Told in the
Poorhouse by Alice Brown
Tale of New England Life
“Le' me see,” said old Sally Flint, “was it fifty year ago, or was
it on'y forty? Some'er's betwixt 1825 an' '26 it must ha' been when
they were married, an' 'twas in '41 he died.”
The other old women in the Poorhouse sitting-room gathered about
her. Old Mrs. Forbes, who dearly loved a story, unwound a length of
yarn with peculiar satisfaction, and put her worn shoe up to the fire.
Everybody knew when Sally Flint was disposed to open her unwritten book
of folk-tales for the public entertainment; and to-day, having tied on
a fresh apron and bound a new piece of red flannel about her wrist, she
was, so to speak, in fighting trim. The other members of the Poorhouse
had scanty faith in that red flannel. They were aware that Sally had
broken her wrist, some twenty years before, and that the bandage was
consequently donned on days when her “hand felt kind o' cold,” or was
“burnin' like fire embers;” but there was an unspoken suspicion that it
really served as token of her inability to work whenever she felt bored
by the prescribed routine of knitting and sweeping. No one had dared
presume on that theory, however, since the day when an untactful
overseer had mentioned it, to be met by such a stream of unpleasant
reminiscence concerning his immediate ancestry that he had retreated in
dismay, and for a week after, had served extra pieces of pie to his
justly offended charge.
“They were married in June,” continued Sally. “No, 'twa'n't; 'twas
the last o' May. May thirty-fust—no, May 'ain't but thirty days, has
“'Thirty days hath September,'“ quoted Mrs. Giles, with importance.
“That's about all I've got left o' my schoolin', Miss Flint. May's got
thirty-one days, sure enough.”
“Call it the thirty-fust, then. It's nigh enough, anyway. Well, Josh
Marden an' Lyddy Ann Crane was married, an' for nine year they lived
like two kittens. Old Sperry Dyer, that wanted to git Lyddy himself,
used to call 'em cup an' sasser, 'There they be,' he'd say, when he
stood outside the meetin'-house door an' they drove up; 'there comes
cup an' sasser.' Lyddy was a little mite of a thing, with great black
eyes; an' if Josh hadn't been as tough as tripe, he'd ha' got all wore
out waitin' on her. He even washed the potaters for her, made the
fires, an' lugged water. Scairt to death if she was sick! She used to
have sick headaches, an' one day he stopped choppin' pine limbs near
the house 'cause the noise hurt Lyddy Ann's head. Another time, I
recollect, she had erysipelas in her face, an' I went in to carry some
elder-blows, an' found him readin' the Bible. 'Lord!' says I, 'Josh;
that's on'y Genesis! 'twon't do the erysipelas a mite o' good for you
to be settin' there reading the be'gats! You better turn to
Revelation.' But 'twa'n't all on his side, nuther. 'Twas give an' take
with them. It used to seem as if Lyddy Ann kind o' worshipped him.
'Josh' we all called him; but she used to say 'Joshuay,' an' look at
him as if he was the Lord A'mighty.”
“My! Sally!” said timid Mrs. Spenser, under her breath; but Sally
gave no heed, and swept on in the stream of her recollections.
“Well, it went on for fifteen year, an' then 'Mandy Knowles, Josh's
second cousin, come to help 'em with the work. 'Mandy was a queer
creatur'. I've studied a good deal over her, an' I dunno's I've quite
got to the bottom of her yit. She was one o' them sort o' slow women,
with a fat face, an' she hadn't got over dressin' young, though Lyddy
an' the rest of us that was over thirty was wearin' caps an' talkin'
about false fronts. But she never'd had no beaux; an' when Josh begun
to praise her an' say how nice 'twas to have her there, it tickled her
e'en a'most to death. She'd lived alone with her mother an' two
old-maid aunts, an' she didn't know nothin' about men-folks; I al'ays
thought she felt they was different somehow,—kind o' cherubim an'
seraphim,—an' you'd got to mind 'em as if you was the Childern of
Isr'el an' they was Moses. Josh never meant a mite o' harm, I'll say
that for him. He was jest man-like, that's all. There's lots o'
different kinds,—here, Mis' Niles, you know; you've buried your
third,—an' Josh was the kind that can't see more'n, one woman to a
time. He looked at 'Mandy, an' he got over seein' Lyddy Ann, that's
all. Things would ha' come out all right—as right as they be for most
married folks—if Lyddy Ann hadn't been so high-sperited; but she set
the world by Joshuay, an' there 'twas. 'Ain't it nice to have her
here?' he kep' on sayin' over'n' over to Lyddy, an' she'd say 'Yes;'
but byme-by, when she found he was al'ays on hand to bring a pail o'
water for 'Mandy, or to throw away her suds, or even help hang out the
clo'es—I see 'em hangin' out clo'es one day when I was goin' across
their lot huckleberr'in', an' he did look like a great gump, an' so did
she—well, then, Lyddy Ann got to seemin' kind o' worried, an' she had
more sick headaches than ever. Twa'n't a year afore that, I'd been in
one day when she had a headache, an' he says, as if he was perfessin'
his faith in meetin', 'By gum! I wish I could have them headaches for
her!' an' I thought o' speakin' of it, about now, when I run in to
borrer some saleratus, an' he hollered into the bedroom: 'Lyddy Ann,
you got another headache? If I had such a head as that, I'd cut it
off!' An' all the time 'Mandy did act like the very Old Nick, jest as
any old maid would that hadn't set her mind on menfolks till she was
thirty-five. She bought a red-plaid bow an' pinned it on in front, an'
one day I ketched her at the lookin'-glass pullin' out a gray hair.
“'Land, 'Mandy,' says I (I spoke right up), 'do you pull 'em out as
fast as they come? That's why you ain't no grayer, I s'pose. I was
sayin' the other day, “'Mandy Knowles is gittin' on, but she holds her
own pretty well. I dunno how she manages it, whether she dyes or not,”'
“An' afore she could stop herself, 'Mandy turned round, red as a
beet, to look at Josh an' see if he heard. He stamped out into the
wood-house, but Lyddy Ann never took her eyes off her work. Them little
spiteful things didn't seem to make no impression on her. I've thought
a good many times sence, she didn't care how handsome other women was,
nor how scrawny she was herself, if she could on'y keep Josh. An' Josh
he got kind o' fretful to her, an' she to him, an' 'Mandy was all honey
an' cream. Nothin' would do but she must learn how to make the
gingerbread he liked, an' iron his shirts; an' when Lyddy Ann found he
seemed to praise things up jest as much as he had when she done 'em,
she give 'em up, an' done the hard things herself, an' let 'Mandy see
to Josh. She looked pretty pindlin' then, mark my words; but I never
see two such eyes in anybody's head. I s'pose 'twas a change for Josh,
anyway, to be with a woman like 'Mandy, that never said her soul's her
own, for Lyddy'd al'ays had a quick way with her; but, land! you can't
tell about men, what changes 'em or what don't. If you're tied to one,
you've jest got to bear with him, an' be thankful if he don't run some
kind of a rig an' make you town-talk.”
There was a murmur from gentle Lucy Staples, who had been constant
for fifty years to the lover who died in her youth; but no one took any
notice of her, and Sally Flint went on:
“It come spring, an' somehow or nuther 'Mandy found out the last o'
March was Josh's birthday, an' nothin' would do but she must make him a
present. So she walked over to Sudleigh, an' bought him a great long
pocket-book that you could put your bills into without foldin' 'em, an'
brought it home, tickled to death because she'd been so smart. Some o'
this come out at the time, an' some wa'n't known till arterwards; the
hired man told some, an' a good deal the neighbors see themselves. An'
I'll be whipped if 'Mandy herself didn't tell the heft on't arter 'twas
all over. She wa'n't more'n half baked in a good many things. It got
round somehow that the pocket-book was comin', an' when, I see 'Mandy
walkin' home that arternoon, I ketched up my shawl an' run in behind
her, to borrer some yeast. Nobody thought anything o' birthdays in our
neighborhood, an' mebbe that made it seem a good deal more 'n 'twas;
but when I got in there, I vow I was sorry I come. There set Josh by
the kitchen table, sort o' red an' pleased, with his old pocket-book
open afore him, an' he was puttin' all his bills an' papers into the
new one, an' sayin', every other word,—
“'Why, 'Mandy, I never see your beat! Ain't this a nice one, Lyddy?'
“An' 'Mandy was b'ilin' over with pride, an' she stood there takin'
off her cloud; she'd been in such a hurry to give it to him she hadn't
even got her things off fust. Lyddy stood by the cupboard, lookin'
straight at the glass spoon-holder. I thought arterwards I didn't
b'lieve she see it; an' if she did, I guess she never forgot it.
“'Yes, it's a real nice one,' says I.
“I had to say suthin', but in a minute, I was most scairt. Lyddy
turned round, in a kind of a flash; her face blazed all over red, an'
her eyes kind o' went through me. She stepped up to the table, an' took
up the old pocket-book.
“'You've got a new one,' says she. 'May I have this?'
“'Course you may,' says he.
“He didn't look up to see her face, an' her voice was so soft an'
still, I guess he never thought nothin' of it. Then she held the
pocket-book up tight ag'inst her dress waist an' walked off into the
bedroom. I al'ays thought she never knew I was there. An' arterwards it
come out that that old pocket-book was one she'd bought for him afore
they was married,—earned it bindin' shoes.”
“'Twas kind o' hard,” owned Mrs. Niles, bending forward, and, with
hands clasped over her knees, peering into the coals for data regarding
her own marital experiences. “But if 'twas all wore out—did you say
'twas wore?—well, then I dunno's you could expect him to set by it.
An' 'twa'n't as if he'd give it away; they'd got it between 'em.”
“I dunno; it's all dark to me,” owned Sally Flint. “I guess 'twould
puzzle a saint to explain men-folks, anyway, but I've al'ays thought
they was sort o' numb about some things. Anyway, Josh Marden was. Well,
things went on that way till the fust part o' the summer, an' then they
come to a turnin'-p'int. I s'pose they'd got to, some time, an' it
might jest as well ha' been fust as last. Lyddy Ann was pretty
miserable, an' she'd been dosin' with thoroughwort an' what all when
anybody told her to; but I al'ays thought she never cared a mite
whether she lived to see another spring. The day I'm comin' to, she was
standin' over the fire fryin' fish, an' 'Mandy was sort o' fiddlin'
round, settin' the table, an' not doin' much of anything arter all. I
dunno how she come to be so aggravatin', for she was al'ays ready to do
her part, if she had come between husband an' wife. You know how
hard it is to git a fish dinner! Well, Lyddy Ann was tired enough,
anyway. An' when Josh come in, 'Mandy she took a cinnamon-rose out of
her dress, an' offered it to him.
“'Here's a flower for your button-hole,' says she, as if she wa'n't
more 'n sixteen. An' then she set down in a chair, an' fanned herself
with a newspaper.
“Now that chair happened to be Lyddy Ann's at the table, an' she see
what was bein' done. She turned right round, with the fish-platter in
her hand, an' says she, in an awful kind of a voice,—
“'You git up out o' my chair! You've took my husband away, but you
sha'n't take my place at the table!'
“The hired man was there, washin' his hands at the sink, an' he told
it to me jest as it happened. Well, I guess they all thought they was
struck by lightnin', an' Lyddy Ann most of all. Josh he come to, fust.
He walked over to Lyddy Ann.
“'You put down that platter!' says he. An' she begun to tremble, an'
set it down.
“I guess they thought there was goin' to be murder done, for 'Mandy
busted right out cryin' an' come runnin' over to me, an' the hired man
took a step an' stood side o' Lyddy Ann. He was a little mite of a man,
Cyrus was, but he wouldn't ha' stood no violence.
“Josh opened the door that went into the front entry, an' jest
p'inted. 'You walk in there,' he says, 'an' you stay there. That's your
half o' the house, an' this is mine. Don't you dast to darken my
“Lyddy Ann she walked through the entry an' into the fore-room, an'
he shet the door.”
“I wouldn't ha' done it!” snorted old Mrs. Page, who had spent all
her property in lawsuits over a right of way. “Ketch me!”
“You would if you'd 'a' been Lyddy Ann!” said Sally Flint, with an
emphatic nod. Then she continued: “I hadn't more'n heard 'Mandy's story
afore I was over there; but jest as I put my foot on the door-sill,
Josh he come for'ard to meet me.
“'What's wanted?' says he. An' I declare for't I was so scairt I
jest turned round an' cut for home. An' there set 'Mandy, wringin' her
“'What be I goin' to do?' says she, over 'n' over. 'Who ever'd ha'
thought o' this?'
“'The thing for you to do,' says I, 'is to go, straight home to your
mother, an' I'll harness up an' carry you. Don't you step your foot
inside that house ag'in. Maybe ma'am will go over an' pack up your
things. You've made mischief enough.' So we got her off that
arter-noon, an' that was an end of her.
“I never could see what made Josh think so quick that day. We never
thought he was brighter 'n common; but jest see how in that flash o'
bein' mad with Lyddy Ann he'd planned out what would be most wormwood
for her! He gi'n her the half o' the house she'd furnished herself with
hair-cloth chairs an' a whatnot, but 'twa'n't the part that was fit to
be lived in. She stayed pretty close for three or four days, an' I
guess she never had nothin' to eat. It made me kind o' sick to think of
her in there settin' on her hair-cloth sofy, an' lookin' at her wax
flowers an' the coral on the what-not, an' thinkin' what end she'd
made. It was of a Monday she was sent in there, an' Tuesday night I
slipped over an' put some luncheon on the winder-sill; but 'twas there
the next day, an' Cyrus see the old crower fly up an' git it. An' that
same Tuesday mornin', Josh had a j'iner come an' begin a partition
right straight through the house. It was all rough boards, like a high
fence, an' it cut the front entry in two, an' went right through the
kitchen—so't the kitchen stove was one side on't, an' the sink the
other. Lyddy Ann's side had the stove. I was glad o' that, though I
s'pose she 'most had a fit every day to think o' him tryin' to cook
over the airtight in the settin'-room. Seemed kind o' queer to go to
the front door, too, for you had to open it wide an' squeeze round the
partition to git into Lyddy Ann's part, an' a little mite of a crack
would let you into Josh's. But they didn't have many callers. It was a
good long while afore anybody dared to say a word to her; an' as for
Josh, there wa'n't nobody that cared about seein' him but the
tax-collector an' pedlers.
“Well, the trouble Josh took to carry out that mad fit! He split
wood an' laid it down at Lyddy Ann's door, an' he divided the eggs an'
milk, an' shoved her half inside. He bought her a separate barrel o'
flour, an' all the groceries he could think on; they said he laid money
on her winder-sill. But, take it all together, he was so busy actin'
like a crazed one that he never got his 'taters dug till 'most time for
the frost. Lyddy Ann she never showed her head among the neighbors
ag'in. When she see she'd got to stay there, she begun to cook for
herself; but one day, one o' the neighbors heard her pleadin' with
Josh, out in the cow-yard, while he was milkin'.
“'O Joshuay,' she kep' a-sayin' over 'n' over, 'you needn't take me
back, if you'll on'y let me do your work! You needn't speak to me, an'
I'll live in the other part; but I shall be crazy if you don't let me
do your work. O Joshuay! O Joshuay!' She cried an' cried as if her
heart would break, but Josh went on milkin', an' never said a word.
“I s'pose she thought he'd let her, the old hunks, for the next day,
she baked some pies an' set 'em on the table in his part. She reached
in through the winder to do it. But that night, when Josh come home, he
hove 'em all out into the back yard, an' the biddies eat 'em up. The
last time I was there, I see them very pieces o' pie-plate, white an'
blue-edged, under the syringa bush. Then she kind o' give up hope. I
guess—But no! I'm gittin' ahead o' my story. She did try him once
more. Of course his rooms got to lookin' like a hog's nest—”
“My! I guess when she see him doin' his own washin', she thought the
pocket-book was a small affair,” interpolated Mrs. Niles.
“She used to go round peerin' into his winders when he wa'n't there,
an' one day, arter he'd gone off to trade some steers, she jest spunked
up courage an' went in an' cleaned all up. I see the bed airin', an'
went over an' ketched her at it. She hadn't more'n got through an'
stepped outside when Josh come home, an' what should he do but take the
wheelbarrer an', beat out as he was drivin' oxen five mile, go down to
the gravel-pit an' get a barrerful o' gravel. He wheeled it up to the
side door, an' put a plank over the steps, an' wheeled it right in. An'
then he dumped it in the middle o' his clean floor. That was the last
o' her tryin' to do for him on the sly.
“I should ha' had some patience with him if 'twa'n't for one thing
he done to spite her. Seemed as if he meant to shame her that way afore
the whole neighborhood. He wouldn't speak to her himself, but he sent a
painter by trade to tell her he was goin' to paint the house, an' to
ask her what color she'd ruther have. The painter said she acted sort
o' wild, she was so pleased. She told him yaller; an' Josh had him go
right to work on't next day. But he had her half painted yaller, an'
his a kind of a drab, I guess you'd call it. He sold a piece o' ma'sh
to pay for't. Dr. Parks said you might as well kill a woman with a
hatchet, as the man did down to Sudleigh, as put her through such
treatment. My! ain't it growin' late? Here, let me set back by the
winder. I want to see who goes by, to-day. An' I'll cut my story short.
“Well, they lived jest that way. Lyddy Ann she looked like an old
woman, in a month or two. She looked every minute as old as you do,
Mis' Gridley. Ain't you sixty-nine? Well, she wa'n't but thirty-six.
Her hair turned gray, an' she was all stooped over. Sometimes I thought
she wa'n't jest right. I used to go in to see if she'd go coltsfootin'
with me, or plummin'; but she never'd make me no answer. I recollect
two things she said. One day, she set rockin' back'ards an' for'ards in
a straight chair, holdin' her hands round her knees, an' she says,—
“'I 'ain't got no pride, Sally Flint! I 'ain't got no pride!'
“An' once she looked up kind o' pitiful an' says, 'Ain't it queer I
can't die?' But, poor creatur', I never thought she knew what she was
sayin'. She'd ha' been the last one to own she wa'n't contented if
she'd had any gover'ment over her words.
“Well, Josh he'd turned the hired man away because he couldn't do
for him over the airtight stove, an' he got men to help him by days'
works. An' through the winter, he jest set over the fire an' sucked his
claws, an' thought how smart he was. But one day 'twas awful cold, an'
we'd been tryin' out lard, an' the fat ketched fire, an' everything was
all up in arms, anyway. Cyrus he was goin' by Josh's, an' he didn't see
no smoke from the settin'-room stove. So he jest went to the side door
an' walked in, an' there set Josh in the middle o' the room. Couldn't
move hand nor foot! Cyrus didn't stop for no words, but he run over to
our house, hollerin', 'Josh Harden's got a stroke!' An' ma'am left the
stove all over fat an' run, an' I arter her, I guess Lyddy Ann must ha'
seen us comin', for we hadn't more'n got into the settin'-room afore
she was there. The place was cold as a barn, an' it looked like a
hurrah's nest. Josh never moved, but his eyes follered her when she
went into the bedroom to spread up the bed.
“'You help me, Cyrus,' says she, kind, o' twittery-like, but calm.
'We'll carry him in here. I can lift.'
“But our men-folks got there jest about as they was tryin' to plan
how to take him, an' they h'isted him onto the bed. Cyrus harnessed up
our horse an' went after Dr. Parks, an' by the time he come, we'd got
the room so's to look decent. An'—if you'll b'lieve it! Lyddy Ann was
in the bedroom tryin' to warm Josh up an' make him take some hot drink;
but when I begun to sweep up, an' swop towards that gravel-pile in the
middle o' the floor, she come hurryin' up, all out o' breath. She
ketched the broom right out o' my hand.
“I'll sweep, byme-by,' says she. 'Don't you touch that gravel, none
on ye!' An' so the gravel laid there, an' we walked round it, watchers
“She wouldn't have no watcher in his bedroom, though; she was
determined to do everything but turn him an' lift him herself, but
there was al'ays one or two settin' round to keep the fires goin' an'
make sure there was enough cooked up. I swan, I never see a woman so
happy round a bed o' sickness as Lyddy Ann was! She never made no fuss
when Josh was awake, but if he shet his eyes, she'd kind o' hang over
the bed an' smooth the clo'es as if they was kittens, an' once I
ketched her huggin' up the sleeve of his old barn coat that hung
outside the door. If ever a woman made a fool of herself over a man
that wa'n't wuth it, 'twas Lyddy Ann Marden!
“Well, Josh he hung on for a good while, an' we couldn't make out
whether he had his senses or not. He kep' his eyes shet most o' the
time; but when Lyddy Ann's back was turned, he seemed to know it
somehow, an' he'd open 'em an' foller her all round the room. But he
never spoke. I asked the doctor about it.
“'Can't he speak, doctor?' says I. 'He can move that hand a leetle
to-day. Don't you s'pose he could speak, if he'd a mind to?'
“The doctor he squinted up his eyes—he al'ays done that when he
didn't want to answer—an' he says,—
“'I guess he's thinkin' on't over.'
“But one day, Lyddy Ann found she was all beat out, an' she laid
down in the best bedroom an' went to sleep. I set with Josh. I was
narrerin' off, but when I looked up, he was beckonin' with his well
hand. I got up, an' went to the bed.
“'Be you dry?' says I. He made a little motion, an' then he lifted
his hand an' p'inted out into the settin'-room.
“Do you want Lyddy Ann?' says I. 'She's laid down.' No, he didn't
want her. I went to the settin'-room door an' looked out, an'—I dunno
how 'twas—it all come to me.
“'Is it that gravel-heap?' says I. 'Do you want it carried off, an'
the floor swop up?' An' he made a motion to say 'Yes.' I called Cyrus,
an' we made short work o' that gravel. When, I'd took up the last mite
on't, I went back to the bed.
“'Josh Marden,' says I, 'can you speak, or can't you?' But he shet
his eyes, an' wouldn't say a word.
“When Lyddy Ann come out, I told her what he'd done, an' then she
did give way a little mite. Two tears come out o' her eyes, an' jest
rolled down her cheeks, but she didn't give up to 'em.
“'Sally,' says she, sort o' peaceful, 'I guess I'll have a cup o'
“Well, there was times when we thought Josh would git round ag'in,
if he didn't have another stroke. I dunno whether he did have another
or not, but one night, he seemed to be sort o' sinkin' away. Lyddy Ann
she begun to turn white, an' she set down by him an' rubbed his sick
hand. He looked at her,—fust time he had, fair an' square,—an' then
he begun to wobble his lips round an' make a queer noise with 'em. She
put her head down, an' then she says, 'Yes, Joshuay! yes, dear!' An'
she got up an' took the pocket-book 'Mandy had gi'n him off the top o'
the bureau, an' laid it down on the bed where he could git it. But he
shook his head, an' said the word ag'in, an' a queer look—as if she
was scairt an' pleased—flashed over Lyddy Ann's face. She run into the
parlor, an' come back with that old pocket-book he'd give up to her,
an' she put it into his well hand. That was what he wanted. His fingers
gripped it up, an' he shet his eyes. He never spoke ag'in. He died that
“I guess she died, too!” said Lucy Staples, under her breath,
stealthily wiping a tear from her faded cheek.
“No, she didn't, either!” retorted Sally Flint, hastily, getting up
to peer from the window down the country road. “She lived a good many
year, right in that very room he'd drove her out on, an' she looked as
if she owned the airth. I've studied on it consid'able, an' I al'ays
s'posed 'twas because she'd got him, an' that was all she cared for.
There's the hearse now, an' two carriages, step an' step.”
“Land! who's dead?” exclaimed Mrs. Forbes, getting up in haste,
while her ball rolled unhindered to the other end of the room.
“It's Lyddy Ann Marden,” returned Sally Flint, with the triumphant
quiet of one first at the goal. “I see it this mornin' in the 'County
Democrat,' when I was doin' up my wrist, an' you was all so busy.”