A Double Story
by George MacDonald
There was a certain country where things used to go rather oddly.
For instance, you could never tell whether it was going to rain or
hail, or whether or not the milk was going to turn sour. It was
impossible to say whether the next baby would be a boy, or a girl, or
even, after he was a week old, whether he would wake sweet-tempered or
In strict accordance with the peculiar nature of this country of
uncertainties, it came to pass one day, that in the midst of a shower
of rain that might well be called golden, seeing the sun, shining as
it fell, turned all its drops into molten topazes, and every drop was
good for a grain of golden corn, or a yellow cowslip, or a buttercup,
or a dandelion at least;—while this splendid rain was falling, I say,
with a musical patter upon the great leaves of the horse-chestnuts,
which hung like Vandyke collars about the necks of the creamy,
red-spotted blossoms, and on the leaves of the sycamores, looking as
if they had blood in their veins, and on a multitude of flowers, of
which some stood up and boldly held out their cups to catch their
share, while others cowered down, laughing, under the soft patting
blows of the heavy warm drops;— while this lovely rain was washing
all the air clean from the motes, and the bad odors, and the
poison-seeds that had escaped from their prisons during the long
drought;—while it fell, splashing and sparkling, with a hum, and a
rush, and a soft clashing—but stop! I am stealing, I find, and not
that only, but with clumsy hands spoiling what I steal:—
"O Rain! with your dull twofold sound,
The clash hard by, and the murmur all round:"
—there! take it, Mr. Coleridge;—while, as I was saying, the
lovely little rivers whose fountains are the clouds, and which cut
their own channels through the air, and make sweet noises rubbing
against their banks as they hurry down and down, until at length they
are pulled up on a sudden, with a musical plash, in the very heart of
an odorous flower, that first gasps and then sighs up a blissful
scent, or on the bald head of a stone that never says, Thank
you;—while the very sheep felt it blessing them, though it could
never reach their skins through the depth of their long wool, and the
veriest hedgehog—I mean the one with the longest spikes—came and
spiked himself out to impale as many of the drops as he could;—while
the rain was thus falling, and the leaves, and the flowers, and the
sheep, and the cattle, and the hedgehog, were all busily receiving
the golden rain, something happened. It was not a great battle, nor
an earthquake, nor a coronation, but something more important than
all those put together. A BABY-GIRL WAS BORN; and her father was a
king; and her mother was a queen; and her uncles and aunts were
princes and princesses; and her first-cousins were dukes and
duchesses; and not one of her second-cousins was less than a marquis
or marchioness, or of their third-cousins less than an earl or
countess: and below a countess they did not care to count. So the
little girl was Somebody; and yet for all that, strange to say, the
first thing she did was to cry. I told you it was a strange country.
As she grew up, everybody about her did his best to convince her
that she was Somebody; and the girl herself was so easily persuaded
of it that she quite forgot that anybody had ever told her so, and
took it for a fundamental, innate, primary, first-born, self-
evident, necessary, and incontrovertible idea and principle that SHE
WAS SOMEBODY. And far be it from me to deny it. I will even go so far
as to assert that in this odd country there was a huge number of
Somebodies. Indeed, it was one of its oddities that every boy and
girl in it, was rather too ready to think he or she was Somebody; and
the worst of it was that the princess never thought of there being
more than one Somebody—and that was herself.
Far away to the north in the same country, on the side of a bleak
hill, where a horse-chestnut or a sycamore was never seen, where were
no meadows rich with buttercups, only steep, rough, breezy slopes,
covered with dry prickly furze and its flowers of red gold, or
moister, softer broom with its flowers of yellow gold, and great
sweeps of purple heather, mixed with bilberries, and crowberries, and
cranberries—no, I am all wrong: there was nothing out yet but a few
furze-blossoms; the rest were all waiting behind their doors till they
were called; and no full, slow-gliding river with meadow-sweet along
its oozy banks, only a little brook here and there, that dashed past
without a moment to say, "How do you do?"—there (would you believe
it?) while the same cloud that was dropping down golden rain all about
the queen's new baby was dashing huge fierce handfuls of hail upon the
hills, with such force that they flew spinning off the rocks and
stones, went burrowing in the sheep's wool, stung the cheeks and chin
of the shepherd with their sharp spiteful little blows, and made his
dog wink and whine as they bounded off his hard wise head, and long
sagacious nose; only, when they dropped plump down the chimney, and
fell hissing in the little fire, they caught it then, for the clever
little fire soon sent them up the chimney again, a good deal swollen,
and harmless enough for a while, there (what do you think?) among the
hailstones, and the heather, and the cold mountain air, another little
girl was born, whom the shepherd her father, and the shepherdess her
mother, and a good many of her kindred too, thought Somebody. She had
not an uncle or an aunt that was less than a shepherd or dairymaid,
not a cousin, that was less than a farm-laborer, not a second-cousin
that was less than a grocer, and they did not count farther. And yet
(would you believe it?) she too cried the very first thing. It WAS an
odd country! And, what is still more surprising, the shepherd and
shepherdess and the dairymaids and the laborers were not a bit wiser
than the king and the queen and the dukes and the marquises and the
earls; for they too, one and all, so constantly taught the little
woman that she was Somebody, that she also forgot that there were a
great many more Somebodies besides herself in the world.
It was, indeed, a peculiar country, very different from ours—so
different, that my reader must not be too much surprised when I add
the amazing fact, that most of its inhabitants, instead of enjoying
the things they had, were always wanting the things they had not,
often even the things it was least likely they ever could have. The
grown men and women being like this, there is no reason to be further
astonished that the Princess Rosamond—the name her parents gave her
because it means Rose of the World—should grow up like them, wanting
every thing she could and every thing she couldn't have. The things
she could have were a great many too many, for her foolish parents
always gave her what they could; but still there remained a few things
they couldn't give her, for they were only a common king and queen.
They could and did give her a lighted candle when she cried for it,
and managed by much care that she should not burn her fingers or set
her frock on fire; but when she cried for the moon, that they could
not give her. They did the worst thing possible, instead, however; for
they pretended to do what they could not. They got her a thin disc of
brilliantly polished silver, as near the size of the moon as they
could agree upon; and, for a time she was delighted.
But, unfortunately, one evening she made the discovery that her
moon was a little peculiar, inasmuch as she could not shine in the
dark. Her nurse happened to snuff out the candles as she was playing
with it; and instantly came a shriek of rage, for her moon had
vanished. Presently, through the opening of the curtains, she caught
sight of the real moon, far away in the sky, and shining quite calmly,
as if she had been there all the time; and her rage increased to such
a degree that if it had not passed off in a fit, I do not know what
might have come of it.
As she grew up it was still the same, with this difference, that
not only must she have every thing, but she got tired of every thing
almost as soon as she had it. There was an accumulation of things in
her nursery and schoolroom and bedroom that was perfectly appalling.
Her mother's wardrobes were almost useless to her, so packed were
they with things of which she never took any notice. When she was
five years old, they gave her a splendid gold repeater, so close set
with diamonds and rubies, that the back was just one crust of gems.
In one of her little tempers, as they called her hideously ugly
rages, she dashed it against the back of the chimney, after which it
never gave a single tick; and some of the diamonds went to the
ash-pit. As she grew older still, she became fond of animals, not in
a way that brought them much pleasure, or herself much satisfaction.
When angry, she would beat them, and try to pull them to pieces, and
as soon as she became a little used to them, would neglect them
altogether. Then, if they could, they would run away, and she was
furious. Some white mice, which she had ceased feeding altogether,
did so; and soon the palace was swarming with white mice. Their red
eyes might be seen glowing, and their white skins gleaming, in every
dark corner; but when it came to the king's finding a nest of them in
his second-best crown, he was angry and ordered them to be drowned.
The princess heard of it, however, and raised such a clamor, that
there they were left until they should run away of themselves; and the
poor king had to wear his best crown every day till then. Nothing that
was the princess's property, whether she cared for it or not, was to
be meddled with.
Of course, as she grew, she grew worse; for she never tried to grow
better. She became more and more peevish and fretful every
day—dissatisfied not only with what she had, but with all that was
around her, and constantly wishing things in general to be different.
She found fault with every thing and everybody, and all that happened,
and grew more and more disagreeable to every one who had to do with
her. At last, when she had nearly killed her nurse, and had all but
succeeded in hanging herself, and was miserable from morning to night,
her parents thought it time to do something.
A long way from the palace, in the heart of a deep wood of
pine-trees, lived a wise woman. In some countries she would have been
called a witch; but that would have been a mistake, for she never did
any thing wicked, and had more power than any witch could have. As her
fame was spread through all the country, the king heard of her; and,
thinking she might perhaps be able to suggest something, sent for her.
In the dead of the night, lest the princess should know it, the king's
messenger brought into the palace a tall woman, muffled from head to
foot in a cloak of black cloth. In the presence of both their
Majesties, the king, to do her honor, requested her to sit; but she
declined, and stood waiting to hear what they had to say. Nor had she
to wait long, for almost instantly they began to tell her the dreadful
trouble they were in with their only child; first the king talking,
then the queen interposing with some yet more dreadful fact, and at
times both letting out a torrent of words together, so anxious were
they to show the wise woman that their perplexity was real, and their
daughter a very terrible one. For a long while there appeared no sign
of approaching pause. But the wise woman stood patiently folded in her
black cloak, and listened without word or motion. At length silence
fell; for they had talked themselves tired, and could not think of any
thing more to add to the list of their child's enormities.
After a minute, the wise woman unfolded her arms; and her cloak
dropping open in front, disclosed a garment made of a strange stuff,
which an old poet who knew her well has thus described:—
"All lilly white, withoutten spot or pride,
That seemd like silke and silver woven neare;
But neither silke nor silver therein did appeare."
"How very badly you have treated her!" said the wise woman. "Poor
"Treated her badly?" gasped the king.
"She is a very wicked child," said the queen; and both glared with
"Yes, indeed!" returned the wise woman. "She is very naughty
indeed, and that she must be made to feel; but it is half your fault
"What!" stammered the king. "Haven't we given her every mortal
thing she wanted?"
"Surely," said the wise woman: "what else could have all but killed
her? You should have given her a few things of the other sort. But
you are far too dull to understand me."
"You are very polite," remarked the king, with royal sarcasm on his
thin, straight lips.
The wise woman made no answer beyond a deep sigh; and the king and
queen sat silent also in their anger, glaring at the wise woman. The
silence lasted again for a minute, and then the wise woman folded her
cloak around her, and her shining garment vanished like the moon when
a great cloud comes over her. Yet another minute passed and the
silence endured, for the smouldering wrath of the king and queen
choked the channels of their speech. Then the wise woman turned her
back on them, and so stood. At this, the rage of the king broke
forth; and he cried to the queen, stammering in his fierceness,—
"How should such an old hag as that teach Rosamond good manners?
She knows nothing of them herself! Look how she stands!—actually with
her back to us."
At the word the wise woman walked from the room. The great folding
doors fell to behind her; and the same moment the king and queen were
quarrelling like apes as to which of them was to blame for her
departure. Before their altercation was over, for it lasted till the
early morning, in rushed Rosamond, clutching in her hand a poor
little white rabbit, of which she was very fond, and from which, only
because it would not come to her when she called it, she was pulling
handfuls of fur in the attempt to tear the squealing, pink-eared,
red-eyed thing to pieces.
"Rosa, RosaMOND!" cried the queen; whereupon Rosamond threw the
rabbit in her mother's face. The king started up in a fury, and ran
to seize her. She darted shrieking from the room. The king rushed
after her; but, to his amazement, she was nowhere to be seen: the
huge hall was empty.—No: just outside the door, close to the
threshold, with her back to it, sat the figure of the wise woman,
muffled in her dark cloak, with her head bowed over her knees. As the
king stood looking at her, she rose slowly, crossed the hall, and
walked away down the marble staircase. The king called to her; but she
never turned her head, or gave the least sign that she heard him. So
quietly did she pass down the wide marble stair, that the king was all
but persuaded he had seen only a shadow gliding across the white
For the princess, she was nowhere to be found. The queen went into
hysterics; and the rabbit ran away. The king sent out messengers in
every direction, but in vain.
In a short time the palace was quiet—as quiet as it used to be
before the princess was born. The king and queen cried a little now
and then, for the hearts of parents were in that country strangely
fashioned; and yet I am afraid the first movement of those very
hearts would have been a jump of terror if the ears above them had
heard the voice of Rosamond in one of the corridors. As for the rest
of the household, they could not have made up a single tear amongst
them. They thought, whatever it might be for the princess, it was,
for every one else, the best thing that could have happened; and as
to what had become of her, if their heads were puzzled, their hearts
took no interest in the question. The lord-chancellor alone had an
idea about it, but he was far too wise to utter it.
The fact, as is plain, was, that the princess had disappeared in
the folds of the wise woman's cloak. When she rushed from the room,
the wise woman caught her to her bosom and flung the black garment
around her. The princess struggled wildly, for she was in fierce
terror, and screamed as loud as choking fright would permit her; but
her father, standing in the door, and looking down upon the wise
woman, saw never a movement of the cloak, so tight was she held by
her captor. He was indeed aware of a most angry crying, which
reminded him of his daughter; but it sounded to him so far away, that
he took it for the passion of some child in the street, outside the
palace-gates. Hence, unchallenged, the wise woman carried the princess
down the marble stairs, out at the palace-door, down a great flight of
steps outside, across a paved court, through the brazen gates, along
half-roused streets where people were opening their shops, through the
huge gates of the city, and out into the wide road, vanishing
northwards; the princess struggling and screaming all the time, and
the wise woman holding her tight. When at length she was too tired to
struggle or scream any more, the wise woman unfolded her cloak, and
set her down; and the princess saw the light and opened her swollen
eyelids. There was nothing in sight that she had ever seen before.
City and palace had disappeared. They were upon a wide road going
straight on, with a ditch on each side of it, that behind them widened
into the great moat surrounding the city. She cast up a terrified look
into the wise woman's face, that gazed down upon her gravely and
kindly. Now the princess did not in the least understand kindness. She
always took it for a sign either of partiality or fear. So when the
wise woman looked kindly upon her, she rushed at her, butting with her
head like a ram: but the folds of the cloak had closed around the wise
woman; and, when the princess ran against it, she found it hard as the
cloak of a bronze statue, and fell back upon the road with a great
bruise on her head. The wise woman lifted her again, and put her once
more under the cloak, where she fell asleep, and where she awoke again
only to find that she was still being carried on and on.
When at length the wise woman again stopped and set her down, she
saw around her a bright moonlit night, on a wide heath, solitary and
houseless. Here she felt more frightened than before; nor was her
terror assuaged when, looking up, she saw a stern, immovable
countenance, with cold eyes fixedly regarding her. All she knew of
the world being derived from nursery-tales, she concluded that the
wise woman was an ogress, carrying her home to eat her.
I have already said that the princess was, at this time of her
life, such a low-minded creature, that severity had greater influence
over her than kindness. She understood terror better far than
tenderness. When the wise woman looked at her thus, she fell on her
knees, and held up her hands to her, crying,—
"Oh, don't eat me! don't eat me!"
Now this being the best SHE could do, it was a sign she was a low
creature. Think of it—to kick at kindness, and kneel from terror.
But the sternness on the face of the wise woman came from the same
heart and the same feeling as the kindness that had shone from it
before. The only thing that could save the princess from her
hatefulness, was that she should be made to mind somebody else than
her own miserable Somebody.
Without saying a word, the wise woman reached down her hand, took
one of Rosamond's, and, lifting her to her feet, led her along
through the moonlight. Every now and then a gush of obstinacy would
well up in the heart of the princess, and she would give a great
ill-tempered tug, and pull her hand away; but then the wise woman
would gaze down upon her with such a look, that she instantly sought
again the hand she had rejected, in pure terror lest she should be
eaten upon the spot. And so they would walk on again; and when the
wind blew the folds of the cloak against the princess, she found them
soft as her mother's camel-hair shawl.
After a little while the wise woman began to sing to her, and the
princess could not help listening; for the soft wind amongst the low
dry bushes of the heath, the rustle of their own steps, and the
trailing of the wise woman's cloak, were the only sounds beside.
And this is the song she sang:—
Out in the cold,
With a thin-worn fold
Of withered gold
Around her rolled,
Hangs in the air the weary moon.
She is old, old, old;
And her bones all cold,
And her tales all told,
And her things all sold,
And she has no breath to croon.
Like a castaway clout,
She is quite shut out!
She might call and shout,
But no one about
Would ever call back, "Who's there?"
There is never a hut,
Not a door to shut,
Not a footpath or rut,
Long road or short cut,
Leading to anywhere!
She is all alone
Like a dog-picked bone,
The poor old crone!
She fain would groan,
But she cannot find the breath.
She once had a fire;
But she built it no higher,
And only sat nigher
Till she saw it expire;
And now she is cold as death.
She never will smile
All the lonesome while.
Oh the mile after mile,
And never a stile!
And never a tree or a stone!
She has not a tear:
Afar and anear
It is all so drear,
But she does not care,
Her heart is as dry as a bone.
None to come near her!
No one to cheer her!
No one to jeer her!
No one to hear her!
Not a thing to lift and hold!
She is always awake,
But her heart will not break:
She can only quake,
Shiver, and shake:
The old woman is very cold.
As strange as the song, was the crooning wailing tune that the wise
woman sung. At the first note almost, you would have thought she
wanted to frighten the princess; and so indeed she did. For when
people WILL be naughty, they have to be frightened, and they are not
expected to like it. The princess grew angry, pulled her hand away,
"YOU are the ugly old woman. I hate you!"
Therewith she stood still, expecting the wise woman to stop also,
perhaps coax her to go on: if she did, she was determined not to move
a step. But the wise woman never even looked about: she kept walking
on steadily, the same space as before. Little Obstinate thought for
certain she would turn; for she regarded herself as much too precious
to be left behind. But on and on the wise woman went, until she had
vanished away in the dim moonlight. Then all at once the princess
perceived that she was left alone with the moon, looking down on her
from the height of her loneliness. She was horribly frightened, and
began to run after the wise woman, calling aloud. But the song she had
just heard came back to the sound of her own running feet,—
All all alone,
Like a dog-picked bone!
She might call and shout,
And no one about
Would ever call back, "Who's there?"
and she screamed as she ran. How she wished she knew the old
woman's name, that she might call it after her through the moonlight!
But the wise woman had, in truth, heard the first sound of her
running feet, and stopped and turned, waiting. What with running and
crying, however, and a fall or two as she ran, the princess never saw
her until she fell right into her arms—and the same moment into a
fresh rage; for as soon as any trouble was over the princess was
always ready to begin another. The wise woman therefore pushed her
away, and walked on; while the princess ran scolding and storming
after her. She had to run till, from very fatigue, her rudeness
ceased. Her heart gave way; she burst into tears, and ran on silently
A minute more and the wise woman stooped, and lifting her in her
arms, folded her cloak around her. Instantly she fell asleep, and
slept as soft and as soundly as if she had been in her own bed. She
slept till the moon went down; she slept till the sun rose up; she
slept till he climbed the topmost sky; she slept till he went down
again, and the poor old moon came peaking and peering out once more:
and all that time the wise woman went walking on and on very fast.
And now they had reached a spot where a few fir-trees came to meet
them through the moonlight.
At the same time the princess awaked, and popping her head out
between the folds of the wise woman's cloak—a very ugly little owlet
she looked—saw that they were entering the wood. Now there is
something awful about every wood, especially in the moonlight; and
perhaps a fir-wood is more awful than other woods. For one thing, it
lets a little more light through, rendering the darkness a little
more visible, as it were; and then the trees go stretching away up
towards the moon, and look as if they cared nothing about the
creatures below them—not like the broad trees with soft wide leaves
that, in the darkness even, look sheltering. So the princess is not
to be blamed that she was very much frightened. She is hardly to be
blamed either that, assured the wise woman was an ogress carrying her
to her castle to eat her up, she began again to kick and scream
violently, as those of my readers who are of the same sort as herself
will consider the right and natural thing to do. The wrong in her was
this—that she had led such a bad life, that she did not know a good
woman when she saw her; took her for one like herself, even after she
had slept in her arms.
Immediately the wise woman set her down, and, walking on, within a
few paces vanished among the trees. Then the cries of the princess
rent the air, but the fir-trees never heeded her; not one of their
hard little needles gave a single shiver for all the noise she made.
But there were creatures in the forest who were soon quite as much
interested in her cries as the fir-trees were indifferent to them.
They began to hearken and howl and snuff about, and run hither and
thither, and grin with their white teeth, and light up the green
lamps in their eyes. In a minute or two a whole army of wolves and
hyenas were rushing from all quarters through the pillar like stems
of the fir-trees, to the place where she stood calling them, without
knowing it. The noise she made herself, however, prevented her from
hearing either their howls or the soft pattering of their many
trampling feet as they bounded over the fallen fir needles and cones.
One huge old wolf had outsped the rest—not that he could run
faster, but that from experience he could more exactly judge whence
the cries came, and as he shot through the wood, she caught sight at
last of his lamping eyes coming swiftly nearer and nearer. Terror
silenced her. She stood with her mouth open, as if she were going to
eat the wolf, but she had no breath to scream with, and her tongue
curled up in her mouth like a withered and frozen leaf. She could do
nothing but stare at the coming monster. And now he was taking a few
shorter bounds, measuring the distance for the one final leap that
should bring him upon her, when out stepped the wise woman from
behind the very tree by which she had set the princess down, caught
the wolf by the throat half-way in his last spring, shook him once,
and threw him from her dead. Then she turned towards the princess,
who flung herself into her arms, and was instantly lapped in the
folds of her cloak.
But now the huge army of wolves and hyenas had rushed like a sea
around them, whose waves leaped with hoarse roar and hollow yell up
against the wise woman. But she, like a strong stately vessel, moved
unhurt through the midst of them. Ever as they leaped against her
cloak, they dropped and slunk away back through the crowd. Others
ever succeeded, and ever in their turn fell, and drew back
confounded. For some time she walked on attended and assailed on all
sides by the howling pack. Suddenly they turned and swept away,
vanishing in the depths of the forest. She neither slackened nor
hastened her step, but went walking on as before.
In a little while she unfolded her cloak, and let the princess look
out. The firs had ceased; and they were on a lofty height of
moorland, stony and bare and dry, with tufts of heather and a few
small plants here and there. About the heath, on every side, lay the
forest, looking in the moonlight like a cloud; and above the forest,
like the shaven crown of a monk, rose the bare moor over which they
were walking. Presently, a little way in front of them, the princess
espied a whitewashed cottage, gleaming in the moon. As they came
nearer, she saw that the roof was covered with thatch, over which the
moss had grown green. It was a very simple, humble place, not in the
least terrible to look at, and yet, as soon as she saw it, her fear
again awoke, and always, as soon as her fear awoke, the trust of the
princess fell into a dead sleep. Foolish and useless as she might by
this time have known it, she once more began kicking and screaming,
whereupon, yet once more, the wise woman set her down on the heath, a
few yards from the back of the cottage, and saying only, "No one ever
gets into my house who does not knock at the door, and ask to come
in," disappeared round the corner of the cottage, leaving the princess
alone with the moon—two white faces in the cone of the night.
The moon stared at the princess, and the princess stared at the
moon; but the moon had the best of it, and the princess began to cry.
And now the question was between the moon and the cottage. The
princess thought she knew the worst of the moon, and she knew nothing
at all about the cottage, therefore she would stay with the moon.
Strange, was it not, that she should have been so long with the wise
woman, and yet know NOTHING about that cottage? As for the moon, she
did not by any means know the worst of her, or even, that, if she were
to fall asleep where she could find her, the old witch would certainly
do her best to twist her face.
But she had scarcely sat a moment longer before she was assailed by
all sorts of fresh fears. First of all, the soft wind blowing gently
through the dry stalks of the heather and its thousands of little
bells raised a sweet rustling, which the princess took for the
hissing of serpents, for you know she had been naughty for so long
that she could not in a great many things tell the good from the bad.
Then nobody could deny that there, all round about the heath, like a
ring of darkness, lay the gloomy fir-wood, and the princess knew what
it was full of, and every now and then she thought she heard the
howling of its wolves and hyenas. And who could tell but some of them
might break from their covert and sweep like a shadow across the
heath? Indeed, it was not once nor twice that for a moment she was
fully persuaded she saw a great beast coming leaping and bounding
through the moonlight to have her all to himself. She did not know
that not a single evil creature dared set foot on that heath, or that,
if one should do so, it would that instant wither up and cease. If an
army of them had rushed to invade it, it would have melted away on the
edge of it, and ceased like a dying wave.—She even imagined that the
moon was slowly coming nearer and nearer down the sky to take her and
freeze her to death in her arms. The wise woman, too, she felt sure,
although her cottage looked asleep, was watching her at some little
window. In this, however, she would have been quite right, if she had
only imagined enough—namely, that the wise woman was watching OVER
her from the little window. But after all, somehow, the thought of the
wise woman was less frightful than that of any of her other terrors,
and at length she began to wonder whether it the moonlight to have her
all to himself. She did not know that not a single evil creature dared
set foot on that heath, or that, if one should do so, it would that
instant wither up and cease. If an army of them had rushed to invade
it, it would have melted away on the edge of it, and ceased like a
dying wave.—She even imagined that the moon was slowly coming nearer
and nearer down the sky to take her and freeze her to death in her
arms. The wise woman, too, she felt sure, although her cottage looked
asleep, was watching her at some little window. In this, however, she
would have been quite right, if she had only imagined enough—namely,
that the wise woman was watching OVER her from the little window. But
after all, somehow, the thought of the wise woman was less frightful
than that of any of her other terrors, and at length she began to
wonder whether it her sadly through her gay silken slippers. She threw
herself on the heath, which came up to the walls of the cottage on
every side, and roared and screamed with rage. Suddenly, however, she
remembered how her screaming had brought the horde of wolves and
hyenas about her in the forest, and, ceasing at once, lay still,
gazing yet again at the moon. And then came the thought of her
parents in the palace at home. In her mind's eye she saw her mother
sitting at her embroidery with the tears dropping upon it, and her
father staring into the fire as if he were looking for her in its
glowing caverns. It is true that if they had both been in tears by
her side because of her naughtiness, she would not have cared a
straw; but now her own forlorn condition somehow helped her to
understand their grief at having lost her, and not only a great
longing to be back in her comfortable home, but a feeble flutter of
genuine love for her parents awoke in her heart as well, and she
burst into real tears—soft, mournful tears—very different from
those of rage and disappointment to which she was so much used. And
another very remarkable thing was that the moment she began to love
her father and mother, she began to wish to see the wise woman again.
The idea of her being an ogress vanished utterly, and she thought of
her only as one to take her in from the moon, and the loneliness, and
the terrors of the forest-haunted heath, and hide her in a cottage
with not even a door for the horrid wolves to howl against.
But the old woman—as the princess called her, not knowing that her
real name was the Wise Woman—had told her that she must knock at the
door: how was she to do that when there was no door? But again she
bethought herself—that, if she could not do all she was told, she
could, at least, do a part of it: if she could not knock at the door,
she could at least knock—say on the wall, for there was nothing else
to knock upon—and perhaps the old woman would hear her, and lift her
in by some window. Thereupon, she rose at once to her feet, and
picking up a stone, began to knock on the wall with it. A loud noise
was the result, and she found she was knocking on the very door
itself. For a moment she feared the old woman would be offended, but
the next, there came a voice, saying,
"Who is there?"
The princess answered,
"Please, old woman, I did not mean to knock so loud."
To this there came no reply.
Then the princess knocked again, this time with her knuckles, and
the voice came again, saying,
"Who is there?"
And the princess answered,
Then a second time there was silence. But the princess soon
ventured to knock a third time.
"What do you want?" said the voice.
"Oh, please, let me in!" said the princess.
"The moon will keep staring at me; and I hear the wolves in the
Then the door opened, and the princess entered. She looked all
around, but saw nothing of the wise woman.
It was a single bare little room, with a white deal table, and a
few old wooden chairs, a fire of fir-wood on the hearth, the smoke of
which smelt sweet, and a patch of thick-growing heath in one corner.
Poor as it was, compared to the grand place Rosamond had left, she
felt no little satisfaction as she shut the door, and looked around
her. And what with the sufferings and terrors she had left outside,
the new kind of tears she had shed, the love she had begun to feel for
her parents, and the trust she had begun to place in the wise woman,
it seemed to her as if her soul had grown larger of a sudden, and she
had left the days of her childishness and naughtiness far behind her.
People are so ready to think themselves changed when it is only their
mood that is changed! Those who are good-tempered because it is a fine
day, will be ill-tempered when it rains: their selves are just the
same both days; only in the one case, the fine weather has got into
them, in the other the rainy. Rosamond, as she sat warming herself by
the glow of the peat-fire, turning over in her mind all that had
passed, and feeling how pleasant the change in her feelings was, began
by degrees to think how very good she had grown, and how very good she
was to have grown good, and how extremely good she must always have
been that she was able to grow so very good as she now felt she had
grown; and she became so absorbed in her self-admiration as never to
notice either that the fire was dying, or that a heap of fir-cones lay
in a corner near it. Suddenly, a great wind came roaring down the
chimney, and scattered the ashes about the floor; a tremendous rain
followed, and fell hissing on the embers; the moon was swallowed up,
and there was darkness all about her. Then a flash of lightning,
followed by a peal of thunder, so terrified the princess, that she
cried aloud for the old woman, but there came no answer to her cry.
Then in her terror the princess grew angry, and saying to herself,
"She must be somewhere in the place, else who was there to open the
door to me?" began to shout and yell, and call the wise woman all the
bad names she had been in the habit of throwing at her nurses. But
there came not a single sound in reply.
Strange to say, the princess never thought of telling herself now
how naughty she was, though that would surely have been reasonable.
On the contrary, she thought she had a perfect right to be angry, for
was she not most desperately ill used—and a princess too? But the
wind howled on, and the rain kept pouring down the chimney, and every
now and then the lightning burst out, and the thunder rushed after it,
as if the great lumbering sound could ever think to catch up with the
At length the princess had again grown so angry, frightened, and
miserable, all together, that she jumped up and hurried about the
cottage with outstretched arms, trying to find the wise woman. But
being in a bad temper always makes people stupid, and presently she
struck her forehead such a blow against something—she thought
herself it felt like the old woman's cloak—that she fell back—not
on the floor, though, but on the patch of heather, which felt as soft
and pleasant as any bed in the palace. There, worn out with weeping
and rage, she soon fell fast asleep.
She dreamed that she was the old cold woman up in the sky, with no
home and no friends, and no nothing at all, not even a pocket;
wandering, wandering forever, over a desert of blue sand, never to
get to anywhere, and never to lie down or die. It was no use stopping
to look about her, for what had she to do but forever look about her
as she went on and on and on—never seeing any thing, and never
expecting to see any thing! The only shadow of a hope she had was,
that she might by slow degrees grow thinner and thinner, until at last
she wore away to nothing at all; only alas! she could not detect the
least sign that she had yet begun to grow thinner. The hopelessness
grew at length so unendurable that she woke with a start. Seeing the
face of the wise woman bending over her, she threw her arms around her
neck and held up her mouth to be kissed. And the kiss of the wise
woman was like the rose-gardens of Damascus.
The wise woman lifted her tenderly, and washed and dressed her far
more carefully than even her nurse. Then she set her down by the
fire, and prepared her breakfast. The princess was very hungry, and
the bread and milk as good as it could be, so that she thought she
had never in her life eaten any thing nicer. Nevertheless, as soon as
she began to have enough, she said to herself,—
"Ha! I see how it is! The old woman wants to fatten me! That is why
she gives me such nice creamy milk. She doesn't kill me now because
she's going to kill me then! She IS an ogress, after all!"
Thereupon she laid down her spoon, and would not eat another
mouthful—only followed the basin with longing looks, as the wise
woman carried it away.
When she stopped eating, her hostess knew exactly what she was
thinking; but it was one thing to understand the princess, and quite
another to make the princess understand her: that would require time.
For the present she took no notice, but went about the affairs of the
house, sweeping the floor, brushing down the cobwebs, cleaning the
hearth, dusting the table and chairs, and watering the bed to keep it
fresh and alive—for she never had more than one guest at a time, and
never would allow that guest to go to sleep upon any thing that had no
life in it All the time she was thus busied, she spoke not a word to
the princess, which, with the princess, went to confirm her notion of
her purposes. But whatever she might have said would have been only
perverted by the princess into yet stronger proof of her evil designs,
for a fancy in her own head would outweigh any multitude of facts in
another's. She kept staring at the fire, and never looked round to see
what the wise woman might be doing.
By and by she came close up to the back of her chair, and said,
But the princess had fallen into one of her sulky moods, and shut
herself up with her own ugly Somebody; so she never looked round or
even answered the wise woman.
"Rosamond," she repeated, "I am going out. If you are a good girl,
that is, if you do as I tell you, I will carry you back to your
father and mother the moment I return."
The princess did not take the least notice.
"Look at me, Rosamond," said the wise woman.
But Rosamond never moved—never even shrugged her
shoulders—perhaps because they were already up to her ears, and could
go no farther.
"I want to help you to do what I tell you," said the wise woman.
"Look at me."
Still Rosamond was motionless and silent, saying only to herself,
"I know what she's after! She wants to show me her horrid teeth.
But I won't look. I'm not going to be frightened out of my senses to
"You had better look, Rosamond. Have you forgotten how you kissed
me this morning?"
But Rosamond now regarded that little throb of affection as a
momentary weakness into which the deceitful ogress had betrayed her,
and almost despised herself for it. She was one of those who the more
they are coaxed are the more disagreeable. For such, the wise woman
had an awful punishment, but she remembered that the princess had been
very ill brought up, and therefore wished to try her with all
She stood silent for a moment, to see what effect her words might
have. But Rosamond only said to herself,—
"She wants to fatten and eat me."
And it was such a little while since she had looked into the wise
woman's loving eyes, thrown her arms round her neck, and kissed her!
"Well," said the wise woman gently, after pausing as long as it
seemed possible she might bethink herself, "I must tell you then
without; only whoever listens with her back turned, listens but half,
and gets but half the help."
"She wants to fatten me," said the princess.
"You must keep the cottage tidy while I am out. When I come back, I
must see the fire bright, the hearth swept, and the kettle boiling;
no dust on the table or chairs, the windows clear, the floor clean,
and the heather in blossom—which last comes of sprinkling it with
water three times a day. When you are hungry, put your hand into that
hole in the wall, and you will find a meal."
"She wants to fatten me," said the princess.
"But on no account leave the house till I come back," continued the
wise woman, "or you will grievously repent it. Remember what you have
already gone through to reach it. Dangers lie all around this cottage
of mine; but inside, it is the safest place—in fact the only quite
safe place in all the country."
"She means to eat me," said the princess, "and therefore wants to
frighten me from running away."
She heard the voice no more. Then, suddenly startled at the thought
of being alone, she looked hastily over her shoulder. The cottage was
indeed empty of all visible life. It was soundless, too: there was not
even a ticking clock or a flapping flame. The fire burned still and
smouldering-wise; but it was all the company she had, and she turned
again to stare into it.
Soon she began to grow weary of having nothing to do. Then she
remembered that the old woman, as she called her, had told her to
keep the house tidy.
"The miserable little pig-sty!" she said. "Where's the use of
keeping such a hovel clean!"
But in truth she would have been glad of the employment, only just
because she had been told to do it, she was unwilling; for there ARE
people—however unlikely it may seem—who object to doing a thing for
no other reason than that it is required of them.
"I am a princess," she said, "and it is very improper to ask me to
do such a thing."
She might have judged it quite as suitable for a princess to sweep
away the dust as to sit the centre of a world of dirt. But just
because she ought, she wouldn't. Perhaps she feared that if she gave
in to doing her duty once, she might have to do it always—which was
true enough—for that was the very thing for which she had been
Unable, however, to feel quite comfortable in the resolve to
neglect it, she said to herself, "I'm sure there's time enough for
such a nasty job as that!" and sat on, watching the fire as it burned
away, the glowing red casting off white flakes, and sinking lower and
lower on the hearth.
By and by, merely for want of something to do, she would see what
the old woman had left for her in the hole of the wall. But when she
put in her hand she found nothing there, except the dust which she
ought by this time to have wiped away. Never reflecting that the wise
woman had told her she would find food there WHEN SHE WAS HUNGRY, she
flew into one of her furies, calling her a cheat, and a thief, and a
liar, and an ugly old witch, and an ogress, and I do not know how many
wicked names besides. She raged until she was quite exhausted, and
then fell fast asleep on her chair. When she awoke the fire was out.
By this time she was hungry; but without looking in the hole, she
began again to storm at the wise woman, in which labor she would no
doubt have once more exhausted herself, had not something white
caught her eye: it was the corner of a napkin hanging from the hole
in the wall. She bounded to it, and there was a dinner for her of
something strangely good—one of her favorite dishes, only better
than she had ever tasted it before. This might surely have at least
changed her mood towards the wise woman; but she only grumbled to
herself that it was as it ought to be, ate up the food, and lay down
on the bed, never thinking of fire, or dust, or water for the
The wind began to moan about the cottage, and grew louder and
louder, till a great gust came down the chimney, and again scattered
the white ashes all over the place. But the princess was by this time
fast asleep, and never woke till the wind had sunk to silence. One of
the consequences, however, of sleeping when one ought to be awake is
waking when one ought to be asleep; and the princess awoke in the
black midnight, and found enough to keep her awake. For although the
wind had fallen, there was a far more terrible howling than that of
the wildest wind all about the cottage. Nor was the howling all; the
air was full of strange cries; and everywhere she heard the noise of
claws scratching against the house, which seemed all doors and
windows, so crowded were the sounds, and from so many directions. All
the night long she lay half swooning, yet listening to the hideous
noises. But with the first glimmer of morning they ceased.
Then she said to herself, "How fortunate it was that I woke! They
would have eaten me up if I had been asleep." The miserable little
wretch actually talked as if she had kept them out! If she had done
her work in the day, she would have slept through the terrors of the
darkness, and awaked fearless; whereas now, she had in the storehouse
of her heart a whole harvest of agonies, reaped from the dun fields of
They were neither wolves nor hyenas which had caused her such
dismay, but creatures of the air, more frightful still, which, as
soon as the smoke of the burning fir-wood ceased to spread itself
abroad, and the sun was a sufficient distance down the sky, and the
lone cold woman was out, came flying and howling about the cottage,
trying to get in at every door and window. Down the chimney they
would have got, but that at the heart of the fire there always lay a
certain fir-cone, which looked like solid gold red-hot, and which,
although it might easily get covered up with ashes, so as to be quite
invisible, was continually in a glow fit to kindle all the fir-cones
in the world; this it was which had kept the horrible birds—some say
they have a claw at the tip of every wing-feather—from tearing the
poor naughty princess to pieces, and gobbling her up.
When she rose and looked about her, she was dismayed to see what a
state the cottage was in. The fire was out, and the windows were all
dim with the wings and claws of the dirty birds, while the bed from
which she had just risen was brown and withered, and half its purple
bells had fallen. But she consoled herself that she could set all to
rights in a few minutes—only she must breakfast first. And, sure
enough, there was a basin of the delicious bread and milk ready for
her in the hole of the wall!
After she had eaten it, she felt comfortable, and sat for a long
time building castles in the air—till she was actually hungry again,
without having done an atom of work. She ate again, and was idle
again, and ate again. Then it grew dark, and she went trembling to
bed, for now she remembered the horrors of the last night. This time
she never slept at all, but spent the long hours in grievous terror,
for the noises were worse than before. She vowed she would not pass
another night in such a hateful haunted old shed for all the ugly
women, witches, and ogresses in the wide world. In the morning,
however, she fell asleep, and slept late.
Breakfast was of course her first thought, after which she could
not avoid that of work. It made her very miserable, but she feared the
consequences of being found with it undone. A few minutes before
noon, she actually got up, took her pinafore for a duster, and
proceeded to dust the table. But the wood-ashes flew about so, that
it seemed useless to attempt getting rid of them, and she sat down
again to think what was to be done. But there is very little indeed
to be done when we will not do that which we have to do.
Her first thought now was to run away at once while the sun was
high, and get through the forest before night came on. She fancied
she could easily go back the way she had come, and get home to her
father's palace. But not the most experienced traveller in the world
can ever go back the way the wise woman has brought him.
She got up and went to the door. It was locked! What could the old
woman have meant by telling her not to leave the cottage? She was
The wise woman had meant to make it difficult, but not impossible.
Before the princess, however, could find the way out, she heard a
hand at the door, and darted in terror behind it. The wise woman
opened it, and, leaving it open, walked straight to the hearth.
Rosamond immediately slid out, ran a little way, and then laid
herself down in the long heather.
The wise woman walked straight up to the hearth, looked at the
fire, looked at the bed, glanced round the room, and went up to the
table. When she saw the one streak in the thick dust which the
princess had left there, a smile, half sad, half pleased, like the sun
peeping through a cloud on a rainy day in spring, gleamed over her
face. She went at once to the door, and called in a loud voice,
"Rosamond, come to me."
All the wolves and hyenas, fast asleep in the wood, heard her
voice, and shivered in their dreams. No wonder then that the princess
trembled, and found herself compelled, she could not understand how,
to obey the summons. She rose, like the guilty thing she felt,
forsook of herself the hiding-place she had chosen, and walked slowly
back to the cottage she had left full of the signs of her shame. When
she entered, she saw the wise woman on her knees, building up the fire
with fir-cones. Already the flame was climbing through the heap in all
directions, crackling gently, and sending a sweet aromatic odor
through the dusty cottage.
"That is my part of the work," she said, rising. "Now you do yours.
But first let me remind you that if you had not put it off, you would
have found it not only far easier, but by and by quite pleasant work,
much more pleasant than you can imagine now; nor would you have found
the time go wearily: you would neither have slept in the day and let
the fire out, nor waked at night and heard the howling of the
beast-birds. More than all, you would have been glad to see me when I
came back; and would have leaped into my arms instead of standing
there, looking so ugly and foolish."
As she spoke, suddenly she held up before the princess a tiny
mirror, so clear that nobody looking into it could tell what it was
made of, or even see it at all—only the thing reflected in it.
Rosamond saw a child with dirty fat cheeks, greedy mouth, cowardly
eyes—which, not daring to look forward, seemed trying to hide behind
an impertinent nose—stooping shoulders, tangled hair, tattered
clothes, and smears and stains everywhere. That was what she had made
herself. And to tell the truth, she was shocked at the sight, and
immediately began, in her dirty heart, to lay the blame on the wise
woman, because she had taken her away from her nurses and her fine
clothes; while all the time she knew well enough that, close by the
heather-bed, was the loveliest little well, just big enough to wash
in, the water of which was always springing fresh from the ground, and
running away through the wall. Beside it lay the whitest of linen
towels, with a comb made of mother-of-pearl, and a brush of
fir-needles, any one of which she had been far too lazy to use. She
dashed the glass out of the wise woman's hand, and there it lay,
broken into a thousand pieces!
Without a word, the wise woman stooped, and gathered the
fragments—did not leave searching until she had gathered the last
atom, and she laid them all carefully, one by one, in the fire, now
blazing high on the hearth. Then she stood up and looked at the
princess, who had been watching her sulkily.
"Rosamond," she said, with a countenance awful in its sternness,
"until you have cleansed this room—"
"She calls it a room!" sneered the princess to herself.
"You shall have no morsel to eat. You may drink of the well, but
nothing else you shall have. When the work I set you is done, you
will find food in the same place as before. I am going from home
again; and again I warn you not to leave the house."
"She calls it a house!—It's a good thing she's going out of it
anyhow!" said the princess, turning her back for mere rudeness, for
she was one who, even if she liked a thing before, would dislike it
the moment any person in authority over her desired her to do it.
When she looked again, the wise woman had vanished.
Thereupon the princess ran at once to the door, and tried to open
it; but open it would not. She searched on all sides, but could
discover no way of getting out. The windows would not open—at least
she could not open them; and the only outlet seemed the chimney,
which she was afraid to try because of the fire, which looked angry,
she thought, and shot out green flames when she went near it. So she
sat down to consider. One may well wonder what room for consideration
there was—with all her work lying undone behind her. She sat thus,
however, considering, as she called it, until hunger began to sting
her, when she jumped up and put her hand as usual in the hole of the
wall: there was nothing there. She fell straight into one of her
stupid rages; but neither her hunger nor the hole in the wall heeded
her rage. Then, in a burst of self-pity, she fell a-weeping, but
neither the hunger nor the hole cared for her tears. The darkness
began to come on, and her hunger grew and grew, and the terror of the
wild noises of the last night invaded her. Then she began to feel
cold, and saw that the fire was dying. She darted to the heap of
cones, and fed it. It blazed up cheerily, and she was comforted a
little. Then she thought with herself it would surely be better to
give in so far, and do a little work, than die of hunger. So catching
up a duster, she began upon the table. The dust flew about and nearly
choked her. She ran to the well to drink, and was refreshed and
encouraged. Perceiving now that it was a tedious plan to wipe the dust
from the table on to the floor, whence it would have all to be swept
up again, she got a wooden platter, wiped the dust into that, carried
it to the fire, and threw it in. But all the time she was getting more
and more hungry and, although she tried the hole again and again, it
was only to become more and more certain that work she must if she
At length all the furniture was dusted, and she began to sweep the
floor, which happily, she thought of sprinkling with water, as from
the window she had seen them do to the marble court of the palace.
That swept, she rushed again to the hole—but still no food! She was
on the verge of another rage, when the thought came that she might
have forgotten something. To her dismay she found that table and
chairs and every thing was again covered with dust—not so badly as
before, however. Again she set to work, driven by hunger, and drawn
by the hope of eating, and yet again, after a second careful wiping,
sought the hole. But no! nothing was there for her! What could it
Her asking this question was a sign of progress: it showed that she
expected the wise woman to keep her word. Then she bethought her that
she had forgotten the household utensils, and the dishes and plates,
some of which wanted to be washed as well as dusted.
Faint with hunger, she set to work yet again. One thing made her
think of another, until at length she had cleaned every thing she
could think of. Now surely she must find some food in the hole!
When this time also there was nothing, she began once more to abuse
the wise woman as false and treacherous;—but ah! there was the bed
unwatered! That was soon amended.—Still no supper! Ah! there was the
hearth unswept, and the fire wanted making up!—Still no supper! What
else could there be? She was at her wits' end, and in very weariness,
not laziness this time, sat down and gazed into the fire. There, as
she gazed, she spied something brilliant,—shining even, in the midst
of the fire: it was the little mirror all whole again; but little she
knew that the dust which she had thrown into the fire had helped to
heal it. She drew it out carefully, and, looking into it, saw, not
indeed the ugly creature she had seen there before, but still a very
dirty little animal; whereupon she hurried to the well, took off her
clothes, plunged into it, and washed herself clean. Then she brushed
and combed her hair, made her clothes as tidy as might be, and ran to
the hole in the wall: there was a huge basin of bread and milk!
Never had she eaten any thing with half the relish! Alas! however,
when she had finished, she did not wash the basin, but left it as it
was, revealing how entirely all the rest had been done only from
hunger. Then she threw herself on the heather, and was fast asleep in
a moment. Never an evil bird came near her all that night, nor had she
so much as one troubled dream.
In the morning as she lay awake before getting up, she spied what
seemed a door behind the tall eight-day clock that stood silent in
"Ah!" she thought, "that must be the way out!" and got up
instantly. The first thing she did, however, was to go to the hole in
the wall. Nothing was there.
"Well, I am hardly used!" she cried aloud. "All that cleaning for
the cross old woman yesterday, and this for my trouble,—nothing for
breakfast! Not even a crust of bread! Does Mistress Ogress fancy a
princess will bear that?"
The poor foolish creature seemed to think that the work of one day
ought to serve for the next day too! But that is nowhere the way in
the whole universe. How could there be a universe in that case? And
even she never dreamed of applying the same rule to her breakfast.
"How good I was all yesterday!" she said, "and how hungry and ill
used I am to-day!"
But she would NOT be a slave, and do over again to-day what she had
done only last night! SHE didn't care about her breakfast! She might
have it no doubt if she dusted all the wretched place again, but she
was not going to do that—at least, without seeing first what lay
behind the clock!
Off she darted, and putting her hand behind the clock found the
latch of a door. It lifted, and the door opened a little way. By
squeezing hard, she managed to get behind the clock, and so through
the door. But how she stared, when instead of the open heath, she
found herself on the marble floor of a large and stately room,
lighted only from above. Its walls were strengthened by pilasters,
and in every space between was a large picture, from cornice to
floor. She did not know what to make of it. Surely she had run all
round the cottage, and certainly had seen nothing of this size near
it! She forgot that she had also run round what she took for a
hay-mow, a peat-stack, and several other things which looked of no
consequence in the moonlight.
"So, then," she cried, "the old woman IS a cheat! I believe she's
an ogress, after all, and lives in a palace—though she pretends it's
only a cottage, to keep people from suspecting that she eats good
little children like me!"
Had the princess been tolerably tractable, she would, by this time,
have known a good deal about the wise woman's beautiful house,
whereas she had never till now got farther than the porch. Neither
was she at all in its innermost places now.
But, king's daughter as she was, she was not a little daunted when,
stepping forward from the recess of the door, she saw what a great
lordly hall it was. She dared hardly look to the other end, it seemed
so far off: so she began to gaze at the things near her, and the
pictures first of all, for she had a great liking for pictures. One in
particular attracted her attention. She came back to it several times,
and at length stood absorbed in it.
A blue summer sky, with white fleecy clouds floating beneath it,
hung over a hill green to the very top, and alive with streams
darting down its sides toward the valley below. On the face of the
hill strayed a flock of sheep feeding, attended by a shepherd and two
dogs. A little way apart, a girl stood with bare feet in a brook,
building across it a bridge of rough stones. The wind was blowing her
hair back from her rosy face. A lamb was feeding close beside her; and
a sheepdog was trying to reach her hand to lick it.
"Oh, how I wish I were that little girl!" said the princess aloud.
"I wonder how it is that some people are made to be so much happier
than others! If I were that little girl, no one would ever call me
She gazed and gazed at the picture. At length she said to herself,
"I do not believe it is a picture. It is the real country, with a
real hill, and a real little girl upon it. I shall soon see whether
this isn't another of the old witch's cheats!"
She went close up to the picture, lifted her foot, and stepped over
"I am free, I am free!" she exclaimed; and she felt the wind upon
The sound of a closing door struck on her ear. She turned—and
there was a blank wall, without door or window, behind her. The hill
with the sheep was before her, and she set out at once to reach it.
Now, if I am asked how this could be, I can only answer, that it
was a result of the interaction of things outside and things inside,
of the wise woman's skill, and the silly child's folly. If this does
not satisfy my questioner, I can only add, that the wise woman was
able to do far more wonderful things than this.
Meantime the wise woman was busy as she always was; and her
business now was with the child of the shepherd and shepherdess, away
in the north. Her name was Agnes.
Her father and mother were poor, and could not give her many
things. Rosamond would have utterly despised the rude, simple
playthings she had. Yet in one respect they were of more value far
than hers: the king bought Rosamond's with his money; Agnes's father
made hers with his hands.
And while Agnes had but few things—not seeing many things about
her, and not even knowing that there were many things anywhere, she
did not wish for many things, and was therefore neither covetous nor
She played with the toys her father made her, and thought them the
most wonderful things in the world—windmills, and little crooks, and
water-wheels, and sometimes lambs made all of wool, and dolls made out
of the leg-bones of sheep, which her mother dressed for her; and of
such playthings she was never tired. Sometimes, however, she preferred
playing with stones, which were plentiful, and flowers, which were
few, or the brooks that ran down the hill, of which, although they
were many, she could only play with one at a time, and that, indeed,
troubled her a little—or live lambs that were not all wool, or the
sheep-dogs, which were very friendly with her, and the best of
playfellows, as she thought, for she had no human ones to compare them
with. Neither was she greedy after nice things, but content, as well
she might be, with the homely food provided for her. Nor was she by
nature particularly self-willed or disobedient; she generally did what
her father and mother wished, and believed what they told her. But by
degrees they had spoiled her; and this was the way: they were so proud
of her that they always repeated every thing she said, and told every
thing she did, even when she was present; and so full of admiration of
their child were they, that they wondered and laughed at and praised
things in her which in another child would never have struck them as
the least remarkable, and some things even which would in another have
disgusted them altogether. Impertinent and rude things done by THEIR
child they thought SO clever! laughing at them as something quite
marvellous; her commonplace speeches were said over again as if they
had been the finest poetry; and the pretty ways which every
moderately good child has were extolled as if the result of her
excellent taste, and the choice of her judgment and will. They would
even say sometimes that she ought not to hear her own praises for
fear it should make her vain, and then whisper them behind their
hands, but so loud that she could not fail to hear every word. The
consequence was that she soon came to believe—so soon, that she
could not recall the time when she did not believe, as the most
absolute fact in the universe, that she was SOMEBODY; that is, she
became most immoderately conceited.
Now as the least atom of conceit is a thing to be ashamed of, you
may fancy what she was like with such a quantity of it inside her!
At first it did not show itself outside in any very active form;
but the wise woman had been to the cottage, and had seen her sitting
alone, with such a smile of self-satisfaction upon her face as would
have been quite startling to her, if she had ever been startled at
any thing; for through that smile she could see lying at the root of
it the worm that made it. For some smiles are like the ruddiness of
certain apples, which is owing to a centipede, or other creeping
thing, coiled up at the heart of them. Only her worm had a face and
shape the very image of her own; and she looked so simpering, and
mawkish, and self-conscious, and silly, that she made the wise woman
feel rather sick.
Not that the child was a fool. Had she been, the wise woman would
have only pitied and loved her, instead of feeling sick when she
looked at her. She had very fair abilities, and were she once but
made humble, would be capable not only of doing a good deal in time,
but of beginning at once to grow to no end. But, if she were not made
humble, her growing would be to a mass of distorted shapes all huddled
together; so that, although the body she now showed might grow up
straight and well-shaped and comely to behold, the new body that was
growing inside of it, and would come out of it when she died, would be
ugly, and crooked this way and that, like an aged hawthorn that has
lived hundreds of years exposed upon all sides to salt sea-winds.
As time went on, this disease of self-conceit went on too,
gradually devouring the good that was in her. For there is no fault
that does not bring its brothers and sisters and cousins to live with
it. By degrees, from thinking herself so clever, she came to fancy
that whatever seemed to her, must of course be the correct judgment,
and whatever she wished, the right thing; and grew so obstinate, that
at length her parents feared to thwart her in any thing, knowing well
that she would never give in. But there are victories far worse than
defeats; and to overcome an angel too gentle to put out all his
strength, and ride away in triumph on the back of a devil, is one of
So long as she was left to take her own way and do as she would,
she gave her parents little trouble. She would play about by herself
in the little garden with its few hardy flowers, or amongst the
heather where the bees were busy; or she would wander away amongst the
hills, and be nobody knew where, sometimes from morning to night; nor
did her parents venture to find fault with her.
She never went into rages like the princess, and would have thought
Rosamond—oh, so ugly and vile! if she had seen her in one of her
passions. But she was no better, for all that, and was quite as ugly
in the eyes of the wise woman, who could not only see but read her
face. What is there to choose between a face distorted to hideousness
by anger, and one distorted to silliness by self-complacency? True,
there is more hope of helping the angry child out of her form of
selfishness than the conceited child out of hers; but on the other
hand, the conceited child was not so terrible or dangerous as the
wrathful one. The conceited one, however, was sometimes very angry,
and then her anger was more spiteful than the other's; and, again, the
wrathful one was often very conceited too. So that, on the whole, of
two very unpleasant creatures, I would say that the king's daughter
would have been the worse, had not the shepherd's been quite as bad.
But, as I have said, the wise woman had her eye upon her: she saw that
something special must be done, else she would be one of those who
kneel to their own shadows till feet grow on their knees; then go down
on their hands till their hands grow into feet; then lay their faces
on the ground till they grow into snouts; when at last they are a
hideous sort of lizards, each of which believes himself the best,
wisest, and loveliest being in the world, yea, the very centre of the
universe. And so they run about forever looking for their own shadows,
that they may worship them, and miserable because they cannot find
them, being themselves too near the ground to have any shadows; and
what becomes of them at last there is but one who knows.
The wise woman, therefore, one day walked up to the door of the
shepherd's cottage, dressed like a poor woman, and asked for a drink
of water. The shepherd's wife looked at her, liked her, and brought
her a cup of milk. The wise woman took it, for she made it a rule to
accept every kindness that was offered her.
Agnes was not by nature a greedy girl, as I have said; but
self-conceit will go far to generate every other vice under the sun.
Vanity, which is a form of self-conceit, has repeatedly shown itself
as the deepest feeling in the heart of a horrible murderess.
That morning, at breakfast, her mother had stinted her in
milk—just a little—that she might have enough to make some
milk-porridge for their dinner. Agnes did not mind it at the time, but
when she saw the milk now given to a beggar, as she called the wise
woman—though, surely, one might ask a draught of water, and accept a
draught of milk, without being a beggar in any such sense as Agnes's
contemptuous use of the word implied—a cloud came upon her forehead,
and a double vertical wrinkle settled over her nose. The wise woman
saw it, for all her business was with Agnes though she little knew it,
and, rising, went and offered the cup to the child, where she sat with
her knitting in a corner. Agnes looked at it, did not want it, was
inclined to refuse it from a beggar, but thinking it would show her
consequence to assert her rights, took it and drank it up. For whoever
is possessed by a devil, judges with the mind of that devil; and hence
Agnes was guilty of such a meanness as many who are themselves capable
of something just as bad will consider incredible.
The wise woman waited till she had finished it—then, looking into
the empty cup, said:
"You might have given me back as much as you had no claim upon!"
Agnes turned away and made no answer—far less from shame than
The wise woman looked at the mother.
"You should not have offered it to her if you did not mean her to
have it," said the mother, siding with the devil in her child against
the wise woman and her child too. Some foolish people think they take
another's part when they take the part he takes.
The wise woman said nothing, but fixed her eyes upon her, and soon
the mother hid her face in her apron weeping. Then she turned again
to Agnes, who had never looked round but sat with her back to both,
and suddenly lapped her in the folds of her cloak. When the mother
again lifted her eyes, she had vanished.
Never supposing she had carried away her child, but uncomfortable
because of what she had said to the poor woman, the mother went to
the door, and called after her as she toiled slowly up the hill. But
she never turned her head; and the mother went back into her cottage.
The wise woman walked close past the shepherd and his dogs, and
through the midst of his flock of sheep. The shepherd wondered where
she could be going—right up the hill. There was something strange
about her too, he thought; and he followed her with his eyes as she
went up and up.
It was near sunset, and as the sun went down, a gray cloud settted
on the top of the mountain, which his last rays turned into a rosy
gold. Straight into this cloud the shepherd saw the woman hold her
pace, and in it she vanished. He little imagined that his child was
under her cloak.
He went home as usual in the evening, but Agnes had not come in.
They were accustomed to such an absence now and then, and were not at
first frightened; but when it grew dark and she did not appear, the
husband set out with his dogs in one direction, and the wife in
another, to seek their child. Morning came and they had not found
her. Then the whole country-side arose to search for the missing
Agnes; but day after day and night after night passed, and nothing
was discovered of or concerning her, until at length all gave up the
search in despair except the mother, although she was nearly
convinced now that the poor woman had carried her off.
One day she had wandered some distance from her cottage, thinking
she might come upon the remains of her daughter at the foot of some
cliff, when she came suddenly, instead, upon a disconsolate-looking
creature sitting on a stone by the side of a stream.
Her hair hung in tangles from her head; her clothes were tattered,
and through the rents her skin showed in many places; her cheeks were
white, and worn thin with hunger; the hollows were dark under her
eyes, and they stood out scared and wild. When she caught sight of the
shepherdess, she jumped to her feet, and would have run away, but fell
down in a faint.
At first sight the mother had taken her for her own child, but now
she saw, with a pang of disappointment, that she had mistaken. Full
of compassion, nevertheless, she said to herself:
"If she is not my Agnes, she is as much in need of help as if she
were. If I cannot be good to my own, I will be as good as I can to
some other woman's; and though I should scorn to be consoled for the
loss of one by the presence of another, I yet may find some gladness
in rescuing one child from the death which has taken the other."
Perhaps her words were not just like these, but her thoughts were.
She took up the child, and carried her home. And this is how Rosamond
came to occupy the place of the little girl whom she had envied in the
Notwithstanding the differences between the two girls, which were,
indeed, so many that most people would have said they were not in the
least alike, they were the same in this, that each cared more for her
own fancies and desires than for any thing else in the world. But I
will tell you another difference: the princess was like several
children in one—such was the variety of her moods; and in one mood
she had no recollection or care about any thing whatever belonging to
a previous mood—not even if it had left her but a moment before, and
had been so violent as to make her ready to put her hand in the fire
to get what she wanted. Plainly she was the mere puppet of her moods,
and more than that, any cunning nurse who knew her well enough could
call or send away those moods almost as she pleased, like a showman
pulling strings behind a show. Agnes, on the contrary, seldom changed
her mood, but kept that of calm assured self-satisfaction. Father nor
mother had ever by wise punishment helped her to gain a victory over
herself, and do what she did not like or choose; and their folly in
reasoning with one unreasonable had fixed her in her conceit. She
would actually nod her head to herself in complacent pride that she
had stood out against them. This, however, was not so difficult as to
justify even the pride of having conquered, seeing she loved them so
little, and paid so little attention to the arguments and persuasions
they used. Neither, when she found herself wrapped in the dark folds
of the wise woman's cloak, did she behave in the least like the
princess, for she was not afraid. "She'll soon set me down," she said,
too self-important to suppose that any one would dare do her an
Whether it be a good thing or a bad not to be afraid depends on
what the fearlessness is founded upon. Some have no fear, because they
have no knowledge of the danger: there is nothing fine in that. Some
are too stupid to be afraid: there is nothing fine in that. Some who
are not easily frightened would yet turn their backs and run, the
moment they were frightened: such never had more courage than fear.
But the man who will do his work in spite of his fear is a man of
true courage. The fearlessness of Agnes was only ignorance: she did
not know what it was to be hurt; she had never read a single story of
giant, or ogress or wolf; and her mother had never carried out one of
her threats of punishment. If the wise woman had but pinched her, she
would have shown herself an abject little coward, trembling with fear
at every change of motion so long as she carried her.
Nothing such, however, was in the wise woman's plan for the curing
of her. On and on she carried her without a word. She knew that if
she set her down she would never run after her like the princess, at
least not before the evil thing was already upon her. On and on she
went, never halting, never letting the light look in, or Agnes look
out. She walked very fast, and got home to her cottage very soon
after the princess had gone from it.
But she did not set Agnes down either in the cottage or in the
great hall. She had other places, none of them alike. The place she
had chosen for Agnes was a strange one—such a one as is to be found
nowhere else in the wide world.
It was a great hollow sphere, made of a substance similar to that
of the mirror which Rosamond had broken, but differently compounded.
That substance no one could see by itself. It had neither door, nor
window, nor any opening to break its perfect roundness.
The wise woman carried Agnes into a dark room, there undressed her,
took from her hand her knitting-needles, and put her, naked as she
was born, into the hollow sphere.
What sort of a place it was she could not tell. She could see
nothing but a faint cold bluish light all about her. She could not
feel that any thing supported her, and yet she did not sink. She
stood for a while, perfectly calm, then sat down. Nothing bad could
happen to HER—she was so important! And, indeed, it was but this:
she had cared only for Somebody, and now she was going to have only
Somebody. Her own choice was going to be carried a good deal farther
for her than she would have knowingly carried it for herself.
After sitting a while, she wished she had something to do, but
nothing came. A little longer, and it grew wearisome. She would see
whether she could not walk out of the strange luminous dusk that
Walk she found she could, well enough, but walk out she could not.
On and on she went, keeping as much in a straight line as she might,
but after walking until she was thoroughly tired, she found herself
no nearer out of her prison than before. She had not, indeed,
advanced a single step; for, in whatever direction she tried to go,
the sphere turned round and round, answering her feet accordingly.
Like a squirrel in his cage she but kept placing another spot of the
cunningly suspended sphere under her feet, and she would have been
still only at its lowest point after walking for ages.
At length she cried aloud; but there was no answer. It grew dreary
and drearier—in her, that is: outside there was no change. Nothing
was overhead, nothing under foot, nothing on either hand, but the
same pale, faint, bluish glimmer. She wept at last, then grew very
angry, and then sullen; but nobody heeded whether she cried or
laughed. It was all the same to the cold unmoving twilight that
rounded her. On and on went the dreary hours—or did they go at
all?—"no change, no pause, no hope;"—on and on till she FELT she
was forgotten, and then she grew strangely still and fell asleep.
The moment she was asleep, the wise woman came, lifted her out, and
laid her in her bosom; fed her with a wonderful milk, which she
received without knowing it; nursed her all the night long, and, just
ere she woke, laid her back in the blue sphere again.
When first she came to herself, she thought the horrors of the
preceding day had been all a dream of the night. But they soon
asserted themselves as facts, for here they were!—nothing to see but
a cold blue light, and nothing to do but see it. Oh, how slowly the
hours went by! She lost all notion of time. If she had been told that
she had been there twenty years, she would have believed it—or twenty
minutes—it would have been all the same: except for weariness, time
was for her no more.
Another night came, and another still, during both of which the
wise woman nursed and fed her. But she knew nothing of that, and the
same one dreary day seemed ever brooding over her.
All at once, on the third day, she was aware that a naked child was
seated beside her. But there was something about the child that made
her shudder. She never looked at Agnes, but sat with her chin sunk on
her chest, and her eyes staring at her own toes. She was the color of
pale earth, with a pinched nose, and a mere slit in her face for a
"How ugly she is!" thought Agnes. "What business has she beside
But it was so lonely that she would have been glad to play with a
serpent, and put out her hand to touch her. She touched nothing. The
child, also, put out her hand—but in the direction away from Agnes.
And that was well, for if she had touched Agnes it would have killed
her. Then Agnes said, "Who are you?" And the little girl said, "Who
are you?" "I am Agnes," said Agnes; and the little girl said, "I am
Agnes." Then Agnes thought she was mocking her, and said, "You are
ugly;" and the little girl said, "You are ugly."
Then Agnes lost her temper, and put out her hands to seize the
little girl; but lo! the little girl was gone, and she found herself
tugging at her own hair. She let go; and there was the little girl
again! Agnes was furious now, and flew at her to bite her. But she
found her teeth in her own arm, and the little girl was gone—only to
return again; and each time she came back she was tenfold uglier than
before. And now Agnes hated her with her whole heart.
The moment she hated her, it flashed upon her with a sickening
disgust that the child was not another, but her Self, her Somebody,
and that she was now shut up with her for ever and ever—no more for
one moment ever to be alone. In her agony of despair, sleep
descended, and she slept.
When she woke, there was the little girl, heedless, ugly,
miserable, staring at her own toes. All at once, the creature began to
smile, but with such an odious, self-satisfied expression, that Agnes
felt ashamed of seeing her. Then she began to pat her own cheeks, to
stroke her own body, and examine her finger-ends, nodding her head
with satisfaction. Agnes felt that there could not be such another
hateful, ape-like creature, and at the same time was perfectly aware
she was only doing outside of her what she herself had been doing, as
long as she could remember, inside of her.
She turned sick at herself, and would gladly have been put out of
existence, but for three days the odious companionship went on. By
the third day, Agnes was not merely sick but ashamed of the life she
had hitherto led, was despicable in her own eyes, and astonished that
she had never seen the truth concerning herself before.
The next morning she woke in the arms of the wise woman; the horror
had vanished from her sight, and two heavenly eyes were gazing upon
her. She wept and clung to her, and the more she clung, the more
tenderly did the great strong arms close around her.
When she had lain thus for a while, the wise woman carried her into
her cottage, and washed her in the little well; then dressed her in
clean garments, and gave her bread and milk. When she had eaten it,
she called her to her, and said very solemnly,—
"Agnes, you must not imagine you are cured. That you are ashamed of
yourself now is no sign that the cause for such shame has ceased. In
new circumstances, especially after you have done well for a while,
you will be in danger of thinking just as much of yourself as before.
So beware of yourself. I am going from home, and leave you in charge
of the house. Do just as I tell you till my return."
She then gave her the same directions she had formerly given
Rosamond—with this difference, that she told her to go into the
picture-hall when she pleased, showing her the entrance, against
which the clock no longer stood—and went away, closing the door
As soon as she was left alone, Agnes set to work tidying and
dusting the cottage, made up the fire, watered the bed, and cleaned
the inside of the windows: the wise woman herself always kept the
outside of them clean. When she had done, she found her dinner—of
the same sort she was used to at home, but better—in the hole of the
wall. When she had eaten it, she went to look at the pictures.
By this time her old disposition had begun to rouse again. She had
been doing her duty, and had in consequence begun again to think
herself Somebody. However strange it may well seem, to do one's duty
will make any one conceited who only does it sometimes. Those who do
it always would as soon think of being conceited of eating their
dinner as of doing their duty. What honest boy would pride himself on
not picking pockets? A thief who was trying to reform would. To be
conceited of doing one's duty is then a sign of how little one does
it, and how little one sees what a contemptible thing it is not to do
it. Could any but a low creature be conceited of not being
contemptible? Until our duty becomes to us common as breathing, we
are poor creatures.
So Agnes began to stroke herself once more, forgetting her late
self-stroking companion, and never reflecting that she was now doing
what she had then abhorred. And in this mood she went into the
The first picture she saw represented a square in a great city, one
side of which was occupied by a splendid marble palace, with great
flights of broad steps leading up to the door. Between it and the
square was a marble-paved court, with gates of brass, at which stood
sentries in gorgeous uniforms, and to which was affixed the following
proclamation in letters of gold, large enough for Agnes to read:—
"By the will of the King, from this time until further notice,
every stray child found in the realm shall be brought without a
moment's delay to the palace. Whoever shall be found having done
otherwise shall straightway lose his head by the hand of the public
Agnes's heart beat loud, and her face flushed.
"Can there be such a city in the world?" she said to herself. "If I
only knew where it was, I should set out for it at once. THERE would
be the place for a clever girl like me!"
Her eyes fell on the picture which had so enticed Rosamond. It was
the very country where her father fed his flocks. Just round the
shoulder of the hill was the cottage where her parents lived, where
she was born and whence she had been carried by the beggar-woman.
"Ah!" she said, "they didn't know me there. They little thought
what I could be, if I had the chance. If I were but in this good,
kind, loving, generous king's palace, I should soon be such a great
lady as they never saw! Then they would understand what a good little
girl I had always been! And I shouldn't forget my poor parents like
some I have read of. I would be generous. I should never
be selfish and proud like girls in story-books!"
As she said this, she turned her back with disdain upon the picture
of her home, and setting herself before the picture of the palace,
stared at it with wide ambitious eyes, and a heart whose every beat
was a throb of arrogant self-esteem.
The shepherd-child was now worse than ever the poor princess had
been. For the wise woman had given her a terrible lesson one of which
the princess was not capable, and she had known what it meant; yet
here she was as bad as ever, therefore worse than before. The ugly
creature whose presence had made her so miserable had indeed crept out
of sight and mind too—but where was she? Nestling in her very heart,
where most of all she had her company, and least of all could see her.
The wise woman had called her out, that Agnes might see what sort of
creature she was herself; but now she was snug in her soul's bed
again, and sue did not even suspect she was there.
After gazing a while at the palace picture, during which her
ambitious pride rose and rose, she turned yet again in condescending
mood, and honored the home picture with one stare more.
"What a poor, miserable spot it is compared with this lordly
palace!" she said.
But presently she spied something in it she had not seen before,
and drew nearer. It was the form of a little girl, building a bridge
of stones over one of the hill-brooks.
"Ah, there I am myself!" she said. "That is just how I used to
do.—No," she resumed, "it is not me. That snub-nosed little fright
could never be meant for me! It was the frock that made me think so.
But it IS a picture of the place. I declare, I can see the smoke of
the cottage rising from behind the hill! What a dull, dirty,
insignificant spot it is! And what a life to lead there!"
She turned once more to the city picture. And now a strange thing
took place. In proportion as the other, to the eyes of her mind,
receded into the background, this, to her present bodily eyes,
appeared to come forward and assume reality. At last, after it had
been in this way growing upon her for some time, she gave a cry of
conviction, and said aloud,—
"I do believe it is real! That frame is only a trick of the woman
to make me fancy it a picture lest I should go and make my fortune.
She is a witch, the ugly old creature! It would serve her right to
tell the king and have her punished for not taking me to the
palace—one of his poor lost children he is so fond of! I should like
to see her ugly old head cut off. Anyhow I will try my luck without
asking her leave. How she has ill used me!"
But at that moment, she heard the voice of the wise woman calling,
"Agnes!" and, smoothing her face, she tried to look as good as she
could, and walked back into the cottage. There stood the wise woman,
looking all round the place, and examining her work. She fixed her
eyes upon Agnes in a way that confused her, and made her cast hers
down, for she felt as if she were reading her thoughts. The wise
woman, however, asked no questions, but began to talk about her work,
approving of some of it, which filled her with arrogance, and showing
how some of it might have been done better, which filled her with
resentment. But the wise woman seemed to take no care of what she
might be thinking, and went straight on with her lesson. By the time
it was over, the power of reading thoughts would not have been
necessary to a knowledge of what was in the mind of Agnes, for it had
all come to the surface—that is up into her face, which is the
surface of the mind. Ere it had time to sink down again, the wise
woman caught up the little mirror, and held it before her: Agnes saw
her Somebody—the very embodiment of miserable conceit and ugly
ill-temper. She gave such a scream of horror that the wise woman
pitied her, and laying aside the mirror, took her upon her knees, and
talked to her most kindly and solemnly; in particular about the
necessity of destroying the ugly things that come out of the
heart—so ugly that they make the very face over them ugly also.
And what was Agnes doing all the time the wise woman was talking to
her? Would you believe it?—instead of thinking how to kill the ugly
things in her heart, she was with all her might resolving to be more
careful of her face, that is, to keep down the things in her heart so
that they should not show in her face, she was resolving to be a
hypocrite as well as a self-worshipper. Her heart was wormy, and the
worms were eating very fast at it now.
Then the wise woman laid her gently down upon the heather-bed, and
she fell fast asleep, and had an awful dream about her Somebody.
When she woke in the morning, instead of getting up to do the work
of the house, she lay thinking—to evil purpose. In place of taking
her dream as a warning, and thinking over what the wise woman had
said the night before, she communed with herself in this fashion:—
"If I stay here longer, I shall be miserable, It is nothing better
than slavery. The old witch shows me horrible things in the day to
set me dreaming horrible things in the night. If I don't run away,
that frightful blue prison and the disgusting girl will come back,
and I shall go out of my mind. How I do wish I could find the way to
the good king's palace! I shall go and look at the picture again—if
it be a picture—as soon as I've got my clothes on. The work can
wait. It's not my work. It's the old witch's; and she ought to do it
She jumped out of bed, and hurried on her clothes. There was no
wise woman to be seen; and she hastened into the hall. There was the
picture, with the marble palace, and the proclamation shining in
letters of gold upon its gates of brass. She stood before it, and
gazed and gazed; and all the time it kept growing upon her in some
strange way, until at last she was fully persuaded that it was no
picture, but a real city, square, and marble palace, seen through a
framed opening in the wall. She ran up to the frame, stepped over it,
felt the wind blow upon her cheek, heard the sound of a closing door
behind her, and was free. FREE was she, with that creature inside her?
The same moment a terrible storm of thunder and lightning, wind and
rain, came on. The uproar was appalling. Agnes threw herself upon the
ground, hid her face in her hands, and there lay until it was over. As
soon as she felt the sun shining on her, she rose. There was the city
far away on the horizon. Without once turning to take a farewell look
of the place she was leaving, she set off, as fast as her feet would
carry her, in the direction of the city. So eager was she, that again
and again she fell, but only to get up, and run on faster than before.
The shepherdess carried Rosamond home, gave her a warm bath in the
tub in which she washed her linen, made her some bread-and-milk, and
after she had eaten it, put her to bed in Agnes's crib, where she
slept all the rest of that day and all the following night.
When at last she opened her eyes, it was to see around her a far
poorer cottage than the one she had left—very bare and uncomfortable
indeed, she might well have thought; but she had come through such
troubles of late, in the way of hunger and weariness and cold and
fear, that she was not altogether in her ordinary mood of
fault-finding, and so was able to lie enjoying the thought that at
length she was safe, and going to be fed and kept warm. The idea of
doing any thing in return for shelter and food and clothes, did not,
however, even cross her mind.
But the shepherdess was one of that plentiful number who can be
wiser concerning other women's children than concerning their own.
Such will often give you very tolerable hints as to how you ought to
manage your children, and will find fault neatly enough with the
system you are trying to carry out; but all their wisdom goes off in
talking, and there is none left for doing what they have themselves
said. There is one road talk never finds, and that is the way into
the talker's own hands and feet. And such never seem to know
themselves—not even when they are reading about themselves in print.
Still, not being specially blinded in any direction but their own,
they can sometimes even act with a little sense towards children who
are not theirs. They are affected with a sort of blindness like that
which renders some people incapable of seeing, except sideways.
She came up to the bed, looked at the princess, and saw that she
was better. But she did not like her much. There was no mark of a
princess about her, and never had been since she began to run alone.
True, hunger had brought down her fat cheeks, but it had not turned
down her impudent nose, or driven the sullenness and greed from her
mouth. Nothing but the wise woman could do that—and not even she,
without the aid of the princess herself. So the shepherdess thought
what a poor substitute she had got for her own lovely Agnes—who was
in fact equally repulsive, only in a way to which she had got used;
for the selfishness in her love had blinded her to the thin pinched
nose and the mean self-satisfied mouth. It was well for the princess,
though, sad as it is to say, that the shepherdess did not take to her,
for then she would most likely have only done her harm instead of
"Now, my girl," she said, "you must get up, and do something. We
can't keep idle folk here."
"I'm not a folk," said Rosamond; "I'm a princess."
"A pretty princess—with a nose like that! And all in rags too! If
you tell such stories, I shall soon let you know what I think of
Rosamond then understood that the mere calling herself a princess,
without having any thing to show for it, was of no use. She obeyed
and rose, for she was hungry; but she had to sweep the floor ere she
had any thing to eat.
The shepherd came in to breakfast, and was kinder than his wife. He
took her up in his arms and would have kissed her; but she took it as
an insult from a man whose hands smelt of tar, and kicked and screamed
with rage. The poor man, finding he had made a mistake, set her down
at once. But to look at the two, one might well have judged it
condescension rather than rudeness in such a man to kiss such a child.
He was tall, and almost stately, with a thoughtful forehead, bright
eyes, eagle nose, and gentle mouth; while the princess was such as I
have described her.
Not content with being set down and let alone, she continued to
storm and scold at the shepherd, crying she was a princess, and would
like to know what right he had to touch her! But he only looked down
upon her from the height of his tall person with a benignant smile,
regarding her as a spoiled little ape whose mother had flattered her
by calling her a princess.
"Turn her out of doors, the ungrateful hussy!" cried his wife.
"With your bread and your milk inside her ugly body, this is what she
gives you for it! Troth, I'm paid for carrying home such an ill-bred
tramp in my arms! My own poor angel Agnes! As if that ill-tempered
toad were one hair like her!"
These words drove the princess beside herself; for those who are
most given to abuse can least endure it. With fists and feet and
teeth, as was her wont, she rushed at the shepherdess, whose hand was
already raised to deal her a sound box on the ear, when a better
appointed minister of vengeance suddenly showed himself. Bounding in
at the cottage-door came one of the sheep-dogs, who was called
Prince, and whom I shall not refer to with a WHICH, because he was a
very superior animal indeed, even for a sheep-dog, which is the most
intelligent of dogs: he flew at the princess, knocked her down, and
commenced shaking her so violently as to tear her miserable clothes
to pieces. Used, however, to mouthing little lambs, he took care not
to hurt her much, though for her good he left her a blue nip or two
by way of letting her imagine what biting might be. His master,
knowing he would not injure her, thought it better not to call him
off, and in half a minute he left her of his own accord, and, casting
a glance of indignant rebuke behind him as he went, walked slowly to
the hearth, where he laid himself down with his tail toward her. She
rose, terrified almost to death, and would have crept again into
Agnes's crib for refuge; but the shepherdess cried—
"Come, come, princess! I'll have no skulking to bed in the good
daylight. Go and clean your master's Sunday boots there."
"I will not!" screamed the princess, and ran from the house.
"Prince!" cried the shepherdess, and up jumped the dog, and looked
in her face, wagging his bushy tail.
"Fetch her back," she said, pointing to the door.
With two or three bounds Prince caught the princess, again threw
her down, and taking her by her clothes dragged her back into the
cottage, and dropped her at his mistress' feet, where she lay like a
bundle of rags.
"Get up," said the shepherdess.
Rosamond got up as pale as death.
"Go and clean the boots."
"I don't know how."
"Go and try. There are the brushes, and yonder is the
Instructing her how to black boots, it came into the thought of the
shepherdess what a fine thing it would be if she could teach this
miserable little wretch, so forsaken and ill-bred, to be a good,
well-behaved, respectable child. She was hardly the woman to do it,
but every thing well meant is a help, and she had the wisdom to beg
her husband to place Prince under her orders for a while, and not
take him to the hill as usual, that he might help her in getting the
princess into order.
When the husband was gone, and his boots, with the aid of her own
finishing touches, at last quite respectably brushed, the shepherdess
told the princess that she might go and play for a while, only she
must not go out of sight of the cottage-door.
The princess went right gladly, with the firm intention, however,
of getting out of sight by slow degrees, and then at once taking to
her heels. But no sooner was she over the threshold than the
shepherdess said to the dog, "Watch her;" and out shot Prince.
The moment she saw him, Rosamond threw herself on her face,
trembling from head to foot. But the dog had no quarrel with her, and
of the violence against which he always felt bound to protest in dog
fashion, there was no sign in the prostrate shape before him; so he
poked his nose under her, turned her over, and began licking her face
and hands. When she saw that he meant to be friendly, her love for
animals, which had had no indulgence for a long time now, came wide
awake, and in a little while they were romping and rushing about, the
best friends in the world.
Having thus seen one enemy, as she thought, changed to a friend,
she began to resume her former plan, and crept cunningly farther and
farther. At length she came to a little hollow, and instantly rolled
down into it. Finding then that she was out of sight of the cottage,
she ran off at full speed.
But she had not gone more than a dozen paces, when she heard a
growling rush behind her, and the next instant was on the ground,
with the dog standing over her, showing his teeth, and flaming at her
with his eyes. She threw her arms round his neck, and immediately he
licked her face, and let her get up. But the moment she would have
moved a step farther from the cottage, there he was it front of her,
growling, and showing his teeth. She saw it was of no use, and went
back with him.
Thus was the princess provided with a dog for a private tutor—just
the right sort for her.
Presently the shepherdess appeared at the door and called her. She
would have disregarded the summons, but Prince did his best to let
her know that, until she could obey herself, she must obey him. So
she went into the cottage, and there the shepherdess ordered her to
peel the potatoes for dinner. She sulked and refused. Here Prince
could do nothing to help his mistress, but she had not to go far to
find another ally.
"Very well, Miss Princess!" she said; "we shall soon see how you
like to go without when dinner-time comes."
Now the princess had very little foresight, and the idea of future
hunger would have moved her little; but happily, from her game of
romps with Prince, she had begun to be hungry already, and so the
threat had force. She took the knife and began to peel the potatoes.
By slow degrees the princess improved a little. A few more
outbreaks of passion, and a few more savage attacks from Prince, and
she had learned to try to restrain herself when she felt the passion
coming on; while a few dinnerless afternoons entirely opened her eyes
to the necessity of working in order to eat. Prince was her first, and
Hunger her second dog-counsellor.
But a still better thing was that she soon grew very fond of
Prince. Towards the gaining of her affections, he had three
advantages: first, his nature was inferior to hers; next, he was a
beast; and last, she was afraid of him; for so spoiled was she that
she could more easily love what was below than what was above her, and
a beast, than one of her own kind, and indeed could hardly have ever
come to love any thing much that she had not first learned to fear,
and the white teeth and flaming eyes of the angry Prince were more
terrible to her than any thing had yet been, except those of the
wolf, which she had now forgotten. Then again, he was such a
delightful playfellow, that so long as she neither lost her temper,
nor went against orders, she might do almost any thing she pleased
with him. In fact, such was his influence upon her, that she who had
scoffed at the wisest woman in the whole world, and derided the
wishes of her own father and mother, came at length to regard this
dog as a superior being, and to look up to him as well as love him.
And this was best of all.
The improvement upon her, in the course of a month, was plain. She
had quite ceased to go into passions, and had actually begun to take
a little interest in her work and try to do it well.
Still, the change was mostly an outside one. I do not mean that she
was pretending. Indeed she had never been given to pretence of any
sort. But the change was not in HER, only in her mood. A second
change of circumstances would have soon brought a second change of
behavior; and, so long as that was possible, she continued the same
sort of person she had always been. But if she had not gained much, a
trifle had been gained for her: a little quietness and order of mind,
and hence a somewhat greater possibility of the first idea of right
arising in it, whereupon she would begin to see what a wretched
creature she was, and must continue until she herself was right.
Meantime the wise woman had been watching her when she least
fancied it, and taking note of the change that was passing upon her.
Out of the large eyes of a gentle sheep she had been watching her—a
sheep that puzzled the shepherd; for every now and then she would
appear in his flock, and he would catch sight of her two or three
times in a day, sometimes for days together, yet he never saw her when
he looked for her, and never when he counted the flock into the fold
at night. He knew she was not one of his; but where could she come
from, and where could she go to? For there was no other flock within
many miles, and he never could get near enough to her to see whether
or not she was marked. Nor was Prince of the least use to him for the
unravelling of the mystery; for although, as often as he told him to
fetch the strange sheep, he went bounding to her at once, it was only
to lie down at her feet.
At length, however, the wise woman had made up her mind, and after
that the strange sheep no longer troubled the shepherd.
As Rosamond improved, the shepherdess grew kinder. She gave her all
Agnes's clothes, and began to treat her much more like a daughter.
Hence she had a great deal of liberty after the little work required
of her was over, and would often spend hours at a time with the
shepherd, watching the sheep and the dogs, and learning a little from
seeing how Prince, and the others as well, managed their charge—how
they never touched the sheep that did as they were told and turned
when they were bid, but jumped on a disobedient flock, and ran along
their backs, biting, and barking, and half choking themselves with
mouthfuls of their wool.
Then also she would play with the brooks, and learn their songs,
and build bridges over them. And sometimes she would be seized with
such delight of heart that she would spread out her arms to the wind,
and go rushing up the hill till her breath left her, when she would
tumble down in the heather, and lie there till it came back again.
A noticeable change had by this time passed also on her
countenance. Her coarse shapeless mouth had begun to show a glimmer of
lines and curves about it, and the fat had not returned with the roses
to her cheeks, so that her eyes looked larger than before; while, more
noteworthy still, the bridge of her nose had grown higher, so that it
was less of the impudent, insignificant thing inherited from a certain
great-great-great-grandmother, who had little else to leave her. For a
long time, it had fitted her very well, for it was just like her; but
now there was ground for alteration, and already the granny who gave
it her would not have recognized it. It was growing a little liker
Prince's; and Prince's was a long, perceptive, sagacious nose,—one
that was seldom mistaken.
One day about noon, while the sheep were mostly lying down, and the
shepherd, having left them to the care of the dogs, was himself
stretched under the shade of a rock a little way apart, and the
princess sat knitting, with Prince at her feet, lying in wait for a
snap at a great fly, for even he had his follies—Rosamond saw a poor
woman come toiling up the hill, but took little notice of her until
she was passing, a few yards off, when she heard her utter the dog's
name in a low voice.
Immediately on the summons, Prince started up and followed
her—with hanging head, but gently-wagging tail. At first the princess
thought he was merely taking observations, and consulting with his
nose whether she was respectable or not, but she soon saw that he was
following her in meek submission. Then she sprung to her feet and
cried, "Prince, Prince!" But Prince only turned his head and gave her
an odd look, as if he were trying to smile, and could not. Then the
princess grew angry, and ran after him, shouting, "Prince, come here
directly." Again Prince turned his head, but this time to growl and
show his teeth.
The princess flew into one of her forgotten rages, and picking up a
stone, flung it at the woman. Prince turned and darted at her, with
fury in his eyes, and his white teeth gleaming. At the awful sight
the princess turned also, and would have fled, but he was upon her in
a moment, and threw her to the ground, and there she lay.
It was evening when she came to herself. A cool twilight wind, that
somehow seemed to come all the way from the stars, was blowing upon
her. The poor woman and Prince, the shepherd and his sheep, were all
gone, and she was left alone with the wind upon the heather.
She felt sad, weak, and, perhaps, for the first time in her life, a
little ashamed. The violence of which she had been guilty had
vanished from her spirit, and now lay in her memory with the calm
morning behind it, while in front the quiet dusky night was now
closing in the loud shame betwixt a double peace. Between the two her
passion looked ugly. It pained her to remember. She felt it was
hateful, and HERS.
But, alas, Prince was gone! That horrid woman had taken him away!
The fury rose again in her heart, and raged—until it came to her
mind how her dear Prince would have flown at her throat if he had
seen her in such a passion. The memory calmed her, and she rose and
went home. There, perhaps, she would find Prince, for surely he could
never have been such a silly dog as go away altogether with a strange
She opened the door and went in. Dogs were asleep all about the
cottage, it seemed to her, but nowhere was Prince. She crept away to
her little bed, and cried herself asleep.
In the morning the shepherd and shepherdess were indeed glad to
find she had come home, for they thought she had run away.
"Where is Prince?" she cried, the moment she waked.
"His mistress has taken him," answered the shepherd.
"Was that woman his mistress?"
"I fancy so. He followed her as if he had known her all his life. I
am very sorry to lose him, though."
The poor woman had gone close past the rock where the shepherd lay.
He saw her coming, and thought of the strange sheep which had been
feeding beside him when he lay down. "Who can she be?" he said to
himself; but when he noted how Prince followed her, without even
looking up at him as he passed, he remembered how Prince had come to
him. And this was how: as he lay in bed one fierce winter morning,
just about to rise, he heard the voice of a woman call to him through
the storm, "Shepherd, I have brought you a dog. Be good to him. I will
come again and fetch him away." He dressed as quickly as he could, and
went to the door. It was half snowed up, but on the top of the white
mound before it stood Prince. And now he had gone as mysteriously as
he had come, and he felt sad.
Rosamond was very sorry too, and hence when she saw the looks of
the shepherd and shepherdess, she was able to understand them. And she
tried for a while to behave better to them because of their sorrow.
So the loss of the dog brought them all nearer to each other.
After the thunder-storm, Agnes did not meet with a single
obstruction or misadventure. Everybody was strangely polite, gave her
whatever she desired, and answered her questions, but asked none in
return, and looked all the time as if her departure would be a relief.
They were afraid, in fact, from her appearance, lest she should tell
them that she was lost, when they would be bound, on pain of public
execution, to take her to the palace.
But no sooner had she entered the city than she saw it would hardly
do to present herself as a lost child at the palace-gates; for how
were they to know that she was not an impostor, especially since she
really was one, having run away from the wise woman? So she wandered
about looking at every thing until she was tired, and bewildered by
the noise and confusion all around her. The wearier she got, the more
was she pushed in every direction. Having been used to a whole hill to
wander upon, she was very awkward in the crowded streets, and often on
the point of being run over by the horses, which seemed to her to be
going every way like a frightened flock. She spoke to several persons,
but no one stopped to answer her; and at length, her courage giving
way, she felt lost indeed, and began to cry. A soldier saw her, and
asked what was the matter.
"I've nowhere to go to," she sobbed.
"Where's your mother?" asked the soldier.
"I don't know," answered Agnes. "I was carried off by an old woman,
who then went away and left me. I don't know where she is, or where I
"Come," said the soldier, "this is a case for his Majesty."
So saying, he took her by the hand, led her to the palace, and
begged an audience of the king and queen. The porter glanced at
Agnes, immediately admitted them, and showed them into a great
splendid room, where the king and queen sat every day to review lost
children, in the hope of one day thus finding their Rosamond. But
they were by this time beginning to get tired of it. The moment they
cast their eyes upon Agnes, the queen threw back her head, threw up
her hands, and cried, "What a miserable, conceited, white-faced
little ape!" and the king turned upon the soldier in wrath, and
cried, forgetting his own decree, "What do you mean by bringing such
a dirty, vulgar-looking, pert creature into my palace? The dullest
soldier in my army could never for a moment imagine a child like
THAT, one hair's-breadth like the lovely angel we lost!"
"I humbly beg your Majesty's pardon," said the soldier, "but what
was I to do? There stands your Majesty's proclamation in gold letters
on the brazen gates of the palace."
"I shall have it taken down," said the king. "Remove the child."
"Please your Majesty, what am I to do with her?"
"Take her home with you."
"I have six already, sire, and do not want her."
"Then drop her where you picked her up."
"If I do, sire, some one else will find her and bring her back to
"That will never do," said the king. "I cannot bear to look at
"For all her ugliness," said the queen, "she is plainly lost, and
so is our Rosamond."
"It may be only a pretence, to get into the palace," said the king.
"Take her to the head scullion, soldier," said the queen, "and tell
her to make her useful. If she should find out she has been
pretending to be lost, she must let me know."
The soldier was so anxious to get rid of her, that he caught her up
in his arms, hurried her from the room, found his way to the
scullery, and gave her, trembling with fear, in charge to the head
maid, with the queen's message.
As it was evident that the queen had no favor for her, the servants
did as they pleased with her, and often treated her harshly. Not one
amongst them liked her, nor was it any wonder, seeing that, with
every step she took from the wise woman's house, she had grown more
contemptible, for she had grown more conceited. Every civil answer
given her, she attributed to the impression she made, not to the
desire to get rid of her; and every kindness, to approbation of her
looks and speech, instead of friendliness to a lonely child. Hence by
this time she was twice as odious as before; for whoever has had such
severe treatment as the wise woman gave her, and is not the better for
it, always grows worse than before. They drove her about, boxed her
ears on the smallest provocation, laid every thing to her charge,
called her all manner of contemptuous names, jeered and scoffed at her
awkwardnesses, and made her life so miserable that she was in a fair
way to forget every thing she had learned, and know nothing but how to
clean saucepans and kettles.
They would not have been so hard upon her, however, but for her
irritating behavior. She dared not refuse to do as she was told, but
she obeyed now with a pursed-up mouth, and now with a contemptuous
smile. The only thing that sustained her was her constant contriving
how to get out of the painful position in which she found herself.
There is but one true way, however, of getting out of any position we
may be in, and that is, to do the work of it so well that we grow fit
for a better: I need not say this was not the plan upon which Agnes
was cunning enough to fix.
She had soon learned from the talk around her the reason of the
proclamation which had brought her hither.
"Was the lost princess so very beautiful?" she said one day to the
youngest of her fellow-servants.
"Beautiful!" screamed the maid; "she was just the ugliest little
toad you ever set eyes upon."
"What was she like?" asked Agnes.
"She was about your size, and quite as ugly, only not in the same
way; for she had red cheeks, and a cocked little nose, and the
biggest, ugliest mouth you ever saw."
Agnes fell a-thinking.
"Is there a picture of her anywhere in the palace?" she asked.
"How should I know? You can ask a housemaid."
Agnes soon learned that there was one, and contrived to get a peep
of it. Then she was certain of what she had suspected from the
description given of her, namely, that she was the same she had seen
in the picture at the wise woman's house. The conclusion followed,
that the lost princess must be staying with her father and mother,
for assuredly in the picture she wore one of her frocks.
She went to the head scullion, and with humble manner, but proud
heart, begged her to procure for her the favor of a word with the
"A likely thing indeed!" was the answer, accompanied by a
resounding box on the ear.
She tried the head cook next, but with no better success, and so
was driven to her meditations again, the result of which was that she
began to drop hints that she knew something about the princess. This
came at length to the queen's ears, and she sent for her.
Absorbed in her own selfish ambitions, Agnes never thought of the
risk to which she was about to expose her parents, but told the queen
that in her wanderings she had caught sight of just such a lovely
creature as she described the princess, only dressed like a
peasant—saying, that, if the king would permit her to go and look
for her, she had little doubt of bringing her back safe and sound
within a few weeks.
But although she spoke the truth, she had such a look of cunning on
her pinched face, that the queen could not possibly trust her, but
believed that she made the proposal merely to get away, and have
money given her for her journey. Still there was a chance, and she
would not say any thing until she had consulted the king.
Then they had Agnes up before the lord chancellor, who, after much
questioning of her, arrived at last, he thought, at some notion of
the part of the country described by her—that was, if she spoke the
truth, which, from her looks and behavior, he also considered entirely
doubtful. Thereupon she was ordered back to the kitchen, and a band of
soldiers, under a clever lawyer, sent out to search every foot of the
supposed region. They were commanded not to return until they brought
with them, bound hand and foot, such a shepherd pair as that of which
they received a full description.
And now Agnes was worse off than before. For to her other miseries
was added the fear of what would befall her when it was discovered
that the persons of whom they were in quest, and whom she was certain
they must find, were her own father and mother.
By this time the king and queen were so tired of seeing lost
children, genuine or pretended—for they cared for no child any
longer than there seemed a chance of its turning out their
child—that with this new hope, which, however poor and vague at
first, soon began to grow upon such imaginations as they had, they
commanded the proclamation to be taken down from the palace gates,
and directed the various sentries to admit no child whatever, lost or
found, be the reason or pretence what it might, until further orders.
"I'm sick of children!" said the king to his secretary, as he
finished dictating the direction.
After Prince was gone, the princess, by degrees, fell back into
some of her bad old ways, from which only the presence of the dog, not
her own betterment, had kept her. She never grew nearly so selfish
again, but she began to let her angry old self lift up its head once
more, until by and by she grew so bad that the shepherdess declared
she should not stop in the house a day longer, for she was quite
"It is all very well for you, husband," she said, "for you haven't
her all day about you, and only see the best of her. But if you had
her in work instead of play hours, you would like her no better than
I do. And then it's not her ugly passions only, but when she's in one
of her tantrums, it's impossible to get any work out of her. At such
times she's just as obstinate as—as—as"—
She was going to say "as Agnes," but the feelings of a mother
overcame her, and she could not utter the words.
"In fact," she said instead, "she makes my life miserable."
The shepherd felt he had no right to tell his wife she must submit
to have her life made miserable, and therefore, although he was
really much attached to Rosamond, he would not interfere; and the
shepherdess told her she must look out for another place.
The princess was, however, this much better than before, even in
respect of her passions, that they were not quite so bad, and after
one was over, she was really ashamed of it. But not once, ever since
the departure of Prince had she tried to check the rush of the evil
temper when it came upon her. She hated it when she was out of it,
and that was something; but while she was in it, she went full swing
with it wherever the prince of the power of it pleased to carry her.
Nor was this all: although she might by this time have known well
enough that as soon as she was out of it she was certain to be
ashamed of it, she would yet justify it to herself with twenty
different arguments that looked very good at the time, but would have
looked very poor indeed afterwards, if then she had ever remembered
She was not sorry to leave the shepherd's cottage, for she felt
certain of soon finding her way back to her father and mother; and
she would, indeed, have set out long before, but that her foot had
somehow got hurt when Prince gave her his last admonition, and she
had never since been able for long walks, which she sometimes blamed
as the cause of her temper growing worse. But if people are
good-tempered only when they are comfortable, what thanks have
they?—Her foot was now much better; and as soon as the shepherdess
had thus spoken, she resolved to set out at once, and work or beg her
way home. At the moment she was quite unmindful of what she owed the
good people, and, indeed, was as yet incapable of understanding a
tenth part of her obligation to them. So she bade them good by without
a tear, and limped her way down the hill, leaving the shepherdess
weeping, and the shepherd looking very grave.
When she reached the valley she followed the course of the stream,
knowing only that it would lead her away from the hill where the
sheep fed, into richer lands where were farms and cattle. Rounding
one of the roots of the hill she saw before her a poor woman walking
slowly along the road with a burden of heather upon her back, and
presently passed her, but had gone only a few paces farther when she
heard her calling after her in a kind old voice—
"Your shoe-tie is loose, my child."
But Rosamond was growing tired, for her foot had become painful,
and so she was cross, and neither returned answer, nor paid heed to
the warning. For when we are cross, all our other faults grow busy,
and poke up their ugly heads like maggots, and the princess's old
dislike to doing any thing that came to her with the least air of
advice about it returned in full force.
"My child," said the woman again, "if you don't fasten your
shoe-tie, it will make you fall."
"Mind your own business," said Rosamond, without even turning her
head, and had not gone more than three steps when she fell flat on
her face on the path. She tried to get up, but the effort forced from
her a scream, for she had sprained the ankle of the foot that was
The old woman was by her side instantly.
"Where are you hurt, child?" she asked, throwing down her burden
and kneeling beside her.
"Go away," screamed Rosamond. "YOU made me fall, you bad woman!"
The woman made no reply, but began to feel her joints, and soon
discovered the sprain. Then, in spite of Rosamond's abuse, and the
violent pushes and even kicks she gave her, she took the hurt ankle
in her hands, and stroked and pressed it, gently kneading it, as it
were, with her thumbs, as if coaxing every particle of the muscles
into its right place. Nor had she done so long before Rosamond lay
still. At length she ceased, and said:—
"Now, my child, you may get up."
"I can't get up, and I'm not your child," cried Rosamond. "Go
Without another word the woman left her, took up her burden, and
continued her journey.
In a little while Rosamond tried to get up, and not only succeeded,
but found she could walk, and, indeed, presently discovered that her
ankle and foot also were now perfectly well.
"I wasn't much hurt after all," she said to herself, nor sent a
single grateful thought after the poor woman, whom she speedily
passed once more upon the road without even a greeting.
Late in the afternoon she came to a spot where the path divided
into two, and was taking the one she liked the look of better, when
she started at the sound of the poor woman's voice, whom she thought
she had left far behind, again calling her. She looked round, and
there she was, toiling under her load of heather as before.
"You are taking the wrong turn, child." she cried.
"How can you tell that?" said Rosamond. "You know nothing about
where I want to go."
"I know that road will take you where you won't want to go," said
"I shall know when I get there, then," returned Rosamond, "and no
thanks to you."
She set off running. The woman took the other path, and was soon
out of sight.
By and by, Rosamond found herself in the midst of a peat-moss—a
flat, lonely, dismal, black country. She thought, however, that the
road would soon lead her across to the other side of it among the
farms, and went on without anxiety. But the stream, which had
hitherto been her guide, had now vanished; and when it began to grow
dark, Rosamond found that she could no longer distinguish the track.
She turned, therefore, but only to find that the same darkness
covered it behind as well as before. Still she made the attempt to go
back by keeping as direct a line as she could, for the path was
straight as an arrow. But she could not see enough even to start her
in a line, and she had not gone far before she found herself hemmed
in, apparently on every side, by ditches and pools of black, dismal,
slimy water. And now it was so dark that she could see nothing more
than the gleam of a bit of clear sky now and then in the water. Again
and again she stepped knee-deep in black mud, and once tumbled down in
the shallow edge of a terrible pool; after which she gave up the
attempt to escape the meshes of the watery net, stood still, and began
to cry bitterly, despairingly. She saw now that her unreasonable anger
had made her foolish as well as rude, and felt that she was justly
punished for her wickedness to the poor woman who had been so friendly
to her. What would Prince think of her, if he knew? She cast herself
on the ground, hungry, and cold, and weary.
Presently, she thought she saw long creatures come heaving out of
the black pools. A toad jumped upon her, and she shrieked, and sprang
to her feet, and would have run away headlong, when she spied in the
distance a faint glimmer. She thought it was a Will-o'- the-wisp. What
could he be after? Was he looking for her? She dared not run, lest he
should see and pounce upon her. The light came nearer, and grew
brighter and larger. Plainly, the little fiend was looking for her—he
would torment her. After many twistings and turnings among the pools,
it came straight towards her, and she would have shrieked, but that
terror made her dumb.
It came nearer and nearer, and lo! it was borne by a dark figure,
with a burden on its back: it was the poor woman, and no demon, that
was looking for her! She gave a scream of joy, fell down weeping at
her feet, and clasped her knees. Then the poor woman threw away her
burden, laid down her lantern, took the princess up in her arms,
folded her cloak around her, and having taken up her lantern again,
carried her slowly and carefully through the midst of the black
pools, winding hither and thither. All night long she carried her
thus, slowly and wearily, until at length the darkness grew a little
thinner, an uncertain hint of light came from the east, and the poor
woman, stopping on the brow of a little hill, opened her cloak, and
set the princess down.
"I can carry you no farther," she said. "Sit there on the grass
till the light comes. I will stand here by you."
Rosamond had been asleep. Now she rubbed her eyes and looked, but
it was too dark to see any thing more than that there was a sky over
her head. Slowly the light grew, until she could see the form of the
poor woman standing in front of her; and as it went on growing, she
began to think she had seen her somewhere before, till all at once
she thought of the wise woman, and saw it must be she. Then she was
so ashamed that she bent down her head, and could look at her no
longer. But the poor woman spoke, and the voice was that of the wise
woman, and every word went deep into the heart of the princess.
"Rosamond," she said, "all this time, ever since I carried you from
your father's palace, I have been doing what I could to make you a
lovely creature: ask yourself how far I have succeeded."
All her past story, since she found herself first under the wise
woman's cloak, arose, and glided past the inner eyes of the princess,
and she saw, and in a measure understood, it all. But she sat with her
eyes on the ground, and made no sign.
Then said the wise woman:—
"Below there is the forest which surrounds my house. I am going
home. If you pleage to come there to me, I will help you, in a way I
could not do now, to be good and lovely. I will wait you there all
day, but if you start at once, you may be there long before noon. I
shall have your breakfast waiting for you. One thing more: the beasts
have not yet all gone home to their holes; but I give you my word, not
one will touch you so long as you keep coming nearer to my house."
She ceased. Rosamond sat waiting to hear something more; but
nothing came. She looked up; she was alone.
Alone once more! Always being left alone, because she would not
yield to what was right! Oh, how safe she had felt under the wise
woman's cloak! She had indeed been good to her, and she had in return
behaved like one of the hyenas of the awful wood! What a wonderful
house it was she lived in! And again all her own story came up into
her brain from her repentant heart.
"Why didn't she take me with her?" she said. "I would have gone
gladly." And she wept. But her own conscience told her that, in the
very middle of her shame and desire to be good, she had returned no
answer to the words of the wise woman; she had sat like a tree-stump,
and done nothing. She tried to say there was nothing to be done; but
she knew at once that she could have told the wise woman she had been
very wicked, and asked her to take her with her. Now there was nothing
to be done.
"Nothing to be done!" said her conscience. "Cannot you rise, and
walk down the hill, and through the wood?"
"But the wild beasts!"
"There it is! You don't believe the wise woman yet! Did she not
tell you the beasts would not touch you?"
"But they are so horrid!"
"Yes, they are; but it would be far better to be eaten up alive by
them than live on—such a worthless creature as you are. Why, you're
not fit to be thought about by any but bad ugly creatures."
This was how herself talked to her.
All at once she jumped to her feet, and ran at full speed down the
hill and into the wood. She heard howlings and yellings on all sides
of her, but she ran straight on, as near as she could judge. Her
spirits rose as she ran. Suddenly she saw before her, in the dusk of
the thick wood, a group of some dozen wolves and hyenas, standing all
together right in her way, with their green eyes fixed upon her
staring. She faltered one step, then bethought her of what the wise
woman had promised, and keeping straight on, dashed right into the
middle of them. They fled howling, as if she had struck them with
fire. She was no more afraid after that, and ere the sun was up she
was out of the wood and upon the heath, which no bad thing could step
upon and live. With the first peep of the sun above the horizon, she
saw the little cottage before her, and ran as fast as she could run
towards it, When she came near it, she saw that the door was open, and
ran straight into the outstretched arms of the wise woman.
The wise woman kissed her and stroked her hair, set her down by the
fire, and gave her a bowl of bread and milk.
When she had eaten it she drew her before her where she sat, and
spoke to her thus:—
"Rosamond, if you would be a blessed creature instead of a mere
wretch, you must submit to be tried."
"Is that something terrible?" asked the princess, turning white.
"No, my child; but it is something very difficult to come well out
of. Nobody who has not been tried knows how difficult it is; but
whoever has come well out of it, and those who do not overcome never
do come out of it, always looks back with horror, not on what she has
come through, but on the very idea of the possibility of having
failed, and being still the same miserable creature as before."
"You will tell me what it is before it begins?" said the princess.
"I will not tell you exactly. But I will tell you some things to
help you. One great danger is that perhaps you will think you are in
it before it has really begun, and say to yourself, 'Oh! this is
really nothing to me. It may be a trial to some, but for me I am sure
it is not worth mentioning.' And then, before you know, it will be
upon you, and you will fail utterly and shamefully."
"I will be very, very careful," said the princess. "Only don't let
me be frightened."
"You shall not be frightened, except it be your own doing. You are
already a brave girl, and there is no occasion to try you more that
way. I saw how you rushed into the middle of the ugly creatures; and
as they ran from you, so will all kinds of evil things, as long as
you keep them outside of you, and do not open the cottage of your
heart to let them in. I will tell you something more about what you
will have to go through.
"Nobody can be a real princess—do not imagine you have yet been
any thing more than a mock one—until she is a princess over herself,
that is, until, when she finds herself unwilling to do the thing that
is right, she makes herself do it. So long as any mood she is in makes
her do the thing she will be sorry for when that mood is over, she is
a slave, and no princess. A princess is able to do what is right even
should she unhappily be in a mood that would make another unable to do
it. For instance, if you should be cross and angry, you are not a whit
the less bound to be just, yes, kind even—a thing most difficult in
such a mood—though ease itself in a good mood, loving and sweet.
Whoever does what she is bound to do, be she the dirtiest little girl
in the street, is a princess, worshipful, honorable. Nay, more; her
might goes farther than she could send it, for if she act so, the evil
mood will wither and die, and leave her loving and clean.—Do you
understand me, dear Rosamond?"
As she spoke, the wise woman laid her hand on her head and
looked—oh, so lovingly!—into her eyes.
"I am not sure," said the princess, humbly.
"Perhaps you will understand me better if I say it just comes to
this, that you must NOT DO what is wrong, however much you are
inclined to do it, and you must DO what is right, however much you
are disinclined to do it."
"I understand that," said the princess.
"I am going, then, to put you in one of the mood-chambers of which
I have many in the house. Its mood will come upon you, and you will
have to deal with it."
She rose and took her by the hand. The princess trembled a little,
but never thought of resisting.
The wise woman led her into the great hall with the pictures, and
through a door at the farther end, opening upon another large hall,
which was circular, and had doors close to each other all round it.
Of these she opened one, pushed the princess gently in, and closed it
The princess found herself in her old nursery. Her little white
rabbit came to meet her in a lumping canter as if his back were going
to tumble over his head. Her nurse, in her rocking-chair by the
chimney corner, sat just as she had used. The fire burned brightly,
and on the table were many of her wonderful toys, on which, however,
she now looked with some contempt. Her nurse did not seem at all
surprised to see her, any more than if the princess had but just gone
from the room and returned again.
"Oh! how different I am from what I used to be!" thought the
princess to herself, looking from her toys to her nurse. "The wise
woman has done me so much good already! I will go and see mamma at
once, and tell her I am very glad to be at home again, and very sorry
I was so naughty."
She went towards the door.
"Your queen-mamma, princess, cannot see you now," said her nurse.
"I have yet to learn that it is my part to take orders from a
servant," said the princess with temper and dignity.
"I beg your pardon, princess, returned her nurse, politely; "but it
is my duty to tell you that your queen-mamma is at this moment
engaged. She is alone with her most intimate friend, the Princess of
the Frozen Regions."
"I shall see for myself," returned the princess, bridling, and
walked to the door.
Now little bunny, leap-frogging near the door, happened that moment
to get about her feet, just as she was going to open it, so that she
tripped and fell against it, striking her forehead a good blow. She
caught up the rabbit in a rage, and, crying, "It is all your fault,
you ugly old wretch!" threw it with violence in her nurse's face.
Her nurse caught the rabbit, and held it to her face, as if seeking
to sooth its fright. But the rabbit looked very limp and odd, and, to
her amazement, Rosamond presently saw that the thing was no rabbit,
but a pocket-handkerchief. The next moment she removed it from her
face, and Rosamond beheld—not her nurse, but the wise woman—standing
on her own hearth, while she herself stood by the door leading from
the cottage into the hall.
"First trial a failure," said the wise woman quietly.
Overcome with shame, Rosamond ran to her, fell down on her knees,
and hid her face in her dress.
"Need I say any thing?" said the wise woman, stroking her hair.
"No, no," cried the princess. "I am horrid."
"You know now the kind of thing you have to meet: are you ready to
"MAY I try again?" cried the princess, jumping up. "I'm ready. I do
not think I shall fail this time."
"The trial will be harder."
Rosamond drew in her breath, and set her teeth. The wise woman
looked at her pitifully, but took her by the hand, led her to the
round hall, opened the same door, and closed it after her.
The princess expected to find herself again in the nursery, but in
the wise woman's house no one ever has the same trial twice. She was
in a beautiful garden, full of blossoming trees and the loveliest
roses and lilies. A lake was in the middle of it, with a tiny boat.
So delightful was it that Rosamond forgot all about how or why she
had come there, and lost herself in the joy of the flowers and the
trees and the water. Presently came the shout of a child, merry and
glad, and from a clump of tulip trees rushed a lovely little boy,
with his arms stretched out to her. She was charmed at the sight, ran
to meet him, caught him up in her arms, kissed him, and could hardly
let him go again. But the moment she set him down he ran from her
towards the lake, looking back as he ran, and crying "Come, come."
She followed. He made straight for the boat, clambered into it, and
held out his hand to help her in. Then he caught up the little
boat-hook, and pushed away from the shore: there was a great white
flower floating a few yards off, and that was the little fellow's
goal. But, alas! no sooner had Rosamond caught sight of it, huge and
glowing as a harvest moon, than she felt a great desire to have it
herself. The boy, however, was in the bows of the boat, and caught it
first. It had a long stem, reaching down to the bottom of the water,
and for a moment he tugged at it in vain, but at last it gave way so
suddenly, that he tumbled back with the flower into the bottom of the
boat. Then Rosamond, almost wild at the danger it was in as he
struggled to rise, hurried to save it, but somehow between them it
came in pieces, and all its petals of fretted silver were scattered
about the boat. When the boy got up, and saw the ruin his companion
had occasioned, he burst into tears, and having the long stalk of the
flower still in his hand, struck her with it across the face. It did
not hurt her much, for he was a very little fellow, but it was wet and
slimy. She tumbled rather than rushed at him, seized him in her arms,
tore him from his frightened grasp, and flung him into the water. His
head struck on the boat as he fell, and he sank at once to the bottom,
where he lay looking up at her with white face and open eyes.
The moment she saw the consequences of her deed she was filled with
horrible dismay. She tried hard to reach down to him through the
water, but it was far deeper than it looked, and she could not.
Neither could she get her eyes to leave the white face: its eyes
fascinated and fixed hers; and there she lay leaning over the boat
and staring at the death she had made. But a voice crying, "Ally!
Ally!" shot to her heart, and springing to her feet she saw a lovely
lady come running down the grass to the brink of the water with her
hair flying about her head.
"Where is my Ally?" she shrieked.
But Rosamond could not answer, and only stared at the lady, as she
had before stared at her drowned boy.
Then the lady caught sight of the dead thing at the bottom of the
water, and rushed in, and, plunging down, struggled and groped until
she reached it. Then she rose and stood up with the dead body of her
little son in her arms, his head hanging back, and the water
streaming from him.
"See what you have made of him, Rosamond!" she said, holding the
body out to her; "and this is your second trial, and also a failure."
The dead child melted away from her arms, and there she stood, the
wise woman, on her own hearth, while Rosamond found herself beside
the little well on the floor of the cottage, with one arm wet up to
the shoulder. She threw herself on the heather-bed and wept from
relief and vexation both.
The wise woman walked out of the cottage, shut the door, and left
her alone. Rosamond was sobbing, so that she did not hear her go.
When at length she looked up, and saw that the wise woman was gone,
her misery returned afresh and tenfold, and she wept and wailed. The
hours passed, the shadows of evening began to fall, and the wise
She went straight to the bed, and taking Rosamond in her arms, sat
down with her by the fire.
"My poor child!" she said. "Two terrible failures! And the more the
harder! They get stronger and stronger. What is to be done?"
"Couldn't you help me?" said Rosamond piteously.
"Perhaps I could, now you ask me," answered the wise woman. "When
you are ready to try again, we shall see."
"I am very tired of myself," said the princess. "But I can't rest
till I try again."
"That is the only way to get rid of your weary, shadowy self, and
find your strong, true self. Come, my child; I will help you all I
can, for now I CAN help you."
Yet again she led her to the same door, and seemed to the princess
to send her yet again alone into the room. She was in a forest, a
place half wild, half tended. The trees were grand, and full of the
loveliest birds, of all glowing gleaming and radiant colors, which,
unlike the brilliant birds we know in our world, sang deliciously,
every one according to his color. The trees were not at all crowded,
but their leaves were so thick, and their boughs spread so far, that
it was only here and there a sunbeam could get straight through. All
the gentle creatures of a forest were there, but no creatures that
killed, not even a weasel to kill the rabbits, or a beetle to eat the
snails out of their striped shells. As to the butterflies, words would
but wrong them if they tried to tell how gorgeous they were. The
princess's delight was so great that she neither laughed nor ran, but
walked about with a solemn countenance and stately step.
"But where are the flowers?" she said to herself at length.
They were nowhere. Neither on the high trees, nor on the few shrubs
that grew here and there amongst them, were there any blossoms; and
in the grass that grew everywhere there was not a single flower to be
"Ah, well!" said Rosamond again to herself, "where all the birds
and butterflies are living flowers, we can do without the other sort."
Still she could not help feeling that flowers were wanted to make
the beauty of the forest complete.
Suddenly she came out on a little open glade; and there, on the
root of a great oak, sat the loveliest little girl, with her lap full
of flowers of all colors, but of such kinds as Rosamond had never
before seen. She was playing with them—burying her hands in them,
tumbling them about, and every now and then picking one from the
rest, and throwing it away. All the time she never smiled, except
with her eyes, which were as full as they could hold of the laughter
of the spirit—a laughter which in this world is never heard, only
sets the eyes alight with a liquid shining. Rosamond drew nearer, for
the wonderful creature would have drawn a tiger to her side, and tamed
him on the way, A few yards from her, she came upon one of her
cast-away flowers and stooped to pick it up, as well she might where
none grew save in her own longing. But to her amazement she found,
instead of a flower thrown away to wither, one fast rooted and quite
at home. She left it, and went to another; but it also was fast in
the soil, and growing comfortably in the warm grass. What could it
mean? One after another she tried, until at length she was satisfied
that it was the same with every flower the little girl threw from her
She watched then until she saw her throw one, and instantly bounded
to the spot. But the flower had been quicker than she: there it grew,
fast fixed in the earth, and, she thought, looked at her roguishly.
Something evil moved in her, and she plucked it.
"Don't! don't!" cried the child. "My flowers cannot live in your
Rosamond looked at the flower. It was withered already. She threw
it from her, offended. The child rose, with difficulty keeping her
lapful together, picked it up, carried it back, sat down again, spoke
to it, kissed it, sang to it—oh! such a sweet, childish little
song!—the princess never could recall a word of it—and threw it
away. Up rose its little head, and there it was, busy growing again!
Rosamond's bad temper soon gave way: the beauty and sweetness of
the child had overcome it; and, anxious to make friends with her, she
drew near, and said:
"Won't you give me a little flower, please, you beautiful child?"
"There they are; they are all for you," answered the child,
pointing with her outstretched arm and forefinger all round.
"But you told me, a minute ago, not to touch them."
"Yes, indeed, I did."
"They can't be mine, if I'm not to touch them."
"If, to call them yours, you must kill them, then they are not
yours, and never, never can be yours. They are nobody's when they are
"But you don't kill them."
"I don't pull them; I throw them away. I live them."
"How is it that you make them grow?"
"I say, 'You darling!' and throw it away and there it is."
"Where do you get them?"
"In my lap."
"I wish you would let me throw one away."
"Have you got any in your lap? Let me see."
"No; I have none."
"Then you can't throw one away, if you haven't got one."
"You are mocking me!" cried the princess.
"I am not mocking you," said the child, looking her full in the
face, with reproach in her large blue eyes.
"Oh, that's where the flowers come from!" said the princess to
herself, the moment she saw them, hardly knowing what she meant.
Then the child rose as if hurt, and quickly threw away all the
flowers she had in her lap, but one by one, and without any sign of
anger. When they were all gone, she stood a moment, and then, in a
kind of chanting cry, called, two or three times, "Peggy! Peggy!
A low, glad cry, like the whinny of a horse, answered, and,
presently, out of the wood on the opposite side of the glade, came
gently trotting the loveliest little snow-white pony, with great
shining blue wings, half-lifted from his shoulders. Straight towards
the little girl, neither hurrying nor lingering, he trotted with
light elastic tread.
Rosamond's love for animals broke into a perfect passion of delight
at the vision. She rushed to meet the pony with such haste, that,
although clearly the best trained animal under the sun, he started
back, plunged, reared, and struck out with his fore-feet ere he had
time to observe what sort of a creature it was that had so startled
him. When he perceived it was a little girl, he dropped instantly
upon all fours, and content with avoiding her, resumed his quiet trot
in the direction of his mistress. Rosamond stood gazing after him in
When he reached the child, he laid his head on her shoulder, and
she put her arm up round his neck; and after she had talked to him a
little, he turned and came trotting back to the princess.
Almost beside herself with joy, she began caressing him in the
rough way which, not-withstanding her love for them, she was in the
habit of using with animals; and she was not gentle enough, in herself
even, to see that be did not like it, and was only putting up with it
for the sake of his mistress. But when, that she might jump upon his
back, she laid hold of one of his wings, and ruffled some of the blue
feathers, he wheeled suddenly about, gave his long tail a sharp whisk
which threw her flat on the grass, and, trotting back to his mistress,
bent down his head before her as if asking excuse for ridding himself
of the unbearable.
The princess was furious. She had forgotten all her past life up to
the time when she first saw the child: her beauty had made her
forget, and yet she was now on the very borders of hating her. What
she might have done, or rather tried to do, had not Peggy's tail
struck her down with such force that for a moment she could not rise,
I cannot tell.
But while she lay half-stunned, her eyes fell on a little flower
just under them. It stared up in her face like the living thing it
was, and she could not take her eyes off its face. It was like a
primrose trying to express doubt instead of confidence. It seemed to
put her half in mind of something, and she felt as if shame were
coming. She put out her hand to pluck it; but the moment her fingers
touched it, the flower withered up, and hung as dead on its stalks as
if a flame of fire had passed over it.
Then a shudder thrilled through the heart of the princess, and she
thought with herself, saying—"What sort of a creature am I that the
flowers wither when I touch them, and the ponies despise me with
their tails? What a wretched, coarse, ill-bred creature I must be!
There is that lovely child giving life instead of death to the
flowers, and a moment ago I was hating her! I am made horrid, and I
shall be horrid, and I hate myself, and yet I can't help being
She heard the sound of galloping feet, and there was the pony, with
the child seated betwixt his wings, coming straight on at full speed
for where she lay.
"I don't care," she said. "They may trample me under their feet if
they like. I am tired and sick of myself—a creature at whose touch
the flowers wither!"
On came the winged pony. But while yet some distance off, he gave a
great bound, spread out his living sails of blue, rose yards and
yards above her in the air, and alighted as gently as a bird, just a
few feet on the other side of her. The child slipped down and came
and kneeled over her.
"Did my pony hurt you?" she said. "I am so sorry!"
"Yes, he hurt me," answered the princess, "but not more than I
deserved, for I took liberties with him, and he did not like it."
"Oh, you dear!" said the little girl. "I love you for talking so of
my Peggy. He is a good pony, though a little playful sometimes. Would
you like a ride upon him?"
"You darling beauty!" cried Rosamond, sobbing. "I do love you so,
you are so good. How did you become so sweet?"
"Would you like to ride my pony?" repeated the child, with a
heavenly smile in her eyes.
"No, no; he is fit only for you. My clumsy body would hurt him,"
"You don't mind me having such a pony?" said the child.
"What! mind it?" cried Rosamond, almost indignantly. Then
remembering certain thoughts that had but a few moments before passed
through her mind, she looked on the ground and was silent.
"You don't mind it, then?" repeated the child.
"I am very glad there is such a you and such a pony, and that such
a you has got such a pony," said Rosamond, still looking on the
ground. "But I do wish the flowers would not die when I touch them. I
was cross to see you make them grow, but now I should be content if
only I did not make them wither."
As she spoke, she stroked the little girl's bare feet, which were
by her, half buried in the soft moss, and as she ended she laid her
cheek on them and kissed them.
"Dear princess!" said the little girl, "the flowers will not always
wither at your touch. Try now—only do not pluck it. Flowers ought
never to be plucked except to give away. Touch it gently."
A silvery flower, something like a snow-drop, grew just within her
reach. Timidly she stretched out her hand and touched it. The flower
trembled, but neither shrank nor withered.
"Touch it again," said the child.
It changed color a little, and Rosamond fancied it grew larger.
"Touch it again," said the child.
It opened and grew until it was as large as a narcissus, and
changed and deepened in color till it was a red glowing gold.
Rosamond gazed motionless. When the transfiguration of the flower
was perfected, she sprang to her feet with clasped hands, but for
very ecstasy of joy stood speechless, gazing at the child.
"Did you never see me before, Rosamond?" she asked.
"No, never," answered the princess. "I never saw any thing half so
"Look at me," said the child.
And as Rosamond looked, the child began, like the flower, to grow
larger. Quickly through every gradation of growth she passed, until
she stood before her a woman perfectly beautiful, neither old nor
young; for hers was the old age of everlasting youth.
Rosamond was utterly enchanted, and stood gazing without word or
movement until she could endure no more delight. Then her mind
collapsed to the thought—had the pony grown too? She glanced round.
There was no pony, no grass, no flowers, no bright-birded forest—but
the cottage of the wise woman—and before her, on the hearth of it,
the goddess-child, the only thing unchanged.
She gasped with astonishment.
"You must set out for your father's palace immediately," said the
"But where is the wise woman?" asked Rosamond, looking all about.
"Here," said the lady.
And Rosamond, looking again, saw the wise woman, folded as usual in
her long dark cloak.
"And it was you all the time?" she cried in delight, and kneeled
before her, burying her face in her garments.
"It always is me, all the time," said the wise woman, smiling.
"But which is the real you?" asked Rosamond; "this or that?"
"Or a thousand others?" returned the wise woman. "But the one you
have just seen is the likest to the real me that you are able to see
just yet—but—. And that me you could not have seen a little while
ago.—But, my darling child," she went on, lifting her up and
clasping her to her bosom, "you must not think, because you have seen
me once, that therefore you are capable of seeing me at all times. No;
there are many things in you yet that must be changed before that can
be. Now, however, you will seek me. Every time you feel you want me,
that is a sign I am wanting you. There are yet many rooms in my house
you may have to go through; but when you need no more of them, then
you will be able to throw flowers like the little girl you saw in the
The princess gave a sigh.
"Do not think," the wise woman went on, "that the things you have
seen in my house are mere empty shows. You do not know, you cannot
yet think, how living and true they are.—Now you must go."
She led her once more into the great hall, and there showed her the
picture of her father's capital, and his palace with the brazen
"There is your home," she said. "Go to it."
The princess understood, and a flush of shame rose to her forehead.
She turned to the wise woman and said:
"Will you forgive ALL my naughtiness, and ALL the trouble I have
"If I had not forgiven you, I would never have taken the trouble to
punish you. If I had not loved you, do you think I would have carried
you away in my cloak?"
"How could you love such an ugly, ill-tempered, rude, hateful
"I saw, through it all, what you were going to be," said the wise
woman, kissing her. "But remember you have yet only BEGUN to be what
"I will try to remember," said the princess, holding her cloak, and
looking up in her face.
"Go, then," said the wise woman.
Rosamond turned away on the instant, ran to the picture, stepped
over the frame of it, heard a door close gently, gave one glance
back, saw behind her the loveliest palace-front of alabaster,
gleaming in the pale-yellow light of an early summer-morning, looked
again to the eastward, saw the faint outline of her father's city
against the sky, and ran off to reach it.
It looked much further off now than when it seemed a picture, but
the sun was not yet up, and she had the whole of a summer day before
The soldiers sent out by the king, had no great difficulty in
finding Agnes's father and mother, of whom they demanded if they knew
any thing of such a young princess as they described. The honest pair
told them the truth in every point—that, having lost their own child
and found another, they had taken her home, and treated her as their
own; that she had indeed called herself a princess, but they had not
believed her, because she did not look like one; that, even if they
had, they did not know how they could have done differently, seeing
they were poor people, who could not afford to keep any idle person
about the place; that they had done their best to teach her good ways,
and had not parted with her until her bad temper rendered it
impossible to put up with her any longer; that, as to the king's
proclamation, they heard little of the world's news on their lonely
hill, and it had never reached them; that if it had, they did not know
how either of them could have gone such a distance from home, and left
their sheep or their cottage, one or the other, uncared for.
"You must learn, then, how both of you can go, and your sheep must
take care of your cottage," said the lawyer, and commanded the
soldiers to bind them hand and foot.
Heedless of their entreaties to be spared such an indignity, the
soldiers obeyed, bore them to a cart, and set out for the king's
palace, leaving the cottage door open, the fire burning, the pot of
potatoes boiling upon it, the sheep scattered over the hill, and the
dogs not knowing what to do.
Hardly were they gone, however, before the wise woman walked up,
with Prince behind her, peeped into the cottage, locked the door, put
the key in her pocket, and then walked away up the hill. In a few
minutes there arose a great battle between Prince and the dog which
filled his former place—a well-meaning but dull fellow, who could
fight better than feed. Prince was not long in showing him that he was
meant for his master, and then, by his efforts, and directions to the
other dogs, the sheep were soon gathered again, and out of danger from
foxes and bad dogs. As soon as this was done, the wise woman left them
in charge of Prince, while she went to the next farm to arrange for
the folding of the sheep and the feeding of the dogs.
When the soldiers reached the palace, they were ordered to carry
their prisoners at once into the presence of the king and queen, in
the throne room. Their two thrones stood upon a high dais at one end,
and on the floor at the foot of the dais, the soldiers laid their
helpless prisoners. The queen commanded that they should be unbound,
and ordered them to stand up. They obeyed with the dignity of insulted
innocence, and their bearing offended their foolish majesties.
Meantime the princess, after a long day's journey, arrived at the
palace, and walked up to the sentry at the gate.
"Stand back," said the sentry.
"I wish to go in, if you please," said the princess gently.
"Ha! ha! ha!" laughed the sentry, for he was one of those dull
people who form their judgment from a person's clothes, without even
looking in his eyes; and as the princess happened to be in rags, her
request was amusing, and the booby thought himself quite clever for
laughing at her so thoroughly.
"I am the princess," Rosamond said quietly.
"WHAT princess?" bellowed the man.
"The princess Rosamond. Is there another?" she answered and asked.
But the man was so tickled at the wondrous idea of a princess in
rags, that he scarcely heard what she said for laughing. As soon as
he recovered a little, he proceeded to chuck the princess under the
"You're a pretty girl, my dear, though you ain't no princess."
Rosamond drew back with dignity.
"You have spoken three untruths at once," she said. "I am NOT
pretty, and I AM a princess, and if I were dear to you, as I ought to
be, you would not laugh at me because I am badly dressed, but stand
aside, and let me go to my father and mother."
The tone of her speech, and the rebuke she gave him, made the man
look at her; and looking at her, he began to tremble inside his
foolish body, and wonder whether he might not have made a mistake. He
raised his hand in salute, and said—
"I beg your pardon, miss, but I have express orders to admit no
child whatever within the palace gates. They tell me his majesty the
king says he is sick of children."
"He may well be sick of me!" thought the princess; "but it can't
mean that he does not want me home again.—I don't think you can very
well call me a child," she said, looking the sentry full in the face.
"You ain't very big, miss," answered the soldier, "but so be you
say you ain't a child, I'll take the risk. The king can only kill me,
and a man must die once."
He opened the gate, stepped aside, and allowed her to pass. Had she
lost her temper, as every one but the wise woman would have expected
of her, he certainly would not have done so.
She ran into the palace, the door of which had been left open by
the porter when he followed the soldiers and prisoners to the
throne-room, and bounded up the stairs to look for her father and
mother. As she passed the door of the throne-room she heard an
unusual noise in it, and running to the king's private entrance, over
which hung a heavy curtain, she peeped past the edge of it, and saw,
to her amazement, the shepherd and shepherdess standing like culprits
before the king and queen, and the same moment heard the king say—
"Peasants, where is the princess Rosamond?"
"Truly, sire, we do not know," answered the shepherd.
"You ought to know," said the king.
"Sire, we could keep her no longer."
"You confess, then," said the king, suppressing the outbreak of the
wrath that boiled up in him, "that you turned her out of your house."
For the king had been informed by a swift messenger of all that had
passed long before the arrival of the prisoners.
"We did, sire; but not only could we keep her no longer, but we
knew not that she was the princess."
"You ought to have known, the moment you cast your eyes upon her,"
said the king. "Any one who does not know a princess the moment he
sees her, ought to have his eyes put out."
"Indeed he ought," said the queen.
To this they returned no answer, for they had none ready.
"Why did you not bring her at once to the palace," pursued the
king, "whether you knew her to be a princess or not? My proclamation
left nothing to your judgment. It said EVERY CHILD."
"We heard nothing of the proclamation, sire."
"You ought to have heard," said the king. "It is enough that I make
proclamations; it is for you to read them. Are they not written in
letters of gold upon the brazen gates of this palace?"
"A poor shepherd, your majesty—how often must he leave his flock,
and go hundreds of miles to look whetner there may not be something
in letters of gold upon the brazen gates? We did not know that your
majesty had made a proclamation, or even that the princess was lost."
"You ought to have known," said the king.
The shepherd held his peace.
"But," said the queen, taking up the word, "all that is as nothing,
when I think how you misused the darling."
The only ground the queen had for saying thus, was what Agnes had
told her as to how the princess was dressed; and her condition seemed
to the queen so miserable, that she had imagined all sorts of
oppression and cruelty.
But this was more than the shepherdess, who had not yet spoken,
"She would have been dead, and NOT buried, long ago, madam, if I
had not carried her home in my two arms."
"Why does she say her TWO arms?" said the king to himself. "Has she
more than two? Is there treason in that?"
"You dressed her in cast-off clothes," said the queen.
"I dressed her in my own sweet child's Sunday clothes. And this is
what I get for it!" cried the shepherdess, bursting into tears.
"And what did you do with the clothes you took off her? Sell them?"
"Put them in the fire, madam. They were not fit for the poorest
child in the mountains. They were so ragged that you could see her
skin through them in twenty different places."
"You cruel woman, to torture a mother's feelings so!" cried the
queen, and in her turn burst into tears.
"And I'm sure," sobbed the shepherdess, "I took every pains to
teach her what it was right for her to know. I taught her to tidy the
"Tidy the house!" moaned the queen. "My poor wretched offspring!"
"And peel the potatoes, and"—
"Peel the potatoes!" cried the queen. "Oh, horror!"
"And black her master's boots," said the shepherdess.
"Black her master's boots!" shrieked the queen. "Oh, my
white-handed princess! Oh, my ruined baby!"
"What I want to know," said the king, paying no heed to this
maternal duel, but patting the top of his sceptre as if it had been
the hilt of a sword which he was about to draw, "is, where the
princess is now."
The shepherd made no answer, for he had nothing to say more than he
had said already.
"You have murdered her!" shouted the king. "You shall be tortured
till you confess the truth; and then you shall be tortured to death,
for you are the most abominable wretches in the whole wide world."
"Who accuses me of crime?" cried the shepherd, indignant.
"I accuse you," said the king; "but you shall see, face to face,
the chief witness to your villany. Officer, bring the girl."
Silence filled the hall while they waited. The king's face was
swollen with anger. The queen hid hers behind her handkerchief. The
shepherd and shepherdess bent their eyes on the ground, wondering. It
was with difficulty Rosamond could keep her place, but so wise had she
already become that she saw it would be far better to let every thing
come out before she interfered.
At length the door opened, and in came the officer, followed by
Agnes, looking white as death and mean as sin.
The shepherdess gave a shriek, and darted towards her with arms
spread wide; the shepherd followed, but not so eagerly.
"My child! my lost darling! my Agnes!" cried the shepherdess.
"Hold them asunder," shouted the king. "Here is more villany! What!
have I a scullery-maid in my house born of such parents? The parents
of such a child must be capable of any thing. Take all three of them
to the rack. Stretch them till their joints are torn asunder, and
give them no water. Away with them!"
The soldiers approached to lay hands on them. But, behold! a girl
all in rags, with such a radiant countenance that it was right lovely
to see, darted between, and careless of the royal presence, flung
herself upon the shepherdess, crying,—
"Do not touch her. She is my good, kind mistress."
But the shepherdess could hear or see no one but her Agnes, and
pushed her away. Then the princess turned, with the tears in her
eyes, to the shepherd, and threw her arms about his neck and pulled
down his head and kissed him. And the tall shepherd lifted her to his
bosom and kept her there, but his eyes were fixed on his Agnes.
"What is the meaning of this?" cried the king, starting up from his
throne. "How did that ragged girl get in here? Take her away with the
rest. She is one of them, too."
But the princess made the shepherd set her down, and before any one
could interfere she had run up the steps of the dais and then the
steps of the king's throne like a squirrel, flung herself upon the
king, and begun to smother him with kisses.
All stood astonished, except the three peasants, who did not even
see what took place. The shepherdess kept calling to her Agnes, but
she was so ashamed that she did not dare even lift her eyes to meet
her mother's, and the shepherd kept gazing on her in silence. As for
the king, he was so breathless and aghast with astonishment, that he
was too feeble to fling the ragged child from him, as he tried to do.
But she left him, and running down the steps of the one throne and up
those of the other, began kissing the queen next. But the queen cried
"Get away, you great rude child!—Will nobody take her to the
Then the princess, hardly knowing what she did for joy that she had
come in time, ran down the steps of the throne and the dais, and
placing herself between the shepherd and shepherdess, took a hand of
each, and stood looking at the king and queen.
Their faces began to change. At last they began to know her. But
she was so altered—so lovelily altered, that it was no wonder they
should not have known her at the first glance; but it was the fault
of the pride and anger and injustice with which their hearts were
filled, that they did not know her at the second.
The king gazed and the queen gazed, both half risen from their
thrones, and looking as if about to tumble down upon her, if only
they could be right sure that the ragged girl was their own child. A
mistake would be such a dreadful thing!
"My darling!" at last shrieked the mother, a little doubtfully.
"My pet of pets?" cried the father, with an interrogative twist of
Another moment, and they were half way down the steps of the dais.
"Stop!" said a voice of command from somewhere in the hall, and,
king and queen as they were, they stopped at once half way, then drew
themselves up, stared, and began to grow angry again, but durst not go
The wise woman was coming slowly up through the crowd that filled
the hall. Every one made way for her. She came straight on until she
stood in front of the king and queen.
"Miserable man and woman!" she said, in words they alone could
hear, "I took your daughter away when she was worthy of such parents;
I bring her back, and they are unworthy of her. That you did not know
her when she came to you is a small wonder, for you have been blind
in soul all your lives: now be blind in body until your better eyes
She threw her cloak open. It fell to the ground, and the radiance
that flashed from her robe of snowy whiteness, from her face of awful
beauty, and from her eyes that shone like pools of sunlight, smote
Rosamond saw them give a great start, shudder, waver to and fro,
then sit down on the steps of the dais; and she knew they were
punished, but knew not how. She rushed up to them, and catching a
hand of each said—
"Father, dear father! mother dear! I will ask the wise woman to
"Oh, I am blind! I am blind!" they cried together. "Dark as night!
Rosamond left them, sprang down the steps, and kneeling at her
feet, cried, "Oh, my lovely wise woman! do let them see. Do open their
eyes, dear, good, wise woman."
The wise woman bent down to her, and said, so that none else could
hear, "I will one day. Meanwhile you must be their servant, as I have
been yours. Bring them to me, and I will make them welcome."
Rosamond rose, went up the steps again to her father and mother,
where they sat like statues with closed eyes, half-way from the top
of the dais where stood their empty thrones, seated herself between
them, took a hand of each, and was still.
All this time very few in the room saw the wise woman. The moment
she threw off her cloak she vanished from the sight of almost all who
were present. The woman who swept and dusted the hall and brushed the
thrones, saw her, and the shepherd had a glimmering vision of her; but
no one else that I know of caught a glimpse of her. The shepherdess
did not see her. Nor did Agnes, but she felt her presence upon her
like the beat of a furnace seven times heated.
As soon as Rosamond had taken her place between her father and
mother, the wise woman lifted her cloak from the floor, and threw it
again around her. Then everybody saw her, and Agnes felt as if a soft
dewy cloud had come between her and the torrid rays of a vertical sun.
The wise woman turned to the shepherd and shepherdess.
"For you," she said, "you are sufficiently punished by the work of
your own hands. Instead of making your daughter obey you, you left
her to be a slave to herself; you coaxed when you ought to have
compelled; you praised when you ought to have been silent; you
fondled when you ought to have punished; you threatened when you
ought to have inflicted—and there she stands, the full-grown result
of your foolishness! She is your crime and your punishment. Take her
home with you, and live hour after hour with the pale-hearted
disgrace you call your daughter. What she is, the worm at her heart
has begun to teach her. When life is no longer endurable, come to me.
"Madam," said the shepherd, "may I not go with you now?"
"You shall," said the wise woman.
"Husband! husband!" cried the shepherdess, "how are we two to get
home without you?"
"I will see to that," said the wise woman. "But little of home you
will find it until you have come to me. The king carried you hither,
and he shall carry you back. But your husband shall not go with you.
He cannot now if he would."
The shepherdess looked and saw that the shepherd stood in a deep
sleep. She went to him and sought to rouse him, but neither tongue
nor hands were of the slightest avail.
The wise woman turned to Rosamond.
"My child," she said, "I shall never be far from you. Come to me
when you will. Bring them to me."
Rosamond smiled and kissed her hand, but kept her place by her
parents. They also were now in a deep sleep like the shepherd.
The wise woman took the shepherd by the hand, and led him away.
And that is all my double story. How double it is, if you care to
know, you must find out. If you think it is not finished—I never
knew a story that was. I could tell you a great deal more concerning
them all, but I have already told more than is good for those who
read but with their foreheads, and enough for those whom it has made
look a little solemn, and sigh as they close the book.