Meh Lady, A
Story of the War
by Thomas Nelson Page
“Won' dat Phil go 'stracted when he gits a pike on de een o' dis
The speaker was standing in the dogwood bushes just below me, for I
was on the embankment, where the little foot-path through the
straggling pines and underbrush ran over it. He was holding in his hand
a newly peeled cedar fishing-pole, while a number more lay in the path
at the foot of the old redoubt.
I watched for a moment in silence, and then said:
“Hello! Uncle, what are you doing?”
“Gittin' fishin'-poles for de boys, suh,” he answered promptly and
definitely. “We's 'spectin' 'em soon.” Then he added confidentially:
“Dee won' have none from nowhar else, suh; dee done heah dee ma tell
how Marse Phil used to git poles right heah on dis ridge, an' dee oon'
fling a line wid nay urr sort o' poles at all. Dat Phil he mo' like
Marse Phil 'n he like he pa; sometimes I think he Marse Phil done come
back—he's he ve'y spit an' image.”
“Who are the boys?” I asked, taking a seat on the moss-covered
“Hi! we all's boys—Meh Lady's. De fish runnin' good now, an'
dee'll be heah toreckly. Dee up in New York now, but me an' Hannah got
a letter from 'em yistidy. You cyarn' keep 'em dyah long after de fish
'gins to run; no suh, dat you cyarn'. Dat Phil, I boun' studyin' 'bout
his pole right now.” And a short laugh of delight followed the
“How many are there?”
“Fo' on 'em, suh,” wid de little gal, an' she jes' like Meh Lady wuz
at her age, tryin' to keep up wid her brurrs, an' do ev'ything dee do.
Lord! suh, hit cyars me back so sometimes, I mos' furgit de ain' nuver
been no war nor nuttin'. Yes, suh, dee tu'ns de house upside down when
dee comes, jes' like Marse Phil an' Meh Lady. Um—m! [making that
peculiar sound so indescribably suggestive], dee used to jes' teoh de
wull to pieces. You see, after Marse Jeems die' an' lef' Mistis heah
wid jes' dem two, she used to gi' 'em dee head, an' dee all over de
plantation. Meh Lady (de little white mistis) in her little white
aprons her curls all down in her eyes, used to look white 'mong dem urr
chil'ns as a clump o' blackberry blossoms 'mong de blackberries. I don'
keer what Hannah do wid dat hyah it wouldn' lay smoove. An' her eyes! I
do b'lieve she laugh mo' wid 'em 'n wid her mouf. She wuz de 'light o'
dis plantation! When she'd come in you' house 'twuz like you'd shove
back de winder an' let piece o' de sun in on de flo'—you could almos'
see by her! An' Marse Phil, he used to wyah her! I don' keer whar you
see one, dyah turr, she lookin' up at him, pushin' her hyah back out
her big brown eyes, an' tryin' to do jes' whet he do. When Marse Phil
went byah-footed, she had to go byah-footed too, an' she'd foller him
down to de mill-pond th'oo briers an' ev'ywhar, wid her little white
foots scratchin' an' gittin' briers in 'em; but she ain' mine dat so he
ain' lef' her. Dat's de way 'twuz, spang tell Marse Phil went to
college, or you jes' as well say, tell he went in de army, cause he
home ev'y Christmas an' holiday all de time he at de univusity, an'
al'ays got somebody or nurr wid him. You cyarn' keep bees 'way after
dee fine de honeysuckle bush, an' dem young bucks dee used to be roun'
her constant. Hit look like ef she drap her hankcher hit teck all on
em' to pick 't up. Dee so perseverin' (Mr. Watkins spressly), I tell
Hannah I specks one on 'em gwine be Mistis' son-in-law; but Hannah say
de chile jes' 'joyin' herself an' projeckin' wid 'em, an' ain' love
none on 'em hard as Marse Phil. An' so 'twuz! Hannah know. Her cap'n
ain' come yit! When dee cap'n come dee know it, an' ef dee don' know it
when he come, dee know it p'intedly when he go 'way.
“We wuz rich den, quarters on ev'y hill, an' niggers mo' 'n you
could tell dee names; dee used to be thirty cradlers in de
harves'-fiel' an' binders mo' 'n you kin count.
“Den Marse Phil went in de war. You wuz too young to know 'bout dat,
marster? Say you wuz? Dat's so!” (This in ready acquiescence to my
reply that every Southerner knew of the war.) “Well, hit 'peared like
when it start de ladies wuz ambitiouser for it mos' 'n de mens. Um! dee
wuz rank, sho' 'nough. At fust dee didn' know what 'twuz, hit come so
sudden. One mornin' I was standin' right by de po'ch, en' Marse Phil
ride up in de yard. I see him time he tunned de curve o' de avenue; I
know he seat, 'cause I larn him to ride; dese hands set him up on de
horse fust time he ever fetch de saddle, when he little fat legs
couldn' retch to de little skeurts. Well, I call Mistis an' Meh Lady,
an' dee come out jes' as he gallop up in de yard. He speak to me, an'
run up de gre't steps, an' Mistis teck him right in her arms, an' heft
him farst, an' when she le' him go her face look mighty cu'yus; an'
when dee went into de house I notice Marse Phil taller'n he wuz at
Christmas, an' he han' 'em in stately like he pa.
“'Twuz he done come home to go in de army, an' he done stop in
Richmon' to git he permission, 'cause he feared he ma oon' let him go
bedout it; an' he say, Mr. Watkins an' heap o' de boys done lef' an'
gone home to raise companies. Mistis—Hannah say—grieve might'ly
when tain' nobody see her, an' she got her do' locked heap, sayin' her
prars for him; but she ain' say a wud 'bout he goin', she nor Meh Lady
nurr—dee jes' dat ambitious 'bout it.
“De thorybreds goes wid dee heads up till dee drap, you know.
“After dat you ain' see nuttin' but gittin ready; cuttin' an'
sewin', an' meckin' tents, an' bandages, an' uniforms, an' lint—'twuz
wuss'n when dee meckin' up de folks' winter clo'es I an' when Marse
Phil fetch he s'o'de home an' put on he boots an' spurs whar I done
black, an' git he seat on Paladin, twarn' nay han' on de place but what
say Marse Phil 'bleeged to whup em ef dee come close enough. Well, so
he went off to de war, an' Left-hand Torm went wid him to wait on him
an' ten' to de horses, and Mistis an' Meh Lady ain' had time to cry
tell dee rid roun' de curve, an' Marse Phil tu'n an' wave he hat to 'em
stan'in dyah on de po'ch; en' den Mistis tu'n roun' an' walk in de
house right quick wid her mouf wuckin', an' lock herse'f in her
chamber, an' Meh Lady set down on de steps an' cry by herself.
“Dat wuz de een o' de ole times, an' dem whar ain' nuver had dee
foots to git 'quainted wid de ground wuz stomped down in de dut.
“Oh! yes, suh, he come back,” said he presently, in answer to a
question from me, “but de war had been gwine on for mo' 'n a year befo'
he did. Heaps o' urr soldiers used to come; dee'd kiver up de gre't
road an' de plantation sometimes, an' eat up ev'ything on de place. But
Marse Phil he ain' nuver git home; he 'bleeged to stay to keep de
Yankeys back; he wid Gener'l Jackson, an' he fightin' all de time: he
git two or th'ee balls th'oo he clo'es an' he cap—he write we all
'bout it; two bring de blood, but not much, he say, dee jes' sort o'
bark him. Oh! dee wuz jes' p'intedly notifyin' him; ev'y chance dee'd
git dee'd plump at him same as when you'd plump at de middle man. But
dat ain' pester him, chile!
“But one mornin' when we ain' heah from him in long time an' think
he up in de valley, Marse Phil ride right up in de yard, an' Mistis'
face light up to see him tell she look mos' like a young ooman. He say
he ain' got long to stay, dat de army gwine down de big road an' he
'bleeged to git right back to he bat'ry—he jes' ride 'cross to see he
ma an' Meh Lady an' all on us, he say, an' he mighty hongry, 'cause he
ain' had nuttin' to eat sence early de day befo', an' he want me to
feed Paladin at de rack; an' Meh Lady, chile! she lef' him walkin'
'bout in de house wid he ma, wid he arm roun' her, an' twis'in' he
mustache, whar showin' leetle sence he sich a man, an' axin' he ma
don't she think it a fine mustache, dat all de girls say' tis, an'
axin' 'bout ev'ybody; an' she come out an' 'tend to gittin' him some'n'
to eat wid her own hands, an' he sut'n'y did eat hearty; an' den he
come 'way, an' he stoop down an' kiss he ma an' Meh Lady, an' tell 'em
he gwine to be a cun'l one dese days; an' Mistis she ain' able to say
nuttin', but jest look at him wistful as he went down de steps, den she
run down after him an' ketch him after he git on de groun' an' kiss him
an, breck out cryin'; she say she ain' begrudge him, but she love him
so much. He kiss her mighty sorf' two or th'ee times, an' den she let
him go, an' he come an git on he horse an' rid 'way at a gallop out de
back gate wid he cap on de side he head, an' dee went in de house, an'
dat horse warn' go up de stable right den.
“De nex' day we hear de cannons 'way down de country jes' like
thunder right study, an' Mistis and Meh Lady dee set on de po'ch an'
listen to 'em wid dee face mighty solemn all day long. An' dat night
'bout de fust rooster-crow Left-hand Torm come home on de gray, an'
knock at Mistis' winder, an' say Marse Phil done shoot in de breast,
an' he don't know wherr he dead or not; he say he warn' dead when he
come 'way, but de doctor wuz wid him, an' he had sent him after he ma
to come to him at once, en' he had been ridin' hard all night long ever
sence jes' befo' sunset; an' Torm say he bat'ry wuz de fust on de
group', an' he post it on de aidge o' de wood. in a oat-fiel', jes'
like cradlers, you know, an' he drive de enemy out dee breas'wucks, an'
he see him when he lead he bat'ry 'cross de oat-fiel', he guns all six
in a strainin' gallop, an' he and Paladin in de lead cheerin', wid
bullits an' shells hailin' all roun' him; an' he wuz de fust man in de
redoubt, he say, an' he fall jes' as he jump he horse over, an' den he
lay dyah an' fight he guns tell he faint. An' Torm say de gener'l say
he'd ruther been Marse Phil fightn' he battry dat day den 'a' been
President de Confederate States.
“Well, suh, Mistis she had jump out o' bed de fust step o' Torm in
de yard; she hadn' even teck off her closes, an' she jes' stand still
like she ain' heah good, wid her face lookin' like she done dead. Meh
Lady she tell Torm to tell me to git de kerridge as soon as I kin, an'
to tell her mammy please to come dyah quick.
“An' when day broke I wuz standin' at de gate wid de kerridge; done
feed my horses an' a good bag o' clean oats in de boot. Mistis she come
out wid Meh Lady an' Hannah, an' her face sut'n'y wuz grievious. I ain'
know tell I see de way she look how it hu't her, but I been see dead
folks look better'n she look den. All she say wuz:
“'Try an' git me dyah, Billy;'an' I say, 'Yes'm, I'm gwine to ef
Gord'll le' me.' I did git her dyah, too; ef I didn' meck dem horses
“But dead mens! I nuver see as many in my life as I see dat evenin'.
Amb'lances an' waggins full on 'em, an dem whar jes' good as dead; de
road wuz chocked up wid 'em! Dee all know Marse Phil bat'ry; dee say
hit de fust in de fight yistidy an' it cut all to pieces; an' pres'n'y
a gent'man whar I ax as he gallop past me rein up he horse an' say he
know well, an' he wuz shot yistidy an' left on de fiel'; he done teck
off he cap when he see Mistis an' Meh Lady in de kerridge, an' he voice
drapt mighty low, an' he say Marse Phil wuz shot 'bout fo' o'clock
leadin' he bat'ry, an' he did splendid wuck.
“He voice sort o' 'passionate, an' he face so pitiful when he say
dat, I know 'tain' no hope to save him, an' ef I git Mistis dyah in
time, dat's all.
“'Drive on quick,' says Mistis, an' I druv on. I done meck up my
mine to git she an' Meh Lady to Marse Phil, whar I 'sponsible for dat
night, ef Gord'll le' me. An' I did, too, mon! I see de soldiers all
'long de road look at me, an some on 'em holler to me dat I cyarn' go
dat way; but I ain' pay no 'tension to 'em, I jes' push on; an'
pres'n'y risin' a little ridge I see de house de gent'man done tell me
'bout, settin' in de oat-fiel' 'bout a half a mile ahead, an' I jest
pushin' for it, when th'ee or fo' mens standin' dyah in de road 'yant
de ridge, a little piece befo' me, say 'Halt.' I ain' pay no 'tension
to 'em, jes' drive on so, an' dee holler 'Halt' ag'in; an' when I ain'
stop den nuther, jes' drive on right study, a spreckle-face feller run
up an' ketch Remus' head, an' anurr one done p'int he gun right at me.
I say, 'Whyn' you le' go de horse, mon! ain' you got no better sense 'n
to ketch holt Mistis' horses, juckin' dat horse' mouf dat way? Le' go
de horse' head, don' you heah me?' “I clar! ef I warn' dat outdone, I
wuz jes' 'bout to wrap my whip 'roun' him, when Mistis open de do' an'
step out. She say she wan' go on; dee say she cyarn' do it; den she say
she gwine, dat her son dyin' dyah in de house an' she gwine, to him.
She talk mighty sorf' but mighty 'termined like. Dee sort o' reason wid
her, but she jes' walk on by wid her head up, an' tell me to foller
her, an' dat I did, mon! an' lef' 'em dyah in de road holdin' dee gun.
De whole army couldn' 'a' keep her fum Marse Phil den.
“I got to de house toreckly an' drive up nigh as I could fur de
gre't trenches 'cross de yard, whar look like folks been ditchin'. A
gent'man come to de do', an' Mistis ax, 'Is he 'live yet?' He say,
'Yes, still alive;' an' she say 'Where?' an' went right in an' Meh Lady
wid her; an' I heah say he open he eyes as she went in an' sort o'
smile, an' when she kneel down an' kiss him he whisper he ready to go
den, an' he wuz too.
“He went dat night in he mother's arms, an' Meh Lady an' Hannah at
he side, like I tole 'em I was gwine, do when I start fum home dat
mornin', an' he wuz jes' as peaceful as a baby. He tole he ma when he
wuz dyin' dat he had try to do he duty, an' dat 'twuz jes' like ole
times, when he used to go to sleep in her lap in he own room, wid her
arms 'roun' him. Mistis sen' me fur a amb'lance dat night, an' we put
him in de coffin next mornin' an' start, 'cause Mistis she gwine, cyar
Marse Phil home an' lay him in de gyardin, whar she kin watch him.
“We travel all day an' all night, an' retch home bout sunrise, and
den we had to dig de grave.
“An' when we got home Mistis she had de coffin brought in, and
cyared him in he own room while we waitin', and she set in dyah all day
long wid him, and he look like a boy sleepin' dyah so young, in he
little gray jacket wid he s'o'de 'cross he breas'. We bury him in de
gyardin dat evenin', and dyar warn' 'nough gent'mens in de county to be
he pall-bearers, so de hands on de place toted him, and it ease' me
might'ly to git meh arm onder him right good, like when he wuz a little
chap runnin' 'roun' callin' me 'Unc' Billy,' and pesterin' me to go
fishin'. And de gener'l write Mistis a letter and say de Confede'cy
moan he loss, and he meck him a cun'l in de oat-fiel' de day he wuz
shot, and hit's dat on he tombstone now; you kin go dyah in de gyardin
an' read it.
“And we hang he s'o'de on de wall in he own room over de fireplace,
and dyah it hang now for to show to de boys what a soldier he wuz.
“Well, after dat, things sut'n'y went bad. De house looked dat
lonesome I couldn' byah to look at it; ev'ything I see look' like Marse
Phil jes' done put it down, or jes' comin' after it. Mistis and Meh
Lady dee wuz in deep mo'nin', of co'se, and it look like de house in
mo'nin' too. And Mistis her hyah got whiter and whiter. De on'y thing
'peared to gi' her any peace o' mine wuz settin' in Marse Phil' room.
She used to set dyah all day, sewin' for de soldiers. She ain' nuver
let nobody tetch dat room hit al'ays sort o' secret to her after dat.
And Meh Lady she took holt de plantation, an' ole Billy wuz her head
“Dat's de way 'twuz for two years tell mos' in de summer. Den—
“Hit happen one day. I wuz jes' come out meh house after dinner,
gwine to de stable. I warn' studyin' 'bout Yankeys, I wuz jes' studyin'
'bout how peaceable ev'ything wuz, when I heah somebody hollerin', and
heah come two womens 'cross de hill from de quarters, hard as dee could
tyah, wid dee frocks jes' flying. One o' de maids in de yard de first
to ketch de wud, and she say, 'De Yankeys!' And 'fo' Gord! de wuds
warn' out her mouf befo' de whole top o' de hill wuz black wid 'em. Yo'
could see 'em gallopin' and heah de s'o'des rattlin' spang at de house.
Meh heart jump right up in meh mouf. But I step back in meh house and
got meh axe. And when I come out, de black folks wuz all run out dee
houses in de back yard, talkin' end predictifyin'; and some say dee
gwine in de house and stan' behin' Meh Lady; and some dee gwine git
onder de beds; and some wuz pacifyin' 'em, and sayin', dee ain' gwi' do
nuttin'. I jes' parse long by 'em right quick, and went 'cross de yard
to de house, and I put meh head in and say:
“'De Yankeys yander comin' down de hill.'
“You ought to 'a' seen dee face. Meh Lady hands drapt in her lap,
and she looked at Mistis so anxious, she skeer' me. But do' her face
tu'n mighty white, 't warn' mo' 'n a minute. She riz right quiet, and
her head wuz jes' as straight as Meh Lady. She says to her:
“'Hadn' you better stay here?'
“'No,'says she, 'I will go with you.'
“'Come on,' says she, and dee walked out de do', and locked it
behine her, and Mistis put de key in her pocket.
“Jes' as she got dyah, dee rid into de yard, an' in a minute it wuz
jes' as full of 'em as a bait-go'd is o' wums, ridin' 'g'inst one
anurr, an' hollerin' an' laughin' an' cussin'; an' outside de yard, an'
todes de stables, dee wuz jes' swarmin'. Dee ain' ax nobody no odds
'bout nuttin', an' as to key, dee ain' got no use fur dat; jes' bu'st a
do' down quicker 'n you kin onlock it. Dee wuz in de smoke-house an' de
storeroom quicker 'n I been tellin' you 'bout it. But dat ain' 'sturb
Mistis, nor Meh Lady nurr. Dee wuz standin' in de front do' jes' as
study as ef dee wuz waitin' fur somebody whar come to dinner. Dee come
pourin' up de steps an' say dee gwine, th'oo de house.
“ 'There is no one in there,' said Mistis.
“'What are you doin' on de po'ch?' says one, sort o' impident like,
wid a thing on he shoulder.
“'I always receive my visitors at my front do',” says Mistis.
“'Don't you invite 'em in?' says he, sort o' laughin' an' pushin' by
her. Jes' den I heah a noige, an' we tu'n roun', an' de hall wuz right
full on 'em—had come in de back do'. Mistis tunned right roun' an'
walk into de house right quick, puttin' Meh Lady 'long befo' her. Right
straight th'oo 'em all she walk, an' up to Marse Phil' room do', whar
she stan' wid her back 'g'inst it, holdin' de side. Dee wuz squandered
all over de house by dis time an' teckin' ev'ything dee want an' didn'
want, an' what dee didn' teck dee wuz cuttin' up. But soon as dee see
Mistis at Marse Phil' do', dee come right up to her.
“ 'I want to go in dyah,' says one—de same one whar had spoke so
discontemptious to de Mistis on de po'ch.
“'You cyarn' do it,' says Mistis.
“'Well, I'm goin' to,' says he.
“'You are not,' says Mistis, lookin' at him right study, wid her
head up an' her eyes blazin'. I had my axe in my han', an' I wuz mighty
skeered, but I know ef he had lay his han' on de Mistis I was gwine,
split him wide open. He know better 'n to tetch her, do'. He sort o'
parly, like he warn' swade her' an' all de urrs stop an' listen.
“'Who's in dyah?' says he.
“'No one,' says Mistis.
“'Well, what's in dyah?' says he.
“'The memory of my blessed dead,' says Mistis. She speak so solemn,
hit 'peered to kind o' stall him, an' he give back an' mumble some'n'.
Pres'n'y do' anurr one come up fum nigh de do', an' say to Mistis:
“Where is you' son? We want him.'
“'Beyond your reach,' says Mistis, her voice kine o' breakin', an'
Meh Lady bu'st out cryin'.
“'His grave is in de gyardin', she says, wid her hankcher to her
“Gord! suh! I couldn' stan' no mo'. I jes' cotch a grip on my axe,
an' I ain' know what mout 'a happen', but he took off he hat an' tu'n
'way. An' jes' den sich a racket riz nigh de do', I thought must he
some on 'em got to killin' one 'nurr. I heah somebody's voice rahin'
an' pitchin' and callin' 'em thieves an' hounds, an' in a minute,
whack, whack, thump, thump, I heah de licks soun' like he hittin' on
barrel-head, an' I see a s'o'de flyin' like wheel-spokes, an' de men in
de hall dee jes' squander; an' as de larst one jump off de po'ch, a
young gent'man tunned an' walked in de do', puttin' he s'o'de back in
he scabbard. When he got 't in, he teck off he cap, an' walkin' 'bout
half-way up to we all, he say:
“'I kinnot 'pologize nough, madam, for dese out'ages; dee officers
ought to be shot for toleratin' it. It is against all orders.'
“'I don't know; it is our first 'sperience,' says Mistis. 'We are
much ondebted to you, though suh.'
“'Mayn't I interduce myself?' says he, comin' up a little closer to
we all, an' meckin' anurr bow very grand. 'I think I may claim to be a
kinsman at least of my young Southern cousin here' (meckin' a bow to
Meh Lady whar wuz standin' lookin' at him); 'I'm half Virginian myself.
I am Captain Wilton, the son of Colonel Churchill Wilton, of de ole
army,' says he.
“'It is impossible,' says Mistis, bowin' low'n him. 'Churchill
Wilton was a Virginian, do' he lived at de Norf; he wuz my husband's
cousin an' my dear friend.' (He come from New York or somewhar, an' he
had been co'tin' Mistis same time Marster co't her. I know him well: he
gi' me a yeller satin weskit, a likely gent'man too, but Marster beat
him. You know he gwine do dat.) 'But you cannot be his son, nor a
Virginian; Virginians never invade Virginia.'
“'But I am, neverdeless,' says he, sort o' smilin'; 'an' I have, as
a boy, often hear' him speak of you.'
“'We claim no kinsmen among Virginia's enemies,' says Meh, Lady,
speakin' fur de fust time, wid her eyes flashin', an' teckin' holt of
Mistis' han', an' raisin' herself up mighty straight. She wuz standin
by her ma, I tell you; dee bofe had de same sperit—de chip don' fly
fur fum de stump. But he wuz so likely lookin', standin' dyah in de
gre't hall meckin' he bow, en' sayin' he Cap'n Wilton, I mos' think
she'd 'a' gi'n in ef it hadn' been fur dat blue uniform an' dat s'o'de
by he side. De wud seemed to hut him mons'ous do', an' he raise he head
up mighty like we all folks when dee gittin' outdone. Mistis, she add
on to Meh Lady, an' answer he 'quest 'bout dinner. Ez he had come to
teck possession, says she, de whole place wuz his, an' he could give
what orders he please, on'y she an' Meh Lady would 'quest to be
excused; an' wid dat she took Meh Lady' han', an' wid a gre't bow start
to sweep by him. But dee ain' git ahead o' him; befo' dee git de wuds
out dee mouf, he meck a low bow hisse'f an' say he beg dee pardin, he
cyarn' intrude on ladies, an' wid dat he sort o' back right stately to
de front do', an' wid anurr bow done gone, he saber clam'rin down de
steps. I 'clar', I wuz right sorry fur him, an' I b'lieve Mistis an'
Meh Lady dee wuz too, 'cause he sut'n'y did favor Marse Phil when he
r'ar he head up so tall, an' back out dat do' so gran'. Meh Lady mine
smite her good, 'cause she tu'n to me an' tell me to go and tell 'Lijah
to see ef he couldn' get him some'n', an' call him, an' pres'n'y she
come in de dinin'-room lookin' herse'f. After 'Lijah set de place do',
an' went out to look fur him, dyah wuz a soldier standin' at ev'y po'ch
right solum, an' anurr one at de kitchin; an' when we come to fine out,
dee wuz guards Cap'n Wilton done pos' dyah to p'teck de house, but he
done gone 'long, so I give he snack to de guards.
“Well, dee took mos' all de corn dat our folks done lef' out de
corn-house, an' after a while mos' on 'em bridle up an' went 'long, an'
den at larst de guards dee went 'long 'hind de turrs; an' de larst one
hadn' hardly got to de een de avenue when heah come over de hill some
o' our men ridin' 'long de road fum turr way. Meh Lady wuz standin' in
de yard looking mighty 'strustid at de way dee done do de place, 'cause
dee had done teoh it all to pieces; an' her eyes light up at de sight
o' our men, an' she sort o' wave her hankcher at 'em, an' dee wuz
comin' down de hill turr side de creek right study, when, as Gord would
have it, we heah a horse foot flyin', an' right fum turr way right down
de avenue, he horse in a lather, come dat same young gent'man, Cap'n
Wilton. Our mens see him at de same time, an' start to gallopin' down
de hill to git him. He ain' mine 'em do'; he gallop up to de gate an'
pull a letter out he pocket. Meh Lady she wuz so consarned 'bout him,
she sort o' went todes him, callin' to him to do pray go 'way. He ain'
mine dat; he jes' set still on he nick-tail bay, an' hole he paper
todes her right patient, tell she run down de walk close up to him,
beggin' him to go 'way. Den he teck; off he cap an' ben' over, an'
present her de paper he got, an' tell her hit a letter he got fum Gen'l
McClenan, he come back to gi' her. Meh Lady, chile! she so busy beggin'
him to go 'way an' save hisse'f, she forgit to thank him. She jes'
pleadin' fur him to go, an' hit 'pear like de mo' she beg, de mo'
partic'ler he settin' dyah at de gate lookin' at her, not noticin' our
mens, wid a sort o' cu'yus smile on he face, tell jes' as our mens
gallop up in one side de yard, an' call to him to s'render, he say
'Good-by, an' tu'nned an' lay he gre't big bay horse' foot to de
group'. Dee shoot at him an' ride after him, an' Meh Lady she holler to
'em not to shoot him; but she needn' fluster herself, dee jes' as well
try to shoot de win', or ride to ketch a bud, de way dat horse run. He
wuz a flyer! He run like he jes' start, an' de Cap'n done ride him
thirty miles sence dinner to git dat paper fum Gen'l McClenan fur Meh
“Well, suh, dat night de plantation wuz fyah 'live wid soldiers—
our mens; dee wuz movin' all night long, jes' like ants, an' all over
todes de gre't road de camp-fires look like stars; an' nex' mornin' dee
wuz movin' 'fo' daylight, gwine 'long down de road, an' 'bout
dinner-time hit begin, an' from dat time tell in de night, right down
yander way, de whole uth wuz rockin'. You'd a-thought de wull wuz
splittin open, an' sometimes ef you'd listen right good you could heah
'em yellin', like folks in de harves' fiel' hollerin' after a ole hyah.
“De nex' day we know we all done scotch 'em, an' dee begin to bring de
wounded an' put 'em in folks' houses. Dee bring 'em in amb'lances an'
stretchers, tell ev'y room in de house wuz full up, 'sep' on'y Mistis'
chahmber an' Meh Lady' room an' Marse Phil' room. An' dyah wuz de
grettest cuttin' up o' sheets an' linen an' things fur bandages an'
lint you ever see. Mistis an' Meh Lady even cut up dee under-clo'es fur
lint, 'cause you know dee wuz 'bleeged to have linen, an' Mistis an'
Meh Lady teoh up dee under-clo'es tell dee got smack out. Hannah had to
go 'long afterwards an' gi' 'em some dee done done gi' her. Well, so
'twuz, de house wuz full like a hospittle, an' doctors gwine in an'
out, an' ridin' back'ards an' for'ards, an' cuttin' off legs an' arms,
an' hardly got time to tu'n 'roun'. 'Twuz mighty hard on Meh Lady, but
she had grit to stan' it. Hi! de ve'y mornin' after de battle a doctor
come out de room whar a wounded gent'man wuz, an' ketch sight o' Meh
Lady parsin' th'oo de hall, an' say, 'I want you to help me,' an' she
say, 'What you want me to do?' an' he say, 'You've got to hold a man's
arm,' an' she say, 'To bandage it?' an' he say, 'No, to cut it off;'
an' she say she cyarn' do it, an' he say she kin an' she must. Den she
say she'll faint, an' he say ef she do he'll die, an' he ain' got a
minute to spyah now. Den ef she ain' walk right in an' hole he arm,
tell de doctor cut 't off an' dress it, an' den widout a wud she
say,'Is you done?' an' he say, 'Yes;' an' she walk out an' cross de
yard to her mammy' house right quick, an' fall right dead down on de
flo'. I wan' dyah, but Hannah sut'nty wuz outdone 'bout dat thing, an',
you know, she ain' nuver let Mistis know a wud 'bout it, not nuver—
she so feared she'd 'sturb her! Dat's de blood she wuz; an' dem wuz
times folks wasn't dem kind! Well, dat same evenin'—de day after de
battle—Meh Lady she ax one de doctors ef many o' de cav'lry wuz into
de fight, ant he say she'd think so ef she'd been dyah; dat de cav'lry
had meck some splendid charges bofe sides; dat de Yankey cav'lry had
charge th'oo a bresh o' pines on de 'streme left spang up 'g'inst our
breas'wucks, an' a young Yankey cap'n in de front o' all, wid he cap on
he s'o'de on a nick-tail bay, had leaf 'em, an' had spur he horse jam
up to our line, an' bofe had fall up 'g'inst de breas'wucks. I tell you
he sut'n'y wuz pleased wid him; he say he nuver see a braver feller; he
had made a p'int to try an' save him (an' he'd like to 'a' had dat
horse too), but he was shot so bad he fear'd 'tain' much show fur him,
as he sort o' knocked out he senses when he fall as well as shot. An'
he say, 'He sich a likely young feller, an' meck sich a splendid
charge, I teck a letter out he pocket to 'dentify him, an' heah 'tis
now,' he says; 'Cap'n Shelly Wilton,' he says, handin' it to Meh Lady.
“When he say dat, Meh Lady ain' say nuttin' an' Mistis she tu'n
'roun' an' walk in Marse Phil room right quick an' shet de do' easy.
Den Pres'n'y she come out an' ax Meh Lady to have de kerridge gitten,
an' den she walk up to de doctor, an' ax him won' he go down wid her to
de place whar he lef' dat young Yankey cap'n an' bring him dyah to her
house. An' she say he her husband' cousin, an' she onder obligations to
him. So dee went, honey, down to de battle-fiel' all roun' de road, an'
'twuz mos' wuss 'n when we all went down to de Peninsular after Marse
Phil, de road wuz so full of wounded mens; an' when we fine him 'twuz
right dyah at dat gap—he fall right dyah, an' dee had cyar'ed him
over de hill; an' do' all say he 'bleeged to die, Mistis she had him
tecken up en' brung right to her house, an' when we got home she lead
de way an' went straight long th'oo de hall; an', befo' Gord! she
opened de do' herself an' cyar him right in an' lay him right down into
Marse Phil' baid. Some say hit 'cause he marster's kinfolk; but Hannah,
she know, an' she say hit 'cause Mistis grievin' 'bout Marse Phil. I
ain' know huccome 'tis; but dyah into Marse Phil' baid dee put him, an'
dyah he stay good, an' Mistis an' Meh Lady to nuss him same like he wuz
Marse Phil hisse'f. 'Twuz a spell do', I tell you! Dyah wuz all de
turrs well an' gone befo' he know wherr he dead or 'live. Mistis, after
de battle, an' all de 'citement sort o' let down ag'in, had to keep her
room right constant, and all de nussin' an' waitin' fall on Meh Lady
an' Hannah, an' dee sut'n'y did do dee part faithful by all on 'em,
till fust one an' den anurr went away; 'cause, you know, we couldn'
tell when de Yankeys wuz gwine, to come an' drive our mens back, an'
our soldiers didn' want to be tecken pris'ners, an' moved 'way. An'
pres'n'y dyah warn' none lef' but jes' Cap'n Wilton, an' he still
layin' dyah in de baid, tossin' an' talkin', wid he eyes wide open an'
ain' know nuttin'. De doctor say he wound better, but he got fever, an'
he cyarn' hole out much longer; say he'd been dead long ago but he so
strong. An' one night he went to sleep, an' de doctor come over fum
camp an' say he wan' nuver gwine, wake no mo' he reckon, jes' a byah
chance ef he ain' 'sturbed. An' he ax Meh Lady kin she keep him 'sleep
she reckon, an' she say she'll try, an' she did, mon! Mistis she wuz
sick in baid an' dyah ain' nobody to nuss him, skusin' Meh Lady, an'
she set by dat baid all dat night an' fan him right easy all night
long; all night long she fan him, an' jes' befo' sun up he open he eyes
an' look at her. Hannah she jes' gone in dyah, thinkin' de chile tire'
to death, an' she say jes' as she tip in he open he eyes an' he look at
Meh Lady so cu'yus settin' dyah by him watchin'; den he shet he eyes a
little while an' sleep a little mo'; den he open 'em an' look ag'in an'
sort o' smile like he know her; an' den he went to sleep good, an'
Hannah she tuck de fan an' sont de chile to her own room to baid. Yes,
suh she did dat thing, she did! An' I heah him say afterwards, when he
wake up, all he could think 'bout wuz he done git to heaven.
“Well, after dat, Meh Lady she lef' him to Mistis an' Hannah, an'
pres'n'y he git able to be holped out on de big po'ch an' kivered up
wid a shawl an' things in a big arm-cheer. An' 'cause Mistis she mos'
took to her baid, an' keep her room right constant, Meh Lady she got to
entertain him. Oh! she sut'n'y did pomper him, readin' to him out o'
books, an' settin' by him on de po'ch. You see, he done git he
pay-role, an' she 'bleeged to teck keer on him den, 'cause she kind o'
'sponsible for him, an' he sut'nty wuz satisfied, layin' dyah wid he
gray eyes followin' her study ev'ywhar she tu'n, jes' like some dem
pictures hangin' up in de parlor.
“I 'members de fust day he walked. He done notify her, and she try
to 'swade him, but he monsus sot in he mind when he done meck it up,
and she got to gi' in, like women-folks after dee done 'spressify some;
and he git up and walk down de steps, and 'cross de yard to a rose-bush
nigh de gate wid red roses on it, she walkin' by he side lookin' sort
o' anxious. When he git dyah, dee talk a little while, den he breck one
and gi' 't to her, and dee come back. Well, he hadn' git back to he
cheer befo' heah come two or th'ee gent'mens ridin' th'oo de place, one
on 'em a gener'l and turrs dem whar ride wid 'em, our mens, and dee
stop at de gate to 'quire de way to de hewn-tree ford down on de river
and Meh Lady she went down to de gate to ax 'em to 'light, and to tell
'em de way down by de pond; and when she standin' dyah shadin' de sun
from her eyes wid a fan, and de rose in her hand ('cause she ain' got
on no hat), de gener'l say:
“'You have a wounded soldier dyah?'
“'Yes, he's a wounded Federal officer on parole,' she says; and he
say, teckin' off he hat
“'Dee ain' many soldiers dat wouldn' envy him he prison.' And den
she bows to him sort o' 'fusin' like, and her face mos' blushin' as de
rose de Cap'n done gi' her what she holdin'; and when dee done rid
'long, an' ain' stop, she ain' gone back to de po'ch toreckly; she come
out, and gi' me a whole parecel o' directions 'bout spadin' de border
whar I standin' heahin' 't all, wid de rose done stickin' in her bosom.
“You'd think de way Meh Lady read to him dyah on de big po'ch, she
done forgit he her pris'ner and Virginia' enemy. She ain' do'; she jes'
as rapid to teck up for de rebels as befo' he come; I b'lieve she
rapider; she call herse'f rebel, but she ain' le' him name it. I
'member one mornin' she come in out de fiel' an' jump off her horse,
an' set down by him in her ridin'-frock, and she call herse'f a rebel,
an' pres'n'y he name us so too, an' she say he sha'n't call 'em so, an'
he laugh an' call 'em so ag'in, jes' dyahsen, an she git up an' walk
right straight in de house, head up in de air. He tell her de rebels
wuz 'treatin', but she ain' dignify to notice dat. He teck up a book
an' 'pose hese'f, but he ain' read much; den he try to sleep, but de
flies spear to pester him might'ly; den Hannah come out, an' he ax her
is she see Meh Lady in deah. Hannah say, 'Nor,' an' den he ax her won'
she please go an' ax her to step dyah a minute; an' Hannah ain' spicion
nuttin' and went, an' Meh Lady say, 'No, she won',' 'cause he done
aggrivate her; an' den he write her a little note an' ax Hannah to gi'
't to her, an' she look at it an' send 't back to him widout any
answer. Den he git mad. He twis' roun' in he cheer might'ly; but 'tain'
do him no good, she ain' come back all day, not tell he had to teck he
pencil an' write her a sho' 'nough letter; den pres'n'y she come out on
de po'ch right slow, dressed all in white, and tell him sort o'
forgivin' dat he ought to be 'shamed o' hisse'f, an' he sort o' laugh',
an' look like he ain' 'shamed o' nuttin'.
“De sut'n'y wuz gittin' good-neighborly 'long den. And he watch over
her jes' like she got her pay-role 'stid o' him. One day a party o'
Yankeys, jes' prowlin' roun' after divilment, come gallopin' in th'oo
de place, an' down to de stable, and had meh kerridge-horses out befo'
I know dee dyah. I run in de house and tell Meh Lady. De Cap'n he wuz
in he room and he heah me, and he come out wid he cap on, bucklin' on
Marse Phil' s'o'de whar he done teck down off de wall, and he order me
to come 'long, and tell Meh Lady not to come out; and down de steps he
stride and 'cross de yard out th'oo de gate in de road to whar de mens
wuz wid meh horses at de fence, wid he face right set. He ax' em one or
two questions 'bout whar dee from dat mornin'; den he tell 'em who he
is and dat dee cyarn' trouble nuffin' heah. De man wid meh horses see
de Cap'n mighty pale an' weak-lookin', and he jes' laugh, an' gether up
de halters gittin' ready to go, an' call de urrs to come 'long. Well,
suh de Cap'n eye flash; he ain' say a wud; he jes rip out Marse Phil'
s'o'de an' clap it up 'ginst dat man' side, an cuss him once! You ought
to 'a' seen him le' dem halters go! 'Now,' says de Cap'n, 'you men go
on whar you gwine, dyah de road; I know you, an' ef I heah of you
stealin' anything I'll have you ev'y one hung as soon as I get back.
Now go.' An' I tell you, mon! dee gone quick enough.
“Oh! I tell you he sut'nty had de favor o' our folks; he ain' waste
no wuds when he ready; he quick to r'ar, an' rank when he got up, jes'
like all our fam'bly; Norf or Souf, dee ain' gwine, stand no
projeckin'; dee's Jack Robinson.
“So 'twuz, Meh Lady sort o' got used to 'pendin' on him, an' 'dout
axin her he sort o' sensed when to 'vise her.
“Sometimes dee'd git in de boat on de pond, an' she'd row him while
he'd steer, 'cause he shoulder ain' le' him row. I see 'em of a evenin'
jes' sort o' floatin' down deah onder de trees, nigh de bank, or 'mong
dem cow-collards, pullin' dem water-flowers, she ain' got no hat on, or
maybe jes' a soldier's cap on her head,—an' hear 'em talkin' 'cross
de water so sleepy, an' sometimes he'd meck her laugh jes' as clear as
a bud. Dee war'n no pay-role den!
“All dis time, do', she jes' as good a rebel as befo' he come. De
wagons would come an' haul corn, an' she'd 'tend to cookin' for de
soldiers all night long, jes' same, on'y she ain' talk to him 'bout it,
an' he sort o' shet he eye and read he book like he ain' see it. She
ain' le' Cap'n Wilton nor Cap'n nuttin' else meck no diffunce 'bout
dat; she jes' partic'lar to him 'cause he her cousin, dat's all, an'
got he pay-role; we all white folks al'ays set heap o' sto' by one
nurr, dat's all she got in her mind.
“I almos' begin' to spicionate some'n' myse'f, but Hannah she say I
ain' nuttin' but a ole nigger-fool, I ain' know nuttin' 'bout white
folks' ways; an' sho' 'nough, she done prove herse'f. Hit come 'long
todes de larst o' fall, 'bout seedin'-wheat time; de weather been
mighty warm, mos' like summer, an' ev'ything sort o' smoky, hazy, like
folks bunnin' bresh; an' one day d' come fum de post-office a letter
for de Cap'n, an' he face look sort o' comical when he open it, an' he
put it in he pocket; an' pres'n'y he say he got to go home he got he
exchangement. Meh Lady ain' say nuttin'; but after while she ax, kind
ef perlite, is he well enough yet to go. He ain' meck no answer, an'
she ain' say no mo', den bofe stop talkin' right good.
“Well, dat evenin' dee come out, and set on de po'ch awhile, she wid
her hyah done smoove; den he say some'n to her, an' dee git up an' went
to walk; an' fust he walk to dat red rose-bush an' pull two or th'ee
roses, den dee went saunterin' right 'long down dis way, he wid de
roses in he hen, lookin' mighty handsome. Pres'n'y I hed to come down
in de fiel', an' when I was gwine, back to de house to feed, I strike
for dis parf, an' I wuz walkin' 'long right slow ('cause I had a misery
in dis hip heah), an' es I come th'oo de bushes I hyah somebody
talkin', an' dyah dee wuz right at de gap, an' he wuz holdin' her hand,
talkin' right study, lookin' down at her, an' she lookin' 'way fum him,
ain' sayin' nuttin', jes' lookin' so miser'ble wid de roses done
shatter all over in her lap an' on de groun'. I ain' know which way to
tu'n, an' I hyah him say he wan' her to wait an' le' him come back
ag'in, an' he call her by her name, an' say, 'Won't you!' an' she wait
a little while an' den pull her hand away right slow; dee she say, sort
o' whisperin', she cyarn'. He say some'n' den so hoarse I ain' meck't
out, an' she say, still lookin' 'way fum him on de groun', dat she
cyarn' marry a Union soldier. Den he le' go her hand an' rar hese'f up
sort o' straight, an' say some'n' I ain' meck out 'sep' hit would 'a'
been kinder ef she had let him die when he wuz wounded, 'stid o'
woundin' him all he life. When he say dat, she sort o' squinch 'way
from him like he mos' done hit her, an' say wid her back todes him he
ought not to talk dat way, dat she know she been mighty wicked, but she
ain' know 'bout it, an' maybe—. I ain' know what she say, 'cause she
start to cryin' right easy, an' he teck her han' ag'in an' kiss it, an'
I slip roun' an' come home, an' lef' 'em dyah at de gap, she cryin' an'
he kissin' her han'.
“I drive him over to de depot dat night, an' he gi' me a five
dollars in gold, an' say I must teck keer o' de ladies, I'se dee main'
pendence; an' I tell him I is, an' he sut'ny wuz sorry to tell me
“An' Hannah say she done tell me all 'long de chile ain' gwine,
mortify herself 'bout no Yankey soldier, don' keer how pretty an' tall
he is, an' how straight he hole he head, an' dat she jes' sorry he gone
'cause he her cousin. I ain' know so much 'bout dat do. Dat what Hannah
al'ays say she tell me.
“Well, suh ef 'twarn' lonesome after dat! Hit 'peared like
whip'o'will sing all over de place; ev'ywhar I tu'n I ain' see him. I
didn' know till he gone how sot we all dun git on him; 'cause I ain' de
on'y one dun miss him; Hannah she worryin' 'bout him, Mistis she miss
him, an' Meh Lady she gwine, right study wid her mouf shet close, but
she cyarn' shet her eye on me: she miss him, an' she signify it too.
She tell Mistis 'bout he done ax her to marry him some day an' to le'
him come back, an' Mistis ax what she say, an' she tell her, an' Mistis
git up out her cheer an' went over to her, an' kiss her right sorf; and
Hannah say (she wuz in de chahmber an' she hyah 'em), she say she broke
out cryin', an' say she know she ought to hate him, but she don't, an'
she cyarn', she jes' hate an' 'spise herself; an' Mistis she try to
comfort her; an' she teck up de plantation ag'in, but she ain' never
look jes' like she look befo' he come dyah an' walk in de hall, so
straight, puttin' up he s'o'de ann' when she ain' claim kin wid him
back out an' say he cyarn' intrude on her, an' den ride thirty mile' to
git dat paper an' come an' set on he horse at de gate so study and our
mens gallopin' up in de yard to get him. She wuck mighty study, and
ride Dixie over de plantation mighty reg'lar, 'cause de war dun git us
so low, wid all dem niggers to feed, she hed to tu'n roun' right swift
to git 'em victuals an' clo'es; but she ain' look jes' like she look
befo' dat, an' she sut'n'y do nuss dat rose-bush nigh de gate
induschus. But dem wuz de een o' de good times.
“Hit 'peered like dat winter all de good luck done gone 'way fum de
place; de weather wuz so severe, an' we done gi' de ahmy ev'ything, de
feed done gi' out, an' 'twuz rank, I tell you! Mistis an' Meh Lady sent
to Richmon' an' sell dee bonds, an' some dee buy things wid to eat, an'
de rest dee gin de Gov'ment, an' teck Confed'ate money for 'em She say
she ain' think hit right to widhold nuttin', an' she teck Marster'
bonds an' sell 'em fur Confed'ate Gunboat stock or some'n'. I use' to
hyah 'em talkin' bout it.
“Den de Yankeys come an' got my kerridge-horses! Oh! ef dat didn'
hu't me! I ain' git over it yit. When we hyah dee comin' Meh Lady tell
me to hide de horses; hit jes' as well, she reckon. De fust time dee
come, dee wuz all down in de river pahsture, an' dee ain' see 'em, but
now dee wuz up at de house. An' so many been steeled I used to sleep in
de stalls at night to watch 'em; so I teck 'em all down in de pines on
de river, an' I down dyah jes' as s'cure as a coon in de holler, when
heah dee come tromplin' and gallinupin', an' teck 'em ev'y one, an'
'twuz dat weevly black nigger Ananias done show 'em whar de horses is,
an' lead 'em dyah. He always wuz a mean po' white folks nigger anyways,
an' 'twuz a pity Mistis ain' sell him long ago. Ef I couldn' a teoh him
all to pieces dat day! I b'lieve Meh Lady mo' 'sturb 'bout 'Nias
showin' de Yankeys whar de horses is den she is 'bout dee teckin' 'em.
'Nias he ain' nuver dyah show he face no mo', he went off wid 'em, an'
so did two or th'ee mo' 'o de boys. De folks see 'em when dee parse
th'oo Quail Quarter, an' dee 'shamed to say dee gone off, so dee tell
'em de Yankeys cyar' 'em off, but 'twarn' nothin' but a lie; I know dee
ain' cyar' me off; de ax me ef I don' wan' go, but I tell 'em 'Nor.'
“Things wuz monstous scant after dat, an' me an' Meh Lady had hard
wuck to meck buckle and tongue meet, I tell you. We had to scuffle
might'ly dat winter.
“Well, one night a cu'yus thing happen. We had done got mighty lean,
what wid our mens an' Yankeys an' all; an' de craps ain' come in, an'
de team done gone, an' de fences done bu'nt up, an' things gettin'
mighty down, I tell you. And dat night I wuz settin' out in de yard,
jes' done finish smokin', and studyin' 'bout gwine to bed. De sky wuz
sort o' thick, an' meh mine wuz runnin' on my horses, an' pres'n'y,
suh, I heah one on 'em gallopin' tobucket, tobucket, tobucket, right
swif' 'long de parf 'cross de fiel', an' I thought to myself, I know
Romilus' gallop; I set right still, an' he come 'cross de branch and
stop to drink jes' a moufful, an' den he come up de hill. I say, 'Dat
horse got heap o' sense; he know he hot, an' he ain' gwine hu't hese'f
drinkin', don' keer how thusty he is. He gwine up to de stable now,' I
say, 'an' I got to go up dyah an' le' him in;' but 'stid o' dat, he
tu'n 'roun' by de laundry, an' come 'roun' de house to whar I settin',
an' stop, an' I wuz jes' sayin', 'Well, ef dat don' beat any horse ever
wuz in de wull; how he know I heah?' when somebody say, 'Good-evenin'.'
I sut'n'y wuz disapp'inted; dyah wuz a man settin' dyah in de dark on a
gre't black horse, an' say he wan' me to show him de way th'oo de
place. He ax me ef I warn' sleep, an' I tell him, 'Nor, I jes'
studyin';' den he ax me a whole parecel o' questions 'bout Mistis and
Marse Phil an' all, an' say he kin to 'em, an' he used to know Mistis a
long time ago. Den I ax him to 'light, an' tell him we'd all be mighty
glad to see him; but he say he 'bleeged to git right on; an' he keep on
axin' how dee wuz an' how dee been, an' ef dee sick an' all, an' so
'quisitive; pres'n'y I ain' tell him no mo' 'sep' dat dee all well
'skusin' Mistis; an' den he ax me to show him de way th'oo, an' when I
start, he ax me cyarn he go th'oo de yard, dat de 'rection he warn' go,
an' I tell him 'Yes,' an' le' him th'oo de back gate, an' he ride
'cross de yard on de grahss. As he ride by de rosebush nigh de gate, he
lean over, an' I thought he breck a switch off, an' I tell him not to
breck dat; dat Meh Lady' rose-bush, whar she set mo' sto' by den all de
res'; an' he say, ''Tis a rose-bush, sho' 'nough,' an' he come 'long to
de gate, holdin' a rose in he hand. Dyah he ax me which is Mistis'
room, and I tell him, 'De one by de po'ch,' an' he say he s'pose dee
don' use upstyars much now de fam'bly so small; an' I tell him, 'Nor,'
dat Meh Lady' room right next to Mistis' dis side, an' he stop an' look
good; den he come 'long to de gate, an' when I ax him which way he
gwine, he say, 'By de hewn-tree ford.' An' blessed Gord! ef de wud ain'
bring up things I done mos' forgit—dat gener'l ridin' up to de gate,
an' Meh Lady standin' dyah, shadin' her eyes, wid de rose de Cap'n done
gi' her off dat same bush, an' de gener'l say he envy him he prison. I
see him jes' plain as ef he standin' dyah befo' me, an' heah him axin'
De way to de hewn-tree ford; but jes' den I heah some'n jingle, ant he
jes' lean over an' poke some'n heavy in my hand, an' befo' I ken say a
wud he gone gallopin' in de dark. And when I git back to de light, I
find six gre't big yeller gold pieces in meh hand, look like gre't pats
o' butter, an' ef 't hadn' been for dat I'd 'mos' 'a' believe' 'twuz a
dream; but dyah de money an' dyah de horse-track, an' de limb done pull
off Meh Lady' rose-bush.
“I hide de money in a ole sock onder de j'ice, and I p'int to tell
Meh Lady 'bout it; but Hannah, she say I ain' know who 'tis—jes'
s'picion (and so I ain' den); and I jes' gwine, 'sturb Mistis wid folks
ridin' 'bout th'oo de yard at night, and so I ain' say nuttin'; but
when I heah Meh Lady grievin' 'bout somebody done breck her rose-bush
an' steal one of her roses, I mighty nigh tell her who I b'lieve 'twuz,
an' I would, on'y I don't orn' aggrivate Hannah. You know 'twon't do to
“Well, 'twarn' no gre't while after dat de war broke; 'twuz de nex'
spring 'bout plantin'-corn time, on'y we ain' plant much 'cause de team
so weak; stealin' an' Yankey teckin' together done clean us up, an'
Mistis an' Meh Lady had to gi' a deed o' struss on de lan' to buy a new
team dat spring, befo' we could breck up de corn-land, an' we hadn' git
mo' 'n half done fo' Richmon' fall an' de folks wuz all free; den de
army parse th'oo an' some on 'em come by home, an' teck ev'y blessed
Gord's horse an' mule on de place, 'sep' one mule—George, whar wuz
bline, an' dee won' have him. Dem wuz turrible times, an' ef Meh Lady
an' Mistis didn' cry! not 'cause dee teck de horses an' mules—we done
get use' to dat, an' dat jes' meck 'em mad and high-spirited—but
'cause Richmon' done fall en' Gener'l Lee surrendered. Ef dee didn'
cry! When Richmon' fall dee wuz 'stonished, but dee say dat ain' meck
no diffunce, Gener'l Lee gwine whip 'em yit; but when dee heah Gener'l
Lee done surrender, dee gin up; fust dee wouldn' b'lieve it, but dee
sut'nty wuz strusted. Dee grieve 'bout dat 'mos' much as when Marse
Phil die. Mistis she ain' nuver rekiver. She wuz al'ays sickly and in
bed like after dat, and Meh Lady and Hannah dee use' to nuss her. After
De fust year or so mos' o' De folks went away. Meh Lady she tell 'em
dee better go, dat dee'l fine dem kin do mo' for 'em 'en she kin now;
heap on 'em say dee ain' gwine way, but after we so po' dee went 'way,
do' Meh Lady sell some Mistis' diamonds to buy 'em some'n to eat while
“Well, 'swan' so ve'y long after dis, or maybe 'twuz befo', 'twuz
jes' after Richmon' fall, Mistis get a letter fum de Cun'l—dat's
Cap'n Wilton; he done Cun'l den—tellin' her he want her to le' him
come down an' see her an' Meh Lady, an' he been love Meh Lady all de
time sence he wounded heah in de war, an' al'ays will love her, an'
won' she le' him help her any way; dat he owe Mistis an' Meh Lady he
life. Hannah heah 'em read it. De letter 'sturb Mistis might'ly, an'
she jes' put it in Meh Lady' hands an' tu'n way widout a wud.
“Meh Lady, Hannah say, set right still a minute an' look mighty
solemn; den she look at Mistis sort o' sideways, an' den she say, 'Tell
him no.' An' Mistis went over an' kiss her right sorf.
“An' dat evenin' I cyar de letter whar Mistis write to de office.
“Well, 'twarn' so much time after dat dee begin to sue Mistis on
Marster's debts. We heah dee suin' her in de co't, an' Mistis she teck
to her bed reg'lar wid so much trouble, an' say she hope she won' nuver
live to see de place sold, an' Meh Lady she got to byah ev'ything. She
used to sing to Mistis an' read to her an' try to hearten her up,
meckin' out dat 'tain' meck no diffunce. Hit did do', an' she know it,
'cause we po' now, sho' 'nough; an' dee wuz po'er 'n Hannah an' me,
'cause de lan' ain' got nobody to wuck it an' no team to wuck it wid,
an' we ain' know who it b'longst to, an' hit all done all grow up in
bushes an' blackberry briers; ev'y year hit grow up mo' an mo', an' we
git po'er an' po'er. Mistis she boun' to have flour, ain' been use' to
nuttin' but de fines' bread, jes' as white as you' shu't, an' she so
sickly now she got to have heap o' things, tell Meh Lady fyar at her
wits' een to git 'em. Dat's all I ever see her cry 'bout, when she ain'
got nuttin' to buy what Mistis want. She use to cry 'bout dat do. But
Mistis ain' know nothin' 'bout dat, she think Meh Lady got heap mo'n
she is, bein' shet up in her room now all de time. De doctor say she
got 'sumption, an' Meh Lady doin' all she kin to keep 't fum her how
po' we is, smilin' an' singin' fur her. She jes' whah herse'f out wid
it, nussin' her, wuckin' fur her, singin to her. Hit used to hu't me
sometimes to heah de chile singin' of a evenin' things she use to sing
in ole times, like she got ev'ything on uth same as befo' de war, an' I
know she jes' singin' to ease Mistis min', an' maybe she hongry right
“ 'Twuz den I went an' git de rest o' de money de Cap'n gi' me dat
night fum onder de j'ice (I had done spend right smart chance on it
gittin' things, meckin' b'lieve I meck it on de farm), an' I put it in
meh ole hat' an' cyar it to Meh Lady, 'cause it sort o' hers anyways;
an' her face sort o' light up when she see de gold shinin', 'cause she
sut'n'y had use for it, an' she ax me whar I git so much money, an I
tell her somebody gi' 't to me, an' she say what I gwine, do wid it.
An' I tell her it hern, an' she say how, an' I tell her I owe it to her
for rent, an' she bu'st out cryin' so she skeer me. She say she owe us
ev'ything in de wull, an' she know we jes' stayin' wid 'em 'cause dee
helpless, an' sich things, an' she cry so I upped an' tole her how I
come by de money, an' she stop an' listen good. Den she say she cyarn'
tech a cent o' dat money, an' she oodn', mon, tell I tell her I wan'
buy de mule; an' she say she consider him mine now, an' ef he ain' she
gi' 't to me, an' I say, nor, I wan' buy him. Den she say how much he
wuth, an' I say a hunderd dollars, but I ain' got dat much right now, I
kin owe her de res'; an' she breck out laughin', like when she wuz a
little girl an' would begin to laugh ef you please her, wid de tears on
her face an' dress, sort o' April-like. Hit gratify me so, I keep on at
it, but she say she'll teck twenty dollars for de mule an' no mo', an'
I say I ain' gwine disqualify dat mule wid no sich price; den pres'n'y
we 'gree on forty dollars, an' I pay it to her, an' she sont me up to
Richmon' next day to git things for Mistis, an' she al'ays meck it a
p'int after dat to feed George a little some'n' ev'y day.
“Den she teck de school; did you know 'bout dat? Dat de school-house
right down de road a little piece. I reckon you see it as you come
'long. I ain' b'lieve it when I heah 'em say Meh Lady gwine teach it. I
say, 'She teach niggers! dat she ain'! not my young mistis.' But she
laugh at me an' Hannah, an' say she been teachin' de colored chil'n all
her life, ain' she? an' she wan' Hannah an' me to ease Mistis' min'
'bout it ef she say anything. I sut'nty was 'posed to it, do'; an' de
colored chil'n she been teachin' wuz diffunt—dee b'longst to her. But
she al'ays so sot on doin' what she gwine do, she meck you b'lieve she
right don' keer what 'tis; an' I tell her pres'n'y, all right, but ef
dem niggers impident to her, jes' le' me know an' I'll come down dyah
an' wyah 'em out. So she went reg'lar, walk right 'long dis ve'y parf
wid her books an' her little basket. An' sometimes I'd bring de mule
for her to ride home ef she been up de night befo' wid Mistis; but she
wouldn' ride much, 'cause she think George got to wuck.
“Tell 'long in de spring Meh Lady she done breck down, what wid
teachin' school, an' settin' up, an' bein' so po', stintin' for Mistis,
an' her face gittin' real white 'stid o' pink like peach-blossom, as it
used to be, on'y her eyes dee bigger an' prettier'n ever, 'sep' dee
look tired when she come out o' Mistis' chahmber an' lean 'g'inst de
do', lookin' out down de lonesome road; an' de doctor whar come from
Richmon' to see Mistis, 'cause de ain' no doctor in de neighborhood
sence de war, tell Hannah when he went 'way de larst time 'tain' no
hope for Mistis, she mos' gone, an' she better look mighty good after
Meh Lady too; he say she mos' sick as Mistis, an fust thing she know
she'll be gone too. Dat 'sturb Hannah might'ly. Well, so 'twuz tell in
de spring. I had done plant meh corn, an' it hed done come up right
good; 'bout mos' eight acres, right below the barn whar de lan' strong
(I couldn' put in no mo' 'cause de mule he wuz mighty ole); an' come a
man down heah one mornin', riding a sway-back sorrel horse, an' say dee
gwine, sell de place in 'bout a mon'. Meh Lady hed gone to school, an'
I ain' le' him see Mistis, nor tell him whar Meh Lady is nuther; I jes'
teck de message an' call Hannah so as she kin git it straight; an' when
Meh Lady come home dat evenin' I tell her. She sut'nty did tu'n white,
an' dat night she ain' sleep a wink. After she put her ma to sleep, she
come out to her mammy' house, an' fling herself on Hannah' bed an' cry
an' cry. 'Twuz jes' as ef her heart gwine, breck; she say 'twould kill
her ma, an' hit did.
“Mistis she boun' to heah 'bout it, 'cause Meh Lady 'bleeged to
breck it to her now; and at fust it 'peered like she got better on it,
she teck mo' noticement o' ev'ything, an' her eyes look bright and
shiny. She ain' know not yit 'bout how hard Meh Lady been had to
scuffle; she say she keep on after her to git herself some new closes,
a dress an' things, an' she oont; an' Meh Lady would jes' smile, tired
like, an' say she teachin' now, and don' went no mo' 'n she got' an'
her smile meck me mos' sorry like she cryin'.
“So hit went on tell jes befo' de sale. An' one day Meh Lady she
done lef' her ma settin' in her cheer by de winder, whar she done fix
her good wid pillows, an' she done gone to school, an' Hannah come out
whar I grazin' de mule on de ditch-bank, an' say Mistis wan' see me
toreckly. I gi' Hannah de lines, an' I went in an' knock at de do', an'
when Mistis ain' heah, I went an' knock at de chahmber do' an' she tell
me to come in; an' I ax her how she is, an' she say she ain' got long
to stay wid us, an' she wan' ax me some'n, and she wan' me tell her de
truth, an' she say I al'ays been mighty faithful an' kind to her an'
hern, an' she hope Gord will erward me an' Hannah for it, an' she wan'
me now to tell her de truth. When she talk dat way, hit sut'n'y hu't
me, an' I tole her I sut'n'y would tell her faithful. Den she went on
an' ax me how we wuz gettin' on, an' ef we ain' been mighty po', an ef
Meh Lady ain' done stint herse'f more'n she ever know; an' I tell her
all 'bout it, ev'ything jes' like it wuz—de fatal truth, 'cause I
done promised her; an' she sut'n'y was grieved, I tell you, an' the
tears roll down an' drap off her face on de pillow; an' pres'n'y she
say she hope Gord would forgive her, an' she teck out her breast dem
little rocks Marster gi' her when she married, whar hed been ole
Mistis', an' she say she gin up all the urrs, but dese she keep to gi'
Meh Lady when she married, an' now she feared 'twuz pride, an' Gord
done punish her, lettin' her chile starve, but she ain' know hit
'zactly, an' ign'ance he forgive; an' she went on an' talk 'bout
Marster an' ole times when she fust come home a bride, an' 'bout Marse
Phil an' Meh Lady, tell she leetle mo' breck my heart, an' de tears
rain down my face on de flo'. She sut'n'y talk beautiful. Den she gi'
me de diamonds, an' dee shine like a handful of lightning-bugs! an' she
tell me to teck 'em an' teck keer on 'em, an' gi' 'em to Meh Lady some
time after she gone, an' not le' nobody else have 'em; an' would n' me
an' Hannah teck good keer o' her, an' stay wid her, and not le' her
wuck so hard, an' I tell her we sut'n'y would do dat. Den her voice
mos' gin out an' she 'peared mighty tired, but hit look like she got
some'n'. still on her min', an' pres'n'y she say I mus' come close, she
mighty tired; an' I sort o' ben' todes her, an' she say she wan' me
after she gone, as soon as I kin, to get the wud to Meh Lady's cousin
whar wuz heah wounded indurin' o' de war dat she dead, an' dat ef he
kin help her chile, an' be her pertector, she know he'll do it; an' I
ain' to le' Meh Lady know nuttin' 'bout it, not nuttin' 't all, an' to
tell him he been mighty good to her, an' she lef' him her blessin'. Den
she git so faint, I run an' call Hannah, an' she come runnin' an' gi'
her some sperrits, an' tell me to teck de mule an go after Meh Lady
toreckly, an' so I did. When she got dyah, do', Mistis done mos'
speechless; Hannah hed done git her in de bed, which wan't no trouble,
she so light. She know Meh Lady, do', an' try to speak to her two or
th'ee times, but dee ain' meck out much mo' 'n Gord would bless her and
teck keer on her; an' she die right easy jes' befo' mornin'. An' Meh
Lady ax me to pray, an' I did. She sut'n'y die peaceful, an' she look
jes' like she smilin' after she dead; she sut'n'y wuz ready to go.
“Well, Hannah and Meh Lady lay her out in her bes' frock, an' she
sho'ly look younger'n I ever see her look sence Richmon' fell, ef she
ain' look younger'n she look sence befo' de war; an' de neighbors, de
few dat's left, an' de black folks roun' cum, an' we bury her de
evenin' after in the gyardin' right side Marse Phil, her fuss-born,
whar we know she wan' be; an' 'her mammy she went in de house after dat
to stay at night in the room wid Meh Lady, an' I sleep on the front
po'ch to teck keer de house. 'Cause we sut'nty wuz 'sturbed 'bout de
chile; she ain' sleep an' she ain' eat an' she ain' cry none, an'
Hannah say dat ain' reasonable, which 'taint, 'cause womens dee cry
sort o' 'natchel.
“But so 'twuz; de larst time she cry wuz dat evenin' she come in
Hannah' house, an' fling herse'f on de bed, an' cry so grievous 'cause
dee gwine sell de place, an' 'twould kill her ma. She ain' cry no mo'!
“Well, after we done bury Mistis, as I wuz sayin', we sut'n'y wuz
natchelly tossified 'bout Meh Lady. Hit look like what de doctor say
wuz sut'n'y so, an' she gwine right after her ma.
“I try to meck her ride de mule to school, an' tell her I ain' got
no use for him, I got to thin de corn; but she oodn't; she say he so
po' she don' like to gi' him no mo' wuck'n necessary; an' dat's de
fact, he wuz mighty po' 'bout den, 'cause de feed done gi' out an' de
grass ain' come good yit, an' when mule bline an' ole he mighty hard to
git up; but he been a good mule in he time, an' he a good mule yit.
“So she'd go to school of a mornin', an' me or Hannah one 'd go to
meet her of a evenin' to tote her books, 'cause she hardly able to tote
herse'f den; an' she do right well at school (de chil'un all love her);
twuz when she got home she so sufferin'; den her mind sort o' wrastlin
wid itself, an' she jes' set down an' think an study an' look so
grieved. Hit sut'n'y did hut me an' Hannah to see her settin' dyah at
de winder o' Mistis' chahmber, leanin' her head on her han' an' jes'
lookin' out, lookin' out all de evenin' so lonesome, and she look
beautiful too. Hannah say she grievin' herself to death.
“Well, dat went on for mo' 'n six weeks, and de chile jes' settin'
dyah ev'y night all by herse'f. wid de moonlight shinin' all over her,
meckin' her look so pale. Hannah she tell me one night I got to do
some'n'. an' I say, 'What 'tis?' An' she say I got to git de wud dat
Mistis say to de Cap'n, dat de chile need a pertector, an' I say,
'How?' And she say I got to write a letter. Den I say, 'I cyarn'
neither read nor write, but I can get Meh Lady to write it;' an' she
say, nor I cyarn', 'cause ain' Mistis done spresify partic'lar Meh Lady
ain' to know nuttin' 'bout it? Den I say, 'I kin git somebody at de
post office to write it, an' I kin pay 'em in eggs;' an' she say she
ain' gwine have no po' white folks writin' an' spearin' 'bout Mistis'
business. Den I say, 'How I gwine do den?' An' she study a little
while, an' den she say I got to teck de mule an' go fine him. I say,
'Hi! Good Gord! Hannah, how I gwine fine him? De Cap'n live 'way up
yander in New York, or somewhar or nuther, an' dat's further 'n
Lynchbu'g, an' I'll ride de mule to death befo' I git dyah; besides I
ain' got nothin' to feed him.'
“But Hannah got argiment to all dem wuds; she say I got tongue in
meh head, an' I kin fine de way; an' as to ridin' de mule to death, I
kin git down an' le' him res', or I kin lead him, an' I kin graze him
side de road ef nobody oon le' me graze him in dee pahsture. Den she
study little while, an' den say she got it now—I must go to Richmon'
an' sell de mule, an' teck de money an' git on de kyars an' fine him.
Hannah, I know, she gwine wuck it, 'cause she al'ays a powerful han' to
'ravel anything. But it sut'n'y did hu't me to part wid dat mule, he
sich a ambitious mule, an' I tell Hannah I ain' done sidin' meh corn;
an' she say dat ain' meck no diff'unce, she gwine hoe de corn after I
gone, and de chile grievin' so she feared she'll die, an' whet good
sidin, corn gwine do den? she grievin' mo'n she 'quainted wid, Hannah
say. So I wuz to go to Richmon' nex' mornin' but one, befo' light, an'
Hannah she wash meh shuts nex' day, an' cook meh rations while Meh Lady
at school. Well, I knock off wuck right early nex' evenin' 'bout two
hours be sun, 'cause I wan' rest de mule, an' after grazin' him for a
while in de yard, I put him in he stall, an' gi' him a half-peck o'
meal, 'cause dat de lahst night I gwine, feed him; and soon as I went
in wid de meal he switch his tail an' hump hese'f jes' like he gwine,
kick me; dat's de way he al'ays do when he got anything 'g'inst you,
'cause you sich a fool or anything, 'cause mule got a heap o' sense
when you know 'em. Well, I think he jes' aggrivated 'cause I gwine,
sell him, an' I holler at him right ambitious like I gwine, cut him in
two, to fool him ef I kin, an' meck him b'lieve 'tain' nothin' de
An' jes' den I heah a horse steppin' 'long right brisk, an' I stop
an' listen, an' de horse come 'long de pahf right study an' up todes de
stable. I say, 'Hi! who dat?' an' when I went to de stall do', dyah wuz
a gent'man settin' on a strange horse wid two white foots, an' a beard
on he face, an' he hat pulled over he eyes to keep de sun out'n 'em;
an' when he see me, he ride on up to de stable, an' ax me is Meh Lady
at de house, an' how she is, an' a whole parecel o' questions; an' he
so p'inted in he quiration I ain' had time to study ef I ever see him
befo', but I don' think I is. He a mighty straight, fine-lookin'
gent'man do', wid he face right brown like he been wuckin', an' I ain'
able to fix him no ways. Den he tell me he heah o' Mistis' death, an'
he jes' come 'cross de ocean, an' he wan' see Meh Lady partic'lar; an'
I tell him she at school, but it mos' time for her come back; an' he ax
whichaways, an' I show him de pahf, an' he git down an' ax me ef I
cyarn feed he horse, an' I tell him of co'se, do' Gord knows I ain' got
nuttin' to feed him wid 'sep' grahss; but I ain' gwine le' him know
dat, so I ax him to walk to de house an' teck a seat on de po'ch tell
Meh Lady come, an' I teck de horse and cyar him in de stable like I got
de corn-house full o' corn. An' when I come out I look, an' dyah he
gwine stridin' 'way 'cross De fiel' 'long de pahf whar Meh Lady comin'.
“Well, I say, 'Hi! now he gwine to meet Men Lady, an' I ain' know he
name nur what he want,' an' I study a little while wherr I should go
an' fin' Hannah or hurry myse'f an' meet Meh Lady. Not dat I b'lieve he
gwine speak out de way to Meh Lady, 'cause he sut'n'y waz quality, I
see dat; I know hit time I look at him settin' dyah so straight on he
horse, 'mindin' me of Marse Phil, and he voice hit sholy wuz easy when
he name Meh Lady' name and Mistis'; but I ain' know but what he
somebody wan' to buy de place, an' I know Meh Lady ain' wan' talk 'bout
dat, an' ain' wan' see strangers no way; so I jes' lip out 'cross de
fiel' th'oo a nigher way to hit de pahf at dis ve'y place whar de gap
wuz, an' whar I thought Meh Lady mighty apt to res' ef she tired or
“An' I hurry 'long right swift to git heah befo' de white gent'man
kin git heah, an' all de time I tu'nnin' in meh min' whar I heah
anybody got voice sound deep an' cl'ar like dat, an' ax questions ef
Meh Lady well, dat anxious, an' I cyarn' git it. An' by dat time I wuz
done got right to de tu'n in de pahf dyah, mos out o' breaf, an' jes'
as I tu'nned round dat clump o' bushes I see Meh Lady settin' right
dyah on de 'bankment whar de gap use' to be, wid her books by her side
on de groun', her hat off at her feet, an' her head leanin' for'ard in
her han's, an' her hyah mos' tumble down, an' de sun jes' techin' it
th'oo de bushes; an' hit all come to me in a minute, jes' as clear as
ef she jes' settin' on de gap dyah yistidy wid de rose-leaves done
shatter all on de groun' by her, an' Cap'n Wilton kissin' her han' to
comfort her, an' axin' her oon' she le' him come back some time to love
her. An' I say, 'Dyah! 'fo Gord! ef I ain' know him soon as I lay meh
eyes on him! De pertector done come!' Den I know huccome dat mule act
“An' jes' den he come walkin' long down de pahf, wid he hat on de
back o' he head an' he eyes on her right farst, an' he face look so
tender hit look right sweet. She think hit me, an' she ain' move nor
look up tell he call her name; den she mos' jump out her seat, and look
up right swift, an' give a sort o' cry, an' her face light up like she
tu'n't to de sun, an' he retch out bofe he han's to her; an' I slip'
beck so he couldn' see me, an' come 'long home right quick to tell
“I tell her I know him soon as I see him, but she tell me I lie,
'cause ef I had I'd 'a' come an' tell her 'bout hit, an' not gone down
dyah interferin' wid white folks; an' she say I ain' nuver gwine have
no sense 'bout not knowin' folks, dat he couldn' fool her; an' I don'
b'lieve he could, a'tho' I ain' 'low dat to Hannah, 'cause hit don' do
to 'gree wid wimens too much; dee git mighty sot up by it, an den dee
ain' al'ays want it, nuther. Well, she went in de house, an dus'
ev'ything, an' fix all de furniture straight, an' set de table for two,
a thing ain' been done not sence Mistis tooken sick; an' den I see her
gwine 'roun' Meh Lady' rose-bush mighty busy, an' when she sont me in
de dinin'-room, dyah a whole parecel o' flowers she done put in a blue
dish in de middle o' de table. An' she jes' as 'sumptious 'bout dat
thing as ef 'twuz a fifty-cents somebody done gi' her. Well, den she
come out, an' sich a cookie' as she hed: ef she ain' got more skillets
an' spiders on dat fire den I been see dyah fur I don' know how long.
It fyah do' me good!
“Well, pres'n'y heah dee come walkin' mighty aged-like, an' I think
it all right, an' dee went up on de po'ch an' shake hands a long time,
an' den, meh Gord! you know he tu'n roun' an' come down de steps, an'
she gone in de house wid her handcher to her eyes, cryin'. I call
Hannah right quick an' say, 'Hi, Hannah, good Gord A'mighty! what de
motter now?' an' Hannah she look; den widout a wu'd she tu'n, roun' an'
walk right straight 'long de pahf to de house, an' went in th'oo de
dinin'-room an' into de hall, an' dyah she fine de chile done fling
herself down on her face on de sofa, cryin' like her heart broke; an'
she ax her what de matter, an' she say nuttin', an' Hannah say, 'What
he been sayin' to you?' an' she say, 'Nuttin';' an' Hannah say, 'You
done sen' him 'way?' an' she say, 'Yes.' Den Hannah she tell her what
Mistis tell me de day she die, an' she say she stop cryin' sort o', but
she cotch hold de pillar right tight like she in agony, an' she say
pres'n'y 'Please go 'way,' an' Hannah come 'way an' come outdo's.
“An' de Cap'n, when he come down de steps, he went to Meh Lady'
rose-bush an' pull a rose off it, an' put 't in a little book in he
pocket; an' den he come down todes we house, an' he face mighty pale
an' 'strusted lookin', an' he sut'n'y wuz glad to see me, an' he laugh'
a little bit at me for lettin' him fool me; but I tell him he done got
so likely an' agreeable lookin', dat de reason I ain' know him. An' he
ax me to git he horse, an' jes' den Hannah come out de house, an' she
ax him whar he gwine, an' he spang he gwine, home, an' he don' reckon
he'll ever see us no mo'; an' he say he thought when he come maybe
'twould be diff'unt, an' he had hoped maybe he'd 'a' been able to prove
to Meh Lady some'n he wan' prove, an' get her to le' him teck keer o'
her an' we all; dat's what he come ten thousand miles fur, he say; but
she got some'n in her mine, he say, he cyarn' git over, an' now he got
to go way an' he say he want us to teck keer on her, an' stay wid her
al'ays, and he gwine, meck it right, an' he gwine, lef he name in
Richmon' wid a gent'man, an' gi' me he 'dress, an' I mus' come up dyah
ev'y month an' git what he gwine, lef' dyah, and report how we all is;
an' he say he ain' got nuttin' to do now but to try an' reward us all
fur all our kindness to him, an' keep us easy, but he wa'n' nuver
comin' back, he guess, 'cause he got no mo' hope now he know Meh Lady
got dat on her mine he cyarn' git over. An' he look down in de gyardin
todes the graveyard when he say dat, an' he voice sort o' broke. Hannah
she heah him th'oo right study, an' he face look mighty sorrowful, an'
he voice done mos' gin out when he say Meh Lady got that on her mine he
cyarn' git over.
“Den Hannah she upped an' tole him he sut'n'y ain' got much sense ef
he come all dat way he say, an' gwine, 'way widout Meh Lady; dat de
chile been dat pesterin' herself sence her ma die she ain' know what
she wan' mos', an' got in her mine; an' ef he ain' got de dictation to
meck her know, he better go 'long back whar he came fum, an, he better
ain' never set he foot heah; an' she say he sut'nty done gone back
sence he driv dem Yankeys out de do' wid he s'o'de an' settin' dyah on
he horse at de gate so study, an' she say ef 'twuz dat man he'd be
married dis evenin'. Oh! she was real savigrous to him, 'cause she
sut'n'y wuz outdone; an' she tell him what Mistis tell me de day she
'ceasted, ev'y wud jes like I tell you settin' heah, an' she say now he
can go' long, 'cause ef he ain' gwine, be pertector to de chile de
plenty mo' sufferin' to be, dat dee pesterin' her all de time, an' she
jes' oon' have nuttin' 't all to do wid 'em, dat's all. Wid dat she
tu'n 'roun' an' gone in her house like she ain' noticin' him, an he,
suh! he look like day done broke on 'im. I see darkness roll off him,
an' he tu'n roun' an' stride 'long back to de house, an' went up de
steps th'ee at a time.
“An' dee say when he went in, de chile was dyah on de sofa still wid
her head in de pillow cryin', 'cause she sut'n'y did care for him all
de time, an' ever sence he open he eyes an' look at her so cu'yus,
settin' dyah by him fannin' him all night to keep him fum dyin', when
he layin' dyah wounded in de war. An' de on'y thing is she ain' been
able to get her premission to marry him 'cause he wuz fightin' 'g'inst
we all, an' 'cause she got 't in her mine dat Mistis don' wan' her to
marry him for dat account. An' now he gone she layin' dyah in de gre't
hall cryin' on de sofa to herse'f. so she ain' heah him come up de
steps, tell he went up to her, and kneel down by her, an' put he arm
'roun' her and talk to her lovin'.
“Hannah she went in th'oo de chahmber pres'n'y to peep an' see ef he
got any sense yit, an' when she come back she ain' say much, but she
sont me to de spring, an' set to cookin' ag'in mighty induschus, an'
she say he tryin' to 'swade de chile to marry him tomorrow. She oon'
tell me nuttin' mo' 'sep' dat de chile seem mighty peaceable, an' she
don' know wherr she marry him toreckly or not, 'cause she heah her say
she ain' gwine marry him at an' an' sue cyarn' marry him to-morrow
'cause she got her school, an' she ain' got no dress; but she place
heap o' 'pendence in him, Hannah say, an' he gone on talkin' mighty
sensible, like he gwine marry her wherr or no, an' he dat protectin' he
done got her head on he shoulder an' talk to her jes' as 'fectionate as
ef she b'longst to him, an'—she ain' say he kiss her, but I done
notice partic'lar she ain' say he ain'; an' she say de chile sut'n'y is
might' satisfied, an' dat all she gwine recite, an' I better go 'long
an' feed white folk's horse 'stid o' interferin' 'long dee business;
an' so I did, an' I gi' him de larst half-peck o' meal Hannah got in de
“An' when I come back to de house, Hannah done cyar in de supper an'
waitin' on de table, an dee settin' opposite one nurr talkin', an' she
po'in out he tea, an' he tellin' her things to make he' laugh en' look
pretty, 'cross Hannah' flowers in de blue bowl twix' 'em. Hit meck me
feel right young.
“Well, after supper dee come out an' went to walk 'bout de yard, an'
pres'n'y dee stop at dat red rose-bush, and I see him teck out he
pocket-book an' teck some'n out it, and she say some'n, an' he put he
arm—ne'm' mine, ef Hannah ain' say he kiss her, I know—'cause de
moon come out a little piece right den an' res' on 'em, an' she sut'n'y
look beautiful wid her face sort o' tu'nned up to him, smilin'.
“You mine, do', she keep on tellin' him she ain' promise to marry
him, an' of co'se she cyarn' marry him to-morrow like he say; she ain'
nuver move fum dat. But dat ain' 'sturb he mine now he keep on laughin'
study. Tell, 'bout right smart while after supper, he come out an' ax
me cyarn' I git he horse. I say, 'Hi! what de matter? Whar you gwine, I
done feed yo' horse.'
“He laugh real hearty, an' say he gwine, to de Co'te House, an' he
wan' me to go wid him; don' I think de mule kin stan' it? an' her mammy
will teck keer Meh Lady.
“So in 'bout a hour we wuz on de road, an' de last thing Meh Lady
say wuz she cyarn' marry him; but he come out de house laughin', an' he
sut'n'y wuz happy, an' he ax me all sort o' questiond 'bout Meh Lady,
an' Marse Phil, an' de ole times.
“We went by de preacher's an' wake him up befo' day, an' he say
he'll drive up dyah after breakfast; an' den we went on 'cross to de
Co'te House, an' altogether 'twuz about twenty-five miles, an' hit
sut'n'y did push ole George good, 'cause de Cun'l wuz a hard rider like
all we all white folks; he come mighty nigh givin' out, I tell you.
“We got dyah befo' breakfast, an' wash up, an' pres'n'y de cluck,
Mr. Taylor, come, an' de Cun'l went over to de office. In a minute he
call me, an' I went over, an' soon as I git in de do' I see he mighty
pestered. He say, 'Heah, Billy, you know you' young mistis' age, don't
you? I want you to prove it.'
“'Hi! yes, suh co'se I knows it,' I says. 'Mistis got her an' Marse
Phil bofe set down in de book at home.'
“ 'Well, jes' meck oath to it,' says he, easy like. 'She's near
twenty-three, ain't she?'
“'Well, 'to' Gord! Marster, I don' know 'bout dat,' says I. 'You
know mo' 'bout dat 'n I does, 'cause you kin read. I know her age,
'cause I right dyah when she born; but how ole she is, I don' know,' I
“'Cyarn' you swear she's twenty-one?' says he, right impatient.
“'Well, nor, suh dat I cyarn',' says I.
“Well, he sut'nty looked aggrivated, but he ain' say nuttin', he
jes' tu'n to Mr. Taylor an' say:
“'Kin I get a fresh horse heah, suh? I kin ride home an' get de
proof an' be back heah in five hours, ef I can get a fresh horse; I'll
buy him and pay well for him too.'
“'It's forty miles dyah an' back,' says Mr. Taylor.
“'I kin do it; I'll be back heah at half-past twelve o'clock sharp,'
says de Cun'l, puttin' up he watch an' pullin' on he gloves an'
tu'nnin' to de do'.
“Well, he look so sure o' what he kin do, I feel like I 'bleeged to
help him, an' I say:
“'I ain't know wherr Meh Lady twenty-th'ee or twenty-one, 'cause I
ain' got no learnin', but I know she born on Sunday de thrashin'-wheat
time two years after Marse Phil wuz born, whar I cyar' in dose ahms on
de horse when he wuz a baby, an' whar went in de ahmy, an' got kilt
leadin' he battry in de battle 'cross de oat-fiel' down todes
Williamsbu'g, an' de gener'l say he ruther been him den President de
Confederate States, an' he's 'sleep by he ma in de ole gyardin at home
now; I bury him dyah, an' hit's “Cun'l” on he tomb-stone dyah now.'
“De Cun'l tu'n roun' an' look at Mr. Taylor, an' Mr. Taylor look out
de winder ('cause he know 'twuz so, 'cause he wuz in Marse Phil'
“'You needn' teck you' ride,' says he, sort o' whisperin'. An' de
Cun'l pick up a pen an' write a little while, an' den he read it, an'
he had done write jes' what I say, wud for wud; an' Mr. Taylor meck me
kiss de book, 'cause 'twuz true, an' he say he gwine, spread it in de
'Reecord' jes' so, for all de wull to see.
“Den we come on home, I ridin' a horse de Cun'l done hire to rest de
mule, an' I mos' tired as he, but de Cun'l he ridin' jest as fresh as
ef he jes' start; an' he bring me a nigh way whar he learnt in de war,
he say, when he used to slip th'oo de lines an' come at night forty
miles jes' to look at de house an' see de light shine in Meh Lady'
“De preacher an' he wife wuz dyah when we git home; but you know Meh
Lady ain' satisfied in her mine yit. She say she do love him, but she
don' know wherr she ought to marry him, 'cause she ain' got nobody to
'vise her. But he says he gwine, be her 'viser from dis time, an' he
lead her to de do' an' kiss her; an' she went to git ready, an' de turr
lady wid her, an' her mammy wait on her, while I wait on de Cun'l an'
be he body-servant, an' git he warm water to shave, an' he cut off all
he beard 'sep' he mustache, 'cause Meh Lady jes' say de man she knew
didn' hed no beard on he face. An' Hannah she sut'n'y wuz comical, she
ironin' an' sewin' dyah so induschus she oon' le' me come in meh own
“Well, pres'n'y we wuz ready, an' we come out in de hall, an' de
Cun'l went in de parlor whar dee wuz gwine, be married, an' de preacher
he wuz in dyah, an' dee chattin' while we waitin' fur Meh Lady; an' I
jes' slip out an' got up in de j'ice an' git out dem little rocks whar
Mistis gin' me an' blow de dust off 'em good, and good Gord! ef dee
didn' shine! I put 'em in meh pocket an' put on meh clean shu't an'
come 'long back to de house. Hit right late now, todes evenin', an' de
sun wuz shinin' all 'cross de yard an' th'oo de house, an' de Cun'l he
so impatient he cyarn' set still, he jest champin' he bit; so he git up
an' walk 'bout in de hall, an' he sut'n'y look handsome an' young, jes'
like he did dat day he stand dyah wid he cap in he hand, an' Meh Lady
say she ain' claim no kin wid him, an' he say he cyarn' intrude on
ladies, an' back out de front do', wid he head straight up, an' ride to
git her de letter, an' now he walkin' in de hall waitin' to marry her.
An' all on a sudden Hannah fling de do' wide open, an, Meh Lady walk
“Gord! ef I didn' think 'twuz a angel.
“She stan dyah jes' white as snow fum her head to way back' down on
de flo' behine her, an' her veil done fall roun' her like white mist,
an' some roses in her han'. Ef it didn' look like de sun done come
th'oo de chahmber do' wid her, an' blaze all over de styars, an' de
Cun'l he look like she bline him. An' 'twuz Hannah an' she, while we
wuz 'way dat day, done fine Mistis' weddin' dress an' veil an' all,
down to de fan an' little slippers 'bout big as two little white ears
o' pop-corn; an' de dress had sort o' cobwebs all over it, whar Hannah
say was lace, an' hit jes' fit Meh Lady like Gord put it dyah in de
trunk for her.
“Well, when de Cun'l done tell her how beautiful she is, an' done
meck her walk 'bout de hall showin' her train, an' she lookin' over her
shoulder at it an' den at de Cun'l to see ef he proud o' her, he gin
her he arm; an' jes' den I walk up befo' her an' teck dem things out
meh pocket, an' de Cun'l drap her arm an' stan' back, an' I put 'em
'roun' her those an' on her arms, an' gin her de res', an' Hannah put
'em on her ears, an' dee shine like stars, but her face shine wus'n
dem, an' she leetle mo' put bofe arms 'roun' meh neck, wid her eyes
jes' runnin' over. An' den de Cun'l gi' her he arm, an' dee went in de
parlor, an' Hannah an' me behine 'em. An' dyah, facin' Mistis' picture
an' Marse Phil's (tooken when he wuz a little boy), lookin' down at 'em
bofe, dee wuz married.
“An' when de preacher git to dat part whar ax who give dis woman to
de man, he sort o' wait an' he eye sort o' rove to me disconfused like
he ax me ef I know; an' I don' know huccome 'twuz, but I think 'bout
Marse Jeems an' Mistis when he ax me dat, an' Marse Phil, whar all
dead, an' all de scufflin' we done been th'oo, an' how de chile ain'
got no body to teck her part now 'sep' jes' me; an' now, when he wait
an' look at me dat way, an' ax me dat, I 'bleeged to speak up, I jes'
step for'ard an' say:
“An' jes den de sun crawl roun' de winder shelter an' res' on her
like it pourin' light all over her.
“An' dat night when de preacher was gone wid he wife, an Hannah done
drapt off to sleep, I wuz settin' in de do' wid meh pipe, an' I heah
'em settin' dyah on de front steps, dee voices soun'in' low like bees,
an' de moon sort o' meltin' over de yard, an' I sort o' got to
studyin', an' hit 'pear like de plantation 'live once mo', en' de ain'
no mo' scufflin', an' de ole times done come back ag'in, an' I heah meh
kerridge-horses stompin' in de stalls, an' de place all cleared up
ag'in, an' fence all roun' de pahsture, an' I smell de wet
clover-blossoms right good, an' Marse Phil an' Meh Lady done come back,
an' runnin' all roun' me, climbin' up on meh knees, callin' me 'Unc'
Billy,' an' pesterin' me to go fishin', while somehow Meh Lady an' de
Cun'l, settin' dyah on de steps wid dee voice hummin' low like water
runnin' in de' dark—
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
An' dat Phil, suh,” he broke off, rising from the ground on which we
had been seated for some time, “dat Phil, suh, he mo' like Marse Phil
'n he like he pa; an' Billy — he ain' so ole, but he ain' fur behine
“Billy,” I said; “he's named after—”
“Go 'way, Marster,” he said deprecatingly, “who gwine name gent'man
after a ole nigger?”