clip!
I'm just going to run down to New York and look about. I want to
look around and see what
That's you, Palla! That's what you allus was doing as a
childallus looking about you with your wide brown eyes, to see what
you could see in the world!... You know what curiosity did to the cat?
Pinched her paw in the mouse-trap.
I'll be careful, said the girl, laughing.
In touch with his unexciting business again, after many months of
glorious absence, and seated once more at his abhorred yellow-oak desk,
young Shotwell discovered it was anything except agreeable for him to
gather up the ravelled thrums of civilian life after the thrilling
taste of service over seas.
For him, so long accustomed to excitement, the zest of living seemed
to die with the signing of the armistice.
In fact, since the Argonne drive, all luck seemed to have deserted
him; for in the very middle of operations he had been sent back to the
United States as instructor; and there the armistice had now caught
him. Furthermore, then, before he realised what dreadful thing was
happening to him, he had been politely assigned to that vague limbo
supposedly inhabited by a mythical organisation known as The Officers'
Reserve Corps, and had been given indefinite leave of absence
preliminary to being mustered out of the service of the United States.
To part from his uniform was agonising, and he berated the fate that
pried him loose from tunic and puttees. So disgusted was he that,
although the Government allowed three months longer before discarding
uniforms, he shed his in disgust for cits.
But James Shotwell, Jr., was not the only man bewildered and annoyed
by the rapidity of events which followed the first days of
demobilisation. Half a dozen other young fellows in the big real estate
offices of Clarence Sharrow &Co. found themselves yanked out of uniform
and seated once more at their familiar, uninviting desks of yellow
oakvery young men, mostly, assigned to various camps of special
three-month instruction; and now cruelly interrupted while scrambling
frantically after commissions in machine-gun companies, field
artillery, flying units, and tank corps.
And there they were, back again at the old grind before they could
realise their horrid predicamentthe majority already glum and
restless under the reaction, and hating Shotwell, who, among them all,
had been the only man to cross the sea.
This war-worn and envied veteran of a few months, perfectly aware
that his military career had ended, was now trying to accept the
situation and habituate himself to the loathly technique of commerce.
Out of uniform, out of humour, out of touch with the arts of peace;
still, at times, all a-quiver with the nervous shock of his experience,
it was very hard for him to speak respectfully to Mr. Sharrow.
As instructor to rookie aspirants he would have been somebody: he
had already been somebody as a lieutenant of infantry in the thunderous
scheme of things in the Argonne.
But in the offices of Clarence Sharrow &Co. he was merely a rather
nice-looking civilian subordinate, whose duties were to aid clients in
the selection and purchase of residences, advise them, consult with
them, make appointments to show them dwelling houses, vacant or still
tenanted, and in every stage of repair or decrepitude.
On the wall beside his desk hung a tinted map of the metropolis.
Upon a table at his elbow were piled ponderous tomes depicting the
Bronx in all its beauty, and giving details of suburban sewers. Other
volumes contained maps of the fashionable residential district, showing
every consecrated block and the exact location as well as the linear
dimensions of every awesome residence and back yard from Washington
Square to Yorkville.
By referring to a note-book which he carried in his breast pocket,
young Shotwell could inform any grand lady or any pompous or fussy
gentleman what was the asking price of any particular residence
marked for sale upon the diagrams of the ponderous tomes.
Alsowhich is why Sharrow selected him for that particular
jobclients liked his good manners and his engaging ways.
The average client buys a freshly painted house in preference to a
well-built one, but otherwise clamours always for a bargain. The richer
the client the louder the clamour. And to such demands Shotwell was
always sympatheticalways willing to inquire whether or not the
outrageous price asked for a dwelling might possibly be shaded a
It always could be shaded; but few clients knew that; and the
majority, much flattered at their own business acumen, entertained kind
feelings toward Sharrow &Co. and sentiments almost cordial toward young
Shotwell when the shading process had proved to be successful.
But the black-eye dealt the residential district long ago had not
yet cleared up. Real property of that sort was still dull and inactive
except for a flare-up now and then along Park Avenue and Fifth.
War, naturally, had not improved matters; and, as far as the
residential part of their business was concerned, Sharrow &Co.
transacted the bulk of it in leasing apartments and, now and then, a
private house, usually on the West Side.
That morning, in the offices of Sharrow &Co., a few clients sat
beside the desks of the various men who specialised in the particular
brand of real estate desired: several neat young girls performed
diligently upon typewriters; old man Sharrow stood at the door of his
private office twirling his eyeglasses by the gold chain and urbanely
getting rid of an undesirable visitorone Angelo Puma, who wanted some
land for a moving picture studio, but was persuasively unwilling to pay
He was a big man, too heavy, youngish, with plump olive skin, black
hair, lips too full and too red under a silky moustache, and eyes that
would have been magnificent in a womana Spanish dancer, for
examplerich, dark eyes, softly brilliant under curling lashes.
He seemed to covet the land and the ramshackle stables on it, but he
wanted somebody to take back a staggering mortgage on the property. And
Mr. Sharrow shook his head gently, and twirled his eyeglasses.
For me, insisted Puma, I do not care. It is good property. I
would pay cash if I had it. But I have not. No. My capital at the
moment is tied up in production; my daily expenses, at present, require
what cash I have. If your client is at all reasonable
He isn't, said Sharrow. He's a Connecticut Yankee.
For a moment Angelo Puma seemed crestfallen, then his brilliant
smile flashed from every perfect tooth:
That is very bad for me, he said, buttoning-his showy overcoat.
Pardon me; I waste your time pulling on his gloves. However, if
your client should ever care to change his mind
One moment, said Sharrow, whose time Mr. Puma had indeed wasted at
intervals during the past year, and who heartily desired to be rid of
property and client: Suppose you deal directly with the owner. We are
not particularly anxious to carry the property; it's a little out of
our sphere. Suppose I put you in direct communication with the owner.
Delighted, said Puma, flashing his smile and bowing from the
waist; and perfectly aware that his badgering had bored this gentleman
to the limit.
I'll write out his address for you, said Sharrow, one moment,
Angelo Puma waited, his glossy hat in one hand, his silver-headed
stick and folded suede gloves in the other.
Like darkly brilliant searchlights his magnificent eyes swept the
offices of Sharrow &Co.; at a glance he appraised the self-conscious
typists, surmised possibilities in a blond one; then, as a woman
entered from the street, he rested his gaze upon her. And he kept it
Even when Sharrow came out of his private office with the slip of
paper, Angelo Puma's eyes still remained fastened upon the young girl
who had spoken to a clerk and then seated herself in a chair beside the
desk of James Shotwell, Jr.
The man's name, repeated Sharrow patiently, is Elmer Skidder. His
address is Shadow Hill, Connecticut.
Puma turned to him as though confused, thanked him effusively, took
the slip of paper, pulled on his gloves in a preoccupied way, and very
slowly walked toward the street door, his eyes fixed on the girl who
was now in animated conversation with young Shotwell.
As he passed her she was laughing at something the young man had
just said, and Puma deliberately turned and looked at her againlooked
her full in the face.
She was aware of him and of his bold scrutiny, of coursenoticed
his brilliant eyes, no doubtbut paid no heed to himwas otherwise
preoccupied with this young man beside her, whom she had neither seen
nor thought about since the day she had landed in New York from the
rusty little Danish steamer Elsinore.
And now, although he had meant nothing at all to her except an
episode already forgotten, to meet him again had instantly meant
something to her.
For this man now represented to her a link with the exciting
pastthis young soldier who had been fresh from the furnace when she
had met him on deck as the Elsinore passed in between the forts
in the grey of early morning.
The encounter was exciting her a little, too, over-emphasising its
Fancy! she repeated, my encountering you here and in civilian
dress! Were you dreadfully disappointed by the armistice?
I'm ashamed to say I took it hard, he admitted.
So did I. I had hoped so to go to France. And youoh, I am
sorry for you. You were so disgusted at being detailed from the
fighting line to Camp Upton! And now the war is over. What a void!
You're very frank, he said. We're supposed to rejoice, you know.
Oh, of course. I really do rejoice
They both laughed.
I mean it, she insisted. In my sober senses I am glad the war is
over. I'd be a monster if I were not glad. Butwhat is going to
take its place? Because we must have something, you know. One can't
endure a perfect void, can one?
Again they laughed.
It was such a tremendous thing, she explained. I did want to be
part of it before it ended. But of course peace is a tremendous thing,
And they both laughed once more.
Anybody overhearing us, she confided to him, would think us mere
beasts. Of course you are glad the war is ended: that's why you fought.
And I'm glad, too. And I'm going to rent a house in New York and find
something to occupy this void I speak of. But isn't it nice that I
should come to you about it?
Jolly, he said. And now at last I'm going to learn your name.
Oh. Don't you know it?
I wanted to ask you, but there seemed to be no proper
Of course. I remember. There seemed to be no reason.
I was sorry afterward, he ventured.
That amused her. You weren't really sorry, were you?
I really was. I thought of you
Do you mean to say you remembered me after the ship docked?
Yes. But I'm very sure you instantly forgot me.
I certainly did! she admitted, still much amused at the idea. One
doesn't remember everybody one sees, you know, she went on
frankly,particularly after a horrid voyage and when one's head is
full of exciting plans. Alas! those wonderful plans of mine!the stuff
that dreams are made of. And here I am asking you kindly to find me a
modest house with a modest rental.... And by the way, she added
demurely, my name is Palla Dumont.
Thank you, he said smilingly. Do you care to know mine?
I know it. When I came in and told the clerk what I wanted, he said
I should see Mr. Shotwell.
James Shotwell, Jr., he said gravely.
That is amiable. You don't treasure malice, do you? I might
merely have known you as Mr. Shotwell. And you generously reveal
all from James to Junior.
They were laughing again. Mr. Sharrow noticed them from his private
office and congratulated himself on having Shotwell in his employment.
When may I see a house? inquired Palla, settling her black-gloved
hands in her black fox muff.
Immediately, if you like.
He took out his note-book, glanced through several pages, asked her
carelessly what rent she cared to pay, made a note of it, and resumed
his study of the note-book.
The East Side? he inquired, glancing at her with curiosity not
I prefer it.
From his note-book he read to her the descriptions and situations of
several twenty-foot houses in the zone between Fifth and Third Avenues.
Shall we go to see some of them, Mr. Shotwell? Have you, perhaps,
time this morning?
I'm delighted, he said. Which, far from straining truth, perhaps
So he got his hat and overcoat, and they went out together into the
Angelo Puma, seated in a taxi across the street, observed them. He
wore a gardenia in his lapel. He might have followed Palla had she
emerged alone from the offices of Sharrow &Co.
Shotwell Junior had a jolly morning of it. And, if the routine
proved a trifle monotonous, Palla, too, appeared to amuse herself.
She inspected various types of houses, expensive and inexpensive,
modern and out of date, well built and well kept and jerry-built and
Prices and rents painfully surprised her, and she gave up any idea
of renting a furnished house, and so informed Shotwell.
So they restricted their inspection to three-story unfurnished and
untenanted houses, where the neighbourhood was less pretentious and
there was a better light in the rear.
But they all were dirty, neglected, out of repair, destitute of
decent plumbing and electricity.
On the second floor of one of these Palla stood, discouraged,
perplexed, gazing absently out, across a filthy back yard full of
seedling ailanthus trees and rubbish, at the rear fire escapes on the
Shotwell, exploring the closely written pages of his note-book,
could discover nothing desirable within the terms she was willing to
There's one house on our books, he said at last, which came in
only yesterday. I haven't had time to look at it. I don't even know
where the keys are. But if you're not too tired
Palla gave him one of her characteristic direct looks:
I'm not too tired, but I'm starved. I could go after lunch.
Fine! he said. I'm hungry, too! Shall we go to Delmonico's?
The girl seemed a trifle nonplussed. She had not supposed that
luncheon with clients was included in a real estate transaction.
She was not embarrassed, nor did the suggestion seem impertinent.
But she said:
I had expected to lunch at the hotel.
He reddened a little. Guilt shows its colors.
Had you rather? he asked.
Why, no. I'd rather lunch with you at Delmonico's and talk houses.
And, a little amused at this young man's transparent guile, she added:
I think it would be very agreeable for us to lunch together.
* * * * *
She came from the dressing-room fresh and flushed as a slightly
chilled rose, rejoining him in the lobby, and presently they were
seated in the palm room with a discreet and hidden orchestra playing,
Oh! How I Hate To Get Up in the Morning, and rather busy with a
golden Casaba melon between them.
Isn't this jolly! he said, expanding easily, as do all young men
in the warmth of the informal.
Very. What an agreeable business yours seems to be, Mr. Shotwell.
In what way? he asked innocently.
Why, part of it is lunching with feminine clients, isn't it?
His close-set ears burned. She glanced up with mischief brilliant in
her brown eyes. But he was busy with his melon. And, not looking at
Don't you want to know me? he asked so clumsily that she hesitated
to snub so defenceless a male.
I don't know whether I wish to, she replied, smiling slightly. I
hadn't aspired to it; I hadn't really considered it. I was thinking
about renting a house.
He said nothing, but, as the painful colour remained in his face,
the girl decided to be a little kinder.
Anyway, she said, I'm enjoying myself. And I hope you are.
He said he was. But his voice and manner were so subdued that she
Fancy asking a girl such a question, she said. You shouldn't ask
a woman whether she doesn't want to know you. It would be irregular
enough, under the circumstances, to say that you wanted to know her.
That's what I meant, he replied, wincing. Would you consider it?
She could not disguise her amusement.
Yes; I'll consider it, Mr. Shotwell. I'll give it my careful
attention. I owe you something, anyway.
What? he asked uncertainly, prepared for further squelching.
I don't know exactly what. But when a man remembers a woman, and
the woman forgets the man, isn't something due him?
I think there is, he said so naïvely that Palla was unable to
restrain her gaiety.
This is a silly conversation, she said, as silly as though I
had accepted the cocktail you so thoughtfully suggested. We're both
enjoying each other and we know it.
Really! he exclaimed, brightening.
His boyish reliefeverything that this young man said to
herseemed to excite the girl to mirth. Perhaps she had been starved
for laughter longer than is good for anybody. Besides, her heart was
naturally responsiveopened easilywas easily engaged.
Of course I'm inclined to like you, she said, or I wouldn't be
here lunching with you and talking nonsense instead of houses
We'll talk houses!
No; we'll look at themlater.... Do you know it's a long,
long time since I have laughed with a really untroubled heart?
Yes, it isn't good for a girl. Sadness is a sicknessa physical
disorganisation that infects the mind. It makes a strange emotion of
love, too, perverting it to that mysticism we call religionand
wasting it.... I suppose you're rather shocked, she said smilingly.
No.... But have you no religion?
Protestant.... Are you Catholic?
The girl rested her cheek on her hand and dabbed absently at her
I was once, she said. I was very religiousin the accepted sense
of the term.... It came rather suddenly;it seemed to be born as part
of a sudden and close friendship with a girlbegan with that
friendship, I think.... And died with it.
She sat quite silent for a while, then a tremulous smile edged her
I had meant to take the veil, she said. I did begin my
No, in Russia. There are a few foreign cloistered orders there....
But I had a tragic awakening.... She bent her head and quoted softly,
'For the former things have passed away.'
The orange ice was melting; she stirred it idly, watching it
No, she said, I had utterly misunderstood the scheme of things.
Divinity is not a sad, a solemn, a solitary autocrat demanding selfish
tribute, blind allegiance, inexorable self-abasement. It is not an
insecure tyrant offering bribery for the cringing, frightened servitude
She looked up smilingly at the man: Nor, within us, is there any
soul in the accepted meaning,no satellite released at death to
revolve around or merge into some super-divinity. No!
For I believe,I knowthat the bodyevery one's bodyis
inhabited by a complete god, immortal, retaining its divine entity,
beholden to no other deity save only itself, and destined to encounter
in a divine democracy and through endless futures, unnumbered brother
godsthe countless divinities which have possessed and shall possess
those tenements of mankind which we call our bodies.... You do not, of
course, subscribe to such a faith, she added, meeting his gaze.
Well He hesitated. She said:
Autocracy in heaven is as unthinkable, as unbelievable, and as
obnoxious to me as is autocracy on earth. There is no such thing as
divine right, here or elsewhere,no divine prerogatives for tyranny,
for punishment, for cruelty.
How did you happen to embrace such a faith? he asked, bewildered.
I was sick of the scheme of things. Suffering, cruelty, death
outraged my common sense. It is not in me to say, 'Thy will be done,'
to any autocrat, heavenly or earthly. It is not in me to fawn on the
hand that strikes meor that strikes any helpless thing! No! And the
scheme of things sickened me, and I nearly died of it
She clenched her hand where it rested on the table, and he saw her
face flushed and altered by the fire within. Then she smiled and leaned
back in her chair.
In you, she said gaily, dwells a god. In me a goddess,a joyous
one,a divine thing that laughs,a complete and free divinity that is
gay and tender, that is incapable of tyranny, that loves all things
both, great and small, that exists to servefreely, not for
rewardthat owes allegiance and obedience only to the divine and
eternal law within its own godhead. And that law is the law of love....
And that is my substitute for the scheme of things. Could you
After a silence he quoted: Could you and I with Him conspire
She nodded: 'To grasp this sorry scheme of things entire
' But there is no 'Him.' It's you and I.... Both divine....
Suppose we grasp it and 'shatter it to bits.' Shall we?
'And then remould it nearer to the heart's desire?'
Remould it nearer to the logic of common sense.
Neither spoke for a few moments. Then she drew a swift, smiling
We're getting on rather rapidly, aren't we? she said. Did you
expect to lunch with such a friendly, human girl? And will you now take
her to inspect this modest house which you hope may suit her, and
which, she most devoutly hopes may suit her, too?
This has been a perfectly delightful day, he said as they rose.
Do you want me to corroborate you?
I've had a wonderful time, she said lightly.
John Estridge, out of a jobas were a million odd others now
arriving from France by every transportmet James Shotwell, Junior,
one wintry day as the latter was leaving the real estate offices of
Sharrow & Co.
The devil, exclaimed Estridge; I supposed you, at least, were
safe in the service, Jim! Isn't your regiment in Germany?
It is, replied Shotwell wrathfully, shaking hands. Where do you
come from, Jack?
From hellvia Copenhagen. In milder but misleading metaphor, I
come from Holy Russia.
Did the Red Cross fire you?
No, but they told me to run along home like a good boy and get my
degree. I'm not an M.D., you know. And there's a shortage. So I had to
Same here; I had to come. And Shotwell, for Estridge's
enlightenment, held a post-mortem over the premature decease of his
promising military career.
Too bad, commented the latter. It sure was exciting while it
lastedour mixing it in the great game. There's pandemonium to pay in
Russia, now;I rather hated to leave.... But it was either leave or be
shot up. The Bolsheviki are impossible.... Are you walking up town?
They fell into step together.
You'll go back to the P. &S., I suppose, ventured Shotwell.
Yes. And you?
Oh, I'm already nailed down to the old oaken desk. Sharrow's my
boss, if you remember?
It must seem dull, said Estridge sympathetically.
You don't mean business too, do you?
Yes, that's also on the bum.... I did contrive to sell a small
house the other dayand blew myself to this overcoat.
Is that so unusual? asked Estridge, smiling,to sell a house in
Yes, it's a miracle in these days. Tell me, Jack, how did you get
on in Russia?
Too many Reds. We couldn't do much. They've got it in for everybody
Not the social revolutionists. I'm talking about the Reds.
Didn't they make the revolution?
They did not.
Well, who are the Reds, and what is it they want?
They want to set the world on fire. Then they want to murder and
rob everybody with any education. Then they plan to start things from
the stone age again. They want loot and blood. That's really all they
want. Their object is to annihilate civilisation by exterminating the
civilised. They desire to start all over from first principleswithout
possessing anyand turn the murderous survivors of the human massacre
into one vast, international pack of wolves. And they're beginning to
do it in Russia.
A pleasant programme, remarked Shotwell. No wonder you beat it,
Jack. I recently met a woman who had just arrived from Russia. They
murdered her best friendone of the little Grand Duchesses. She simply
can't talk about it.
That was a beastly business, nodded Estridge. I happen to know a
little about it.
Were you in that district?
Well, no,not when that thing happened. But some little time
before the Bolsheviki murdered the Imperial family I had occasion to
escort an American girl to the convent where they were held under
detention.... An exceedingly pretty girl, he added absently. She was
once companion to one of the murdered Imperial children.
Shotwell glanced up quickly: Her name, by any chance, doesn't
happen to be Palla Dumont?
Why, yes. Do you know her?
I sold her that house I was telling you about. Do you know her
Estridge smiled. Yes and no. Perhaps I know her better than she
Shotwell laughed, recollecting his friend's inclination for
analysing character and his belief in his ability to do so.
Same old scientific vivisectionist! he said. So you've been
dissecting Palla Dumont, have you?
Certainly. She's a type.
A charming one, added Shotwell.
But you don't know her welloutside of having mentally vivisected
Estridge laughed: Palla Dumont and I have been through some rather
hair-raising scrapes together. And I'll admit right now that she
possesses all kinds of courageperhaps too many kinds.
How do you mean?
She has the courage of her convictions and her convictions,
sometimes, don't amount to much.
Go on and cut her up, said Shotwell, sarcastically.
That's the only fault I find with Palla Dumont, explained the
I thought you said she was a type?
She is,the type of unmarried woman who continually develops too
much pep for her brain to properly take care of.
You mean you consider Palla Dumont neurotic?
No. Nothing abnormal. Perhaps super-normalpathologically
speaking. Bodily health is fine. But over-secretion of ardent energy
sometimes disturbs one's mental equilibrium. The result, in a crisis,
is likely to result in extravagant behavior. Martyrs are made of such
stuff, for example.
You think her a visionary?
Well, her reason and her emotions sometimes become rather badly
entangled, I fancy.
At intervals. Then the thing to do is to keep perfectly cool till
the fit is over.
So you think her impulsive?
Well, I should say so! smiled Estridge. Of course I mean nicely
impulsiveeven nobly impulsive.... But that won't help her. Impulse
never helped anybody. It's a spoke in the wheela stumbling blocka
stick to trip anybody.... Particularly a girl.... And Palla Dumont
mistakes impulse for logic. She honestly thinks that she reasons. He
smiled to himself: A disturbingly pretty girl, he murmured, with a
tender heart ... which seems to do all her thinking for her.... How
well do you know her, Jim?
Not well. But I'm going to, I hope.
Estridge glanced up interrogatively, suddenly remembering all the
uncontradicted gossip concerning a tacit understanding between
Shotwell, Jr., and Elorn Sharrow. It is true that no engagement had
been announced; but none had been denied, either. And Miss Sharrow had
inherited her mother's fortune. And Shotwell, Jr., made only a young
You ought to be rather careful with such a girl, he remarked
Well, she's rather perilously attractive, isn't she? insisted
She's extremely interesting.
She certainly is. She's rather an amazing girl in her way. More
amazing than perhaps you imagine.
Yes, even astounding.
I'll give you an example. When the Reds invaded that convent and
seized the Czarina and her children, Palla Dumont, then a novice of six
weeks, attempted martyrdom by pretending that she herself was the
little Grand Duchess Marie. And when the Reds refused to believe her,
she demanded the privilege of dying beside her little friend. She even
insulted the Reds, defied them, taunted them until they swore to return
and cut her throat as soon as they finished with the Imperial family.
And then this same Palla Dumont, to whom you sold a house in New York
the other day, flew into an ungovernable passion; tried to batter her
way into the cellar; shattered half a dozen chapel chairs against the
oak door of the crypt behind which preparations for the assassination
were taking place; then, helpless, called on God to interfere and put a
stop to it. And, when deity, as usual, didn't interfere with the scheme
of things, this girl tore the white veil from her face and the habit
from her body and denounced as nonexistent any alleged deity that
permitted such things to be.
Shotwell gazed at Estridge in blank astonishment.
Where on earth did you hear all that dope? he demanded
Estridge smiled: It's all quite true, Jim. And Palla Dumont escaped
having her slender throat slit open only because a sotnia of Kaladines'
Cossacks cantered up, discovered what the Reds were up to in the
cellar, and beat it with Palla and another girl just in the nick of
Who handed you this cinema stuff?
The other girl.
You believe her?
You can judge for yourself. This other girl was a young Swedish
soldier who had served in the Battalion of Death. It's really cinema
stuff, as you say. But Russia, to-day, is just one hell after another
in an endless and bloody drama. Such picturesque incidents,the
wildest episodes, the craziest coincidencesare occurring by thousands
every day of the year in Russia.... And, Jim, it was due to one of
those daily and crazy coincidences that my sleigh, in which I was
beating it for Helsingfors, was held up by that same sotnia of the Wild
Division on a bitter day, near the borders of a pine forest.
And that's where I encountered Palla Dumont again. And that's where
I heardnot from her, but from her soldier comrade, Ilse Westgardthe
story I have just told you.
For a while they continued to walk up and down in silence.
Finally Estridge said: There was a girl for you!
Palla Dumont! nodded Shotwell, still too astonished to talk.
No, the other.... An amazing girl.... Nearly six feet; physically
perfect;what the human girl ought to be and seldom is;symmetrical,
flawless, healthya super-girl ... like some young daughter of the
northern gods!... Ilse Westgard.
One of those women soldiers, you say? inquired Shotwell, mildly
Yes. There were all kinds of women in that Death Battalion. We saw
them,your friend Palla Dumont and I,saw them halted and standing at
ease in a birch wood; saw them marching into fire.... And there were
all sorts of women, Jim; peasant, bourgeoise and aristocrat;there
were dressmakers, telephone operators, servant-girls, students, Red
Cross nurses, actresses from the Marinsky, Jewesses from the Pale,
sisters of the Yellow Ticket, Japanese girls, Chinese, Cossack,
English, Finnish, French.... And they went over the top cheering for
Russia!... They went over to shame the army which had begun to run from
the hun.... Pretty fine, wasn't it?
You bet!... After this warafter what women have done the world
overI wonder whether there are any asses left who desire to restrict
woman to a 'sphere'?... I'd like to see Ilse Westgard again, he added
Was she a peasant girl?
No. A daughter of well-to-do people. Quite the better sort, I
should say. And she was more thoroughly educated than the average girl
of our own sort.... A brave and cheerful soldier in the Battalion of
Death.... Ilse Westgard.... Amazing, isn't it?
After another brief silence Shotwell ventured: I suppose you'd find
it agreeable to meet Palla Dumont again, wouldn't you?
Why, yes, of course, replied the other pleasantly.
Then, if you like, she'll ask us to tea some dayafter her new
house is in shape.
You seem to be very sure about what Palla Dumont is likely to do,
said Estridge, smiling.
Indeed, I'm not! retorted Shotwell, with emphasis. Palla Dumont
has a mind of her own,although you don't seem to think so,
I think she has a will of her own, interrupted the other,
Glad you concede her some mental attribute.
I do indeed! I never intimated that she is weak-willed. She isn't.
Other and stronger wills don't dominate hers. Perhaps it would be
better if they did sometimes....
But no; Palla Dumont arrives headlong at her own red-hot decisions.
It is not the will of others that influences her; it is their
indecision, their lack of willpower, their very weakness that seems to
stimulate and vitally influence such a character as Palla Dumont's
Such a character? repeated Shotwell. What sort of
character do you suppose hers to be, anyway? Between you and your
psychological and pathological surmises you don't seem to leave her any
character at all.
I'm telling you, said Estridge, that the girl is influenced not
by the will or desire of others, but by their necessities, their
distress, their needs.... Or what she believes to be their needs....
And you may decide for yourself how valuable are the conclusions of an
impulsive, wilful, fearless, generous girl whose heart regulates her
According to you, then, she is practically mindless, remarked
Shotwell, ironically. You medically minded gentlemen are wonders!all
You don't get me. The girl is clever and intelligent when her
accumulated emotions let her brain alone. When they interfere, her
logic goes to smash and she does exaggerated thingslike trying to
sacrifice herself for her friend in the convent therelike tearing off
the white garments of her novitiate and denouncing deity!like
embracing an extravagant pantheistic religion of her own manufacture
and proclaiming that the Law of Love is the only law!
I've heard the young lady on the subject, Jim. And, medically
minded or not, I'm medically on to her.
They walked on together in silence for nearly a whole block; then
Estridge said bluntly:
She'd be better balanced if she were married and had a few
children. Such types usually are.
Shotwell made no comment. Presently the other spoke again:
The Law of Love! What rot! That's sheer hysteria. Follow that law
and you become a saint, perhaps, perhaps a devil. Love sacred, love
profaneboth, when exaggerated, arise from the same physical
conditiontoo much pep for the mind to distribute.
What happens? Exaggerations. Extravagances. Hallucinations.
What results? Nuns. Hermits. Yogis. Exhorters. Fanatics. Cranks.
Sometimes. For, from the same chrysalis, Jim, may emerge either a
vestal, or one of those tragic characters who, swayed by this same
remarkable Law of Love, may give ... and burn onslowlyfrom the
first lover to the next. And so, into darkness.
He added, smiling: The only law of love subscribed to by sane
people is framed by a balanced brain and interpreted by common sense.
Those who obey any other code go a-glimmering, saint and sinner, novice
and Magdalene alike.... This is your street, I believe.
They shook hands cordially.
* * * * *
After dining en famille, Shotwell Junior considered the
various diversions offered to young business men after a day of labour.
There were theatres; there was the Club de Vingt and similar
agreeable asylums; there was also a telephone to ring, and
unpremeditated suggestions to make to friends, either masculine or
Or he could read and improve his mind. Or go to Carnegie Hall with
his father and mother and listen to music of sorts.... Orhe could
call up Elorn Sharrow.
He couldn't decide; and his parents presently derided him and
departed music-ward without him. He read an evening paper, discarded
it, poked the fire, stood before it, jingled a few coins and keys in
his pocket, still undecided, still rather disinclined to any exertion,
even as far as the club.
I wonder, he thought, what that girl is doing now. I've a mind to
call her up.
He seemed to know whom he meant by that girl. Also, it was evident
that he did not mean Elorn Sharrow; for it was not her number he called
and presently got.
Yes? Who is it?
It's a mere nobody. It's only your broker
Your real-estate broker
Mr. Shotwell! How absurd of you!
Because I don't think of you merely as a real-estate broker.
Then you do sometimes think of me?
What power of deduction! What logic! You seem to be in a
particularly frivolous frame of mind. Are you?
No; I'm in a bad one.
Because I haven't a bally thing to do this evening.
That's silly!with the entire town outside.... I'm glad you called
me up, anyway. I'm tired and bored and exceedingly cross.
What are you doing, Miss Dumont?
Absolutely and idiotically nothing. I'm merely sitting here on the
only chair in this scantily furnished house, and trying to plan what
sort of carpets, draperies and furniture to buy. Can you imagine the
I thought you had some things.
I haven't anything! Not even a decent mirror. I stand on the
slippery edge of a bath tub to get a complete view of myself. And then
it's only by sections.
That's tragic. Have you a cook?
I have. But no dining room table. I eat from a tray on a packing
Have you a waitress?
Yes, and a maid. They're comfortable. I bought their furniture
immediately and also the batterie-de-cuisine. It's only I who slink
about like a perplexed cat, from one empty room to another, in search
of familiar comforts.... But I bought a sofa to-day.
It's a wonderful sofa. It's here, now. It's an antique. But I can't
make up my mind how to upholster it.
Would you care for a suggestion?
Well, I'd have to see it
I thought you'd say that. Really, Mr. Shotwell, I'd like most
awfully to see you, but this place is too uncomfortable. I told you I'd
ask you to tea some day.
Won't you let me come down for a few moments this evening
And pay you a formal little call
No.... Would you really like to?
You wouldn't after you got here. There's nothing for you to sit
What about the floor?
What about that antique sofa?
It's not upholstered.
What do I care! May I come?
Do you really wish to?
As fast as I can get there.
He heard her laughing. Then: I'll be perfectly delighted to see
you, she said. I was actually thinking of taking to my bed out of
sheer boredom. Are you coming in a taxi?
He heard her laughing again.
Nothing, she answered, only I thought that might be the
quickest way Her laughter interrupted her, to bring me the
evening papers. I haven't a thing to read.
That's why you want me to take a taxi!
It is. News is a necessity to me, and I'm famishing.... What other
reason could there be for a taxi? Did you suppose I was in a hurry to
He listened to her laughter for a moment:
All right, he said, I'll take a taxi and bring a book for
And please don't forget my evening papers or I shall have to
requisition your book.... Or possibly share it with you on the
upholstered sofa.... And I read very rapidly and don't like being kept
waiting for slower people to turn the page.... Mr. Shotwell?
This is a wonderful floor. Could you bring some roller skates?
No, he said, but I'll bring a music box and we'll dance.
You're not serious
I am. Wait and see.
Don't do such a thing. My servants would think me crazy. I'm
mortally afraid of them, too.
* * * * *
He found a toy-shop on Third Avenue still open, and purchased a
solemn little music-box that played ting-a-ling tunes.
Then, in his taxi, he veered over to Fifth Avenue and Forty-second
Street, where he bought roses and a spray of orchids. Then, adding to
his purchases a huge box of bon-bons, he set his course for the three
story and basement house which he had sold to Palla Dumont.
Shotwell Senior and his wife were dining out that evening.
Shotwell Junior had no plansor admitted none, even to himself. He
got into a bath and later into a dinner jacket, in an absent-minded
way, and finally sauntered into the library wearing a vague scowl.
The weather had turned colder, and there was an open fire there, and
a convenient armchair and the evening papers.
Perhaps the young gentleman had read them down town, for he shoved
them aside. Then he dropped an elbow on the table, rested his chin
against his knuckles, and gazed fiercely at the inoffensive Evening
Before any open fire any young man ought to be able to make up
whatever mind he chances to possess. Yet, what to do with a winter
evening all his own seemed to him a problem unfathomable.
Perhaps his difficulty lay only in selectionthere are so many
agreeable things for a young man to do in Gotham Town on a winter's
But, oddly enough, young Shotwell was trying to persuade himself
that he had no choice of occupation for the evening; that he really
didn't care. Yet, always two intrusive alternatives continually
presented themselves. The one was to change his coat for a spike-tail,
his black tie for a white one, and go to the Metropolitan Opera. The
other and more attractive alternative was not to go.
Elorn Sharrow would be at the opera. To appear, now and then, in the
Sharrow family's box was expected of him. He hadn't done it recently.
* * * * *
He dropped one lean leg over the other and gazed gravely at the
fire. He was still trying to convince himself that he had no particular
plan for the eveningthat it was quite likely he might go to the opera
or to the clubor, in fact, almost anywhere his fancy suggested.
In his effort to believe himself the scowl came back, denting his
eyebrows. Presently he forced a yawn, unsuccessfully.
Yes, he thought he'd better go to the opera, after all. He ought to
go.... It seemed to be rather expected of him.
Besides, he had nothing else to dothat is, nothing in
particularunless, of course
But that would scarcely do. He'd been there so often
recently.... No, that wouldn't do.... Besides it was becoming
almost a habit with him. He'd been drifting there so frequently of
late!... In fact, he'd scarcely been anywhere at all, recently,
exceptexcept where he certainly was not going that evening. And that
settled it!... So he might as well go to the opera.
* * * * *
His mother, in scarf and evening wrap, passing the library door on
her way down, paused in the hall and looked intently at her only son.
Recently she had been observing him rather closely and with a vague
uneasiness born of that inexplicable sixth sense inherent in mothers.
Perhaps what her son had faced in France accounted for the change in
him;for it was being said that no man could come back from such
scenes unchanged;none could ever again be the same. And it was being
said, too, that old beliefs and ideals had altered; that everything
familiar was ending;and that the former things had already passed
away under the glimmering dawn of a new heaven and a new earth.
Perhaps all this was sothough she doubted it. Perhaps this son she
had borne in agony might become to her somebody less familiar than the
baby she had nursed at her own breast.
But so far, to her, he continued to remain the same familiar baby
she had always knownthe same and utterly vital part of her soul and
body. No sudden fulfilment of an apocalypse had yet wrought any occult
metamorphosis in this boy of hers.
And if he now seemed changed it was from that simple and familiar
cause instinctively understood by mothers,trouble!the most ancient
plague of all and the only malady which none escapes.
She was a rather startlingly pretty woman, with the delicate
features and colour and the snow-white hair of an 18th century belle.
She stood, now, drawing on her gloves and watching her son out of
dark-fringed deep blue eyes, until he glanced around uneasily. Then he
rose at once, looking at her with fire-dazzled eyes.
Don't rise, dear, she said; the car is here and your father is
fussing and fuming in the drawing-room, and I've got to run.... Have
you any plans for the evening?
You're dining at home?
Why don't you go to the opera to-night? It's the Sharrows' night.
He came toward her irresolutely. Perhaps I shall, he said. And
instantly she knew he did not intend to go.
I had tea at the Sharrows', she said, carelessly, still buttoning
her gloves. Elorn told me that she hadn't laid eyes on you for ages.
It's happened so.... I've had a lot of things to do
You and she still agree, don't you, Jim?
Why, yesas usual. We always get on together.
Helen Shotwell's ermine wrap slipped; he caught it and fastened it
for her, and she took hold of both his hands and drew his arms tightly
around her pretty shoulders.
What troubles you, darling? she asked smilingly.
Why, nothing, mother
Really, there is nothing, dear
Tell me when you are ready, then, she laughed and released him.
But there isn't anything, he insisted.
Yes, Jim, there is. Do you suppose I don't know you after all these
She considered him with clear, amused eyes: Don't forget, she
added, that I was only seventeen when you arrived, my son; and I have
grown up with you ever since
For heaven's sake, Helen! protested Sharrow Senior plaintively
from the front hall below. Can't you gossip with Jim some other time?
I'm on my way, James, she announced calmly. Put your overcoat
on. And, to her son: Go to the opera. Elorn will cheer you up. Isn't
that a good idea?
That'scertainlyan idea.... I'll think it over.... And, mother,
if I seem solemn at times, please try to remember how rotten every
fellow feels about being out of the service
Her gay, derisive laughter checked him, warning him that he was not
imposing on her credulity. She said smilingly:
You have neglected Elorn Sharrow, and you know it, and it's on your
consciencewhatever else may be on it, too. And that's partly why you
feel blue. So keep out of mischief, darling, and stop neglecting
Elornthat is, if you ever really expect to marry her
I've told you that I have never asked her; and I never intend to
ask her until I am making a decent living, he said impatiently.
Isn't there an understanding between you?
WhyI don't think so. There couldn't be. We've never spoken of
that sort of thing in our lives!
I think she expects you to ask her some day. Everybody else does,
Well, that is the one thing I won't do, he said, go
about with the seat out of my pants and ask an heiress to sew on the
patch for me
Darling! You can be so common when you try!
Well, it amounts to thatdoesn't it, mother? I don't care what
busy gossips say or idle people expect me to do! There's no engagement,
no understanding between Elorn and me. And I don't care a hang what
His mother framed his slightly flushed face between her gloved hands
and inspected him humorously.
Very well, dear, she said; but you need not be so emphatically
excited about it
I'm not excitedbut it irritates me to be expected to do anything
because it's expected of me He shrugged his shoulders:
After all, he added, if I ever should fall in love with anybody
it's my own business. And whatever I choose to do about it will be my
own affair. And I shall keep my own counsel in any event.
His mother stepped forward, letting both her hands fall into his.
Wouldn't you tell me about it, Jim?
I'd tell you before I'd tell anybody elseif it ever became
If what became serious?
Wellanything of that sort, he replied. But a bright colour
stained his features and made him wince under her intent scrutiny.
She was worried, now, though her pretty, humorous smile still
challenged him with its raillery.
But it was becoming very evident to her that if this boy of hers
were growing sentimental over any woman the woman was not Elorn
So far she had held her son's confidence. She must do nothing to
disturb it. Yet, as she looked at him with the amused smile still
edging her lips, she began for the first time in her life to be afraid.
They kissed each other in silence.
* * * * *
In the limousine, seated beside her husband, she said presently: I
wish Jim would marry Elorn Sharrow.
He's likely to some day, isn't he?
I don't think so.
Well, there's no hurry, remarked her husband. He ought not to
marry anybody until he's thirty, and he's only twenty-four. I'm glad
enough to have him remain at home with us.
But that's what worries me; he doesn't!
Doesn't remain at home.
Her husband laughed: Well, I meant it merely in a figurative sense.
Of course Jim goes out
Why, everywhere, I suppose, said her husband, a little surprised
at her tone.
She said calmly: I hear thingspick up bits of gossipas all
women do.... And at a tea the other day a man asked me why Jim never
goes to his clubs any more. So you see he doesn't go to any of his
clubs when he goes 'out' in the evenings.... And he's been to no
dancesjudging from what is said to me.... And he doesn't go to see
Elorn Sharrow any more. She told me that herself. Sowhere does he
Where does he goevery evening?
I'm sure I couldn't answer
Every evening! she repeated absently.
Good heavens, Helen
And what is on that boy's mind? There's something on it.
His business, let us hope
She shook her head: I know my son, she remarked.
So do I. What is particularly troubling you, dear? There's
something you haven't told me.
I'm merely wondering who that girl was who lunched with him at
Delmonico'sthree timeslast week, mused his wife.
Whyshe's probably all right, Helen. A man doesn't take the other
So I've heard, she said drily.
Nothing.... She's very pretty, I understand.... And wears
What of it? he asked, amused. She smiled at him, but there was a
trace of annoyance in her voice.
Don't you think it very natural that I should wonder who any girl
is who lunches with my son three times in one week?... And is
remarkably pretty, besides?
* * * * *
The girl in question looked remarkably pretty at that very moment,
where she sat at her desk, the telephone transmitter tilted toward her,
the receiver at her ear, and her dark eyes full of gayest malice.
Miss Dumont, please? came a distant and familiar voice over the
wire. The girl laughed aloud; and he heard her.
You said you were not going to call me up.
Is it you, Palla?
How subtle of you!
He said anxiously. Are you doing anything this eveningby any
Oh, hang it! What are you doing?
You know I don't mean it that way
I'm not sure. However, I'll be kind enough to tell you what I'm
doing. I'm sitting here at my desk, listening to an irritable young
That's wonderful luck! he exclaimed joyously.
Wonderful luck for a girl to sit at a desk and listen to an
irritable young man?
If you'll stop talking bally nonsense for a moment
If you bully me, I shall stop talking altogether!
For heaven's sake
I hear you, kind sir; you need not shout!
He said humbly: Palla, would you let me drop in
Drop into what? Into poetry? Please do!
For the love of
Jim! You told me last evening that you expected to be at the opera
I'm not going.
So I didn't expect you to call me!
Can't I see you? he asked.
I'm expecting some people, Jim. It's your own fault; I didn't
expect a tête-à-tête with you this evening.
Is it a party you're giving?
Two or three people. But my place is full of flowers and as pretty
as a garden. Too bad you can't see it.
Couldn't I come to your garden-party? he asked humbly.
You mean just to see my garden for a moment?
Yes; let me come around for a moment, anywayif you're dressed.
Certainly I'm dressed. Did you think it was to be a garden-of-Eden
Her gay, mischievous laughter came distinctly to him over the wire.
Then her mood changed abruptly:
You funny boy, she said, don't you understand that I want you to
You enchanting girl! he exclaimed. Do you really mean it?
Of course! And if you come at once we'll have nearly an hour
together before anybody arrives.
She had that sweet, unguarded way with her at moments, and it always
sent a faint shock of surprise and delight through him.
* * * * *
Her smiling maid admitted him and took his hat, coat and stick as
though accustomed to these particular articles.
Palla was alone in the living-room when he was announced, and as
soon as the maid disappeared she gave him both hands in swift
welcomean impulsive, unconsidered greeting entirely new to them both.
You didn't mind my tormenting you. Did you, Jim? I was so happy
that you did call me up, after all. Because you know you did
tell me yesterday that you were going to the opera to-night. But all
the same, when the 'phone rang, somehow I knew it was youI knew
She loosened one hand from his and swung him with the other toward
the piano: Do you like my flower garden? Isn't the room attractive?
Charming, he said. And you are distractingly pretty to-night!
In this dull, black gown? But, merci, anyway! See how
effective your roses are!the ones you sent yesterday and the day
before! They're all opening. And I went out and bought a lot more, and
all that fluffy green camouflage
She withdrew her other hand from his without embarrassment and went
over to rearrange a sheaf of deep red carnations, spreading the
clustered stems to wider circumference.
What is this party you're giving, anyway? he asked, following her
across the room and leaning beside her on the piano, where she still
remained very busily engaged with her decorations.
An impromptu party, she exclaimed. I was shopping this
morningin fact I was buying pots and pans for the cookwhen somebody
spoke to me. And I recognised a university student whom I had known in
Petrograd after the first revolutionMarya Lanois, her name is
She moved aside and began to fuss with a huge bowl of crimson roses,
loosening the blossoms, freeing the foliage, and talking happily all
Marya Lanois, she repeated, an interesting girl. And with her
was a man I had meta pianistVanya Tchernov. They told me that
another friend of minea girl named Ilse Westgardis now living in
New York. They couldn't dine with me, but they're coming to supper. So
I also called up Ilse Westgard, she's coming, too;and I also asked
your friend, Mr. Estridge. So you see, Monsieur, we shall have a little
music and much valuable conversation, and then I shall give them some
She stepped back from the piano, surveyed her handiwork critically,
then looked around at him for his opinion.
Fine, he said. How jolly your new house isglancing about the
room at the few well chosen pieces of antique furniture, the harmonious
hangings and comfortably upholstered modern pieces.
It really is beginning to be livable; isn't it, Jim? she ventured.
Of course there are many things yet to buy
They leisurely made the tour of the white-panelled room, looking
with approval at the delicate Georgian furniture; the mezzotints; the
damask curtains of that beautiful red which has rose-tints in it, too;
the charming old French clock and its lovely gilded garniture; the
deep-toned ash-grey carpet under foot.
Before the mantel, with its wood fire blazing, they paused.
It's so enchantingly homelike, she exclaimed. I already love it
all. When I come in from shopping I just stand here with my hat and
furs on, and gaze about and adore everything!
Do you adore me, too? he asked, laughing at her warmth. You see
I'm becoming one of your fixtures here, also.
In her brown eyes the familiar irresponsible gaiety began to
I do adore you, she said, but I've no business to.
She seated herself on the sofa and cast a veiled glance at him,
Do you think you know me well enough to adore me? she inquired
with misleading gravity.
Indeed I do
Am I as easy to know as that? Jim, you humiliate me.
I didn't say that you are easy to know
You meant it! she insisted reproachfully. You think so, toojust
because I let myself be picked upby a perfectly strange man
Good heavens, Palla he began nervously; but caught the glimmer
in her lowered eyessaw her child's mouth tremulous with mirth
Oh, Jim! she said, still laughing, do you think I care how we
met? How absurd of you to let me torment you. You're altogether too
boyish, too self-conscious. You're loaded down with all the silly
traditions which I've thrown away. I don't care how we met. I'm glad we
know each other.
She opened a silver box on a little table at her elbow, chose a
cigarette, lighted it, and offered it to him.
I rather like the taste of them now, she remarked, making room for
him on the sofa beside her.
When he was seated, she reached up to a jar of flowers on the piano,
selected a white carnation, broke it short, and then drew the stem
through his lapel, patting the blossom daintily into a pom-pon.
Now, she said gaily, if you'll let me, I'll straighten your tie.
He turned toward her; she accomplished that deftly, then glanced
across at the clock.
We've only half an hour longer to ourselves, she exclaimed, with
that unconscious candour which always thrilled him. Then, turning to
him, she said laughingly: Does it really matter how two people meet
when time races with us like that?
And do you realise, he said in a low, tense voice, that since I
met you every racing minute has been sweeping me headlong toward you?
She was so totally unprepared for the deeper emotion in his voice
and bearingso utterly surprisedthat she merely gazed at him.
Haven't you been aware of it, Palla? he said, looking her in the
Jim! she protested, you are disconcerting! You never before have
taken such a tone toward me.
She rose, walked over to the clock, examined it minutely for a few
moments. Then she turned, cast a swift, perplexed glance at him, and
came slowly back to resume her place on the sofa.
Men should be very, very careful what they say to me. As she
lifted her eyes he saw them beginning to glimmer again with that
irresponsible humour he knew so well.
Be careful, she said, her brown gaze gay with warning; I'm
godless and quite lawless, and I'm a very dangerous companion for any
well-behaved and orthodox young man who ventures to tell me that I'm
adorable. Why, you might as safely venture to adore Diana of the
Ephesians! And you know what she did to her admirers.
She was really Aphrodite, wasn't she? he said, laughing.
Aphrodite, Venus, Isis, Ladaand the Ephesian DianaI'm afraid
they all were hussies. But I'm a hussy, too, Jim! If you doubt it, ask
any well brought up girl you know and tell her how we met and how we've
behaved ever since, and what obnoxious ideas I entertain toward all
things conventional and orthodox!
Palla, are you really serious?I'm never entirely sure what is
under your badinage.
Why, of course I am serious. I don't believe in any of the things
that you believe in. I've often told you so, though you don't believe
I don't, I tell you. I did once. But I'm awake. No 'threats of hell
or hopes of any sugary paradise' influence me. Nor does custom and
convention. Nor do the laws and teachings of our present civilisation
matter one straw to me. I'd break every law if it suited me.
He laughed and lifted her hand from her lap: You funny child, he
said, you wouldn't steal, for examplewould you?
I don't desire to.
Would you commit perjury?
I have a law of my own, kind sir. It doesn't happen to permit
murder, arson, forgery, piracy, smuggling
Their irresponsible laughter interrupted her.
What else wouldn't you do? he managed to ask.
I wouldn't do anything mean, deceitful, dishonest, cruel. But it's
not your antiquated lawsit's my own and original law that governs my
You always conform to it?
I do. But you don't conform to yours. So I'll try to help you
remember the petty but always sacred conventions of our own accepted
And, with unfeigned malice, she began to disengage her hand from
hisloosened the slim fingers one by one, all the while watching him
sideways with prim lips pursed and lifted eyebrows.
Try always to remember, she said, that, according to your code,
any demonstration of affection toward a comparative stranger is
exceedingly bad form.
However, he picked up her hand again, which she had carelessly left
lying on the sofa near his, and again she freed it, leisurely.
They conversed animatedly, as always, discussing matters of common
interest, yet faintly in her ears sounded the unfamiliar echo of
It haunted her mind, tooan indefinable undertone delicately
persistentuntil at last she sat mute, absent-minded, while he
Her stillnessher remote gaze, perhapspresently silenced him. And
after a little while she turned her charming head and looked at him
with that unintentional provocation born of virginal curiosity.
What had moved him so unexpectedly to deeper emotion? Had she? Had
she, then, that power? And without effort?For she had been conscious
of none.... Butif she tried.... Had she the power to move him again?
Naïve instinctthe emotionless curiosity of total
inexperienceeverything embryonic and innocently ruthless in her was
now in the ascendant.
She lifted her eyes and considered him with the speculative candour
of a child. She wished to hear once more that unfamiliar something
in his voicesee it in his features
And she did not know how to evoke it.
Of what are you thinking, Palla?
Of you, she answered candidly, without other intention than the
truth. And saw, instantly, the indefinable something born again
into his eyes.
Calm curiosity, faintly amused, possessed herleft him possessed of
her hand presently.
Are you attempting to be sentimental? she asked.
Very leisurely she began once more to disengage her handloosening
the fingers one by oneand watching him all the while with a slight
smile edging her lips. Then, as his clasp tightened:
Please, she said, may I not have my freedom?
Do you want it?
You never did this beforetouched meunnecessarily.
As he made no answer, she fell silent, her dark eyes vaguely
interrogative as though questioning herself as well as him concerning
this unaccustomed contact.
His head had been bent a little. Now he lifted it. Neither was
Suddenly she rose to her feet and stood with her head partly
averted. He rose, too. Neither spoke. But after a moment she turned and
looked straight at him, the virginal curiosity clear in her eyes. And
he took her into his arms.
Her arms had fallen to her side. She endured his lips gravely, then
turned her head and looked at the roses beside her.
I was afraid, she said, that we would do this. Now let me go,
He released her in silence. She walked slowly to the mantel and set
one slim foot on the fender.
Without looking around at him she said: Does this spoil me for you,
Tell me frankly. Does it?
What on earth do you mean, Palla! Does it spoil me for you?
I've been thinking.... No, it doesn't. But I wondered about you.
He came over to where she stood.
Dear, he said unsteadily, don't you know I'm very desperately in
love with you?
At that she turned her enchanting little head toward him.
If you are, she said, there need be nothing desperate about it.
Do you mean you care enough to marry me, you darling? he asked
impetuously. Will you, Palla?
Why, no, she said candidly. I didn't mean that. I meant that I
care for you quite as much as you care for me. So you need not be
desperate. But I really don't think we are in loveI mean
sufficientlyfor anything serious.
Why don't you think so! he demanded impatiently.
Do you wish me to be quite frank?
Very well. She lifted her head and let her clear eyes rest on his.
I like you, she said. I even likewhat we did. I like you far
better than any man I ever knew. But I do not care for you enough to
give up my freedom of mind and of conduct for your asking. I do not
care enough for you to subscribe to your religion and your laws. And
that's the tragic truth.
But what on earth has all that to do with it? I haven't asked you
to believe as I believe or to subscribe to any law
Her enchanting laughter filled the room: Yes, you have! You asked
me to marry you, didn't you?
Well, I can't, Jim, because I don't believe in the law of marriage,
civil or religious. If I loved you I'd live with you unmarried. But I'm
afraid to try it. And so are you. Which proves that I'm not really in
love with you, or you with me
The door bell rang.
But I do care for you, she whispered, bending swiftly toward him.
Her lips rested lightly on his a moment, then she turned and walked out
into the centre of the room.
The maid announced: Mr. Estridge!
Young Shotwell, still too incredulous to be either hurt or angry,
stood watching Palla welcoming her guests, who arrived within a few
minutes of each other.
First came Estridge,handsome, athletic, standing over six feet,
and already possessed of that winning and reassuring manner which means
success for a physician.
It's nice of you to ask me, Palla, he said. And is Miss Westgard
really coming to-night?
But here she is now! exclaimed Palla, as the maid announced her.
Ilse! You astonishing girl! How long have you been in New York?
And Shotwell beheld the six-foot goddess for the first timegazed
with pleasurable awe upon this young super-creature with the sea-blue
eyes and golden hair and a skin of roses and cream.
Fancy, Palla! she said, I came immediately back from Stockholm,
but you had sailed on the Elsinore, and I was obliged to
wait!Oh! catching sight of Estridge as he advancedI am so very
happy to see you again!giving him her big, exquisitely sculptured
hand. Except for Mr. Brisson, we are quite complete in our little
company of death! She laughed her healthy, undisturbed defiance of
that human enemy as she named him, gazed rapturously at Palla,
acknowledged Shotwell's presentation in her hearty, engaging way, then
turned laughingly to Estridge:
The world whirls like a wheel in a squirrel cage which we all
tread:only to find ourselves together after travelling many, many
miles at top speed!... Are you well, John Estridge?
Fairly, he laughed, but nobody except the immortals could ever be
as well as you, Ilse Westgard!
She laughed in sheer exuberance of her own physical vigour: Only
that old and toothless nemesis of Loki can slay me, John Estridge!
And, to Palla: I had some slight trouble in Stockholm. Fancy!a
little shrimp of a man approached me on the street one evening when
there chanced to be nobody near.
And the first I knew he was mouthing and grinning and saying to me
in Russian: 'I know you, hired mercenary of the aristocrats!I know
you!big white battle horse that carried the bloody war-god!'
I was too astonished, my dear; I merely gazed upon this small and
agitated toad, who continued to run alongside and grimace and pull
funny faces at me. He appeared to be furious, and he said some very
vile things to me.
I was disgusted and walked faster, and he had to run. And all the
while he was squealing at me: 'I know you! You keep out of America, do
you hear? If you sail on that steamer, we follow you and kill you! You
hear it what I say? We kill! Kill! Kill!'
She threw up her superb head and laughed:
Can you see himthis insectPalla!so small and hairy, with
crazy eyes like little sparks among the furry whiskers!and running,
running at heel, underfoot, one side and then the other, and squealing
'Kill! Kill? Kill'
She had made them see the picture and they all laughed.
But all the same, she added, turning to Estridge, from that
evening I became conscious that people were watching me.
It was the same in Copenhagen and in Christianiaalways I felt
that somebody was watching me.
Did you have any trouble? asked Estridge.
Wellthere seemed to be so many unaccountable delays, obstacles in
securing proper papers, trouble about luggage and steamer
accommodationspetty annoyances, she added. And also I am sure that
letters to me were opened, and others which I should have received
You believe it was due to the Reds? asked Palla. Have they
emissaries in Scandinavia?
My dear, their agents and spies swarm everywhere over the world!
said Ilse calmly.
Not here, remarked Shotwell, smiling.
Oh, rejoined Ilse quickly, I ask your pardon, but America, also,
is badly infested by these people. As their Black Plague spreads out
over the entire world, so spread out the Bolsheviki to infect all with
the red sickness that slays whole nations!
We have a few local Reds, he said, unconvinced, but I had
The bell rang: Miss Lanois and Mr. Tchernov were announced, greeted
warmly by Palla, and presented.
Both spoke the beautiful English of educated Russians; Vanya
Tchernov, a wonderfully handsome youth, saluted Palla's hand in
Continental fashion, and met the men with engaging formality.
Shotwell found himself seated beside Marya Lanois, a lithe, warm,
golden creature with greenish golden eyes that slanted, and the
strawberry complexion that goes with reddish hair.
You are happy, she said, with all your streets full of bright
flags and your victorious soldiers arriving home by every troopship.
Ah!but Russia is the most unhappy of all countries to-day, Mr.
It's terribly sad, he said sympathetically. We Americans don't
seem to know whether to send an army to help you, or merely to stand
aside and let Russia find herself.
You should send troops! she said. Is it not so, Ilse?
Sane people should unite, replied the girl, her beautiful face
becoming serious. It will arrive at that the world overthe sane
against the insane.
And it is only the bourgeoisie that is sane, said Vanya Tchernov,
in his beautifully modulated voice. The extremes are both
abnormalaristocrats and Bolsheviki alike.
We social revolutionists, said Marya Lanois, were called
extremists yesterday and are called reactionists to-day. But we are the
world's balance. This war was fought for our ideals; your American
soldiers marched for them: the hun failed because of them.
And there remains only one more war, said Ilse Westgard,the war
against those outlaws we call Capital and Labourtwo names for two
robbers that have disturbed the world's peace long enough!
Two tyrants, said Marya, who trample us to war upon each
otherwho outrage us, crush us, cripple us with their ferocious feuds.
What are the Bolsheviki? 'Those who want more.' Then the name belongs
as well to the capitalists. They, also, are Bolsheviki'men who always
want more!' And these are the two quarrelling Bolsheviki giants who
trample usLord Labour, Lord Capitalthe devil of envy against the
devil of greed!war to the death! And, to the survivor, the bones!
Shotwell, a little astonished to hear from the red lips of this warm
young creature the bitter cynicisms of the proletariat, asked her to
define more clearly where the Bolsheviki stood, and for what they
Why, she said, lying back on the sofa and adjusting her lithe body
to a more luxurious position among the pillows, it amounts to this,
Mr. Shotwell, that a new doctrine is promulgated in the worldthe cult
of the under-dog.
And in all dog-fights, if the under-dog ever gets on top, then he,
also, will try to kill the ci-devant who has now become the under-dog.
And she laughed at him out of her green eyes that slanted so
You mean that there always will be an under-dog in the battle
between capital and labour?
Surely. Their snarling, biting, and endless battle is a nuisance.
She smiled again: We should knock them both on the head.
You know, explained Ilse, that when we speak of the two outlaws
as Capital and Labour, we don't mean legitimate capital and genuine
They never fight, added Tchernov, smiling, because they are one
and the same.
Of course, remarked Marya, even the united suffer occasionally
from internal pains.
The remedy, added Vanya, is to consult a physician. That
Ilse said: Force is good! But one uses it legitimately only against
rabid things. She turned affectionately to Palla and took her hands:
Your wonderful Law of Love solves all phenomena except insanity. With
rabies it can not deal. Only force remains to solve that problem.
And yet, said Palla, so much insanity can be controlled by kind
Estridge agreed, but remarked that strait-jackets and padded cells
would always be necessary in the world.
As for the Bolsheviki, said Marya, turning her warm young face to
Shotwell with a lissome movement of the shoulders, almost caressing,
in the beginning we social revolutionists agreed with them and
believed in them. Why not? Kerensky was an incapable dreamerso
sensitive that if you spoke rudely to him he shrank away wounded to the
That is not a leader! And the Cadets were plotting, and the
Cossacks loomed like a tempest on the horizon. And then came Korniloff!
And the end.
The peace of Brest, explained Vanya, in his gentle voice, awoke
us to what the Red Soviets stood for. We saw Christ crucified again.
Marya sat up straight on the sofa, running her dazzling white
fingers over her hairhair that seemed tiger-red, and very vaguely
For thirty pieces of silver, she said, Judas sold the world. What
Lenine and Trotsky sold was paid for in yellow metal, and there were
Ilse said: Babushka is dying of it. That is enough for me.
Vanya replied: Where the source is infected, drinkers die at the
river's mouth. Little Marie Spiridonova perished. Countess Panina
succumbed. Alexandria Kolontar will die from its poison. And, as these
died, so shall Ivan and Vera die also, unless that polluted source be
Marya rested her tawny young head on the cushions again and smiled
It's confusing even to Russians, she said, like a crazy Bakst
spectacle at the Marinsky. I wonder what you must think of us.
But on her expressive mouth the word us might almost have meant
me, and he paid her the easy compliment which came naturally to him,
while she looked at him out of lazy and very lovely eyes as green as
Tiche, she murmured, smiling, ce n'est pas moi l'état,
monsieur. And laughed while her indolent glance slanted sideways
on Vanya, and lingered there as though in leisurely but amiable
The girl was evidently very young, but there seemed to be an
indefinable something about her that hinted of experience beyond her
Palla had been looking at herfrom Shotwell to herand Marya's
sixth sense was already aware of it and asking why.
For between two females of the human species the constant occult
interplay is like steady lighting. With invisible antennæ they touch
one another incessantly, delicately exploring inside that grosser aura
which is all that the male perceives.
And finally Marya looked back at Palla.
May Mr. Tchernov play for us? asked Palla, smiling, as though some
vague authority in the matter were vested in this young girl with the
Her eyes closed indolently, and opened again as though digesting the
subtlety: then, disdainfully accepting the assumption: Oh, Vanya, she
called out carelessly, play a little for us.
The handsome youth bowed in his absent, courteous way. There was
about him a simplicity entirely winning as he seated himself at the
But his playing revealed a maturity and nobility of mind scarcely
expected of such gentleness and youth.
Never had Palla heard Beethoven until that moment.
He did not drift. There was no caprice to offend when he turned with
courtly logic from one great master to another.
Only when Estridge asked for something typically Russian did the
charming dignity of the sequence break. Vanya laughed and looked at
That means you must sing, he said.
She sang, resting where she was among the silken cushions;the
song, one of those epics of ancient Moscow, lauded Ivan IV. and the
taking of Kazan.
The music was bizarre; the girl's voice bewitching; and though the
song was of the Beliny, it had been made into brief couplets,
and it ended very quickly.
Laughing at the applause, she sang a song of the Skomorokhi;
then a cradle song, infinitely tender and strange, built upon the
Chinese scale; and anothera Cossack songbuilt, also, upon the
Discussions intruded then; the diversion ended the music.
Palla presently rose, spoke to Vanya and Estridge, and came over to
where Jim Shotwell sat beside Marya.
Interrupted, they both looked up, and Jim rose as Estridge also
presented himself to Marya.
Palla said: If you will take me out, Jim, we can show everybody the
way. And to Marya: Just a little supper, you knowbut the dining
room is below.
* * * * *
Her pretty drawing-room was only partly furnishedan expensive but
genuine set of old Aubusson being her limit for the time.
But beyond, in the rear, the little glass doors opened on a charming
dining-room, the old Georgian mahogany of which was faded to a golden
hue. Curtains, too, were golden shot with palest mauve; and two
Imperial Chinese panels of ancient silk, miraculously embroidered and
set with rainbow Ho-ho birds, were the only hangings on the walls. And
they seemed to illuminate the room like sunshine.
Shotwell, who knew nothing about such things but envisaged them with
reverence, seated Palla and presently took his place beside her.
His neighbour on his left was Marya, againan arrangement which
Palla might have altered had it occurred to her upstairs.
Estridge, very animated, and apparently happy, recalled to Palla
their last dinner together, and their dance.
Palla laughed: You said I drank too much champagne, John Estridge!
Do you remember?
You bet I do. You had a cunning little bunn, Palla
I did not! I merely asked you and Mr. Brisson what it felt like to
You did your best to be a sport, he insisted, but you almost
passed away over your first cigarette!
Darling! cried Ilse, don't let them tease you!
Palla, rather pink, laughingly denied any aspirations toward
sportdom; and she presently ventured a glance at Shotwell, to see how
he took all this.
But already Marya had engaged him in half smiling, low-voiced
conversation; and Palla looked at her golden-green eyes and warm, rich
colouring, cooled by a skin of snow. Tiger-golden, the rousse
ensemble; the supple movement of limb and body fascinated her; but most
of all the lovely, slanting eyes with their glint of beryl amid melting
Estridge spoke to Marya; as the girl turned slightly, Palla said to
Do you find them interestingmy guests?
He turned instantly to her, but it seemed to her as though there
were a slight haze in his eyesa fixednesswhich cleared, however, as
They are delightfulall of them, he said. Your blond goddess
yonder is rather overpowering, but beautiful to gaze upon.
Lovable, she said.
He seems so.
Rather bewildering, he replied. Fascinating, I should say. Is she
I don't know.
She's been in the universities.
Yes.... I don't know how learned she is.
She is very young, he remarked.
It was on the tip of Palla's tongue to say something; and she
remained silentlest this man misinterpret her motiveand, perhaps,
lest her own conscience misinterpret it, too.
Ilse said it to Estridge, however, frankly insouciant:
You know Marya and Vanya are marriedthat is, they live together.
And Shotwell heard her.
Is that true? he said in a low voice to Palla.
He remained silent so long that she added: The tie is not looser
than the old-fashioned one. More rigid, perhaps, because they are on
And if they tire of each other?
You, also, have divorce, said the girl, smiling.
It is beastly to live together where love does not exist. People
who believe as they doas I domerely separate.
And contract another alliance if they wish?
Do not your divorcees remarry if they wish?
What becomes of the children? he demanded sullenly.
What becomes of them when your courts divorce their parents?
I see. It's all a parody on lawful regularity.
I'm sorry you speak of it that way
The girl's face flushed and she extended her hand toward her wine
I didn't intend to hurt you, Palla, he said.
She drew a quick breath, looked up, smiled: You didn't mean to,
she said. Then into her brown eyes came the delicious glimmer:
May I whisper to you, Jim? Is it too rude?
He inclined his head and felt the thrill of her breath:
Shall we drink one glass togetherto each other alone?
To a dear comradeship, and close!... And not too desperate! she
added, as her glance flashed into hidden laughter.
They drank, not daring to look toward each other. And Palla's
careless gaze, slowly sweeping the circle, finally met Marya'sas she
knew it must. Both smiled, touching each other at once with invisible
antennæalways searching, exploring under the glimmering aura what no
male ever discovered or comprehended.
There was, in the living room above, a little more musica song or
two before the guests departed.
Marya, a little apart, turned to Shotwell:
You find our Russian folk-song amusing?
If, by any chance, you should remember that I am at home on
Thursdays, there is a song I think that might interest you. She let
her eyes rest on him with a curious stillness in their depths:
The song is called Lada, she said in a voice so low that he
just heard her. The next moment she was taking leave of Palla; kissed
her. Vanya enveloped her in her wrap.
* * * * *
Estridge called up a taxi; and presently went away with Ilse.
Very slowly Palla came back to the centre of the room, where
Shotwell stood. The scent of flowers was in his nostrils, his throat;
the girl herself seemed saturated with their perfume as he took her
into his arms.
So you didn't like my friends, Jim, she ventured.
Yes, I did.
I was afraid they might have shocked you.
He said drily: It isn't a case of being shocked. It's more like
Oh. My friends bore you?
Their morals do.... Is Ilse that sort, too?
You know what I mean.
I suppose she is.
Not inclined to bother herself with the formalities of marriage?
I suppose not.
It's a mischievous, ridiculous, immoral business! he said hotly.
Why, to look at youat Ilseat Miss Lanois
We don't look like very immoral people, do we? she said,
The light raillery in her laughter angered him, and he released her
and began to pace the room nervously.
See here, Palla, he said roughly, suppose I accept you at your
I value myself very highly, Jim.
So do I. That's why I ask you to marry me.
And I tell you I don't believe in marriage, she rejoined coolly.
A magistrate can marry us
It makes no difference. A ceremony, civil or religious, is entirely
out of the question.
You mean, he said, incensed, that you refuse to be married by any
law at all?
My own law is sufficient.
Wellwell, then, he stammered; whatwhat sort of
You're crazy, he said; you wouldn't do that!
If I were in love with you I'd not be afraid.
Her calm candour infuriated him:
Do you imagine that you and I could ever get away with a situation
like that! he blazed out.
Why do you become so irritable and excited, Jim? We're not going to
Damnation! I should think not! he retorted, so violently that her
mouth quivered. But she kept her head averted until the swift emotion
was under control.
Then she said in a low voice: If you really think me immoral, Jim,
I can understand your manner toward me. Otherwise
Palla, dear! Forgive me! I'm just worried sick
You funny boy, she said with her quick, frank smile, I didn't
mean to worry you. Listen! It's all quite simple. I care for you very
much indeed. I don't mind yourcaressingmesometimes. But I'm not
in love. I just care a lot for you.... But not nearly enough to love
Palla, you're hopeless!
Why? Because I am so respectful toward love? Of course I am. A girl
who believes as I do can't afford to make a mistake.
Exactly, he said eagerly, but under the law, if a mistake is made
every woman has her remedy
Her remedy! What do you mean? You can't pass one of those
roses through the flame of that fire and still have your rose, can
He was silent.
And that's what happens under your laws, as well as outside
of them. No! I don't love you. Under your law I'd be afraid to marry
you. Under mine I'm deathly afraid.... BecauseI knowthat where love
is there can be no fear.
Is that your answer, Palla?
He had called her up the following morning from the office, and had
told her that he thought he had better not see her for a while.
And she had answered with soft concern that he must do what he
thought best without considering her.
What other answer he expected is uncertain; but her gentle
acquiescence in his decision irritated him and he ended the
conversation in a tone of boyish resentment.
To occupy his mind there was, that day, not only the usual office
routine, but some extra business most annoying to Sharrow. For Angelo
Puma had turned up again, as shiny and bland as ever, flashing his
superb smile over clerk and stenographer impartially.
So Sharrow shunted him to Mr. Brooke, that sort of property being
his specialty; and Brooke called in Shotwell.
Go up town with that preposterous wop and settle this business one
way or another, once for all, he whispered. A crook named Skidder
owns the property; but we can't do anything with him. The office is
heartily sick of both Skidder and Puma; and Sharrow desires to be rid
Then, very cordially, he introduced Puma to young Shotwell; and they
took Puma's handsome car and went up town to see what could be done
with the slippery owner of the property in question, who was now
permanently located in New York.
On the way, Puma, smelling oppressively aromatic and looking
conspicuously glossy as to hair, hat, and boots, also became effusively
voluble. For he had instantly recognised Shotwell as the young man with
whom that disturbingly pretty girl had been in consultation in
Sharrow's offices; and his mind was now occupied with a new possibility
as well as with the property which he so persistently desired to
With me, he said in his animated, exotic way, and all creased with
smiles, my cinema business is not business alone! No! It is Art! It is
the art hunger that ever urges me onward, not the desire for commercial
gain. For me, beauty is ever first; the box-office last! You
understand, Mr. Shotwell? With me, art is supreme! Yes. And afterward
my crust of bread.
Well, then, said Jim, I can't see why you don't pay this man
Skidder what he asks for the property.
I tell you why. I make it clear to you. For argumentSkidder he
has ever the air of one who does not care to sell. It is an attitude! I
know! But he has that air. Well! I say to him, 'Mr. Skidder, I offer
youwe say for argument, one dollar! Yes?' Well, he do not say yes or
no. He do not say, 'I take a dollar and also one quarter. Or a dollar
and a half. Or two dollars.' No. He squint and answer: 'I am not
anxious to sell!' My God! What can one say? What can one do?
Perhaps, suggested Jim, he really doesn't want to sell.
Ah! That is not so. No. He is sly, Mr. Skidder, like there never
has been in my experience a man more sly. What is it he desires? I ask.
I do not know. But all the time he inquire about my business if it
pays, and is there much money in it. Also, I hear, by channels, that he
makes everywhere inquiries if the film business shall pay.
Maybe he wants to try it himself.
Also, that has occurred to me. But to him I say nothing. No. He is
too sly. Me, I am all art and all heart. Me, I am frank like there
never was a man in my business! But Skidder, he squint at me. My God,
those eye! And I do not know what is in his thought.
Well, Mr. Puma, what do you wish me to do? As I understand it, you
are our client, and if I buy for you this Skidder property I shall look
to you, of course, for my commission. Is that what you understand?
My God! Why should he not pay that commission if you are
sufficiently obliging to buy from him his property?
It isn't done that way, explained Jim drily.
You suppose you can buy me this property? Yes?
I don't know. Of course, I can buy anything for you if you'll pay
My God! I do not enjoy commercial business. No. I enjoy art. I
enjoy qualities of the heart. I He looked at Jim out of his
magnificent black eyes, touched his full lips with a perfumed
Yes, sir, he said, flashing a brilliant smile, I am all heart.
But my heart is for art alone! I dedicate it to the film, to the moving
picture, to beauty! It is my constant preoccupation. It is my only
thought. Art, beauty, the picture, the world made happier, better, for
the beauty which I offer in my pictures. It is my only thought. It is
Jim politely suppressed a yawn and said that a life devoted purely
to art was a laudable sacrifice.
As example! explained Puma, all animation and childlike frankness;
I pay my artists what they ask. What is money when it is a question of
art? I must have quality; I must have beauty He shrugged: I must
One usually pays for pulchritude.
Ah! As example! I watch always on the streets as I pass by. I see a
face. It has beauty. It has quality. I follow. I speak. I am frank like
there never was a man. I say, 'Mademoiselle, you shall not be offended.
No. Art has no frontiers. It is my art, not I who address you. I am
Angelo Puma. The Ultra-Film Company is mine. In you I perceive
possibilities. This is my card. If it interests you to have a test,
come! Who knows? It may be your life's destiny. The projection room
should tell. Adieu!'
Is that the way you pick stars? asked Jim curiously.
Stars? Bah! I care nothing for stars. No. I should go bankrupt.
Why? Beauty alone is my star. Upon it I drape the mantle of Art!
He kissed his fat finger-tips and gazed triumphantly at Jim.
You see? Out of the crowd of passersby I pick the perfect and
unconscious rosebud. In my temple it opens into perfect bloom. And Art
is born! And I am content. You comprehend?
Jim said that he thought he did.
As example, exclaimed Puma vivaciously, while in conversation
once with Mr. Sharrow, I beheld entering your office a young lady in
mourning. Hah! Instantly I was all art! Again he kissed his gloved
fingers. A face for a picture! A form for the screen! I perceive. I am
convinced.... You recall the event, perhaps, Mr. Shotwell?
A young lady in mourning, seated beside your desk? I believe she
was buying from you a house.
Her nameMiss DumontI believe.
Jim glanced at him. Miss Dumont is not likely to do anything of
that sort, he said.
You mean go into the movies? He laughed. She wouldn't bother.
Butmy God! It is Art! What you call movies, and, within, this
young lady may hide genius. And genius belongs to Art. And Art belongs
to the world!
The unthinkable idea of Palla on the screen was peculiarly
distasteful to him.
Miss Dumont has no inclination for the movies, he said.
Perhaps, Mr. Shotwell, purred Puma, if your amiable influence
could induce the young lady to have a test made
There isn't a chance of it, said Jim bluntly. Their limousine
stopped just then. They got out before one of those new apartment
houses on the upper West Side.
* * * * *
Mr. Skidder, it appeared, was in and would receive them.
A negro servant opened the door and ushered them into a parlour
where Mr. Elmer Skidder, sprawling over the débris of breakfast, laid
aside newspaper and coffee cup and got up to receive them in bath robe
And when they were all seated: Now, Mr. Skidder, said Jim, with
his engaging frankness, the simplest way is the quickest. My client,
Mr. Puma, wants to purchase your property; and he is, I understand,
prepared to pay considerably more than it is worth. We all have a very
fair idea of its actual value. Our appraiser, yours, and other
appraisers from other companies and corporations seem, for a wonder, to
agree in their appraisal of this particular property.
Now, how much more than it is worth do you expect us to offer you?
Skidder had never before been dealt with in just this way. He
squinted at Jim, trying to appraise him. But within his business
experience in a country town no similar young man had he encountered.
Well, he said, I ain't asking you to buy, am I?
We understand that, rejoined Jim, good humouredly; we are
asking you to sell.
You seem to want it pretty bad.
We do, said the young fellow, laughing.
All right. Make your offer.
Jim named the sum.
No, sir! snapped Skidder, picking up his newspaper.
Then, remarked Jim, looking: frankly at Puma, that definitely
lets us out. And, to Skidder: Many thanks for permitting us to
interrupt your breakfast. No need to bother you again, Mr. Skidder.
And he offered his hand in smiling finality.
Look here, said Skidder, the property is worth all I ask.
If it's worth that to you, said Jim pleasantly, you should keep
it. And he turned away toward the door, wondering why Puma did not
Are you two gentlemen in a rush? demanded Skidder.
I have other business, of course, said Jim.
Sit down. Hell! Will you have a drink?
When they were again seated, Skidder squinted sideways at Angelo
Want a partner? he inquired.
Please? replied Puma, as though mystified.
Want more capital to put into your fillum concern? demanded
Puma, innocently perplexed, asked mutely for an explanation out of
his magnificent dark eyes.
I got money, asserted Skidder.
Puma's dazzling smile congratulated him upon the accumulation of a
I had you looked up, continued Skidder. It listened good. AndI
got money, too. And I got that property in my vest pocket. See. And
there's a certain busted fillum corporation can be bought for a postage
stampall 'ncorporated 'n everything. You get me?
No; Mr. Puma, who was all art and heart, could not comprehend what
Mr. Skidder was driving at.
This here busted fillum company is called the Super-Picture
Fillums, said Skidder. What's the matter with you and me buying
it? Don't you ever do a little tradin'?
Jim rose, utterly disgusted, but immensely amused at himself, and
realising, now, how entirely right Sharrow had been in desiring to be
rid of this man Skidder, and of Puma and the property in question.
He said, still smiling, but rather grimly: I see, now, that this is
no place for a broker who lives by his commissions. And he bade them
adieu with perfect good humour.
Have a seegar? inquired Skidder blandly.
Why do you go, sir? asked Puma innocently. No doubt, being all
heart and art, he did not comprehend that brokers can not exist on
* * * * *
His commission had gone glimmering. Sharrow, evidently foreseeing
something of that sort, had sent him out with Puma to meet Skidder and
rid the office of the dubious affair.
This Jim understood, and yet he was not particularly pleased to be
exploited by this bland pair who had come suddenly to an understanding
under his very nosethe understanding of two petty, dickering,
crossroad traders, which coolly excluded any possibility both of his
services and of his commission.
No; only a kike lawyer is required now, he said to himself, as he
crossed the street and entered Central Park. I've been properly
trimmed by a perfumed wop and a squinting yap, he thought with intense
amusement. But we're well clear of them for good.
* * * * *
The park was wintry and unattractive. Few pedestrians were abroad,
but motors sparkled along distant drives in the sunshine.
Presently his way ran parallel to one of these drives. And he had
been walking only a little while when a limousine veered in, slowing
down abreast of him, and he saw a white-gloved hand tapping the pane.
He felt himself turning red as he went up, hat in hand, to open the
door and speak to the girl inside.
What on earth are you doing? she demanded, laughingly, walking
all by your wild lone in the park on a wintry day!
He explained. She made room for him and he got in.
We rather hoped you'd be at the opera last night, she said, but
without any reproach in her voice.
I meant to go, Elornbut something came up to prevent it, he
added, flushing again. Were they singing anything new?
Yes, but you missed nothing, she reassured him lightly. Where on
earth have you kept yourself these last weeks? One sees you no more
among the haunts of men.
He said, in the deplorable argot of the hour: Oh, I'm off all that
But I'm not social stuff, am I?
No. I've meant to call you up. Something always seems to happenI
don't know, Elorn, but ever since I came back from France I haven't
been up to seeing people.
She glanced at him curiously.
He sat gazing out of the window, where there was nothing to see
except leafless trees and faded grass and starlings and dingy sparrows.
The girl was more worth his attentionone of those New York
examples, built on lean, rangy, thoroughbred lineslong limbed, small
of hand and foot and head, with cinder-blond hair, greyish eyes, a
sweet but too generous mouth, and several noticeable freckles.
Minute grooming and a sure taste gave her that ultra-smart
appearance which does everything for a type that is less attractive in
a dinner gown, and still less in negligée. And which, after marriage,
usually lets a straight strand of hair sprawl across one ear.
But now, coiffeur, milliner, modiste, and her own maiden cleverness
kept her immaculatethe true Gotham model found nowhere else.
They chatted of parties already past, where he had failed to
materialise, and of parties to come, where she hoped he would appear.
And he said he would.
They chatted about their friends and the gossip concerning them.
Traffic on Fifth Avenue was rather worse than usual. The competent
police did their best, but motors and omnibuses, packed solidly, moved
only by short spurts before being checked again.
It's after one o'clock, she said, glancing at her tiny platinum
wrist-watch. Here's Delmonico's, Jim. Shall we lunch together?
He experienced a second's odd hesitation, then: Certainly, he
said. And she signalled the chauffeur.
The place was beginning to be crowded, but there was a table on the
Fifth Avenue side.
As they crossed the crowded room toward it, women looked up at Elorn
Sharrow, instantly aware that they saw perfection in hat, gown and fur,
and a face and figure not to be mistaken for any imitation of the
She wore silver foxjust a stole and muff. Every feminine eye
realised their worth.
When they were seated:
I want, she said gaily, some consommé and a salad. You, of
course, require the usual nourishment of the carnivora.
But it seemed not. However, he ordered a high-ball, feeling
curiously depressed. Then he addressed himself to making the hour
agreeable, conscious, probably, that reparation was overdue.
Friends from youthful dancing-class days, these two had plenty to
gossip about; and gradually he found himself drifting back into the
lively, refreshing, piquant intimacy of yesterday. And realised that it
was very welcome.
For, about this girl, always a clean breeze seemed to be blowing;
and the atmosphere invariably braced him up.
And she was always responsive, whether or not agreeing with his
views; and he was usually conscious of being at his best with her.
Which means much to any man.
So she dissected her pear-salad, and he enjoyed his whitebait, and
they chatted away on the old footing, quite oblivious of people around
Elorn was having a very happy time of it. People thought her
captivating nowfreckles, mouth and alland every man there envied
the fortunate young fellow who was receiving such undivided attention
from a girl like this.
But whether in Elorn's heart there really existed all the gaiety
that laughed at him out of her grey eyes, is a question. Because it
seemed to her that, at moments, a recurrent shadow fell across his
face. And there were, now and then, seconds suggesting preoccupation on
his part, when it seemed to her that his gaze grew remote and his smile
a trifle absent-minded.
* * * * *
She was drawing on her gloves; he had scribbled his signature across
the back of the check. Then, as he lifted his head to look for their
waiter, he found himself staring into the brown eyes of Palla Dumont.
The heavy flush burnt his faceburnt into it, so it seemed to him.
She was only two tables distant. When he bowed, her smile was the
slightest; her nod coolly self-possessed. She was wearing orchids.
There seemed to be a girl with her whom he did not know.
Why the sudden encounter should have upset him sowhy the quiet
glance Elorn bestowed upon Palla should have made him more
uncomfortable still, he could not understand.
He lighted a cigarette.
A wonderfully pretty girl, said Elorn serenely. I mean the girl
you bowed to.
Yes, she is very charming.
Who is she, Jim?
I met her on the steamer coming back. She is a Miss Dumont.
Elorn's smile was a careless dismissal of further interest. But in
her heart perplexity and curiosity contended with concern. For she had
seen Jim's face. And had wondered.
He laid away his half-consumed cigarette. She was quite ready to go.
She rose, and he laid the stole around her shoulders. She picked up her
As she passed through the narrow aisle, she permitted herself a
casual side-glance at this girl in black; and Palla looked up at her,
kept her quietly in range of her brown eyes to the limit of breeding,
then her glance dropped as Jim passed; and he heard her speaking
serenely to the girl beside her.
At the revolving doors, Elorn said: Shall I drop you at the office,
Thanksif you don't mind.
In the car he talked continually, not very entertainingly, but there
was more vivacity about him than there had been.
Are you doing anything to-night? he inquired.
She was, of course. Yet, she felt oddly relieved that he had asked
her.... But the memory of the strange expression in his face persisted
in her mind.
Who was this girl with whom he had crossed the ocean? And why should
he lose his self-possession on unexpectedly encountering her?
Had there been anything about Pallathe faintest hint of
inferiority of any sortElorn Sharrow could have dismissed the episode
with proud, if troubled, philosophy. For many among her girl friends
had cub brothers. And the girl had learned that men are mensometimes
even the nicestalthough she could not understand it.
But this brown-eyed girl in black was evidently her own sortJim's
sort. And that preoccupied her; and she lent only an inattentive ear to
the animated monologue of the man beside her.
Before the offices of Sharrow &Co. her car stopped.
I'm sorry, Jim, she said, that I'm so busy this week. But we
ought to meet at many places, unless you continue to play the recluse.
Don't you really go anywhere any more?
No. But I'm going, he said bluntly.
Please do. And call me up sometimes. Take a sporting chance
whenever you're free. We ought to get in an hour together now and then.
You're coming to my dance of course, are you not?
Of course I am.
The girl smiled in her sweet, generous way and gave him her hand
And he went into the office feeling rather miserable and beginning
to realise why.
For in spite of what he had said to Palla about the wisdom of
absenting himself, the mere sight of her had instantly set him afire.
And now he wanted to see herneeded to see her. A day was too long
to pass without seeing her. An evening without herand anotherand
others, appalled him.
And all the afternoon he thought of her, his mind scarcely on his
business at all.
* * * * *
His parents were dining at home. He was very gay that eveningvery
amusing in describing his misadventures with Messrs. Puma and Skidder.
But his mother appeared to be more interested in the description of his
encounter with Elorn.
She's such a dear, she said. If you go to the Speedwells' dinner
on Thursday you'll see her again. You haven't declined, I hope; have
It appeared that he had.
If you drop out of things this way nobody will bother to ask you
anywhere after a while. Don't you know that, dear? she said. This
town forgets overnight.
I suppose so, mother. I'll keep up.
His father remarked that it was part of his business to know the
sort of people who bought houses.
Jim agreed with him. I'll surely kick in again, he promised
cheerfully.... I think I'll go to the club this evening.
His mother smiled. It was a healthy sign. Also, thank goodness,
there were no girls in black at the club.
At the club he resolutely passed the telephone booths and even got
as far as the cloak room before he hesitated.
Then, very slowly, he retraced his steps; went into the nearest
booth, and called a number that seemed burnt into his brain. Palla
Are you doing anything, dear? he askedhis usual salutation.
Oh. It's you! she said calmly.
It is. Who else calls you dear? May I come around for a little
Have you forgotten what you
No! May I come?
Not if you speak to me so curtly, Jim.
She deliberated so long that her silence irritated him.
If you don't want me, he said, please say so.
I certainly don't want you if you are likely to be ill-tempered,
I'm not ill-tempered.... I'll tell you what's the trouble if I may
come. May I?
Is anything troubling you?
I'm so sorry!
Am I to come?
She herself admitted him. He laid his hat and coat on a chair in the
hall and followed her upstairs to the living-room.
When she had seated herself she looked up at him interrogatively,
awaiting his pleasure. He stood a moment with his back to the fire, his
hands twisting nervously behind him. Then:
My trouble, he explained naïvely, is that I am restless and
unhappy when I remain away from you.
The girl laughed. But, Jim, you seemed to be having a perfectly
good time at Delmonico's this noon.
He reddened and gave her a disconcerted look.
I don't see, she added, why any man shouldn't have a good time
with such an attractive girl. May I ask who she is?
Elorn Sharrow, he replied bluntly.
Palla's glance had sometimes wandered over social columns in the
papers and periodicals, and she was not ignorant concerning the
identity and local importance of Miss Sharrow.
She looked up curiously at Jim. He was so very good to look at!
Better, even, to know. And Miss Sharrow was his kind. They had seemed
to belong together. And it came to Palla, hazily, and for the first
time, that she herself seemed to belong nowhere in particular in the
scheme of things.
But that was quite all right. She had now established for herself a
habitation. She had some friendswould undoubtedly make others. She
had her interests, her peace of mind, and her independence. And behind
her she had the dear and tragic pasta passionate memory of a dead
girl; a terrible remembrance of a dead God.
The heart of the world alone could make up to her these losses. For
now she was already preparing to seek it in her own way, under her own
Law of Love.
Jim, she said almost timidly, I have not intended to make you
unhappy. Don't you understand that?
He seated himself: she lighted a cigarette for him.
I suppose you can't help doing it, he said glumly.
I really can't, it seems. I don't love you. I wish I did.
Do you mean that?
Of course I do.... I wish I were in love with you.
After a moment she said: I told you how much I care for you.
Butif you think it is easier for younot to see me
I can't seem to stay away.
I'm glad you can'tfor my sake; but I'm troubled on your account.
I do so adore to be with you! Butbut if
Hang it all! he exclaimed, forcing a wry smile. I act like an
unbaked fool! You've gone to my head, Palla, and I behave like a
drunken kid.... I'll buck up. I've got to. I'm not the blithering,
balmy, moon-eyed, melancholy ass you think me
Her quick laughter rang clear, and his echoed it, rather
You poor dear, she said, you're nearest my heart of anybody. I
told you so. It's only that one thing I don't dare do.
Can't you really understand that I'm afraid?
Afraid! he repeated. I should think you might be, considering
your astonishing point of view. I should think you'd be properly scared
I am. No girl, afraid, should ever take such a chance. Love and
Fear cannot exist together. The one always slays the other.
He looked at her curiously, remembering what Estridge had told him
about herhow, on that terrible day in the convent chapel, this girl's
love had truly slain the fear within her as she faced the Red assassins
and offered to lay down her life for her friend. Than which, it is
said, there is no greater love....
Of what are you thinking? she asked, watching his expression.
Of youyou strange, generous, fearless, wilful girl! Then he
squared his shoulders and shook them as though freeing himself of
What you may need is a spanking! he suggested coolly.
Good heavens, Jim!
But I'm afraid you're not likely to get it. And what is going to
happen to youand to meI don't knowI don't know, Palla.
May I prophesy?
Go to it, Miriam.
Behold, then: I shall never care for any man more than I care now
for you; I shall never care more for you than I do now.... And if you
are sweet-tempered and sensible, we shall be very happy with each
other.... Even after you marry.... Unless your wife misunderstands
My wife! he repeated derisively.
Miss Sharrow, for instance.
He turned a dull red; the girl's heart missed a beat, then hurried a
little before it calmed again under her cool recognition and instant
disdain of the first twinge of jealousy she could remember since
The absurdity of it, too! After all, it was this man's destiny to
marry. And, if it chanced to be that girl
You know, he said in a detached, musing way, it is well for you
to remember that I shall never marry unless I marry you.... Life is
long. There are other women.... I may forget youat intervals.... But
I shall never marry except with you, Palla.
Her smile forced the gravity from her lips and eyes:
If you behave like a veiled prophet you'll end by scaring me, she
But he merely gathered her into his arms and kissed herlaid back
her head and looked down into her face and kissed her lips, without
haste, as though she belonged to him.
Her head rested quite motionless on his shoulder. Perhaps she was
still too taken aback to do anything about the matter. Her heart had
hurried a littlenot muchstimulated, possibly, by the rather
agreeable curiosity which invaded hercharmingly expressive, now, in
her wide brown eyes.
So that's the way of it, he concluded, still looking down at her.
There are other women in the world. And life is long. But I marry you
or nobody. And it's my opinion that I shall not die unmarried.
She smiled defiantly.
You don't seem to think much of my opinions, she said.
Are you more friendly to mine?
Certain opinions of yours, he retorted, originated in the
diseased bean of some crazy Russiannever in your mind! So of course I
hold them in contempt.
She saw his face darken, watched it a moment, then impulsively drew
his head down against hers.
I do care for your opinions, she said, her cheek, delicately warm,
beside his. So, even if you can not comprehend mine, be generous to
them. I'm sincere. I try to be honest. If you differ from me, do it
kindly, not contemptuously. For there is no such thing as 'noble
contempt!' There is respectability in anger and nobility in tolerance.
But none in disdain, for they are contradictions.
I tell you, he said, I despise and hate this loose socialistic
philosophy that makes a bonfire of everything the world believes in!
Don't hate other creeds; merely conform to your own, Jim. It will
keep you very, very busy. And give others a chance to live up to their
He felt the smile on her lips and cheek:
I can't live up to my belief if I marry you, she said. So let us
care for each other peacefullyaccepting each other as we are. Life is
long, as you say.... And there are other women.... And ultimately you
will marry one of them. But until then
He felt her lips very lightly against hiscool young lips, still
and fragrant and sweet.
After a moment she asked him to release her; and she rose and walked
across the room to the mirror.
Still busy with her hair, she turned partly toward him:
Apropos of nothing, she said, a man was exceedingly impudent to
me on the street this evening. A Russian, too. I was so annoyed!
What do you mean?
It happened just as I started to ascend the steps.... There was a
man there, loitering. I supposed he meant to beg. So I felt for my
purse, but he jumped back and began to curse me roundly for an
aristocrat and a social parasite!
What did he say?
I was so amazedquite stupefied. And all the while he was swearing
at me in Russian and in English, and he warned me to keep away from
Marya and Vanya and Ilse and mind my own damned business. And he said,
also, that if I didn't there were people in New York who knew how to
deal with any friend of the Russian aristocracy.
She patted a curly strand of hair into place, and came toward him in
her leisurely, lissome way.
Fancy the impertinence of that wretched Red! And I understand that
both Vanya and Marya have received horribly insulting letters. And
Ilse, also. Isn't it most annoying?
She seated herself at the piano and absently began the Adagio of the
There was still, for Palla, much shopping to do. The drawing room
she decided to leave, for the present, caring as she did only for a few
genuine and beautiful pieces to furnish the pretty little French grey
The purchase of these ought to be deferred, but she could look
about, and she did, wandering into antique shops of every class along
Fifth and Madison Avenues and the inviting cross streets.
But her chiefest quest was still for pots and pans and china; for
napery, bed linen, and hangings; also for her own and more intimate
To her the city was enchanting and not at all as she remembered it
before she had gone abroad.
New York, under its canopy of tossing flags and ablaze with
brilliant posters, swarmed with unfamiliar people. Every other
pedestrian seemed to be a soldier; every other vehicle contained a
There were innumerable varieties of military dress in the thronged
streets; there was the universal note of khaki and olive drab,
terminating in leather vizored barrack cap or jaunty overseas service
cap, and in spiral puttees, leather ones, or spurred boots.
Silver wings of aviators glimmered on athletic chests; chevrons,
wound stripes, service stripes, an endless variety of insignia.
Here the grey-green and oxidised metal of the marines predominated;
there, the conspicuous sage-green and gold of naval aviators. On
campaign hats were every hue of hat cord; the rich gilt and blue of
naval officers and the blue and white of their jackies were everywhere
to be encountered.
And then everywhere, also, the brighter hue and exotic cut of
foreign uniforms was apparentsplashes of gayer tints amid khaki and
sober civilian garbthe beautiful garance and horizon-blue of
French officers; the familiar brass hat of the British; the grey-blue
and maroon of Italians. And there were stranger uniforms in varieties
inexhaustiblethe schapska-shaped head-gear of Polish officers, the
beret of Czecho-Slovaks. And everywhere, too, the gay and well-known
red pom-pon bobbed on the caps of French blue-jackets, and British
marines stalked in pairs, looking every inch the soldier with their
swagger sticks and their vizorless forage-caps.
Always, it seemed to Palla, there was military music to be heard
above the roar of trafficsometimes the drums and bugles of foreign
detachments, arrived in aid of drives and loans of various sorts.
Ambulances painted grey and bright blue, and driven by smartly
uniformed young women, were everywhere.
And to women's uniforms there seemed no end, ranging all the way
from the sober blue of the army nurse and the pretty white of the Red
Cross, to bizarre but smart effects carried smartly by well set up
girls representing scores of service corps, some invaluable, some of
Eagle huts, canteens, soldiers' rest houses, Red Cross quarters,
clubs, temporary barracks, peppered the city. Everywhere the service
flags were visible, also, telling their proud stories in five-pointed
symbolssometimes tragic, where gold stars glittered.
Never had New York seemed to contain so many people; never had the
overflow so congested avenue and street, circle and square, and the
wretchedly inadequate and dirty street-car and subway service.
And into the heart of it all went Palla, engulfed in the great tides
of Fifth Avenue, drifting into quieter back-waters to east and west,
and sometimes caught and tossed about in the glittering maelstrom of
Broadway when she ventured into the theatre district.
Opera, comedy, musical show and cinema interested her; restaurant
and cabaret she had evaded, so far, but what most excited and
fascinated her was the people themselvesthese eager, restless moving
millions swarming through the city day and night, always in motion
under blue skies or falling rain, perpetually in quest of what the
world eternally offered, eternally concealedthat indefinite,
glimmering thing called heart's desire.
To discover, to comprehend, to help, to guide their myriad
aspirations in the interminable and headlong hunt for happiness, was,
to Palla, the most vital problem in the world.
For her there existed only one solution of this problem: the Law of
And in this world-wide Hunt for Happiness, where scrambling millions
followed the trail of Heart's Desire, she saw the mad huntsman, Folly,
leading, and Black Care, the whipper-in; and, at the bitter end, only
the bones of the world's woe; and a Horseman seated on his Pale Horse.
But the problem that still remained was how to swerve the headlong
hunt to the true trail toward the only goal where the world's quarry,
happiness, lies asleep.
How to make service the Universal Heart's Desire? How to transfigure
self-love into Love?
To preach her faith from the street cornersto cry it aloud in the
wilderness where no ear heededviolence, aggression, the campaign
militant, had never appealed to the girl.
Like her nation, only when cornered did she blaze out and strike.
But to harangue, threaten, demand of the world that it accept the Law
of Service and of Love, seemed to her a mockery of the faith she had
embraced, which, unless irrevocably in liaison with freedom, was no
faith at all.
So, for Palla, the solution lay in loyalty to the faith she
professed; in living it; in swaying ignorance by example; in overcoming
incredulity by service, scepticism by love.
Love and Service? Why, all around her among these teeming millions
were examplesvolunteers in khaki, their sisters in the garments of
mercy! Why must the world stop there? This was the right scent. Why
should the hunt swerve for the devil's herring drawn across the trail?
One for all; all for one! She had read it on one of the war-posters.
Somebody had taken the splendid Guardsman's creed and had made it the
slogan for this war against darkness.
And that was her creedthe true faiththe Law of Love. Then, was
it good only in war? Why not make it the nation's creed? Why not
emblazon it on the wall of every city on earth?one for all; all for
one; Love, Service, Freedom!
Before such a faith, autocracy and tyranny die. Under such a law
every evil withers, every question is unravelled. There are no more
problems of poverty and riches, none of greed and oppression.
The tyranny of convention, of observance, of taboo, of folkways,
ends. And into the brain of all living beings will be born the perfect
comprehension of their own indestructible divinity.
* * * * *
Part of this she ventured to say to Ilse Westgard one day, when they
had met for luncheon in a modest tea-room on Forty-third Street.
But Ilse, always inclined toward militancy, did not entirely agree
To embody in one's daily life the principles of one's living faith
is scarcely sufficient, she said. Good is a force, not an inert
condition. So is evil. And we should not sit still while evil moves.
Example is not inertia, protested Palla.
Example, alone, is sterile, I think, said the ex-girl-soldier of
the Battalion of Death, buttering a crescent. She ate it with the
delightful appetite of flawless health, and poured out more chocolate.
For instance, dear, she went on, the forces of evilof
degeneration, ignorance, envy, ferocity, are gathering like a tornado
in Russia. Virtuous example, sucking its thumbs and minding its own
business, will be torn to fragments when the storm breaks.
The Reds. The Terrorists, I mean. You know as well as I do what
they really aremerely looters skulking through the smoke of a world
in flamesbuzzards on the carcass of a civilisation dead. But, Palla,
they do not sit still and suck their thumbs and say, 'I am a Terrorist.
Behold me and be converted.' No, indeed! They are moving, always in
motion, preoccupied by their hellish designs.
In Russia, yes, admitted Palla.
Everywhere, dearest. Here, also.
I believe there are scarcely any in America, insisted Palla.
The country crawls with them, retorted Ilse. They work like
moles, but already if you look about you can see the earth stirring
above their tunnels. They are here, everywhere, active, scheming,
plotting, whispering treason, stirring discontent, inciting envy,
They are the RussiansChristians and Jewswho have filtered in
here to do the nation mischief. They are the Germans who blew up
factories, set fires, scuttled ships. They are foreigners who came here
poisoned with envy; who have acquired nothing; whose greed and ferocity
are whetted and ready for a universal conflagration by which they alone
They are the labour leaders who break faith and incite to violence;
they are the I. W. W.; they are the Black Hand, the Camorra; they are
the penniless who would slay and rob; the landless who would kill and
seize; the ignorant, nursing suspicion; the shiftless, brooding crimes
to bring them riches quickly.
And, Palla, your Law of Love and Service is good. But not for
What law for them, then?
Education. Maybe with machine guns.
Palla shook her head. Is that the way to educate defectives?
When they come at you en masse, yes!
Palla laughed. Dear, she said, there is no nation-wide Terrorist
plot. These mental defectives are not in mass anywhere in America.
They are in dangerous groups everywhere. And every group is
devoting its cunning to turning the working masses into a vast mob of
the Black Hundred! They did it in Russia. They are working for it all
over the world. You do not believe it?
No, I don't, Ilse.
Very well. You shall come with me this evening. Are you busy?
The thought of Jim glimmered in her mind. He might feel aggrieved.
But he ought to begin to realise that he couldn't be with her every
No, I haven't any plans, Ilse, she said, no definite engagement,
I mean. Will you dine at home with me?
Early, then. Because there is a meeting which you and I shall
attend. It is an education.
An anarchist meeting?
Yes, Reds. I think we should goperhaps take part
Why not? I shall not listen to lies and remain silent! said Ilse,
laughing. The Revolution was good. But the Bolsheviki are nothing but
greedy thieves and murderers. You and I know that. If anybody teaches
people the contrary, I certainly shall have something to say.
Palla desired to purchase silk for sofa pillows, having acquired a
chaise-longue for her bedroom.
So she and Ilse went out into the sunshine and multi-coloured crowd;
and all the afternoon they shopped very blissfullywhich meant, also,
lingering before store windows, drifting into picture-galleries, taking
tea at Sherry's, and finally setting out for home through a beflagged
avenue jammed with traffic.
Dusk fell early but the drooping, orange-tinted globes which had
replaced the white ones on the Fifth Avenue lamps were not yet lighted;
and there still remained a touch of sunset in the sky when they left
At the corner of Palla's street, there seemed to be an unusual
congestion, and now, above the noise of traffic, they caught the sound
of a band; and turned at the curb to see, supposing it to be a military
The band was a full one, not military, wearing a slatternly sort of
uniform but playing well enough as they came up through the thickening
dusk, marching close to the eastern curb of the avenue.
They were playing The Marseillaise. Four abreast, behind
them, marched a dingy column of men and women, mostly of foreign aspect
and squatty build, carrying a flag which seemed to be entirely red.
Palla, perplexed, incredulous, yet almost instantly suspecting the
truth, stared at the rusty ranks, at the knots of red ribbon on every
Other people were staring, too, as the unexpected procession came
shuffling alonglate shoppers, business men returning home,
soldiersall paused to gaze at this sullen visaged battalion clumping
up the avenue.
Surely, said Palla to Ilse, these people can't be Reds!
Surely they are! returned the tall, fair girl calmly. Her face had
become flushed, and she stepped to the edge of the curb, her blue,
wrathful eyes darkening like sapphires.
A soldier came up beside her. Others, sailors and soldiers, stopped
to look. There was a red flag passing. Suddenly Ilse stepped from the
sidewalk, wrenched the flag from the burly Jew who carried it, and,
with the same movement, shattered the staff across her knee.
Men and women in the ranks closed in on her; a shrill roar rose from
them, but the soldiers and sailors, cheering and laughing, broke into
the enraged ranks, tearing off red rosettes, cuffing and kicking the
infuriated Terrorists, seizing every seditious banner, flag, emblem and
placard in sight.
Female Reds, shrieking with rage, clawed, kicked and bit at soldier,
sailor and civilian. A gaunt man, with a greasy bunch of hair under a
bowler, waved dirty hands above the mêlée and shouted that he had the
Mayor's permission to parade.
Everywhere automobiles were stopping, crowds of people hurrying up,
policemen running. The electric lights snapped alight, revealed a mob
struggling there in the yellowish glare.
Ilse had calmly stepped to the sidewalk, the fragments of flag and
staff in her white-gloved hands; and, as she saw the irresponsible
soldiers and blue-jackets wading lustily into the Redssaw the lively
riot which her own action had startedan irresistible desire to laugh
Clear and gay above the yelling of Bolsheviki and the Yipyip! of
the soldiers, peeled her infectious laughter. But Palla, more gentle,
stood with dark eyes dilated, fearful of real bloodshed in the furious
scene raging in the avenue before her.
A little shrimp of a Terrorist, a huge red rosette streaming from
his buttonhole, suddenly ran at Ilse and seized the broken staff and
the rags of the red flag. And Palla, alarmed, caught him by the
coat-collar and dragged him screeching and cursing away from her
friend, rebuking him in a firm but excited voice.
Ilse came over, shouldering her superb figure through the crowd;
looked at the human shrimp a moment; then her laughter pealed anew.
That's the man who abused me in Denmark! she said. Oh, Palla,
look at him! Do you really believe you could educate a thing like
The man had wriggled free, and now he turned a flat, whiskered
visage on Palla, menaced her with both soiled fists, inarticulate in
But police were everywhere, now, sweeping this miniature riot from
the avenue, hustling the Reds uptown, checking the skylarking soldiery,
sending amused or indignant citizens about their business.
A burly policeman said to Ilse with a grin: I'll take what's left
of that red flag, Miss; and the girl handed it to him still laughing.
Soldiers wearing overseas caps cheered her and Palla. Everybody on
the turbulent sidewalk was now laughing.
D'yeh see that blond nab the red flag outer that big kike's fists?
shouted one soldier to his sweating bunkie. Some skirt!
God love the Bolsheviki she grabs by the slack o' the pants! cried
a blue-jacket who had lost his cap. A roar followed.
Only one flag in this little old town! yelled a citizen nursing a
cut cheek with reddened handkerchief.
G'wan, now! grumbled a policeman, trying to look severe; it's all
over; they's nothing to see. Av ye got homes
Yip! Where do we go from here? demanded a marine.
Home! repeated the policeman; that's the answer. G'wan, now,
peaceablelave these ladies pass!
Ilse and Palla, still walled in by a grinning, admiring soldiery,
took advantage of the opening and fled, followed by cheers as far as
Good heavens, Ilse, she exclaimed in fresh dismay, as she began to
realise the rather violent rôles they both had played, is that your
idea of education for the masses?
A servant answered the bell and they entered the house. And
presently, seated on the chaise-longue in Palla's bedroom, Ilse
Westgard alternately gazed upon her ruined white gloves and leaned
against the cane back, weak with laughter.
How funny! How degrading! But how funny! she kept repeating. That
large and enraged Jew with the red flag!the wretched little Christian
shrimp you carried wriggling away by the collar! Oh, Palla! Palla!
Never shall I forget the expression on your facelike a bored
housewife, who, between thumb and forefinger, carries a dead mouse by
He was trying to kick you, my dear, explained Palla, beginning to
remove the hairpins from her hair.
Ilse touched her eyes with her handkerchief.
They might have thrown bombs, she said. It's all very well to
laugh, darling, but sometimes such affairs are not funny.
Palla, seated at her dresser, shook down a mass of thick,
bright-brown hair, and picked up her comb.
I am wondering, she said, turning partly toward Ilse, what Jim
Shotwell would think of me.
Fighting on the street!her laughter rang out uncontrolled. And
Palla, too, was laughing rather uncertainly, for, as her recollection
of the affair became more vivid, her doubts concerning the entire
Of course, she said, that red flag was outrageous, and you were
quite right in destroying it. One could hardly buttonhole such a
procession and try to educate it.
Ilse said: One can usually educate a wild animal, but never a rabid
one. You'll see, to-night.
Where are we going, dear?
We are going to a place just west of Seventh Avenue, called the Red
Is it a club?
No. The Reds hire it several times a week and try to fill it with
people. There is the menace to this city and to the nation, Pallafor
these cunning fomenters of disorder deluge the poorer quarters of the
town with their literature. That's where they get their audiences. And
that is where are being born the seeds of murder and destruction.
Palla, combing out her hair, gazed absently into the mirror.
Why should not we do the same thing? she asked.
Form a club, rent a room, and talk to people?
Yes; why not? asked Palla.
That is exactly why I wish you to come with me to-nightto realise
how we should combat these criminal and insane agents of all that is
most terrible in Europe.
And you are right, Palla; that is the way to fight them. That is
the way to neutralise the poison they are spreading. That is the way to
educate the masses to that sane socialism in which we both believe. It
can be done by education. It can be done by matching them with club for
club, meeting for meeting, speech for speech. And when, in some local
instances, it can not be done that way, then, if there be disorder,
It can be done entirely by education, said Palla. But
remember!Marx gave the forces of disorder their slogan'Unite!' Only
a rigid organisation of sane civilisation can meet that menace.
You are very right, darling, and a club to combat the Bolsheviki
already exists. Vanya and Marya already have joined; there are workmen
and working women, college professors and college graduates among its
members. Some, no doubt, will be among the audience at the Red Flag
I shall join this club. I think you, also, will wish to enroll. It
is called only 'Number One.' Other clubs are to be organised and
And now you see that, in America, the fight against organised
rascality and exploited insanity has really begun.
Palla, her hair under discipline once more, donned a fresh but
severe black gown. Ilse unpinned her hat, made a vigorous toilet, then
lighted a cigarette and sauntered into the living room where the
telephone was ringing persistently.
Please answer, said Palla, fastening her gown before the pier
Presently Ilse called her: It's Mr. Shotwell, dear.
Palla came into the room and picked up the receiver:
Yes? Oh, good evening, Jim! Yes.... Yes, I am going out with
Ilse.... Why, no, I had no engagement with you, Jim! I'm sorry, but I
didn't understandNo; I had no idea that you expected to see mewait
a moment, please!she put one hand over the transmitter, turned to
Ilse with flushed cheeks and a shyly interrogative smile: Shall I ask
him to dine with us and go with us?
If you choose, called Ilse, faintly amused.
Then Palla called him: Jim! Come to dinner at once. And wear your
business clothes.... What?... Yes, your every day clothes.... What?...
Why, because I ask you, Jim. Isn't that a reason?... Thank you.... Yes,
come immediately.... Good-bye, de
She coloured crimson, hung up the receiver, and picked up the
evening paper, not daring to glance at Ilse.
When Shotwell arrived, dinner had already been announced, and Palla
and Ilse Westgard were in the unfurnished drawing-room, the former on a
step-ladder, the latter holding that collapsible machine with one hand
and Palla's ankle with the other.
Palla waved a tape-measure in airy salute: I'm trying to find out
how many yards it takes for my curtains, she explained. But she
climbed down and gave him her hand; and they went immediately into the
What's all this nonsense about the Red Flag Club? he inquired,
when they were seated. Do you and Ilse really propose going to that
dirty anarchist joint?
How do you know it's dirty? demanded Palla, or do you mean it's
only morally dingy?
Both she and Ilse appeared to be in unusually lively spirits, and
they poked fun at him when he objected to their attending the meeting
Very well, he said, but there may be a free fight. There was a
row on Fifth Avenue this evening, where some of those rats were
parading with red flags.
Palla laughed and cast a demure glance at Ilse.
What is there to laugh at? demanded Jim. There was a small riot
on Fifth Avenue! I met several men at the club who witnessed it.
The sea-blue eyes of Ilse were full of mischief. He was aware of
Palla's subtle exhilaration, too.
Why hunt for a free fight? he asked.
Why avoid one if it's free? retorted Ilse, gaily.
They all laughed.
Is that your idea of liberty? he asked Palla.
What is all human progress but a free fight? she retorted. Of
course, she added, Ilse means an intellectual battle. If they
misbehave otherwise, I shall flee.
I don't see why you want to go to hear a lot of Reds talk bosh, he
remarked. It isn't like you, Palla.
It is like me. You see you don't really know me, Jim, she
added with smiling malice.
The main thing, said Ilse, is for one to be one's self. Palla and
I are social revolutionists. Revolutionists revolt. A revolt is a row.
There can be no row unless people fight.
He smiled at their irresponsible gaiety, a little puzzled by it and
a little uneasy.
All right, he said, as coffee was served; but it's just as well
that I'm going with you.
The ex-girl-soldier gave him an amused glance, lighted a cigarette,
glanced at her wrist-watch, then rose lightly to her graceful, athletic
height, saying that they ought to start.
So they went away to pin on their hats, and Jim called a taxi.
* * * * *
The hall was well filled when they arrived. There was a rostrum, on
which two wooden benches faced a table and a chair in the centre. On
the table stood a pitcher of drinking water, a soiled glass, and a jug
full of red carnations.
A dozen men and women occupied the two benches. At the table a man
sat writing. He held a lighted cigar in one hand; a red silk
handkerchief trailed from his coat pocket.
* * * * *
As Ilse and Palla seated themselves on an empty bench and Shotwell
found a place beside them, somebody on the next bench beyond leaned
over and bade them good evening in a low voice.
Mr. Brisson! exclaimed Palla, giving him her hand in unfeigned
Brisson shook hands, also, with Ilse, cordially, and then was
introduced to Jim.
What are you doing here? he inquired humorously of Palla. And, by
the way,dropping his voicethese Reds don't exactly love me, so
don't use my name.
Palla nodded and whispered to Jim: He secured all that damning
evidence at the Smolny for our Government.
Brisson and Ilse were engaged in low-voiced conversation: Palla
ventured to look about her.
The character of the gathering was foreign. There were few American
features among the faces, but those few were immeasurably superior in
typehere and there the intellectual, spectacled visage of some
educated visionary, lured into the red tide and left there
drifting;here and there some pale girl, carelessly dressed, seated
with folded hands, and intense gaze fixed on space.
But the majority of these people, men and women, were foreign in
aspectround, bushy heads with no backs to them were everywhere; muddy
skins, unhealthy skins, loose mouths, shifty eyes!everywhere around
her Palla saw the stigma of degeneracy.
She said in a low voice to Jim: These poor things need to be
properly housed and fed before they're taught. Education doesn't
interest empty stomachs. And when they're given only poison to stop the
pangswhat does civilisation expect?
He said: They're a lot of bums. The only education they require is
with a night-stick.
That's cruel, Jim.
One of your laws which does not appeal to me, she remarked,
turning to Brisson, who was leaning over to speak to her.
There are half a dozen plain-clothes men in the audience, he said.
There are Government detectives here, too. I rather expect they'll
stop the proceedings before the programme calls for it.
Jim turned to look back. A file of policemen entered and carelessly
took up posts in the rear of the hall. Hundreds of flat-backed heads
turned, too; hundreds of faces darkened; a low muttering arose from the
Then the man at the table on the rostrum got up abruptly, and pulled
out his red handkerchief as though to wipe his face.
At the sudden flourish of the red fabric, a burst of applause came
from the benches. Orator and audience were en rapport; the
former continued to wave the handkerchief, under pretence of swabbing
his features, but the intention was so evident and the applause so
enlightening that a police officer came part way down the aisle and
held up a gilded sleeve.
Hey! he called in a bored voice, Cut that out! See!
That man on the platform is Max Sondheim, whispered Brisson.
He'll skate on thin ice before he's through.
Sondheim had already begun to speak, ignoring the interruption from
The Mayor has got cold feet, he said with a sneer. He gave us a
permit to parade, but when the soldiers attacked us his police clubbed
us. That's the kind of government we got.
Shame! cried a white-faced girl in the audience.
Shame? repeated Sondheim ironically. What's shame to a cop? They
got theirs all the same
That's enough! shouted the police captain sharply. Any more of
that and I'll run you in!
Sondheim's red-rimmed eyes measured the officer in silence for a
I have the privilege, he said to his audience, of introducing to
you our comrade, Professor Le Vey.
Le Vey, whispered Brisson in Palla's ear. He's a crack-brained
chemist, and they ought to nab him.
The professor rose from one of the benches on the rostrum and came
forwarda tall, black-bearded man, deathly pale, whose protruding,
bluish eyes seemed almost stupid in their fixity.
Words are by-products, he said, and of minor importance. Deeds
educate. T. N. T., also, is a byproduct, and of no use in conversation
unless employed as an argument A roar of applause drowned his voice:
he gazed at the audience out of his stupid pop-eyes.
Tyranny has kicked you into the gutter, he went on. Capital makes
laws to keep you there and hires police and soldiers to enforce those
laws. This is called civilisation. Is there anything for you to do
except to pick yourselves out of the gutter and destroy what kicked you
into it and what keeps you there?
No! roared the audience.
Only a clean sweep will do it, said Le Vey. If you have a single
germ of plague in the world, it will multiply. If you leave a single
trace of what is called civilisation in the world, it will hatch out
more tyrants, more capitalists, more laws. So there is only one remedy.
Destruction. Total annihilation. Nothing less can purify this rotten
hell they call the world!
Amid storms of applause he unrolled a manuscript and read without
Therefore, the Workers of the World, in council assembled, hereby
proclaim at midnight to-night, throughout the entire world:
1. That all debts, public and private, are cancelled.
2. That all leases, contracts, indentures and similar instruments,
products of capitalism, are null and void.
3. All statutes, ordinances and other enactments of capitalist
government are repealed.
4. All public offices are declared vacant.
5. The military and naval organisations will immediately dissolve
and reorganise themselves upon a democratic basis for speedy
6. All working classes and political prisoners will be immediately
freed and all indictments quashed.
7. All vacant and unused land shall immediately revert to the
people and remain common property until suitable regulations for its
disposition can be made.
8. All telephones, telegraphs, cables, railroads, steamship lines
and other means of communication and transportation shall be
immediately taken over by the workers and treated henceforth as the
property of the people.
9. As speedily as possible the workers in the various industries
will proceed to take over these industries and organise them in the
spirit of the new epoch now beginning.
10. The flag of the new society shall be plain red, marking our
unity and brotherhood with similar republics in Russia, Germany,
Austria and elsewhere
That'll be about all from you, Professor, interrupted the police
captain, strolling down to the platform. Come on, now. Kiss your
A sullen roar rose from the audience; Le Vey lifted one hand:
I told you how to argue, he said in his emotionless voice.
Anybody can talk with their mouths. And he turned on his heel and
went back to his seat on the bench.
Sondheim stood up:
Comrade Bromberg! he shouted.
A small, shabby man arose from a bench and shambled forward. His
hair grew so low that it left him practically no forehead. Whiskers
blotted out the remainder of his features except two small and very
bright eyes that snapped and sparkled, imbedded in the hairy ensemble.
Comrades, he growled, it has come to a moment when the only law
worth obeying is the law of force!
You bet! remarked the police captain, genially, and, turning his
back, he walked away up the aisle toward the rear of the hall, while
all around him from the audience came a savage muttering.
Bromberg's growling voice grew harsher and deeper as he resumed: I
tell you that there is only one law left for proletariat and tyrant
alike! It is the law of force!
As the audience applauded fiercely, a man near them stood up and
shouted for a hearing.
Comrade Bromberg is right! he cried, waving his arms excitedly.
There is only one real law in the world! The fit survive! The unfit
die! The strong take what they desire! The weak perish. That is the law
of life! That is the
An amazing interruption checked hima clear, crystalline peal of
laughter; and the astounded audience saw a tall, fresh, yellow-haired
girl standing up midway down the hall. It was Ilse Westgard, unable to
endure such nonsense, and quite regardless of Brisson's detaining hand
and Shotwell's startled remonstrance.
What that man says is absurd! she cried, her fresh young voice
still gay with laughter. He looks like a Prussian, and if he is he
ought to know where the law of force has landed his nation.
In the ominous silence around her, Ilse turned and gaily surveyed
The law of force is the law of robbers, she said. That is why
this war has been foughtto educate robbers. And if there remain any
robbers they'll have to be educated. Don't let anybody tell you that
the law of force is the law of life!
Who are you? interrupted Bromberg hoarsely.
An ex-soldier of the Death Battalion, comrade, said Ilse
cheerfully. I used a rifle in behalf of the law of education.
Sometimes bayonets educate, sometimes machine guns. But the sensible
way is to have a meeting, and everybody drink tea and smoke cigarettes
and discuss their troubles without reserve, and then take a vote as to
what is best for everybody concerned.
And she seated herself with a smile just as the inevitable uproar
All around her now men and women were shouting at her; inflamed
faces ringed her; gesticulating fists waved in the air.
What are youa spy for Kerensky? yelled a man in Russian.
The bourgeoisie has its agents here! bawled a red-haired Jew. I
offer a solemn protest
Agent provocateur! cried many voices. Pay no attention to her! Go
on with the debate!
An I. W. W.a thin, mean-faced Americanhalf arose and pointed an
unwashed finger at Ilse.
A Government spy, he said distinctly. Keep your eye on her,
comrades. There seems to be a bunch of them there
Sit down and shut up! said Shotwell, sharply. Do you want to
start a riot?
You bet I'll start something! retorted the man, showing his teeth
like a rat. What the hell did you come here for
Silence! bawled Bromberg, hoarsely, from the platform. That woman
is recognised and known. Pay no attention to her, but listen to me. I
tell you that your law is the law of hatred!
Palla attempted to rise. Jim tried to restrain her: she pushed his
arm aside, but he managed to retain his grasp on her arm.
Are you crazy? he whispered.
That man lies! she said excitedly. Don't you hear him preaching
Well, it's not your business
It is! That man is lying to these ignorant people! He's
telling them a vile untruth! Let me go, Jim
Better keep cool, whispered Brisson, leaning over. We're all in
Palla said to him excitedly: I'm afraid to stand up and speak, but
I'm going to! I'd be a coward to sit here and let that man deceive
these poor people
Listen to Bromberg! motioned Ilse, her blue eyes frosty and her
cheeks deeply flushed.
The orator had come down into the aisle. Every venomous word he was
uttering now he directed straight at the quartette.
Russia is showing us the way, he said in his growling voice.
Russia makes no distinctions but takes them all by the throat and
wrings their necksaristocrats, bourgeoisie, cadets, officers, land
owners, intellectualsall the vermin, all the parasites! And that is
the law, I tell you! The unfit perish! The strong inherit the
Palla sprang to her feet: Liar! she said hotly. Did not Christ
Himself tell us that the meek shall inherit the earth!
Christ? thundered Bromberg. Have you come here to insult us with
legends and fairy-tales about a god?
Who mentioned God? retorted Palla in a clear voice. Unless we
ourselves are gods there is none! But Christ did live! And He was as
much a god as we are. And no more. But He was wiser! And what He told
us is the truth! And I shall not sit silent while any man or woman
teaches robbery and murder. That's what you mean when you say that the
law of the stronger is the only law! If it is, then the poor and
ignorant are where they belong
They won't be when they learn the law of life! roared Bromberg.
There is only one law of life! cried Palla, turning to look around
her at the agitated audience. The only law in the world worth
obedience is the Law of Love and of Service! No other laws amount to
anything. Under that law every problem you agitate here is already
solved. There is no injustice that cannot be righted under it! There is
no aspiration that cannot be realised!
She turned on Bromberg, her hazel eyes very bright, her face surging
You came here to pervert the exhortation of Karl Marx, and unite
under the banner of envy and greed every unhappy heart!
Very well. Others also can unite to combat you. A league of evil is
not the only league that can be formed under this roof. Nor are the
soldiers and police the only or the better weapons to use against you.
What you agitators and mischief makers are really afraid of is that
somebody may really educate your audiences. And that's exactly what
such people as I intend to do!
A score or more of people had crowded around her while she was
speaking. Shotwell and Brisson, too, had risen and stepped to her side.
And the entire audience was on its feet, craning hundreds of necks and
striving to hear and see.
Somewhere in the crowd a shrill American voice cried: Throw them
guys out! They got Wall Street cash in their pockets!
Sondheim levelled a finger at Brisson:
Look out for that man! he said. He published those lies about
Lenine and Trotsky, and he's here from Washington to lie about us in
The I. W. W. lurched out of his seat and shoved against Shotwell.
Get the hell out o' here, he snarled; go on! Beat it! And take
your lady-friends, too.
Brisson said: No use talking to them. You'd better take the ladies
out while the going is good.
But as they moved there was an angry murmur: the I. W. W. gave Palla
a violent shove that sent her reeling, and Shotwell knocked him
unconscious across a bench.
Instantly the hall was in an uproar: there was a savage rush for
Brisson, but he stopped it with levelled automatic.
Get the ladies out! he said coolly to Shotwell, forcing a path
forward at his pistol's point.
Plain clothes men were active, too, pushing the excited Bolsheviki
this way and that and clearing a lane for Palla and Ilse.
Then, as they reached the rear of the hall, there came a wild howl
from the audience, and Shotwell, looking back, saw Sondheim unfurl a
big red flag.
Instantly the police started for the rostrum. The din became
deafening as he threw one arm around Palla and forced her out into the
street, where Ilse and Brisson immediately joined them.
Then, as they looked around for a taxi, a little shrimp of a man
came out on the steps of the hall and spat on the sidewalk and cursed
them in Russian.
And, as Palla, recognising him, turned around, he shook his fists at
her and at Ilse, promising that they should be attended to when the
proper moment arrived.
Then he spat again, laughed a rather ghastly and distorted laugh,
and backed into the doorway behind him.
They walked eastthere being no taxi in sight. Ilse and Brisson
led; Palla followed beside Jim.
Well, said the latter, his voice not yet under complete control,
don't you think you'd better keep away from such places in the
She was still very much excited: It's abominable, she exclaimed,
that this country should permit such lies to be spread among the
people and do nothing to counteract this campaign of falsehood! What is
going to happen, Jim, unless educated people combine to educate the
How? he asked contemptuously.
By example, first of all. By the purity and general decency of
their own lives. I tell you, Jim, that the unscrupulous greed of the
educated is as dangerous and vile as the murderous envy of the
Bolsheviki. We've got to reform ourselves before we can educate others.
And unless we begin by conforming to the Law of Love and Service, some
day the Law of Hate and Violence will cut our throats for us.
Palla, he said, I never dreamed that you'd do such a thing as you
I was afraid, she said with a nervous tightening of her arm under
his, but I was still more afraid of being a coward.
You didn't have to answer that crazy anarchist!
Somebody had to. He lied to those poor creatures. II couldn't
stand it! Her voice broke a little. And if there is truly a god in
me, as I believe, then I should show Christ's courage ... lacking His
wisdom, she added so low that he scarcely heard her.
Ilse, walking ahead with Brisson, looked back over her shoulder at
Didn't I tell you that there are some creatures you can't educate?
What do you think of your object lesson, darling?
On a foggy afternoon, toward midwinter, John Estridge strolled into
the new Overseas Club, which, still being in process of incubation,
occupied temporary quarters on Madison Avenue.
Officers fresh from abroad and still in uniform predominated; tunics
were gay with service and wound chevrons, citation cords, stars,
crosses, strips of striped ribbon.
There was every sort of head-gear to be seen there, too, from the
jaunty overseas bonnet de police, piped in various colours, to
the corded campaign hat and leather-visored barrack-cap.
Few cavalry officers were in evidence, but there were plenty of
spurs glittering everywhereto keep their owners' heels from slipping
off the desks, as the pleasantry of the moment had it.
* * * * *
Estridge went directly to a telephone booth, and presently got his
It's John Estridge, as usual, he said in a bantering tone. How
are you, Ilse?
John! I'm so glad you called me! Thank you so much for the roses!
Not at all!
If you think they're matchless, just hold one up beside your cheek
and take a slant at your mirror.
I thought you were not going to say such things to me!
I thought I wasn't.
Are you alone? She laughed happily. Where are you, Jack?
At the Overseas Club. I stopped on my way from the hospital.
A considerable pause, and then Ilse laughed againa confused,
Did you think you'dcome over? she inquired.
What do you think about it, Jack?
I suppose, he said in a humourous voice, you're afraid of that
tendency which you say I'm beginning to exhibit.
The tendency to drift?
Yes;toward those perilous rocks you warned me of.
They are perilous! she insisted.
You ought to know, he rejoined; you're sitting on top of 'em like
a bally Lorelei!
If that's your opinion, hadn't you better steer for the open sea,
Certainly I'd better. But you look so sweet up there, with your
classical golden hair, that I think I'll risk the rocks.
Please don't! There's a deadly whirlpool under them. I'm looking
down at it now.
What do you see at the bottom, Ilse? Human bones?
I can't see the bottom. It's all surface, like a shining mirror.
I'll come over and take a look at it with you.
I think you'll only see our own faces reflected.... I think you'd
better not come.
I'll be there in about half an hour, he said gaily.
* * * * *
He sauntered out and on into the body of the club, exchanging with
friends a few words here, a smiling handclasp there; and presently he
seated himself near a window.
For a while he rested his chin on his clenched hand, staring into
space, until a waiter arrived with his order.
He signed the check, drained his glass, and leaned forward again
with both elbows on his knees, twirling his silver-headed stick between
After all, he said under his breath, it's too late, now.... I'm
going to see this thing through.
* * * * *
As he rose to go he caught sight of Jim Shotwell, seated alone by
another window and attempting to read an evening paper by the foggy
light from outside. He walked over to him, fastening his overcoat on
the way. Jim laid aside his paper and gave him a dull glance.
How are things with you? inquired Estridge, carelessly.
All right. Are you walking up town?
Jim's sombre eyes rested on the discarded paper, but he did not pick
it up. It's rotten weather, he said listlessly.
Have you seen Palla lately? inquired Estridge, looking down at him
with a certain curiosity.
No, not lately.
She's a very busy girl, I hear.
So I hear.
Estridge seated himself on the arm of a leather chair and began to
pull on his gloves. He said:
I understand Palla is doing Red Cross and canteen work, besides
organising her celebrated club;what is it she calls it?Combat Club
I believe so.
And you haven't seen her lately?
Shotwell glanced at the fog and shrugged his shoulders: She's
rather busyas you say. No, I haven't seen her. Besides, I'm rather
out of my element among the people one runs into at her house. So I
simply don't go any more.
Palla's parties are always amusing, ventured Estridge.
Very, said the other, but her guests keep you guessing.
Estridge smiled: Because they don't conform to the established
scheme of things?
Perhaps. The scheme of things, as it is, suits me.
But it's interesting to hear other people's views.
I'm fed up on queer viewsand on queer people, said Jim, with
sudden and irritable emphasis. Why, hang it all, Jack, when a fellow
goes out among apparently well bred, decent people he takes it for
granted that ordinary, matter of course social conventions prevail. But
nobody can guess what notions are seething in the bean of any girl you
talk to at Palla's house!
Estridge laughed: What do you care, Jim?
Well, I wouldn't care if they all didn't seem so exactly like one's
own sort. Why, to look at them, talk to them, you'd never suppose them
queer! The young girl you take in to dinner usually looks as though
butter wouldn't melt in her mouth. And the chances are that she's all
for socialism, self-determination, trial marriages and free love!
Hell's bells! I'm no prude. I like to overstep conventions, too.
But this wholesale wrecking of the social structure would be ruinous
for a girl like Palla.
But Palla doesn't believe in free love.
She hears it talked about by cracked illuminati.
Rain on a duck's back, Jim!
Rain drowns young ducks.
You mean all this spouting will end in a deluge?
I do. And then look for dead ducks.
You're not very respectful toward modernism, remarked Estridge,
Then Jim broke loose:
Modernism? You yourself said that all these crazy social
notionscrazy notions in art, literature, musicarise from some sort
of physical degeneration, or from the perversion or checking of normal
Usually they do
Well, continued Shotwell, it's mostly due to perversion, in my
opinion. Women have had too much of a hell of a run for their money
during this war. They've broken down all the fences and they're loose
and running all over the world.
If they'd only kept their fool heads! But no. Every germ in the
wind lodged in their silly brains! Biff. They want sex equality and a
pair of riding breeches! Bang! They kick over the cradle and wreck the
Wifehood? Played out! Motherhood? In the discards! Domestic
partnership?each sex to its own sphere? Ha-ha! That was all very well
yesterday. But woman as a human incubator and brooder is an obsolete
machine. Why the devil should free and untramelled womanhood hatch out
If they choose to, casually, all right. But it's purely a matter
for self-determination. If a girl cares to take off her Sam Brown belt
and her puttees long enough to nurse a baby, it's a matter that
concerns her, not humanity at large. Because the social revolution has
settled all such details as personal independence and the same standard
for both sexes. So, a bas Madame Grundy! A la lanterne
with the old régime! Nohang it all, I'm through!
Don't you like Palla any more? inquired Estridge, still laughing.
Jim gave him a singular look: Yes.... Do you like Ilse Westgard?
Estridge said coolly: I am accepting her as she is. I like her that
Oh. Is that very much? sneered the other.
Enough to marry her if she'd have me, replied Estridge pleasantly.
And she won't do that, I suppose?
Not so far.
Jim eyed him sullenly: Well, I don't accept Palla as she isor
thinks she is.
I understand that. But no girl can get away with such notions.
Where is it all going to land her? What will she be?
Estridge quoted: 'It hath not yet appeared what we shall be.'
Shotwell rose impatiently, and picked up his overcoat: All I know
is that when two healthy people care for each other it's their
businesstheir business, I repeatto get together legally and
do the decent thing by the human race.
Certainly! Breed legally the finest, healthiest, best of
specimens;and as many as they can feed and clothe! For if they
don'tif we don'tI mean our own sortthe land will be crawling with
the robust get of all these millions of foreigners, who already have
nearly submerged us in America; and whose spawn will, one day, smother
us to death.
Hang it all, aren't they breeding like vermin now? All yellow dogs
doall the unfit produce big litters. That's the only thing they ever
And what are we doing?our sort, I mean? I'll tell you! Our
sisters are having such a good time that they won't marry, if they can
avoid it, until they're too mature to get the best results in children.
Our wives, if they condescend to have any offspring at all, limit the
output to one. Because more than one might damage their beauty.
Hell! If the educated classes are going to practise race suicide and
the Bolsheviki are going to breed like lice, you can figure out the
answer for yourself.
They walked to the foggy street together. Shotwell said bitterly:
I do care for Palla. I like Ilse. All the women one encounters at
Palla's parties are gay, accomplished, clever, piquant. The men also
are more or less amusing. The conversation is never dull. Everybody
seems to be well bred, sincere, friendly and agreeable. But there's
something lacking. One feels it even before one is enlightened
concerning the ultra-modernism of these admittedly interesting people.
And I'll tell you what it is. Actually, deep in their souls, they don't
believe in themselves.
Take Palla. She says there is no Godno divinity except in
herself. And I tell you she may think she believes it, but she doesn't.
And her school-girl creedLove and Service! Fine. Only there's a
prior lawself-preservation; and anotherrace preservation! By God,
how are you going to love and serve if girls stop having babies?
And as for this silly condemnation of the marriage ceremony, merely
because some sanctified Uncle Foozle once inserted the word 'obey' in
itjust because, under the marriage laws, tyranny and cruelty have
been practisedwhat callow rot!
Laws can be changed; divorce made simple and non-scandalous as it
should be; all rights safeguarded for the woman; and still have
something legal and recognised by one of those necessary conventions
which make civilisation possible.
But this irresponsible idea of procedure through mere
inclinationthis sauntering through life under no law to safeguard and
govern, except the law of personal preferencethat's anarchy! That
code spells demoralisation, degeneracy and disaster!... And the whole
damned thing to begin againa slow development of the human race, once
more, out of the chaos of utter barbarism.
Estridge, standing there on the sidewalk in the fog, smiled:
You're very eloquent, Jim. Why don't you say all this to Palla?
I did. I told her, too, that the root of the whole thing was
selfishness. And it is. It's a refusal to play the game according to
rule. There are only two sexes and one of 'em is fashioned to bear
young, and the other is fashioned to hustle for mother and kid. You
can't alter that, whether it's fair or not. It's the game as we found
it. The rules were already provided for playing it. The legal father
and mother are supposed to look out for their own legal progeny. And
any alteration of this rule, with a view to irresponsible mating and
turning the offspring over to the community to take care of, would
create an unhuman race, unconscious of the highest form of lovethe
love for parents.
A fine lot we'd be as an incubated race!
Estridge laughed: I've got to go, he said, And, if you care for
Palla as you say you do, you oughtn't to leave her entirely alone with
her circle of modernist friends. Stick around! It may make you mad, but
if she likes you, at least she won't commit an indiscretion with
I wish I could find my own sort as amusing, said Jim, naïvely.
I've been going about recentlydances, dinners, theatresbut I can't
seem to keep my mind off Palla.
Estridge said: If you'd give your sense of humour half a chance
you'd be all right. You take yourself too solemnly. You let Palla scare
you. That's not the way. The thing to do is to have a jolly time with
her, with them all. Accept her as she thinks she is. There's no damage
done yet. Time enough to throw fits if she takes the bit and bolts
He extended his hand, cordially but impatiently:
You remember I once said that girl ought to be married and have
children? If you do the marrying part she's likely to do the rest very
handsomely. And it will be the making of her.
Jim held on to his hand:
Tell me what to do, Jack. She isn't in love with me. And she
wouldn't submit to a legal ceremony if she were. You invoke my sense of
humour. I'm willing to give it an airing, only I can't see anything
funny in this business.
It is funny! Palla's funny, but doesn't know it. You're
funny! They're all funnyunintentionally. But their motives are
tragically immaculate. So stick around and have a good time with Palla
until there's really something to scare you.
How the devil do I know? It's up to you, of course, what you do
He laughed and strode away through the fog.
* * * * *
It had seemed to Jim a long time since he had seen Palla. It wasn't
very long. And in all that interminable time he had not once called her
up on the telephonehad not even written her a single line. Nor had
she written to him.
He had gone about his social business in his own circle, much to his
mother's content. He had seen quite a good deal of Elorn Sharrow; was
comfortably back on the old, agreeable footing; tried desperately to
enjoy it; pretended that he did.
But the days were long in the office; the evenings longer, wherever
he happened to be; and the nights, alas! were becoming interminable,
now, because he slept badly, and the grey winter daylight found him
Which, recently, had given him a slightly battered appearance,
commented on jestingly by young rakes and old sports at the Patroon's
Club, and also observed by his mother with gentle concern.
Don't overdo it, Jim, she cautioned him, meaning dances that ended
with breakfasts and that sort of thing. But her real concern was vaguer
than thatdeeper, perhaps. And sometimes she remembered the girl in
Lately, however, that anxiety had been almost entirely allayed. And
her comparative peace of mind had come about in an unexpected manner.
For, one morning, entering the local Red Cross quarters, where for
several hours she was accustomed to sew, she encountered Mrs. Speedwell
and her lively daughter, Connieher gossiping informants concerning
her son's appearance at Delmonico's with the mysterious girl in black.
Well, what do you suppose, Helen? said Mrs. Speedwell,
mischievously. Jim's pretty mystery in black is here!
Here? repeated Mrs. Shotwell, flushing and looking around her at
the rows of prophylactic ladies, all sewing madly side by side.
Yes, and she's prettier even than I thought her in Delmonico's,
remarked Connie. Her name is Palla Dumont, and she's a friend of Leila
* * * * *
During the morning, Mrs. Shotwell found it convenient to speak to
Leila Vance; and they exchanged a pleasant word or twomerely the
amiable civilities of two women who recognise each other socially as
well as personally.
And it happened in that way, a few days later, that Helen Shotwell
met this pretty friend of Leila VancePalla Dumontthe girl in black.
And Palla had looked up from her work with her engaging smile,
saying: I know your son, Mrs. Shotwell. Is he quite well? I haven't
seen him for such a long time.
And instantly the invisible antennæ of these two women became busy
exploring, probing, searching, and recognising in each other all that
remains forever incomprehensible to man.
For Palla somehow understood that Jim had never spoken of her to his
mother; and yet that his mother had heard of her friendship with her
And Helen knew that Palla was quietly aware of this, and that the
girl's equanimity remained undisturbed.
Only people quite sure of themselves preserved serenity under the
merciless exploration of the invisible feminine antennæ. And it was
evident that the girl in black had nothing to conceal from her in
regard to her only sonwhatever that same son might think he ought to
make an effort to conceal from his mother.
To herself Helen thought: Jim has had his wings singed, and has
fled the candle.
To Palla she said: Mrs. Vance tells me such interesting stories of
your experiences in Russia. Really, it's like a charming romanceyour
friendship for the poor little Grand Duchess.
A tragic one, said Palla in a voice so even that Helen presently
lifted her eyes from her sewing to read in her expression something
more than the mere words that this young girl had uttered. And saw a
still, pale face, sensitive and very lovely; and the needle flying over
a bandage no whiter than the hand that held it.
It was a great shock to youher death, said Helen.
Andyou were there at the time! How dreadful!
Palla lifted her brown eyes: I can't talk about it yet, she said
so simply that Helen's sixth sense, always alert for information from
the busy, invisible antennæ, suddenly became convinced that there were
no more hidden depths to exploreno motives to suspect, no pretense to
Day after day she chose to seat herself between Palla and Leila
Vance; and the girl began to fascinate her.
There was no effort to please on Palla's part, other than that
natural one born of sweet-tempered consideration for everybody. There
seemed to be no pretence, no pose.
Such untroubled frankness, such unconscious candour were rather
difficult to believe in, yet Helen was now convinced that in Palla
these phenomena were quite genuine. And she began to understand more
clearly, as the week wore on, why her son might have had a hard time of
it with Palla Dumont before he returned to more familiar pastures,
where camouflage and not candour was the rule in the gay and endless
game of blind-man's buff.
This girl, thought Helen Shotwell to herself, could easily have
taken Jim away from Elorn Sharrow had she chosen to do so. There is no
doubt about her charm and her goodness. She certainly is a most unusual
But she did not say this to her only son. She did not even tell him
that she had met his girl in black. And Palla had not informed him; she
knew that; because the girl herself had told her that she had not seen
Jim for a long, long time. It really was not nearly as long as Palla
seemed to consider it.
Helen lunched with Leila Vance one day. The former spoke pleasantly
She's such a darling, said Mrs. Vance, but the child worries me.
Well, she's absorbed some ultra-modern Russian notionssocialistic
onesrather shockingly radical. Can you imagine it in a girl who began
her novitiate as a Carmelite nun?
Helen said: She does not seem to have a tendency toward extremes.
She has. That awful affair in Russia seemed to shock her from one
extreme to another. It's a long way from the cloister to the radical
She spoke of this new Combat Club.
She organised it, said Leila. They have a hall where they invite
public discussion of social questions three nights a week. The other
three nights, a rival and very red club rents the hall and howls for
anarchy and blood.
Isn't it strange? said Helen. One can not imagine such a girl
devoting herself to radical propaganda.
Too radical, said Leila. I'm keeping an uneasy eye on that very
wilful and wrong-headed child. Why, my dear, she has the most
fastidious, the sweetest, the most chaste mind, and yet the things she
calmly discusses would make your hair curl.
For example? inquired Helen, astonished.
Well, for example, they've all concluded that it's time to strip
poor old civilisation of her tinsel customs, thread-worn conventions,
polite legends, and pleasant falsehoods.
All laws are silly. Everybody is to do as they please, conforming
only to the universal law of Love and Service. Do you see where that
would lead some of those pretty hot-heads?
Good heavens, I should think so!
Of course. But they can't seem to understand that the unscrupulous
are certain to exploit themthat the most honest motivesthe
purestinvite that certain disaster consequent on social
Palla, so far, is all hot-headed enthusiasthot-hearted theorist.
But I remember that she did take the white veil once. And, as I tell
you, I shall try to keep her within range of my uneasy vision.
Because, she added, she's really a perfect darling.
She is a most attractive girl, said Helen slowly; but I think
she'd be more attractive still if she were happily married.
And had children.
Their eyes met, unsmilingly, yet in silent accord.
* * * * *
Their respective cars awaited them at the Ritz and took them in
different directions. But all the afternoon Helen Shotwell's mind was
occupied with what she now knew of Palla Dumont. And she realised that
she wished the girl were back in Russia in spite of all her charm and
fascinationyes, on account of it.
Because this lovely, burning asteroid might easily cross the narrow
orbit through which her own social world spun peacefully in its orderly
progress amid that metropolitan galaxy called Society.
Leila Vance was part of that galaxy. So was her own and only son.
Wandering meteors that burnt so prettily might yet do damage.
For Helen, having known this girl, found it not any too easy to
believe that her son could have relinquished her completely in so
disturbingly brief a time.
Had she been a young man she knew that she would not have done so.
And, knowing it, she was troubled.
* * * * *
Meanwhile, her only son was troubled, too, as he walked slowly
homeward through the winter fog.
And by the time he was climbing his front steps he had concluded to
accept this girl as she wasor thought she wasto pull no more long
faces or sour faces, but to go back to her, resolutely determined to
enjoy her friendship and her friends too; and give his long
incarcerated sense of humour an airing, even if he suffered acutely
while it revelled.
Palla's activities seemed to exhilarate her physically and mentally.
Body and brain were now fully occupied; and, if the profit to her soul
were dubious, nevertheless the restless spirit of the girl now had an
outlet; and at home and in the Combat Club she planned and discussed
and investigated the world's woes to her ardent heart's content.
Physically, too, Red Cross and canteen work gave her much needed
occupation; and she went everywhere on foot, never using bus, tram or
taxicab. The result was, in spite of late and sometimes festive hours,
that Palla had become something more than an unusually pretty girl, for
there was much of real beauty in her full and charming face and in her
enchantingly rounded yet lithe and lissome figure.
About the girl, also, there seemed to be a new freshness like
fragrancea virginal sweetnessthat indefinable perfume of something
young and vigorous that is already in bud.
* * * * *
That morning she went over to the dingy row of buildings to sign the
lease of the hall for three evenings a week, as quarters for Combat
Club No. 1.
The stuffy place where the Red Flag Club had met the night before
was still reeking with stale smoke and the effluvia of the unwashed;
but the windows were open and a negro was sweeping up a litter of
Yaas'm, Mr. Puma's office is next do', he replied to Palla's
inquiry; Sooperfillum Co'poration. Yaas'm.
Next door had been a stable and auction ring, and odours
characteristic still remained, although now the ring had been
partitioned, boarded over and floored, and Mr. Hewitt's glass rods full
of blinding light were suspended above the studio ceilings of the
Palla entered the brick archway. An office on the right bore the
name of Angelo Puma; and that large, richly coloured gentleman hastily
got out of his desk chair and flashed a pair of magnificent as well as
astonished eyes upon Palla as she opened the door and walked in.
When she had seated herself and stated her business, Puma, with a
single gesture, swept from the office several men and a stenographer,
and turned to Palla.
Is it you, then, who are this Combat Club which would rent from me
the hall next door! he exclaimed, showing every faultless tooth in his
Palla smiled: I am empowered by the club to sign a lease.
That is sufficient! exclaimed Puma, with a superb gesture. So! It
is signed! Your desire is enough. The matter is accomplished when you
express the wish!
Palla blushed a little but smilingly affixed her signature to the
papers elaborately presented by Angelo Puma.
A lease? he remarked, with a flourish of his large, sanguine, and
jewelled hand. A detail merely for your security, Miss Dumont. For me,
I require only the expression of your slightest wish. That, to me, is a
command more binding than the seal of the notary!
And he flashed his dazzling smile on Palla, who was tucking her copy
of the agreement into her muff.
Thank you so much, Mr. Puma, she said, almost inclined to laugh at
his extravagances. And she laid down a certified check to cover the
first month's rental.
Mr. Puma bowed; his large, heavily lashed black eyes were very
brilliant; his mouth much too red under the silky black moustache.
For me, he said impulsively, art alone matters. What is money?
What is rent? What are all the annoying details of commerce?
Interruptions to the soul-flow! Checks to the fountain jet of
inspiration! Art only is important. Have you ever seen a cinema studio,
Palla never had.
Would it interest you, perhaps?
Thank yousome time
It is but a step! They are working. A peep will take but a
momentif you pleasea thousand excuses that I proceed to show you
She stepped through a door. From a narrow anteroom she saw the
set-scene in a ghastly light, where men in soiled shirt-sleeves dragged
batteries of electric lights about, each underbred face as livid as the
visage of a corpse too long unburied.
There were women there, too, looking a little more human in their
makeups under the horrible bluish glare. Camera men were busy; a
cadaverous and profane director, with his shabby coat-collar turned up,
was talking loudly in a Broadway voice and jargon to a bewildered girl
wearing a ball gown.
As Puma led Palla through the corridor from partition to partition,
disclosing each set with its own scene and peoplethe whole studio
full of blatant noise and ghastly faces or painted ones, Palla thought
she had never before beheld such a concentration of every type of
commonness in her entire existence. Faces, shapes, voices, language,
all were essentially the properties of congenital vulgarity. The
language, too, had to be sharply rebuked by Puma once or twice amid the
wrangling of director, camera man and petty subordinates.
So intense are the emotions evoked by a fanatic devotion to art,
he explained to Palla, that, at moments, the old, direct and vigorous
Anglo-Saxon tongue is heard here, unashamed. What will you? It is art!
It is the fervour that forgets itself in blind devotionin rapturous
self-dedication to the god of Truth and Beauty!
As she turned away, she heard from a neighbouring partition the
hoarse expostulations of one of Art's blind acolytes: Say, f'r
Christ's sake, Delmour, what the hell's loose in your bean! Yeh done it
wrong an' yeh know damn well yeh done it wrong
Puma opened another door: One of our projection rooms, Miss Dumont.
If it is your pleasure to see a few reels run off
Thank you, but I really must go
The office door stood open and she went out that way. Mr. Puma
confronted her, moistly brilliant of eye:
For me, Miss Dumont, I am frank like there never was a child in
arms! Yes. I am all art; all heart. For me, beauty is God! he kissed
his fat fingers and wafted the caress toward the dirty ceiling.
Please excuse, he said with his powerful smile, but have you
ever, perhaps, thought, Miss Dumont, of the screen as a career?
I? asked Palla, surprised and amused. No, Mr. Puma, I haven't.
A test! Possibly, in you, latent, sleeps the exquisite apotheosis
of Art incarnate! Who can tell? You have youth, beauty, a mind! Yes.
Who knows if, also, happily, genius slumbers within? Yes?
I'm very sure it doesn't, replied Palla, laughing.
Ah! Who can be sure of anythingeven of heaven! cried Puma.
Very true, said Palla, trying to speak seriously, But the career
of a moving picture actress does not attract me.
The emoluments are enormous!
Thank you, no
A test! We try! It would be amusing for you to see yourself upon
the screen as you are, Miss Dumont? As you areyoung,
He still blocked her way, so she said, laying her gloved hand on the
Thank you very much. Some day, perhaps. But I really must go
He immediately bowed, opened the glass door, and went with her to
the brick arch.
I do not think you know, he said, that I have entered partnership
with a friend of yours?
A friend of mine?
Mr. Elmer Skidder.
Oh, she exclaimed, smilingly, I hope the partnership will be a
fortunate one. Will you kindly inform Mr. Skidder of my congratulations
and best wishes for his prosperity? And you may say that I shall be
glad to hear from him about his new enterprise.
To Mr. Puma's elaborate leave-taking she vouchsafed a quick, amused
nod, then hurried away eastward to keep her appointment at the Canteen.
* * * * *
About five o'clock she experienced a healthy inclination for tea and
wavered between the Plaza and home. Ilse and Marya were with her, but
an indefinable something caused her to hesitate, and finally to let
them go to the Plaza without her.
What might be the reason of this sudden whim for an unpremeditated
cup of tea at home she scarcely took the trouble to analyse. Yet, she
was becoming conscious of a subtle and increasing exhilaration as she
approached her house and mounted the steps.
Suddenly, as she fitted the latch-key, her heart leaped and she knew
why she had come home.
For a moment her fast pulse almost suffocated her. Was she mad to
return here on the wildest chance that Jim might have comemight be
inside, waiting? And what in the world made her suppose so?for she
had neither seen him nor heard from him in many days.
I'm certainly a little crazy, she thought as she opened the door.
At the same moment her eyes fell on his overcoat and hat and stick.
Her skirt was rather tight, but her limbs were supple and her feet
light, and she ran upstairs to the living room.
As he rose from an armchair she flung her arms out with a joyous
little cry and wrapped them tightly around his neck, muff, reticule and
You darling, he was saying over and over in a happy but rather
stupid voice, and crushing her narrow hands between his; you
adorable child, you wonderful girl
Oh, I'm so glad, Jim! Shall we have tea?... You dear fellow! I'm so
very happy that you came! Wait a moment she leaned wide from him and
touched an electric bell. Now you'll have to behave properly, she
said with delightful malice.
He released her; she spoke to the maid and then went over with him
to the sofa, flinging muff, stole and purse on a chair.
Pure premonition, she explained, stripping the gloves from her
hands. Ilse and Marya were all for the Plaza, but something sent me
homeward! Isn't it really very strange, Jim? Why, I almost had an
inclination to run when I turned into our streetnot even knowing why,
You're so sweet and generous! he blurted out. Why don't you raise
hell with me?
You know, she said demurely, I don't raise hell, dear.
But I've behaved so rottenly
It really wasn't friendly to neglect me so entirely.
He looked downlaid one hand on hers in silence.
I understand, Jim, she said sweetly. Is it all right now?
It's all right.... Of course I haven't changed.
But it's all right.
Yes.... What is there for me to do but to accept things as they
You mean, 'accept me as I am!' Oh, Jim, it's so dear of you.
And you know well enough that I care for no other man as I do for
The waitress with the tea-tray cut short that sort of conversation.
Palla's appetite was a healthy one. She unpinned her hat and flung it
on the piano. Then she nestled down sideways on the sofa, one leg
tucked under the other knee, her hair in enough disorder to worry any
other girland began to tuck away tea and cakes. Sometimes, in
animated conversation, she gesticulated with a buttered bunonce she
waved her cup to emphasise her point:
The main idea, of course, is to teach the eternal law of Love and
Service, she explained. But, Jim, I have become recently, and in a
You're going to love the unwashed with a club?
You very impudent boy! We're going to combat this new and terrible
menacethis sinister flood that threatens the worldthe crimson tide
Good work, darling! I enlist for a machine gun uni
Listen! The battle is to be entirely verbal. Our Combat Club No. 1,
the first to be establishedis open to anybody and everybody. All are
at liberty to enter into the discussions. We who believe in the Law of
Love and Service shall have our say every evening that the club is
The Reds may come and take a crack at you.
The Reds are welcome. We wish to face them across the rostrum, not
across a barricade!
Well, you dear girl, I can't see how any Red is going to resist
you. And if any does, I'll knock his bally block off
Oh, Jim, you're so vernacularly inclined! And you're very flippant,
I'm not really, he said in a lower voice. Whatever you care about
could not fail to appeal to me.
She gave him a quick, sweet glance, then searched the tea-tray to
As she gave him another triangle of cinnamon toast, she remembered
something else. It was on the tip of her tongue, now; and she checked
He had not spoken of it. Had his mother mentioned meeting her
at the Red Cross? If notwas it merely a natural forgetfulness on his
mother's part? Was her silence significant?
Nibbling pensively at her cinnamon toast, Palla pondered this. But
the girl's mind worked too directly for concealment to come easy.
I'm wondering, she said, whether your mother mentioned our
meeting at the Red Cross. And she knew immediately by his expression
that he heard it for the first time.
I was introduced at our headquarters by Leila Vance, said Palla,
in her even voice; and your mother and she are acquaintances. That is
how it happened, Jim.
He was still somewhat flushed but he forced a smile: Did you find
my mother agreeable, Palla?
Yes. And she is so beautiful with her young face and pretty white
hair. She always sits between Leila and me while we sew.
Did you say you knew me?
Yes, of course.
Of course, he repeated, reddening again.
No man ever has successfully divined any motive which any woman
desires to conceal.
Why his mother had not spoken of Palla to him he did not know. He
was aware, of course, that nobody within the circle into which he had
been born would tolerate Palla's social convictions. Had she casually
and candidly revealed a few of them to his mother in the course of the
morning's conversation over their sewing?
He gave Palla a quick look, encountered her slightly amused eyes,
and turned redder than ever.
You dear boy, she said, smiling, I don't think your very charming
mother would be interested in knowing me. The informality of
ultra-modern people could not appeal to her generation.
Did youtalk to her about
No. But it might happen. You know, Jim, I have nothing to conceal.
The old troubled look had come back into his face. She noticed it
and led the conversation to lighter themes.
We danced last night after dinner, she said. There were some
amusing people here for dinner. Then we went to see such a charming
playTea for Threeand then we had supper at the Biltmore and
danced.... Will you dine with me to-morrow?
Do you think you'd enjoy it?a lot of people who entertain the
same shocking beliefs that I do?
All right! he said with emphasis. I'm through playing the rôle of
death's-head at the feast. I told you that I'm going to take you as you
are and enjoy you and our friendsand quit making an ass of
Dear, you never did!
Oh, yes, I did. And maybe I'm a predestined ass. But every ass has
a pair of heels and I'm going to flourish mine very gaily from now on!
She protested laughingly at his self-characterisation, and bent
toward him a little, caressing his sleeve in appeal, or shaking it in
protest as he denounced himself and promised to take the world more
gaily in the future.
You'll see, he remarked, rising to take his leave: I may even
call the bluff of some of your fluffy ultra-modern friends and try a
few trial marriages with each of 'em
Oh, Jim, you're absolutely horrid! As if my friends believed in
such disgusting ideas!
They dosome of 'em.
Well, then, I do! he announced so gravely that she had to look at
him closely in the rather dim lamplight to see whether he was jesting.
She walked to the top of the staircase with him; let him take her
into his arms; submitted to his kiss. Always a little confused by his
demonstrations, nevertheless her hand retained his for a second longer,
as though shyly reluctant to let him go.
I am so glad you came, she said. Don't neglect me any more.
And so he went his way.
* * * * *
His mother discovered him in the library, dressed for dinner.
Something, as he rosehis manner of looking at her, perhapswarned
her that they were not perfectly en rapport. Then the subtle,
invisible antennæ, exploring caressingly what is so palpable in the
heart of man, told her that once more she was to deal with the girl in
When his mother was seated, he said: I didn't know you had met
Palla Dumont, mother.
Helen hesitated: Mrs. Vance's friend? Oh, yes; she comes to the Red
Cross with Leila Vance.
Do you like her?
In her son's eyes she was aware of that subtle and unconscious
appeal which all mothers of boys are, some day, fated to see and
Sometimes the appeal is disguised, sometimes it is so subtle that
only mothers are able to perceive it.
But what to do about it is the perennial problem. For between lack
of sympathy and response there are many nuances; and opposition is
always to be avoided.
Helen said, pleasantly, that the girl appeared to be amiable and
I know her merely in that way, she continued. We sit there sewing
slings, pads, compresses, and bandages, and we gossip at random with
I like her very much, said Jim.
She does seem to be an attractive girl, said his mother
carelessly.... Are you going to Yama Farms for the week end?
Oh, I'm sorry. The Speedwells' party is likely to be such a jolly
affair, and I hear there's lots of snow up there.
I haven't met Mrs. Vance, said her son. Is she nice?
Leila Vance? Why, of course.
Who is she?
She married an embassy attaché, Captain Vance. He was in the old
armykilled at Mons four years ago.
She and Palla are intimate?
I believe they are good friends, remarked his mother, deciding not
to attempt to turn the current of conversation for the moment.
I am quite sure I never met a girl I like as well.
Helen laughed: That is a trifle extravagant, isn't it?
No.... I asked her to marry me.
Helen's heart stood still, then a bright flush stained her face.
She refused me, said the boy.
His mother said very quietly: Of course this is news to us, Jim.
Yes, I didn't tell you. I couldn't, somehow. But I've told you
Dearest, she said, dropping her hand over his, don't think me
unsympathetic if I say that it really is better that she refused you.
I understand, mother.
I hope you do.
Oh, yes. But I don't think you do. Because I am still in love with
You poor dear!
It's rotten luck, isn't it?
Time heals She checked herself, turned and kissed him.
After all, she said, a soldier learns how to take things.
And presently: I do wish you'd go up to Yama Farms.
That, he said, would be the obvious thing to do. Anything to keep
going and keep your mind ticking away until you're safely wound up
again.... But I'm not going, dear.
Helen looked at him in silence, not wondering what he might be going
to do with his week-end instead, because she already guessed.
Before she said anything more his father came in; and a moment later
dinner was announced.
* * * * *
Jim slept soundly for the first night in a long time. His mother
scarcely closed her eyes at all.
There had been a row at the Red Flag Cluba matter of differing
opinions between membersnothing sufficient to attract the police, but
enough to break several heads, benches and windows. And it was evident
that some gentleman's damaged nose had bled all over the linoleum in
Elmer Skidder, arriving at the studio next morning in his brand new
limousine, heard about the shindy and went into the club to inspect the
wreckage. Then, mad all through, he started out to find Puma. But a
Sister Art had got the best of Angelo Puma in a questionable cabaret
the night before, and he had not yet arrived at the studio of the
Skidder, thrifty by every instinct, and now smarting under his
wrongs at the handsand feetof the Red Flag Club, went away in his
gorgeous limousine to find Sondheim, who paid the rental and who lived
in the Bronx.
It was a long way; every mile and every gallon of gasoline made
Skidder madder; and when at length he arrived at the brand new,
jerry-built apartment house inhabited by Max Sondheim, he had concluded
that the Red Flag Club was an undesirable tenant and that it must be
summarily kicked out.
Sondheim was still in bed, but a short-haired and pallid young
woman, with assorted spots on her complexion, bade Skidder enter, and
opened the chamber door for him.
The bedroom, which smelled of sour fish, was very cold, very dirty,
and very blue with cigar smoke. The remains of a delicatessen breakfast
stood on a table near the only window, which was tightly shut, and
under the sill of which a radiator emitted explosive symptoms of steam
Sondheim sprawled under the bed-covers, smoking; two other men sat
on the edge of the bedKarl Kastner and Nathan Bromberg. Both were
smoking porcelain pipes. Three slopping quarts of beer decorated the
Skidder, who had halted in the doorway as the full aroma of the
place smote him, now entered at the curt suggestion of Sondheim, but
refused a chair.
Say, Sondheim, he began, I been to the club this morning, and
I've seen what you've done to the place.
Well? demanded Sondheim, in a growling voice, what haf we done?
Oh, nothing;smashed the furniture f'r instance. That's all. But
it don't go with me. See?
Kastner got up and gave him a sinister, near-sighted look: If ve
done damach ve pay, he remarked.
Sure you'll pay! blustered Skidder. And that's all right, too.
But no more for yours truly. I'm through. Here's where your bunch quits
the hall for keeps. Get me?
Please? inquired Kastner, turning a brick red.
I say I'm through! blustered Skidder. You gotta get other
quarters. It don't pay us to keep on buying benches and mending
windows, even if you cough up for 'em. It don't pay us to rent the hall
to your club and get all this here notoriety, what with your red flags
and the po-lice hanging around and nosin' into everything
Ach wass! snapped Kastner, of vat are you speaking? Iss it for
you to concern yourself mit our club und vat iss it ve do?
Say, who d'yeh think you're talkin' to? retorted Skidder, his eyes
snapping furiously. Grab this from me, old scout?I'm half owner of
that hall and I'm telling you to get out! Is that plain?
So? Kastner sneered at him and nudged Sondheim, who immediately
sat up in bed and levelled an unwashed hand at Skidder.
You think you fire us? he shouted, his eyes inflamed and his dirty
fingers crisping to a talon. You go home and tell Puma what you say to
us. Then you learn something maybe, what you don't know already!
I'll learn you something! retorted Skidder. Just wait till
I show Puma the wreckage
Let him look at it and be damned! roared Bromberg. Go home and
show it to him! And see if he talks about firing us!
Say, demanded Skidder, astonished, do you fellows think you got
any drag with Angy Puma?
Go back and ask him! growled Bromberg. And don't try to come
around here and get fresh again. Listen! You go buy what benches you
say we broke and send the bill to me, and keep your mouth shut and mind
your fool business!
I'll mind my own and yours too! screamed Skidder, seized by an
ungovernable access of fury. Say, you poor nut!you sick mink!you
stale hunk of cheese!if you come down my way again I'll kick your
shirttail for you! Get that? And he slammed the door and strode out in
a flaming rage.
But when, still furiously excited, he arrived once more at the
office,and when Puma, who had just entered, had listened in sullen
consternation to his story, he received another amazing and most
unpleasant shock. For Puma told him flatly that the tenancy of the Red
Flag Club suited him; that no lease could be broken, except by mutual
consent of partners; and that he, Skidder, had had no business to go to
Sondheim with any such threat of eviction unless he had first consulted
his partner's wishes.
Well, whatwhat stammered Skidderwhat the hell drag have
those guys got with you?
Why is it you talk foolish? retorted Puma sharply. Drag? Did
No! I say it. I ask you what have those crazy nuts got on
you that you stand for all this rumpus?
Puma's lustrous eyes, battered but still magnificent, fixed
themselves on Skidder.
Go out, he said briefly to his stenographer. Then, when the girl
had gone, and the glass door closed behind her, he turned heavily and
gazed at Skidder some more. And, after a few moments' silence: Go on,
he said. What did Sondheim say about me?
Skidder's small, shifty eyes were blinking furiously and his
essentially suspicious mind was also operating at full speed. When he
had calculated what to say he took the chance, and said:
Sondheim gave me to understand that he's got such a hell of a pull
with you that I can't kick him out of my property. What do you know
about that, Angelo?
Go on, said Puma impatiently, what else did he say about me?
Ain't I telling you?
Skidder had no more to tell, so he manufactured more.
Well, he continued craftily, I didn't exactly get what that kike
said. But his grin and his manner gave his words the lie, as he
intended they should. Something about your being in dutch He
checked himself as Puma's black eyes lighted with a momentary glare.
What? He tells you I am in with Germans!
Puma's sanguinary skin reddened; his puffy fingers fished for a
cigar in the pocket of his fancy waistcoat; he found one and lighted
it, not looking at his partner. Then he picked up the morning paper.
Skidder shrugged; stood up, pretending to yawn; started to open the
Yeh? What y'want?
I want to know exactly what Max Sondheim said to you about me.
Well, you better go ask Sondheim.
No. I ask youmy friendmy associate in business
A fine associate!when I can't kick in when I want to kick out a
bunch of nuts that's wrecking the hall, just because they got a drag
Listen. I am frank like there never was a
Sure. Go on!
I say it! Yes! I am frank like hell. From my friend and partner I
Not even the books, grinned Skidder.
Elmer. You pain me. I who am all heart! Elmer, I ask it of you if
you will so kindly tell me what it is that Sondheim has said to you
about this 'drag.'
He said, replied the other viciously, that he had you cinched. He
said you'd hand me the ha-ha when I saw you. And you've done it.
Pardon. I did not say to you a ha-ha, Elmer. I was surprised when
you have told me how you have gone to Sondheim so roughly, without one
word to me
You was soused to the gills last night. I didn't know when you'd
show up at the studio
It was not just to me that you go to Sondheim in this so surprising
manner, without informing me. He looked at his cigar; the wrapper was
broken and he licked the place with a fat tongue. Elmer?
That's me, replied the other, who had been slyly watching him.
Spit it out, Angy. What's on your mind?
I tell you, Elmer!
Puma's face became suddenly wreathed in guileless smiles: Me, I am
frank like there neverbut no matter, he added; listen attentively
to what I shall say to you secretly, that I also desire to be rid of
this Red Flag Club.
A moment! I am embarrass. Yes. You ask why? I shall tell you. It is
this. Formerly I have reside in Mexico. My business has been in Mexico
City. I have there a little cinema theatre. In 1913 I arrive in New
York. You ask me why I came? And I am frank like his full smile
burst on Skidderlike a heaven angel! But it is God's truth I came
here to make of the cinema a monument to Art.
And make your little pile too, eh, Angy?
As you please. But this I affirm to you, Elmer; of politics I am
innocent like there never was a cherubim! Yes! And yet your Government
has question me. Why? you ask so naturally. My God! I know no one in
New York. I arrive. I repair to a recommended hotel. I make
acquaintanceunhappilywith people who are under a suspicion of
What the devil did you do that for? demanded Skidder.
Puma spread his jewelled fingers helplessly.
How am I to know? I encounter people. I seek capital for my art.
Me, I am all heart: I suspect nobody. I say: 'Gentlemen, my art is my
life. Without it I cease to exist. I desire capital; I desire sympathy;
I desire intelligent recognition and practical aid.' Yes. In time some
gentlemen evince confidence. I am offered funds. I produce, with joy,
my first picture. Ha! The success is extravagant! Butalas!
What tripped you?
Alas, repeated Puma, your Government arrests some gentlemen who
have lend to me much funds. Why? Imagine my grief, my mortification!
They are suspect of German propaganda! Oh, my God!
How is it they didn't pinch you? asked Skidder coldly, and
beginning to feel very uneasy.
Me? No! They investigate. They discover only Art!
Skidder squinted at him nervously. If he had heard anything of that
sort in connection with Puma he never would have flirted with him
Well, then, what's this drag they got with you?Sondheim and the
I tell you. Letters quite innocent but polite they have in
Blackmail, by heck!
I must be considerate of Sondheim.
Or he'll squeal on you. Is that it?
Puma's black eyes were flaring up again; the heavy colour stained
Me, I am
All right. Sondheim's got something on you, then. Has he?
It is nothing. Yet, it has embarrass me
That ratty kike! I get you, Angy. You were played. Or maybe you did
some playing too. Aw! wait!as Puma protestedI'm getting you, by
gobs. Sure. And you're rich, now, and business is pretty good, and you
wish Sondheim would let you alone.
How much hush-cash d'yeh pay him?
Yaas, you! Come on, now, Angy. What does he stick you up for per
Puma's face became empurpled: He is a scoundrel, he said thickly.
MeI wish to God and Jesus Christ I saw the last of him! He got up,
and his step was lithe as a leopard's as he paced the room, ranging the
four walls as though caged. And, for the first time, then Skidder
realised that this velvet-eyed, velvet-footed man might possibly be
rather dangerousdangerous to antagonise, dangerous to be associated
with in business.
Say, he blurted out, what else did you let me in for when I put
my money into your business? Think I'm going to be held up by any game
like that? Think I'm going to stand for any shake-down from that gang?
Puma stopped and looked at him stealthily: What is it you would do,
But Skidder offered no suggestion. He remained, however, extremely
uneasy. For it was plain enough that Puma had been involved in dealings
sufficiently suspicious to warrant Government surveillance.
All Skidder's money and real estate were now invested in
Super-Pictures. No wonder he was anxious. No wonder Puma, also, seemed
For, whatever he might have done in the past of a shady nature, now
he had become prosperous and financially respectable and, if let alone,
would doubtless continue to make a great deal of money for Skidder as
well as for himself. And Skidder, profoundly troubled, wondered whether
his partner had ever been guiltily involved in German propaganda, and
had escaped Government detection only to fall a victim, in his dawning
prosperity, to blackmailing associates of earlier days.
That mutt Sondheim looks like a bad one to me, and the other
guyKastner, he observed gloomily.
It is better that we should not offend them.
Just as you say, brother.
I say it. Yes. We shall be wise to turn to them a pleasing face.
Sure. The best thing to do for a while is to stall along, nodded
Skidder, but always be ready for a chance to hand it to them. That's
safest; wait till we get the goods on them. Then slam it to 'em
If they annoy me too much, purred Puma, displaying every dazzling
tooth, it may not be so agreeable for them. I am bad man to crowd....
Sure; we'll stall along, Angy!
They opened the glass door and went out into the studio. And Puma
began again on his favourite theme, the acquiring of Broadway property
and the erection of a cinema theatre. And Skidder, with his limited
imagination of a cross-roads storekeeper, listened cautiously, yet
always conscious of agreeable thrills whenever the subject was
And, although he knew that capital was shy and that conditions were
not favourable, his thoughts always reverted to a man he might be
willing to go into such a scheme withthe president of the Shadow Hill
Trust Company, Alonzo Pawling.
* * * * *
At that very moment, too, it chanced that Mr. Pawling's business had
brought him to New Yorkin fact, his business was partly with Palla
Dumont, and they were now lunching together at the Ritz.
Alonzo Pawling stood well over six feet. He still had all his
hairwhich was dyed blackand also an inky pair of old-fashioned side
whiskers. For the beauty of his remaining features less could be said,
because his eyes were a melancholy and faded blue, his nose very large
and red, and his small, loose mouth seemed inclined to sag, as though
saturated with moisture.
Many years a widower he had, when convenient opportunity presented
itself, never failed to offer marriage to Palla Dumont. And when, as
always, she refused him in her frank, amused fashion, they returned
without embarrassment to their amiable footing of many yearsshe as
child of his old friend and neighbour, Judge Dumont, he as her
financial adviser, and banker.
As usual, Mr. Pawling had offered Palla his large, knotty hand in
wedlock that morning. And now that this inevitable preliminary was
safely over, they were approaching the end of a business luncheon on
entirely amiable terms with each other.
Financial questions had been argued, investments decided upon, news
of the town discussed, and Palla was now telling him about Elmer
Skidder and his new and apparently prosperous venture into moving
He came to see me last evening, she said, smiling at the
recollection, and he arrived in a handsome limousine with an extra man
on the frontoh, very gorgeous, Mr. Pawling!and we had tea and he
told me how prosperous he had become in the moving picture business.
I guess, said Mr. Pawling, that there's a lot of money in moving
pictures. But nobody ever seems to get any of it except the officials
of the corporation and their favourite stars.
It seems to be an exceedingly unattractive business, said Palla,
recollecting her unpleasant impressions at the Super-Picture studios.
The right end of it, said Mr. Pawling, is to own a big theatre.
She smiled: You wouldn't advise me to make such an investment,
Mr. Pawling's watery eyes rested on her reflectively and he sucked
in his lower lips as though trying to extract the omnipresent moisture.
I dunno, he said absently.
Mr. Skidder told me that he would double his invested capital in a
year, she said.
I guess he was bragging.
Perhaps, she rejoined, laughing, but I should not care to make
such an investment.
Did he ask you?
No. But it seemed to me that he hinted at something of that nature.
And I was not at all interested because I am contented with my little
investments and my income as it is. I don't really need much money.
Mr. Pawling's pendulous lip, released, sagged wetly and his
jet-black eyebrows were lifted in a surprised arch.
You're the first person I ever heard say they had enough money, he
But I have! she insisted gaily.
Mr. Pawling's sad horse-face regarded her with faded surprise. He
passed for a rich man in Shadow Hill.
Where is Elmer's place of business? he inquired finally, producing
a worn note-book and a gold pencil. And he wrote down the address.
There was in all the world only one thing that seriously worried Mr.
Pawling, and that was this worn note-book. Almost every day of his life
he concluded to burn it. He lived in a vague and daily fear that it
might be found on him if he died suddenly. Such things could
happenautomobile or railroad accidentsany one of numberless
And still he carried it, and had carried it for yearsalways in a
sort of terror while the recent Mrs. Pawling was still aliveand in
dull but perpetual anxiety ever since.
There were in it pages devoted to figures. There were, also,
memoranda of stock transactions. There were many addresses, too, mostly
Now he replaced it in the breast pocket of his frock-coat, and took
out a large wallet strapped with a rubber band.
While he was paying the check, Palla drew on her gloves; and, at the
Madison Avenue door, stood chatting with him a moment longer before
leaving for the canteen.
Then, smilingly declining his taxi and offering her slender hand in
adieu, she went westward on foot as usual. And Mr. Pawling's directions
to the chauffeur were whispered ones as though he did not care to have
the world at large share in his knowledge of his own occult
* * * * *
Palla's duty at the canteen lasted until six o'clock that afternoon,
and she hurried on her way home because people were dining there at
With the happy recollection that Jim, also, was dining with her, she
ran lightly up the steps and into the house; examined the flowers which
stood in jars of water in the pantry, called for vases, arranged a
centre-piece for the table, and carried other clusters of blossoms into
the little drawing-room, and others still upstairs.
Then she returned to criticise the table and arrange the name-cards.
And, this accomplished, she ran upstairs again to her own room, where
her maid was waiting.
Two or three times in a yearnot oftenerPalla yielded to a rare
inclination which assailed her only when unusually excited and happy.
That inclination was to whistle.
She whistled, now, while preparing for the bath; whistled like a
blackbird as she stood before the pier-glass before the maid hooked her
into a filmy, rosy evening gownher first touch of colour since
The bell rang, and the waitress brought an elaborate florist's box.
There were pink orchids in it and Jim's card;perfection.
How could he have known! She wondered rapturously, realising all the
while that they'd have gone quite as well with her usual black.
Would he come early? She had forgotten to ask it. Would he? For, in
that eventand considering his inclination to take her into his
armsshe decided to leave off the orchids until the more strenuous
rites of friendship had been accomplished.
She was carrying the orchids and the long pin attached, in her left
hand, when the sound of the doorbell filled her with abrupt and
delightful premonitions. She ventured a glance over the banisters, then
returned hastily to the living room, where he discovered her and did
exactly what she had feared.
Her left hand, full of orchids, rested on his shoulder; her cool,
fresh lips rested on his. Then she retreated, inviting inspection of
the rosy dinner gown; and fastened her orchids while he was admiring
Her guests began to arrive before either was quite ready, so
engrossed were they in happy gossip. And Palla looked up in blank
surprise that almost amounted to vexation when the bell announced that
their tête-à-tête was ended.
Shotwell had met the majority of Palla's dinner guests. Seated on
her right, he received from his hostess information concerning some of
those he did not know.
That rather talkative boy with red hair is Larry Rideout, she said
in a low voice. He edits a weekly called The Coming Race. The
Post Office authorities have refused to pass it through the mails. It's
rather advanced, you know.
Who is the girl on his rightthe one with the chalky map?
Questa Terrett. Don't you think her pallor is fascinating?
No. What particular stunt does she perform?
Don't be flippant. She writes.
Jim! She writes poems. Haven't you seen any of them?
I don't think so.
They're rather modern poems. The lines don't rhyme and there's no
metrical form, explained Palla.
Are they any good?
They're a little difficult to understand. She leaves out so many
verbs and nouns
I know. It's a part of her disease
Jim, please be careful. She is taken seriously
Taken seriously ill? There, dear, I won't guy your guests. What an
absolutely deathly face she has!
She is considered beautiful.
She has the profile of an Egyptian. She's as dead-white as an
Hush it is, sweetness! Who's the good-looking chap over by Ilse?
And his star trick?
He's a secessionist sculptor.
He is one of the ultra-modern men who has seceded from the Society
of American Sculptors to form, with a few others, a new group.
Is he any good?
Well, Jim, I don't know, she said candidly. I don't think I am
quite in sympathy with his work.
What sort is it?
If I understand him, he is what is termed, I believe, a
concentrationist. For instance, in a nude figure which he is exhibiting
in his studio, it's all a rough block of marble except, in the middle
of the upper part, there is a nose.
Really, it is beautifully sculptured, insisted Palla.
Butgood heavens!isn't there any other anatomical feature to
that block of marble?
I explained that he is a concentrationist. His school believes in
concentrating on a single feature only, and in rendering that feature
as minutely and perfectly as possible.
Jim said: He looks as sane as a broker, too. You never can tell,
can you, sweetness?
He glanced at several other people whose features were not familiar,
but Palla's explanations of her friends had slightly discouraged him
and he made no further inquiries.
Vanya Tchernov was there, dreamy and sweet-mannered; Estridge sat by
Ilse, looking a trifle careworn, as though hospital work were taking it
out of him. Marya Lanois was there, too, with her slightly slanting
green eyes and her tiger-red hairattracting from him a curious sort
of stealthy admiration, inexplicable to him because he knew he was so
entirely in love with Palla.
A woman of forty sat on his righthe promptly forgot her name each
time he heard itwho ate fastidiously and chose birth-control as the
subject for conversation. And he dodged it in vain, for her
conversation had become a monologue, and he sat fiddling with his food,
very red, while the silky voice, so agreeable in pitch and intonation,
slid smoothly on.
Afterward Palla explained that she was a celebrated sociologist, but
Jim remained shy of her.
Other people came in after dinner. Vanya seated himself at the piano
and played from one of his unpublished scores. Ilse sang two
Scandinavian songs in her fresh, wholesome, melodious voicethe song
called Ygdrasil, and the Song of Thokk. Wardner had
brought a violin, and he and Vanya accompanied Marya's Asiatic songs,
but with some difficulty on the sculptor's part, as modern instruments
are scarcely adapted to the sort of Russian music she chose to sing.
Marya had a way, when singing, which appeared almost insolent.
Seated, or carelessly erect, her supple figure fell into lines of
indolently provocative grace; and the warm, golden notes welling from
her throat seemed to be flung broadcast and indifferently to her
listeners, as alms are often flung, without interest, toward abstract
poverty and not to the poor breathing thing at one's elbow.
She sang, in her preoccupied way, one of her savage, pentatonic
songs, more Mongol than Cossack; then she sang an impudent
burlatskiya lazily defiant of her listeners; then a so-called
dancing song, in which there was little restraint in word or air.
The subtly infernal enchantment of girl and music was felt by
everybody; but several among the illuminati and the fair
ultra-modernettes had now reached their limit of breadth and tolerance,
and were becoming bored and self-conscious, when abruptly Marya's
figure straightened to a lovely severity, her mouth opened sweetly as a
cherub's, and, looking up like a little, ruddy bird, she sang one of
the ancient Kolyadki, Vanya alone understanding as his long,
thin fingers wandered instinctively into an improvised accompaniment:
Your fears disguise;
He is not coming!
Let slip no sighs;
Cease, heart, your drumming!
He is not coming,
He is not coming.
Lada oy Lada!
Gaze not in wonder,
Yonder no rider comes;
Hark how the kettle-drums
Mock his hoofs' thunder;
Hark to their thudding,
Pretty breasts budding,
Setting the Buddhist bells
Clanking and banging,
Wheels at the hidden wells
Clinking and clanging!
(Lada oy Lada!)
Plough the flower under;
Tear it asunder!
In swift surprise,
What terror veils you?
Who gallops here?
What wolf assails you?
What horseman hails you,
What pleasure pales you?
Lada oy Lada!
Knight who rides boldly,
May Erlik impale you,
Your mother bewail you,
If you use her coldly!
Health to the wedding!
Joy to the bedding!
Set all the Christian bells
Swinging and ringing
Monks in their stony cells
Chanting and singing
(Lada oy Lada!)
Bud of the rose,
Marya, her gemmed fingers bracketed on her hips, the last sensuous
note still afloat on her lips, turned her head so that her rounded chin
rested on her bare shoulder; and looked at Shotwell. He rose,
applauding with the others, and found a chair for her.
But when she seated herself, she addressed Ilse on the other side of
him, leaning so near that he felt the warmth of her hair.
Who was it wrestled with Loki? Was it Hel, goddess of death? Or was
it Thor who wrestled with that toothless hag, Thokk?
The conversation became general, vaguely accompanied by Vanya's
drifting improvisations, where he still sat at the piano, his lost gaze
Bits of the chatter around him came vaguely to Shotwellthe
birth-control lady's placid inclination toward obstetrics; Wardner on
concentration, with Palla listening, bending forward, brown eyes wide
and curious and snowy hands framing her face; Ilse partly turned where
she was seated, alert, flushed, half smiling at what John Estridge,
behind her shoulder, was saying to her,some improvised nonsense, of
which Jim caught a fragment:
If he who dwells in Midgard
With cunning can not floor her,
What hope that Mistress Westgard
Will melt if I implore her?
And yet I've come to Asgard,
And hope I shall not bore her
If I tell Mistress Westgard
How deeply I adore her
Through the hum of conversation and capricious laughter, Vanya's
vague music drifted like wind-blown thistle-down, and his absent regard
never left Marya, where she rested among the cushions in low-voiced
dialogue with Jim.
I had hoped, she smiled, that you had perhaps remembered
meenough to stop for a word or two some day at tea-time.
He had had no intention of going; but he said that he had meant to
and would surely do so,the while she was leisurely recognising the
lie as it politely uncoiled.
Why won't you come? she asked under her breath.
I shall certainly
No; you won't come. She seemed amused: Tell me, are you too a
concentrationist? And her beryl-green eyes barely flickered toward
Palla. Then she smiled and laid her hand lightly on her breast: I, on
the contrary, am a Diffusionist. It's merely a matter of how God grinds
the lens. But prisms colour one's dull white life so gaily!
And split it up, he said, smiling.
And disintegrate it, she nodded, so exquisitely.
You do not believe that there is hidden gold there? And, looking
at him, she let one hand rest lightly against her hair.
Yes. I believe it, he said, laughing at her enchanting effrontery.
But, Marya, when the rainbow goes a-glimmering, the same old grey
world is there again. It's always there
Awaiting another rainbow!
But storms come first.
Is another rainbow not worth the storm?
Is it? he demanded.
Shall we try? she asked carelessly.
He did not answer. But presently he looked across at Vanya.
Who is there who would not love him? said Marya serenely.
I was wondering.
No need. All love Vanya. I, also.
I thought so.
Think so. For it is quite true.... Will you come to tea alone with
me some afternoon?
He looked at her; reddened. Marya turned her head leisurely, to hear
what Palla was saying to her. At the sound of her voice, Jim turned
also, and saw Palla bending near his shoulder.
I'm sorry, she was saying to Marya, but Questa Terrett desires to
Is it any wonder, said Marya, that women should desire to know
him? Alas! She laughed and turned to Ilse, who seated herself as Jim
Palla, her finger-tips resting lightly on his arm, said laughingly:
Our youthful and tawny enchantress seemed unusually busy with you this
evening. Has she turned you into anything very disturbing?
Would you care?
Enough to come to earth and interfere?
Good heavens, has it gone as far as that! she whispered in gay
consternation. And could I really arrive in time, though breathless?
He laughed: You don't need to stir from your niche, sweetness. I
swept your altar once. I'll keep the fire clean.
You adorable thing He felt the faintest pressure of her fingers;
then he heard himself being presented to Questa Terrett.
The frail and somewhat mortuary beauty of this slim poetess, with
her full-lipped profile of an Egyptian temple-girl and her pale, still
eyes, left him guessingrather guiltilyrecollecting his recent but
I don't know, she said, just why you are here. Soldiers are no
novelty. Is somebody in love with you?
It was a toss-up whether he'd wither or laugh, but the demon of
gaiety won out.
She also smiled.
I asked you, she added, because you seem to be quite
Oh, I've a few eyes and noses and that sort
I mean psychologically accentless.
Just plain man?
Yes. That is all you are, isn't it?
I'm afraid it is, he admitted, quite as much amused as she
appeared to be.
I see. Some crazy girl here is enamoured of you. Otherwise, you
scarcely belong among modern intellectuals, you know.
At that he laughed outright.
She said: You really are delightful. You're just a plain, fighting
male, aren't you?
Well, I haven't done much fighting
Unimaginative, too! You could have led yourself to believe you had
done a lot, she pointed out. And maybe you could have interested me.
I'm sorry. But suppose you try to interest me?
Don't I? I've tried.
Do your best, he encouraged her cheerfully. You never can be sure
I'm not listening.
At that she laughed: You nice youth, she said, if you'd talk that
way to your sweetheart she'd sit up and listen.... Which I'm afraid she
doesn't, so far.
He felt himself flushing, but he refused to wince under her amused
You've simply got to have imagination, you know, she insisted.
Otherwise, you don't get anywhere at all. Have you read my smears?
Bacteriologists take a smear of something on a glass slide and slip
it under a microscope. My poems are like that. The words are the
bacteria. Few can identify them.
Are you serious?
He maintained his gravity: Would you be kind enough to take a smear
and let me look? he inquired politely.
Certainly: the experiment is called 'Unpremeditation.'
She dropped one thin and silken knee over the other and crossed her
hands on it as she recited her poem.
In the tube.
Red, red, red.
A square fabric
Soiled, soiled, soiled.
Six hundred hundred million
Swarm like vermin,
Drip, drip, drip.
A goes west,
B goes east,
C goes north,
Pink, pink, pink.
Two white squares.
And a coat-sleeve.
Six hundred hundred million.
A week. Two weeks.
Jim's features had become a trifle glassy. You do skip a few
words, he said, don't you?
Words are animalculæ. Some skip, some gyrate, some sub-divide.
He put a brave face on the matter: If you're not really guying me,
he ventured, would you tell me a little about your poem?
Why, yes, she replied amiably. To put it redundantly, then, I
have sketched in my poem a man in the subway, with influenza, which
infects others in his vicinity.
She rose, smiled, and sauntered off, leaving him utterly unable to
determine whether or not he had been outrageously imposed upon. Palla
rescued him, and he went with her, a little wild-eyed, downstairs to
the nearly empty and carpetless drawing-room, where a music box was
playing and people were already dancing.
Toward midnight, Marya, passing Jim on her way to the front door,
leaned wide from Vanya's arm:
Let us at least discuss my rainbow theory, she said, laughing, and
her face a shade too close to his; and continued on, still clinging to
the sleeve of Vanya's fur-lined coat.
Ilse was the last to leave, with Estridge waiting behind her to hold
She came up to Palla, took both her hands in an odd, subdued,
After a moment she kissed her, and, close to her ear: Wait,
Palla did not understand.
Ilse said: I meanwait before you ever take any step toto prove
any theoryor belief.
Still Palla did not comprehend.
WithJim, said Ilse in a low voice.
Oh. Why, of course. Butit could never happen.
Palla said honestly: One reason is because he wouldn't anyway.
You must not be certain.
I am. I'm absolutely certain.
Ilse gazed at her, then laughed and pressed her hand. Are you
cold? asked Palla.
I thought I felt you shiver, dearest.
Ilse flushed and held out her arms for the sleeves of her fur coat,
which Estridge was holding.
They went away together, leaving Palla alone with Shotwell, among
the fading flowers.
[A] The ancient Slavonic Venus.
So, said Puma, you are quite convinced he has much wealth. Yes?
You betcha, replied Elmer Skidder. That pious guy has got all
kinds of it. Why, Alonzo D. Pawling can buy you and me like we were two
subway tickets and then forget which pocket he put us in.
He also is a sport? Yes?
On the quiet. Oh, I got his number some years ago. Ran into him
once in New York, where you used to knock three times and ring twice
before they slid the panel on you.
A bank president?
Did you ever know one that didn't? grinned Skidder, inserting
pearl studs in his shirt.
It is very badfor a shake-down, mused Puma, smoothing his glossy
top hat with one of Skidder's silk mufflers.
Aw, you can't scare Alonzo D. Pawling. Say, Angy, what dames have
I ask Barclay and West. Also, they got anotherVanna Brown.
No, she has a friend.
Skidder continued to attire himself in an over-braided evening
dress; Puma, seated behind him, gazed absently at his partner's
features reflected in the looking glass.
A theatre on Broadway, he mused. You say he has seemed
He didn't run away screaming.
How did he behave?
Well, it's hard to size up Alonzo D. Pawling. He's a fly guy, Angy.
What a man says at a little supper for four, with a peach pulling his
Depews and a good looker sticking gardenias in his buttonhole, ain't
what he's likely to say next day in your office.
You have accompany him to Broadway and you have shown him the
I sure did.
You explain how we can not lose out? You mention the option?
Skidder cast aside his white tie and tried another, constructed on
the butterfly plan.
I put the whole thing up to him, he said. No use stalling with
Alonzo D. Pawling. I know him too well. So I let out straight from the
shoulder, and he knows the scheme we've got in mind and he knows we
want his money in it. That's how it stands to-night.
Puma nodded and softly joined his over-manicured finger-tips:
We give him a good time, he said. We give him a little dinner
like there never was in New York. Yes?
Barclay is a devil. You think she please him?
Alonzo D. Pawling is some bird himself, remarked Skidder, picking
up his hat and turning to Puma, who rose with lithe briskness, put on
his hat, and began to pull at his white gloves.
They went down to the street, where Puma's car was waiting.
I stop at the office a moment, he said, as they entered the
limousine. You need not get out, Elmer.
At the studio he descended, saying to Skidder that he'd be back in a
But it was very evident when he entered his office that he had not
expected to find Max Sondheim there; and he hesitated on the threshold,
his white-gloved hand still on the door-knob.
Come in, Puma; I want to see you, growled Sondheim, retaining his
seat but pocketing The Call, which he had been reading.
To-morrow, said Puma coolly; I have no time
No, now! interrupted Sondheim.
They eyed each other for a moment in silence, then Puma shrugged:
Very well, he said. But be quick, if you please
Look here, interrupted the other in a menacing voice, you're
getting too damned independent, telling me to be quick! I had a date
with you here at five o'clock. You thought you wouldn't keep it and you
left at four-thirty. But I stuck around till you 'phoned in that you'd
stop here to get some money. It's seven o'clock now, and I've waited
for you. And I guess you've got enough time to hear what I'm going to
Puma looked at him without any expression at all on his sanguine
features. Go on, he said.
What I got to say to you is this, began Sondheim. There's a kind
of a club that uses our hall on off nights. It's run by women.
They meet this evening at eight in our hall,your hall, if you
Puma nodded carelessly.
All right. Put them out.
Put 'em out! growled Sondheim. We don't want them there to-night
or any other night.
You ask me to evict respectable people who pay me rent?
I don't ask you; I tell you.
Puma turned a deep red: And whose hall do you think it is? he
demanded in a silky voice.
Yours. That's why I tell you to get rid of that bunch and their
Why have you ask me such a
Because they're fighting us and you know it. That's a good enough
I shall not do so, said Puma, moistening his lips with his tongue.
Oh, I guess you will when you think it over, sneered Sondheim,
getting up from his chair and stuffing his newspaper into his overcoat
pocket. He crossed the floor and shot an ugly glance at Puma en
passant. Then he jerked open the door and went out briskly.
Puma walked into the inner waiting room, where a telephone operator
sat reading a book.
Where's McCabe? he asked.
Here he comes now, Governor.
The office manager sauntered up, eating a slice of apple pie, and
Puma stepped forward to meet him.
For what reason have you permit Mr. Sondheim to wait in my office?
He said you told him to go in and wait there.
He is a liar! Hereafter he shall wait out here. You understand,
Yes, sir. You're always out when he calls, ain't you?
Puma meditated a few moments: No. When he calls you shall let me
know. Then I decide. But he shall not wait in my office.
Very good, sir. And, as Puma turned to go: The police was here
again this evening, sir.
They heard of the row in the hall last night.
What did you tell them?
Oh, the muss was all swept upwindows fixed and the busted benches
in the furnace, so I said there had been no row as far as I knew, and I
let 'em go in and nose around.
Next time, said Puma, you shall say to them that there was a very
A big fight, continued Puma. And if there is only a little damage
you shall make more. And you shall show it to the police.
I get you, Governor. I'll stage it right; don't worry.
Yes, you shall stage it like there never was in all of France any
ruins like my hall! And afterward, he said, half to himself, we shall
see what we shall see.
He went back to his office, took a packet of hundred dollar bills
from the safe, and walked slowly out to where the limousine awaited
Say, what the hell began Skidder impatiently; but Puma leaped
lightly to his seat and pulled the fur robe over his knees.
Now, he said, in excellent humour, we pick up Mr. Pawling at the
Where are the ladies?
They join us, Hotel Rajah. It will be, I trust, an amusing
* * * * *
About midnight, dinner merged noisily into supper in the private
dining room reserved by Mr. Puma for himself and guests at the new
There had been intermittent dancing during the dinner, but now the
negro jazz specialists had been dismissed with emoluments, and a
music-box substituted; and supper promised to become even a more lively
repetition of the earlier banquet.
Puma was superba large, heavy man, he danced as lightly as any
ballerina; and he and Tessa Barclay did a Paraguayan dance together,
with a leisurely and agile perfection of execution that elicited
uproarious demonstrations from the others.
Not a whit winded, Puma resumed his seat at table, laughing as Mr.
Pawling insisted on shaking hands with him.
You are far too kind to my poor accomplishments, he said in
deprecation. It was not at all difficult, that Paraguayan dance.
It was art! insisted Mr. Pawling, his watery eyes brimming with
emotion. And he pressed the pretty waist of Tessa Barclay.
Art, rejoined Puma, laying a jewelled hand on his shirt-front, is
an ecstatic outburst from within, like the song of the bird. Art is
simple; art is not difficult. Where effort begins, art ends. Where
self-expression becomes a labour, art already has perished!
He thumped his shirt-front with an impassioned and highly-coloured
What is art? he cried, if it be not pleasure? And pleasure ceases
where effort begins. For me, I am all heart, all art, like there never
was in all the history of the Renaissance. As expresses itself the
little innocent bird in song, so in my pictures I express myself. It is
no effort. It is in me. It is born. Behold! Art has given birth to
And the result, added Skidder, is a ne plus ultra par
excellence which gathers in the popular coin every time. And say,
if we had a Broadway theatre to run our stuff, and Angelo Puma to
soopervise the combineoh boy! He smote Mr. Pawling upon his bony
back and dug him in the ribs with his thumb.
Mr. Pawling's mouth sagged and his melancholy eyes shifted around
him from Tessa Barclaywho was now attempting to balance a bon-bon on
her nose and catch it between her lipsto Vanna Brown, teaching Miss
West to turn cart-wheels on one hand.
Evidently Art had its consolations; and the single track genius who
lived for art alone got a bonus, too. Also, what General Sherman once
said about Art seemed to be only too obvious.
A detail, however, worried Mr. Pawling. Financially, he had always
been afraid of Jews. And the nose of Angelo Puma made him uneasy every
time he looked at it.
But an inch is a mile on a man's nose; and his own was bigger, yet
entirely Yankee; so he had about concluded that there was no racial
occasion for financial alarm.
What he should have known was that no Jew can compete with a
Connecticut Yankee; but that any half-cast Armenian is master of both.
Especially when born in Mexico of a Levantine father.
Now, in spite of Angelo Puma's agile gaiety and exotic exuberances,
his brain remained entirely occupied with two matters. One of these
concerned the possibility of interesting Mr. Pawling in a plot of
ground on Broadway, now defaced by several taxpayers.
The other matter which fitfully preoccupied him was his unpleasant
and unintentional interview with Sondheim.
For it had come to a point, now, that the perpetual bullying of
former associates was worrying Mr. Puma a great deal in his steadily
The war was over. Besides, long ago he had prudently broken both his
pledged word and his dangerous connections in Mexico, and had started
what he believed to be a safe and legitimate career in New York,
entirely free from perilous affiliations.
Government had investigated his activities; Government had found
nothing for which to order his internment as an enemy alien.
It had been a close call. Puma realised that. But he had also
realised that there was no law in Mexico ten miles outside of Mexico
City;no longer any German power there, either;when he severed all
connections with those who had sent him into the United States
camouflaged as a cinema promoter, and under instruction to do all the
damage he could to everything American.
But he had not counted on renewing his acquaintance with Karl
Kastner and Max Sondheim in New York. Nor did they reveal themselves to
him until he had become too prosperous to denounce them and risk
investigation and internment under the counter-accusations with which
they coolly threatened him.
So, from the early days of his prosperity in New York, it had been
necessary for him to come to an agreement with Sondheim and Kastner.
And the more his prosperity increased the less he dared to resent their
petty tyranny and blackmail, because, whether or not they might suffer
under his public accusations, it was very certain that internment, if
not imprisonment for a term of years, would be the fate reserved for
himself. And that, of course, meant ruin.
So, although Puma ate and drank and danced with apparent abandon,
and flashed his dazzling smile over everybody and everything, his mind,
when not occupied by Alonzo D. Pawling, was bothered by surmises
concerning Sondheim. And also, at intervals, he thought of Palla Dumont
and the Combat Club, and he wondered uneasily whether Sondheim's agents
had attempted to make any trouble at the meeting in his hall that
* * * * *
There had been some trouble. The meeting being a public one, under
municipal permission, Kastner had sent a number of his Bolshevik
followers there, instructed to make what mischief they could. They were
recruited from all sects of the Reds, including the American
Bolsheviki, known commonly as the I. W. W. Also, among them were
scattered a few pacifists, hun-sympathisers, conscientious objectors
and other birds of analogous plumage, quite ready for interruptions and
Palla presided, always a trifle frightened to find herself facing
any audience, but ashamed to avoid the delegated responsibility.
Among others on the platform around her were Ilse and Marya and
Questa Terrett and the birth-control ladyMiss Thaneneat and placid
and precise as usual, and wearing long-distance spectacles for a more
minute inspection of the audience.
Palla opened the proceedings in a voice which was clear, and always
became steadier under heckling.
Her favourite propositionthe Law of Love and Serviceshe offered
with such winning candour that the interruption of derisive laughter,
prepared by several of Kastner's friends, was postponed; and Terry
Hogan, I. W. W., said to Jerry Smith, I. W. W.:
God love her, she's but a baby. Lave her chatter.
However, a conscientious objector got up and asked her whether she
considered that the American army abroad had conformed to her Law of
Love and Service, and when she answered emphatically that every soldier
in the United States army was fulfilling to the highest degree his
obligations to that law, both pacifists and conscientious objectors
dissented noisily, and a student from Columbia College got up and began
to harangue the audience.
Order was finally obtained: Palla added a word or two and retired;
and Ilse Westgard came forward.
Somebody in the audience called out: Say, just because you're a
good-looker it don't mean you got a brain!
Ilse threw back her golden head and her healthy laughter rang
Comrade, she said, we all have to do the best we can with what
brain we have, don't we?
Sure! came from her grinning heckler, who seemed quite won over by
her good humour.
So, an armistice established, Ilse plunged vigorously into her
Let me tell you something which you all know in your hearts: any
class revolution based on violence and terrorism is doomed to failure.
Don't be too sure of that! shouted a man.
I am sure of it. And you will never see any reign of terror in
But you may see Bolshevism hereBolshevist propagandaBolshevist
ideas penetrating. You may see these ideas accepted by Labor. You may
see strikesthe most senseless and obsolete weapon ever wielded by
thinking men; you may see panics, tie-ups, stagnation, misery. But you
never shall see Bolshevism triumphant here, or permanently triumphant
Because Bolshevism is autocracy!
The hell it is! yelled an I. W. W.
Yes, said Ilse cheerfully, as you have said it is hell. And hell
is an end, not a means, not a remedy.
Because it is the negation of all socialism; the death of
civilisation. And civilisation has an immortal destiny; and that
destiny is socialism!
A man interrupted, but she asked him so sweetly for a few moments
more that he reseated himself.
Comrades, she said, I know something about Bolshevism and
revolution. I was a soldier of Russia. I carried a rifle and full pack.
I was part of what is history. And I learned to be tolerant in the
trenches; and I learned to love this unhappy human race of ours. And I
learned what is Bolshevism.
It is one of many protests against the exploitation of men by men.
It is one of the many reactions against intolerable wrong. It is not a
policy; it is an outburst against injustice; against the stupidity of
present conditions, where the few monopolise the wealth created by the
many; and the many remain poor.
And Bolshevism is the remedy proposedthe violent superimposition
of a brand new autocracy upon the ruins of the old!
It does not work. It never can work, because it imposes the will of
one class upon all other classes. It excludes all parties excepting its
own from government. It is, therefore, not democratic. It is a tyranny,
imposing upon capital and labour alike its will.
And I tell you that Labour has just won the greatest of all wars.
Do you suppose Labour will endure the autocracy of the Bolsheviki? The
time is here when a more decent division is going to be made between
the employer and the labourer.
I don't care what sort of production it may be, the producer is
going to receive a much larger share; the employer a much smaller. And
the producer is going to enjoy a better standard of living,
opportunities for leisure and self-cultivation; and the three spectres
that haunt him from childhood to gravelack of money to make a
beginning; fear for a family left on its own resources by his death;
terror of poverty in old ageshall vanish.
Against these three evil ghosts that haunt his bedside when the
long day is done, there are going to be guarantees. Because those who
won for us this righteous war, whether abroad or at home, are going to
have something to say about it.
And it will be they, not the Bolshevikiit will be labourer and
employer, not incendiary and assassin, who shall determine what is to
be the policy of this Republic toward those to whom it owes its
A man stood up waving his arms: All right! All right! The question
is whether the sort of government we have is worth saving. You talk
very flip about the Bolsheviki, but I'll tell you they'll run this
country yet, and every other too, and run 'em to suit themselves! It's
our turn; you've had your inning. Now, you'll get a dose of what you
hand to us if we have to ram it down with a gun barrel!
There was wild cheering from Kastner's men scattered about the hall;
cries of That's the stuff! Take away their dough! Kick 'em out of
their Fifth Avenue castles and set 'em to digging subways!
Ilse said calmly: Thank you very much for proving my contention for
all these people who have been so kind as to listen to me.
I said to you that Bolshevism is merely a new and more immoral
autocracy which wishes to confiscate all property, annihilate all
culture and set up in the public places a new godthe god of
You have been good enough to corroborate me. And I and my audience
now know that Bolshevism is on its way to America, and that its agents
are already here.
It is in view of such a danger that this Combat Club has been
organised. And it was time to organise it.
It is evident, too, that the newspapers agree with us. Let us read
you what one of them has to say:
'We fully realise the atrocity of the Bolshevik propaganda, which
is really the doctrine of communism and anarchy. We realise the
perilous ferment which endangers civilisation. But in the
countries which have held fast to moral standards during the war
we believe the factors of safety are sufficiently great, the
forces of sanity are far stronger than those of chaos'
Here, those whose rôle it was to interrupt with derisive laughter,
broke out at a preconcerted signal. But Ilse read on:
'In a word, as a mere matter of self-interest and common sense,
we can only see the people, as a whole, in any country, as
to anarchy in any form. In our own land, even granted that there
are a hundred thousand red agitators, or say a quarter of a
millionand we have no real belief that this is sowhat are
these in a population of one hundred and five millions? Are the
ninety and nine sane, moral, law abiding men and women going to
allow themselves to be stampeded into ruin by a handful of
criminals and lunatics?
'We do not for a moment believe it. These agitators and
incendiaries have a sort of maniacal impetus that fills the air
with dust and noise and alarms the credulous. Perhaps it may be
wise to counteract this with a little quiet promotion of ideas of
safety and prosperity, based on order and law. It may be well to
calm the nerves of the timorous and it can do no harm to set in
motion a counter wave of horror and repulsion against those who
are planning to lead the world back to conditions of tribal
savagery. Educational work is always beneficent. Let us have much
of that but no panic. The power of truth and reason is in calm
And now a bushy-headed man got on his feet and levelled his
forefinger at Ilse: Take shame for your-selluf! he shouted. I know
you! You fought mit Korniloff! You took orders from Kerensky, from
aristocrats, from cadets!
Ilse said pleasantly. I fought for Russia, my friend. And when the
robbers and despoilers of Russia became the stronger, I took a
Some people laughed, but a harsh voice cried: We know what you did.
You rescued the friend of the Romanoffsthat Carmelite nun up there on
the platform behind you, who calls herself Miss Dumont!
And from the other side of the hall another man bawled out: You and
the White Nun have done enough mischief. And you and your club had
better get out of here while the going is good!
Estridge, who was standing in the rear of the hall with Shotwell,
came down along the aisle. Jim followed.
Who said that? he demanded, scanning the faces on that side while
Shotwell looked among the seats beyond.
Nobody said anything, for John Estridge stood over six feet and Jim
looked physically very fit.
Estridge, standing in the aisle, said in his cool, penetrating
This club is a forum for discussion. All are free to argue any
point. Only swine would threaten violence.
Now go on and argue. Say what you like. But the next man who
threatens these ladies or this club with violence will have to leave
Who'll put him out? piped an unidentified voice.
Then the two young men laughed; and their mirth was not reassuring
to the violently inclined.
* * * * *
There were disturbances during the evening, but no violence, and
only a few threatsthose that made them remaining in prudent
Miss Thane made a serene, precise and perfectly logical address upon
Somebody yelled that the millionaires didn't have to resort to it,
being already sufficiently sterile to assure the dwindling of their
A woman rose and said she had always done what she pleased in the
matter, law or no law, but that if it were true the Bolsheviki in
America were but a quarter of a million to a hundred million of the
bourgeoisie, then it was time to breed and breed to the limit.
And let the kids starve? cried another womana mere girl. That
isn't the way. The way to do is to even things with a hundred million
Instantly the place was in an uproar; but Palla came forward and
said that the meeting was over, and Estridge and Shotwell and two
policemen kept the aisles fairly clear while the wrangling audience
made their way to the street.
Aw, it's all lollipop! said a man. What d' yeh expect from a
bunch of women?
The Red Flag Club is better, rejoined another. Say, bo! There's
somethin' doin' when Sondheim hands it out!
* * * * *
Ilse went away with Estridge. Palla came along among the other
women, and turned aside to offer her hand to Jim.
Did you expect to take me home? she asked demurely.
Didn't you expect me to? he inquired uneasily.
I? Why should I? She slipped her arm into his with a little
nestling gesture. And it's a very odd thing, Jim, that they left the
chafing dish on the table. And that before she went to bed my waitress
laid covers for two.
Are you worried about this Dumont girl? asked Shotwell Senior
His wife did not look up from her book. After an interval:
Yes, she said, I am.
Her husband watched her over the top of his newspaper.
I can't believe there's anything in it, he said. But it's a shame
that Jim should worry you so.
He doesn't mean to.
Probably he doesn't, but what's the difference? You're unhappy and
he's the reason of it. And it isn't as though he were a cub any longer,
either. He's old enough to know what he's about. He's no Willy Baxter.
That is what makes me anxious, said Helen Shotwell. Do you know,
dear, that he hasn't dined here once this week, yet he seems to go
nowhere elsenowhere except to her.
What sort of woman is she? he demanded, wiping his eyeglasses as
though preparing to take a long-distance look at Palla.
I know her only at the Red Cross.
Well, is she at all common?
No.... That is why it is difficult for me to talk to Jim about her.
There's nothing of that sort to criticise.
No social objections to the girl?
None. She's an unusual girl.
Oh, James, I want him to marry Elorn! And if he's going to
make himself conspicuous over this Dumont girl, I don't think I can
What is the objection to the girl, Helen? he asked,
flinging his paper onto a table and drawing nearer the fire.
She isn't at all our kind, James
But you just said
I don't mean socially. And still, as far as that goes, she seems to
care nothing whatever for position or social duties or obligations.
That's not so unusual in these days, he remarked. Lots of nice
girls are fed up on the social aspects of life.
Well, for example, she has not made the slightest effort to know
anybody worth knowing. Janet Speedwell left cards and then asked her to
dinner, and received an amiable regret for her pains. No girl can
afford to decline invitations from Janet, even if her excuse is a club
And two or three other women at the Red Cross have asked her to
lunch at the Colony Club, and have made advances to her on Leila
Vance's account, but she hasn't responded. Now, you know a girl isn't
going to get on by politely ignoring the advances of such women. But
she doesn't even appear to be aware of their importance.
Why don't you ask her to something? suggested her husband.
I did, she said, a little sharply. I asked her and Leila Vance to
dine with us. I intended to ask Elorn, too, and let Jim realise the
difference if he isn't already too blind to see.
Did she decline?
She did, said Helen curtly.
It happened that she had asked somebody to dine with her that
evening. And I have a horrid suspicion it was Jim. If it was, she could
have postponed it. Of course it was a valid excuse, but it annoyed me
to have her decline. That's what I tell you, James, she has a most
disturbing habit of declining overtures from everybodyeven from
Helen checked herself, looked at her husband with an odd smile, in
which there was no mirth; then:
You probably are not aware of it, dear, but that girl has also
declined Jim's overtures.
Invitation to do what?
Shotwell Senior turned very red.
The devil she did! How do you know?
Jim told me.
That she turned him down?
She declined to marry him.
Her husband seemed unable to grasp such a fact. Never had it
occurred to Shotwell Senior that any living, human girl could decline
such an invitation from his only son.
After a painful silence: Well, he said in a perplexed and
mortified voice, she certainly seems to be, as you say, a most unusual
girl.... Butif it's settledwhy do you continue to worry, Helen?
Because Jim is very deeply in love with her.... And I'm sore at
Hard hit, is he?
Shotwell Senior reddened again: He'll have to face it, he said....
But that girl seems to be a fool!
What do you mean?
A girl may change her mind. She lifted her head and looked with
sad humour at her husband, whom she also had kept dangling for a while.
James, dear, our son is as fine as we think him. But he's
just a splendid, wholesome, everyday, unimaginative New York business
man. And he's fallen in love with his absolute antithesis. Because this
girl is all ardent imagination, full of extravagant impulses, very
lovely to look at, but a perfectly illogical fanatic!
Mrs. Vance has told me all about her. She really belongs in some
exotic romance, not in New York. She's entirely irresponsible,
perfectly unstable. There is in her a generous sort of recklessness
which is quite likely to drive her headlong into any extreme. And what
sort of mate would such a girl be for a young man whose ambition is to
make good in the real estate business, marry a nice girl, have a
pleasant home and agreeable children, and otherwise conform to the
ordinary conventions of civilisation?
I think, remarked her husband grimly, that she'd keep him
She would indeed! And that's not all, James. For I've got to tell
you that the girl entertains some rather weird and dreadful socialistic
notions. She talks socialisma mild varietyfrom public platforms.
She admits very frankly that she entertains no respect for accepted
conventions. And while I have no reason to doubt her purity of mind and
personal chastity, the unpleasant and startling fact remains that she
proposes that humanity should dispense with the marriage ceremony and
discard it and any orthodox religion as obsolete superstitions.
Her husband stared at her.
For heaven's sake, he began, then got frightfully red in the face
once more. What that girl needs is a plain spanking! he said bluntly.
I'd like to see her or any other girl try to come into this family on
any such ridiculous terms!
She doesn't seem to want to come in on any terms, said Helen.
Then what are you worrying about?
I am worrying about what might happen if she ever changed her
But you say she doesn't believe in marriage!
Well, that boy of ours isn't crazy, insisted Shotwell Senior.
But his mother remained silent in her deep misgiving concerning the
sanity of the simpler sex, when mentally upset by love. For it seemed
very difficult to understand what to doif, indeed, there was anything
for her to do in the matter.
To express disapproval of Palla to Jim or to the girl herselfto
show any opposition at allwould, she feared, merely defeat its own
purpose and alienate her son's confidence.
The situation was certainly a most disturbing one, though not at
And Helen would not permit herself to believe that it could ever
really become an impossible situationthat this young girl would
deliberately slap civilisation in the face; or that her only son would
add a kick to the silly assault and take the ruinous consequences of
* * * * *
The young girl in question was at that moment seated before her
piano, her charming head uplifted, singing in the silvery voice of an
immaculate angel, to her own accompaniment, the heavenly Mass of Saint
I worship no other.
O, graciously save me
Let my Darkness be turned into Day
By the Light of Thy Grace
And Thy Face,
She continued the exquisite refrain on the keys for a while, then
slowly turned to the man beside her.
The one Mass I still love, she murmured absently, memories of
childhood, I supposewhen the Sisters made me sing the soloI was
only ten years old. ... She shrugged her shoulders: You know, in
those days, I was a little devil, she said seriously.
I really was, Jim,all over everything and wild as a swallow. I
led the pack; Shadow Hill held us in horror. I remember I fought our
butcher's boy onceright in the middle of the street
He did something to a cat which I couldn't stand.
Did you whip him?
Oh, Jim, it was horrid. We both were dreadfully battered. And the
constable caught us both, and I shall never, never forget my mother's
She gazed down at the keys of the piano, touched them pensively.
The very deuce was in me, she sighed. Even now, unless I'm
occupied with all my might, something beginsto simmer in me
She turned and looked at him: A sort of enchanted madness that
makes me wild to seize the whole world and set it right!take it into
my arms and defend itdie for itor slay it and end its pain.
Too much of an armful, he said with great gravity. The thing to
do is to select an individual and take him to your heart.
And slay him? she inquired gaily.
Certainlylike the feminine mantisif you find you don't like
him. Individual suitors must take their chances of being either eaten
Jim, you're so funny.
She swung her stool, rested her elbow on the piano, and gazed at him
interrogatively, the odd, half-smile edging her lips and eyes. And,
after a little duetto of silence:
Do you suppose I shall ever come to care for youimprudently? she
I wouldn't let you.
How could you help it? And, as far as that goes, how could I, if it
If you ever come to care at all, he said, you'll care enough.
That is the trouble with you, she retorted, you don't care
A slight flush stained his cheek-bones: Sometimes, he said, I
almost wish I cared less. And that would be what you call enough.
Colour came into her face, too:
Do you know, Jim, I really don't know how much I do care for you?
It sounds rather silly, doesn't it?
Do you care more than you did at first?
I told you I don't know how much.
Not enough to marry me?
Must we discuss that again?
He got up, went out to the hall, pulled a book from his overcoat
pocket, and returned.
Would you care to hear what the greatest American says on the
On the subject of marriage?
No; he takes the marriage for granted. It's what he has to say
concerning the obligations involved.
Proceed, dear, she said, laughingly.
He read, eliminating what was not necessary to make his point:
'A race is worthless and contemptible if its men cease to work hard
and, at need, to fight hard; and if its women cease to breed freely. If
the best classes do not reproduce themselves the nation will, of
course, go down.
'When the ordinary decent man does not understand that to marry the
woman he loves, as early as he can, is the most desirable of all goals;
when the ordinary woman does not understand that all other forms of
life are but makeshift substitutes for the life of the wife, the mother
of healthy children; then the State is rotten at heart.
'The woman who shrinks from motherhood is as low a creature as a
man of the professional pacifist, or poltroon, type, who shirks his
duty as a soldier.
'The only full life for man or woman is led by those men and women
who together, with hearts both gentle and valiant, face lives of love
and duty, who see their children rise up to call them blessed, and who
leave behind them their seed to inherit the earth.
'No celibate life approaches such a life in usefulness. The mother
comes ahead of the nun.
'But if the average woman does not marry and become the mother of
enough healthy children to permit the increase of the race; and if the
average man does not marry in times of peace and do his full duty in
war if need arises, then the race is decadent and should be swept aside
to make room for a better one.
'Only that nation has a future whose sons and daughters recognise
and obey the primary laws of their racial being!'
He closed the book and laid it on the piano.
Now, he said, either we're really a rotten and decadent race, and
might as well behave like one, or we're sound and sane.
Something unusual in his voicein the sudden grim whiteness of his
I want you to marry me, he said. You care for no other man. And
if you don't love me enough to do it, you'll learn to afterward.
Jim, she said gently, and now rather white herself, that is an
outrageous thing to say to me. Don't you realise it?
I'm sorry. But I love youI need you so that I'm fit for nothing
else. I can't keep my mind on my work; I can't think of
anybodyanything but you.... If you didn't care for me more or less I
wouldn't come whining to you. I wouldn't come now until I'd entirely
won your heartexcept thatif I didand if you refused me marriage
and offered the other thingI'd be about through with everything! And
I'd know damned well that the nation wasn't worth the powder to blow it
to hell if such women as you betray it!
The girl flushed furiously; but her voice seemed fairly under
Hadn't you better go, Jim, before you say anything more?
Will you marry me?
He stood up very straight, unstirring, for a long time, not looking
Then he said good-bye, in a low voice, and went out leaving her
quite pale again and rather badly scared.
As the lower door closed, she sprang to the landing and called his
name in a frightened voice that had no carrying power.
* * * * *
Later she telephoned to his several clubs. At eleven she called each
club again; and finally telephoned to his house.
At midnight he had not telephoned in reply to the messages she had
left requesting him to call her.
Her anxiety had changed to a vague bewilderment. Her dismayed
resentment at what he had said to her was giving place to a strange and
unaccustomed sense of loneliness.
Suddenly an overwhelming desire to be with Ilse seized her, and she
would have called a taxi and started immediately, except for the dread
that Jim might telephone in her absence.
Yet, she didn't know what it was that she wanted of him, except to
protest at his attitude toward her. Such a protest was due them
bothan appeal in behalf of the friendship which meant so much to
herwhich, she had abruptly discovered, meant far more to her than she
At midnight she telephoned to Ilse. A sleepy maid replied that Miss
Westgard had not yet returned.
So Palla called a taxi, pinned on her hat and struggled into her fur
coat, and, taking her latch-key, started for Ilse's apartment, feeling
need of her in a blind sort of waydesiring to listen to her friendly
voice, touch her, hear her clear, sane laughter.
A yawning maid admitted her. Miss Westgard had dined out with Mr.
Estridge, but had not yet returned.
So Palla, wondering a little, laid aside her coat and went into the
pretty living room.
There were books and magazines enough, but after a while she gave up
trying to read and sat staring absently at a photograph of Estridge in
uniform, which stood on the table at her elbow.
Across it was an inscription, dated only a few days back: To Ilse
from Jack, on the road to Asgard.
Then, as she gazed at the man's handsome features, for the first
time a vague sense of uneasiness invaded her.
Of a gradually growing comradeship between these two she had been
tranquilly aware. And yet, now, it surprised her to realise that their
comradeship had drifted into intimacy.
Lying back in her armchair, her thoughts hovered about these two;
and she went back in her mind to recollect something of the beginning
of this intimacy;and remembered various little incidents which, at
the time, seemed of no portent.
And, reflecting, she recollected now what Ilse had said to her after
the last party she had givenand which Palla had not understood.
What had Ilse meant by asking her to wait? Wait for what?... Where
was Ilse, now? Why did she remain out so late with John Estridge? It
was after one o'clock.
Of course they must be dancing somewhere or other. There were plenty
of dances to go to.
Palla stirred restlessly in her chair. Evidently Ilse had not told
her maid that she meant to be out late, for the girl seemed to have
expected her an hour ago.
Palla's increasing restlessness finally drove her to the windows,
where she pulled aside the shades and stood looking out into the silent
The night was cold and clear and very still. Rarely a footfarer
passed; seldom a car. And the stillness of the dark city increased her
New York has rare phases of uncanny silence, when, for a space, no
sound disturbs the weird stillness.
The clang of trains, the feathery whirr of motors, the echo of
footsteps, the immense, indefinable breathing vibration of the iron
monster, drowsing on its rock between three rivers and the sea, ceases
utterly. And a vast stillness reigns, mournful, ominous, unutterably
Palla looked down into the empty street. The dark chill of it seemed
to rise and touch her; and she shivered unconsciously and turned back
into the lighted room.
* * * * *
It was two o'clock. Her eyes were heavy, her heart heavier. Why
should everything suddenly happen to her in that way? Where had Jim
gone when he left her? And who was it answered the telephone at his
house when she had called up and asked to speak to him? It was a
woman's voicea maid, no doubtyet, for an instant, she had fancied
that the voice resembled his mother's.
But it couldn't have been, for Palla had given her name, and Mrs.
Shotwell would have spoken to herunlessperhaps his
motherdisapproved of somethingof her calling Jim at such an
hour.... Or of something ... perhaps of their friendship ... of
She heard the clock strike and looked across at the mantel.
What was Ilse doing at half-past two in the morning? Where could she
Palla involuntarily turned her head and looked at the photograph. Of
course Ilse was safe with a man like John Estridge.... That is to say
Without warning, her face grew hot and the crimson tide mounted to
the roots of her hair, dyeing throat and temples.
A sort of stunning reaction followed as the tide ebbed; she found
herself stupidly repeating the word safe, as though to interpret what
Safe? Yes, Ilse was safe. She knew how to take care of herself ...
Again the crimson tide invaded her skin to the temples.... A sudden
and haunting fear came creeping after it had ebbed once more, leaving
her gazing fixedly into space through the tumult of her thoughts. And
always in dull, unmeaning repetition the word safe throbbed in her
Safe? Safe from what? From the creed they both professed? From their
common belief? From the consequences of living up to it?
At the thought, Palla sprang to her feet and stood quivering all
over, both hands pressed to her throat, which was quivering too.
Where was Ilse? What had happened? Had she suddenly come face to
face with that creed of theirsthat shadowy creed which they believed
in, perhaps because it seemed so unreal!because the ordeal by fire
seemed so vague, so far away in that ghostly bourne which is called the
future, and which remains always so inconceivably distant to the
youngstar-distant, remote as inter-stellar dustaloof as death.
It was three o'clock. There were velvet-dark smears under Palla's
eyes, little colour in her lips. The weight of fatigue lay heavily on
her young shoulders; on her mind, too, partly stupefied by the violence
of her emotions.
Once she had risen heavily, had gone into the maid's room and had
told her to go to bed, adding that she herself would wait for Miss
That, already, was nearly an hour ago, and the gilt hands of the
clock were already creeping around the gilded dial toward the half
As it struck on the clear French bell, a key turned in the outside
door; then the door closed; and Palla rose trembling from her chair as
Ilse entered, her golden hair in lovely disorder, the evening cloak
partly flung from her shoulders.
There was a moment's utter silence. Then Ilse stepped swiftly
forward and took Palla in her arms.
My darling! What has happened? she asked. Why are you here at
this hour? You look dreadfully ill!
Palla's head dropped on her breast.
What is it? whispered Ilse. Darlingdarlingyou didyou did
Palla's voice was scarcely audible: I don't know what you mean....
I was only frightened about you.... I've been so unhappy.... And Jim
saidgood-byeand I can'tfind him
I want you to answer me! Are you in love with him?
No.... I don'tthink so
Ilse drew a deep breath.
It's all right, then, she said.
Then, suddenly, Palla seemed to understand what Ilse had meant when
she had said, Wait!
And she lifted her head and looked blindly into the sea-blue
eyesblindly, desperately, striving to see through those clear
soul-windows what it might be that was looking out at her.
And, gazing, she knew that she dared not ask Ilse where she had
The latter smiled; but her voice was very tender when she spoke.
We'll telephone your maid in the morning. You must go to bed,
Ilse turned carelessly and laid her cloak across a chair. There was
a second chamber beyond her own. She went into it, turned down the bed
and called Palla, who came slowly after her.
They kissed each other in silence. Then Ilse went back to her own
Jim, said his mother, Miss Dumont called you on the telephone at
an unusual hour last night. You had gone to your room, and on the
chance that you were asleep I did not speak to you.
That was allsufficient explanation to discount any reproach from
her son incident on his comparing notes with the girl in question. Also
just enough in her action to convey to the girl a polite hint that the
Shotwell family was not at home to people who telephoned at that
On his way to business that morning, Jim telephoned to Palla, but,
learning she was not at home, let the matter rest.
In his sullen and resentful mood he no longer caredor thought he
didn't, which resulted in the same thingthe accumulation of
increasing bitterness during a dull, rainy working day at the office,
and a dogged determination to keep clear of this woman until effort to
remain away from her was no longer necessary.
For the thing was utterly hopeless; he'd had enough. And in his
bruised heart and outraged common sense he was boyishly framing an
indictment of modern womanhoodlumping it all and cursing it
outswearing internally at the entire enfranchised pack which the war
had set afoot and had licensed to swarm all over everything and raise
hell with the ancient and established order of things.
The stormy dark came early; and in this frame of mind when he left
the office he sulkily avoided the club.
He very rarely drank anything; but, not knowing what to do, he
drifted into the Biltmore bar.
He met a man or two he knew, but declined all suggestions for the
evening, turned up his overcoat collar, and started through the hotel
toward the northern exit.
And met Marya Lanois face to face.
She was coming from the tea-room with two or three other people, but
turned immediately on seeing him and came toward him with hand
Dear me, she said, you look very wet. And you don't look
particularly well. Have you arrived all alone for tea?
I had my tea in the bar, he said. How are you, Marya?but I
musn't detain you he glanced at the distant group of people who
seemed to be awaiting her.
You are not detaining me, she said sweetly.
Your people seem to be waiting
They may go to the deuce. Are you quite alone?
Shall we have tea together?
He laughed. But you've had yours
Well, you know there are other things that one sometimes drinks.
There seemed no way out of it. They went into the tea-room together
and seated themselves.
How is Vanya? he inquired.
Vanya gives a concert to-night in Baltimore.
And you didn't go!
No. It was rainy. Besides, I hear Vanya play when I desire to hear
Their order was served.
So you wouldn't go to Baltimore, said Jim smilingly. It strikes
me, Marya, that you can be a coldblooded girl when you wish to be.
After all, what do you know about me?
He laughed: Oh, I don't mean that I've got your number
No. Because I have many numbers. I am a complicated combination,
she added, smiling; yet after all, a combination only. And quite
simple when one discovers the key to me.
I think I know what it is, he said.
What is it?
They laughed. Marya, particularly, was intensely amused. She was
extremely fetching in her bicorne toque and narrow gown of light
turquoise, and her golden beaver scarf and muff.
Mischief, she repeated. I should say not. There seems to be
already sufficient mischief loose in the world, with the red tide
rising everywherein Russia, in Germany, Austria, Italy, Englandyes,
and here also the crimson tide of Bolshevism begins to move.... Tell
me; you are coming to the club to-morrow evening, I hope.
No, he repeated, almost sullenly. I've had enough of queerness
for a while
Jim! Do you dare include me?
He had to laugh at her pretence of fury: No, Marya, you're just a
pretty mischief-maker, I suppose
Then what do you mean by 'queerness'? Don't you think it's sensible
to combat Bolshevism and fight it with argument and debate on its own
selected camping ground? Don't you think it is high time somebody faced
this crimson tidethat somebody started to build a dyke against this
The best dykes have machine guns behind them, not orators, he said
My friend, I have seen that, also. And to what have machine guns
led us in Petrograd, in Moscow, in Poland, Finland, Courland She
shrugged her pretty shoulders. No. I have seen enough blood.
He said: I have seen a little myself.
Yes, I know. But a soldier is always a soldier, as a hound is
always a hound. The blood of the quarry is what their instinct follows.
Your goal is death; we only seek to tame.
The proper way to check Bolshevism in America is to police the
country properly, and kick out the outrageous gang of domestic
Bolsheviki who have exploited us, tricked us, lied to us, taxed us
unfairly, and in spite of whom we have managed to help our allies win
Then, when this petty, wretched, crooked bunch has been swept out,
and the nation aired and disinfected, and when the burden of taxation
is properly distributed, and business dares lift its head again, then
start your debates and propaganda and try to educate your enemies if
you like. But keep your machine guns oiled.
You speak in an uncomplimentary fashion of government, said the
I am all for government. That does not mean that I am for the
particular incumbents in office under the present Government. I have no
use for them. Know that this war was won, not through them but in spite
Yet I place loyalty first of allloyalty to the true ideals of
that Government which some of the present incumbents so grotesquely
That means, stand by the ship and the flag she flies, no matter who
steers or what crew capers about her decks.
That means, watch out for all pirates;open fire on anything that
flies a hostile flag, red or any other colour.
And that's my creed, Marya!
To shoot; not to debate?
An inquest is safer.
We shall never agree, said the girl, laughing. And I'm rather
Because disagreements are more amusing than any entente cordiale, mon ami. It is the opposing forces that never bore each other.
In life, tooI mean among human beings. Once they agree, interest
Nonsense, he said, smiling.
Oh, it is quite true. Behold us. We don't agree. But I am
interested, she added with pretty audacity; so please take me to
You mean now, as we are?
Parbleu! Did you wish to go home and dress?
I don't care if you don't, he said.
Suppose, she suggested, we dine where there is something to see.
A Broadway joint? he asked, amused.
A joint? she repeated, smilingly perplexed. Is that a place where
we may dine and see a spectacle too and afterward dance?
Something of that sort, he admitted, laughing. But under his
careless gaiety an ugly determination had been hardening; he meant to
go no more to Palla; he meant to welcome any distraction of the moment
to help tide him over the long, grey interval that loomed
aheadwelcome any draught that might mitigate the bitter waters he was
tastingand was destined to drain to their revolting dregs.
* * * * *
They went to the Palace of Mirrors and were lucky enough to secure a
The food was excellent; the show a gay one.
Between intermissions he took Marya to the floor for a dance or two.
The place was uncomfortably crowded: uniforms were everywhere, too; and
Jim nodded to many men he knew, and to a few women.
And, in the vast, brilliant place, there was not a man who saw Marya
and failed to turn and follow her with his eyes. For Marya had been
fashioned to trouble man. And that primitively constructed and
obviously-minded sex never failed to become troubled.
We'd better enjoy our champagne, remarked Marya. We'll be a
wineless nation before long, I suppose.
It seems rather a pity, he remarked, that a man shouldn't be free
to enjoy a glass of claret. But if the unbaked and the half-baked, and
the unwashed and the half-washed can't be trusted to practise
moderation, we others ought to abstain, I suppose. Because what is best
for the majority ought to be the law for all.
If it were left to me, said the girl, I'd let the submerged drink
themselves to death.
What on earth are you talking about? he said. I thought you were
I am. I desire no law except that of individual inclination.
Why, that's Bolshevism!
Her laughter rang out unrestrained: I believe in Bolshevismfor
myselfbut not for anybody else. In other words, I'd like to be
autocrat of the world. If I were, I'd let everybody alone unless they
interfered with me.
And in that event? he asked, laughing, as the lights all over the
house faded to a golden glimmer in preparation for the second part of
the spectacle. He could no longer see her clearly across the little
table. What would you do if people interfered with you? he repeated.
Marya smiled. The last ray of light smouldered in her tiger-red
hair; the warm, fragrant, breathing youth of her grew vaguer, merging
with the shadows; only the beryl-tinted eyes, which slanted slightly,
Her voice came to him through the music: If I were autocrat, any
man who dared oppose me would have his choice.
The music swelled toward a breathless crescendo.
She said: Oppose me and you shall learn!
The house burst into a dazzling flood of moon-tinted light, all
thronged with slim shapes whirling in an enchanted dance. Then clouds
seemed to gather; the moon slid behind them, leaving a frosty
demi-darkness through which, presently, snow began to fall.
The girl leaned toward him, watching the spectacle in silence.
Perhaps unconsciously her left hand, satin-smooth, slipped over hisas
though the contact were a symbol of enjoyment shared.
Light broke the next moment, revealing the spectacle on stage and
floor in all its tinsel magnificencesnow-nymphs, polar-bears, all
capering madly until an unearthly shriek heralded the coming of a
favorite clown, who tumbled all the way down the stage steps and
continued hysterically turning flip-flaps, cart-wheels, and somersaults
until he landed with a crash at the foot of the steps again.
* * * * *
A large, highly coloured and over-glossy man, passing under their
box during a dancing intermission, bowed rather extravagantly to Jim.
He recognised Angelo Puma, with contemptuous amusement at his
It was evident, too, that Puma was quite ready to linger if
encouragedanxious, in fact, to extend his hand.
But his impudence had already ceased to amuse Jim, and he said
carelessly to Marya, in a voice perfectly audible to Puma:
There goes a man who, in collusion with a squinting partner of his,
once beat me out of a commission.
Puma's heavy, burning face turned abruptly from Marya, whom he had
been looking at; and he continued on across the floor. And Jim forgot
* * * * *
They remained until the place closed. Then he took her home.
It was an apartment overlooking the park from Fifty-ninth Streeta
big studio and apparently many comfortable roomsa large, still place
where no servants were in evidence and where thick velvety carpets from
Ushak and Sultanabad muffled every footfall.
She had insisted on his entering for a moment. He stood looking
about him in the great studio, where Vanya's concert-grand loomed up, a
sprawling, shadowy shape under the dim drop-light which once had been a
mosque-lamp in Samarcand.
The girl flung stole and muff from her, rolled up her gloves and
took a shot at the piano, then, laughing, unpinned her hat and sent it
scaling away into the golden dusk somewhere.
Are you sleepy, Jim?
A sudden vision of his trouble in the long, long night to
facetrouble, insomnia, and the bitterness welling ever fresher with
the interminable thoughts he could not suppress, could not control
I'm not sleepy, he said. But don't you want to turn in?
She went over to the piano, and, accompanying herself on deadened
pedal where she stood, sang in a low voice the Snow-Tiger,
with its uncanny refrain:
What do you see
Far in the dark
Over the snow?
Far in the dark
Over the snow,
Slowly the ghosts of dead men go,
Horses and riders under the moon
Trample along to the dead men's rune,
Over the snow.
That's too hilarious a song, said Jim, laughing. May I suggest a
little rag to properly subdue us?
You don't like Tiger-eyes?
I've heard more cheerful ditties.
When I'm excited by pleasure, said the girl, I sing Tiger-eyes.
Does it subdue you?
She looked at him. No.
Still standing, she looked down at the keys, struck the muffled
Where do they go,
Far in the dark
Over the snow?
Into the dark,
Over the snow,
Only the ghosts of the dead men know
Where they have come from, whither they go,
Riding at night by the corpse-light glow,
Over the snow.
Well, for the love of Mike
Marya's laughter pealed.
So you don't like Tiger-eyes? she demanded, coming from
behind the piano.
I sure don't, he admitted.
The real Russian name of the song is 'Words! Words!' And that's all
the song isall that any song isall that anything amounts towords!
words! She dropped onto the long couch,Anything exceptlove.
You may include that, too, he said, lighting a cigarette for her;
and she blew a ring of smoke at him, saying:
I maybut I won't. For goodness sake leave me the last one of my
They both laughed and he said she was welcome to her remaining
Won't you share it with me? she said, her smile innocent enough,
save for the audacity of the red mouth.
Share your delusion?
Yes, that too.
This wouldn't do. He lighted a cigarette for himself and sauntered
over to the piano.
I hope Vanya's concert is a success, he said. He's such a
charming fellow, Vanyaso considerate, so gentle He turned and
looked at Marya, and his eyes added: Why the devil don't you marry him
and have a lot of jolly children?
There seemed to be in his clear eyes enough for the girl to
comprehend something of the question they flung at her.
I don't love Vanya, she said.
Of course you do!
As I might love a childyes.
After a silence: It strikes me, he said, that you're passionately
With yourself, he added, smiling.
This wouldn't do any longer. The place slightly stifled him with its
stillness, rugsthe odours that came from lacquered shapes, looming
dimly, flowered and golden in the duskthe aromatic scent of her
Hell! he muttered under his breath. This is no place for a white
man. But aloud he said pleasantly: My very best wishes for Vanya
to-night. Tell him so when he returns He put on his overcoat and
picked up hat and stick.
It's infernally late, he added, and I've been a beast to keep you
up. It was awfully nice of you.
She rose from the lounge and walked with him to the door.
Good night, he said cheerily; but she retained his hand, added her
other to it, and put up her face.
Look here, he said, smilingly, I can't do that, Marya.
Why can't you?
Her soft breath was on his face; the mouth too neartoo near
No, I can't! he said curtly, but his voice trembled a little.
Why? she whispered.
Becausethere's Vanya. No, I won't do it!
Is that the reason?
It's a reason.
I don't love Vanya. I do love you.
No! No! I have nothing to rememberunless you give me
You had better try to remember that Vanya loves you. You and I
can't do a thing like that to Vanya
Are there no other reasons?
He reddened to the temples: No, there are notnow. There is no
other reasonexcept myself.
Yes, damn it, myself! That's all that remains now to keep me
straight. And I've been so. That may be news to you. Perhaps you don't
Is it so, Jim? she asked in a voice scarcely audible.
Yes, it is. And so I shall keep on, and play the game that
wayplay it squarely with Vanya, too
He had lost his heavy colour; he stood looking at her with a white,
strained, grim expression that tightened the jaw muscles; and she felt
his powerful hand clenching between hers.
It's no use, he said between his set lips, I've got to go onsee
it through in my own fashionthis rotten thing called life. I'm sorry,
Marya, that I'm not a better sport
A wave of colour swept her face and her hands suddenly crushed his
You're wonderful, she said. I do love you.
But the tense, grey look had come back into his face. Looking at her
in silence, presently his gaze seemed to become remote, his absent eyes
fixed on something beyond her.
I've a rotten time ahead of me, he said, not knowing he had
spoken. When his eyes reverted to her, his features remained
expressionless, but his voice was almost tender as he said good night
Her hands fell away; he opened the door and went out without looking
He found a taxi at the Plaza. He was swearing when he got into it.
And all the way home he kept repeating to himself: I'm one of those
cursed, creeping Josephs; that's what I am,one of those pepless,
sanctimonious, creeping Josephs.... And I always loathed that poor
Shotwell Junior discovered in due course of time the memoranda of
the repeated messages which Palla had telephoned to his several clubs,
asking him to call her up immediately.
It was rather late to do that now, but his pulses began to quicken
again in the old, hopeless way; and he went to the telephone booth and
called the number which seemed burnt into his brain forever.
A maid answered; Palla came presently; and he thought her voice
seemed colourless and unfamiliar.
Yes, I'm perfectly well, she replied to his inquiry; where in the
world did you go that night? I simply couldn't find you anywhere.
What had you wished to say to me?
Nothingexceptthat I was afraid you were angry when you left,
and I didn't wish you to part with me on such terms. Were you annoyed?
You say it very curtly, Jim.
Is that all you desired to say to me?
Yes.... I was a little troubled.... Something else went wrong,
too;everything seemed to go wrong that night.... I thought
perhapsif I could hear your voiceif you'd say something kind
Had you nothing else to tell me, Palla?
Then you haven't changed your attitude?
Toward you? I don't expect to
You know what I mean!
Oh. But, Jim, we can't discuss that over the telephone.
I suppose not.... Is anything wrong with you, Palla? Your voice
sounds so tired
Does it? I don't know why. Tell me, please, what did you do that
I went home.
I telephoned your house about twelve, and was informed you were not
They thought I was asleep. I'm sorry, Palla
I shouldn't have telephoned so late, she interrupted, I'm afraid
that it was your mother who answered; and if it was, I received the
snub I deserved!
Nonsense! It wasn't meant that way
I'm afraid it was, Jim. It's quite all right, though. I won't do it
again.... Am I to see you soon?
No, not for a while
Are you so busy?
There's no use in my going to you, Palla.
Because I'm in love with you, he said bluntly, and I'm trying to
get over it.
I thought we were friends, too.
After a lengthy silence: You're right, he said, we are.
She heard his quick, deep breath like a sigh. Shall I come
I'm expecting some people, Jimwomen who desire to establish a
Combat Club in Chicago, and they have come on here to consult me.
To-morrow night, then?
Will you be alone?
I expect to be.
Once more he said: Palla, is anything worrying you? Are you ill? Is
Ilse all right?
There was a pause, then Palla's voice, resolutely tranquil.
Everything is all right in the world as long as you are kind to me,
Jim. When you're not, things darken and become queer
Listen! This is to serve notice on you. I'm going to make a fight
After a silence, he heard her sweet, uncertain laughter.
I suppose it would shock you if I made a fight foryou!
He took it as a jest and laughed at her perverse humour. But what
she had meant she herself scarcely realised; and she turned away from
the telephone, conscious of a vague excitement invading her and of a
vaguer consternation, too. For behind the humorous audacity of her
words, she seemed to realise there remained something hiddensomething
she was on the verge of discoveringsomething indefinable, menacing,
grave enough to dismay her and drive from her lips the last traces of
the smile which her audacious jest had left there.
The ladies from Chicago were to dine with her; her maid had hooked
her gown; orchids from Jim had just arrived, and she was still pinning
them to her waiststill happily thrilled by this lovely symbol of
their renewed accord, when the bell rang.
It was much too early to expect anybody: she fastened her orchids
and started to descend the stairs for a last glance at the table, when,
to her astonishment, she saw Angelo Puma in the hall in the act of
depositing his card upon the salver extended by the maid.
He looked up and saw her before she could retreat: she made the best
of it and continued on down, greeting him with inquiring amiability:
Miss Dumont, a thousand excuses for this so bold intrusion, he
began, bowing extravagantly at every word. Only the urgent importance
of my errand could possibly atone for a presumption like there never
has been in all
Please step into the drawing room, Mr. Puma, if you have something
of importance to say.
He followed her on tiptoe, flashing his magnificent eyes about the
place, still wearing over his evening dress the seal overcoat with its
gardenia, which was already making him famous on Broadway.
Palla seated herself, wondering a little at the perfumed splendour
of her landlord. He sat on the extreme edge of an arm chair, his glossy
hat on his knee.
Miss Dumont, he said, laying one white-gloved paw across his
shirt-front, you shall behold in me a desolate man!
I'm sorry. She looked at him in utter perplexity.
What shall you say to me? he cried. What just reproaches shall
you address to me, Miss Dumont!
I'm sure I don't know, Mr. Puma, she said, inclined to laugh,
until you tell me what is your errand.
Miss Dumont, I am most unhappy and embarrass. Because you have pay
me in advance for that which I am unable to offer you.
I don't think I understand.
Alas! You have pay to me by cheque for six months more rent of my
I have given to you a lease for six months more, and with it an
option for a year of renewal.
Miss Dumont, behold me desolate.
Because I am force by circumstance over which I have no control to
cancel this lease and option, and ask you most respectfully to be so
kind as to secure other quarters for your club.
But we can't do that! exclaimed Palla in dismay.
I am so very sorry
We can't do it, added Palla with decision. It's utterly
impossible, Mr. Puma. All our meetings are arranged for months in
advance; all the details are completed. We could not disarrange the
programme adopted. From all over the United States people are invited
to come on certain fixed dates. All arrangements have been made; you
have my cheque and I have your signed lease. No, we are obliged to hold
you to your contract, and I'm very sorry if it inconveniences you.
Puma's brilliant eyes became tenderly apprehensive.
Miss Dumont, he said in a hushed and confidential voice, believe
me when I venture to say to you that your club should leave for reasons
most grave, most serious.
The othersthe Red Flag Club. Who knows what such crazy people
might do in anger? They are very angry already. They complain that your
club has interfere with them
That is exactly why we're there, Mr. Pumato interfere with them,
neutralise their propaganda, try to draw the same people who listen to
their violent tirades. That is why we're there, and why we refuse to
leave. Ours is a crusade of education. We chose that hall because we
desired to make the fight in the very camp of the enemy. And I must
tell you plainly that we shall not give up our lease, and that we shall
hold you to it.
The dark blood flooded his heavy features:
I do not desire to take it to the courts, he said. I am willing
to offer compensation.
We couldn't accept. Don't you understand, Mr. Puma? We simply must
have that particular hall for the Combat Club.
Puma remained perfectly silent for a few moments. There was still,
on his thick lips, the suave smile which had been stamped there since
his appearance in her house.
But in this man's mind and heart there was growing a sort of dull
and ferocious fearfear of elements already gathering and combining to
menace his increasing prosperity.
Sullenly he was aware that this hard-won prosperity was threatened.
Always its conditions had been unstable at best, but now the
atmospheric pressure was slowly growing, and his sky of promise was not
Some way, somehow, he must manage to evict these women. Twice
Sondheim had warned him. And that evening Sondheim had sent him an
ultimatum by Kastner.
And Puma was perfectly aware that Karl Kastner knew enough about him
to utterly ruin him in the great Republic which was now giving him a
fortune and which had never discovered that his own treacherous mission
here was the accomplishment of her ruin.
* * * * *
Puma stood up, heavily, cradling his glossy hat. But his urbane
smile became brilliant again and he made Palla an extravagant bow.
It shall be arrange, he said cheerfully. I consult my
partneryour friend, Mr. Skidder! Yes! So shall we arrive at
His large womanish eyes swept the room. Suddenly they were arrested
by a photograph of Shotwell Juniorin a silver framethe only
ornament, as yet, in the little drawing room.
And instantly, within Angelo Puma, the venomous instinct was aroused
to do injury where it might be done safely and without suspicion of
Ah, he exclaimed gaily, my friend, Mr. Shotwell! It is from him,
Miss Dumont, you have purchase this so beautiful residence!
He bent to salute with a fanciful inclination the photograph of the
man who had spoken so contemptuously of him the evening previous.
Mr. Shotwell also adores gaiety, he said laughingly. Last night I
beheld him at the Palace of Mirrorsand with an attractive young lady
of your club, Miss Dumontthe charming young Russian lady with whom
you came once to pay me the rent He kissed his hand in an ecstasy of
recollection. So beautiful a young lady! So gay were they in their
box! Ah, youth! youth! Ah, the happiness and folly when laughter
bubbles in our wine!the magic wine of youth!
He took his leave, moving lightly to the door, almost grotesque in
his elaborate evolutions and adieux.
Palla went slowly upstairs.
The evening paper lay on a table in the living room. She unfolded it
mechanically; looked at it but saw no print, merely an unsteady haze of
greyish tint on which she could not seem to concentrate.
Marya and Jim ... together.... That was the night he went away
angry.... The night he told her he had gone directly home.... But it
couldn't have been.... He couldn't have lied....
She strove to recollect as she sat there staring at the
newspaper.... What was it that beast had said about it?... Of course
last night!... Marya and Jim had been together last night.... But
where was Vanya?... Oh, yes.... Last night Vanya was away ... in
The paper dropped to her lap; she sat looking straight ahead of her.
What had so shocked her then about Jim and Marya being together?
True, she had not supposed them to be on such termshad not even
thought about it....
Yes, she had thought about it, scarcely conscious of her own
indefinable uneasinessa memory, perhaps, of that evening when the
Russian girl had been at little pains to disguise her interest in this
man. And Palla had noticed itnoticed that Marya was seated too near
himnoticed that, and the subtle attitude of provocation, and the
stealthy evolution of that occult sorcery which one woman instantly
divines in another and finds slightly revolting.
Was it merely that memory which had been evoked when Puma's laughing
revelation so oddly chilled her?the suspected and discovered
predilection of this Russian girl for Jim? Or was it something else,
something deeper, some sudden and more profound illumination which
revealed to her that, in the depths of her, she was afraid?
Afraid? Afraid of what?
Her charming young head sank; the brown eyes stared at the floor.
She was beginning to understand what had chilled her, what she had
unconsciously been afraid ofher own creed!when applied to
And this was the second time that this creed of hers had risen to
confront her, and the second time she had gazed at it, chilled by fear:
once, when she had waited for Ilse to return; and now once again.
For now she began to comprehend how ruthless that creed could become
when professed by such a girl as Marya Lanois.
* * * * *
She was still seated there when Marya came in, her tiger-red hair in
fascinating disorder from the wind, her skin fairly breathing the warm
fragrance of exotic youth.
My Palla! How pale you seem! she exclaimed, embracing her. You
are quite well? Really? Then I am reassured!
She went to the mirror and tucked in a burnished strand or two of
These Chicago ladiesthey have not arrived, I see. Am I then so
early? For I see that Ilse is not yet here
It is only a quarter to eight, said Palla, smiling; but the brown
eyes were calmly measuring this lithe and warm and lovely thing with
green eyesmeasuring it intentlytaking its measuretaking, for the
first time in her life, her measure of any woman.
Was Vanya's concert a great success? she asked.
Vanya has not yet returned. She shrugged. There was nothing in
New York papers.
I suppose you were very nervous last night, said Palla.
For a moment Marya continued to arrange her hair by the aid of the
mantel mirror, then she turned very lithely and let her green gaze rest
full on Palla's face.
What she might possibly have divined was hidden behind the steady
brown eyes that met hers may have determined her attitude and words;
for she laughed with frank carelessness and plunged into it all:
Fancy, Palla, my encountering Jim Shotwell in the Biltmore, and
dining with him at that noisy Palace of Mirrors last night! Did he tell
I haven't seen him.
Over the telephone, perhaps?
No, he did not mention it.
Well, it was most amusing. It is the unpremeditated that is
delightful. And can you see us in that dreadful place, as gay as a pair
of school children? And we must laugh at nothing and find it
enchantingand we must dance amid the hoi polloi and clap our hands
for the encore too!
A light peal of laughter floated from her lips at the recollections
And after! Can you see us, Palla, in Vanya's studio, too wide awake
to go our ways!and the song I sang at that unearthly hourthe song I
sing always when happily excited
The bell rang; the first guest had arrived.
Vanya's concert had been enough of a success to attract the
attention of genuine music-lovers and an impecunious impresarioan
irresponsible promoter celebrated for rushing headlong into things and
being kicked headlong out of them.
All promising virtuosi had cut their wisdom teeth on him; all had
acquired experience and its accompanying toothache; none had acquired
wealth until free of this ubiquitous impresario.
His name was Wilding: he seized upon Vanya; and that gentle and
disconcerted dreamer offered no resistance.
So Wilding began to haunt Vanya's apartment at all hours of the day,
rushing in with characteristic enthusiasm to discuss the vast campaign
of nation-wide concerts which in his mind's eye were already
Marya had no faith in him and was becoming very tired of his noise
and bustle in the stillness and subdued light which meant home to her,
and which this loud, excitable, untidy man was eternally invading.
Always he was shouting at Vanya: It's a knock-out! It will go big!
big! big! We got 'em started in Baltimore!a fact, but none of his
doing! We'll play Philadelphia next; I'm fixin' it for you. All you
gotta do is go there and the yelling starts. Well, I guess. Some riot,
Wilding had no money in the beginning. After a while, Vanya had
none, or very little; but the impresario wore a new fur coat and spats.
And Broadway winked wearily and said: He's got another!doubtless
deeming specification mere redundancy.
Yet, somehow, Wilding did manage to book Vanya in Philadelphiaat a
somewhat distant date, it is truebut it was something with which to
begin the promised nation-wide tour under the auspices of Dawson B.
Marya had money of her own, but trusted none of it in Wilding's
schemes. In fact, she had come to detest him thoroughly, and whenever
he was announced she would rise like some beautiful, disgusted feline,
which something has disturbed in her dim and favourite corner, and move
lithely away to another room. And it almost seemed as though her
little, warm, closely-chiselled ears actually flattened with bored
annoyance as the din of Wilding's vociferous greeting to Vanya arose
* * * * *
One day toward Christmas time, she said to Vanya, in her level,
You know, mon ami, I am tiring rapidly of this great fool
who comes shouting and tramping into our home. And when I am annoyed
beyond my nerve capacity, I am likely to leave.
Vanya said gently that he was sorry that he had entered into
financial relations with a man who annoyed her, but that it could
scarcely be helped now.
He was seated at his piano, not playing, but scoring. And he resumed
his composition after he had spoken, his grave, delicate head bent over
the ruled sheets, a gold pencil held between his long fingers.
Marya lounged near, watched him. Not for the first time, now, did
his sweet temper and gentleness vaguely irritate herstring her nerves
a little tighter until they began to vibrate with an indefinable
longing to say something to arouse this manstartle himawaken him to
a physical tensity and strength.... Such as Shotwell's for example....
He looked up absently, the beauty of dreams still clouding his eyes.
And suddenly, to her own astonishment, her endurance came to its
end. She had never expected to say what she was now going to say to
him. She had never dreamed of confessionof enlightening him. And now,
all at once, she knew she was going to do it, and that it was a
needless and cruel and insane and useless thing to do, for it led her
nowhere, and it would leave him in helpless pain.
Vanya, she said, I am in love with Jim Shotwell.
After a few moments, she turned and slowly crossed the studio. Her
hat and coat lay on a chair. She put them on and walked out.
* * * * *
The following morning, Palla, arriving to consult Marya on a matter
of the Club's business, discovered Vanya alone in the studio.
He was lying on the lounge when she entered, and he looked ill, but
he rose with all his characteristic grace and charm and led her to a
chair, saluting her hand as he seated her.
Marya has not yet arrived? she inquired.
His delicate features became very grave and still.
I thought, added Palla, that Marya usually breakfasted at
Something in his expression checked her; and she fell silent,
fascinated by the deathly whiteness of his face.
I am sorry to tell you, he said, in a pleasant and steady voice,
that Marya has not returned.
Whywhy, I didn't know she was away
Yesterday she decided. Later she was good enough to telephone from
the Hotel Rajah, where, for the present, she expects to remain.
Oh, Vanya! Palla's involuntary exclamation brought a trace of
colour into his cheeks.
He said: It is not her fault. She was loyal and truthful. One may
not control one's heart.... And if she is in lovewell, is she not
free to love him?
Whoisit? asked Palla faintly.
Mr. Shotwell, it appears.
In the dead silence, Vanya passed his hand slowly across his
temples; let it drop on his knee.
Freedom above all else, he said, freedom to love, freedom to
cease loving, freedom to love anew.... Well ... it is curiousthe
scheme of things.... Love must remain inexplicable. For there is no
analysis. I think there never could be any man who cared as I have
cared, as I do care for her....
He rose, and to Palla he seemed already a trifle stooped;it may
have been his studio coat, which fitted badly.
But, Vanya dear Palla looked at him miserably, conscious of her
own keen fears as well as of his sorrow. Don't you think she'll come
back? Do you suppose it is really so seriouswhat she thinks
He shook his head: I don't know.... If it is so, it is so. Freedom
is of first importance. Our creed is our creed. We must abide by what
we teach and believe.
He nodded absently, staring palely into space.
Perhaps his lost gaze evoked the warm-skinned, sunny-haired girl who
had gone out of the semi-light of this still place, leaving the void
unutterably vast around him. For this had been the lithe thing's silken
lairthe slim and supple thing with beryl eyeshere where thick-piled
carpets of the East deadened every human movementwhere no sound
stirred, nor any airwhere dull shapes loomed, lacquered and
indistinct, and an odour of Chinese lacquer and nard haunted the tinted
* * * * *
Like one of those lazy, golden, jewelled sea-creatures of
irresponsible freedom brought seemed to fill the girl cooler currents
arouses a restlessness infernal, Marya's first long breath of freedom
subtly excited her.
She had no definite ideas, no plans. She was merely tired of Vanya.
Perhaps her fresh, wholesome contact with Jim had started itthe
sense of a clean vitality which had seemed to envelop her like the
delicious, half-resented chill of a spring-pool plunge. For the
exhilaration possessed her still; and the sudden stimulation which the
sense of irresponsible freedom brought seemed to fill the girl with a
Foot-loose, heart-loose, her green eyes on the open world where it
stretched away into infinite horizons, she paced her new nest in the
Hotel Rajah, tingling with subdued excitement, innocent of the faintest
regret for what had been.
For a week she lived alone, enjoying the sensation of being hidden,
languidly savouring the warm comfort of isolation.
She had not sent for her belongings. She purchased new personal
effects, enchanted to be rid of familiar things.
There was no snow. She walked a great deal, moving in unaccustomed
sections of the city at all hours, skirting in the early winter dusk
the glitter of Christmas preparations along avenues and squares,
lunching where she was unlikely to encounter anybody she knew, dining,
too, at hazard in unwonted placesrestaurants she had never heard of,
tea-rooms, odd corners.
Vanya wrote her. She tossed his letters aside, scarcely read. Ilse
and Palla wrote her, and telephoned her. She paid them no attention.
The metropolitan jungle fascinated her. She adored her liberty, and
looked out of beryl-green eyes across the border of license, where
ghosts of the half-world swarmed in no-man's-land.
Conscious that she had been fashioned to trouble man, the knowledge
merely left her indefinitely contented, save when she remembered Jim.
But that he had checked her drift toward him merely excited her; for
she knew she had been made to trouble such as he; and she had seen his
face that night....
* * * * *
Ilse, on her way home to dressfor she was going out somewhere with
Estridgestopped for tea at Palla's house, and found her a little
disturbed over an anonymous letter just delivereda typewritten sheet
bluntly telling her to take her friends and get out of the hall where
the Combat Club held its public sessions; and warning her of serious
trouble if she did not heed this friendly advice.
Pouf! exclaimed Ilse contemptuously, I get those, too, and tear
them up. People who talk never strike. Are you anxious, darling?
Palla smiled: Not a bitonly such cowardice saddens me.... And the
days are grey enough....
Why do you say that? I think it is a wonderful wintera beautiful
Palla lifted her brown eyes and let them dwell on the beauty of this
clear-skinned, golden-haired girl who had discovered beauty in the
aftermath of the world's great tragedy.
Ilse smiled: Life is good, she said. This world is all to be done
over in the right way. We have it all before us, you and I, Palla, and
those who love and understand.
I am wondering, said Palla, who understands us. I'm not
discouraged, butthere seems to be so much indifference in the world.
Of course. That is our battle to overcome it.
Yes. But, dear, there seems to be so much hatred, too, in the
world. I thought the war had ended, but everywhere men are still in
battleeverywhere men are dying of this fierce hatred that seems to
flame up anew across the world; everywhere men fight and slay to gain
advantage. None yields, none renounces, none gives. It is as though
love were dead on earth.
Love is being reborn, said Ilse cheerfully. Birth means pain,
Without warning, a hot flush flooded her face; she averted it as the
tea-tray was brought and set on a table before Palla. When her face
cooled, she leaned back in her chair, cup in hand, a sort of confused
sweetness in her blue eyes.
Palla's heart was beating heavily as she leaned on the table, her
cup untasted, her idle fingers crumbing the morsel of biscuit between
After a moment she said: So you have concluded that you care for
Yes, I care, said Ilse absently, the same odd, sweet smile curving
That iswonderful, said Palla, not looking at her.
Ilse remained silent, her blue gaze aloof.
A maid came and turned up the lamps, and went away again.
Palla said in a low voice: Are youafraid?
They both remained silent until she rose to go. Palla, walking with
her to the head of the stairs, holding one of her hands imprisoned,
said with an effort: I am frightened, dear.... I can't help it.... You
will be certain, first, won't you?
It is as certain as death, said Ilse in a low, still voice.
Palla shivered; she passed one arm around her; and they stood so for
a while. Then Ilse's arm tightened, and the old gaiety glinted in her
Is your house in order too, Palla? she asked. Turn around, little
enigma! There; I can look into those brown eyes now. And I see nothing
in them to answer me my question.
Do you mean Jim?
I haven't seen him.
For how long?
Weeks. I don't know how long it has been
Have you quarrelled?
Yes. We seem to. This is quite the most serious one yet.
You are not in love with him.
Oh, Ilse, I don't know. He simply can't understand me. I feel so
bruised and tired after a controversy with him. He seems to be so
merciless to my opinionsso violent
You poor child.... After all, Palla, freedom also means the liberty
to change one's mind.... If you should care to change yours
I can't change my inmost convictions.
I have not changed them. I almost wish I could. But I've got to be
honest.... And he can't understand me.
Ilse smiled and kissed her: That is scarcely to be wondered at, as
you don't seem to know your own mind. Perhaps when you do he, also, may
understand you. Good-bye! I must run
Palla watched her to the foot of the stairs; the door closed; the
engine of a taxi began to hum.
Her telephone was ringing when she returned to the living room, and
the quick leap of her heart averted her of the hope revived.
But it was a strange voice on the wire,a man's voice, clear,
sinister, tainted with a German accent:
Iss this Miss Dumont? Yess? Then this I haff to say to you: You
shall find yourself in serious trouble if you do not move your foolish
club of vimmen out of the vicinity of which you know. We giff you one
more chance. So shall you take it or you shall take some consequences!
The instrument clicked in her ear as the unknown threatener hung up,
leaving her seated there, astonished, hurt, bewildered.
* * * * *
The man who hung up on her stepped out of a saloon on Eighth
Avenue and joined two other men on the corner.
The man was Karl Kastner; the other two were Sondheim and Bromberg.
Get her? growled the latter, as all three started east.
Yess. And now we shall see what we shall see. We start the finish
now already. All foolishness shall be ended. Now we fix Puma.
They continued on across the street, clumping along with their
overcoat collars turned up, for it had turned bitter cold and the wind
You don't think it's a plant? inquired Sondheim, for the third
Bromberg blew his red nose on a dirty red handkerchief.
We'll plant Puma if he tries any of that, he said thickly.
Kastner added that he feared investigation more than they did
because he had more at stake.
Dot guy he iss rich like a millionaire, he added. Ve make him pay
some dammach, too.
How's he going to fire that bunch of women if they got a lease?
Who the hell cares how he does it? grunted Sondheim.
Sure, added Kastner; let him dig up. You buy anybody if you haff
sufficient coin. Effery time! Yess. Also! Let him dig down into his
pants once. So shall he pay them, these vimmen, to go avay und shut up
mit their mischief what they make for us already!
Sondheim was still muttering about plants in the depths of his
soiled overcoat-collar, when they arrived at the hall and presented
themselves at the door of Puma's outer office.
A girl took their message. After a while she returned and piloted
them out, and up a wide flight of stairs to a door marked, No
admittance. Here she knocked, and Puma's voice bade them enter.
Angelo Puma was standing by a desk when they trooped in, keeping
their hats on. The room was ventilated and illumined in the daytime
only by a very dirty transom giving on a shaft. Otherwise, there were
no windows, no outlet to any outer light and air.
Two gas jets caged in wireobsolete stage dressing-room
effectslighted the room and glimmered on Puma's polished top-hat and
the gold knob of his walking-stick.
As for Puma himself, he glanced up stealthily from the scenario he
was reading as he stood by the big desk, but dropped his eyes again,
and, opening a drawer, laid away the typed manuscript. Then he pulled
out the revolving desk chair and sat down.
Well? he inquired, lighting a cigar.
There was an ominous silence among the three men for another moment.
Then Puma looked up, puffing his cigar, and Sondheim stepped forward
from the group and shook his finger in his face.
What yah got planted around here for us? Hey? he demanded in a
low, hoarse voice. Come on now, Puma! What yeh think yeh got on us?
And to Kastner and Bromberg: Go ahead, boys, look for a dictaphone and
them kind of things. And if this wop hollers I'll do him.
A ruddy light flickered in Puma's eyes, but the cool smile lay
smoothly on his lips, and he did not even turn his head to watch them
as they passed along the walls, sounding, peering, prying, and jerking
open the door of the cupboardthe only furniture there except the desk
and the chair on which Puma sat.
What the hell's the matter with yeh? snarled Sondheim, suddenly
stooping to catch Puma's eye, which had wandered as though bored by the
Nothing, said Puma, coolly; what's the matter with you, Max?
Kastner came around beside him and said in his thin, sinister tone:
You know it vat I got on you, Angelo?
So? Also! Vas iss it you do about doze vimmen?
They won't go.
In Bromberg's voice sounded an ominous roar: Don't hand us nothing
like that! You hear what I'm telling you?
Puma shrugged: I hand you what I have to hand you. They have the
lease. What is there for me to do?
Buy 'em off!
I try. They will not.
You offer 'em enough and they'll quit!
No. They will not. They say they are here to fight you. They laugh
at my money. What shall I do?
I'll tell you one thing you'll do, and do it damn quick! roared
Bromberg. Hand over that money we need!
If you bellow in so loud a manner, said Puma, they could hear you
in the studio.... How much do you ask for?
What yeh mean by 'No'?
What I say to you, that I have not two thousand.
You lying greaser
I do not lie. I have paid my people and there remains but six
hundred dollars in my bank.
When do we get the rest? asked Sondheim, as Puma tossed the packet
of bills onto the desk.
When I make it, replied Puma tranquilly. You will understand my
receipts are my capital at present. What else I have is engaged already
in my new theatre. If you will be patient you shall have what I can
Bromberg rested both hairy fists on the desk and glared down at
Who's this new guy you got to go in with you? What's the matter
with our getting a jag of his coin?
You mean Mr. Pawling?
Yeh. Who the hell is that duck what inks his whiskers?
Well, let him shove us ours then.
You wish to ruin me? inquired Puma placidly.
Not while you're milkin', said Sondheim, showing every yellow fang
in a grin.
Then do not frighten Mr. Pawling out. Already you have scared my
other partner, Mr. Skidder, like there never was any rabbits scared.
You are foolish. If you are reasonable, I shall make money and you
shall have your share. If you are not, then there is no money to give
Sondheim said: Take a slant at them yellow-backs, Karl. And
Kastner screwed a powerful jeweller's glass into his eye and began a
minute examination of the orange-coloured treasury notes, to find out
whether they were marked bills.
Bromberg said heavily: See here, Angelo, you gotta quit this damned
stalling! You gotta get them women out, and do it quick or we'll blow
your dirty barracks into the North River!
Sondheim began to wag his soiled forefinger again.
Yeh quit us cold when things was on the fritz. Now, yeh gotta pay.
If you wasn't nothing but a wop skunk yeh'd stand in with us. The way
you're fixed would help us all. But now yeh makin' money and yeh scared
o' yeh shadow!
Bromberg cut in: And you'll be outside when the band starts
playing. Look what's doing all over the world! Every country is
starting something! You watch Berlin and Rosa Luxemburg and her bunch.
Keep your eye peeled, Angy, and see what we and the I. W. W. start in
every city of the country!
Kastner, having satisfied himself that the bills had not been
marked, and pocketed his jeweller's glass, pushed back his lank blond
Yess, he said in his icy, incisive voice, yoost vatch out
already! Dot crimson tide it iss rising the vorld all ofer! It shall
drown effery aristocrat, effery bourgeois, effery intellectual. It
shall be but a red flood ofer all the vorld vere noddings shall live
only our peoble off the proletariat!
And where the hell will you be then, Angelo? sneered Bromberg. By
God, we won't have to ask you for our share of your money then!
Again Sondheim leaned over him and wagged his nicotine-dyed finger:
You get the rest of our money! Understand? And you get them women
out!or I tell you we'll blow you and your joint to Hoboken! Get
I have understood, said Puma quietly; but his heavy face was a
muddy red now, and he choked a little when he spoke.
Give us a date and stick to it, added Bromberg. Set it yourself.
And after that we won't bother to do any more jawin'. We'll just attend
to businessyour business, Puma!
After a long silence, Puma said calmly: How much you want?
Ten thousand, said Sondheim.
And them women out of this, added Bromberg.
Or ve get you, ended Kastner in his deadly voice.
Puma lifted his head and looked intently at each one of them in
turn. And seemed presently to come to some conclusion.
Kastner forestalled him: You try it some monkey trick and you try
it no more effer again.
What's your date for the cash? insisted Sondheim.
February first, replied Puma quietly.
Kastner wrote it on the back of an envelope.
Und dese vimmen? he inquired.
I'll get a lawyer
The hell with that stuff! roared Bromberg. Get 'em out! Scare 'em
out! Jesus Christ! how long d'yeh think we're going to stand for being
hammered by that bunch o' skirts? They got a lot o' people sore on us
now. The crowd what uster come around is gettin' leery. And who are
these damned women? One of 'em was a White Nun, when they did the
business for the Romanoffs. One of 'em fired on the Bolshevikithat
big blond girl with yellow hair, I mean! Wasn't she one of those damned
girl-soldiers? And look what she's up to nowcomin' over here to talk
us off the platform!the dirty foreigner!
Yes, growled Bromberg, and there's that redheaded wench of
Vanya's!some Grand Duke's slut, they say, before she quit him for the
university to start something else
Kastner cut in in his steely voice: If you do not throw out these
women, Puma, we fix them and your hall and youall at one time, my
friend. Also! Iss it then for February the first, our understanding? Or
iss it, a little later, the end of all your troubles, Angelo?
Puma got up, nodded his acceptance of their ultimatum, and opened
the door for them.
When they trooped out, under the brick arch, they noticed his
splendid limousine waiting, and as they shuffled sullenly away
westward, Bromberg, looking back, saw Puma come out and jump lightly
into the car.
Swine! he snarled, facing the bitter wind once more and shuffling
along beside his silent brethren.
Puma went east, then north to the Hotel Rajah, where, in a private
room, he was to complete a financial transaction with Alonzo B.
Skidder, too, came in at the same time, squinting rapidly at his
partner; and together they moved toward the elevator.
The elevator waited a moment more to accommodate a willowy,
red-haired girl in furs, whose jade eyes barely rested on Puma's
magnificent black ones as he stepped aside to make way for her with an
Some skirt, murmured Skidder in his ear, as the car shot upward.
Marya left the car at the mezzanine floor: Puma's eyes were like
coals for a moment.
You know that dame? inquired Skidder, his eyes fairly snapping.
No. He did not add that he had seen her at the Combat Club and
knew her to belong to another man. But his black eyes were almost
blazing as he stepped from the elevator, for in Marya's insolent glance
he had caught a vague glimmer of firemerely a green spark, very
faintif, indeed, it had been there at all....
Pawling himself opened the door for them.
Is it all right? Do we get the parcel? were his first words.
It's a knock-out! cried Skidder, slapping him on the back. We got
the land, we got the plans, we got the iron, we got the contracts!Oh,
boy!our dough is ingo look at it and smell it for yourself! So get
into the jack, old scout, and ante up, because we break ground
Wednesday and there'll be bills before then, you betcha!
When the cocktails were brought, Puma swallowed his in a hurry,
saying he'd be back in a moment, and bidding Skidder enlighten Mr.
Pawling during the interim.
He summoned the elevator, got out at the mezzanine, and walked
lightly into the deserted and cloister-like perspective, his shiny hat
in his hand.
And saw Marya standing by the marble ramp, looking down at the
He stopped not far away. He had made no sound on the velvet carpet.
But presently she turned her head and the green eyes met his black
Neither winced. The sheer bulk of the beast and the florid
magnificence of its colour seemed to fascinate her.
She had seen him before, and scarcely noted him. She remembered. But
the world was duller, then, and the outlook grey. And then, too, her
still, green eyes had not yet wandered beyond far horizons, nor had her
heart been cut adrift to follow her fancy when the tides stirred it
from its mooringcarrying it away, away through deeps or shallows as
the currents swerved.
The pale parody on that sacred date which once had symbolised the
birth of Christ had come and gone; the ghastly year was nearing its own
deaththe bloodiest year, for all its final triumph, that the world
had ever witnessedl'année horrible!
Nor was the end yet, of all this death and dying: for the Crimson
Tide, washing through Russia, eastward, seethed and eddied among the
wrecks of empires, lapping Poland's bones, splashing over the charred
threshold of the huns, creeping into the Balkans, crawling toward
Greece and Italy, menacing Scandinavia, and arousing the stern watchers
along the French frontierthe ultimate eastward barrier of human
And unless, despite the fools who demur, that barrier be based upon
the Rhine, that barrier will fall one day.
Even in England, where the captive navies of the anti-Christ now
sulked at anchor under England's consecrated guns, some talked glibly
of rule by Soviet. All Ireland bristled now, baring its teeth at
government; vast armies, disbanding, were becoming dully restless; and
armed men, disarming, began to wonder what now might be their destiny
and what the destiny of the world they fought for.
And everywhere, among all peoples, swarmed the stealthy agents of
the Red Apocalypse, whispering discontent, hinting treasons, stirring
the unhappy to sullen anger, inciting the simple-minded to insanity,
the ignorant to revolution. For four years it had been a battle between
Light and Night; and now there threatened to be joined in battle the
uttermost forces of Evolution and Chaosthe spiritual Armageddon at
last, where Life and Light and Order must fight a final fight with
Degeneracy, Darkness and Death.
And always, everywhere, that hell-born Crimson Tide seemed to be
rising. All newspapers were full of it, sounding the universal alarm.
And Civilisation merely stared at the scarlet floodgawked stupidly
and unstirringwhile the far clamour of massacre throughout Russia
grew suddenly to a crashing discord in Berlin, shaking the whole world
with brazen dissonance.
Like the first ominous puff before the tempest, the deadly breath of
the Black Deathcalled influenza, but known of old among the
verminous myriads of the Eastswept over the earth from East to West.
Millions died; millions were yet to perish of it; yet the dazed world,
still half blind with blood and smoke, sat helpless and unstirring,
barring no gates to this pestilence that stalked the stricken earth at
New York, partly paralysed by sacrifice and the blood-sucking antics
of half-crazed congressmen, gorged by six years feeding after decades
of starvation, welcomed the incoming soldiers in a bewildered sort of
way, making either an idiot's din of dissonance or gaping in stupid
silence as the huge troop-ships swept up the bay.
The battle fleet arrivedthe home squadron and the 6th battle
squadronand lay towering along the Hudson, while officers and
jackies swarmed the streetsstreets now thronged by wounded,
toopallid cripples in olive drab, limping along slowly beneath
lowering skies, with their citations and crosses and ribbons and wound
chevrons in glinting gold under the relighted lustres of the
So the false mockery of Christmas came to the citya forced
festival, unutterably sad, for all that the end of the war was subject
of thanks in every church and synagogue. And so the mystic feast ended,
scarcely heeded amid the slow, half-crippled groping for financial
readjustment in the teeth of a snarling and vindictive Congress, mean
in its envy, meaner in revengea domestic brand of sectional
Bolsheviki as dirty and degenerate as any anarchist in all Russia.
The President had sailed away(Slava! Slava! Nechevo!)and
the newspapers were preparing to tell their disillusioned public all
about it, if permitted.
And so dawned the New Year over the spreading crimson flood,
flecking the mounting tide with brighter scarlet as it crept ever
westward, ever wider, across a wounded world.
* * * * *
Palla had not seen Jim for a very long time now. Christmas passed,
bringing neither gift nor message, although she had sent him a little
remembranceThe Divine Pantheon, by an unfrocked Anglican
clergyman, one Loxon Fettars, recently under detention pending
investigation concerning an alleged multiplicity of wives.
The New Year brought no greeting from him, either; nobody she knew
had seen him, and her pride had revolted at writing him after she had
telephoned and left a message at his clubher usual concession after a
And there was another matter that was causing her a constantly
increasing unrestshe had not seen Marya for many a day.
Quiet grief for what now appeared to be a friendship endedat other
times a tingle of bitterness that he had let it end so
relentlesslyand sometimes, at night, the secret dreadeternally
buried yet perennially resurrectedthe still, hidden, ever-living fear
of Marya; these the girl knew, now, as part of life.
And went on, steadily, with her life's business, as though moving
toward a dark horizon where clouds towered gradually higher, reflecting
the glimmer of unseen lightning.
Somehow, lately, a vague sensation of impending trouble had invaded
her; and she never entirely shook it off, even in her lighter moods,
when there was gay company around her; or in the warm flush of
optimistic propaganda work; or in the increasingly exciting sessions of
the Combat Club, now interrupted nightly by fierce outbreaks from
emissaries of the Red Flag Club, who were there to make mischief.
Also, there had been an innovation established among her company of
moderate socialists; a corps of missionary speakers, who volunteered on
certain nights to speak from the classic soap-box on street corners,
urging the propaganda of their panacea, the Law of Love and Service.
Twice already, despite her natural timidity and dread of public
speaking, Palla had faced idle, half-curious, half sneering crowds just
east or west of Broadway; had struggled through with what she had come
to say; had gently replied to heckling, blushed under insult, stood
trembling by her guns to the end.
Ilse was more convincing, more popular with her gay insouciance and
infectious laughter, and her unexpected and enchanting flashes of
militancy, which always interested the crowd.
And always, after these soap-box efforts, both Palla and Ilse were
insulted over the telephone by unknown men. Their mail, also,
invariably contained abusive or threatening letters, and sometimes vile
ones; and Estridge purchased pistols for them both and exacted pledges
that they carry them at night.
On the evening selected for Palla's third essay in street oratory,
she slipped her pistol into her muff and set out alone, not waiting for
Ilse, who, with John Estridge, was to have met her after dinner at her
house, and, as usual, accompany her to the place selected.
But they knew where she was to speak, and she did not doubt they
would turn up sooner or later at the rendezvous.
All that day the dull, foreboding feeling had been assailing her at
intervals, and she had been unable to free herself entirely from the
The day had been grey; when she left the house a drizzle had begun
to wet the flagstones, and every lamp-post was now hooded with ghostly
She walked because she had need of exercise, not even deigning to
unfurl her umbrella against the mist which spun silvery ovals over
every electric globe along Fifth Avenue, and now shrouded every
building above the fourth story in a cottony ocean of fog.
When finally she turned westward, the dark obscurity of the
cross-street seemed to stretch away into infinite night and she hurried
a little, scarcely realising why.
There did not seem to be a soul in sightshe noticed thatyet
suddenly, halfway down the street, she discovered a man walking at her
elbow, his rubber-shod feet making no sound on the wet walk.
Palla had never before been annoyed by such attentions in New York,
yet she supposed it must be the reason for the man's insolence.
She hastened her steps; he moved as swiftly.
Look here, he said, I know who you are, and where you're going.
And we've stood just about enough from you and your friends.
In the quick revulsion from annoyance and disgust to a very lively
flash of fright, Palla involuntarily slackened her pace and widened the
distance between her and this unknown.
You better right-about-face and go home! he said quietly. You
talk too damn much with your face. And we're going to stop you. See?
At that her flash of fear turned to anger:
Try it, she said hotly; and hurried on, her hand clutching the
pistol in her wet muff, her eyes fixed on the unknown man.
I've a mind to dust you good and plenty right here, he said. Quit
your running, now, and beat it back again His vise-like grip was on
her left arm, almost jerking her off her feet; and the next moment she
struck him with her loaded pistol full in the face.
As he veered away, she saw the seam open from his cheek bone to his
chinsaw the white face suddenly painted with wet scarlet.
The sight of the blood made her sick, but she kept her pistol
levelled, backing away westward all the while.
There was an iron railing near; he went over and leaned against it
as though stupefied.
And all the while she continued to retreat until, behind her, his
dim shape merged into the foggy dark.
Then Palla turned and ran. And she was still breathing fast and
unevenly when she came to that perfect blossom of vulgarity and
apotheosis of all American shamBroadwaywhere in the raw glare from
a million lights the senseless crowds swept north and south.
And here, where Jew-manager and gentile ruled the histrionic destiny
of the United Stateshere where art, letters, service, industry,
business had each developed its own species of human prostitutetwo
muddy-brained torrents of humanity poured in opposite directions,
crowding, shoving, shuffling along in the endless, hopeless Hunt for
She had made, in the beginning of her street-corner career,
arrangements with a neighbouring boot-black to furnish one soap-box on
demand at a quarter of a dollar rent for every evening.
She extracted the quarter from her purse and paid the boy; carried
the soap-box herself to the curb; and, with that invariable access of
fright which attacked her at such moments, mounted it to face the first
few people who halted out of curiosity to see what else she meant to
Columns of passing umbrellas hid her so that not many people noticed
her; but gradually that perennial audience of shabby opportunists which
always gathers anywhere from nowhere, ringed her soap-box. And Palla
began to speak in the drizzling rain.
For some time there were no interruptions, no jeers, no doubtful
pleasantries. But when it became more plain to the increasing crowd
that this smartly though simply gowned young woman had come to Broadway
in the rain for the purpose of protesting against all forms of
violence, including the right of the working people to strike, ugly
remarks became audible, and now and then a menacing word was flung at
her, or some clenched hand insulted her and amid a restless murmur
growing rougher all the time.
Once, to prove her point out of the mouth of the proletariat itself,
she quoted from Rosa Luxemburg; and a well-dressed man shouldered his
way toward her and in a low voice gave her the lie.
The painful colour dyed her face, but she went on calmly, explaining
the different degrees and extremes of socialism, revealing how the
abused term had been used as camouflage by the party committed to the
utter annihilation of everything worth living for.
And again, to prove her point, she quoted:
Socialism does not mean the convening of Parliaments and the
enactment of laws; it means the overthrow of the ruling classes with
all the brutality at the disposal of the proletariat.
The same well-dressed man interrupted again:
Say, who pays you to come here and hand out that Wall Street
Nobody pays me, she replied patiently.
All right, then, if that's true why don't you tell us something
about the interests and the profiteers and all them dirty games the
capitalists is rigging up? Tell us about the guy who wants us to pay
eight cents to ride on his damned cars! Tell us about the geezers who
soak us for food and coal and clothes and rent!
You stand there chirping to us about Love and Service and how we
oughta give. Give! Jesus!we ain't got anything left to give.
They ain't anything to give our wives or our children,no, nor there
ain't enough left to feed our own faces or pay for a patch on our
pants! Give? Hell! The interests took it. And you stand
there twittering about Love and Service! We oughta serve 'em a brick on
the neck and love 'em with a black-jack!
How far would that get you? asked Palla gently.
As far as their pants-pockets anyway!
And when you empty those, who is to employ and pay you?
Don't worry, he sneered, we'll do the employing after that.
And will your employees do to you some day what you did to your
employers with a black-jack?
The crowd laughed, but her heckler shook his fist at her and yelled:
Ain't I telling you that we'll be sitting in these damn gold-plated
houses and payin' wages to these here fat millionaires for blackin' our
You mean that when Bolshevism rules there are to be rich and poor
just the same as at present?
Again the crowd laughed.
All right! bawled the man, waving both arms above his head,
yes, I do mean it! It will be our turn then. Why not? What do we
want to split fifty-fifty with them soft, fat millionaires for? Nix on
that stuff! It will be hog-killing time, and you can bet your
thousand-dollar wrist watch, Miss, that there'll be some killin' in
little old New York!
He had backed out of the circle and disappeared in the crowd before
Palla could attempt further reasoning with him. So she merely shook her
head in gentle disapproval and dissent:
What is the use, she said, of exchanging one form of tyranny for
another? Why destroy the autocracy of the capitalist and erect on its
ruins the autocracy of the worker?
How can class distinctions be eradicated by fanning class-hatred?
In a battle against all dictators, why proclaim dictatorshipeven of
All oppression is hateful, whether exercised by God or manwhether
the oppressor be that murderous, stupid, treacherous, tyrannical bully
in the Old Testament, miscalled God, or whether the oppressor be the
proletariat which screamed for the blood of Jesus Christ and got it!
Free heart, free mind, free soul!anything less means servitude,
not servicehatred, not love!
A man in the outskirts of the crowd shouted: Say, you're some
rag-chewer, little girl! Go to it!
She laughed, then glanced at her wrist watch.
There were a few more words she might say before the time she
allowed herself had expired, and she found courage to go on, striving
to explain to the shifting knot of people that the battle which now
threatened civilisation was the terrible and final fight between Order
and Disorder and that, under inexorable laws which could never change,
order meant life and survival; disorder chaos and death for all living
A few cheered her as she bade them good-night, picked up her
soap-box and carried it back to her boot-black friend, who inhabited a
shack built against the family-entrance side of a saloon.
She was surprised that Ilse and John Estridge had not
appearedcould scarcely understand it, as she made her way toward a
For, in view of the startling occurrence earlier in the evening, and
the non-appearance of Ilse and Estridge, Palla had decided to return in
The incidentthe boldness of the unknown man and vicious brutality
of his attitude, and also a sickening recollection of her own action
and his bloody facehad really shocked her, even more than she was
aware of at the time.
She felt tired and strained, and a trifle faint now, where she lay
back, swaying there on her seat, her pistol clutched inside her muff,
as the ramshackle vehicle lurched its noisy way eastward. And always
that dull sense of something sinister impendingthat indefinable
apprehensionremained with her. And she gazed darkly out on the dark
streets, possessed by a melancholy which she did not attempt to
Yet, partly it came from the ruptured comradeship which always
haunted her mind, partly because of Ilse and the uncertainty of what
might happen to hermay have happened already for all Palla knewand
partly becausealthough she did not realise itin the profound deeps
of her girl's being she was vaguely conscious of something latent which
seemed to have lain hidden there for a long, long timesomething
inert, inexorable, indestructible, which, if it ever stirred from its
intense stillness, must be reckoned with in years to come.
She made no effort to comprehend what this thing might beif,
indeed, it really existedno pains to analyse it or to meditate over
the vague indications of its presence.
She seemed merely to be aware of something indefinable concealed in
the uttermost depths of her.
It was Doubt, unborn.
* * * * *
The taxi drew up before her house. Rain was falling heavily, as she
ran up the stepsa cold rain through which a few wet snowflakes
Her maid heard the rattle of her night-key and came to relieve her
of her wet things, and to say that Miss Westgard had telephoned and had
left a number to be called as soon as Miss Dumont returned.
The slip of paper bore John Estridge's telephone number and Palla
seated herself at her desk and called it.
Almost immediately she heard Ilse's voice on the wire.
What is the matter, dear? inquired Palla with the slightest shiver
of that premonition which had haunted her all day.
But Ilse's voice was cheerful: We were so sorry not to go with you
this evening, darling, but Jack is feeling so queer that he's turned in
and I've sent for a physician.
Shall I come around? asked Palla.
Oh, no, replied Ilse calmly, but I've an idea Jack may need a
What is it? faltered Palla.
I don't know. But he is running a high temperature and he says that
it feels as though something were wrong with his appendix.
You see Jack is almost a physician himself, so if it really is
acute appendicitis we must know as soon as possible.
Is there anything I could do? pleaded Palla. Darling, I do
so want to be of use if
I'll let you know, dear. There isn't anything so far.
Are you going to stay there to-night?
Of course, replied Ilse calmly. Tell me, Palla, how did the
soap-box arguments go?
Not very well. I was heckled. I'm such a wretched public speaker,
Ilse;I can never remember what rejoinders to make until it's too
She did not mention her encounter with the unknown man; Ilse had
enough to occupy her.
They chatted a few moments longer, then Ilse promised to call her if
necessary, and said good-night.
A little after midnight Palla's telephone rang beside her bed and
she started upright with a pang of fear and groped for the instrument.
Jack is seriously ill, came the level voice of Ilse. We have
taken him to the Memorial Hospital in one of their ambulances.
Wwhat is it? asked Palla.
They say it is pneumonia.
I'm not afraid. Jack is in magnificent physical condition. He is
too splendid not to win the fight.... And I shall be with him.... I
shall not let him lose.
Tell me what I can do, darling!
Nothingexcept love us both.
I doI do indeed
Do you understand?
Oh, II think I do. And I do love youlove you
You must, now.... I am going home to get some things. Then I
shall go to the hospital. You can call me there until he is
Will they let you stay there?
I have volunteered for general work. They are terribly short-handed
and they are glad to have me.
I'll come to-morrow, said Palla.
No. Wait.... Good-night, my darling.
As a mischievous caricaturist, in the beginning, draws a fairly good
portrait of his victim and then gradually habituates his public to a
series of progressively exaggerated extravagances, so progressed the
programme of the Bolsheviki in America, revealing little by little
their final conception of liberty and equality in the bloody and
distorted monster which they had now evolved, and which they publicly
owned as their ideal emblem.
In the Red Flag Club, Sondheim shouted that a Red Republic was
impossible because it admitted on an equality the rich and well-to-do.
Karl Kastner, more cynical, coolly preached the autocracy of the
worker; told his listeners frankly that there would always be masters
and servants in the world, and asked them which they preferred to be.
With the new year came sporadic symptoms of unrest;strikes,
unwarranted confiscations by Government, increasingly bad service in
public utilities controlled by Government, loose talk in a contemptible
Congress, looser gabble among those who witlessly lent themselves to
German or Bolshevik propagandaor bothby repeating stories of
alleged differences between America and England, America and France,
America and Italy.
The hen-braineda small minoritymisbehaved as usual whenever the
opportunity came to do the wrong thing; the meanest and most
contemptible partisanship since the shameful era of the carpet bagger
prevailed in a section of the Republic where the traditions of great
men and great deeds had led the nation to expect nobler things.
For the same old hydra seemed to be still alive on earth, lifting,
by turns, its separate heads of envy, intolerance, bigotry and greed.
Ignorance, robed with authority, legally robbed those comfortably off.
The bleat of the pacifist was heard in the land. Those who had once
chanted in sanctimonious chorus, He kept us out of war, now sang
sentimental hymns invoking mercy and forgiveness for the crucifiers of
children and the rapers of women, who licked their lips furtively and
leered at the imbecile choir. Representatives of a great electorate
vaunted their patriotism and proudly repeated: We forced him into
war! Whereas they themselves had been kicked headlong into it by a
press and public at the end of its martyred patience.
There appeared to be, so far, no business revival. Prosperity was
penalised, taxed to the verge of blackmail, constantly suspected and
admonished; and the Congressional Bolsheviki were gradually breaking
the neck of legitimate enterprise everywhere throughout the Republic.
And everywhere over the world the crimson tide crept almost
imperceptibly a little higher every day.
* * * * *
Toward the middle of January the fever which had burnt John Estridge
for a week fell a degree or two.
Palla, who had called twice a day at the Memorial Hospital, was
seated that morning in a little room near the disinfecting plant,
talking to Ilse, who had just laid aside her mask.
You look rather ill yourself, said Ilse in her cheery, even voice.
Is anything worrying you, darling?
Yes.... You are.
I! exclaimed the girl, really astonished. Why?
Sometimes, murmured Palla, my anxiety makes me almost sick.
Anxiety about me!
You know why, whispered Palla.
A bright flush stained Ilse's face: she said calmly:
But our creed is broad enough to include all things beautiful and
Palla shrank as though she had been struck, and sat staring out of
the narrow window.
Ilse lifted a basket of soiled linen and carried it away. When,
presently, she returned to take away another basket, she inquired
whether Palla had made up her quarrel with Jim Shotwell, and Palla
shook her head.
Do you really suppose Marya has made mischief between you? asked
Oh, I don't know, Ilse, said the girl listlessly. I don't know
what it is that seems to be so wrong with the worldwith
She rose nervously, bade Ilse adieu, and went out without turning
her headperhaps because her brown eyes had suddenly blurred with
* * * * *
Half way to Red Cross headquarters she passed the Hotel Rajah. And
why she did it she had no very clear idea, but she turned abruptly and
entered the gorgeous lobby, went to the desk, and sent up her name to
It appeared, presently, that Miss Lanois was at home and would
receive her in her apartment.
The accolade was perfunctory: Palla's first glance informed her that
Marya had grown a trifle more svelte since they had metmore brilliant
in her distinctive coloration. There was a tawny beauty about the girl
that almost blazed from her hair and delicately sanguine skin and lips.
They seated themselves, and Marya lighted the cigarette which Palla
had refused; and they fell into the animated, gossiping conversation
characteristic of such reunions.
Vanya? repeated Marya, smiling, no, I have not seen him. That is
quite finished, you see. But I hope he is well. Do you happen to know?
He seemschanged. But he is working hard, which is always best for
the unhappy. And he and his somewhat vociferous friend, Mr. Wilding,
are very busy preparing for their Philadelphia concert.
Wilding, repeated Marya, as though swallowing something
distasteful. He was the last straw! But tell me, Palla, what are you
doing these jolly days of the new year?
Nothing.... Red Cross, canteen, cluband recently I go twice a day
to the Memorial Hospital.
John Estridge is ill there.
What is the matter with him?
Oh. I am so sorry for Ilse! Her eyes rested intently on
Palla's for a moment; then she smiled subtly, as though sharing with
Palla some occult understanding.
Palla's face whitened a little: I want to ask you a question,
Marya.... You know our beliefconcerning life in general.... Tell
mesince your separation from Vanya, do you still believe in that
Do I still believe in my own personal liberty to do as I choose? Of
From the moral side?
Moral! mocked Marya, What are morals? Artificial conventions
accidentally established! Haphazard folkways of ancient peoples whose
very origin has been forgotten! What is moral in India is immoral in
England: what is right in China is wrong in America. It's purely a
matter of local folkwaysracial customsas to whether one is or is
Ethics apply to the Greek Ethos; morals to the Latin
Moresmoeurs in French, sitte in German, custom
in English;and all mean practically the same thingmetaphysical
hair-splitters to the contrarywhich is simply this: all beliefs are
local, and local customs or morals are the result. Therefore, they
don't worry me.
Palla sat with her troubled eyes on the careless, garrulous,
half-smiling Russian girl, and trying to follow with an immature mind
the half-baked philosophy offered for her consumption.
She said hesitatingly, almost shyly: I've wondered a little, Marya,
how it ever happened that such an institution as marriage became
Marriage isn't an institution, exclaimed Marya smilingly. The
family, which existed long before marriage, is the institution, because
it has a definite structure which marriage hasn't.
Marriage always has been merely a locally varying mode of sex
association. No laws can control it. Local rules merely try to regulate
the various manners of entering into a marital state, the obligations
and personal rights of the sexes involved. What really controls two
people who have entered into such a relation is local opinion
She snapped her fingers and tossed aside her cigarette: You and I
happen to be, locally, in the minority with our opinions, that's all.
Palla rose and walked slowly to the door. Have you seen Jim
recently? she managed to say carelessly.
Marya waited for her to turn before replying: Haven't you
seen him? she asked with the leisurely malice of certainty.
No, not for a long while, replied Palla, facing with a painful
flush this miserable crisis to which her candour had finally committed
her. We had a little difference.... Have you seen him lately?
Marya's sympathy flickered swift as a dagger:
What a shame for him to behave so childishly! she cried. I shall
scold him soundly. He's like an infantthat boythe way he sulks if
you deny him anything She checked herself, laughed in a confused way
which confessed and defied.
Palla's fixed smile was still stamped on her rigid lips as she made
her adieux. Then she went out with death in her heart.
* * * * *
At the Red Cross his mother exchanged a few words with her at
intervals, as usual, during the séance.
The conversation drifted toward the subject of religious orders in
Russia, and Mrs. Shotwell asked her how it was that she came to begin a
novitiate in a country where Catholic orders had, she understood, been
forbidden permission to establish themselves in the realm of the Greek
Palla explained in her sweet, colourless voice that the Czar had
permitted certain religious orders to establish themselvesvery few,
however,the number of nuns of all orders not exceeding five hundred.
Also she explained that they were forbidden to make converts from the
orthodox religion, which was why the Empress had sternly refused the
pleading of the little Grand Duchess.
I do not think, added Palla, that the Bolsheviki have left any
Catholic nuns in Russia, unless perhaps they have spared the Sisters of
Mercy. But I hear that non-cloistered orders like the Dominicans, and
cloistered orders such as the Carmelites and Ursulines have been driven
away.... I don't know whether this is true.
Mrs. Shotwell, her eyes on her flying needle, said casually: Have
you never felt the desire to reconsiderto return to your novitiate?
The girl, bending low over her work, drew a deep, still breath.
Yes, she said, it has occurred to me.
Does it still appeal to you at times?
The girl lifted her honest eyes: In life there are moments when any
Refuge from what? asked Helen quietly.
Palla did not evade the question: From the unkindness of life, she
said. But I have concluded that such a motive for cloistered life is a
Was that your motive when you took the white veil?
No, not then.... It seemed to be an overwhelming need for service
and adoration.... It's strange how faiths change though need remains.
You still feel that need?
Of course, said the girl simply.
I see. Your clubs and other service give you what you require to
satisfy you and make you happy and contented.
As Palla made no reply, Helen glanced at her askance; and caught a
fleeting glimpse of tragedy in this girl's still facethe face of a
cloistered nun burnt whitepurged utterly of all save the mystic
passion of the spirit.
The face altered immediately, and colour came into it; and her
slender hands were steady as she turned her bandage and cut off the
What thoughts concerning this girl were in her mind, Helen could
neither entirely comprehend nor analyse. At moments a hot hatred for
the girl passed over her like flameanger because of what she was
doing to her only son.
For Jim had changed; and it was love for this woman that had changed
himwhich had made of him the silent, listless man whose grey face
haunted his mother's dreams.
That he, dissipating all her hopes of him, had fallen in love with
Palla Dumont was enough unhappiness, it seemed; but that this girl
should have found it possible to refuse himthat seemed to Helen a
And even were Jim able to forget the girl and free himself from this
exasperating unhappiness which almost maddened his mother, still she
must always afterward remember with bitterness the girl who had
rejected her only son.
Not since Palla had telephoned on that unfortunate night had she or
Helen ever mentioned Jim. The mother, expecting his obsession to wear
itself out, had been only too glad to approve the rupture.
But recently, at moments, her courage had weakened when, evening
after evening, she had watched her son where he sat so silent,
listless, his eyes dull and remote and the book forgotten on his knees.
A steady resentment for all this change in her son possessed Helen,
varied by flashes of impulse to seize Palla and shake her into
comprehension of her responsibilityof her astounding stupidity,
Not that she wanted her for a daughter-in-law. She wanted Elorn. But
now she was beginning to understand that it never would be Elorn
Sharrow. Andsave when the change in Jim worried her too deeplyshe
remained obstinately determined that he should not bring this girl into
the Shotwell family.
And the amazing paradox was revealed in the fact that Palla
fascinated her; that she believed her to be as fine as she was
perverse; as honest as she was beautiful; as spiritually chaste as she
knew her to be mentally and bodily untainted by anything ignoble.
This, and because Palla was the woman to whom her son's unhappiness
was wholly due, combined to exercise an uncanny fascination on Helen,
so that she experienced a constant and haunting desire to be near the
girl, where she could see her and hear her voice.
At moments, even, she experienced a vague desire to intervenedo
something to mitigate Jim's miseryyet realising all the while she did
not desire Palla to relent.
* * * * *
As for Palla, she was becoming too deeply worried over the darkening
aspects of life to care what Helen thought, even if she had divined the
occult trend of her mind toward herself.
One thing after another seemed to crowd more threateningly upon
her;Jim's absence, Marya's attitude, and the certainty, now, that she
saw Jim;and then the grave illness of John Estridge and her
apprehensions regarding Ilse; and the increasing difficulties of club
problems; and the brutality and hatred which were becoming daily more
noticeable in the opposition which she and Ilse were encountering.
* * * * *
After a tiresome day, Palla left a new Hostess House which she had
aided to establish, and took a Fifth Avenue bus, too weary to walk
The day had been clear and sunny, and she wondered dully why it had
left with her the impression of grey skies.
Dusk came before she arrived at her house. She went into her
unlighted living room, and threw herself on the lounge, lying with eyes
closed and the back of one gloved hand across her temples.
* * * * *
When a servant came to turn up the lamp, Palla had bitten her lip
till the blood flecked her white glove. She sat up, declined to have
tea, and, after the maid had departed, she remained seated, her teeth
busy with her under lip again, her eyes fixed on space.
After a long while her eyes swerved to note the clock and what its
gilt hands indicated.
And she seemed to arrive at a conclusion, for she went to her
bedroom, drew a bath, and rang for her maid.
I want my rose evening gown, she said. It needs a stitch or two
where I tore it dancing.
At six, not being dressed yet, she put on a belted chamber robe and
trotted into the living room, as confidently as though she had no
doubts concerning what she was about to do.
It seemed to take a long while for the operator to make the
connection, and Palla's hand trembled a little where it held the
receiver tightly against her ear. When, presently, a servant answered:
Please say to him that a client wishes to speak to him regarding an
Finally she heard his voice saying: This is Mr. James Shotwell
Junior; who is it wishes to speak to me?
A client, she faltered, who desires toto participate with you
in some plan for the purpose ofof improving our mutual relationship.
Palla. She could scarcely hear his voice.
II'm so unhappy, Jim. Could you come to-night?
He made no answer.
I suppose you haven't heard that Jack Estridge is very ill? she
No. What is the trouble?
Pneumonia. He's a little better to-night.
She heard him utter: That's terrible. That's a bad business. Then
to her: Where is he?
She told him. He said he'd call at the hospital. But he said nothing
about seeing her.
I wondered, came her wistful voice, whether, perhaps, you would
dine here alone with me this evening.
Why do you ask me?
BecauseIour last quarrel was so bitterand I feel the hurt of
it yet. It hurts even physically, Jim.
I did not mean to do such a thing to you.
No, I know you didn't. But that numb sort of pain is always there.
I can't seem to get rid of it, no matter what I do.
Are you very busy still?
Yes.... I sawMaryato-day.
Is that unusual? he asked indifferently.
Yes. I haven't seen her sincesince she and Vanya separated.
Oh! Have they separated? he asked with such unfeigned surprise
that the girl's heart leaped wildly.
Didn't you know it? Didn't Marya tell you? she asked shivering
I haven't seen her since I saw you, he replied.
Palla's right hand flew to her breast and rested there while she
strove to control her voice. Then:
Please, Jim, let us forgive and break bread again together. I
she drew a deep, unsteady breathI can't tell you how our separation
has made me feel. I don't quite know what it's done to me, either.
Perhaps I can understand if I see youif I could only see you
There ensued a silence so protracted that a shaft of fear struck
through her. Then his voice, pleasantly collected:
I'll be around in a few minutes.
* * * * *
She was scared speechless when the bell rangwhen she heard his
unhurried step on the stair.
Before he was announced by the maid, however, she had understood one
problem in the scheme of thingsrealised it as she rose from the
lounge and held out her slender hand.
He took it and kept it. The maid retired.
Well, Palla, he said.
Well, she said, rather breathlessly, I know now.
His voice and face seemed amiable and lifeless; his eyes, too,
remained dull and incurious; but he said: I don't think I understand.
What is it you know?
Shall I tell you?
If you wish.
His pleasant, listless manner chilled her; she hesitated, then
turned away, withdrawing her hand.
When she had seated herself on the sofa he dropped down beside her
in his old place. She lighted a cigarette for him.
Tell me about poor old Jack, he said in a low voice.
Their dinner was a pleasant but subdued affair. Afterward she played
for himinterrupted once by a telephone call from Ilse, who said that
John's temperature had risen a degree and the only thing to do was to
watch him every second. But she refused Palla's offer to join her at
the hospital, saying that she and the night nurse were sufficient; and
the girl went slowly back to the piano.
But, somehow, even that seemed too far away from her loveror the
man who once had been her avowed lover. And after idling-with the keys
for a few minutes she came back to the lounge where he was seated.
He looked up from his revery: This is most comfortable, Palla, he
said with a slight smile.
Do you like it?
You need not go away at allif it pleases you. Her voice was so
indistinct that for a moment he did not comprehend what she had said.
Then he turned and looked at her. Both were pale enough now.
That is whatwhat I was going to tell you, she said. Is it too
To say that I amin love with you.
He flushed heavily and looked at her in a dazed way.
What do you mean? he said.
I meanif you want meI amam not afraid any more
They had both risen instinctively, as though to face something
vital. She said:
Don't ask me to submit to any degrading ceremony.... I love you
He said slowly: Do you realise what you say? You are crazy! You and
your socialist friends pretend to be fighting anarchy. You preach
against Bolshevism! You warn the world that the Crimson Tide is rising.
And every word you utter swells it! You are the anarchists
yourselves! You are the Bolsheviki of the world! You come bringing
disorder where there is order; you substitute unproven theory for
Like the hun, you come to impose your will on a world already
content with its own God and its own belief! And that is autocracy; and
autocracy is what you say you oppose!
I tell you and your friends that it was not wolves that were pupped
in the sand of the shaggy Prussian forests when the first Hohenzollern
was dropped. It was swine! Swine were farrowed;not even sanglier, but decadent domestic swine;when Wilhelm and his degenerate litter
came out to root up Europe! And they were the first real
He turned and began to stride to and fro; his pale, sunken face
deeply shadowed, his hands clenching and unclenching.
What in God's name, he said fiercely, are women like you doing to
us! What do you suppose happens to such a man as I when the girl he
loves tells him she cares only to be his mistress! What hope is there
left in him?what sense, what understanding, what faith?
You don't have to tell me that the Crimson Tide is rising. I saw it
in the Argonne. I wish to God I were back there and the hun was still
resisting. I wish I had never lived to come back here and see what
demoralisation is threatening my own country from that cursed germ of
wilful degeneracy born in the Prussian twilight, fed in Russian
desolation, infecting the whole world
His voice died in his throat; he walked swiftly past her, turned at
I've known three of you, he said, you and Ilse and Marya. I've
seen a lot of your associates and acquaintances who profess your views.
And I've seen enough.
He hesitated; then when he could control his voice again:
It's bad enough when a woman refuses marriage to a man she does not
love. That man is going to be unhappy. But have you any idea what
happens to him when the girl he loves, and who says she cares for him,
It was terrible even when you cared for me only a little. Butbut
nowdo you know what I think of your creed? I hate it as you hated the
beasts who slew your friend! Damn your creed! To hell with it!
She covered her face with both hands: there was a noise like thunder
in her brain.
She heard the door close sharply in the hall below.
This was the end.
She felt a trifle weak. In her ears there lingered a dull, confused
sensation, like the echo of things still falling. Something had gone
very wrong with the scheme of nature. Even beneath her feet, now, the
floor seemed unsteady, unreliable.
A half-darkness dimmed her eyes; she laid one slim hand on the
sofa-back and seated herself, fighting instinctively for consciousness.
She sat there for a long while. The swimming faintness passed away.
An intense stillness seemed to invade her, and the room, and the street
outside. And for vast distances beyond. Half hours and hours rang
clearly through the silence from the mantel-clock. So still was the
place that a sheaf of petals falling from a fading rose on the piano
seemed to fill the room with ghostly rustling.
* * * * *
This, then, was the finish. Love had ended. Youth itself was ending,
too, here in the dead silence of this lamplit room.
There remained nothing more. Except that ever darkening horizon
where, at the earth's ends, those grave shapes of cloud closed out the
vista of remote skies.
There seemed to be no shelter anywhere in the vast nakedness of the
scheme of thingsno shadow under which to crouchno refuge.
Dim visions of cloistered forms, moving in a blessed twilight, grew
and assumed familiar shape amid the dumb desolation reigning in her
brain. The spectral temptation passed, repassed; processional,
recessional glided by, timed by her heart's low rhythm.
But, little by little, she came to understand that there was no
refuge even there; no mystic glow in the dark corridors of her own
heart; no source of light save from the candles glimmering on the high
altar; no aureole above the crucifix.
Always, everywhere, there seemed to be no shelter, no roof above the
scheme of things.
* * * * *
She heard the telephone. As she slowly rose from the sofa she noted
the hour as it sounded;four o'clock in the morning.
A man's voice was speakingan unhurried, precise, low-pitched,
ThisistheMemorial Hospital. DoctorWillisspeaking.
Mr.John Estridgediedatten minutestofour. Miss
Thank you. MissWestgardwillgotoyouimmediately. Good-night.
* * * * *
Palla rose from her chair in the unfurnished drawing-room, went out
into the hall, admitted Ilse, then locked and chained the two front
When she turned around, trembling and speechless, they kissed. But
it was only Palla's mouth that trembled; and when they mounted the
stairs it was Ilse's arm that supported Palla.
Except that her eyes were heavy and seemed smeared with deep violet
under the lower lids, Ilse did not appear very much changed.
She took off her furs, hat, and gloves and sat down beside Palla.
Her voice was quite clear and steady; there appeared to be no sign of
shock or of grief, save for a passing tremor of her tired eyes now and
She said: We talked a little together, Jack and I, after I
telephoned to you.
That was the last. His hand began to burn in mine steadily, like
something on fire. And when, presently, I found he was not asleep, I
motioned to the night nurse.
The change seemed to come suddenly; she went to find one of the
internes; I sat with my hand on his pulse.... There were three
physicians there.... Jack was not conscious after midnight.
Palla's lips and throat were dry and aching and her voice almost
Darling, she whispered, darlingif I could give him back to
you and take his place!
Ilse smiled, but her heavy eyelids quivered:
The scheme of things is so miserably patched together.... Except
for the indestructible divinity within each one of us, it all would be
so hopeless.... I had never been able to imagine Jack and Death
together She looked up at the clock. He was alive only an hour
ago.... Isn't it strange
Oh, Ilse, Ilse! I wish this God who deals out such wickedness and
misery had struck me down instead!
Neither seemed to notice the agnostic paradox in this bitter cry
wrung from a young girl's grief.
Ilse closed her eyes as though to rest them, and sat so, her steady
hand on Palla's. And, so resting, said in her unfaltering voice:
Jack, of course, lives.... But it seems a long time to wait to see
Jack lives, whispered Palla.
Of course.... Onlyit seems so long a time to wait.... I wanted to
show himhow kind love has been to ushow still more wonderful love
could have been to us ... for I could have borne him many children....
And now I shall bear but one.
After a silence, Palla lifted her eyes. In them the shadow of terror
still lingered; there was not an atom of colour in her face.
* * * * *
Ilse slept that night, though Palla scarcely closed her eyes.
Dreadful details of the coming day rose up to haunt herall the
ghastly routine necessary before the dead lie finally undisturbed by
the stir and movement of many footstepsthe coming and going of the
* * * * *
Because what they called pneumonia was the Black Death of the
ancient East, they had warned Ilse to remain aloof from that inert
thing that had been her lover. So she did not look upon his face again.
There were relatives of sorts at the chapel. None spoke to her. The
sunshine on the flower-covered casket was almost spring like.
And in the cemetery, too, there was no snow; and, under the dead
grass, everywhere new herbage tinted the earth with delicate green.
Ilse returned from the cemetery with Palla. Her black veil and
garments made of her gold hair and blond skin a vivid beauty that grief
had not subdued.
That deathless courage which was part of her seemed to sustain the
clear glow of her body's vigour as it upheld her dauntless spirit.
Did you see Jim in the chapel? she asked quietly.
Palla nodded. She had seen Marya, also. After a little while Ilse
I think it no treachery to creed when one submits to the equally
vital belief of another. I think our creed includes submission, because
that also is part of love.
Palla lifted her face in flushed surprise:
Is there any compromising with truth? she asked.
I think love is the greatest truth. What difference does it make
how we love?
Does not our example count? You had the courage of your belief. Do
you counsel me to subscribe to what I do not believe by acquiescing in
Ilse closed her sea-blue eyes as though fatigued. She said dreamily:
I think that to believe in love and mating and the bearing of
children is the only important belief in the world. But under what
local laws you go about doing these things seems to be of minor
importance,a matter, I should say, of personal inclination.
Ilse wished to go home. That is, to her own apartment, where now
were enshrined all her memories of this dead man who had given to her
womanhood that ultimate crown which in her eyes seemed perfect.
She said serenely to Palla: Mine is not the loneliness that craves
company with the living. I have a long time to wait; that is all. And
after a while I shall not wait alone.
So you must not grieve for me, darling. You see I know that Jack
lives. It's just the long, long wait that calls for courage. But I
think it is a little easier to wait alone untiluntil there are two to
Will you call me when you want me, Ilse?
Always, darling. Don't grieve. Few women know happiness. I have
known it. I know it now. It shall not even die with me.
She smiled faintly and turned to enter her doorway; and Palla
continued on alone toward that dwelling which she called home.
The mourning which she had worn for her aunt, and which she had worn
for John Estridge that morning, she now put off, although vaguely
inclined for it. But she shrank from the explanations in which it was
certain she must become involved when on duty at the Red Cross and the
canteen that afternoon.
Undressed, she sent her maid for a cup of tea, feeling too tired for
luncheon. Afterward she lay down on her bed, meaning merely to close
her eyes for a moment.
It was after four in the afternoon when she sat up with a starttoo
late for the Red Cross; but she could do something at the canteen.
She went about dressing as though bruised. It seemed to take an
interminable time. Her maid called a taxi; but the short winter
daylight had nearly gone when she arrived at the canteen.
She remained there on kitchen duty until seven, then untied her
white tablier, washed, pinned on her hat, and went out into the
light-shot darkness of the streets and turned her steps once more
There is, among the weirder newspapers of the metropolis, a sheet
affectionately known as pink-and-punk, the circulation of which seems
to depend upon its distribution of fake extras.
As Palla turned into her street, shabby men with hoarse voices were
calling an extra and selling the newspaper in question.
She bought one, glanced at the headlines, then, folding it, unlocked
Dinner was announced almost immediately, but she could not touch it.
She sank down on the sofa, still wearing her furs and hat. After a
little while she opened her newspaper.
It seemed that a Bolsheviki plot had been discovered to murder the
premiers and rulers of the allied nations, and to begin simultaneously
in every capital and principal city of Europe and America a reign of
murder and destruction.
In fact, according to the account printed in startling type, the
Terrorists had already begun their destructive programme in
Philadelphia. Half a dozen buildingsprivate dwellings and one small
hotelhad been more or less damaged by bombs. A New York man named
Wilding, fairly well known as an impresario, had been killed outright;
and a Russian pianist, Vanya Tchernov, who had just arrived in
Philadelphia to complete arrangements for a concert to be given by him
under Mr. Wilding's management, had been fatally injured by the
collapse of the hotel office which, at that moment, he was leaving in
company with Mr. Wilding.
A numbness settled over Palla's brain. She did not seem to be able
to comprehend that this affair concerned Vanyathat this newspaper was
telling her that Vanya had been fatally hurt somewhere in Philadelphia.
Hours later, while she was lying on the lounge with her face buried
in the cushions, and still wearing her hat and furs, somebody came into
the room. And when she turned over she saw it was Ilse.
Palla sat up stupidly, the marks of tears still glistening under her
eyes. Ilse picked up the newspaper from the couch, laid it aside, and
So you know about Vanya? she said calmly.
You don't know all. Marya called me on the telephone a few minutes
ago to tell me.
Vanya is dead, whispered Palla.
Yes. They found an unmailed letter directed to Marya in his
pockets. That's why they notified her.
After an interval: So Vanya is dead, repeated Palla under her
Ilse sat plaiting the black edges of her handkerchief.
It's such aa senseless interruptiondeath she murmured. It
seems so wanton, so meaningless in the scheme of things ... to make two
people wait so longso long!to resume where they had been
Palla asked coldly whether Marya had seemed greatly shocked.
I don't know, Palla. She called me up and told me. I asked her if
there was anything I could do; and she answered rather strangely that
what remained for her to do she would do alone. I don't know what she
* * * * *
Whether Marya herself knew exactly what she meant seemed not to be
entirely clear to her. For, when Mr. Puma, dressed in a travelling suit
and carrying a satchel, arrived at her apartment in the Hotel Rajah,
and entered the reception room with his soundless, springy step, she
came out of her bedroom partly dressed, and still hooking her waist.
What are you doing here? she demanded contemptuously, looking him
over from, head to foot. Did you really suppose I meant to go to
Mexico with you?
His heavy features crimsoned: What pleasantry is this, my
Marya? he began; but the green blaze in her slanting eyes silenced
The difference, she said, between us is this. You run from those
who threaten you. I kill them.
Ofof what nonsense are you speaking! he stammered. All is
arranged that we shall go at eleven
No, she said wearily, one sometimes plays with stray animals for
a few momentsand that is all. And that is all I ever saw in you,
Angeloa stray beast to amuse and entertain me between two yawns and a
cup of tea. She shrugged, still twisted lithely in her struggle to
hook her waist. You may go, she added, not even looking at him, or,
if you are not too cowardly, you may come with me to the Red Flag
In God's name what do you mean
Mean? I mean to take my pistol to the Red Flag Club and kill some
Bolsheviki. That is what I mean, my Angelomy ruddy Eurasian pig!
She slipped in the last hook, turned and enveloped him again with an
insolent, slanting glance: Allons! Do you come to the Red
Yes or no! Allez!
My God, areare you then demented? he faltered.
My God, I'm not, she mimicked him, but I can't answer for what I
might do to you if you hang around this apartment any longer.
She came slowly toward him, her hands bracketed on her hips, her
strange eyes narrowing.
Listen to me, she said. I have loved many times. But never you! One doesn't love your kind. One experiments, possibly, if idle.
A man died to-day whom I loved; but was too stupid to love enough.
Perhaps he knows now how stupid I am.... Unless they blew his soul to
pieces, also. Allez! Good-night. I tell you I have business to
attend to, and you stand there rolling your woman's eyes at me!
Damn you! he said between his teeth. What is the matter with
He had caught her arm; she wrenched it free, tearing the sleeve to
her naked shoulder.
Then she went to her desk and took a pistol from an upper drawer.
If you don't go, she said, I shall have to shoot you and leave
you here kicking on the carpet.
In God's name, Marya! he cried hoarsely, who is it you shall kill
at the hall?
I shall kill Sondheim and Bromberg and Kastner, I hope. What of
Butif I go to-nightthe others will say I did it! I can't
run away if you do such thing! I can not go into Mexico but they shall
arrest me before I am at the border
Eurasian pig, I shall admit the killing! she said with a green
gleam in her eyes that perhaps was laughter.
Yes, my Marya, he explained in agony, the sweat pouring from his
temples, but if they think me your accomplice they shall arrest me.
MeI can not waitI shall be ruined if I am arrest! You do not
comprehend. I have not said it to you how it is that I am compel to
travel with some money whichwhich is notmy own.
Marya looked at him for a long while. Suddenly she flung the pistol
into a corner, threw back her head while peal on peal of laughter rang
out in the room.
A thief, she said, fairly holding her slender sides between gemmed
fingers: Just a Levantine thief, after all! Not a thing to shoot.
Not a man. No! But a giant cockroach from the tropics. Ugh! Too large
to place one's foot upon!
She came leisurely forward, halted, inspected him with laughing
And the othersKastner, Sondheimand the other vermin? You were
quite right. Why should I kill themmerely because to-day a real man
died? What if they are the same species of vermin that slew Vanya
Tchernov? They are not men to pay for it. My pistol could not make a
dead man out of a live louse! No, you are quite correct. You know your
own kind. It would be no compliment to Vanya if I should give these
vermin the death that real men die!
Puma stood close to the door, furtively passing a thick tongue over
his dry, blanched lips.
Then you will not interfere? he asked softly.
She shrugged her shoulders: one was bare with the torn sleeve
dangling. No, she said wearily. Run home, painted pig. After all,
the world is mostly swine.... I, too, it seems She half raised her
arms, but the gesture failed, and she stood thinking again and staring
at the curtained window. She did not hear him leave.
In the strange, springlike weather which prevailed during the last
days of January, Vanya was buried under skies as fleecy blue as
April's, and Marya Lanois went back to the studio apartment where she
and Vanya had lived together. And here, alone, in the first month of
the new year, she picked up again the ravelled threads of life,
undecided whether to untangle them or to cut them short and move on
once more to further misadventure; or to Vanya; or somewhereor
perhaps nowhere. So, pending some decision, she left her pistol loaded.
Afternoon sunshine poured into the studio between antique silken
curtains, now drawn wide to the outer day for the first time since
these two young people had established for themselves a habitation.
And what, heretofore, even the lighted mosque-lamps had scarcely
half revealed, now lay exposed to outer air and daylight, gilded by the
suncabinets and chests of ancient lacquer; deep-toned carpets in
which slumbered jewelled fires of Asia; carved gods from the East,
crusted with soft gold; and tapestries of silk shot with amethyst and
saffron, centred by dragons and guarded by the burning pearl.
Over all these, and the great mosque lantern drooping from above,
the false-spring sunshine fell; and through every open window flowed
soft, deceptive winds, fluttering the leaves of music on the piano,
stirring the clustered sheafs of growing jonquils and narcissus, so
that they swayed in their Chinese bowls.
Marya, in black, arranged her tiger-ruddy hair before an ancient
grotesquerie set with a reflecting glass in which, on some days, one
could see the form of the Lord Buddha, though none could ever tell from
whence the image came.
Where Vanya had left his music opened on the piano rack, the sacred
pages now stirred slightly as the soft wind blew; and scented bells of
Frisia swayed and bowed around a bowl where gold-fish glowed.
Marya, at the piano, reading at sight from his inked manuscript,
came presently to the end of what was scored theremerely the first
sketch for a little spring song.
Some day she would finish it as part of a new debtnew obligations
she had now assumed in the slowly increasing light of new beliefs.
As she laid Vanya's last manuscript aside, under it she discovered
one of her owna cynical, ribald, pencilled parody which she
remembered she had scribbled there in an access of malicious
As though curious to sound the obscurer depths of what she had been
when this jeering cynicism expressed her mood, she began to read from
her score and words, playing and intoning:
Parfaît qu'on attend La Marée Rouge,
La chose est positive.
On n'sait pas quand el' bouge,
Mais on sait qu'el' arrive.
La Marée Rouge arrivera
Et tout le monde en crèvera!
Croque'morts, sacristains et abbés,
Dans leurs sacré's boutiques
Se cachent auprès des machabé's
En répètant des cantiques.
Pape, cardinal, et sacré soeur
Miaulent avec tout leurs cliques,
Lorsque les Bolsheviks reprenn 'nt en choeur;
Mort aux saligaudes chic!
La Marée Rouge montera
Et la bourgeoisie en crèvera!
The vicious irony of the atrocious parodywords and musicdied out
in the sunny silence: for a few moments the girl sat staring at the
scored page; then she leaned forward, and, taking the manuscript in
both hands, tore it into pieces.
She was still occupied in destroying the unclean thing when a
servant appeared, and in subdued voice announced Palla and Ilse.
They came in as Marya swept the tattered scraps of paper into an
incense-bowl, dropped a lighted match upon them, and set the ancient
bronze vessel on the sill of the open window.
Some of my vileness I am burning, she said, coming forward and
kissing Ilse on both cheeks.
Then, looking Palla steadily in the eyes, she bent forward and
touched her lips with her own.
Nechevo, she said; the thing that dwelt within me for a time has
continued on its way to hell, I hope.
She took the pale girl by both hands: Do you understand?
And Palla kissed her.
When they were seated: What religious order would be likely to
accept me? she asked serenely. And answered her own question: None
would tolerate meno order with its rigid systems of inquiry and its
merciless investigations.... And yetI wonder.... Perhaps, as a
lay-sister in some missionary orderwhere few care to servewhere
life resembles death as one twin the other.... I don't know: I wonder,
Palla asked her in a low voice if she had seen the afternoon paper.
Marya did not reply at once; but presently over her face a hot
rose-glow spread and deepened. Then, after a silence:
The paper mentioned me as Vanya's wife. Is that what you mean? Yes;
I told them that.... It made no difference, for they would have
discovered it anyway. And I scarcely know why I made Vanya lie about it
to you all;why I wished people to think otherwise.... Because I have
been married to Vanya since the beginning.... And I can not explain why
I have not told you.
She touched a rosebud in the vase that stood beside her, broke the
stem absently, and sat examining it in silence. And, after a few
As a child I was too imaginative.... We do not changewe women.
Married, unmarried, too wise, or too innocent, we remain what we were
when our mothers bore us.... Whatever we do, we never change within: we
remain, in our souls, what we first were. And unaltered we die.... In
morgue or prison or Potter's Field, where lies a dead female thing in a
tattered skirt, there, hidden somewhere under rag and skin and bone,
lies a dead girl-child.
She laid the unopened rosebud on Palla's knees; her preoccupied gaze
wandered around that silent, sunlit place.
I could have taken my pistol, she said softly, and I could have
killed a few among those whose doctrines at last slew Vanya.... Or I
could have killed myself.
She turned and her remote gaze came back to fix itself on Palla.
But, somehow, I think that Vanya would grieve.... And he has
grieved enough. Do you think so, Palla?
Ilse said thoughtfully: There is always enough death on earth. And
to live honestly, and love undauntedly, and serve humanity with a clean
heart is the most certain way to help the slaying of that thing which
Palla gazed at Marya, profoundly preoccupied by the astounding
revelation that she had been Vanya's legal wife; and in her brown eyes
the stunned wonder of it still remained, nor could she seem to think of
anything except of that amazing fact.
When they stood up to take leave of Marya, the rosebud dropped from
Palla's lap, and Marya picked it up and offered it again.
It should open, she said, her strange smile glimmering. Cold
water and a little salt, my Pallathat is all rosebuds needthat is
all we women needa little water to cool and freshen us; a little salt
for all the doubtful worldly knowledge we imbibe.
She took Palla's hands and bent her lips to them, then lifted her
What do words matter? Slava, slava, under the moon! Words
are but symbols of needsyour need and Ilse's and mineand Jack's and
Vanya'sand the master-word differs as differ our several needs. And
if I say Christ and Buddha and I are one, let me so believe, if that be
my need. Or if, from some high minarette, I lift my voice proclaiming
the unity of God!or if I confess the Trinity!or if, for me, the
god-fire smoulders only within my own accepted soulwhat does it
matter? Slava, slavathe word and the need spell Lovewhatever the
deed, Pallamy Palla!whatever the deed, and despite it.
* * * * *
As they came, together, to Palla's house and entered the empty
drawing-room, Ilse said:
In mysticism there seems to be no reasoningnothing definite save
only an occult and overwhelming restlessness.... Marya may take the
veil ... or nurse lepers ... or she may become a famous courtesan.... I
do not mean it cruelly. But, in the mystic, the spiritual, the
intellectual and the physical seem to be interchangeable, and become
That is a frightful analysis, murmured Palla. A little shiver
passed over her and she laid the rosebud against her lips.
Ilse said: Marya is right: love is the world's overwhelming need.
The way to love is to serve; and if we serve we must renounce
They locked arms and began to pace the empty room.
What should I renounce? asked Palla faintly.
Ilse smiled that wise, wholesome smile of hers:
Suppose you renounce your own omniscience, darling, she suggested.
I do not think myself omniscient, retorted the girl, colouring.
No? Well, darling, from where then do you derive your authority to
cancel the credentials of the Most High?
On what authority except your own omniscience do you so confidently
preach the non-existence of omnipotence?
Palla turned her flushed face in sensitive astonishment under the
Ilse said: Love has many names; and so has God. And all are good.
If, to you, God means that little flame within you, then that is good.
And so, to others, according to their needs.... And it is the same with
love.... So, if for the man you love, love can be written only as a
phraseif the word love be only one element in a trinity of which the
other two are Law and Wedlockdoes it really matter, darling?
You mean II am to renounce mycreed?
Ilse shook her head: Who cares? The years develop and change
everythingeven creeds. Do you think your lover would care whether, at
twenty-odd, you worship the flaming godhead itself, or whether you
guard in spirit that lost spark from it which has become entangled with
your soul?whether you really do believe the man-made law that
licenses your mating; or whether you reject it as a silly superstition?
To a business man, convention is merely a safe procedure which,
ignored, causes disasterhe knows that whenever he ignores itas when
he drives a car bearing no license; and the police stop him.
I never expected to hear this from you, Ilse.
You are unmarried.
The girl stared at her: Did you marry Jack? she gasped.
Yes. In the hospital.
He asked me.
But her mouth quivered and she bent her head and placed her hand
on Ilse's arm for guidance, because the starting tears were blinding
her now. And at last she found her voice: I meant I am so
thankfuldarlingit's been aa nightmare
It would have been one to me if I had refused him. Except that Jack
wished it, I did not care.... But I have lately learnedsome things.
Youyou consented because he wished it?
Of course. Is not that our law?
Do you so construe the Law of Love and Service? Does it permit us
to seek protection under false pretences; to say yes when we mean no;
to kneel before a God we do not believe in; to accept immunity under a
law we do not believe in?
If all this concerned only one's self, then, no! Or, if the man
believed as we do, no! But even then she shook her head slowly,
unless all agree, it is unfair.
Yes, it is unfair if you have a baby. Isn't it, darling? Isn't it
unfair and tyrannical?
You mean that a child should not arbitrarily be placed by its
parents at what it might later consider a disadvantage?
Of course I mean just that. Do you know, Palla, what Jack once said
of us? He saidrather brutally, I thoughtthat you and I were
immaturely un-moral and pitiably unbaked; and that the best thing for
both of us was to marry and have a few children before we tried to do
any more independent thinking.
Palla's reply was: He was such a dear! But what she said did not
seem absurd to either of them.
Ilse added: You know yourself, darling, what a relief it was to you
to learn that I had married Jack. I think you even said something like,
'Thank God,' when you were choking back the tears.
Palla flushed brightly: I meant but her voice ended in a sob.
Then, all of a sudden, she broke downwent all to pieces there in the
dim and empty little drawing-roomdown on her knees, clinging to
She wished to go to her room alone; and so Ilse, watching her climb
the stairs as though they led to some dread calvary, opened the front
door and went her lonely way, drawing the mourning veil around her face
Leila Vance, lunching with Elorn Sharrow at the Ritz, spoke of
There seem to be so many of these well-born men who marry women we
never heard of.
Perhaps we ought to have heard of them, suggested Elorn,
smilingly. The trouble may lie with us.
It does, dear. But it's something we can't help, unless we change
radically. Because we don't stand the chance we once did. We never have
been as attractive to men as the other sort. But once men thought they
couldn't marry the other sort. Now they think they can. And they do if
they have to.
What other sort? asked Elorn, not entirely understanding.
The sort of girl who ignores the customs which make us what we are.
We don't stand a chance with professional women any more. We don't
compare in interest to girls who are arbiters of their own destinies.
Take the stage as an illustration. Once the popularity of women who
made it their profession was due partly to glamour, partly because that
art drew to it and concentrated the very best-looking among us. But
it's something else now that attracts men; it's the attraction of women
who are doing somethingclever, experienced, interesting, girls who
know how to take care of themselves and who are not afraid to give to
men a frank and gay companionship outside those conventional limits
which circumscribe us.
It's quite true, said Leila. The independent professional girl
to-day, whatever art or business engages her, is the paramount
attraction to men.
A few do sneak back to us after a jolly caper in the opena few
timid ones, or snobs of sortsthrifty, perhaps, or otherwise material,
or cautious. But that's about all we get as husbands in these devilish
days of general feminine bouleversement. And it's a sad and
instructive fact, Elorn. But there seems to be nothing to do about it.
Elorn said musingly: The main thing seems to be that men admire a
girl's effort to get somewherewhen she happens to be good-looking.
It's a cynical fact, dear; they certainly do. And now that they
realise they have to marry these girls if they want themwhy, they
Elorn dissected her ice. You know Stanley Wardner, she remarked.
Mortimer Wardner's son?
Elorn nodded. He became a queer kind of sculptor. I think it is
called a Concentrationist. Well, he's concentrated for life, now.
Whom did he marry? asked Leila, laughing.
A girl named Questa Terrett. You never heard of her, did you?
No. And I can imagine the moans and groans of the Mortimer
I have heard so. She livesthey live now, together, in
Abdingdon Square, where she possesses a studio and nearly a dozen West
What else does she do? inquired Leila, still laughing.
She writes cleverly when she needs an income; otherwise, she
produces obscure poems with malice aforethought, and laughs in her
sleeve, they say, when the precious-minded rave.
Leila reverted to Estridge:
I had no idea he was married, she said. Palla Dumont introduced
his widow to me the other daya most superb and beautiful creature.
But, oh dear Ican you fancy her having once served as a girl-soldier
in the Russian Battalion of Death!
The slightest shadow crossed Elorn's face.
By the way, added Leila, following quite innocently her trend of
thought, Helen Shotwell tells me that her son is going back to the
army if he can secure a commission.
Yes, I believe so, said Elorn serenely.
Leila went on: I fancy there'll be a lot of them. A taste of
service seems to spoil most young men for a piping career of peace.
He cares nothing for his business.
What is it?
Real estate. He is with my father, you know.
Of course. I remember She suddenly seemed to recollect something
else, alsonot, perhaps, quite certain of it, but instinctively
playing safe. So she refrained from saying anything about this young
man's recent devotion to her friend, Palla Dumont, although that was
the subject which she had intended to introduce.
And, smiling to herself, she thought it a close call, because she
had meant to ask Elorn whether she knew why the Shotwell boy had so
entirely deserted her little friend Palla.
The Shotwell boy himself happened to be involved at that very
moment, in matters concerning a friend of Mrs. Vance's little friend
Pallain fact, he had been trying, for the last half hour, to find
this friend of Palla's on the telephone. The friend in question was
Alonzo D. Pawling. And he was being vigorously paged at the Hotel
As for Jim, he remained seated in the private office of Angelo Puma,
whither he had been summoned in professional capacity by one Skidder,
the same being Elmer, and partner of the Puma aforesaid.
The door was locked; the room in disorder. Safe, letter-files,
cupboards, desks had been torn open and their contents littered the
Skidder, in an agony of perspiring fright, kept running about the
room like a distracted squirrel. Jim watched him, darkly preoccupied
with other things, including the whereabouts of Mr. Pawling.
You say, he said to Skidder, that Mr. Pawling will confirm what
you have told me?
John D. Pawling knows damn well I own this plant!
Jim shook his head: I'm sorry, but that isn't sufficient. I can
only repeat to you that there is no point in calling me in at present.
You have no legal right to offer this property for sale. It belongs,
apparently, to the creditors of your firm. What you require first of
all is a lawyer
I don't want a lawyer and I don't want publicity before I get
something out of this dirty mess that scoundrel left behind! cried
Skidder, snapping his eyes like mad and swinging his arms. I got to
get something, haven't I? Isn't this property mine? Can't I sell it?
Apparently not, under the terms of your agreement with Puma,
replied Jim, wearily. However, I'm willing to hear what Mr. Pawling
has to say.
You mean to tell me, Puma fixed it so I'm stuck with all his debts?
You mean to say my own personal property is subject to seizure to
I certainly do mean just that, Mr. Skidder. But I'm not a
I tell you I want to get something for myself before I let loose
any lawyers on the premises! I'll make it all right with you
It's out of the question. We wouldn't touch the property
I'll take a quarter of its value in spot cash! I'll give you ten
thousand to put it through to-day!
Why can't you understand that what you suggest would amount to
What I propose is to get a slice of what's mine! yelled Skidder,
fairly dancing with fury. D'yeh think I'm going to let that crooked
wop, Puma, do this to me just like that! D'yeh think he's going to get
away with all my money and all Pawling's money and leave me planted on
my neck while about a million other guys come and sell me out and fill
their pants pockets with what's mine?
Jim said: If Mr. Pawling is the very rich man you say he is, he's
not going to let the defalcation of this fellow, Puma, destroy such a
Damn it, I don't want him to buy it in for himself and freeze me
out! I can't stop him, either; Puma's got all my money except what's in
this parcel. And you betcha life I hang onto this, creditors or no
creditors, and Pawling to the contrary! He knows damn well it belongs
to me. Try him again at the Rajah
They're paging him. I left the number. But I tell you the proper
thing for you to do is to go to a lawyer, and then to the police,
repeated Jim. There's nothing else to do. This fellow, Puma, may have
run for the Mexican border, or he may still be in the United States.
Without a passport he couldn't very easily get on any trans-Atlantic
boat or any South American boat either. The proper procedure is to
notify the police
Nix on the police! shouted Skidder. That'll start the land-slide,
and the whole shooting-match will go. I want this property. If
the papers show it's subject to the firm's liabilities, then that dirty
skunk altered the thing. It's forgery.
I never was fool enough to lump this parcel in with our assets. Not
me. It's forgery; that's what it is, and this parcel belongs to me,
See an attorney, repeated Jim patiently. You can't keep a thing
like this out of the papers, Mr. Skidder. Why, here's a man, Angelo
Puma, who pounces on every convertible asset of his firm, stuffs a
valise full of real money, and beats it for parts unknown.
That's a matter for the police. You can't hope to hide it for more
than a day or two longer. Your firm is bankrupt through the rascality
of a partner. He's gone with all the money he could scrape together. He
converted everything into cash; he lied, swindled, stole, and skipped.
And what he didn't take must remain to satisfy the firm's creditors.
You can't conceal conditions, slyly pocket what Puma has left and then
call in an attorney. That's criminal. You have your contracts to
fulfil; you have a studio full of people whose salaries are nearly due;
you have running expenses; you have notes to meet; you have obligations
to face when a dozen or so contractors for your new theatre come to you
You mean that's all up to me? shrieked Skidder, squinting horribly
at a framed photograph of Puma. And suddenly he ran at it and hurled it
to the floor and began to kick it about with strange, provincial
Dern yeh, yeh poor blimgasted thing! I'll skin yeh, yeh dumb-faced,
ring-boned, two-edged son-of-a-skunk!
The telephone's clamour silenced him. Jim answered:
Who? Oh, long-distance. All right. And he waited. Then, again:
Who wants him?... Yes, he's here in the office, now.... Yes, he'll
come to the 'phone.
And to Skidder: Shadow Hill wants to speak to you.
I won't go. By God, if this thing is out!Who the hell is it wants
to speak to me? Wait! Maybe it's Alonzo D. Pawling!
Shall I inquire? And he asked for further information over the
wire. Then, presently, and turning again to Skidder:
You'd better come to the wire. It seems to be the Chief of Police
who wants you.
Skidder's unhealthy skin became ghastly. He came over and took the
What d'ye want, Chief? Sure it's me, Elmer.... Hey? Who? Alonzo D.
Pawling? My God, is he dead? Took pizen! W-what for! He's a rich
man, ain't he?... Speculated?... You say he took the bank's funds?
Trust funds? What! he screechedput 'em into my company! He's
a liar! ... I don't care what letters he left!... Well, all right then.
Sure, I'll get a lawyer
Tell him to hold that wire! cut in Jim; and took the receiver from
Skidder's shaking fingers.
Is the Shadow Hill Trust Company insolvent? he asked. You say
that the bank closed its doors this morning? Have you any idea of its
condition? Looted? Is it entirely cleaned out? Is there no chance for
depositors? I wish to inquire about the trust funds, bonds and other
investments belonging to a friend of mine, Miss Dumont.... Yes, I'll
He turned a troubled and sombre gaze toward Skidder, who sat there
pasty-faced, with sagging jaw, staring back at him. And presently:
Yes.... Yes, this is Mr. Shotwell, a friend of Miss Dumont....
Yes.... Yes.... Yes.... I see.... Yes, I shall try to communicate with
her immediately.... Yes, I suppose the news will be published in the
evening papers.... Certainly.... Yes, I have no doubt that she will go
at once to Shadow Hill.... Thank you.... Yes, it does seem rather
hopeless.... I'll try to find her and break it to her.... Thank you.
He hung up the receiver, took his hat and coat, his eyes fixed
absently on Skidder.
You'd better beat it to your attorney, he remarked, and went out.
* * * * *
He could not find Palla. She was not at the Red Cross, not at the
canteen, not at the new Hostess House.
He telephoned Ilse for information, but she was not at home.
Twice he called at Palla's house, leaving a message the last time
that she should telephone him at the club on her arrival.
He went to the club and waited there, trying to read. At a quarter
to six o'clock no message from her had come.
Again he telephoned Ilse; she had not returned. He even telephoned
to Marya, loath to disturb her; but she, also, was not at home.
The chances that he could break the news to Palla before she read it
in the evening paper were becoming negligible. He had done his best to
forestall them. But at six the evening papers arrived at the club. And
in every one of them was an account of the defalcation and suicide of
the Honorable Alonzo D. Pawling, president of the Shadow Hill Trust
Company. But nothing yet concerning the defalcation and disappearance
of Angelo Puma.
Jim had no inclination to eat, but he tried to at seven-thirty,
still waiting and hoping for a message from Palla.
He tried her house again about half past eight. This time the maid
answered that Miss Dumont had telephoned from down town that she would
dine out and go afterward to the Combat Club. And that if Mr. Shotwell
desired to see her he should call at her house after ten o'clock.
So Jim hastened to the cloak-room, got his hat and coat, found the
starter, secured a taxi, bought an evening paper and stuffed it into
his pocket, and started out to find Palla at the Combat Club. For it
seemed evident to him that she had not yet read the evening paper; and
he hoped he might yet encounter her in time to prepare her for news
which, according to the newspapers, appeared even blacker than he had
supposed it might be.
As he left the taxi in front of the dirty brick archway and flight
of steps leading to the hall, where he expected to find Palla, he
noticed a small crowd of wrangling foreigners gathered theremen and
womenand a policeman posted near, calm and indifferent, juggling his
club at the end of its leather thong.
Jim paused to inquire if there had been any trouble there that
Well, said the policeman, there's two talking-clubs that chew the
rag in that joint. It's the Reds' night, but wan o' the ladies of the
other club showed upMiss Dumontand the Reds yonder was all for
chasing her out. So we run in a couple of 'emthat feller Sondheim and
another called Bromberg. They're wanted, anyhow, in Philadelphia.
Is there a meeting inside?
Sure. The young lady went in to settle it peaceful like; and she's
inside now jawin' at them Reds to beat a pink tea.
Do you apprehend any violence? asked Jim uneasily.
The policeman juggled his club and eyed him. Iguessnot, he
drawled. And, to the jabbering, wrangling crowd on pavement and steps:
Hey, you! Go in or stay out, one or the other, now! Step lively;
you're blockin' the sidewalk.
A number of people mounted the steps and went in with Jim. As the
doors to the hall opened, a flare of smoky light struck him, and he
pushed his way into the hall, where a restless, murmuring audience,
some seated, others standing, was watching a number of men and women on
There seemed to be more wrangling going on thereknots of people
disputing and apparently quite oblivious of the audience.
And almost immediately he caught sight of Palla on the platform. But
even before he could take a step forward in the crowded aisle, he saw
her force her way out of an excited group of people and come to the
edge of the platform, lifting a slim hand for silence.
Put her out! shouted some man's voice. A dozen other voices bawled
out incoherencies; Palla waited; and after a moment or two there were
no further interruptions.
Please let me say what I have to say, she said in that shy and
gentle way she had when facing hostile listeners.
Speak louder! yelled a young man. Come on, silk-stockings!spit
it out and go home to mother!
I wish I could, she said.
Her rejoinder was so odd and unexpected that stillness settled over
But all I can do, she added, in an even, colourless voice, is to
go home. And I shall do that after I have said what I have to say.
At that moment there was a commotion in the rear of the hall. A
dozen policemen filed into the place, pushing their way right and left
and ranging themselves along the wall. Their officer came into the
If there's any disorder in this place to-night, I'll run in the
whole bunch o' ye! he said calmly.
All right. Hit out, little girl! cried the young man who had
interrupted before. We gotta lot of business to fix up after you've
gone to bed, so get busy!
I, also, have some business to fix up, she said in the same sweet,
emotionless voice, business of setting myself right by admitting
that I have been wrong.
Because, on this spot where I am standing, I have spoken against
the old order of things. I have said that there is no law excepting
only the law of Love and Service. I have said that there is no God
other than the deathless germ of deity within each one of us. I have
said that the conventions and beliefs and usages and customs of
civilisation were old, outworn, and tyrannical; and that there was no
need to regard them or to obey the arbitrary laws based on them.
In other words, I have preached disorder while attempting to combat
it: I have preached revolution while counselling peace; I have preached
bigotry where I have demanded toleration.
For there is no worse bigot than the free-thinker who demands that
the world subscribe to his creed; no tyrant like the under-dog when he
becomes the upper one; no autocracy to compare with mob rule!
You can not obtain freedom for all by imposing that creed upon
anybody by the violence of revolutionary ukase!
You can not wreck any edifice until all who enjoy ownership in it
agree to its demolition. You can not build for all unless each
voluntarily comes forward to aid with stone and mortar.
Anarchy leaves the majority roofless. What is the use of saying,
'Let them perish'? What is the use of trying to rebuild the world that
way? You can't do it, even if you set fire to the world and start your
endless war of human murder.
If you were the majority you would not need to do it. But you are
the minority, and there are too many against you.
Only by infinite pains and patience can you alter the social
structure to better it. Cautious and wary replacement is the only
method, not exploding a mine beneath the keystone.
The world has won out from barbarism so far. It must continue to
emerge by degrees. And if beliefs and laws and customs be obsolete,
only by general agreement may they be modified without danger to all.
Not the violent revolt of one or a dozen or a thousand can alter what
has, so far, nourished and sustained civilisation.
That is the Prussian belief. Bolshevism was sired by Karl Marx and
was hatched out in the shaggy gloom of the Prussian wilderness.
It does not belong anywhere else; it does not belong on the plains
of Russia or in her forests or on her mountains. It is a Prussian
thinga misbegotten monster born of a vile and decadent race,a
horrible parasite, like that one which carries typhus, infects as it
spreads from the degraded race that hatched it, crawling from country
to country and leaving behind it dead minds, dead hearts, dead souls,
and rotting flesh.
For order and disorder can not both reign paramount on this planet!
The one shall slay the other. And Bolshevism is disordera violent and
tyrannical and autocratic attempt to utterly destroy the vast majority
for the benefit of the microscopic minority.
You can not do it, you Terrorists! Prussia tried terrorism on the
world. Where is she to-day? You can not teach by frightfulness. You can
not scare beliefs out of anybody.
Method, order, educationthere is no other chance for any
I have stood here night after night proclaiming that my personal
conception of right and wrong, of truth and falsehood, of law and
morals was the only intelligent one, and that I should ignore and
disregard any other opinion.
What I preached was Bolshevism! And I was such a fool I didn't know
it. But that's what I preached. For it is an incitement to disorder to
proclaim one's self above obedience to what has been established as a
law to govern all.
It is an insidious counsel to violence, revolution, Bolshevism and
utter anarchy to say to people that they should disregard any law
formed by all for the common weal.
If the marriage law seems unnecessary, unjust, then only by common
consent can it be altered; and until it is altered, any who disregard
it strike at civilisation!
If the laws governing capital and labour seem cruel, stupid,
tyrannical, only by general consent can they be altered safely.
You of the Bolsheviki can not come among us dripping with human
blood, showing us your fangs, and expect from us anything except a
And your propaganda, also, is not human. It is Prussian. Do you
suppose, you foreign-born, that you can come here among this free
people and begin your operations by cursing our laws and institutions
and telling us we are not free?
Because we tolerate you, do you suppose we don't know that in most
of the larger cities there are now organised Soviets, similar to those
in Russia, that anarchists are now conducting schools, and that the
radical propaganda which has taken on new life since the signing of the
armistice is gaining headway in those parts of the country where there
are large foreign-born populations?
Do you suppose we don't know Prussianism when we see it, after
these last four years?
Do you suppose we have not read the Staats-Zeitung editorial
of December 8, which in part was as follows:
'Hundreds of thousands of our boys are standing now over there in
the old homeland, which for nineteen months was enemy country and is
that still, but which, as President Wilson promised, will soon be a
land of peace again, rich in diligent work, rich in true and good
people.... As the whole happy life of this blessed region presents a
picture to the spectator, it is to be wondered whether his (the
American soldier's) memory will awaken on what he read of this country
(Germany) at home long ago, whether he will feel a slight blush of
shame in his cheeks and anger for those who, not from their own
knowledge but from doubtful sources, branded a whole great people,
70,000,000, as barbarians, huns, murderers of children and church
robbers. And whether he (the American soldier) will at the same time
make a pledge in his heart to combat those lies and rumours when he is
back home again, and to tell the truth about those (the Germans) living
behind those mountains.'
Palla's face flushed and she came close to the edge of the platform:
I have been warned that if I came here to-night I'd have trouble.
The anonymous writers who send me letters talk about bombs.
Do you imagine because you murdered Vanya Tchernov in Philadelphia
the other day that you can frighten anybody dumb?
I tell you you don't know what you're doing. You're dazed and
scared and bewildered by finding yourselves suddenly in the open world
after all those lurking years in hiding. As a forest wolf, his eyes
dazzled by the sun, runs blindly across a field of new mown hay,
dodging where there is nothing to dodge, leaping over shadows, so you,
emerging from darkness, start out across the fertile world, the sun of
civilisation blinding you so that you run as though stupefied and
frightened, shying at straws, dodging zephyrs, leaping a pool of dew as
though it were the Volga.
What are you afraid of? You have nothing to fear except yourselves
out here in the sunny open!
Behold your enemiesyourselves!selfish, defiant, full of false
council, of envy, of cowardice, of treachery.
For there would be no sorrow, no injustice in the world if weeach
one of uswere true to our better selves! You know it! You can not
come out of darkness and range the open world like wolves! Civilisation
will kill you!
But you can come out of your long twilight bearing yourselves like
menand find, by God's grace, that you are men!that you are
fashioned like other men to stand upright in the light without blinking
and slinking and dodging into cover.
For the haymakers will not climb and stone you; the herds will not
stampede; no watch-dogs of civilisation will attack you if you come out
into the fields looking like men, behaving like men, asking to share
the world's burdens like men, and like men giving brain and brawn to
make more pleasant and secure the only spot in the solar system
dedicated by the Most High to the development of mankind!
There was a dead silence in the place.
Palla slowly lifted her head and raised her right hand.
I desire, she said in a low, grave voice, to acknowledge here my
belief in law, in order, and in a divine, creative, and responsible
wisdom. And in ultimate continuation.
She turned away as a demonstration began, and Jim saw her putting on
her coat. There was some scattering applause, but considerable disorder
where men in the audience began to harangue each other and shake dirty
fingers under one another's noses. Two personal encounters and one
hair-pulling were checked by bored policemen: a girl got up and began
to shout that she was a striking garment worker and that she had
neither money, time, nor inclination to wait until some amateur
silk-stocking felt like raising her wages.
On the platform Karl Kastner had come forward, and his icy,
incisive, menacing voice cut the growing tumult.
You haff heard with patience thiss so silly prattle of a rich young
girl he began. Now it is a poor man who speaks to you out of a
heart full of bitterness against this law and order which you haff
heard so highly praised.
For this much-praised law and order it hass to-night assassinated
free speech; it has arrested our comrades, Nathan Bromberg and Max
Sondheim; it hass fill our hall with policemen. And I wonder if there
iss, perhaps, a little too much law and order in the world, und iff
vielleicht, there may be too many policemen as vell as
capitalist-little-girls in thiss hall.
Und, sometimes, too, I am wondering why iss it ve do not kill a
That'll do! interrupted the sergeant of police, striding down the
aisle. Come on, now, Karl; you done it that time.
An angry roar arose all around him; he nodded to his men:
Run in any cut-ups, he said briefly; climbed up to the rostrum,
and laid his hand on Kastner's arm.
At the same moment a stunning explosion shook the place and plunged
it into darkness. Out of the smoke-choked blackness burst an uproar of
shrieks and screams; plaster and glass fell everywhere; police whistles
sounded; a frantic, struggling mass of humanity fought for escape.
As Jim reeled out into the lobby, he saw Palla leaning against the
wall, with blood on her face.
Before the first of the trampling horde emerged he had caught her by
the arm and had led her down the steps to the street.
They've blown up thethe place, she stammered, wiping her face
with her gloved hand in a dazed sort of way.
Are you badly hurt? he asked unsteadily.
No, I don't think so
He had led her as far as the avenue, now echoing with the clang of
fire engines and the police patrol. And out of the darkness, from
everywhere, swarmed the crowd that only a great city can conjure
instantly and from nowhere.
Blood ran down her face from a cut over her temple. A tiny
triangular bit of glass still glittered in the wound; and he removed it
and gave her his handkerchief.
Was Ilse there, too? he asked.
No. Nobody went to-night except myself.... Why were you there,
Why in God's name did you go there all alone among those
She shook her head wearily:
I had to.... What a horrible thing to happen!... I am so tired,
Jim. Could you get me home?
He found a taxi nearer Broadway and directed the driver to stop at a
drug-store. Here he insisted that the tiny cut on Palla's temple be
properly attended to. But it proved a simple matter; there was no glass
in it, and the bleeding ceased before they reached her house.
At the door he took leave of her, deeming it no time to subject her
to any further shock that night; but she retained her hold on his arm.
I want you to come in, Jim.
You said you were tired; and you've had a terrible shock
That is why I need you, she said in a low voice. Then, looking up
at him with a pale smile: I want youjust once more.
They went in together. Her maid, hearing the opening door, appeared
and took her away; and Jim turned into the living-room. A lighted lamp
on the piano illuminated his own framed photographthat was the first
thing he noticedthe portrait of himself in uniform, flanked on either
side by little vases full of blue forget-me-nots.
He started to lift one to his face, but reaction had set in and his
hands were shaking. And he turned away and stood staring into the empty
fireplace, passionately possessed once more by the eternal witchery of
this young girl, and under the spell again of the enchanted place
wherein she dwelt.
The very air breathed her magic; every familiar object seemed to be
stealthily conspiring in the subdued light to reaccomplish his
Her maid appeared to say that Miss Dumont would be ready in a few
minutes. She came, presently, in a clinging chamber-gowna pale golden
affair with misty touches of lace.
He arranged cushions for her: she lighted a cigarette for him; and
he sank down beside her in the old place.
Both were still a little shaken. He said that he believed the
explosion had come from the outside, and that the principal damage had
been done next door, in Mr. Puma's office.
She nodded assent, listlessly, evidently preoccupied with something
After a few moments she looked up at him.
This is the second day of February, she said. Within the last
month Jack Estridge died, and Vanya died.... To-day another man dieda
man I have known from childhood.... His name was Pawling. And his death
has ruined me.
Whenwhen did you learn that? he asked, astounded.
This morning. My housekeeper in Shadow Hill telephoned me that Mr.
Pawling had killed himself, that the bank was closed, and that probably
there was nothing left for those who had funds deposited there.
You knew that this morning? he asked, amazed.
And youyou still had courage to go to your Red Cross, to your
canteen and Hostess Houseto that horrible Red Flag Cluband face
those beasts and make thethe perfectly magnificent speech you
Diddid you hear it! she faltered.
For a few moments she sat motionless and very white in her knowledge
that this man had heard her confess her own conversion.
Her brain whirled: she was striving to think steadily trying to find
the right way to reassure himto forestall any impulsive chivalry born
of imaginary obligation.
Jim, she said in a colorless voice, there are so many worse
things than losing money. I think Mr. Pawling's suicide shocked me much
more than the knowledge that I should be obliged to earn my own living
like millions of other women.
Of course it scared me for a few minutes. I couldn't help that. But
after I got over the first unpleasantfeeling, I concluded to go about
my business in life until it came time for me to adjust myself to the
scheme of things.
She smiled without effort: Besides, it's not really so bad. I have
a house in Shadow Hill to which I can retreat when I sell this one; and
with a tiny income from the sale of this house, and with what I can
earn, I ought to be able to support myself very nicely.
So youexpect to sell?
Yes, I must. Even if I sell my house and land in Connecticut I
cannot afford this house any longer.
She smiled, keeping her head and her courage high without apparent
It's another job for you, she said lightly. Will you be kind
enough to put this house on your list?
If you wish.
Thank you, Jim, I do indeed. And the sooner you can sell it for me
He said: And the sooner you marry me the better, Palla.
At that she flushed crimson and made a quick gesture as though to
check him; but he went on: I heard what you said to those filthy swine
to-night. It was the pluckiest, most splendid thing I ever heard and
saw. And I have seen battles. Some. But I never before saw a woman take
her life in her hands and go all alone into a cage of the same
dangerous, rabid beasts that had slain a friend of hers within the
week, and find courage to face them and tell them they were
beasts!and more than that!find courage to confess her own
mistakeshumble herselfacknowledge what she had abjuredbear
witness to the God whom once she believed abandoned her!
She strove to open her lips in protestlifted her disconcerted eyes
to hisshrank away a little as his hand fell over hers.
I've never faltered, he said. It damned near killed me.... But
I'd have gone on loving you, Palla, all my life. There never could have
been anybody except you. There was never anybody before you. Usually
there has been in a man's life. There never was in mine. There never
His firm hand closed on hers.
I'm such an ordinary, every day sort of fellow, he said wistfully,
that, after I began to realise how wonderful you are, I've been
terribly afraid I wasn't up to you.
Even if I have cursed out your theories and creeds, it almost
seemed impertinent for me to do it, because you really have so many
talents and accomplishments, so much knowledge, so infinite a capacity
for things of the mind, which are rather out of my mental sphere. And
I've wondered sometimes, even if you ever consented to marry me,
whether such a girl as you are could jog along with a business man who
likes the arts but doesn't understand them very well and who likes some
of his fellow men but not all of them and whose instinct is to punch
law-breakers in the nose and not weep over them and lead them to the
nearest bar and say, 'Go to it, erring brother!'
For all the while he had been drawing her nearer as he was speaking.
And she was in his arms now, laughing a little, crying a little, her
flushed face hidden on his shoulder.
He drew a deep breath and, holding her imprisoned, looked down at
Will you marry me, Palla?
Oh, Jim, do you want me now?
Now, darling, but not this minute, because a clergyman must come
It was cruel of him, as well as vigorously indelicate. Her hot blush
should have shamed him; her conversion should have sheltered her.
But the man had had a hard time, and the bitterness was but just
Will you marry me, Palla?
After a long while her stifled whisper came: You are brutal. Do you
think I would do anything elsenow?
No. And you never would have either.
Lying there close in his arms, she wondered. And, still wondering,
she lifted her head and looked up into his eyeswatching them as they
neared her ownstill trying to see them as his lips touched hers.
* * * * *
He was the sort of man who got hungry when left too long unfed. It
was one o'clock. They had gone out to the refrigerator together, his
arm around her supple waist, her charming head against his
shoulderboth hungry but sentimental.
And don't you really think, she said for the hundredth time, that
we ought to sell this house?
Not a bit of it, darling. We'll run it if we have to live on cereal
and do our own laundry.
You mean I'll have to do that?
I'll help after business hours.
You wonderful boy!
There seemed to be some delectable things in the ice chest.
They sat side by side on the kitchen table, blissfully nourishing
each other. Birds do it. Love-smitten youth does it.
To think, he said, that you had the nerve to face those beasts
and tell them what you thought of them!
Darling! she remonstrated, placing an olive between his lips.
You should have the Croix de Guerre, he said indistinctly.
All I aspire to is a very plain gold ring, she said, smiling at
And she slipped her hand into his.
Are you going back into the army, Jim? she asked.
Who said that? he demanded.
II heard it repeated.
Not now, he said. Unless His eyes narrowed and he sat swinging
his legs with an absent air and puckered brows.
And after a while the same aloof look came into her brown eyes, and
she swung her slim feet absently.
Perhaps their remote gaze was fixed on visions of a nearing future,
brilliant with happiness, gay with children's voices; perhaps they saw
farther than that, where the light grew sombre and where a shadowed sky
lowered above a blood-red flood, rising imperceptibly, yet ever
risinga stealthy, crawling crimson tide spreading westward across the