Old Rose and Silver
by Myrtle Reed
II. WELCOME HOME
III. THE VOICE
OF THE VIOLIN
IV. THE CROSBY
V. AN AFTERNOON
VI. THE LIGHT ON
VII. FATHER AND
YEAR'S AT THE
XI. KEEPING THE
XV. "HOW SHE
WILL COME TO ME"
XVI. HOW ISABEL
THAN THE DUST"
XIX. OVER THE
XX. RISEN FROM
XXII. A BIRTHDAY
XXIV. THE HOUSE
WHERE LOVE LIVED
The music which appears in the following pages is from an unpublished
piano arrangement, by Grant Weber, of Wilson G. Smith's
"Entreaty," published by G. Schirmer, New York.
I. A FALLING STAR
[Illustration: Musical Notation]
The last hushed chord died into silence, but the woman lingered,
dreaming over the keys. Firelight from the end of the room brought
red- gold gleams into the dusky softness of her hair and shadowed her
profile upon the opposite wall. No answering flash of jewels met the
questioning light—there was only a mellow glow from the necklace of
tourmalines, quaintly set, that lay upon the white lace of her gown.
She turned her face toward the fire as a flower seeks the sun, but
her deep eyes looked beyond it, into the fires of Life itself. A
haunting sense of unfulfilment stirred her to vague resentment, and
she sighed as she rose and moved restlessly about the room. She
lighted the tall candles that stood upon the mantel-shelf,
straightened a rug, moved a chair, and gathered up a handful of fallen
rose-petals on her way to the window. She was about to draw down the
shade, but, instead, her hand dropped slowly to her side, her fingers
unclasped, and the crushed crimson petals fluttered to the floor.
Outside, the purple dusk of Winter twilight lay soft upon the snow.
Through an opening in the evergreens the far horizon, grey as
mother-of- pearl, bent down to touch the plain in a misty line that
was definite yet not clear. At the left were the mountains, cold and
calm, veiled by distances dim with frost.
There was a step upon the stair, but the strong, straight figure in
white lace did not turn away from the window, even when the door
opened. The stillness was broken only by the cheerful crackle of the
fire until a sweet voice asked:
"Are you dreaming, Rose?"
Rose turned away from the window then, with a laugh. "Why, I must
have been. Will you have this chair, Aunt Francesca?"
She turned a high-backed rocker toward the fire and Madame Bernard
leaned back luxuriously, stretching her tiny feet to the blaze. She
wore grey satin slippers with high French heels and silver buckles. A
bit of grey silk stocking was visible between the buckle and the hem
of her grey gown.
Rose smiled at her in affectionate appreciation. The little old
lady seemed like a bit of Dresden china; she was so dainty and so
frail. Her hair was lustreless, snowy white, and beautifully, though
simply, dressed in a bygone fashion. Her blue eyes were so deep in
colour as to seem almost purple in certain lights, and the years had
been kind to her, leaving few lines. Her hands, resting on the arms of
her chair, had not lost their youthful contour, but around her eyes
and the corners of her mouth were the faint prints of many smiles.
"Rose," said Madame Bernard, suddenly, "you are very lovely
"I was thinking the same of you," responded the younger woman,
flushing. "Shall we organise ourselves into a mutual admiration
"We might as well, I think. There seems to be nobody else."
A shadow crossed Rose's face and her beauty took on an appealing
wistfulness. She had been sheltered always and she hungered for Life
as the sheltered often do. Madame Bernard, for the thousandth time,
looked at her curiously. From the shapely foot that tapped restlessly
on the rug beneath her white lace gown, to the crown of dusky hair
with red- gold lights in it, Rose was made for love—and Madame
wondered how she had happened to miss it.
"Aunt Francesca," said Rose, with a whimsical sadness, "do you
realise that I'm forty to-day?"
"That's nothing," returned the other, serenely. "Everybody has been
forty, or will be, if they live."
"I haven't lived yet," Rose objected. "I've only been alive."
"'While there's life there's hope,'" quoted Madame lightly. "What
do you want, dear child? Battle, murder, and sudden death?"
"I don't know what I want."
"Let's take an inventory and see if we can find out. You have one
priceless blessing—good health. You have considerably more than your
share of good looks. Likewise a suitable wardrobe; not many clothes,
but few, and those few, good. Clothes are supposed to please and
satisfy women. You have musical talent, a love of books and flowers, a
fine appreciation of beauty, a host of friends, and that one supreme
gift of the gods—a sense of humour. In addition to all this, you have
a comfortable home and an income of your own that enables you to do
practically as you please. Could you ask for more?"
"Not while I have you, Aunt Francesca. I suppose I'm horrid."
"You couldn't be, my dear. I've left marriage out of the question,
since, if you'd had any deep longing for it, you'd have chosen some
one from the horde that has infested my house for fifteen years and
more. You've surely been loved."
Rose smiled and bit her lip. "I think that's it," she murmured.
"I've never cared for anybody—like that. At least, I don't think I
"'When in doubt, don't,'" resumed the other, taking refuge in a
platitude. "Is there any one of that faithful procession whom you
"No," answered Rose, truthfully.
"Love is like a vaccination," continued the little lady in grey,
with seeming irrelevance. "When it takes, you don't have to be told."
Her tone was light, almost flippant, and Rose, in her turn,
wondered at the woman and her marvellous self-control. At twenty-five,
Madame Bernard married a young French soldier, who had chosen to serve
his adopted country in the War of the Rebellion. In less than three
months, her gallant Captain was brought home to her—dead.
For a long time, she hovered uncertainly between life and death.
Then, one day, she sat up and asked for a mirror. The ghost of her
former self looked back at her, for her colour was gone, her hair was
quickly turning grey, and the light had vanished from her eyes. Yet
the valiant spirit was not broken, and that day, with high resolve,
she sent her soul forward upon the new way.
"He was a soldier," she said, "and I, his wife, will be a soldier
too. He faced Death bravely and I shall meet Life with as much courage
as God will give me. But do not, oh, do not even speak his name to me,
or I shall forget I am a soldier and become a woman again."
So, gradually, it became understood that the young soldier's name
was not to be mentioned to his widow. She took up her burden and went
on, devoting herself to the army service until the war was over. Then
she ceased to labour with lint and bandages and betook herself to new
surroundings. Her husband's brother offered her a home, but she was
unable to accept, for the two men looked so much alike that she could
not have borne it. Sometimes, even now, she turned away in pain from
Rose, who resembled her father.
"'Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief,'" Madame Bernard was
saying. "I seem to run to conversational antiques tonight. 'Doctor,
lawyer, merchant, chief—' which will you have, Rose? If I remember
rightly, you've had all but the thief already. Shall I get you a nice
embezzler, or will a plain burglar do?"
"Neither," laughed Rose. "I'm safe from embezzlers, I think, but I
live in nightly fear of being burgled, as you well know."
"None the less, we've got to take the risk. Isabel will not be
contented with you and me. She'll want other hats on the rack besides
the prehistoric relic we keep there as a warning to burglars."
"I'd forgotten Isabel," answered Rose, with a start. "What is she
"Dressing for dinner. My dear, that child brought three trunks with
her and I understand another is coming. She has enough clothes to set
up a modest shop, should she desire to 'go into trade' as the English
"I'd forgotten Isabel," said Rose, again. "We must find some callow
youths to amuse her. A girl of twenty can't appreciate a real man."
"Sometimes a girl of forty can't, either," laughed Madame, with a
sly glance at Rose. "Cheer up, my dear—I'm nearing seventy, and I
assure you that forty is really very young."
"It's scarcely infantile, but I'll admit that I'm
"All things are comparative in this world, and perhaps you and
Isabel, with your attendant swains, may enable me to forget that I'm
no longer young, even comparatively."
The guest came in, somewhat shyly. She was a cousin of Rose's, on
the mother's side, and had arrived only that afternoon on a visit.
"Bless us," said Madame Bernard; "how pretty we are! Isabel, you're
a credit to the establishment."
Isabel smiled—a little, cool smile. She was almost as tall as Rose
and towered far above the little lady in grey who offered her a
welcoming hand and invited her to sit by the fire. Isabel's gown was
turquoise blue and very becoming, as her hair and eyes were dark and
her skin was fair. Her eyes were almost black and very brilliant; they
literally sparkled when she allowed herself to become interested in
"I'm not late, am I?" she asked.
"No," answered Rose, glancing at the clock. "It's ten minutes to
"I couldn't find my things. It was like dressing in a dream, when,
as soon as you find something you want, you immediately lose
"I know," laughed Rose. "I had occasion to pack a suit-case myself
last night, during my troubled slumbers."
A large yellow cat appeared mysteriously out of the shadows and
came, yawning, toward the fire. He sat down on the edge of Madame's
grey gown, and blinked.
Isabel drew her skirts away. "I don't like cats," she said.
"There are cats and cats," remarked Madame Bernard in a tone of
gentle rebuke. "Mr. Boffin is not an ordinary cat. He is a gentleman
and a scholar and he never forgets his manners."
"I've wondered, sometimes," said Rose, "whether he really knows
everything, or only pretends that he does. He looks very wise."
"Silence and reserve will give anyone a reputation for wisdom,"
Madame responded. She bent down to stroke the yellow head, but, though
Mr. Boffin gratefully accepted the caress, he did not condescend to
purr. Presently he stalked away into the shadows, waving his yellow
"What a lovely room this is," observed Isabel, after a pause.
"It's comfortable," replied Madame. "I couldn't live in an ugly
Everything in the room spoke eloquently of good taste, from the
deep- toned Eastern rug at the hearth to the pictures upon the
grey-green walls. There was not a false note anywhere in the subtle
harmony of line, colour, and fabric. It was the sort of room that one
comes back to, after long absence, with renewed appreciation.
"I love old mahogany," continued Isabel. "I suppose you've had this
a long, long time."
"No, it's new. To me—I mean. I have some beautiful old French
mahogany, but I don't use it."
Her voice was very low at the end of the sentence. She compressed
her lips tightly and, leaning forward, vigorously poked the fire. A
stream of sparks went up the chimney and quick flames leaped to
"Don't set the house on fire, Aunt Francesca," cautioned Rose.
"There's the dinner gong."
The three went out, Madame Bernard a little ahead and the two
younger women together. Rose sat opposite the head of the table and
Isabel was placed at Madame's right. In a single glance, the guest
noted that the table was perfectly appointed. "Are you making company
of me?" she asked.
"Not at all," smiled Madame. "None the less, there is a clear
distinction between eating and dining and we endeavour to dine."
"If Aunt Francesca were on a desert island," said Rose, "I believe
she would make a grand affair of her solitary dinner, and have her
coffee in the morning before she rolled out of the sand."
The little old lady dimpled with pleasure. "I'd try to," she
laughed. "I think I'd—"
She was interrupted by a little exclamation of pleasure from Rose,
who had just discovered a small white parcel at her plate. She was
untying it with eager fingers, while her colour came and went. A card
fluttered out, face upward. "To my dear Rose, with love from Aunt
Francesca," was written in a small, quaint hand.
It was a single magnificent ruby set in a ring which exactly
fitted. Rose seldom wore rings and wondered, vaguely, how Aunt
"I filled a finger of one of your gloves," said Madame, as though
she had read the thought, "and had it fitted. Simple, wasn't it?"
"Oh," breathed Rose, "it's beautiful beyond words! How shall I ever
"Wear it, dear. I'm so glad you're pleased!"
"It's lovely," said Isabel, but the tone was cold and she seemed to
speak with an effort. With a swift little stab at the heart, Rose saw
that the girl envied her the gift.
"It reconciles me to my years," Rose went on, quickly. "I'm willing
to be forty, if I can have a ring like this."
"Why, Cousin Rose!" cried Isabel, in astonishment. "Are you forty?"
"Yes, dear. Don't be conventional and tell me I don't look it, for
I feel it—every year."
"I should never have thought it," Isabel murmured.
Rose turned the ring slowly upon her finger and the ruby yielded
the deep crimson glow of its heart to the candlelight that softly
filled the room. "I've never had a ruby," she said, "and yet I feel,
someway, as though I'd always had this. It seems as if it belonged to
"That's because it suits you," nodded Madame Bernard. "I hope that
sometime our civilisation may reach such a point of advancement that
every woman will wear the clothes and jewels that suit her
personality, and make her home a proper setting for herself. See how
women break their hearts for diamonds—and not one woman in a hundred
can wear them."
"Could I wear diamonds?" asked Isabel. She was interested now and
her eyes sparkled.
Madame Bernard studied her for a moment before replying. "Yes," she
admitted, "you could wear them beautifully, but they do not belong to
Rose, or to me."
"What else could I wear?"
"Turquoises, if they were set in silver."
"I have one," Isabel announced with satisfaction. "A lovely big
turquoise matrix set in dull silver. But I have no diamonds."
"They'll come," Rose assured her, "if you want them. I think people
usually get things if they want them badly enough."
Isabel turned to Madame Bernard. "What stones do you wear?" she
"Only amethysts," she laughed. "I have a pearl necklace, but it
doesn't quite 'belong,' so I don't wear it. I won't wear anything that
"How can you tell?"
"By instinct." "I can walk into a shop, look around for a moment,
and say: 'please bring me my hat.' The one I ask for is always the
right one. It is invariably becoming and suitable, and it's the same
with everything else."
"It's a wonderful experience to go shopping with Aunt Francesca,"
put in Rose. "She knows what she wants and goes straight to it,
without loss of time. Utterly regardless of fashion, for its own sake,
she always contrives to be in the mode, though I believe that if hoop
skirts were suited to her, she'd have the courage of her crinoline,
and wear one."
"Let us be thankful they're not," remarked Madame. "It's almost
impossible to believe it, but they must have looked well upon some
women. Every personality makes its own demand for harmony and it is
fascinating to me to observe strange people and plan for them their
houses and clothes and belongings. You can pick out, from a crowd, the
woman who would have a crayon portrait of herself upon an easel in her
parlour, and quite properly, too, since her nature demands it. After
you are experienced, you can identify the man who eats sugar and
vinegar on lettuce, and group those who keep parrots—or are capable
The seventy years sat lightly upon Madame Francesca now. Her deep
eyes shone with inward amusement, and little smiles hovered
unexpectedly about the corners of her mouth. A faint pink tint, like a
faded rose, bloomed upon her cheeks. Rose watched her with adoring
eyes, and wondered whether any man in the world, after fifteen years
of close association, could be half so delightful.
Coffee was brought into the living-room, when they went back,
preceded by Mr. Boffin, emanating the dignified satisfaction of a cat
who has supped daintily upon chicken and cream. He sat down before the
fire and methodically washed his face.
"I believe I envy Mr. Boffin his perfect digestion," remarked
Madame, as she sipped her coffee from a Royal Canton cup. She and Rose
stood for half an hour after dinner, always.
Isabel finished her coffee and set the cup upon the table. She
slipped the Sheffield tray from under the embroidered doily and took
it to the light, where she leaned over it, studying the design. Rose
thought that the light from the tray was reflected upon the girl's
face, she became at once so brilliant, so sparkling.
"Speaking of harmony—" said Madame Bernard, in a low tone,
glancing at Rose and inclining her head toward Isabel.
"Yes," replied Isabel, returning the tray to its place; "it is a
lovely one, isn't it?"
Madame turned toward the window to hide a smile. Rose followed, and
drew the little grey lady into the circle of her strong arm.
"Dear Aunt Francesca!" she said softly. "I thank you so much!"
The older woman patted the hand that wore the ruby, then turned to
Isabel. "Come," she said, "and be glad you're indoors."
The three women stood at the wide window, looking out across the
snow, lighted only by the stars and a ghostly crescent of moon. The
evergreens were huddled closely together as though they kept each
other warm. Beyond, the mountains brooded in their eternal sleep,
which riving lightnings and vast, reverberating thunders were
powerless to change.
Suddenly, across the purple darkness between the pale stars, flamed
a meteor—an uncharted voyager through infinite seas of space. It left
a trail of fire across the heavens, fading at last into luminous mist,
the colour of the stars. When the light had quite died out, Madame
"A passing soul," she sighed.
"A kiss," breathed Rose, dreamily.
"Star-dust!" laughed Isabel.
II. WELCOME HOME
Great news, my dears, great news!" cried Madame Bernard, gaily
waving an open letter as she came into the room where Rose was sewing
and Isabel experimenting with a new coiffure. "I'll give you three
"Somebody coming for a visit?" asked Isabel.
"Somebody coming, but not for a visit?" queried Rose.
"You're getting warmer."
"How can anybody come, if not for a visit?" inquired Isabel, mildly
perplexed. "That is, unless it's a messenger?"
"The old Kent house is to be opened," said Madame, "and we're to
open it. At last we shall have neighbours!"
"How exciting," Rose answered. She did not wholly share the old
lady's pleasure, and wondered with a guilty consciousness of the long
hours she spent at her music, whether Aunt Francesca had been lonely.
"Listen, girls!" Madame's cheeks were pink with excitement as she
sat down with the letter, which had been written in Paris.
"MY DEAR MADAME FRANCESCA:
"'At last we are coming home—Allison and I. The boy has a fancy to
see Spring come again on his native heath, so we shall sail earlier
than we had otherwise planned.
"'I wonder, my dear friend, if I dare ask you to open the house for
us? I am so tired of hotels that I want to go straight back. You have
the keys and if you will engage the proper number of servants and see
that the place is made habitable, I shall be more than ever your
debtor. I will cable you when we start.
"'Trusting that all is well with you and yours and with many
thanks, believe me, my dear Madame,
"'Most faithfully yours,
"How like a man," smiled Rose. "That house has been closed for over
ten years, and he thinks there is nothing to be done but to unlock the
front door and engage two or three servants who may or may not be
"What an imposition!" Isabel said. "Aunt Francesca, didn't I meet
Allison Kent when I was here before?"
"Don't you remember? Mother brought me here once when I was a
little tot. We stayed about a week and the roses were all in bloom. I
can see the garden now. Allison used to come over sometimes and tell
me fairy stories. He told me that the long, slender gold-trimmed
bottles filled with attar of roses came from the roots of the rose
bushes—don't you remember? And I pulled up rose bushes all over the
garden to find out."
"Dear me, yes," smiled Aunt Francesca. "How time does fly!"
"You were very cross with Allison—that is, as cross as you ever
could be. It seemed so queer for you to be angry at him and not at me,
for I pulled up the bushes."
"You were sufficiently punished, Isabel. I believe the thorns hurt
your little hands, didn't they?"
"They certainly did," responded the girl, with a little shudder at
the recollection. "I have a scar still. That was—let me see—why, it
was fifteen years ago!"
"Just before I came to live with Aunt Francesca," said Rose. "You
and your mother went away the same day."
"Yes, we went in the morning," Isabel continued, "and you were to
come in the afternoon. I remember pleading with my mother to let me
stay long enough to see 'Cousin Wose.'"
"Fifteen years!" Madame repeated. "Allison went abroad, then, to
study the violin, and the house has been open only once since. Richard
came back for a Summer, to attend to some business, then returned to
Europe. How the time goes by!"
The letter fell to the floor and Francesca sat dreaming over the
interlude of years. Colonel Kent had been her husband's best friend,
and after the pitiless sword had cleaved her life asunder, had become
hers. At forty the Colonel had married a young and beautiful girl. A
year later Francesca had gone to him with streaming eyes, carrying his
new- born son in her arms, to tell him that his wife was dead.
Drawn together by sorrow, the two had been as dear to each other as
friends may be but seldom are. Though childless herself, Francesca had
some of the gifts of motherhood, and, at every step, she had aided and
counselled the Colonel in regard to his son, who had his mother's eyes
and bore his mother's name. Discerning the boy's talent, long before
his father suspected it, she had chosen the violin for him rather than
the piano, and had herself urged the Colonel to take him abroad for
study though the thought of separation caused her many a pang.
When the two sailed away, Francesca had found her heart strangely
empty; her busy hands strangely idle. But Life had taught her one
great lesson, and when one door of her heart was closed, she opened
another, as quickly as possible. So she sent for Rose, who was alone
in the world, and, for fifteen years, the two women had lived happily
As she sat there, thinking, some of her gay courage failed her. For
the moment her mask was off, and in the merciless sunlight, she looked
old and worn. Rose, looking at her with tender pity, marvelled at the
ignorance of man, in asking a frail little old lady to open and make
habitable, in less than a fortnight, a house of fifteen large rooms.
"Aunt Francesca," she said, "let me open the house. Tell me what
you want done, and Isabel and I will see to it."
"Certainly," agreed Isabel without enthusiasm. "We'll do it."
"No," Madame replied stubbornly. "He asked me to do it."
"He only meant for you to direct," said Rose." You surely don't
think he meant you to do the scrubbing?"
Madame smiled at that, and yielded gracefully. "There must be
infinite scrubbing, after all these years. I believe I'll superintend
operations from here. Then, when it's all done, I'll go over and
welcome them home."
"That is as it should be. Isabel and I will go over this afternoon,
and when we come back, we can tell you all about it."
"You'd better drive—I'm sure the paths aren't broken."
So, after luncheon, the two started out with the keys, Madame
waving them a cheery good-bye from the window.
"Everything about this place seems queer to me," said Isabel. "It's
the same, and yet not the same."
"I know," Rose answered. "Things are much smaller, aren't they?"
"Yes. The rooms used to be vast and the ceilings very far away.
Now, they're merely large rooms with the ceilings comfortably high.
The garden used to seem like a huge park, but now it's only a large
garden. There used to be a great many steps in the stairway, and high
ones at that. Now it's nothing compared with other flights. Only Aunt
Francesca remains the same. She hasn't changed at all."
"She's a saint," said Rose with deep conviction, as the carriage
turned into the driveway.
The house, set far back from the street, was of the true Colonial
type, with stately white pillars at the dignified entrance. The garden
was a tangled mass of undergrowth—in spite of the snow one could see
that— but the house, being substantially built, had changed scarcely
"A new coat of paint will freshen it up amazingly," said Rose, as
they went up the steps. She was thrilled with a mysterious sense of
adventure which the younger woman did not share. "I feel like a
burglar," she continued, putting the key into the rusty lock.
"I feel cold," remarked Isabel, shivering in her furs.
At last the wide door swung on its creaking hinges and they went
into the loneliness and misery of an empty house. The dust of ages had
settled upon everything and penetrated every nook and cranny. The
floors groaned dismally, and the scurrying feet of mice echoed through
the walls. Cobwebs draped the windows, where the secret spinners had
held high carnival, undisturbed. An indescribable musty odour almost
stifled them and the chill dampness carried with it a sense of gloom
"My goodness!" Isabel exclaimed. "Nobody can ever live here again."
"Don't be discouraged," laughed Rose. "Soap, water, sunshine, and
fire can accomplish miracles."
At the end of the hall a black, empty fireplace yawned cavernously.
There was another in the living-room and still another in the library
back of it. Isabel opened the door on the left. "Why, there's another
fireplace in the dining-room," she said. "Do you suppose they have one
in the kitchen, too?"
"Go in and see, if you like."
"I'm afraid to go alone. You come, too."
There was no fireplace in the kitchen, but the rusty range was
sadly in need of repair.
"I'm going down cellar," Rose said. "Are you coming?"
"I should say not. Hurry back, won't you?"
Rose went cautiously down the dark, narrow stairway. The light was
dim in the basement but she could see that there was no coal. She went
back and forth several times from bin to window, making notes in a
small memorandum book. She was quite determined that Aunt Francesca
should be able to find no fault with her housekeeping.
When she went back, there were no signs of Isabel. She went from
room to room, calling, then concluded that she had gone back to the
carriage, which was waiting outside.
Rose took measurements for new curtains in all the rooms on the
lower floor, then climbed the creaking stairway. She came upon Isabel
in the sitting-room, upstairs, standing absorbed before an open desk.
In her hand she held something which gleamed brightly, even in the
"Isabel!" she cried, in astonishment.
The girl turned and came forward. Her eyes were sparkling. "Look!
There's a secret drawer in the desk and I found this in it. I love
secret drawers, don't you?"
"I never have looked for them in other people's houses," Rose
"I never have either," retorted Isabel, "except when I've been
invited to clean other people's houses."
There was something so incongruous in the idea of Isabel cleaning a
house that Rose laughed and the awkward moment quickly passed.
"Look," said Isabel, again.
Rose took it from her hand—a lovely miniature framed in
brilliants. A sweet, old-fashioned face was pictured upon the ivory in
delicate colours—that of a girl in her early twenties, with her
smooth, dark hair drawn back over her ears. A scarf of real lace was
exquisitely painted upon the dark background of her gown. The longing
eyes held Rose transfixed for an instant before she noted the wistful,
childish droop of the mouth. The girl who had posed for the miniature,
if she had been truthfully portrayed, had not had all that she asked
"Look at this," Isabel continued.
She offered Rose a bit of knitting work, from which the dust of
years fell lightly. It had once been white, and the needles were still
there, grey and spotted with rust. Rose guessed that the bit had been
intended for a baby's shoe, but never finished. The little shoe had
waited, all those years, for hands that never came back from the agony
in which they wrung themselves to death in the room beyond.
The infinite pity of it stirred Rose to quick tears, but Isabel was
unmoved. "Here's something else," she said.
She shook the dust from an old-fashioned daguerreotype case, then
opened it. On the left side was a young soldier in uniform, full
length—a dashing, handsome figure with one hand upon a drawn sword.
Printed in faded gilt upon the dusty red satin that made up the other
half of the case, the words were still distinct: "To Colonel Richard
Kent, from his friend, Jean Bernard."
"Jean Bernard!" Isabel repeated, curiously. "Who was he?"
"Aunt Francesca's husband," answered Rose, with a little catch in
her voice, "and my uncle. He died in the War."
"Oh," said Isabel, unmoved. "He was nice looking, wasn't he? Shall
we take this to Aunt Francesca?"
"You forget that it isn't ours to take," Rose reminded her. "And,
by the way, Isabel, you must never speak to Aunt Francesca of her
husband. She cannot bear it."
"All right," assented the girl. "What is this?"
From the back of the drawer she took out a bronze medal, with a
faded ribbon of red, white, and blue attached to it. She took it to
the light, rubbed it with her handkerchief, and slowly made out the
words: "Awarded to Colonel Richard Kent, for conspicuous bravery in
action at Gettysburg."
"Put the things back," Rose suggested, gently. This tiny, secret
drawer, Colonel Kent's holy of holies, symbolised and epitomised the
best of a man's life. The medal for military service, the miniature of
his wife, the picture of his friend, and the bit of knitting work that
comprehended a world of love and anguish and bereavement—these were
the hidden chambers of his heart.
Isabel took up the miniature again before she closed the drawer.
"Do you suppose those are diamonds?"
"No; only brilliants."
"I thought so. If they'd been diamonds, he would never have left
"On the contrary," answered Rose, "I'm very sure he would." She had
met Colonel Kent only a few times, years ago, during the Summer he had
spent at home while Allison was still abroad, but she knew him now,
They went on through the house, making notes of what was needed,
while their footsteps echoed and re-echoed through the empty rooms.
"I'm glad there are no carpets, except on the stairs," said Rose, "for
rugs are much easier to clean. It resolves itself simply into three
C's—coal, curtains, and cleaning. It won't take long, if we can get
enough people to work at it."
It was almost dusk when they went downstairs, but the cold slanting
sunbeams of a Winter afternoon came through the grimy windows and
illumined the gloomy depths of the open fireplace in the hall. Motes
danced in the beam, and the house somehow seemed less despairing, less
alone. A portrait of Colonel Kent, in uniform, hung above the great
mantel. Rose smiled at it with comprehension, but the painted lips did
not answer, nor the unseeing eyes swerve from their steady searching
"How was it?" asked Madame, when they reached home. "Dirty and
"Rather soiled," admitted Rose.
"And colder than Greenland," Isabel continued, warming her hands at
the open fire.
"We'll soon change all that," Madame said. "I've ordered coal and
engaged people to do the cleaning since you've been gone, and I have
my eye upon two permanent retainers, provided their references are
"I've measured for all the curtains," Rose went on. "Shall we make
them or buy them?"
"We'll make them. If we have help enough we can get them done in
The following day a small army, with Rose at the head of it, took
possession of the house. Every night she came home exhausted, not from
actual toil, but from the effort to instill the pride of good service
into unwilling workers who seemed to rejoice in ignorance.
"I'm tired," Rose remarked, one night. "I've cerebrated all day for
seven bodies besides my own and I find it wearing."
"I don't wonder," answered Madame. "I'll go over to-morrow and let
"Indeed you won't," declared Rose, with emphasis. "I've begun it
and I'm going to finish it unless the Seven Weary Workers fail me
At last the task was completed, and even Rose could find no speck
of dust in the entire establishment. The house was fresh with the
smell of soap-suds and floor wax and so warm that several windows had
to be kept open. The cablegram had come while the curtains were being
made, but everything was ready two days before the wayfarers could
possibly reach home.
On the appointed day, Rose and Isabel were almost as excited as
Madame Bernard herself. She had chosen to go over alone to greet the
Colonel and his son. They were expected to arrive about four in the
At three, Madame set forth in her carriage. She wore her best gown,
of lavender crepe, trimmed with real lace, and a bunch of heliotrope
at her belt. Rose had twined a few sprays of heliotrope into her snowy
hair and a large amethyst cross hung from her neck by a slender silver
chain. She wore no other jewels except her wedding ring.
Fires blazed cheerily in every fireplace on the lower floor, and
there was another in the sitting-room upstairs. She had filled the
house with the flowers of Spring—violets, daffodils, and lilies of
the valley. A silver tea-kettle with a lamp under it waited on the
When she heard the wheels creaking in the snowy road, Madame
lighted the lamp under the kettle with her own hands, then opened the
door wide. Followed by their baggage, the two men came up the
walk—father and son.
The Colonel was a little older, possibly, but still straight and
tall— almost as tall as the son who walked beside him, carrying a
violin case under his arm. He wore the familiar slouch hat, the same
loose overcoat, and the same silvery goatee, trimmed most carefully.
His blue eyes lighted up warmly at the sight of the figure in the
"Welcome home!" cried Madame Francesca, stretching a hand toward
each. "Welcome home!"
Allison only smiled, taking the little hand in his strong young
clasp, but his father bent, hat in hand, to kiss the one she offered
"Oh," cried Madame, "I'm so glad to see you both. Come in!"
They entered their own hospitable house, where fires blazed and the
kettle sang. "Say," said Allison, "isn't this great! Why did we ever
leave it? Isn't it fine, Father?"
But "father" still had his eyes upon the dainty little lady who had
brought forth the miracle of home from a wilderness of dust and ashes.
He bent again over the small, white hand.
"A woman, a fire, and a singing kettle," he said. "All the dear,
familiar spirits of the house to welcome us home."
III. THE VOICE OF THE VIOLIN
Madame Bernard and Isabel had not yet come down when Rose entered
the living-room, half an hour before dinner. The candles were lighted,
and in the soft glow of the reading lamp was a vase of pink roses,
sent by Colonel Kent to his old friend. The delicate sweetness filled
the room and mingled with the faint scent of attar of roses and dried
rose petals which, as always, hung about the woman who stood by the
table, idly rearranging the flowers.
The ruby ring caught the light and sent tiny crimson gleams dancing
into the far shadows. Her crepe gown was almost the colour of the
ruby; warm and blood-red. It was cut low at the throat, and an old
Oriental necklace of wonderfully wrought gold was the only ornament
she wore, aside from the ring. The low light gave the colour of the
gown back to her face, beautiful as always, and in her dusky hair she
had a single crimson rose.
Aunt Francesca had said that the Colonel was very much pleased with
the house and glad to be at home again. She had sent over her own cook
to prepare their first dinner, which, however, she had declined to
share, contenting herself with ordering a feast suited to the
Colonel's taste. To-night, they were to dine with her and meet the
other members of her household.
Madame came in gowned in lustreless white, with heliotrope at her
belt and in her hair. She wore a quaintly wrought necklace of
amethysts set in silver, and silver buckles, set with amethysts, on
her white shoes. More than once Rose had laughingly accused her of
being vain of her feet.
"Why shouldn't I be vain?" she had retorted, in self-defence.
"Aren't they pretty?"
"Of course they are," smiled Rose, bending down to kiss her.
"They're the prettiest little feet in all the world."
Madame's fancy ran seriously to shoes and stockings, of which she
had a marvellous collection. Silk stockings in grey and white, and in
all shades of lavender and purple, embroidered and plain, with shoes
to match in satin and suede, occupied a goodly space in her wardrobe.
At Christmas-time and on her birthday, Rose always gave her more, for
it was the one gift which could never fail to please.
"How lovely the house is," said Madame, looking around
appreciatively. "I hope the dinner will be good."
"I've never known it to be otherwise," Rose assured her.
"Am I all right? Is my skirt even?"
"You are absolutely perfect, Aunt Francesca."
"Then play to me, my dear. If my outward semblance is in keeping,
please put my mind into a holiday mood."
Rose ran her fingers lightly over the keys. "What shall I play?"
"Anything with a tune to it, and not too loud."
Smiling, Rose began one of the simple melodies that Aunt Francesca
[Illustration: musical notation]
Suddenly, she turned away from the piano. Her elbow, falling upon
the keys, made a harsh dissonance. "Isabel, my dear!" she cried.
"Aren't you almost too gorgeous?"
The girl stood in the open door, framed like a portrait, against
the dull red background of the hall. Her gown was white net, shot and
spangled with silver, over lustrous white silk. A comb, of filagree
silver, strikingly lovely in her dark hair, was her only ornament
except a large turquoise, set in dull silver, at her throat.
"I'm not overdressed, am I?" she asked, with an eager look at
"Not if it suits you. Come here, dear."
Isabel obeyed, turning around slowly for inspection. Almost
instantly it was evident that Madame approved. So did Rose, after she
saw how the gown made Isabel's eyes sparkle and brought out the
delicate fairness of her skin.
"You do suit yourself; there's no question about that, but you're
gorgeous, nevertheless." Thus Rose made atonement for her first
Mr. Boffin came in, with a blue ribbon around his neck, and helped
himself to Aunt Francesca's chair. Isabel rocked him and he got down,
without undue haste. He marched over to a straight-backed chair with a
cushion in it; glared at Isabel for a moment with his inscrutable
topaz eyes, then began to purr.
The clock chimed seven silvery notes. Madame Bernard waved her
white lace fan impatiently. "It's the psychological moment," Rose
observed. "Why don't they come?"
"It's Allison's fault, if they're late," Madame assured her. "I
could always set my watch by the Colonel. He—there, what did I tell
you?" she concluded triumphantly, as footsteps sounded outside.
When the guests were ushered in, Madame advanced to meet them. The
firelight had brought a rosy glow to her lovely face, and her deep
eyes smiled. Allison put his violin case in a corner before he spoke
"Did you really?" asked Madame. "How kind you are!"
"I brought it," laughed the young man, "just because you didn't ask
"Do you always," queried Rose, after he had been duly presented to
her, "do the things you're not asked to do?"
"Invariably," he replied.
"Allison," said Madame, "I want you to meet my niece once
removed—Miss Ross." The Colonel had already bowed to Isabel and was
renewing his old acquaintance with Rose.
"Not Isabel," said Allison, in astonishment.
"Yes," answered the girl, her eyes sparkling with excitement, "it's
"Why, little playmate, how did you ever dare to grow up?"
"I had nothing else to do." "But I didn't want you to grow up," he
"You've grown up some yourself," she retorted.
"I suppose I have," he sighed. "What a pity that the clock won't
Yet, to Madame, he did not seem to have changed much. He was
taller, and more mature in every way, of course. She noted with
satisfaction that he had gained control of his hands and feet, but he
had the same boyish face, the same square, well-moulded chin, and the
same nice brown eyes. Only his slender, nervous hands betrayed the
"Well, are you pleased with me?" he asked of Madame, his eyes
"Yes," she answered with a faint flush. "If you had worn long hair
and a velvet collar, I should never have forgiven you."
Colonel Kent laughed outright. "I should never have dared to bring
him back to you, Francesca, if he had fallen so low. We're Americans,
and please God, we'll stay Americans, won't we, lad?"
"You bet," answered Allison, boyishly, going over to salute Mr.
Boffin. "'But in spite of all temptations to belong to other nations,
I'm an Am- er-i-can,'" he sang, under his breath. Through the
mysterious workings of some sixth sense, Mr. Boffin perceived
approaching trouble and made a hurried escape.
"Will you look at that?" asked Allison, with a hearty laugh. "I
hadn't even touched him and he became suspicious of me."
"As I remember," Madame said, "my cats never got on very well with
"I don't like them either," put in Isabel.
"I like 'em," Allison said. "I like 'em a whole lot, but it isn't
mutual, and I never could understand why."
At dinner, it seemed as though they all talked at once. Madame and
the Colonel had a separate conversation of their own, while Allison
"reminisced" with Isabel, as he said, and asked numerous questions of
Rose in regard to the neighbours.
"Please tell me," he said, "what has become of the Crosby twins?"
"They're flourishing," Rose answered.
"You don't mean it! What little devils they were!"
"Are," corrected Rose.
"Who are the Crosby twins?" inquired Isabel.
"They'll probably call on you," Rose replied, "so I won't spoil it
by endeavouring to describe them. The language fails to do them
"What were their names?" mused Allison. "Let me see. Oh, yes, Romeo
"'Romie' and 'Jule' by affectionate abbreviation, to each other,"
Rose added. Did you know that an uncle died in Australia and left them
a small fortune ?"
"No, I didn't. What are they doing with it?"
"Do you remember, when you were a child, how you used to plan what
you'd do with unlimited wealth?"
"Well," Rose resumed, "that's just what they're doing with it. They
have only the income now, but this Fall, when they're twenty-one,
they'll come into possession of the principal. I prophesy bankruptcy
in five years."
"Even so," he smiled, "they'll doubtless have pleasant memories."
"What satisfaction do you think there will be in that?" queried
"I can't answer just now," Allison replied, "but the minute I'm
bankrupt, I'll come and tell you. It's likely to happen to me at any
Meanwhile Colonel Kent was expressing the pleasure he had found in
his well-appointed household. "Was it very much trouble, Francesca?"
"None at all—to me."
"You always were wonderful."
"You see," she smiled, "I didn't do it. Rose did everything. I
merely went over at the last to arrange the flowers, make the tea, and
receive the credit."
"And to welcome us home," he added. "They say a fireplace is the
heart of a house, but I think a woman is the soul of it."
"Then the soul of it was there, waiting, wasn't it?"
"But only for a little while," he sighed. "I am very lonely
sometimes, in spite of the boy."
Francesca's blue eyes became misty. "When a door in your heart is
closed," she said, "turn the key and go away. Opening it only brings
"I know," he answered, clearing his throat. "You've told me that
before and I've often thought of it. Yet sometimes it seems as though
all of life was behind that door."
"Ah, but it isn't. Your son and at least one true friend are
"No," Allison was saying, "I got well acquainted with surprisingly
few people over there. You see, I always chummed with Dad."
"Bless him," said Francesca, impulsively.
"Have I done well?" asked the Colonel, anxiously. "It was hard
"Indeed you have done well. I hear that he is a great artist."
"He's more than that—he's a man. He's clean and a good shot, and
he isn't afraid of anything. Someway, to me, a man who played the
fiddle always seemed, well—lady-like, you know. But Allison isn't."
"No," answered Francesca, demurely, "he isn't. Do I infer that it
is a disgrace to be ladylike?"
"Not for a woman," laughed the Colonel. "Why do you pretend to
misunderstand me? You always know what I mean."
After dinner, when the coffee had been served, Allison took out his
violin, of his own accord. "You haven't asked me to play, but I'm
going to. Who is going to play my accompaniment? Don't all speak at
Rose went to the piano and looked over his music. "I'll try.
Fortunately I'm familiar with some of this."
His first notes came with a clearness and authority for which she
was wholly unprepared. She followed the accompaniment almost
perfectly, but mechanically, lost as she was in the wonder and delight
of his playing. The exquisite harmony seemed to be the inmost soul of
the violin, speaking at last, through forgotten ages, of things made
with the world- -Love and Death and Parting. Above it and through it
hovered a spirit of longing, infinite and untranslatable, yet clear as
some high call.
Subtly, Rose answered to it. In some mysterious way, she seemed set
free from bondage. Unsuspected fetters loosened; she had a sense of
largeness, of freedom which she had never known before. She was
quivering in an ecstasy of emotion when the last chord came.
For an instant there was silence, then Isabel spoke. "How well you
play!" she said politely.
"I ought to," Allison replied, modestly. "I've worked hard enough."
"How long have you been studying?"
"Thirty years," he answered. "That is, I feel as if I had been at
work all my life."
"How funny!" exclaimed Isabel. "Are you thirty?"
"Just," he said.
"Then Cousin Rose and I are like steps, with you half way between
us. I'm twenty and she's forty," smiled Isabel, with childlike
Rose bit her lips, then the colour flamed into her face. "Yes," she
said, to break an awkward pause, "I'm forty. Old Rose," she added,
with a forced smile.
"Nonsense," said Allison quickly. "How can a rose be old?"
"Or," continued the Colonel, with an air of old-world gallantry,
"how can earth itself be any older, having borne so fair a rose upon
its breast for forty years?"
"Thank you both," responded Rose, her high colour receding. "Shall
we play again?"
While they were turning over the music Madame grappled with a
temptation to rebuke Isabel then and there. "Not fit for a parlour
yet," she thought. "Ought to be in the nursery on a bread and milk
diet and put to bed at six."
For her part, Isabel dimly discerned that she had said something
awkward, and felt vaguely uncomfortable. She was sorry if she had made
a social mistake and determined to apologise afterward, though she
Allison was playing again, differently, yet in the same way.
Through the violin sounded the same high call to Rose. Life assumed a
new breadth and value, as from a newly discovered dimension. She had
been in it, yet not of it, until now. She was merged insensibly with
something vast and universal, finite yet infinite, unknown and
undreamed-of an hour ago.
She was quite pale when they finished. "You're tired," he said.
"I'm not," she denied, vigorously.
"But you are," he insisted. "Don't you suppose I can see?" His eyes
met hers for the moment, clearly, and, once more, she answered an
unspoken summons in some silent way. The room turned slowly before
her; their faces became white spots in a mist.
"You play well," Allison was saying. "I wish you'd let me work with
"I'll be glad to," Rose answered, with lips that scarcely moved.
"Will you help me work up my programs for next season?"
"Indeed I will. Don't stop now, please—really, I'm not tired."
While she was still protesting, he led her away from the piano to
an easy chair. "Sit there," he said, "and I'll do the work. Those
accompaniments are heavy."
He went back to his violin, tightened a string, and began to play,
alone. The melody was as delicate in structure as the instrument
itself, yet strangely full of longing. Slowly the violin gave back the
music of which it was made; the wind in the forest, the sound of many
waters, moonlight shimmering through green aisles of forest, the
mating calls of Spring. And again, through it all, surged some great
question to which Rose thrilled in unspoken answer; a great prayer,
which, in some secret way, she shared.
It came to an end at last when she felt that she could bear no
more. "What is it?" she forced herself to ask.
"I haven't named it," he replied, putting down his violin.
"Of course. Why not?"
Isabel came to the piano and took up the violin. "May I look at
She stroked the brown breasts curiously and twanged the strings as
though it were a banjo. "What make is it?"
"Cremona. Dad gave it to me for Christmas, a long time ago. It
belonged to an old man who died of a broken heart."
"What broke his heart?" queried Isabel, carelessly.
"One of his hands was hurt in some way, and he could play no more."
"Not much to die of," Isabel suggested, practically.
"Ah, but you don't know," he answered, shaking his head.
Francesca had leaned forward and was speaking to Colonel Kent in a
low tone. "I think that somewhere, in the House not Made with Hands,
there is a young and lovely mother who is very proud of her boy
The Colonel's fine face took on an unwonted tenderness. "I hope so.
She left me a sacred trust."
Francesca crossed the room, drew the young man's tall head down,
and kissed him. "Well done, dear foster-child. Your adopted mother,
once removed, is fully satisfied with you, and very much pleased with
herself, being, vicariously, the parent of a great artist."
"I hope you don't consider me 'raised,'" replied Allison. "You're
not going to stop 'mothering' me, are you?"
"I couldn't," was her smiling assurance. "I've got the habit."
He seemed very young as he looked down at her. Woman-like she loved
him, through the man that he was, for the child that he had been.
"Come, lad," the Colonel suggested, "it's getting late and we want
to be invited again."
Allison closed his violin case with a snap, said good-night to Aunt
Francesca, then went over to Rose. "I don't feel like calling you
'Miss Bernard," he said. "Mayn't I say 'Cousin Rose,' as we rejoice in
the possession of the same Aunt?"
"Surely," she answered, colouring faintly.
"Then good-night, Cousin Rose. I'll see you soon again, and we'll
begin work. Your days of leisure are over now."
Isabel offered him a small, cool hand. Her eyes were brilliant,
brought out by the sparkling silver of her gown. She glittered even in
the low light of the room. "Good-night, Silver Girl," he said. "You
haven't really grown up after all."
When the door closed, Rose gathered up the music he had forgotten,
and put it away. Isabel came to her contritely. "Cousin Rose, I'm so
sorry I said that! I didn't think!"
"Don't bother about it," Rose replied, kindly. "It was nothing at
all, and, besides, it's true."
"'Tell the truth and shame the—family,'" misquoted Madame Bernard.
"Age and false hair are not things to be flaunted, Isabel, remember
Isabel flushed at the rebuke, and her cheeks were still burning
when she went to her room.
"I don't care," she said to herself, with a swift change of mood.
"I'm glad I told him. They'd never have done it, and it's just as well
for him to know."
Madame Bernard and Rose soon followed her example, but Rose could
not sleep. Through the night the voice of the violin sounded through
her consciousness, calling, calling, calling—heedless of the answer
that thrilled her to the depths of her soul.
IV. THE CROSBY TWINS
The Crosby twins were making a formal call upon Isabel. They had
been skating and still carried their skates, but Juliet wore white
gloves and had pinned her unruly hair into some semblance of order
while they waited at the door. She wore a red tam-o'-shanter on her
brown curls and a white sweater under her dark green skating costume,
which was short enough to show the heavy little boots, just now
filling the room with the unpleasant odour of damp leather.
"Won't you take off your coat?" asked Isabel. "You'll catch cold
when you go out, if you don't take it off."
"Thanks," responded Juliet, somewhat stiffly. Then she stretched
out both hands to her hostess, laughing as she did so. "Look!" The
sweater sleeves had crept up to her elbows, displaying several inches
of bare, red arm between the sleeves and the short white gloves.
"That's just like us," remarked Romeo. "If we try to be elegant,
something always happens."
The twins looked very much alike. They were quite tall and still
retained the dear awkwardness of youth, in spite of the near approach
of their twenty-first birthday. They had light brown curly hair, frank
blue eyes that met the world with interest and delight, well-shaped
mouths, not too small, and stubborn little chins. A high colour
bloomed on their cheeks and they fairly radiated the joy of living.
"Can you skate?" inquired Romeo.
"No," smiled Isabel.
"Juliet can. She can skate as far as I can, and almost as fast."
"Romie taught me," observed Juliet, with becoming modesty.
"Do you play hockey? No, of course you don't, if you don't skate,"
he went on, answering his own question. "Can you swim?"
"No," responded Isabel, sweetly.
"Jule's a fine swimmer. She saved a man's life once, two Summers
"Romie taught me," said Juliet, beaming at her brother.
"Can you row?" he asked, politely.
"No," replied Isabel, shortly. "I'm afraid of the water."
"Juliet can row. She won the women's canoe race in the regatta last
Summer. The prize was twenty-five dollars in gold."
"Romie taught me," put in Juliet.
"We'll teach you this Summer," said Romeo, with a frank, boyish
smile that showed his white teeth.
"Thank you," responded Isabel, inwardly vowing that they wouldn't.
"Juliet can do most everything I can," went on Romeo, with the
teacher's pardonable pride in his pupil. "She can climb a tree in her
knickers, and fish and skate and row and swim and fence, and play golf
and tennis, and shoot, and dive from a spring board, and she can ride
anything that has four legs."
"Romeo taught me," chanted Juliet, in a voice surprisingly like his
There was an awkward pause, then Romeo turned to his hostess. "What
can you do?" he asked, meaning to be deferential. Isabel thought she
detected a faint trace of sarcasm, so her answer was rather tart.
"I don't do many of the things that men do," she said, "but I speak
French and German, I can sing and play a little, sew and embroider,
and trim hats if I want to, and paint on china, and do two fancy
dances. And when I go back home, I'm going to learn to run an
The twins looked at each other. "We never thought of it," said
Juliet, much crestfallen.
"Wonder how much they cost," remarked Romeo, thoughtfully.
"Where can you buy 'em?" Juliet inquired. "Anywhere in town?"
"I suppose so," Isabel assented. "Why?"
"Why?" they repeated together. "We're going to buy one and learn to
"You must have lots of money," said Isabel, enviously.
"Loads," replied Romeo, with the air of a plutocrat. "More than we
"We get our income the first day of every month," explained Juliet,
"and put it into the bank, but when the next check comes, there's
always some left." They seemed to consider it a mild personal
"Why don't you save it?" queried Isabel.
"What for?" Romeo demanded, curiously.
"Why, so you'll have it if you ever need it."
"It keeps right on coming," Juliet explained, pulling down her
sweater. "Uncle died in Australia and left it to us. He died on the
thirtieth of June, and we always celebrate."
"Why don't you celebrate his birthday?" suggested Isabel, "instead
of the day he died?"
"His birthday was no good to us," replied Romeo," but his death-day
"But if he hadn't been born, he couldn't have died," Isabel
objected, more or less logically.
"And if he hadn't died, his being born wouldn't have helped us
any," replied Juliet, with a dazzling smile.
There was another pause. "Will you have some tea?" asked Isabel.
"With rum in it?" queried Juliet.
"I don't think so," said Isabel, doubtfully. "Aunt Francesca never
"We don't, either," Romeo explained, "except when it's very cold,
and then only a teaspoonful."
"The doctor said we didn't need stimulants. What was it he said we
"Yes, that was it—sedatives. I looked it up in the dictionary. It
means to calm, or to moderate. I think he got the word wrong himself,
for we don't need to be calmed, or moderated, do we, Romie?"
"I should say not!"
The twins sipped their tea in silence and nibbled daintily at
wafers from the cracker jar. Then, feeling that their visit was over,
they rose with one accord.
"We've had a dandy time," said Juliet, crushing Isabel's hand in
"Bully," supplemented Romeo. "Come and see us."
"I will," Isabel responded, weakly. "How do you get there?"
"Just walk up the main road and turn to the left. It's about three
"Three miles!" gasped Isabel. "I'll drive out."
"Just so you come," Romeo said, graciously. "It's an awful old
place. You'll know it by the chimney being blown over and some of the
bricks lying on the roof. Good-bye."
Juliet turned to wave her hand at Isabel as they banged the gate,
and Romeo awkwardly doffed his cap. Their hostess went up-stairs with
a sigh of relief. She had the sensation of having quickly closed a
window upon a brisk March wind.
The twins set their faces toward home. The three-mile walk was
nothing to them, even after a day of skating. The frosty air nipped
Juliet's cheeks to crimson and she sniffed at it with keen delight.
"It's nice to be out," she said, "after being in that hot house.
What do you think of her, Romie?"
"Oh, I don't know," he replied carelessly. "Say, how did she have
her hair done up?"
"She had rats in it, and it was curled on a hot iron."
"Rats? What in thunder is—or are—that, or they?"
"Little wads of false hair made into cushiony rolls."
"Did she tell you?"
"No," laughed Juliet. "Don't you suppose I can see a rat?"
"I thought rats had to be smelled."
"Not this kind."
"She smelled of something kind of sweet and sticky. What was it?'
"Sachet powder, I guess, or some kind of perfume."
"I liked the smell. Can we get some?"
"I guess so—we've got the price."
"Next time you see her, ask her what it is, will you?"
"All right," answered Juliet, unperturbed by the request.
The rest of the way was enlivened by a discussion of automobiles.
Romeo had a hockey match on for the following day, which was Saturday,
so they were compelled to postpone their investigations until Monday.
It seemed very long to wait.
"It's no good now, anyhow," said Romeo. "We can't run it until the
roads melt and dry up."
"That's so," agreed his twin, despondently. "Why did she tell us
now? Why couldn't she wait until we had some chance?"
"I guess we can learn something about it before we try to run it,"
he observed, cheerfully. "If we can get it into the barn, we can take
it all apart and see how it's put together."
"Oh, Romie!" cried Juliet, with a little skip. "How perfectly
fascinating! And we'll read all the automobile literature we can get
hold of. I do so love to be posted!"
Upon the death of their father, several years ago, the twins had
promptly ceased to go to school. The kindly old minister who had been
appointed executor of their father's small estate and guardian of the
tumultuous twins had been unable to present any arguments in favour of
systematic education which appealed to them even slightly.
"What good is Latin?" asked Romeo, apparently athirst for
"Why—er—mental discipline, mostly," the harassed guardian had
"Isn't there anything we'd like that would discipline our minds?"
"I fear not," replied the old man, who lacked the diplomacy
necessary to deal with the twins. Shortly after that he had died with
so little warning that he had only time to make out a check in their
favour for the balance entrusted to him. The twins had held high
carnival until the money was almost gone. The bequest from the
Australian uncle had reached them just in time, so, with thankful
hearts, they celebrated and had done so annually ever since.
Untrammelled by convention and restraint, they thrived like weeds
in their ancestral domicile, which was now sadly in need of repair.
Occasionally some daring prank set the neighbourhood by the ears, but,
for the most part, the twins behaved very well and attended strictly
to their own affairs. They ate when they were hungry, slept when they
were sleepy, and, if they desired to sit up until four in the morning,
reading, they did so. A woman who had a key to the back door came in
every morning, at an uncertain hour, to wash the dishes, sweep, dust,
and to make the beds if they chanced to be unoccupied.
As Romeo had said, the chimney had blown down and several loose
bricks lay upon the roof. They had a small vegetable garden, fenced
in, and an itinerant gardener looked after it, in Summer, but they had
no flowers, because they maintained a large herd of stray dogs, mostly
mongrels, that would have had no home had it not been for the
hospitable twins. Romeo bought the choicest cuts of beef for them and
fed them himself. Occasionally they added another to their collection
and, at the last census, had nineteen.
Their house would have delighted Madame Bernard—it was so
eminently harmonious and suitable. The ragged carpets showed the floor
in many places, and there were no curtains at any of the windows.
Romeo cherished a masculine distaste for curtains and Juliet did not
trouble herself to oppose him. The furniture was old and most of it
was broken. The large easy chair in the sitting room was almost
disembowelled, and springs showed through the sofa, except in the
middle, where there was a cavernous depression. Several really fine
paintings adorned the walls, and the dingy mantel was glorified by
exquisite bits of Cloisonne and iridescent glass, for which Juliet had
a pronounced fancy.
"Set the table, will you, Romie?" called Juliet, tying a large blue
gingham apron over her sweater. "I'm almost starved."
"So'm I, but I've got to feed the dogs first."
"Let 'em wait," pleaded Juliet. "Please do!"
"Don't be so selfish! They're worse off than we are, for they
haven't even had tea."
While the pack fought, outside, for rib bones and raw steak, Juliet
opened a can of salmon, fried some potatoes, put a clean spoon into a
jar of jam, and cut a loaf of bread into thick slices. When Romeo came
in, he set the table, made coffee, and opened a can of condensed milk.
They disdained to wash dishes, but cleared off the table, after
supper, lighted the lamp, and talked automobile until almost midnight.
In less than an hour, Romeo had completed the plans for remodelling
the barn. They had no horse, but as a few bits of harness remained
from the last equine incumbent, they usually alluded to the barn as
"the bridle chamber."
"We'll have to name the barn again," mused Juliet, "and we can name
the automobile, too."
"Wait until we get it. What colour shall we have?"
"They're usually red or black, aren't they?" she asked, doubtfully.
"I guess so. We want ours different, don't we?"
"Sure. We want something that nobody ever had before—something
bright and cheerful. Oh, Romie," she continued, jumping up and down in
excitement, "let's have it bright yellow and call it 'The Yellow
Her twin offered her a friendly hand. "Jule," he said solemnly,
"you're a genius!"
"We'll have brown leather inside, and get brown clothes to match.
Brown hats with yellow bands on 'em—won't it be perfectly
"Scrumptious is no word for it. Shall we have two seats or four?"
"Four, of course. A two-seated automobile looks terribly selfish."
"Stingy, too," murmured Romeo, "and we can afford the best."
"Do you know," Juliet suggested, after deep thought, "I think it
would be nice of us if we waited to take our first ride until we
celebrate for Uncle?"
"It would," admitted Romeo, gloomily, "but it's such a long time to
"We can learn to run it here in the yard—there's plenty of room.
And on the thirtieth of June, we'll take our first real ride in it. Be
a sport, Romie," she urged, as he maintained an unhappy silence.
"All right—I will," he said, grudgingly. "But I hope Uncle
appreciates what we're doing for him."
"That's settled, then," she responded, cheerfully. "Then, on our
second ride, we'll take somebody with us. Who shall we invite?"
"Oughtn't she to go with us the first time?"
"She? Who's 'she'?"
"Miss Ross—Isabel. She suggested it, you know. We might not have
thought of it for years."
Juliet pondered. "I don't believe she ought to go the first time,
because the day that Uncle died doesn't mean anything to her, and it's
everything to us. But we'll take her on the second trip. Shall I write
to her now and invite her?"
"I don't believe," Romeo responded, dryly, "that I'd stop to write
an invitation to somebody to go out four months from now in an
automobile that isn't bought yet."
"But it's as good as bought," objected Juliet, "because our minds
are made up. We may forget to ask her."
"Put it on the slate," suggested Romeo.
In the hall, near the door, was a large slate suspended by a wire.
The pencil was tied to it. Here they put down vagrant memoranda and
things they planned to acquire in the near future.
Juliet observed that there was only one entry on the slate:
"Military hair brushes for R." Underneath she wrote: "Yellow
automobile, four- seated. Name it 'The Yellow Peril.' Brown leather
inside. Get brown clothes to match and trim with yellow. First ride,
June thirtieth, for Uncle. Second ride, July first, for ourselves.
Invite Isabel Ross."
"Anything else?" she asked, after reading it aloud.
"Dog biscuit," yawned Romeo. "They're eating too much meat."
It was very late when they went up-stairs. Their rooms were across
the hall from each other and they slept with the doors open. The attic
had been made into a gymnasium, where they exercised and hardened
their muscles when the weather kept them indoors. A trapeze had been
recently put up, and Juliet was learning to swing by her feet.
She lifted her face up to his and received a brotherly peck on the
lips. "Good-night, Jule."
"Good-night, Romie. Pleasant dreams."
It was really morning, but there was no clock to tell them so, for
the timepieces in the Crosby mansion were seldom wound.
"Say," called Romeo.
"What do you think of her?"
"Miss—you know. Isabel."
"Oh, I don't know," responded Juliet, sleepily. "I guess she's kind
of a sissy-girl."
V. AN AFTERNOON CALL
"Aunt Francesca," asked Isabel, "is Colonel Kent rich?"
"Very," responded Madame. She had a fine damask napkin stretched
upon embroidery hoops and was darning it with the most exquisite of
"Then why don't they live in a better house and have more servants?
That place is old and musty."
"Perhaps they like to live there, and, again, perhaps they haven't
enough money to change. Besides, that has been Colonel Kent's home
ever since he was married. Allison was born there."
Isabel fidgeted in her chair. "If they're very rich, I should think
they'd have enough money to enable them to move into a better house."
"Oh," replied Madame, carefully cutting her thread on the
underside, "I wasn't thinking of money when I spoke. I don't know
anything about their private affairs. But Colonel Kent has courage,
sincerity, an old- fashioned standard of honour, many friends, and a
son who is a great artist."
The girl was silent, for intangible riches did not appeal to her
"Allison is like him in many ways," Madame was saying. "He is like
his mother, too."
"When is he going away?"
"In September or October, I suppose—the beginning of the season."
"Is he going to play everywhere?"
"Everywhere of any importance."
"Perhaps," mused Isabel, "he will make a great deal of money
"Perhaps," Madame responded, absently. "I do hope he will be
successful." She had almost maternal pride in her foster son.
"Is Cousin Rose going, too?"
"Going where? What do you mean, dear?"
"Why, nothing. Only I heard him ask her if she would go with him on
his concert tour and play his accompaniments, providing you or the
Colonel went along for chaperone, and Cousin Rose laughed and said she
didn't need a chaperone—that she was old enough to make it quite
"And—-" suggested Madame.
"Allison laughed, too, and said: 'Nonsense!'"
"If they are going," said Madame, half to herself, "and decide to
take me along, I hope they'll give me sufficient time to pack things
"Would the Colonel go, if you went?"
"I hardly think so. It wouldn't be quite so proper."
"I don't understand," remarked Isabel, wrinkling her pretty brows.
"I don't either," Madame replied, confidentially. "However, I've
lived long enough to learn that the conventions of society are all in
the interests of morality. If you're conventional, you'll be good, in
a negative sense, of course."
"How do you mean, Aunt Francesca?"
"Perfect manners are diametrically opposed to crime. For instance,
it is very bad form for a man to shoot a lady, or even to write
another man's name on a check and cash it. It saves trouble to be
conventional, for you're not always explaining things. Most of the
startling items we read in the newspapers are serious lapses from
conventionality and good manners."
"The Crosbys aren't very conventional," Isabel suggested.
"No," smiled Madame, "they're not, but their manners proceed from
the most kindly and friendly instincts, consequently they're seldom in
"They have lots of money, haven't they?"
"I have sometimes thought that the Crosbys had more than their age
and social training fitted them to use wisely, but I've never known
them to go far astray. They've done foolish things, but I've never
known either to do a wrong or selfish thing. Money is a terrible test
of character, but I think the twins will survive it."
"I suppose they've done lots of funny things with it."
Madame's eyes danced and little smiles wrinkled the corners of her
mouth. "On the Fourth of July, last year, they presented every orphan
in the Orphans' Home with two dollars' worth of fireworks, carefully
chosen. Of course the inevitable happened and the orphans managed to
set fire to the home, but, after two hours of hard work, the place was
saved. Some of the children were slightly injured during the
celebration, but that didn't matter, because as Juliet said, they'd
had a good time, anyway, and it would give them something to talk
about in years to come."
"It would have been better to spend the money on shoes, wouldn't
"I don't know, my dear. The finest gift in the world is pleasure.
Sometimes I think it's better to feed the soul and let the body fast.
There is a time in life when one brief sky-rocket can produce more joy
than ten pairs of shoes."
Isabel smiled and glanced at Madame Bernard's lavender satin
slipper. The old lady laughed and the soft colour came into her pretty
"I frankly admit that I've passed it," she said. "Better one pair
of shoes than ten sky-rockets, if the shoes are the sort I like."
"Do they come often?" queried Isabel, reverting to the subject of
"Not as often as I'd like to have them, but it doesn't do to urge
them. I can only keep my windows open and let the wind from the clover
field blow in as it will."
"Do they live near a clover field?" inquired Isabel, perplexed.
"No, but they remind me of it—they're so breezy and wholesome, so
free and untrammelled, and, at heart, so sweet."
"I hope they'll come again soon."
"So do I, for I don't want you to be lonely, Isabel. It was good of
your mother to let you come."
"Mamma doesn't care what I do," observed Isabel, placidly. "She's
Madame Bernard checked the sharp retort that rose to her lips. What
Isabel had said was quite true. Mrs. Ross was so interested in what
she called "The New Thought" and "The Higher World Service" that she
had neither time nor inclination for the old thought and simple
service that make—and keep—a home.
From the time she could dress herself and put up her own hair,
Isabel had been left much to herself. Her mother supplied her
liberally with money for clothes and considered that her duty to her
daughter ended there. They lived in an apartment hotel and had their
coffee served in their rooms in the morning. After that, Isabel was
left to her own devices, for committees and directors' meetings
without number claimed her mother.
More often than not, Isabel dined alone in the big dining-room
downstairs, and spent a lonely evening with a novel and a box of
chocolates. On pleasant days, she amused herself by going through the
shops and to the matinee. She did not make friends easily and the
splendid isolation common to hotels and desert islands left her
stranded, socially. She had been very glad to accept Aunt Francesca's
invitation, and the mother, looking back through her years of "world
service" to the quiet old house and dream-haunted garden, had thought
it would be a good place for Isabel for a time, and had hoped she
might not find it too dull to endure.
Madame Bernard had no patience with Mrs. Ross. When she had come
for a brief holiday, fifteen years before, bringing her child with
her, she had just begun to be influenced by the modern feminine
unrest. Later she had definitely allied herself with those whose
mission it is to emancipate Woman—with a capital W—from her chains,
forgetting that these are of her own forging, and anchor her to the
eternal verities of earth and heaven.
A single swift stroke had freed Mrs. Ross from her own "bondage."
Isabel's father had died, while her mother was out upon a lecturing
tour—in a hotel, which is the most miserable place in the world to
die in. The housekeeper and chambermaids had befriended Isabel until
the tour came to its triumphant conclusion. Mrs. Ross had seemed to
consider the whole affair a kindly and appropriate recognition of her
abilities, on the part of Providence. She attempted to fit Isabel for
the duties of a private secretary, but failed miserably, and, greatly
to Isabel's relief, gave up the idea.
Madame Bernard had looked forward to Isabel's visit with a certain
apprehension, remembering Mrs. Ross's unbecoming gowns and careless
coiffures. But the girl's passion for clothes, amounting almost to a
complete "reversion to type," had at once relieved and alarmed her.
"If I can strike a balance for her," she had said to herself in a
certain midnight musing, "I shall do very well."
As yet, however, Isabel had failed to "balance." She dressed for
morning and luncheon and afternoon, and again for dinner, changing to
street gowns when necessary and doing her hair in a different way for
each gown. Still, as Rose had said, she "suited herself," for she was
always immaculate, beautifully clad, and a joy to behold.
Madame Bernard greatly approved of the lovely white wool house gown
Isabel was wearing. She had no fault to find with the girl's taste,
but she wished to subordinate, as it were, the thing to the spirit;
the temple to the purpose for which it was made.
Isabel smiled at her sweetly as she folded up her work—a little
uncomprehending smile. "Are you going away now for your 'forty winks,'
"Yes, my dear. Can you amuse yourself for an hour or so without
playing upon the piano?"
"Certainly. I didn't know that you and Cousin Rose were asleep
yesterday, or I wouldn't have played."
"Of course not." Madame leaned over her and stroked the dark hair,
waved and coiled in quite the latest fashion. "There are plenty of
books and magazines in the library."
Madame went upstairs, followed at a respectful distance by Mr.
Boffin, waving his plumed tail. He, too, took his afternoon nap,
curled up cosily upon the silken quilt at the foot of his mistress's
couch. In the room adjoining, Rose rested for an hour also, though she
usually spent the time with a book.
Left to herself, Isabel walked back and forth idly, greatly allured
by the forbidden piano. She looked over, carelessly, the pile of
violin music Allison had left there. Some of the sheets were torn and
had been pasted together, all were marked in pencil with
hieroglyphics, and most of them were stamped, in purple, "Allison
Kent," with a Berlin or Paris address written in below.
Isabel had met very few men, in the course of her twenty years. For
this reason, possibly, she remembered every detail of the two weeks
she had spent at Aunt Francesca's and the hours with Allison, on the
veranda, when he chose to amuse himself with the pretty, credulous
child. It seemed odd to have him coming to the house again, though,
unless he came to dinner, he usually spent the time playing, to Rose's
accompaniment. She had not seen him alone.
She surveyed herself in the long, gilt-framed mirror, and was well
pleased with the image of youth and beauty the mirror gave back. The
bell rang and she pinned up a stray lock carefully. It was probably
someone to see Aunt Francesca, but there was a pleasing doubt. It
might be the twins, though she had not returned their call.
Presently Allison came in, his cheeks glowing from his long walk in
the cold. "Silver Girl," he smiled, "where are the spangles, and are
"The spangles are upstairs waiting for candlelight," answered
Isabel, as he took her small, cool hand, "and I'm very much alone—or
"Where are the others?"
"I hope I haven't tired Rose out," said Allison, offering Isabel a
chair. He had unconsciously dropped the prefix of "Cousin." "We've
been working hard lately."
"Is she going with you on your tour?"
"I don't know. I wish she could go, but I haven't the heart to drag
father or Aunt Francesca along with us, and otherwise, it would be—
well, unconventional, you know. The conventions make me dead tired,"
he added, with evident sincerity.
"And yet," said Isabel, looking into the fire, "they are all in the
interests of morality. If you're conventional, you'll be good,
negatively. It isn't good manners for a man to shoot a lady or to sign
a check with another man's name and get it cashed. If you're
conventional, you're not always explaining things."
"Very true," laughed Allison, "but sometimes "the greatest good for
the greatest number bears heavily upon the few."
"Of course," Isabel agreed, after a moment's pause. "Your friends,
the Crosby twins, have called," she continued.
"Really?" Allison asked, with interest. "How do you like them?"
"I wish they'd come often," she smiled. "They remind me of a field
of red clover, they're so breezy and so wholesome."
"I must hunt 'em up," he returned, absently. "They used to be
regular little devils. It's a shame for them to have all that money."
"Because they'll waste it. They don't know how to use it."
"Perhaps they do, in a way. One Fourth of July they gave every
orphan in the Orphans' Home two dollars' worth of fireworks. Anybody
else would have wasted the money on shoes, or hats."
"I see you haven't grown up. Would you rather have fireworks than
"There is a time in life when one sky-rocket can give more pleasure
than a pair of shoes, and the gift of pleasure is the finest gift in
Allison was agreeably surprised, for hitherto Isabel's conversation
had consisted mainly of monosyllables and platitudes, or the
hesitating echo of someone's else opinion. Now he perceived that it
was shyness; that Isabel had a mind of her own, and an unusual mind,
at that. He looked at her quickly and the colour bloomed upon her
pale, cold face.
"Tell me, little playmate, what have the years done for you since
you went out and pulled up the rose bushes to find the scent bottles?"
"Nothing," she answered, not knowing what else to say.
"Still looking for the unattainable?"
"Yes, if you like to put it that way."
"Where's your mother?"
"The Bloodless Revolution, or the Gradual Emancipation of Woman,"
she repeated, parrot-like.
"Her work must keep her away from home a great deal," he ventured,
after a pause.
"Yes. I seldom see her."
"You must be lonely."
She turned her dark eyes to his. "I live in a hotel," she said.
In the simple answer, Allison saw an unmeasured loneliness, coupled
with a certain loyalty to her mother. He changed the subject.
"You like it here, don't you?"
"Yes, indeed. Aunt Francesca is lovely and so is Cousin Rose. I
wish," she went on, with a little sigh as she glanced about the
comfortable room, "that I could always stay here." The child-like
appeal in her tone set Allison's heart to beating a little faster.
"I wish you could," he said. Remorsefully, he remembered the long
hours he had spent with Rose at the piano, happily oblivious of
"Are you fond of music?" he asked.
"Yes, indeed! I always sit outside and listen when you and Cousin
"Come in whenever you want to," he responded, warmly.
"Won't I be in the way? Won't I be a bother?"
"I should say not. How could you be?"
"Then," Isabel smiled, "I'll come sometimes, if I may. It's the
only pleasure I have."
"That's too bad. Sometime we'll go into town to the theatre, just
you and I. Would you like to go?"
"I'd love to," she answered, eagerly.
The clock ticked industriously, the fire crackled merrily upon the
hearth, and the wind howled outside. In the quiet room, Allison sat
and studied Isabel, with the firelight shining upon her face and her
white gown. She seemed much younger than her years.
"You're only a child," he said, aloud; "a little, helpless child."
"How long do you think it will be before I'm grown up?"
"I don't want you to grow up. I can remember now just how you
looked the day I told you about the scent bottles. You had on a pink
dress, with a sash to match, pink stockings, little white shoes with
black buttons, and the most fetching white sunbonnet. Your hair was
falling in curls all round your face and it was such a warm day that
the curls clung to your neck and annoyed you. You toddled over to me
and said: 'Allison, please fix my's turls.' Don't you remember?"
She smiled and said she had forgotten. "But," she added,
truthfully, "I've often wondered how I looked when I was dressed up."
"Then," he continued, "I told you how the scent bottles grew on the
roots of the rose bushes, and, after I went home, you went and pulled
up as many as you could. Aunt Francesca was very angry with me."
"Yes, I remember that. I felt as though you were being punished for
my sins. It was years afterward that I saw I'd been sufficiently
punished myself. Look!"
She leaned toward him and showed him a narrow white line on the
soft flesh between her forefinger and her thumb, extending back over
"A thorn," she said. "I shall carry the scar to my dying day."
With a little catch in his throat, Allison caught the little hand
and pressed it to his lips. "Forgive me!" he said.
VI. THE LIGHT ON THE ALTAR
Colonel Kent had gone away on a short business trip and Allison was
spending his evenings, which otherwise would have been lonely, at
Madame Bernard's. After talking for a time with Aunt Francesca and
Isabel, it seemed natural for him to take up his violin and suggest,
if only by a half-humorous glance, that Rose should go to the piano.
Sometimes they played for their own pleasure and sometimes worked
for their own benefit. Neither Madame nor Isabel minded hearing the
same thing a dozen times or more in the course of an evening, for, as
Madame said, with a twinkle in her blue eyes, it made "a pleasant
noise," and Isabel did not trouble herself to listen.
Both Rose and Allison were among the fortunate ones who find joy in
work. Rose was so keenly interested in her music that she took no
count of the hours spent at the piano, and Allison fully appreciated
her. It had been a most pleasant surprise for him to find a good
accompanist so near home.
The discouraging emptiness of life had mysteriously vanished for
Rose. Her restlessness disappeared as though by magic and her
indefinite hunger had been, in some way, appeased. She had
unconsciously emerged from one state into another, as the tiny
dwellers of the sea cast off their shells. She had a sense of freedom
and a large vision, as of dissonances resolved into harmony.
Clothes, also, which, as Madame had said, are "supposed to please
and satisfy women," had taken to themselves a new significance. Rose
had made herself take heed of her clothes, but she had never had much
real interest. Now she was glad of the time she had spent in planning
her gowns, merely with a view to pleasing Aunt Francesca.
To-night, she wore a clinging gown of deep green velvet, with a
spray of green leaves in her hair. Her only ornament was a pin of
jade, in an Oriental setting. Allison looked at her admiringly.
"There's something about you," he said, "that I don't know just how
to express. I have no words for it, but, in some way, you seem to live
up to your name."
"How so?" Rose asked, demurely.
"Well, I've never seen you wear anything that a rose might not
wear. I've seen you in red and green and yellow and pink and white,
but never in blue or purple, or any of those soft-coloured things that
Aunt Francesca wears."
"That only means," answered Rose, flushing, "that blue and grey and
tan and lavender aren't becoming to me."
"That isn't it," Allison insisted, "for you'd be lovely in
anything. You're living up to your name."
"Go on," Rose suggested mischievously. "This is getting
interesting." "You needn't laugh. I assure you that men know more
about those things than they're usually given credit for. Your jewels
fit in with the whole idea, too. That jade pin, for instance, and your
tourmaline necklace, and your ruby ring, and the topazes you wear with
yellow, and the faint scent of roses that always hangs about you."
"What else?" she smiled.
"Well, I had a note from you the other day. It was fragrant with
rose petals and the conventionalised rose, in gold and white, that was
stamped in place of a monogram, didn't escape me. Besides, here's
He took from his pocket a handkerchief of sheerest linen,
delicately hemstitched. In one corner was embroidered a rose, in
palest shades of pink and green. The delicate, elusive scent filled
the room as he shook it out.
"There," he continued, with a laugh. "I found it in my violin case
the other day. I don't know how it came there, but it was much the
same as finding a rose twined about the strings."
Aunt Francesca was on the other side of the room, by the fire. Her
face, in the firelight, was as delicate as a bit of carved ivory. Her
thoughts were far away—one could see that. Isabel sat near her,
apparently absorbed in a book, but, in reality, listening to every
"I wish," Allison was saying, "that people knew how to live up to
themselves. That's an awkward phrase, but I don't know of anything
better. Even their names don't fit 'em, and they get nicknames."
"'Father calls me William,'" murmured Rose.
"'And Mother calls me Will,'" Allison went on. "That's it, exactly.
See how the 'Margarets' are adjusted to themselves by their friends.
Some are 'Margie' and more of 'em are 'Peggy.' 'Margaret' who is
allowed to wear her full name is very rare."
"I'm glad my name can't be changed, easily," she said,
"It could be 'Rosie,' with an 'ie,' and if you were that sort, it
would be. Take Aunt Francesca, for instance. She might be 'Frances' or
'Fanny' or even 'Fran,' but her name suits her, so she gets the full
benefit of it, every time."
Madame turned away from the fire, with the air of one who has been
away upon a long journey. "Did I hear my name? Did someone speak to
"Only of you," Allison explained. "We were talking of names and
nicknames and saying that yours suited you."
"If it didn't," observed Madame Bernard, "I'd change it. When we
get civilised, I believe children will go by number until they get old
enough to choose their own names. Fancy a squirming little imp with a
terrible temper being saddled with the name of 'William,' by authority
of Church and State. Except to his doting parents, he'll never be
anything but 'Bill.'"
"Does my name fit me?" queried Isabel, much interested.
"It would," said Allison, "if you weren't quite so tall. Does my
name fit me?"
He spoke to Madame Bernard but he looked at Rose. It was the older
woman who answered him. "Yes, of course it does. How dare you ask me
that when I named you myself?"
"I'd forgotten," Allison laughed. "I can't remember quite that far
They began to play once more and Isabel, pleading a headache, said
good- night. She made her farewells very prettily and there was a
moment's silence after the door closed.
"I'm afraid," said Madame, "that our little girl is lonely.
Allison, can't you bestir yourself and find some young men to call
upon her? I can't think of anybody but the Crosby twins."
"What's the matter with me?" inquired Allison, lightly. "Am I not
calling? And behold, I give her a headache and she goes to bed."
"You're not exactly in her phase of youth," Madame objected. "She's
my guest and she has to be entertained."
"I'm willing to do my share. I'll take her into town to the theatre
some night, and to supper afterward, in the most brilliantly lighted
place I can find."
"That's very nice of you," responded Rose, with a look of friendly
appreciation. "I know she would enjoy the bright lights."
"We all do, in certain moods," he said. "Are you ready now?"
The voice of the violin rose to heights of ecstasy, sustained by
full chords in the accompaniment. Mingled with the joy of it, like a
breath of sadness and longing, was a theme in minor, full of question
and heartbreak; of appeal that was almost prayer. And over it all, as
always, hovering like some far light, was the call to which Rose
answered. Dumbly, she knew that she must always answer it, though she
were dead and the violin itself mingled with her dust.
Madame Bernard, still seated by the fire, stirred uneasily.
Something had come into her house that vaguely troubled her, because
she had no part in it. The air throbbed with something vital, keen,
alive; the room trembled as from invisible wings imprisoned.
Old dreams and memories came back with a rush, and the little old
lady sitting in the half light looked strangely broken and frail. The
sound of marching and the steady beat of a drum vibrated through her
consciousness and the singing violin was faint and far. She saw again
the dusty street, where the blue column went forward with her Captain
at the head, his face stern and cold, grimly set to some high Purpose
that meant only anguish for her. The picture above the mantel, seen
dimly through a mist, typified, to her, the ways of men and women
since the world began—the young knight riding forward in his quest
for the Grail, already forgetting what lay behind, while the woman
knelt, waiting, waiting, waiting, as women always have and always
At last the music reached its end in a low chord that was at once a
question and a call. Madame rose, about to say good-night, and go up-
stairs where she might be alone. On the instant she paused. Her heart
waited almost imperceptibly, then resumed its beat.
Still holding the violin, Allison was looking at Rose.
Subconsciously, Madame noted his tall straight figure, his broad
well-set shoulders, his boyish face, and his big brown eyes. But Rose
had illumined as from some inward light; her lovely face was
transfigured into a beauty beyond all words.
Francesca slipped out without speaking and went, unheard, to her
own room. She felt guilty because she had discerned something of which
Rose herself was as yet entirely unconscious. With the instinctive
sex- loyalty that distinguishes fine women from the other sort, Madame
hoped that Allison did not know.
"And so," she said to herself, "Love has come back to my house,
after many years of absence. I wonder if he cares? He must, oh, he
must!" Francesca had no selfish thought of her own loneliness, if her
Rose should go away. Though her own heart was forever in the keeping
of a distant grave, she could still be glad of another's joy.
Rose turned away from the piano and Allison put his violin into the
case. "It's late," he said, regretfully, "and you must be tired."
"Perhaps I am, but I don't know it."
"You respond so fully to the music that it is a great pleasure to
play with you. I wish I could always have you as my accompanist."
"I do, too," murmured Rose, turning her face away. The deep colour
mounted to the roots of her hair and he studied her impersonally, as
he would have studied any other lovely thing.
"Why?" he began, then laughed.
"Why what?" asked Rose, quickly.
"I was about to ask you a very foolish question."
"Don't hesitate," she said. "Most questions are foolish."
"This is worse—it's idiotic. I was going to ask you why you hadn't
With a sharp stab at the heart, Rose noted the past tense. "Why
haven't you?" she queried, forcing a smile.
"There is only one answer to that question, and yet people keep on
asking it. They might as well ask why you don't buy an automobile."
"Well?" continued Rose, inquiringly.
"Because 'the not impossible she,' or 'he,' hasn't come, that's
"Perhaps only one knows," she suggested.
"No," replied Allison, "in any true mating, they both know—they
There was a long pause. A smouldering log, in the fireplace, broke
and fell into the embers. The dying flame took new life and the warm
glow filled the room.
"Is that why people don't buy automobiles?" queried Rose, chiefly
because she did not know what else to say.
"The answer to that is that they do."
"Sounds as if you might have taken it from Alice in Wonderland,"
she commented. "Maybe they've had to give each other up," she
"People who will give each other up should be obliged to do it," he
returned. "May I leave my violin here? I'll be coming again so soon."
"Surely. I hope you will."
"Good-night." He took her hand for a moment, in his warm, steady
clasp, and subtly, Rose answered to the man—not the violin. She was
deathly white when the door closed, and she trembled all the way
When she saw herself in the mirror, she was startled, for, in her
ghostly pallor, her deep eyes burned like stars. She knew, now. The
woman who had so hungered for Life had suddenly come face to face with
its utmost wonder; its highest gift of joy—or pain.
The heart of a man is divided into many compartments, mostly
isolated. Sometimes there is a door between two of them, or even three
may be joined, but usually, each one is complete in itself. Within the
different chambers his soul sojourns as it will, since immeasurably
beyond woman, he possesses the power of detachment, of intermittence.
Once in a lifetime, possibly, under the influence of some sweeping
passion, all the doors are flung wide and the one beloved woman may
enter in. Yet she is wise, with the wisdom of the Sphinx, if she
refuses to go. Let her say to him: "Close all these doors, except that
which bears my name. In that chamber and in that alone, we shall dwell
together." For, with these words, the memories housed in the other
chambers crumble to dust and ashes, blown only by vagrant winds of
In the heart of a woman there are few chambers and still fewer
doors. Instead of business-like compartments, neatly labelled, there
are long, labyrinthine passages, all opening into one another and
inextricably bound together. To shut out one, or even part of one,
requires the building of a wall, but it takes a long time and the
barrier is never firm.
At a single strain of music, the scent of a flower, or even one
glimpse of a path of moonlight lying fair upon a Summer sea, the
barriers crumble and fall. Through the long corridors the ghosts of
the past walk unforbidden, hindered only by broken promises, dead
hopes, and dream- dust.
Even while the petals of long-dead roses rustle through the winding
passages, where the windows are hung with cobwebs, greyed at last from
iridescence to despairing shadows, a barrier may fall at the sound of
a talismanic name, for the hands of women are small and slow to build
and the hearts of women are tender beyond all words.
Hidden in the centre of the labyrinth is one small secret chamber,
and the door may open only at the touch of one other hand. The woman
herself may go into it for peace and sanctuary, when the world goes
wrong, but always alone, until the great day comes when two may enter
As Theseus carried the thread of Ariadne through the labyrinth of
Crete, there are many who attempt to find the secret chamber, but
vainly, for the thread will always break in the wrong heart.
When the door is opened, at last, by the one who has made his way
through the devious passages, there is so little to be seen that
sometimes even the man himself laughs the woman to scorn and despoils
her of her few treasures.
The secret chamber is only a bare, white room, where is erected the
high altar of her soul, served through life, by her own faith. Upon
the altar burns steadfastly the one light, waiting for him who at last
has come and consecrated in his name. The door of the sanctuary is
rock-ribbed and heavy, and he who has not the key may beat and call in
vain, while within, unheeding, the woman guards her light.
Pitifully often the man does not care. Sometimes he does not even
suspect that he has been admitted into the inmost sanctuary of her
heart, for there are men who may never know what sanctuary means, nor
what the opening of the door has cost. But the man who is worthy will
kneel at the altar for a moment, with the woman beside him, and
thereafter, when the outside world has been cruel to him, he may go in
sometimes, with her, to warm his hands at those divine fires and
kindle his failing courage anew.
When the sanctuary is not profaned by him who has come hither, its
blessedness is increased ten-fold; it takes on a certain divinity by
being shared, and thereafter, they serve the light together.
And yet, through woman's eager trustfulness, the man who opens the
door is not always the one divinely appointed to open it. Sometimes
the light fails and the woman, weeping in the darkness, is left alone
in her profaned temple, never to open its door again, or, after many
years, to set another light high upon the altar, and, in the deepening
So, because the door had never been opened, and because she knew
the man had come at last who might enter the sanctuary with her, Rose
lifted her ever-burning light that night to the high altar of her
soul, and set herself to wait until he should find his way there.
VII. FATHER AND SON
The house seemed very quiet, though steadily, from a distant upper
room, came the sound of a violin. For more than an hour, Allison had
worked continuously at one difficult phrase. Colonel Kent smiled
whimsically as he sat in the library, thinking that, by this time, he
could almost play it himself.
Looking back over the thirty years, he could see where he had made
mistakes in moulding the human clay entrusted to his care, yet, in the
end, the mistakes had not mattered. Back in the beginning, he had
formulated certain cherished ideals for his son, and had worked
steadily toward them, unmindful of occasional difficulties and even
Against his own judgment, he had yielded to Francesca in the choice
of the boy's career. "Look at his hands," she had said. "You couldn't
put hands like his at work in an office. If he isn't meant for music,
we'll find it out soon enough."
But Allison had gone on, happily, along the chosen path, with never
a question or doubt of his ultimate success. Just now, the Colonel was
deeply grateful to Francesca, for the years abroad had been pleasant
ones, and would have been wholly impossible had Allison been working
in an office.
With a sigh, he began to pace back and forth through the hall, his
hands in his pockets, and his grey head bowed. Before him was his own
portrait, in uniform, his hand upon his sword. The sword itself,
hanging in a corner of the hall, was dull and lifeless now. He had a
curious sense that his work was done.
The tiny stream, rising from some cool pool among the mountains, is
not unlike man's own beginning, for, at first, it gives no hint of its
boundless possibilities. Grown to a river, taking to itself the water
from a thousand secret channels, it leaps down the mountain, heedless
of rocky barriers, with all the joy of lusty youth.
The river itself portrays humanity precisely, with its tortuous
windings, its accumulation of driftwood, its unsuspected depths, and
its crystalline shallows, singing in the Summer sun. Barriers may be
built across its path, but they bring only power, as the conquering of
an obstacle is always sure to do. Sometimes when the rocks and
stone-clad hills loom large ahead, and eternity itself would be needed
to carve a passage, there is an easy way around. The discovery of it
makes the river sing with gladness and turns the murmurous deeps to
living water, bright with ripples and foam.
Ultimately, too, in spite of rocks and driftwood, of endless
seeking for a path, of tempestuous nights and days of ice and snow,
man and the river reach the eternal sea, to be merged forever with the
Upstairs the music ceased. A door opened, then closed, and
presently Allison came down, rubbing his hands. "It's a little cool up
there," he said, "and yet, by the calendar, it's Spring. I wish this
climate could be averaged up."
"Even then, we wouldn't be satisfied," the Colonel returned. "Who
wants all his days to be alike?"
"Nobody. Still, it's a bit trying to freeze your nose one day and
be obliged to keep all the windows open the next."
There was a long pause. The Colonel tapped his fingers restlessly
upon the library table. Allison went over to the open fire and stood
with his back to it, clasping his hands behind him. "What have you
been doing all the morning, Dad?"
"Nothing. Just sitting here, thinking."
"Pretty hopeless occupation unless you have something in particular
to think about."
"It's better to have nothing to think about than to be obliged to
think of something unpleasant, isn't it?"
"I don't know," Allison responded, smothering a yawn. "Almost
anything is better than being bored."
"You're not bored, are you?" asked the Colonel, quickly.
"Far from it, but I have my work. I was thinking of you."
"I can work, too," the Colonel replied. "I think as soon as the
ground thaws out, I'll make a garden. A floral catalogue came
yesterday and the pictures are very inspiring."
"Does it give any directions for distinguishing between the flowers
"No," laughed the Colonel, "but I've thought of trying the
ingenious plan of the man who pulled up the plants and carefully
watered the weeds, expecting the usual contrary results."
Luncheon was announced and they went out together, shivering at the
change in temperature between the library and the dining-room, where
there would be no cheerful open fire until the dinner hour.
"What are you going to do this afternoon?" queried the Colonel.
"Why, work, I suppose—at least until I get too tired to work any
"You seem to believe in an eight-hour day."
Something in the tone gave Allison an inkling of the fact that his
father was lonely and restless in the big house. When they were
abroad, he had managed to occupy himself pleasantly while Allison was
busy, and, for the first time, the young man wondered whether it had
been wise to come back.
The loneliness of the great rooms was evident, if one looked for
it, and the silence was literally to be felt, everywhere. It is
difficult for two people to be happy in a large house; they need the
cosiness established by walls not too far apart, ceilings not too
high, and the necessary furniture not too widely separated. A single
row of books, within easy reach, may hint of companionship not
possible to the great bookcase across a large room.
"I think," said Allison, "that perhaps this house is too large for
us. Why should we need fifteen rooms?"
"We don't, but what's the use of moving again just now, when we're
"It's no trouble to move," returned the young man.
"It might be, if we did it ourselves. I fancy that Miss Rose could
give us a few pointers on the subject of opening an old house."
"There may be something in that," admitted Allison. "What charming
neighbours they are!" he added, in a burst of enthusiasm.
"Madame Bernard," replied the Colonel, with emphasis, "is one of
the finest women I have ever had the good fortune to meet. Miss Rose
is like her, but I have known only one other of the same sort."
"And the other was—"
The Colonel pushed back his plate and went to the window. Beyond
the mountains, somewhere in "God's acre," was the little sunken grave
still enfolding a handful of sacred dust. With a sudden throb of pain,
Allison realised, for the first time in his life, that his father was
an old man. The fine, strong face, outlined clearly by the pitiless
afternoon sun, was deeply lined: the broad shoulders were stooped a
little, and the serene eyes dimmed as though by mist. In the moment he
seemed to have crossed the dividing line between maturity and age.
Allison was about to suggest that they take a walk after luncheon,
having Madame Bernard's household in mind as the ultimate object, but,
before he could speak, the Colonel had turned away from the window.
"Some day you'll marry, lad," he said, in a strange tone.
Allison smiled and shrugged his shoulders doubtfully.
"And then," the Colonel continued, with a little catch in his
voice, "the house will be none too large for two—for you two."
Very rarely, and for a moment only, Allison looked like his mother.
For an instant she lived again in her son's eyes, then vanished.
"Dad," he said, gently, "I'm sure you wouldn't desert me even if I
did marry. You've stood by me too long."
The stooped shoulders straightened and the Colonel smiled. "Do you
mean that—if you married, you'd still—want me?"
"If she didn't," returned Allison, lightly, "she wouldn't get me.
Not that I'm any prize to be wrangled over by the fair sex,
individually or collectively, but you and I stand together, Dad, and
don't you forget it."
The Colonel cleared his throat, tried to speak, then stopped
abruptly. "I have been thinking," he continued, with a swift change of
mood and subject, "that we might manage a dinner party. We're much
indebted to Madame Bernard."
"Good idea! I don't know what sort of party it would prove to be,
but, if we did our best, it would be all right with them. Anyhow, Aunt
Francesca would give an air to it."
"So would the others, Miss Rose especially."
"I wonder why Aunt Francesca didn't marry again," mused Allison.
"Because her heart is deep enough to hold a grave."
"You knew her husband, didn't you?"
"He was my best friend," answered the Colonel, a little sadly. "How
the years separate and destroy, and blot out the things that count for
"I wonder how she happened to be named 'Francesca.' It isn't an
"She wasn't. Her name was 'Mary Frances,' and he changed it to
'Marie Francesca.' So she has been 'Marie Francesca' ever since,
though she never uses the 'Marie.' That was his name for her."
"The change suits her someway. Queer idea she has about names
fitting people, and yet it isn't so queer, either, when you come to
think of it. Rose might have been named Abigail or Jerusha, yet I
believe people would have found out she was like a rose and called her
by her proper name."
Colonel Kent flashed a quick glance at him, but the expression of
his face had not changed. "And Isabel?" he queried, lightly.
"Isabel's only a kid and it doesn't matter so much whether things
fit her or not. I've promised to take her to the theatre," he
continued, irrelevantly, "because Aunt Francesca wants her guest to be
amused. I'm also commissioned to find some youths about twenty and
trot 'em round for Isabel's inspection. Do you know of anybody?"
"I've seen only one who might do. There's a lanky boy with unruly
hair and an expansive smile whom I've seen at the post-office a time
or two. He usually has a girl with him, but she may be his sister.
They look astonishingly alike."
"Bet it's the Crosby twins. I'd like to see the little devils, if
they've grown up."
"They're grown up, whoever they are. The boy is almost as tall as I
am and his sister doesn't lack much of it."
"I must hunt 'em up. They've already called on Isabel, and perhaps,
when she returns the call, she'll take me along."
"Who brought them up?" asked the Colonel idly.
"They've brought themselves up, for the last five or six years, and
I'm of the opinion that they've always done it."
"Let's invite them to the dinner party."
Allison's eyes danced at the suggestion. "All right, but we'll have
to see 'em first. They may not want to come."
"I've often wondered," mused the Colonel, "why it is so much more
pleasant to entertain than it is to be entertained. I'd rather have a
guest any day than to be one."
"And yet," returned Allison, "if you are a guest, you can get away
any time you want to, within reasonable limits. If you're
entertaining, you've got to keep it going until they all want to go."
"In that case, it might be better for us if we went to Crosbys'."
"We can do that, too. I think it would be fun, though, to have 'em
here. We need another man in one sense, though not in another."
"I have frequently had occasion to observe," remarked the Colonel,
"that many promising dinners are wholly spoiled by the idea that there
must be an equal number of men and women. One uncongenial guest can
ruin a dinner more easily than a poor salad—and that is saying a
"Your salad days aren't over yet, evidently."
"I hope not."
The hour of talk had done the Colonel a great deal of good, and he
was quite himself again. Some new magazines had come in the afternoon
mail and lay on the library table. He fingered the paper knife
absently as he tore off the outer wrappings and threw them into the
"I believe I'll go up and work for a couple of hours," said
Allison, "and then we'll go out for a walk."
"All right, lad. I'll be ready."
Even after the strains of the violin sounded faintly from upstairs,
accompanied by a rhythmic tread as Allison walked to and fro, Colonel
Kent did not begin to cut the leaves.
Instead, he sat gazing into the fire, thinking. Quite
unconsciously, for years, he had been carrying a heavy burden—the
fear that Allison would marry and that his marriage would bring
separation. Now he was greatly reassured. "And yet," he thought,
"there's no telling what a woman may do."
The sense that his work was done still haunted him, and,
resolutely, he tried to push it aside. "While there's life, there's
work," he said to himself. He knew, however, as he had not known
before, that Allison was past the need of his father, except for
The old house seemed familiar, yet as though it belonged to another
life. He remembered the building of it, when, with a girl's golden
head upon his shoulder, they had studied plans together far into the
night. As though it were yesterday, their delight at the real
beginning came back. There was another radiant hour, when the rough
flooring for the first story was laid, and, with bare scantlings
reared, skeleton-like, all around them, they actually went into their
One by one, through the vanished years, he sought out the links
that bound him to the past. The day the bride came home from the
honeymoon, and knelt, with him, upon the hearth-stone, to light their
first fire together; the day she came to him, smiling, to whisper to
him the secret that lay beneath her heart; the long waiting, half
fearful and half sweet, then the hours of terror that made an eternity
of a night, then the dawn, that brought the ultimate, unbroken peace
which only God can change.
Over there, in front of the fireplace in the library, the little
mother had lain in her last sleep. The heavy scent of tuberoses, the
rumble of wheels, the slow sound of many feet, and the tiny, wailing
cry that followed them when he and she went out of their house
together for the last time—it all came back, but, mercifully, without
Were it not for this divine forgetting, few of us could bear life.
One can recall only the fact of suffering, never the suffering itself.
When a sorrow is once healed, it leaves only a tender memory, to come
back, perhaps, in many a twilight hour, with tears from which the
bitterness has been distilled.
Slowly, too, by the wonderful magic of the years, unknown joys
reveal themselves and stand before us, as though risen from the dead.
At such and such a time, we were happy, but we did not know it. In the
midst of sorrow, the joy comes back, not reproachfully, but to beckon
us on, with clearer sight, to those which lie on the path beyond.
He remembered, too, that after the first sharp agony of bereavement
was over; when he had learned that even Death does not deny Love, he
had seemed to enter some mysterious fellowship. Gradually, he became
aware of the hidden griefs of others, and from many unsuspected
sources came consolation. Even those whom he had thought hard and cold
cherished some holy of holies—some sacred altar where a bruised heart
had been healed and the bitterness taken away.
He had come to see that the world was full of kindness; that
through the countless masks of varying personalities, all hearts beat
in perfect unison, and that joy, in reality, is immortal, while pain
dies in a day.
"And yet," he thought, "how strange it is that life must be nearly
over, before one fully learns to live."
The fire crackled cheerily on the hearth, the sunbeams danced gaily
through the old house, spending gold-dust generously in corners that
were usually dark, and the uncut magazine slipped to the floor. Above,
the violin sang high and clear. The Colonel leaned back in his chair
and closed his eyes.
When Allison came down, he was asleep, with the peace of Heaven
upon his face, and so quiet that the young man leaned over him, a
little frightened, to wait for the next deep breath. Reassured, he did
not wake him, but went for his walk alone.
VIII. "THE YEAR'S AT THE SRING"
Outside, in the grey darkness, the earth was soft with snow. Upon
the illimitable horizon beyond the mountain peaks were straying gleams
of dawn, colourless, but none the less surely a promise of daybreak.
Rose had been awake for some time, listening to the ice-clad
branches that clattered with every passing breeze. A maple bough,
tapping on her window as ghostly fingers might, had first aroused her
from a medley of dreams.
She went to the window, shivering a little, and, while she stood
there, watching the faint glow in the East, the wind changed in
quality, though it was still cool. Hints of warmth and fragrance were
indefinably blended with the cold, and Rose laughed as she crept back
to bed, for she had chanced upon the mysterious hour when the Weaver
of the Seasons changed the pattern upon the loom.
Having raised another window shade, she could see the dawn from
where she lay. Tints of gold and amethyst came slowly upon the grey
and made the horizon delicately iridescent, like mother-of-pearl. Warm
and soft from the Southland, the first wind of Spring danced merrily
into Madame Francesca's sleeping garden, thrilling all the life
beneath the sod. With the first beam of sun, the ice began to drip
from the imprisoned trees and every fibre of shrub and tree to quiver
with aspiration, as though a clod should suddenly find a soul.
In the watcher's heart, too, had come another Spring, for once in
time and tune with the outer world. The heart's seasons seldom
coincide with the calendar. Who among us has not been made desolate
beyond all words upon some golden day when the little creatures of the
air and meadow were life incarnate, from sheer joy of living? Who
among us has not come home, singing, when the streets were almost
impassable with snow, or met a friend with a happy, smiling face, in
the midst of a pouring rain?
The soul, too, has its own hours of Winter and Spring. Gethsemane
and Calvary may come to us in the time of roses and Easter rise upon
us in a December night. How shall we know, in our own agony, of
another's gladness, or, on that blessed to-morrow when the struggle is
over, help someone else to bear our own forgotten pain?
True sympathy is possible only when the season of one soul accords
with that of another, or else when memory, divinely tender, brings
back a vivid, scarlet hour out of grey, forgotten days, to enable us
to share, with another, his own full measure of sorrow or of joy.
Ah, but the world was awake at last! Javelin-like, across a field
of melting snow, went a flash of blue wings, and in Madame Francesca's
own garden a robin piped his cheery strain upon the topmost bough of a
The woman, too, was awake, in every fibre of body and soul. Even
her finger-tips seemed sentient and alive; her heart was strangely
lifted, as though by imprisoned wings. She had no doubt of the
ultimate hour, when he would know also, yet, half-afraid, she shrank
from it, as she would not have shrunk from pain.
Madame had once remarked that civilisation must have begun not
earlier than nine in the morning, or later than noon. She had a horror
of the early breakfast, when the family, cold, but clean, gathers
itself around the board which only last night was festive and strives
valiantly to be pleasant. It was almost an axiom with her that human,
friendly conversation was not possible before nine in the morning.
So, as there was no one else to be pleased, the three women
breakfasted when and where they chose. If Rose preferred to robe
herself immaculately in white linen and have her coffee in the
dining-room at seven, she was at liberty to do so. If she wanted it in
her own room, at ten, that also was easily managed, but this was the
only "movable feast" Madame would permit. Luncheon and dinner went
precisely by tae clock, year in and year out.
Too happy to sleep and yearning to be outdoors, Rose dressed
quietly and tiptoed down-stairs. She smiled whimsically as the heavy
front door slammed behind her, wondering if it would wake the others
and if they, too, would know that it was Spring.
Tips of green showed now and then where the bulbs were planted,
and, down in the wild garden, when she brushed aside the snow, Rose
found a blushing hepatica in full bloom. "How indiscreet," she
thought, then added, to herself, "but what sublime courage it must
take to blossom now!"
The plump robin, whose winter had evidently been pleasant, hopped
about the garden after her, occasionally seeking shelter on the lower
bough of a tree if she turned, or came too near. "Don't be afraid,"
she called, aloud, then laughed, as with a farewell chirp and a
flutter of wings, the robin took himself beyond the reach of further
Her pulses leaped with abundant life; the wet road lured her eager
feet. She went out, leaving the gate open, and turned toward the
woods, where a flock of wild geese, breasting the chill winds far
above the river, was steadily cleaving a passage to the friendly
When she reached the woods, where the white birches stood like shy
dryads among the oaks, she heard once more the robin's flutelike call.
It was answered by another, exactly upon the same notes, yet wholly
different as to quality. Presently, among the trees, she caught a
glimpse of a tall man, and she paused for an instant, frightened. Then
her heart leaped and her cheeks burned, as she saw who it was.
"Boy!" she called, clearly. "Oh, Boy!"
Allison turned, startled, then came to her, smiling, hat in hand.
"Upon my word," he said. "I didn't think there was anyone else mad
enough to come out at this hour."
"Why it's Spring! Didn't you know?"
"Yes. It came this morning just before sunrise."
"Were you awake?"
"Yes, were you?"
"Of course," she answered. "I couldn't stay in."
"Nor could I."
"The year's at the spring,
And day's at the morn;
Morning's at seven;
The hill-side's dew-pearled,"
Rose quoted. "You know the rest, don't you?"
"The rest doesn't matter. 'Morning waits at the end of the
world—Gypsy, come away!'"
"I'll go," she breathed, her eyes fixed on his, "anywhere!"
"To the river, then. The last time I saw it, ice and snow had
hidden it completely."
The path was narrow until they got out of the woods, so Rose went
ahead. "I don't believe I fooled that robin by whistling to him,"
Allison continued. "He pretended I did, but I believe he was only
trying to be polite."
"He wasn't, if it was the same robin I saw in our garden this
morning. I spoke to him most pleasantly and told him not to be afraid
of me, but he disappeared with a very brief, chirpy good-bye."
"Don't hurry so," he said, as he came up beside her and assisted
her over a fallen tree. "We've got the whole day, haven't we?"
"We have all the time there is," laughed Rose. "Everybody has, for
"Have you had your breakfast?"
"No, have you?"
"Far from it. Everybody was asleep when I came out."
"Then you'll have breakfast with me," she said, quickly.
"Thank you," he smiled, "for taking the hint."
"But won't your father miss you?" she queried, with mock
"He pays no attention whatever to my irregular habits, and I think
that's one reason why we get on so well together. It's a wise father
who knows his own child."
"Especially if it is a wise child," she replied. Her eyes were
dancing with mirth, a scarlet signal burned on either cheek, and her
parted lips were crimson. She seemed lovelier to him than ever before.
"Honestly, Rose, you seem to get prettier every day."
"Then," she smiled, "if I were younger, I might eventually become
"Old Rose," she interrupted. The high colour faded from her face as
she spoke and left her pale.
Allison put his hand on her arm and stopped. "Rose, please don't.
You're not a day older than I am."
"Ten years," she insisted stubbornly, for women are wont to lean
upon the knife that stabs them and she was in a reckless mood. "When
you're forty, I'll be fifty."
A shadow crossed his face. "It hurts me, someway, to have you talk
so. I don't know how—nor why."
In a single swift surge her colour came back. "All right," she
answered, quietly, "hereafter I'm thirty, also. Thanking you for
giving me ten more years of life, for I love it so!"
The sun was well up in the heavens when they came to the river, and
the dark, rippling surface gave back the light in a thousand little
dancing gleams. The ice was broken, the snow was gone, and fragments
of shattered crystal went gently toward the open sea, lured by the
song of the river underneath.
"It doesn't look deep," remarked Rose.
"But it is, nevertheless. I nearly drowned myself here when I was a
kid, trying to dive to the bottom."
"I'm glad you didn't succeed. What a heavy blow it would have been
to your father!"
"Dear old Dad," said Allison, gently. "I'm all he has."
"And all he wants."
"It's after eight," Allison complained, looking at his watch, "and
"So am I. Likewise my skirts are wet, so we'd better go."
When they reached Madame Bernard's, Rose ordered breakfast in the
dining-room, for two, then excused herself to put on dry clothing.
Allison waited before the open fire until she came down, fresh and
tailor-made, in another gown and a white linen collar.
"I thought women always wore soft, fluffy things in the morning,"
he observed, as they sat down.
"Some do—the fluffy ones, always."
"Who, for instance, are the fluffy ones?"
"Aunt Francesca for one and Isabel for another."
"How long is the kid going to stay?"
"Until she gets ready to go home, I suppose."
"I thought she had no home."
"She hasn't. Poor Isabel is a martyr to the Cause of Woman."
"Her mother is Emancipated, with a large E, and has no time for
trifles like a daughter. She devotes herself to what she calls the
Higher World Service."
"So Isabel is stranded, on a desert island."
"Yes, except for us."
"How good you are!" he exclaimed, with honest admiration.
"It was Aunt Francesca," returned Rose, flushing slightly. "I had
nothing to do with it. She took me from a desert island, too."
"Is Isabel emancipated?"
"Not in the sense that her mother is."
"I don't see but what she is free."
"She is. She can do exactly as she pleases and there is no one to
say her nay."
"I thought all women did as they please."
"They do, in the sense that we all do as we please. If you make a
sacrifice, you do it because you can get more pleasure out of making
it than you would otherwise."
"You've been reading Spencer."
"I plead guilty," she laughed.
"If it's true," he went on, after a moment's pause, "a genuine New
England conscience must be an unholy joy to its proud possessor."
"It's unholy at all events. One lump, or two?" she asked, as the
coffee was brought in.
It seemed very pleasant to Allison to sit there in the warm, sunny
room, with Rose opposite him, pouring his coffee. There was an air of
cosiness and domestic peace about it hitherto outside his experience.
For the first time he was conscious of the peculiar graciousness and
sense of home that only a home-loving woman may give to a house.
"I like this," he said, as he took the steaming cup. "I'd like to
do it often."
"We'd like to have you," she returned, hospitably.
"I thought you all had breakfast together at some fixed hour, and
early at that."
"How little you know Aunt Francesca! You can have breakfast in this
house in any room you choose, at any hour before noon, all the year
round. Sometimes we're all together, sometimes only two. Usually,
however I'm alone, as I seem to get up a little earlier than the
"I think I'll drop in occasionally, then. It looks as if there'd
always be somebody to bear me company. Perhaps I'll bring Dad, too.
He'd like to have you pour his coffee."
There was no mistaking the admiration in Allison's eyes and Rose
turned hers away. He sat with his back to the dining-room door and
she, across from him, faced it squarely. For the merest fraction of a
second Isabel, in a pink silk negligee, stood in the doorway, then
vanished, as noiselessly as she had come. Her eyes were full of
mysterious meaning that Rose was powerless to translate.
"I'd enjoy it," Rose said quickly. "I love to pour the coffee and
Aunt Francesca always lets me on the rare occasions when we breakfast
If her colour was a little brighter, if her voice was in a higher
key, if her eyes had changed their expression, Allison did not notice
it. Yet, in the instant, she had attained a certain dual
consciousness— there seemed to be two of her. One was the woman of
the world, well- schooled in self-control, tactful, watchful, ready to
smooth any awkwardness, and, at every point, to guard her guest. The
other was Primitive Woman; questioning, curious, and watchful in the
sense of rivalry. She put it resolutely aside to think about later,
and was very glad that Allison did not know.
She was greatly relieved when he went home, promising to return
later for a few hours of work upon a difficult concerto. "We'll do it
again," he said, laughing, as he went down the steps. "Ask Aunt
Francesca to give me a meal ticket, to be used solely for breakfasts,
Rose only smiled in answer, but waved her hand to him as he went
out of the gate. She stood pensively in the hall for a moment or two
after she had closed the door, and would have gone up to her own room
had she not heard a step at the head of the stairs.
Isabel was coming down, also fresh and tailor-made, with a white
linen collar and a dashing crimson tie. Rose strolled into the
library, took up a magazine, sat down, and pretended to read.
"I'm so sorry to be late to breakfast," remarked Isabel, following
her. "But perhaps it's just as well, as I wasn't invited."
"Nobody was invited," returned Rose, coolly. "I went out for an
early walk, chanced to meet Mr. Kent, and he invited himself here to
"I didn't know you were in the habit of taking early walks."
"I'm trying to acquire the habit," answered Rose, with icy
"It won't be hard," Isabel said, maliciously, "if they're all
equally pleasant." She slammed the door as she went out, shutting Rose
in the library.
For an instant Rose was angry, then her sense of humour triumphed
and she laughed quietly until the tears came. There was no need now to
meditate upon that mysterious look in the girl's eyes, for she had
translated it herself.
"The idea," said Rose to herself. "That foolish little child!" She
tried to recall the conversation at the breakfast table, and
remembered, with regret, that they had discussed Isabel quite freely.
The thought that Isabel might have been listening before she made her
presence known came forward persistently, though Rose hated herself
Then, with swift resolution, she put all annoying thoughts aside to
dwell, happily, upon the perfect hour that nothing could ever change
or spoil. She went into the hall by another door opening out of the
library, thus avoiding Isabel, and sought her own room, singing to
"The year's at the spring,
And day's at the morn,
The morning's at seven,
The hillside's dew-pearled,
The lark's on the wing,
The snail's on the thorn;
God's in His heaven—
All's right with the world!"
IX. A KNIGHT-ERRANT
Another mongrel had been added to the Crosby collection, so the
canine herd now numbered twenty, all in the best of health and
spirits. Some unpleasantness had been caused at the breakfast table by
a gentle hint from Juliet to the effect that the dog supply seemed
somewhat in excess of the demand. She had added insult to injury by
threatening to chloroform the next dog her brother brought home.
"Huh!" Romeo sneered, "they're as much yours as mine. You brought
home the spotted one yourself."
"That was only because the boys were teasing him. I didn't want
"I've never brought home any without good reasons, and you know it.
Besides, we've got room here for forty dogs, and they're all fenced
in. They don't bother anybody."
"Except by barking," complained Juliet.
"They don't bark much unless somebody goes by, and there aren't any
neighbours near enough to hear 'em, even then."
"They do bark," Juliet put in fretfully. "They bark all the time at
something. They bark when they're hungry and when they've eaten too
much, and they bark at the sun and moon and stars, and when they're
not barking, some or all of 'em are fighting. They drive me crazy."
"Jule," said Romeo, sternly, "I don't see what's the matter with
you lately. You act like a sissy girl. Go up into the attic and work
on the trapeze for an hour or two, and you'll feel better. It wouldn't
surprise me now if you got so sissy that you were afraid of mice and
Juliet's anger rose to the point of tears. "I'm not afraid of
mice," she sobbed, "and you know it. And I'll hold a little green
snake by the tail just as long as you will, so there!"
Man-like, Romeo hated tears. "Shut up, Jule," he said, not
unkindly, "and we'll arbitrate."
When her sobs ceased and she had washed her face in cold water,
they calmly argued the question at issue. Romeo candidly admitted that
twenty dogs might well be sufficient for people of simple tastes and
Juliet did not deny that only a "sissy girl" would be annoyed by
barking. Eventually, Romeo promised not to bring home any more dogs
unless the present supply should be depleted by disappearance or
accident, and Juliet promised not to chloroform any without his
consent. With one accord, they decided to fit out the dogs with brown
leather collars trimmed with yellow and to train the herd to follow
"They ought to be trained by the thirtieth of June," observed
Romeo. "It would make more of a celebration for Uncle if we took 'em
"Did you order the monogram put on the automobile?"
"Sure. I told 'em to put 'The Yellow Peril' on each door and on the
back, and the initials, 'C. T.' above it everywhere." The twins had
adopted a common monogram, signifying "Crosby Twins." It adorned their
stationery and their seal, but, as they seldom wrote letters, it had
not been of much use.
"We might have the initials put on the dogs' collars, too," Juliet
"Sure," assented Romeo, cordially. "Then, if we lose any of 'em on
the road, we can identify 'em when they're found, and get 'em back."
Juliet saw that she had made a mistake and hoped Romeo would forget
about it, but vainly, for he lounged over and made a memorandum on the
slate that hung in the hall.
"I wonder," continued Romeo, thoughtfully, "if the yard is big
enough to train 'em in. We ought not to go out on the road until the
"That's easy enough," Juliet answered, with a superior air.
"How'd you go about it?" he demanded.
"If they were my dogs and I wanted 'em to follow me in an
automobile, I'd let 'em fast for a day or two and fill the back seat
of the machine with raw meat. They'd follow quick enough and be good
and lively about it, too. They wouldn't need to be trained."
"Jule," said Romeo, solemnly, "will you please forgive me for
calling you a 'sissy girl'?"
"Sure!" Juliet had learned long before she was twenty, that
"forgive me," from a man's lips, indicates the uttermost depths of
abasement and devotion.
"The fasting won't hurt 'em," Romeo continued, eager to change the
subject. "They're all in good condition now."
"Except the last one. You can see some of his ribs yet."
"You can't by June."
"No, I guess not. Say, Romie, oughtn't she to be coming to see us
"Isabel—what's-her-name. You know, up at Bernard's."
Happy-hearted comrade though she was, Juliet had a secret longing
for feminine association, at rare intervals. It would be pleasant she
thought, to go skating sometimes with a girl or two instead of the
usual crowd of boys. She hated herself fiercely for disloyalty, but
the idea recurred persistently.
"I'm not up on etiquette," Romeo replied, casually, "but I should
think, if she wanted to come, she could do it by now. We made a polite
call as far as I know."
"We didn't leave any cards."
"Cards? What kind of cards?"
"Why, little cards with our names on 'em. People always leave 'em,
in the books, when they make calls."
Romeo went over to the slate again and made another memorandum.
"I'll get 'em. What'll we have on 'em?"
"We always go together," Juliet suggested, "so I think one will do.
Just put on it 'The Crosby Twins,' with our address."
"No need of the address. Everybody who knows us knows where we
"Perhaps," Juliet went on, meditatively, "she doesn't like me."
"If she doesn't," Romeo retorted, "I'll know the reason why. Do you
remember what I did to the red-headed boy from the Ridge who said he
wouldn't skate with the crowd if there was a girl in it?"
Juliet nodded with satisfaction. "But you know, Romie, you can't
hit a girl."
"That's so," he admitted disconsolately. "That fresh kid had to
wear beefsteak over one eye for almost a week."
Juliet laughed at the idea of Isabel with beefsteak bandaged over
one eye. "We won't worry about things we can't help," she said,
philosophically. "We've done the proper thing and now it's up to her.
If she doesn't come before we get the automobile, she doesn't get
invited to go out in it."
"You bet she doesn't."
The talk quickly turned to the unfailing subject of automobiles.
"The Yellow Peril" had been ordered and half paid for, but there was
delay in delivery. The brown clothes trimmed with tan leather had also
been ordered, as well as the brown felt hats, exactly alike, with
yellow ribbon bands. They had the goggles and enjoyed glaring fiercely
at each other through them, especially at meals. Juliet had thought of
making a veil of yellow chiffon, but Romeo had objected violently. He
thought they should look as much alike as possible, so she had
They had decided to make a wide track through the yard and around
the barn to practise on. Suitable space for the, automobile had
already been set aside in the barn and safely fenced in beyond the
reach of canine interference. Romeo had not seen the necessity of the
fence until Juliet had pointed out that some of the dogs would want to
sleep on the leather cushions. "It would make it smell so doggy," she
had said, "that we'd have to call it 'The Yellow Dog' instead of 'The
Romeo, with true masculine detachment, could talk automobile with
unfailing enthusiasm, and yet think continually about something else.
The thought that Isabel might not like Juliet had not occurred to him.
It seemed impossible that anybody should not like Juliet, for, in the
fond eyes of her twin, she was the most sane and sensible girl in the
"Anyhow," thought Romeo as he went to sleep that night, "if Jule
wants her to come here, she's got to do it, that's all."
He meditated upon the problem for several days without reaching any
satisfactory conclusion. At last he determined to go up to see Isabel
himself, and, as he phrased it in his own mind, "see how the land
lays." It would be difficult to elude Juliet, but, in Romeo's
experience, the things one determined to do could nearly always be
It was an easy matter to make an errand to the City, "to poke 'em
up a bit about the machine," and to get the visiting cards, which had
promptly been ordered by mail. Juliet rather insisted upon going
along, but was easily dissuaded by the fact that "there might be a
row, and anyway, it's a man's job."
He came home about dusk with several packages, one of which he
carefully concealed under a pile of leaves in the fence corner just
inside the yard. He could easily reach through the palings and lift it
over the fence as he passed.
Juliet admired the cards, was delighted with a box of chocolates
and two new novels, and condescended to approve of Romeo's new red
tie. He had gloves in his pocket, but feared to show them to her,
gloves being her pet object of scorn.
After they had cleared off the table, Romeo strolled over to the
window. Five of the dogs were gathered about some small object and the
yard was littered with bits of white. Under his breath Romeo said
something that sounded like profanity, and Juliet pricked up her ears.
"What's the matter?" she demanded.
"I brought home some flowers," explained Romeo, carefully, for it
was written in the covenant that the twins should never, under any
circumstances, lie to each other, "and I must have dropped 'em. The
dogs have torn 'em to pieces, box and all."
Juliet clapped her hands gleefully. "I'm glad of it!"
"Why?" he asked quickly, with an uneasy sense that she was a mind-
"Because we've got so many dogs."
Romeo chose to take offence at the innocent remark and relapsed
into gloomy silence. Disdaining to speak, Juliet curled up on the
decrepit sofa with a book and the chocolates, and presently went to
"Fortune favours the brave," he quoted to himself, as he tiptoed
into the kitchen, cautiously closing the door. A subtle perfume filled
the room and he sniffed appreciatively. An open bottle of vanilla
extract stood on the kitchen table, where a pan of fudges was cooling,
marked off into neat squares. He wrapped the pan in a newspaper,
anointed his handkerchief liberally with the fragrant extract, and
softly stole out into the night.
The dogs followed him to the back fence, but did not bark. Only a
few soft whines followed him as he sped down the road, thrilled with a
sense of adventure and romance. If Juliet should happen to wake, she
would think he had gone away because he was angry, and never need know
that like some misunderstood knight of old, he was merely upon an
errand of chivalry for her. The fudges would do as well as the calla
lilies, probably, though he felt instinctively that they were not
quite as elegant.
It was a long way to Madame Bernard's, and Juliet's knight-errant
was weary, after an exhausting day in town. He paused outside the gate
long enough to clean the dust from his shoes with the most soiled of
his two handkerchiefs, then went boldly up the steps and rang the
He was embarrassed to find Colonel Kent and Allison there, though
the younger man's tact speedily set him at ease again, and enabled him
to offer Isabel the pan of fudges with unwonted grace of manner. Then
he went over to Madame Bernard.
"Juliet couldn't come to-night," he said, "but here's our card."
Madame could not repress a smile as she read "The Crosby Twins"
engraved in the fashionable script of the moment. "How very original,"
she said, kindly. "Nobody but you and Juliet would have thought of
"Jule thought of it," he replied, with evident pride. "She's more
up on etiquette than I am."
"If it's proper for husband and wife to have their names engraved
on the same card," Madame went on, "it must be all right for twins."
"It's more proper," Romeo returned, "because nobody is so much
related as twins are. Husband and wife are only relatives by
Colonel Kent laughed appreciatively. "Good! May I have some of Miss
Isabel, convulsed with secret mirth, informally passed the pan, and
only Romeo refused. "I can have 'em any time," he said, generously.
"Doesn't Jule make dandy fudges, though?"
Everybody agreed that she did. Madame Francesca expressed something
more than conventional regret that Juliet had not been able to come.
"She was asleep," Romeo explained, with studied indifference.
"After she wakes," suggested Colonel Kent, "we'd like very much to
have you both come to our house to dinner."
"Thank you," replied Romeo, somewhat stiffly. "We'd be very much
pleased." Then to himself, he added: "That was a lie, but it wasn't to
Jule, so it doesn't matter."
Rose made friendly inquiries about the dogs and told Allison that
Romeo was said to have the finest collection of fishing tackle in the
State. Much gratified, Romeo invited Allison to go fishing with him as
soon as the season opened, and, as an afterthought, politely included
"I've never been fishing," remarked Isabel, as she could think of
nothing else to say.
"Girls are an awful bother in a boat," Romeo returned, with
youthful candour. "That is, except Juliet."
Isabel flushed faintly and bit her lips. To relieve an awkward
pause, Madame Francesca asked Allison to play something.
"Yes," said Romeo, "go on and play." He meant to be particularly
courteous, but his tone merely indicated that he would not be
seriously annoyed by music.
As the first strains came from the piano and violin, Romeo
established himself upon the couch beside Isabel, and, in a low,
guarded tone, began to talk automobile. Isabel was so much interested
that she wholly forgot Aunt Francesca's old-fashioned ideas about
interrupting a player, and the conversation became animated.
Both Rose and Allison had too much good sense to be annoyed, but
occasionally, until the last chord, they exchanged glances of
amusement. When they stopped, Isabel was saying: "Your suits must be
Romeo turned with a lordly wave of the hand. "You don't need to
stop. Go on!"
"How can you expect us to play properly?" inquired Rose, tactfully,
"when you're talking about automobiles? We'd much rather listen to
"Begin over again, won't you?" asked Allison. He added, with a
trace of sarcasm wholly lost upon Romeo: "We've missed a good deal of
Thus encouraged, Romeo began again, thoughtfully allowing Isabel
the credit of the original suggestion. He dwelt at length upon the
fine points involved in the construction of "The Yellow Peril,"
described the brown leather and the specially designed costumes, and
was almost carried away by enthusiasm when he pictured the triumphant
progress of the yellow car, followed by twenty dogs in appropriate
"Can you," he inquired of Allison, "think of anything more like a
celebration that we could do for Uncle?"
"No," replied Allison, choking back a laugh, "unless you went out
at night, too, and had fireworks."
Romeo's expressive face indicated displeasure. "Uncle was such a
good man," he said, in a tone of quiet rebuke, "that I don't believe
it would be appropriate."
Allison coughed and Colonel Kent hastily went to the window. Madame
hid her face for an instant behind her fan and Isabel laughed openly.
"I'm sure he was," said Rose, quickly. "Can you remember him at all?"
"No," Romeo responded, "we've never seen him, but he was a brick
all the same."
"Are you going to run the car yourself?" queried Rose.
"Of course. Some day I'll take you out," he suggested, kindly, then
turned to Isabel and played his highest trump. "Juliet said something
about asking you to go with us the second time we went out. Of course
it's her place to do it."
"I'd love to go," murmured Isabel.
"She'll ask you when you come out to return her call," Romeo
"I've been meaning to come, but I've been waiting for good roads."
"When you come," he answered, "don't say anything about my having
been here. It might make her feel bad to think I went out calling and
left her asleep."
"All right—I won't."
As soon as it was possible, without obvious effort, Romeo made his
escape, after shaking hands with everyone and promising to come again
very soon. "I'll bring Jule next time. Good-night!"
Once outside, he ran toward home like a hunted wild animal, hoping
with all his heart that Juliet was still asleep. It was probable, for
more than once she had slept on the sofa all night.
But the kindly fate that had hitherto guided him suddenly failed
him now. When he reached home, panting and breathless, having
discovered that it was almost midnight, a drooping little figure in a
torn kimona opened the door and fell, weeping into his arms.
"Oh, Romie! Romie!" cried Juliet, hysterically. "Where have you
"There," he said, patting her shoulder awkwardly. "Don't take on
so, Jule. You were asleep, so I went out for a walk. I met Colonel
Kent and Allison and I've been with them all the evening. I'm sorry I
stayed so long."
"I haven't lied," he continued, to himself, exultantly. "Every word
is the literal truth."
"Oh, Romie," sobbed Juliet, with a fresh burst of tears, "I don't
care where you've been as long as I've got you back! We're twins and
we've got to stand by each other!"
Romeo gently extricated himself from her clinging arms, then
stooped to kiss her wet cheek. "You bet!" he whispered.
Contrary to the usual custom of woman, Isabel was ready fully an
hour before the appointed time. She stood before the fire, buttoning a
new glove with the sense of abundant leisure that new gloves demand.
The dancing flames picked out flashes of light from the silver
spangles of her gown and sent them into the farthest corners of the
room. A long white plume nestled against her dark hair and shaded her
face from the light, but, even in the shadow, she was brilliant, for
her eyes sparkled and the high colour bloomed upon her cheeks.
Madame Bernard and Rose sat near by, openly admiring her. She was
almost childish in her delight at the immediate prospect and could
scarcely wait for Allison to call for her. She went to the window and
peered eagerly into the darkness, waiting.
"Isabel, my dear," said Madame, kindly, "never wait at the window
for an unmarried man. Nor," she added as an afterthought, "for a
married man, unless he happens to be your own husband."
Isabel turned back into the room, smiling, her colour a little
brighter than before. "Why not?"
"Men keep best," returned Madame, somewhat enigmatically, "in a
cool, dry atmosphere. If you'll remember that fact, it may save you
trouble in the years to come."
"Such worldly wisdom," laughed Rose, "from such an unworldly
"I do love the theatre," Isabel sighed, "and I haven't seen a play
for a long time."
"I'm afraid we haven't done as much as we might to make it pleasant
for you," Madame continued, regretfully, "but we'll try to do better
and doubtless can, now that the weather is improving."
"It's been lots nicer than staying alone in a hotel," the girl
answered. "I used to go to the matinee a good deal, but I didn't know
very many people and it's no fun to go alone. Don't you and Rose ever
go, Aunt Francesca?"
"I go sometimes," said Rose, "but I can't even get her started."
The little grey lady laughed and tapped the arm of her chair with
her folded fan. "I fully agree with the clever man who said that 'life
would be very endurable were it not for its pleasures.' Far back,
somewhere, there must be a strain of Scotch ancestry in me, for I
'take my pleasure sadly.'"
"Which means," commented Rose, "that the things other people find
amusing do not necessarily amuse you."
"Possibly," Madame assented, with a shrug of her delicate
shoulders, "but unless I'm obliged to, I won't sit in an uncomfortable
chair, in a crowd, surrounded by many perfumes unhappily mixed, be
played to by a bad orchestra, walked on at will by rude men, and, in
the meantime, watch the exaggerated antics of people who cannot make
themselves heard, even in a room with only three sides to it."
"I took her to a 'musical comedy' once, in a frivolous moment,"
explained Rose, "and she's never forgiven me."
"Why remind me of it?" questioned Madame. "I've been endeavouring
for years to forget it."
Isabel's eyes wandered anxiously to the clock. She had a strong
impulse to go to the window again, but remembered that Madame would
Presently there was the sound of wheels outside, and Allison, very
handsome in his evening clothes, came in with an apology for his
tardiness. After greeting Madame Bernard and Rose, he bowed to Isabel,
with a mock deference which, none the less, contained subtle flattery.
"Silver Girl," he said, "you do me too much honour. I'm not at all
sure that one escort is sufficient for so much loveliness."
Isabel smiled, then dimpled irresistibly. She had a secret sense of
triumph which she did not stop to analyse.
"Come," he said. "In the words of the poet, 'the carriage waits.'"
They said good-night to the others, and went out. There was silence
in the room until the sound of wheels had quite died away, then Rose
sighed. With a swift pang, she envied Isabel's glorious youth, then
the blood retreated from her heart in shame.
Madame sighed too, but for a different reason. "I suppose I
shouldn't say it," she remarked, "but it's a relief to have that dear
child out of the house for a little while."
"It's kind of Allison to take her," Rose answered, trying not to
wish that she might change places with Isabel.
"Very kind. The Kents are singularly decent about everything. I
suppose it was Allison who managed to have Romeo Crosby call upon her
the other evening."
"I hardly think so. You remember that Allison hadn't seen him since
he grew up."
"Shot up, you mean. How rapidly weeds grow!"
"Are the twins weeds?"
"I think so. Still, they're a wholesome and stimulating sort, even
though they have done just as they pleased."
The fire died down into embers. The stillness would have been
unbearable had it not been for the steady ticking of the clock. Madame
leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes. Rose tried to read, but
could not concentrate her mind upon the page.
Her thoughts were far away, with the two who had so recently left
the house. In fancy she saw the brilliantly lighted streets, the
throng of pleasure seekers and pretty women in gay attire. She heard
the sound of wheels, the persistent "honk-honk" of motor cars, and, in
the playhouse, the crash of cymbals and drums. Somewhere in the happy
crowd were Allison and Isabel, while she sat in silence at home.
Madame Francesca stirred in her chair. "I've been asleep, I think."
"You're not going to wait until they come home, are you?"
"Why should I? Isabel has a key."
Rose remembered how Aunt Francesca had invariably waited for her,
when some gallant cavalier had escorted her to opera or play, and was
foolishly glad, for no discoverable reason.
"I was dreaming," Madame went on, drowsily, "of the little house
where Love lived."
"Where was it?" asked Rose gently.
"You know. I've told you of the little house in the woods where I
went as a bride, when I was no older than Isabel. When we turned the
key and went away, we must have left some of our love there. I've
never been back, but I like to think that some of the old-time
sweetness is still in the house, shut away like a jewel of great
price, safe from meddling hands."
Only once before, in the fifteen years they had lived together, had
Madame Bernard spoken of her brief marriage, yet Rose knew, by a
thousand little betrayals, that the past was not dead, but vitally
"I can bear it," said Madame, half to herself, "because I have been
his wife. If he had been taken away before we were married, I should
have gone, too. But now I have only to wait until God brings us
Outwardly, Rose was calm and unperturbed; inwardly, tense and
unstrung. She wondered if, at last, the sorrow had been healed enough
for speech. Upstairs there was a room that was always locked. No one
but Aunt Francesca ever entered it, and she but rarely. Once or twice,
Rose had chanced to see her coming through the open door, transfigured
by some spiritual exaltation too great for words. For days afterward
there was about her a certain uplift of soul, fading gradually into
her usual serenity.
Mr. Boffin stalked in, jumped into Madame's lap, and began to purr
industriously. She laughed as she stroked his tawny head and the purr
increased rapidly in speed and volume.
"Don't let him burst himself," cautioned Rose, welcoming the change
of mood. "I never knew a cat to purr so—well, so thoroughly, did
"He's lost his hold of the brake," Madame answered. "Are you going
to wait until Isabel comes home?"
"Of course not."
"Then let's go up and read for a little while."
Rose waited until Madame was half way up the long flight before she
turned down the lights and followed her. It made a pretty picture—the
little white-haired lady in grey on the long stairway, with the yellow
cat upon her shoulder, looking back with the inscrutable calmness of
Rose felt that, for herself, sleep would be impossible until Isabel
returned. She hoped that Aunt Francesca would not want her to read
aloud, but, as it chanced, she did. However, the chosen book was of
the sort which banishes insomnia, and, in less than an hour, Madame
was sound asleep, with Mr. Boffin purring in his luxurious silk-lined
basket at the foot of her bed.
Alone in her own room, Rose waited, frankly jealous of her young
cousin and fiercely despising herself for it. She recalled the happy
hours she and Allison had spent with their music and berated herself
bitterly for her selfishness, but to no avail. As the hours dragged
by, every moment seemed an eternity. Worn by her unaccustomed struggle
with self, she finally slept.
Meanwhile, Isabel was the gayest of the gay. The glittering lights
of the playhouse formed a fitting background for her, and Allison
watched her beautiful, changing face with an ever-increasing sense of
delight. The play itself was an old story to him, but the girl was a
new sensation, and while she watched the mimic world beyond the
footlights, he watched her.
The curtain of the first act descended upon a woman, waiting at the
window for a man who did not come, and, most happily, Isabel
remembered the conversation at home in the earlier part of the
"Foolish woman," she said, "to wait at the window."
"Why?" asked Allison, secretly amused.
"I wouldn't wait at the window for an unmarried man, nor for a
married man, either, unless he was my own husband."
"Why?" he asked, again.
"Because men keep best in a cool dry atmosphere. Didn't you know
"How did you happen to discover it, Sweet-and-Twenty?"
Isabel answered with a smile, which meant much or little, as one
chose. Presently she remembered something else that happened to be
"Look," she said, indicating a man in the front seat who had fallen
asleep. "He's taking his pleasure sadly."
"Perhaps he's happier to be asleep. He may not care for the play."
"Somebody once said," she went on hastily, seeing that she was
making a good impression, "that life would be very endurable were it
not for its pleasures."
Allison laughed. He had the sense of discovering a bright star that
had been temporarily overshadowed by surrounding planets.
"I didn't know you could talk so well," he observed, with evident
Isabel flushed with pleasure—not guilt. She had no thought of
sailing under false colours, but reflected the life about her as
innocently as a mirror might, if conveniently placed.
Repeated curtain calls for the leading woman, at the end of the
third act, delayed the final curtain by the few minutes that would
have enabled them to catch the earlier of the two theatre trains.
Allison was not wholly displeased, though he feared that Aunt
Francesca and Rose might be unduly anxious about Isabel. As they had
more than an hour and a half to wait, before the last train, he
suggested going to a popular restaurant.
Thrilled with pleasure and excitement, she eagerly consented.
Fortunately, she did not have to talk much, for the chatter of the gay
crowd, and the hard-working orchestra made conversation difficult, if
"I've never been in a place like this before," she ventured. "So
late, I mean."
"But you enjoy it, don't you?"
"Oh, yes! So much!" The dark eyes that turned to his were full of
happy eagerness, like a child's.
Allison's pulses quickened, with man's insatiable love of Youth.
"We'll do it again," he said, "if you'll come with me."
"I will, if Aunt Francesca will let me."
"She's willing to trust you with me, I think. She's known me ever
since I was born and she helped father bring me up. Aunt Francesca has
been like a mother to me."
"She says she doesn't care for the theatre," resumed Isabel, who
did not care to talk about Aunt Francesca, "but I love it. I believe I
could go every night."
"Don't make the mistake of going too often to see what pleases you,
for you might tire of it. Perhaps plays 'keep best in a cool, dry
atmosphere,' as you say men do."
"You're laughing at me," she said, reproachfully.
"Indeed I'm not. I knew a man once who fell desperately in love
with a woman, and, as soon as he found that she cared for him, he
started for the uttermost ends of the earth."
"That they might not risk losing their love for each other, through
satiety. You know it's said to die more often of indigestion than
"I don't know anything about it," she murmured with downcast eyes.
"You will, though, before long. Some awkward, half-baked young man
about twenty will come to you, bearing the divine fire."
"I don't know any," she answered.
"How about the pleasing child who called upon you the other night,
with the imported bonbons?" Allison's tone was not wholly kind, for he
had just discovered that he did not like Romeo Crosby.
Isabel became fairly radiant with smiles.
"Wasn't he too funny?"
"He's all right," returned Allison, generously, "I'm afraid,
however, that he'll be taking you out so much that I won't have a
"Oh, no!" said Isabel, softly. Then she added with frankness
utterly free from coquetry, "I like you much better."
"Really? Why, please?"
"Oh, I don't know. You're so much more, well, grown-up, you know,
and more refined."
"Thank you, I'm glad the slight foreign polish distinguishes me
"Cousin Rose said you were very distinguished." She watched him
narrowly as she spoke.
"So is Cousin Rose. In fact, no one could be more so," he answered,
with evident approval.
"Is she going to play your accompaniments for you, when you begin
A shadow crossed his face. "I'm afraid not. I wish she could."
"Why can't she?"
"On account of Madame Grundy. It wouldn't be proper."
"I don't see why," objected Isabel, daringly. "She's ten years
older than you are."
Allison bit his lips and the expression of his face subtly changed.
"You're ten years younger," he replied, coldly, "and I couldn't take
you. That doesn't make any difference."
Seeing that she had made a mistake, Isabel sat quietly in her chair
and watched the people around her until it was time to go. Greatly to
her delight, they went to the station in an automobile.
"Isn't this glorious!" she cried. "I'm so glad the Crosbys are
going to have one. I hope they'll take me often."
With the sure instinct of Primitive Woman, she had said the one
thing calculated to make Allison forget his momentary change of mood.
"I'm sorry I have none," he said. "'Romeo Romeo, wherefore art thou
Romeo?' How times have changed! The modern Lochinvar has a
touring-car, and some day you'll be eloping in the most up-to-date
"What makes you talk to me about him?" queried Isabel, with
uplifted eyes. "You know I don't like him."
"All right," he answered, good-naturedly. "I won't. I hope Aunt
Francesca won't be worried about you because we're so late in getting
"I don't see why she should mind. Mamma never cares what I do.
She's often been away for weeks, lecturing, and I've been in the hotel
He repressed the uncharitable comment that was upon his lips and
reverted to the subject of the play. "I'm glad you've enjoyed it. I
wanted you to have a good time."
"I've had the best time I ever had in my life," she responded, with
evident sincerity. "Isn't it wonderful what they can do with a room
that has only three sides?"
"It surely is. I've had a good time, too, Silver Girl. Thank you
"You're welcome," she returned sweetly.
The carriage was waiting at the station, and Isabel was very quiet
all the way home. Thinking that she must be tired, Allison said little
until they reached Madame Bernard's, and he had seen her safely into
the house. He insisted upon taking off her gloves and coat and would
have extended his friendly services to her hat, had she not laughingly
forbade him to touch it.
"Good-night," he said. "We'll go again soon."
"All right. Good-night, and thank you ever so much."
The sound of the key in the lock had wakened Rose from her uneasy
sleep. She heard their laughter, though she could not distinguish what
they said, and recognised a new tone in Allison's voice. She heard the
door close, the carriage roll away, and, after a little, Isabel's
hushed footsteps on the stairs. Then another door closed softly and a
light glimmered afar into the garden until the shade was drawn.
Wide-eyed and fearful, she slept no more, for the brimming Cup of
Joy, that had seemed within her reach, was surely beyond it now.
Oppressed with loss and pain, her heart beat slowly, as though it were
weary of living. Until daybreak she wondered if he, too, was keeping
the night watch, from a wholly different point of view.
But, man-like, Allison had long ago gone to sleep, in the big
Colonial house beyond the turn in the road, idly humming to himself:
Come and kiss me, Sweet-and-Twenty;
Youth's a stuff will not endure!
XI. KEEPING THE FAITH
Colonel Kent and Allison critically surveyed the table, where
covers were laid for seven. "Someway it lacks the 'grand air' of
Madame Bernard's," commented the Colonel, "yet I can't see anything
wrong, can you?"
"Not a thing," Allison returned. "The 'grand air' you allude to
comes, I think, from Aunt Francesca herself. When she takes her place
opposite you, I'm sure we shall compare very favourably with our
The Crosby twins arrived first, having chartered the station hack
for the evening. As the minds of both were above such minor details as
clothes, their attire was of the nondescript variety, but their
exuberant youth and high spirits gallantly concealed all defects and
the tact of their hosts quickly set them both at their ease.
Romeo somewhat ostentatiously left their card upon the mantel, so
placed that all who came near might read in fashionable script: "The
Crosby Twins." Having made this concession to the conventionalities,
he lapsed at once into an agreeable informality that amused the
Colonel very much.
Soon the Colonel was describing some of the great battles in which
he had taken part, and Romeo listened with an eager interest which was
all the more flattering because it was so evidently sincere. In the
library, meanwhile, Allison was renewing his old acquaintance with
"You used to be a perfect little devil," he smiled.
"I am yet," Juliet admitted, with a frank laugh. "At least people
say so. Romie and I aren't popular with our neighbours."
"That doesn't speak well for the neighbours. Were they never young
"I don't believe so. I've thought, sometimes, that lots of people
were born grown-up."
"They say abroad, that there are no children in America—that they
are merely little people treated like grown-ups."
"The modern American child is a horror," said Juliet, unconsciously
quoting from an article in a recent magazine. "They're ill bred and
they don't mind, and there's nobody who wants to make 'em mind except
people who have no authority to do it."
"Why is it?" inquired Allison, secretly amused.
"Because spanking has gone out of fashion," she answered, in all
seriousness. "It takes so much longer for moral suasion to work. Romie
and I never had any 'moral suasion,'—we were brought up right."
Juliet's tone indicated a deep filial respect for her departed
parents and there was a faraway look in her blue eyes which filled
Allison with tender pity.
"You must be lonely sometimes," he said, kindly.
"Lonely?" repeated Juliet in astonishment; "why, how could I ever
be lonely with Romie?"
"Of course you couldn't be lonely when he was there, but you must
miss him when he's away from you."
"He's never away," she answered, with a toss of her curly head.
"We're most always together, unless he goes to town—or up to your
house," she added, as an afterthought.
Allison was about to say that Romeo had never been there before,
but wisely kept silent.
"Twins are the most related of anybody," Juliet went on. "An older
brother or sister may get ahead of you and be so different that you
never catch up, but twins have to trot right along together. It's just
the difference between tandem and double harness."
"Suppose Romeo should marry?" queried Allison, carelessly.
"I'd die," replied Juliet, firmly, her cheeks burning as with
"Or suppose you married?"
"Then Romie would die," she answered, with conviction. "We've both
promised not to get married and we always keep our promises to each
"And to other people, too?"
"Not always. Sometimes it's necessary to break a promise, or to
lie, but never to each other. If Romie asks me anything I don't want
to tell him, I just say 'King's X,' and if I ask him anything, he says
'it's none of your business,' and it's all right. Twins have to be
square with each other."
"Don't you ever quarrel?"
"We may differ, and of course we have fought sometimes, but it
doesn't last long. We can always arbitrate. Say, do you know Isabel
"I have that pleasure. She's coming to dinner to-night, with Aunt
Francesca and Miss Rose."
"Oh," said Juliet, in astonishment. "If I'd known that, I'd have
dressed up more. I thought it was just us."
"It is 'just us,'"he assured her, kindly; "a very small and select
party composed of our most charming neighbours, and believe me, my
dear Miss Juliet, that nobody could possibly be 'dressed up more.'"
Juliet bloomed with pleasure and her eyes sparkled. "Isabel came
out to see us," she continued, "and I don't think she had a good time.
We showed her all our fishing rods, and let her help us make fudges,
and we did stunts for her on the trapeze in the attic, and Romie told
her she could have any one of our dogs, but she said she didn't want
it, and she wouldn't stay to supper. I guess she thought I couldn't
cook just because she can't. Romie said if I'd make another chocolate
cake like the one I made the day after she was there, he'd take it up
to her and show her whether I could cook or not."
"I believe he would," returned Allison, with a trace of sarcasm
which Juliet entirely missed. Then he laughed at the vision of Romeo
bearing the proof of his twin's culinary skill into Madame Bernard's
"You come out and see us," urged Juliet, hospitably.
"I will, indeed. May I have a dog?"
"They're Romie's and I can't give 'em away, but I guess he could
spare you one. Would you rather have a puppy or a full-grown dog?"
"I'd have to see 'em first," he replied, tactfully steering away
from the danger of a choice. He had not felt the need of a dog and was
merely trying to be pleasant.
"There's plenty to see," she went on, with a winning smile. "I like
dogs myself but we fought once because I thought we had too many.
We've named 'em all out of an old book we found in the attic. There's
Achilles, and Hector, and Persephone, and Minerva, and Circe and Juno,
and Priam, and Eurydice, and goodness knows how many more. Romie knows
all their names, but I don't."
Hearing the sound of wheels outside, Colonel Kent, with a certain
old- fashioned hospitality to which our generation might happily
return, went to open the door himself for his expected guests. Juliet
went hastily to the mirror to make sure that her turbulent curls were
in order, and Romeo intercepted Allison on his way to the door.
"I heard what she said," Romeo remarked, in a low tone, "about my
having been up here, but I didn't tell her I was here. I don't lie to
Jule, but I'm responsible only for what I say, not for what she
Allison smiled with full understanding of the situation. "We men
have to be careful what we say to women," he replied, with an air of
caution and comradeship that made his young guest feel like a
full-fledged man of the world.
"Sure," assented Romeo, with a broad grin and a movement of one
eyelid which was almost—but not quite—a wink.
Presently the three other guests came in, followed by the Colonel.
Madame Francesca was in white silk over which violets had been
scattered with a lavish hand, then woven into the shining fabric. She
wore violets in her hair and at her belt, and a single amethyst at her
throat. Isabel was in white, with flounces of spangled lace, and Rose
was unusually lovely in a gown of old gold satin and a necklace of
palest topaz. In her dark hair was a single yellow rose.
Juliet was for the moment aghast at so much magnificence and
painfully conscious of her own white muslin gown. Madame Francesca,
reading her thought, drew the girl's tall head down and kissed her.
"What a clover blossom you are," she said, "all in freshest white,
with pink cheeks and sunshiny curls!"
Thus fortified, Juliet did not mind Isabel's instinctive careful
appraisement of her gown, and she missed, happily, the evident
admiration with which Romeo's eyes followed Isabel's every movement.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Allison was asking Rose, "so I could have
ransacked the town for golden roses?"
"I've repeatedly done it myself," laughed Rose, "without success. I
usually save my yellow gowns for June when all the yellow rose bushes
in the garden may lavish their wealth upon me."
"Happy rose," Allison returned, lightly, "to die in so glorious a
The twins were almost at the point of starvation when dinner was
announced, though they had partaken liberally of bread and butter and
jam just before leaving home. Romeo had complained a little but had
not been sufficiently Spartan to refuse the offered refreshment.
"I don't see why you want to feed me now and spoil my dinner," he
grumbled, as he reached out for a second slice.
"I don't want to spoil your dinner," Juliet had answered, with her
mouth full. "Can't you see I'm eating, too? We don't want to be
impolite when we're invited out, and eat too much."
"You've been reading the etiquette book," remarked Romeo, with
unusual insight, "and there's more foolish things in that book than in
any other we've got. When we're invited out to eat, why shouldn't we
eat? They may have been cooking for days just to get ready for us and
they won't like it if we only pick at things."
"Maybe they want some left," Juliet replied, brushing aside the
crumbs. "I remember how mad Mamma was once when the minister ate two
pieces of pie and she had to make another the next day or divide one
piece between you and me."
"I'll bet she made another. She always fed us, and I remember that
the kids around the corner couldn't even have bread and molasses
On the way to the dining-room, Juliet drew her brother aside and
whispered to him: "watch the others, then you'll be sure of getting
the right fork."
"Huh!" he returned, resentfully, having been accustomed to only one
fork since he and Juliet began to keep house for themselves.
When he saw the array of silver at his plate, however, he blessed
her for the hint. As the dinner progressed by small portions of
oysters, soup, and fish, he gratefully remembered the bread and jam.
The twins noted that the others always left a little on their plates,
but proudly disdained the subterfuge for themselves.
Madame Francesca sat opposite the Colonel and Rose was at his
right. Romeo sat next to her and across from them was Allison, between
Isabel and Juliet.
Somewhat subdued by the unfamiliar situation, the twins said very
little during dinner. Juliet took careful note of the appointments of
the table and dining-room, and of the gowns the other women wore. When
Romeo was not occupied with his dinner and the various forks, he
watched Isabel with frank admiration, and wondered what made the
difference between her and Juliet.
Everybody tried to produce general conversation, but could extract
only polite monosyllables from the twins. Questions addressed directly
to them were briefly answered by "yes" or "no," or "I don't know," or,
more often, by a winning smile which included them all.
Had it not been for Madame Francesca, gallantly assisted by the
Colonel, the abnormal silence of the younger guests might have reacted
unfavourably upon the entertainment, for Isabel was as quiet as she
usually was, in the presence of her aunt and cousin, Allison became
unable to think of topics of general interest, and Rose's efforts to
talk pleasantly while her heart was aching were no more successful
than such efforts usually are.
But Madame Francesca, putting aside the burden of her seventy
years, laughed and talked and told stories with all the zest of a
girl. Inspired by her shining example, the Colonel dragged forth a few
musty old anecdotes and offered them for inspection. They were new to
the younger generation, and Madame affected to find them new also.
Rose wondered at her, as often, envying her the gift of detachment.
The fear that had come upon Rose at midnight was with her still,
haunting her, waking or sleeping, like some evil thing. Proudly she
said to herself that she would seek no man, though her heart should
break for love of him; that though her soul writhed in anguish,
neither he nor the woman who took him from her should ever even
suspect she cared.
She forced herself to meet Allison's eyes with a smile, to answer
his questions, and to put in a word, now and then, when Madame or the
Colonel paused. Yet, with every sense at its keenest, she noted
Isabel's downcast eyes, the self-conscious air with which Allison
spoke to her, and the exaggerated consideration of Juliet which he
instinctively adopted as a shield. She saw, too, that Isabel was
secretly annoyed whenever Allison spoke to Juliet, and easily
translated the encouraging air with which Isabel met Romeo's admiring
glances. Once, when he happened to turn quickly enough to see, a
shadow crossed Allison's face, and he bit his lips.
"How civilised the world has become," Madame was saying, lightly.
"The mere breaking of bread together precludes all open hostility.
Bitter enemies may meet calmly at the dinner table of a mutual friend,
and I understand that, in the higher circles in which we do not care
to move, a man may escort his divorced wife out to dinner, and,
without bitterness, congratulate her upon her approaching marriage."
"I've often thought," returned the Colonel, more seriously, "that
the modern marriage service should be changed to read 'until death or
divorce do us part.' It's highly inconsistent as it stands."
"'Consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds,'" she quoted.
"Inconsistency goes as far toward making life attractive as its
pleasures do toward spoiling it."
"What do you call pleasure?" queried Allison.
"The unsought joy. If you go out to hunt for it, you don't often
get it. When you do, you've earned it and are entitled to it. True
pleasure is a free gift of the gods, like a sense of humour."
By some oblique and unsuspected way, the words brought a certain
comfort to Rose. Without bitterness, she remembered that Allison had
once said: "In any true mating, they both know." Over and over again
she said to herself, stubbornly: "I will have nothing that is not
true—nothing that is not true."
It was a wise hostess who discovered the fact that changing rooms
may change moods; that many a successful dinner has an aftermath in
the drawing-room as cold and dismal as a party call. Madame Francesca
had once characterised the hour after dinner as "the stick of a
sky-rocket, which never fails to return and bring disillusion with
it." Hence she postponed it as long as she could, but the Colonel
himself gave the signal by moving back his chair.
An awkward pause followed, which lasted until Rose went to the
piano of her own accord and began to play. At length she drifted into
the running chords of a familiar accompaniment and Allison took his
violin and joined in. As he stood by Rose, the mere fact of his
nearness brought her a strange peace. Had she looked up, she would
have seen that though he stood so near her, he had eyes only for
Isabel and was playing to her alone.
Isabel did not seem to care. She sat with her hands folded idly in
her lap, occasionally glancing at the twins who sat together on a sofa
across the room. Madame Bernard and the Colonel had gone out on the
balcony that opened off of the library.
The night was cool, yet had in it the softness of May. Every
wandering wind brought a subtle, exquisite fragrance from orchards
blooming afar. High in the heavens swung the pale gold moon of Spring.
"What a night," said Madame, almost in a whisper. "It seems almost
as if there never had been another Spring."
"And as if there never would be another."
"That may be true, for one or both of us," she replied, with
"My work is done," sighed the Colonel. "I have only to wait now."
"Sometimes I think that all of Life is waiting," she went on, with
a little catch in her voice, "and yet we never know what we were
waiting for, unless—when all is done—"
A warm, friendly hand closed over hers. "Do not question too much,
dear friend, for the God who ordained the beginning can safely be
trusted with the end, as well as with all that lies between. Do you
know," he continued, in a different tone, "a night like this always
makes me think of those wonderful lines:
"'The blessed damozel leaned out
From the gold bar of Heaven;
Her eyes were deeper than the depth
Of waters stilled at even;
She had three lilies in her hand
And the stars in her hair were seven.'"
Francesca's eyes filled and the stars swam before her, for she
remembered the three white lilies the Colonel had put into the still
hands of his boy's mother, just before the casket was closed. "I
wonder," she breathed, "if—they—know."
"I wonder, too," he said.
The strains of the violin floated out upon the scented night,
vibrant with love and longing, with passion and pain. Something had
come into the music that was never there before, but only Rose knew
"Richard," said Francesca, suddenly, "if you should go first, and
it should be as we hope and pray it may be—if people know each other
there, and can speak and be understood, will you tell him that I am
keeping the faith; that I have only been waiting since we parted?"
"Yes. And if it should be the other way, will you tell her that I,
too, am waiting and keeping the faith, and that I have done well with
"I will," she promised.
The last chord of violin and piano died into silence. Colonel Kent
bent down and lifted Madame's hand to his lips, then they went in
XII. AN ENCHANTED HOUR
The days dragged on so wearily that, to Rose, the hours seemed
unending. Allison came to the house frequently, but seldom spoke of
his music; for more than a week, he did not ask her to play at all. On
the rare occasions when he brought his violin with him, the old
harmony seemed entirely gone. The pianist's fingers often stumbled
over the keys even though Allison played with new authority and that
magical power that goes by the name of "inspiration," for want of a
Once she made a mistake, changing a full chord into a dissonance so
harsh and nerve-racking that Allison shuddered, then frowned. When
they had finished, he turned to her, saying, kindly: "You're tired,
Rose. I've been a selfish brute and let you work too hard."
Quick denial was on her lips, but she stopped in time and followed
his lead gracefully. "Yes, and my head aches, too. If all of you will
excuse me, I'll go up and rest for a little while."
Evening after evening, she made the same excuse, longing for her
own room, with a locked and bolted door between her and the outer
world. Lonely and miserable though she was, she had at least the sense
of shelter. Pride, too, sustained her, for, looking back to the night
they met, months ago, she could remember no word nor act, or even a
look of hers that had been out of keeping.
Over and over again she insisted to herself, stubbornly: "I will
have nothing that is not true,—nothing that is not true." In the
midnight silences, when she lay wide awake, though all the rest of the
world slept, the words chimed in with her heart-beats: "Nothing that
is not true—nothing—that is—not true."
Madame Francesca, loving Rose dearly, became sorely troubled and
perplexed. She could not fail to see and understand, and, at times,
feared that Allison and Isabel must see and understand also. She
watched Rose faithfully and shielded her at every possible point. When
Isabel inquired why Rose was always tired in the evening, Madame
explained that she had been working too hard and that she had made her
promise to rest.
Rose spent more time than usual at the piano but she neglected her
own work in favour of Allison's accompaniments. When she was alone,
she could play them creditably, even without the notes, but if, by any
chance, he stood beside her, waiting until the prelude was finished,
she faltered at the first sound of the violin.
At last she gave it up and kept more and more to her own room.
Madame meditated upon the advisability of sending Isabel away,
providing it could be done gracefully, or even taking her on some
brief journey, thus leaving Rose in full possession of the house.
Yet, in her heart, she knew that it would be only a subterfuge;
that it was better to meet the issues of Life squarely than to attempt
to hide from them, since inevitably all must be met. She could not
bear to see Rose hurt, nor could she endure easily the spectacle of
her beloved foster son upon the verge of a lifelong mistake. Several
times she thought of talking to Colonel Kent, and, more rarely, of
speaking to Allison himself, but she had learned to apply to speech
the old maxim referring to letter-writing: "When in doubt, don't."
It happened that Allison came late one afternoon, when Isabel had
gone to town in search of new finery and Rose was in her own room.
Madame had just risen from her afternoon nap, and, after he had waited
a few moments, she came down.
"Where's Isabel?" he asked, as he greeted her.
"Shopping," smiled Madame.
"I know, but I thought she'd be at home by this time. She told me
she was coming out on the earlier train."
"She may have met someone and gone to the matinee. It's Wednesday."
"She didn't need to do that. I'll take her whenever she wants to go
and she knows it."
"I didn't say she had gone—I only said she might have gone. She
may be waiting for the trimming of a hat to be changed, or for an
appointment with tailor or dressmaker or manicure, or any one of a
thousand other things. When you see her, she can doubtless give a
clear account of herself."
"Did Rose go with her?" he asked, after a brief pause.
"No, she's asleep," sighed Madame. "Allison, I'm worried about Rose
and have been for some time. She isn't well."
"I thought something was wrong," he replied, without interest. "She
can't seem to play even the simplest accompaniment any more, and she
used to do wonders, even with heavy work."
"I think," ventured Madame, cautiously, "that she needs to get out
more. If someone would take her for a walk or a drive every day, it
would do her good."
"Probably," assented Allison, with a faraway look in his eyes. "If
you want to borrow our horses at any time, Aunt Francesca, when yours
are not available, I hope you'll feel free to telephone for them.
They're almost eating their heads off and the exercise would do them
"Thank you," she answered, shortly. Allison noted the veiled
sharpness of her tone and wondered why anyone should take even slight
offence at the friendly offer of a coach and pair.
"It must be nearly time for the next train," he resumed. "Is there
anyone at the station to meet Isabel?"
"Nobody but the coachman and the carriage," returned Madame, dryly.
"I'm not in the habit of being asked whether or not I have made proper
provision for my guests."
"I beg your pardon, Aunt Francesca. I would have known, of course,
if I had stopped to think."
"How is your father?" she put in, abruptly.
"All right, I guess. He's making a garden and the whole front yard
is torn up as though sewer pipes were about to be put in."
Madame's heart softened with pity, for she knew that only
loneliness would have set the Colonel to gardening. "I must go over
and see it," she said, in a different tone. "My valuable advice hasn't
been asked, but I think I could help a little."
"Undoubtedly. Your own garden is one of the loveliest I have ever
seen. Isn't that the train?"
"I think so. If Isabel comes, I believe I'll leave you to entertain
her while I drive over to inspect the new garden."
She was oppressed, as never before, by the necessity of speech,
and, of all those around her, Colonel Kent was the only one to whom it
would be possible for her to say a word. She did not stop to consider
what she could accomplish by it, for in her heart, she knew that she
was helpless—also that a great deal of the trouble in the world has
not been caused by silence.
Allison drummed on the arm of his chair until he heard the rumble
of wheels, then went to the window. "It's Isabel," he announced,
joyously. "I'll go down and help her out—she may have parcels."
Presently they came in together, laughing. Isabel's face was
flushed and Allison was heavily laden with packages, both small and
large. "I feel like Santa Claus," he cried, gaily, to Madame, as she
passed them on the way out.
She smiled, but did not take the trouble to speak. "Colonel
Kent's," she called to the driver, as she closed the carriage door
with a resounding bang, "and please hurry."
The Colonel was on the veranda when she arrived, superintending the
gardening operations from there. He greeted her with surprise, for it
was not her way to drive over there alone. "I am deeply honoured," he
said, as he assisted her up the steps. "May I order tea?"
"No, thank you," she answered, somewhat primly. It was evident that
she was ill at ease. "I understood from Allison that you were doing
all this yourself. Instead, I find you sitting on the veranda like a
landed proprietor, in command of an army of slaves."
"Two Irishmen don't make an army," he laughed, "though I'll admit
that, if angry, they would make a formidable force. I helped to dig
for a while this morning, but it didn't seem to agree with me, so I
quit. My work seems to be done," he continued, with a sigh.
"No, it isn't," she returned, sharply. "There's work to be done,
but whether you or I or both together can do it, is extremely
"What do you mean, Francesca?"
Madame leaned toward him confidentially. "Richard," she said, in a
low tone, "has it ever occurred to you that Allison might marry?"
A shadow crossed his face, then vanished in a smile. "Yes. Why?"
"Have you ever seen a woman you would be willing for him to marry?"
"Rose," said the Colonel, softly. "Your Rose."
"I've felt that way, too," whispered Madame. There was silence for
the space of a heart-beat, then she cried out sharply: "But it isn't
Rose— it's Isabel!"
"What?" he cried, startled for once out of his usual calm. "That
"'That child' is past twenty, and he is only ten years older. There
was fifteen years' difference between you and—" Madame forebore to
speak the name of the dead and beloved wife.
Colonel Kent turned his dim blue eyes toward the hills. Behind them
the sun was setting, and he could guess that the gold of the Spring
afternoon was scattered like star dust over the little sunken grave.
He left Madame and went to the end of the veranda, where he stood for
a few moments, facing the West. Then he came back.
"Francesca," he said, slowly, "you and I are on the Western slope
and have been for a long time. The Valley of the Shadow lies at the
foot of the hill and the descent is almost made. But the boy is young,
and most of the journey lies before him. You chose for yourself, and
so did I. Shall we not grant him the same right?"
"Yes, but Rose—"
"Rose," interrupted the Colonel, "is too good for any man—even my
own son, though, as I said before, she is the only woman I would
willingly see him marry. You stand almost in his mother's place to
him, but neither you nor I can shield him now. We must try to remember
that his life is his—to make or mar."
"I know," she sighed, "I've thought it all out."
"Besides," he went on, "what could we do? Separation wouldn't last
long, if he wants her, and talking would only alienate him from us.
Perhaps you could bear it, but I—I couldn't."
"Nor I," she returned, quickly. "When we come to the sundown road,
we need all the love we have managed to take with us from the summit
of the hill. I hadn't meant to say anything to anyone," she went on,
in a changed tone, "but my heart was full, and you are—"
"Your best friend, Francesca, as you are mine. It seems to take a
lifetime for us to learn that wisdom consists largely in a graceful
acceptance of things that do not immediately concern us."
"How like you," she responded, with a touch of her old manner. "I
ask for comfort and you give me an epigram."
"Many people find satisfaction in epigrams," he reminded her.
"Sometimes a snap-shot is better than an oil painting."
"Or a geometrical design, or even a map," she continued, catching
his mood. The talk drifted to happier themes and Madame was quite
herself again at dusk, when she rose to go.
On the way back, she passed Allison, returning home to dinner by a
well- worn path, but he was thinking of something else and did not see
her at all.
The lilac-scented midnight was starred here and there with white
blooms when May went out and June came in. Drifts of "bridal wreath"
were banked against the side of the house and a sweet syringa breathed
out a faint perfume toward the hedge of lilacs beyond. Blown petals of
pink and white died on the young grass beneath Madame's wild
crab-apple tree, transplanted from a distant woodland long ago to
glorify her garden.
The hour was one of enchantment, yet to Rose, leaning out into the
moonless night, the beauty of it brought only pain. She wondered,
dully, if she should ever find surcease; if somewhere, on the thorny
path ahead, there might not be some place where she could lay the
burden of her heartache down. Her pride, that had so long sustained
her, was beginning to fail her now. It no longer seemed more vital
than life itself that Allison should not know.
She had the hurt woman's longing for escape, but could think of no
excuse for flight. She knew Aunt Francesca would manage it, in some
way, should she ask, and that she would be annoyed by no troublesome
questions, yet loyalty held her fast, for she knew how lonely the
little old lady would be without her.
Day by day, the tension increased almost to the breaking point.
June filled the garden with rosebuds, but their pale namesake in the
big white house took no heed of them. She no longer concerned herself
about her gowns, but wore white almost constantly, that her pallor
might not show.
The roses broke from their green sheaths, then bloomed, opening
their golden hearts to every wandering bee. The house was full of
roses. Aunt Francesca wore them even on her morning gowns and Isabel
made wreaths of red roses to twine in her dark hair. Every breeze
brought fragrance to the open windows and scattered it through the
Madame's heart ached for Rose, but still she said no word, though
it seemed to her that the blindness of the others could not last much
longer. She could not take Rose away unless she took Isabel also, and,
should she do that, things would soon be just as they were now.
As Rose faded, Isabel blossomed into the full flower of her youth.
Her high, bird-like laugh echoed constantly through the house and
garden, whether anyone was with her or not. With sinking heart, Rose
envied her even a tithe of her abundant joy.
As the moon approached its full, the roses had begun to drop their
petals. Under every bush was a scattered bit of fragrance that meant
both death and resurrection. Far down in the garden, where the sunken
lily-pool mirrored the stars, the petals of golden roses drifted idly
across the shining surface.
Rose had worn white at dinner, as she always did, now, the night
the June moon came to its full. Isabel, too, was in white, but with a
difference, for as surely as the older woman's white was mourning, her
silver spangles were donned for joy. At the table, Madame had done
most of the talking, for Isabel's conversational gifts were limited,
at best, and Rose was weary beyond all words.
After dinner she went to the piano and struck a few aimless chords.
Isabel, with a murmured excuse, went up to her own room. "Nothing that
is not true," said Rose to herself, steadily; "nothing that is not
Presently a definite thought took shape in her mind. To-morrow she
would tell Aunt Francesca, and see if it could not be arranged for her
to go away somewhere, anywhere, alone. Or, if not to-morrow, at least
the day after, as soon as she had seen him again. She wanted one last
look to take with her into the prison-house, where she must wrestle
with her soul alone.
[Illustration: musical notation.]
Her stiff fingers shaped the melody that Aunt Francesca loved, and
into it went all her own longing, her love, and her pain. The notes
thrilled with an ecstasy of renunciation, and the vibrant chords
trembled far out into the night.
[Illustration: musical notation.]
A man entered the gate very quietly, paused, then turned into the
garden, to soothe his wildly beating heart for a few moments with the
balm of scent and sound. Upstairs, behind the shelter of the swaying
curtain, a shining figure drew back into the shadow. Smiling, and with
an agreeable sense of adventure, Isabel tiptoed down the back stairs,
and entered the garden, unheard, by a side door.
With assumed carelessness, yet furtively watching, she made the
circuit of the lily-pool, humming to herself. A quick leap and a light
foot on the grass startled her for an instant, then she laughed, for
it was only Mr. Boffin, playing with his own dancing shadow.
[Illustration: musical notation.]
The sound of the piano had become very faint, though the windows
were open and the wind was in the right direction. Isabel stopped at
another bush, picked a few full-blown white roses, and sat down on a
garden bench to remove the thorns.
"I wonder where he can be," she said to herself. "Surely he can't
have gone home again." She listened, but there was no sound save the
distant piano, and the abrupt, playful purr of Mr. Boffin, as he
pounced upon a fallen white rose.
Isabel put the flowers in her hair, consciously missing the mirror
in which she was wont to observe the effect. "He must have gone in
while I was coming down," she thought, "but I don't see why he
shouldn't have gone straight in when he first came."
She decided to wait until he came to look for her, then as swiftly
changed her mind. Rose was still playing.
[Illustration: musical notation.]
Isabel hummed the melody to herself, not noting that she was off
the key, and started slowly toward the house, by another path.
Allison was standing in the shadow of a maple, listening to the
music and drawing in deep breaths of the rose-scented air. The moon
flooded the garden with enchantment, and a shaft of silver light,
striking the sundial, made a shadow that was hours wrong. He smiled as
he saw it, amiably crediting the moon with an accidental error, rather
than a purposeful lie.
[Illustration: musical notation.]
Deeper and more vibrant, the woman within sent the cry of her heart
into the night, where the only one who could answer it stood watching
the shadow of the moon on the sun-dial and the spangled cobwebs on the
grass. He picked a rose, put it into his button-hole, and turned
toward the house.
A hushed sound, as of rustling silk, made him pause, then, at the
head of the path, where another joined it, Isabel appeared, with white
roses in her hair and the moon shining full upon her face. The
spangles on her gown caught the light and broke it into a thousand
tiny rainbows, surrounding her with faint iridescence.
The old, immortal hunger surged into his veins, the world-old joy
made his senses reel. He steadied himself for a moment, then went to
her, with his arms outstretched in pleading.
"Oh, Silver Girl," he whispered, huskily. "My Silver Girl! Tell me
you'll shine for me always!"
[Illustration: musical notation.]
The last chord ceased, full of yearning that was almost prayer.
Then Isabel, cold as marble and passionless as snow, lifted her face
for his betrothal kiss.
XIII. WHITE GLOVES
With shyness that did not wholly conceal her youthful pride, Isabel
told Madame, a few days later. The little old lady managed to smile
and to kiss Isabel's soft cheek, murmuring the conventional hope for
her happiness. Inwardly, she was far from calm, though deeply thankful
that Rose did not happen to be in the room.
"You must make him very happy, dear," she said.
"I guess we'll have a good time," returned Isabel, smothering a
yawn. "It will be lots of fun to go all over the country and see all
the big cities."
"I hope he will be successful," Madame continued. "He must be," she
"I suppose we shall be entertained a great deal," remarked Isabel.
"He has written to Mamma, but she hasn't had time to answer yet."
"I can vouch for my foster son," Madame replied.
"It isn't necessary," the girl went on, "and I told him so. Mamma
never cares what I do, and she'll be glad to get me off her hands.
Would you mind if I were married here?"
Madame's heart throbbed with tender pity. "Indeed," she answered,
warmly, "you shall have the prettiest wedding I can give you. Your
mother will come, won't she?"
"Not if it would interfere with her lecture engagements. She's
going to lecture all next season on 'The Slavery of Marriage.' She
says the wedding ring is a sign of bondage, dating back to the old
days when a woman was her husband's property."
Madame Francesca's blue eyes filled with a sudden mist. Slowly she
turned on her finger the worn band of gold that her gallant Captain
had placed there ere he went to war. It carried still a deep
remembrance too holy for speech. "Property," repeated the old lady, in
a whisper. "Ah, but how dear it is to be owned!"
"I don't mind wearing it," said Isabel, with a patronising air,
"but I want it as narrow as possible, so it won't interfere with my
other rings, and, of course, I can take it off when I like."
"Of course, but I would be glad to have you so happily married, my
dear, that you wouldn't want to take it off—ever."
"I'll have to ask Mamma to send me some money for clothes," the
girl went on, half to herself.
"Don't bother her with it," suggested the other, kindly. "Let me do
it. Rose and I will enjoy making pretty things for a bride."
"I'm afraid Cousin Rose wouldn't enjoy it," Isabel replied, with an
unpleasant laugh. "Do you know," she added, confidentially, "I've
always thought Cousin Rose liked Allison—well, a good deal."
"She does," returned Madame, meeting the girl's eyes clearly, "and
so do I. When you're older, Isabel, you'll learn to distinguish
between a mere friendly interest and the grand passion."
"She's too old, I know," Isabel continued, with the brutality of
confident youth, "but sometimes older women do fall in love with young
"Why shouldn't they?" queried Madame, lightly, "as long as older
men choose to fall in love with young women? As far as that goes, it
would be no worse for Allison to marry Rose than it is for him to
"But," objected Isabel, "when he is sixty, she will be seventy, and
he wouldn't care for her."
"And," returned Madame, rather sharply, "when he is forty, you will
be only thirty and you may not care for him. There are always two
sides to everything," she added, after a pause, "and when we get so
civilised that all women may be self-supporting if they choose, we may
see a little advice to husbands on the way of keeping a wife's love,
instead of the flood of nonsense that disfigures the periodicals now."
"They all say that woman makes the home," Isabel suggested, idly.
"But not alone. No woman can make a home alone. It takes two pairs
of hands to make a home—one strong and the other tender, and two true
"I hope it won't take too long to make my clothes," answered
Isabel, irrelevantly. "He says I must be ready by September."
"Then we must begin immediately. Write out everything you think of,
and afterward we'll go over the list together. Come into the library
and begin now. There's no time like the present."
"Do you think," Isabel inquired as she seated herself at the
library table, "that I will have many presents?"
"Probably," answered Madame, briefly. "I'll come back when you've
finished your list."
She went up-stairs and knocked gently at the door of Rose's room,
feeling very much as she did the day she went to Colonel Kent to tell
him that the little mother of his new-born son was dead. Rose herself
opened the door, somewhat surprised.
Madame went in, closed the door, then stood there for a moment, at
a loss for words.
"Has it come?" asked Rose, in a low voice.
"Yes. Oh, Rose, my dear Rose!"
She put her arm around the younger woman and led her to the couch.
Every hint of colour faded from Rose's face; her eyes were wide and
staring, her lips scarcely pink. "I must go away," she murmured.
"I know, dear, believe me, I know, but it never does any good to
run away from things that must be faced sooner or later. We women have
our battles to fight as well as the men who go to war, and the same
truth applies to both—that only a coward will retreat under fire."
Rose sighed and clenched her hands together tightly.
"Once there was a ship," said Madame, softly, "sinking in
mid-ocean, surrounded by fog. It had drifted far out of its course,
and collided with a derelict. The captain ordered the band to play,
the officers put on their dress uniforms and their white gloves.
Another ship, that was drifting, too, signalled in answer to the
music, and all were saved."
"That was possible—but there can be no signal for me."
"Perhaps not, but let's put on our white gloves and order out the
The unconscious plural struck Rose with deep significance. "Did
you— know, Aunt Francesca?"
"For how long?"
"Always, I think."
"Did it seem—absurd, in any way?"
"Not at all. I was hoping for it, until the wind changed. And," she
added, with her face turned away, "Colonel Kent was, too."
Some of the colour ebbed slowly back into the white, stricken face.
"That makes me feel," Rose breathed, "as if I hadn't been quite so
foolish as I've been thinking I was."
"Then keep the high heart, dear, for they mustn't suspect."
"No," cried Rose sharply, "oh, no! Anything but that!"
"It's hard to wear gloves when you don't want to," replied Madame,
with seeming irrelevance, "but it's easier when there are others. The
Colonel will need them, too—this is going to be hard on him."
"Does-he—know?" whispered Rose, fearfully.
"No," answered Madame, laughing outright, "indeed he doesn't. Did
you ever know of a man discovering anything that wasn't right under
"And I am safe with-with—"
"With everybody but Isabel. She may be foolish, but she's a woman,
and even a woman can see around a corner."
"Thank you for telling me," said Rose, after a little; "for giving
me time. It was like you."
"I'm glad I could, but remember, I haven't told you, officially.
Let her tell you herself."
Rose nodded. "Then I'll come down just as soon as I can."
"With white gloves on, dear, and flags flying. Make your old aunt
proud of you now, won't you?"
"I'll try," she answered, humbly, then quickly closed the door.
Meanwhile Colonel Kent, most correctly attired, was making a formal
call upon his prospective daughter-in-law, and the list had scarcely
been begun. Isabel sat in the living room, trying not to show that she
was bored. The Colonel had come in, ready to receive her into his
house and his heart, but Isabel had shaken hands with him coolly, and
accepted shrinkingly the fatherly kiss he stooped to bestow upon her
He had tried several preliminary topics of conversation, which had
been met with chilling monosyllables, so he plunged into the heart of
the subject, with inward trepidation.
"I told Allison this morning that I owed him my thanks for bringing
me a daughter."
"Yes," said Isabel, placidly.
"The old house needs young voices and the sound of young feet," the
Colonel went on.
Isabel began to speak, then hesitated and relapsed into silence.
Mr. Boffin came in, purring loudly, and rubbed familiarly against the
Colonel, leaving a thin coating of yellow hair.
"It seems to be the moulting season for cats," laughed the Colonel,
observing the damage ruefully.
Isabel moved restlessly in her chair, but said nothing. The pause
had become awkward when the Colonel rose to take his leave.
"I hope you may be happy," he said, gravely, "and make our old
house happier for your coming."
"Oh," returned Isabel, quickly, "I hadn't thought of that. I hadn't
thought of—of living there."
"The house is large," he ventured, puzzled.
"Mamma has always said," remarked Isabel, primly, "that no house
was large enough for two families."
Colonel Kent managed to force a laugh. "You may be right," he
answered. "At least, everything shall be arranged to your liking."
He had said good-bye and was on his way out, when Francesca came
down from Rose's room. Seeing her, he waited for a moment. Isabel had
gone into the library and closed the door.
"Whence this haste?" queried Madame, with a lightness which was
just then difficult to assume. "Were you going without seeing me?"
"I had feared I would be obliged to," he returned, gallantly. "I
was calling upon my future daughter-in-law," he added, in a low tone,
as they went out on the veranda.
Madame sighed and sank gratefully into the chair he offered her. In
the broad light of day, she looked old and worn.
"Well," continued the Colonel, with an effort to speak cheerfully,
"the blow has fallen."
"So I hear," she rejoined, almost in a whisper. "What tremendous
readjustments the heedless young may cause!"
"Yes, but we mustn't deny them the right. The eternal sacrifice of
youth to age is one of the most pitiful things in nature—human
nature, that is. The animals know better."
"Would you remove all opportunity for the development of
character?" she inquired, with a tinge of sarcasm.
"No, but I wouldn't deliberately furnish it. The world supplies it
generously enough, I think. Allison didn't ask to be born," he went
on, with a change of tone, "and those who brought him into the world
are infinitely more responsible to him than he is to them."
"One-sided," returned Madame, abruptly. "And, if so, it's the only
thing that is. What of the gift of life?"
"Nothing to speak of," he responded with a cynicism wholly new to
her. "I wouldn't go back and live it over, would you?"
"No," she sighed, "I wouldn't. I don't believe anyone would, even
"Too much character development?"
"Yes," she admitted, with a shamefaced flush. "You'll have a chance
to see, now. It will be right under your nose."
"No," he said, with a certain sad emphasis which did not escape
her; "it won't. I shall be at a respectful distance."
"Why, Richard!" she cried, half rising from her chair; "what do you
mean? Aren't you going to live with them in the old home?"
The Colonel shook his head.
"Why?" she demanded.
The Colonel raised his hand to his forehead in a mock salute.
"Orders," he said, briefly. "From headquarters."
"Has Allison—" she began, in astonishment, but he interrupted her.
"No." He inclined his head suggestively toward the house, and she
"The little brute," murmured Francesca. "Richard, believe me, I am
"Don't bother," he answered, kindly. "The boy mustn't know. You
always plan everything for me—where shall I live now?"
She leaned forward, her blue eyes shining. "Oh, Richard," she
breathed, "if you only would—if you could—come to Rose and me! We'd
be so glad!"
There was no mistaking her sincerity, and the Colonel's fine old
face illumined with pleasure. Merely to be wanted, anywhere, brings a
"I'll come," he returned, promptly. "How good you are! How good
you've always been! I often wonder what I should ever have done
He turned away and, lightly as a passing cloud, a shadow crossed
his face. Madame saw how hard it would be to part from his son, and,
only in lesser degree, his old home.
"Richard," she said, "a ship was sinking once in a fog, miles out
of its course. The captain ordered the band to play and all the
officers put on their dress uniforms. Another ship, also drifting,
signalled in answer to the music and all were saved."
The Colonel rose and offered his hand in farewell. "Thank you,
Francesca," he answered, deeply moved. "I put on my white gloves the
day you came to tell me. I thank you now for the signal—and for
She watched him as he went down the road, tall, erect, and
soldierly, in spite of his three-score and ten. "Three of us," she
said to herself, "all in white gloves." The metaphor appealed to her
She did not go in until Isabel appeared in the doorway, list in
hand, and prettily perplexed over the problem of clothes. Madame
slipped it into the chatelaine bag that hung from her belt. "We'll go
over it with Rose," she said. "She knows more about clothes than I
"Have you told Cousin Rose?"
"No," answered Madame, avoiding the girl's eyes. "It's your place
to tell her—not mine."
When Rose came down to dinner that night, she was gorgeously
attired in her gown of old-gold satin, adorned with gold lace. The
last yellow roses of the garden were twined in her dark hair, and the
rouge-stick, that faithful friend of unhappy woman, had given a little
needed colour to her cheeks and lips, for the first time in her life.
"Cousin Rose," began Isabel, a little abashed by the older woman's
magnificence, "I'm engaged—to Allison."
"Really?" cried Rose, with well-assumed astonishment. "Come here
and let me kiss the bride-to-be. You must make him very happy," she
said, then added, softly: "I pray that you may."
"Everybody seems to think of him and not of me," Isabel returned, a
"That's what Aunt Francesca said, and Allison's father seemed to
think more about my making Allison happy than he did about my being
"That's because the only way to win happiness is to give it," put
in Madame. "The more we give, the more we have."
Conversation lagged at dinner, and became, as often, a monologue by
Madame. While they were finishing their coffee, they heard Allison's
well-known step outside.
"I wonder why he had to come so early," complained Isabel. "I
wanted to change my dress. I didn't have time before dinner."
"He'll never know it," Madame assured her. "We'll excuse you dear,
if you're through. Don't keep him waiting."
When the dining-room door closed, Rose turned to Madame. "Did I—"
"But the hardest part is still to come," she breathed, sadly.
"'I was ever a fighter, so one fight more.
The best and the last';"
Madame quoted, encouragingly.
Rose smiled—a little wan smile—as she pushed back her chair.
"Perhaps," she said, "the 'peace out of pain' may follow me."
She went, with faltering step, toward the other room, inwardly
afraid. Another hand met hers, with a reassuring clasp. "One step
more, Rose. Now then, forward, march, all flags unfurled."
When she went in, Allison came to meet her with outstretched hands.
He had changed subtly, since she saw him last. Had light been poured
over him, it would have changed him in much the same way,
"Golden Rose," he said, taking both her hands in his, "tell me you
are glad—say that you wish me joy."
Her eyes met his clearly. "I do," she smiled. "There is no one in
the world for whom I wish joy more than I do for you."
"And I say the same," chimed in Madame, who had closely followed
"Dear little foster mother," said Allison, tenderly, putting a
strong arm around her. He had not yet released Rose's hand, nor did he
note that it was growing cold. "I owe you everything," he went on;
He kissed her, then, laughing, turned to Rose. "May I?" he asked.
Without waiting for an answer, he turned her face to his, and kissed
her on the lips.
Cold as ice and shaken to the depths of her soul, Rose stumbled out
of the room, murmuring brokenly of a forgotten letter which must be
immediately written. Madame lingered for the space of half an hour,
talking brightly of everything under the sun, then followed Rose,
turning in the doorway as she went out, to say: "Can't you even thank
me for leaving you alone?"
"Bless her," said Allison, fondly. "What sweet women they are!"
"Yes," answered Isabel, spitefully, "especially Rose."
He laughed heartily. "What a little goose you are, sweetheart. Kiss
"I won't," she flashed back, stubbornly, nor would she, until at
last, by superior strength, he took his lover's privilege from lips
that refused to yield.
That night he dreamed that, for a single exquisite instant, Isabel
had answered him, giving him love for love. Then, strangely enough,
Isabel became Rose, in a gown of gold, with golden roses twined in her
XIV. THE THIRTIETH OF JUNE
Dinner that night had been rather a silent affair at Kent's, as
well as at Madame Bernard's. Being absorbed in his own thoughts,
Allison did not realise how unsociable he was, nor that the old man
across the table from him perceived that they had reached the
beginning of the end.
When Allison spoke, it was always of Isabel. Idealised in her
lover's sight, she stood before him as the one "perfect woman, nobly
planned," predestined, through countless ages, to be his mate. Colonel
Kent merely agreed with him in monosyllables until Allison became
conscious that his father did not wholly share his enthusiasm.
"I wish you knew her, Dad," he said, regretfully. "You'll love her
when you do."
"I'm willing to," answered the Colonel, shortly. "I called on her
this afternoon," he added, after a brief pause.
Allison's face illumined. "Was she there? Did you see her?"
"Isn't she the loveliest thing that was ever made?"
"I'm not prepared to go as far as that," smiled the Colonel, "but
she is certainly a very pretty girl."
"She's beautiful," returned Allison, with deep conviction.
The Colonel forebore to remind him that love brings beauty with it,
or that the beauty which endures comes from the soul within,
"Just think, Dad," Allison was saying, "how lovely she'll be at
that end of the table, with me across from her and you at her right."
The Colonel shook his head, then cleared his throat. "Not always,
lad," he said, kindly, "but perhaps, sometimes—as a guest."
Allison's fork dropped with a sharp clatter on his plate. "Dad!
What do you mean?"
"No house is large enough for two families," repeated the Colonel,
with an unconscious, parrot-like accent.
"Why, Dad! We've always stood together—surely you won't desert me
The old man's eyes softened with mist. He could not trust himself
to meet the clear, questioning gaze of his son.
"I can't understand," Allison went on, doubtfully. "Is it
possible— could she-did-Isabel—?"
"No" said the Colonel, firmly, still avoiding the questioning eyes.
"Of course she didn't," returned Allison, fully satisfied. "She
couldn't—she's not that kind. What a brute I was even to think it!
But why, Dad? Please tell me why!"
"Francesca asked me this afternoon if I would come to her and Rose,
after the—afterwards, you know, and I promised."
"If you promised, I suppose that settles it," remarked Allison,
gloomily, "but I wish you hadn't. I can understand that they would
want you, too, for of course they'll be desperately lonely after
Isabel goes away."
A certain peace crept into the old man's sore heart. Surely there
was something to live for still.
"I hope you didn't tell Aunt Francesca you'd stay there always,"
Allison was saying, anxiously.
"No," answered the Colonel, with a smile; "there was no limit
"Then we'll consider it only a visit and a short one at that—just
until they get a little used to Isabel's being away. This is your
rightful place, Dad, and Isabel and I both want you—don't ever forget
When Allison had gone in search of his beloved, the Colonel sat on
the veranda alone, accustomed, now, to evenings spent thus. His garden
promised well, he thought, having produced two or three sickly roses
in the very first season. The shrubs and trees that had survived ten
years of neglect had been pruned and tied and would doubtless do well
next year, if Isabel—
"I hope he'll never find out," the Colonel said to himself. Then he
remembered that, for the first time in his life, he had lied to his
son, and took occasion to observe the highly spectacular effect of an
untruth from an habitually truthful person.
"He never doubted me, not for an instant," mused the Colonel, "but
it's just as well that I'm going. She could probably manage it, if we
lived in the same house, so that I'd have to tell at least one lie a
day, and I'm not an expert. Perfection might come with practice—I've
known it to—but I'm too old to begin."
He was deeply grateful to Francesca for her solution of the problem
that confronted him. It had appeared and been duly solved in the space
of half an hour. She had been his good angel for more than thirty
years. It might be very pleasant to live there, after he became
accustomed to the change, and with Allison so near—why, he couldn't
be half as lonely as he was now. So his thoughts drifted into a
happier channel and he was actually humming an old song to himself
when he heard Allison's step, almost at midnight, on the road just
beyond the gate.
He went in quietly, closed the door, and was in his own room when
Allison's latch-key rattled in the lock. The Colonel took pains not to
be heard moving about, but it was unnecessary, for Allison's heart was
beating in time with its own music, and surging with the nameless
rapture that comes but once.
Down in the moon-lit, dream-haunted garden, Allison waited for
Isabel, as the First Man might have waited for the First Woman, in
another garden, countless ages ago. Stars were mirrored in the
lily-pool; the waning moon swung low. The roses had gone, except a few
of the late- blooming sort, but the memory of their fragrance lingered
still in the velvet dusk.
No music came from the quiet house, for Rose had not touched the
piano since That Night. It stood out in his remembrance in capitals,
as it did in hers, for widely different reasons. Only Isabel,
cherishing no foolish sentiment as to dates and places, could have
forgotten That Night.
With a lover's fond fancy, Allison had written a note to Isabel,
asking her to meet him in the garden by the lily-pool, at nine, and to
wear the silver-spangled gown. It was already past the hour and he had
begun to be impatient, though he was sure she had received the note.
A cobweb in the grass at his feet shone faintly afar—like Isabel's
spangles, he thought. A soft-winged wayfarer of the night brushed
lightly against his cheek in passing, and he laughed aloud, to think
that a grey moth should bring the memory of a kiss. Then, with a swift
sinking of the heart, he remembered Isabel's unvarying coldness. Never
for an instant had she answered him as Rose—
"Nonsense," he muttered to himself, angrily. "What an unspeakable
cad I am!"
There was a light step on the path and Isabel appeared out of the
shadows. She was holding up her skirts and seemed annoyed. In the
first glance Allison noted that she was not wearing the spangled gown.
She submitted to his eager embrace and endured his kiss; even the
blindest lover could not have said more. Yet her coldness only
thrilled him to the depths with love of her, as has been the way of
men since the world began.
"I don't understand this foolishness," she said, fretfully, as she
released herself from his encircling arm. "It's damp and chilly out
here, and I'll get wet and take cold."
"It isn't damp, darling, and you can't take cold. Why didn't you
wear the spangles?"
"Do you suppose I want to spoil my best gown dragging it through
the wet grass?"
"The grass isn't wet, and, anyhow, you haven't been on it—only on
the path. Come over here to the bench and sit down."
"I don't want to. I want to go in."
"All right, but not just yet. I'll carry you, if you're afraid of
dampness." Before she could protest, he had picked her up and
laughingly seated her on the bench at the edge of the lily-pool.
Isabel smoothed her rumpled hair. "You've mussed me all up," she
complained. "Why can't we go in? Aunt Francesca and Rose are
"Listen, sweetheart. Please be patient with me just a minute, won't
you? I've brought you your engagement ring."
"Oh," cried Isabel, delightedly. "Let me see it!"
"I want to tell you about it first. You remember, don't you, that
the first night I came here, you were wearing a big silver pin—a
turquoise matrix, set in dull silver?"
"Well, I haven't. Someway, it seemed to suit you as jewels seldom
suit anybody, and you had it on the other night when you promised to
marry me. Both times you were wearing the spangled gown, and that's
why I asked for it to-night, and why I've had your engagement ring
made of a turquoise."
Isabel murmured inarticulately, but he went on, heedlessly: "It's
made of silver because you're my Silver Girl, the design is all roses
because it was in the time of roses, and it's a turquoise for reasons
I've told you. Our initials and the date are inside."
Allison slipped it on her finger and struck a match that she might
see it plainly. Isabel turned it on her finger listlessly.
"Very pretty," she said, in a small, thin voice, after an awkward
"Why, dearest," he cried, "don't you like it?"
"It's well enough," she answered, slowly, "but not for an
engagement ring. Everybody else has diamonds. I thought you cared
enough for me to give me a diamond," she said, reproachfully.
"I do," he assured her, "and you shall have diamonds—as many as I
can give you. Why, sweet, this is only the beginning. There's a long
life ahead of us, isn't there? Do you think I'm never going to give my
wife any jewels?"
"Aunt Francesca and Rose put you up to this," said Isabel,
bitterly. "They never want me to have anything."
"They know nothing whatever about it," he replied, rather coldly,
taking it from her finger as he spoke. "Listen, Isabel. Would you
rather have a diamond in your engagement ring?"
"Of course. I'd be ashamed to have anybody know that this was my
"All right," said Allison, with defiant cheerfulness. "You shall
have just exactly what you want, and, to make sure, I'll take you with
me when I go to get it. I'm sorry I made such a mistake."
There was a flash of blue and silver in the faint light, and a soft
splash in the lily-pool. "There," he went on, "it's out of your way
"You didn't need to throw it away," she said, icily. "I didn't say
I didn't want it, nor that I wouldn't wear it. I only said I wanted a
"It could be found, I suppose," he replied, thoughtfully, ashamed
of his momentary impulse. "If the pool were drained—"
"That would cost more than the ring is worth," Isabel interrupted.
"Come, let's go in."
He was about to explain that a very good-sized pool could be
drained for the price of the ring, but fortunately thought better of
it, and was bitterly glad, now, that he had thrown it away.
In the house they talked of other things, but the thrust still
lingered in his consciousness, unforgotten.
"How's your father?" inquired Isabel, in a conversational pause, as
she could think of nothing else to say.
"All right, I guess. Why?"
"I haven't seen him lately. He hasn't been over since the day he
called on me."
"Guess I haven't thought to ask him to come along. Dad is possessed
just at present by a very foolish idea. They've told you, haven't
"No. Told me what?"
"Why, that after we're carried, he's to come over here to live with
Aunt Francesca and Rose, and give us the house to ourselves."
"I hadn't heard," she replied, indifferently.
"I don't know when I've felt so badly about anything," Allison
resumed. "We've always been together and we've been more like two
chums than father and son. It's like taking my best friend away from
me, but I know he'll come back to us, if you ask him to."
"Probably," she assented, coldly. "I suppose we'll be in town for
the Winters, won't we, and only live here in the Summer?"
"I don't know, dear; we'll see. I've got to go to see my manager
very soon, and Dad asked me to find out what you wanted for a wedding
present. I'm to help him select it."
"Can I have anything I choose?" she queried, keenly interested now.
"Anything within reason," he smiled. "I'm sorry we're not
"Could I have an automobile?"
"Perhaps. What kind?"
"A big red touring car, with room for four or five people in it?"
"I'll tell him. It would be rather nice to have one, wouldn't it?"
"Indeed it would," she cried, clapping her hands. "Oh, Allison, do
persuade him to get it, won't you?"
"I won't have to, if he can. I've never had to persuade my father
into anything he could do for me."
When he went home, Isabel kissed him, of her own accord, for the
first time. It was a cold little kiss, accompanied with a whispered
plea for the red automobile, but it set his heart to thumping wildly,
and made him forget the disdained turquoise, that lay at the bottom of
the lily- pool.
Within a few days, Isabel was the happy possessor of an engagement
ring with a diamond in it—a larger, brighter stone than she had ever
dreamed of having. Colonel Kent had also readily promised the
automobile, though he did not tell Allison that he should be obliged
to sell some property in order to acquire a really fine car. It took
until the end of the month to make the necessary arrangements, but on
the afternoon of the thirtieth, a trumpeting red monster, bright with
brass, drew up before the Kent's door, having come out from town on
its own power.
As the two men had taken a brief tour over the wonderful roads of
France, with Allison at the wheel, he felt no hesitation in trying an
unfamiliar car. The old throb of exultation came back when the monster
responded to his touch and chugged out of the driveway on its lowest
He turned back to wave his hand at his father, who stood smiling on
the veranda, with the chauffeur beside him. "I'll get Isabel," he
called, "then come back for you."
He reached Madame Bernard's without accident and Isabel, almost
wild with joy, ran out of the gate to meet him and climbed in. Only
Rose, from the shelter of her curtains, saw them as they went away.
"Where shall we go?" Isabel asked. She was hatless and the sun
dwelt lovingly upon her shining black hair.
"Back for Dad. He's waiting for us. Do you like it, dear?"
"Indeed I do. Oh, so much! It was lovely of him, wasn't it? He
wouldn't care, would he, if we took a little ride just by ourselves
before we went back for him?"
"Of course not, but we can't go far and we'll have to go fast."
"I love to go fast. I've never been fast enough yet. I wonder if
the Crosbys have got their automobile?"
"I heard so, but I haven't seen it. I understand that Romeo is
learning to drive it in the narrow boundaries of the yard."
"What day of the month is it?"
"The thirtieth. There's less than three months to wait now,
darling— then you'll be mine, all mine."
"Then this is the day the Crosbys were going to celebrate—it's the
anniversary of their uncle's death. I'm glad we've got our automobile.
Can't we go by there? It's only three miles, and I'd love to have them
see us go by, at full speed."
Obediently, Allison turned into the winding road which led to
Crosbys's and, to please Isabel, drove at the third speed. Once under
way, the road spun dustily backward under the purring car, and the
wind in their faces felt like the current of a stream.
"Oh," cried Isabel, rapturously; "isn't it lovely!"
"I'm almost afraid to go so fast, dear. If there should be another
car on this road, we might collide at some of these sharp turns."
"But there isn't. There's not another automobile in this sleepy
little town, except the Crosbys'. It isn't likely that they're out in
theirs now, on this road."
But, as it happened, they were. After some difficulties at the
start, Romeo had engineered "The Yellow Peril" out through a large
break in the fence. The twins wore their brown suits with tan leather
trimmings, and, as planned long ago, the back seat of the machine was
partially filled with raw meat of the sort most liked by Romeo's
Two yellow flags fluttered from the back of the driver's seat. One
had the initials "C. T." in black, on the other, in red, was "The
Yellow Peril." The name of the machine and the monogram were
strikingly in evidence on the doors and at the back, where a choice
cut of roast beef, uncooked, dangled temptingly by a strong cord.
Just before they started, Juliet unfastened the barn door and freed
nineteen starving dogs, all in collars suited to the general colour
scheme of the automobile, and bearing the initials: "C. T." When they
sniffed the grateful odour borne on the warm June wind, they plunged
after the machine with howls and yelps of delight. Only Minerva
remained behind, having five new puppies to care for.
"Oh, Romie, Romie!" shouted Juliet, in ecstasy. "They're coming!
Romeo looked back for the fraction of an instant, saw that they
were, indeed, "coming," and then discovered that he had lost control
of the machine. "Sit tight," he said, to Juliet, between clenched
"I am," she screamed, gleefully. "Oh, Romie, if uncle could only
see us now!"
"Uncle's likely to see us very soon," retorted Romeo grimly,
"unless I can keep her on the road."
But Juliet was absorbed in the joy of the moment and did not hear.
A cloud of dust, through which gleamed brass and red, appeared on the
road ahead of them, having rounded the curve at high speed. At the
same instant, Allison saw just beyond him, the screaming fantasy of
colour and sound.
"Jump!" he cried to Isabel. "Jump for your life!"
She immediately obeyed him, falling in a little white heap at the
roadside. He rose, headed the machine toward the ditch at the right,
and jumped to the left, falling face down in the road with his hands
outstretched, Before he could stir, the other machine roared heavily
over him, grazing his left hand and crushing it into the deep dust.
There was almost an instant of unbelievable agony, then,
mercifully, darkness and oblivion.
XV. "HOW SHE WILL COME TO ME"
The darkness swayed but did not lift. There was a strange rhythm in
its movement, as though it were the sea, but there was no sound. Black
shadows crept upon him, then slowly ebbed away. At times he was part
of the darkness, at others, separate from it, yet lying upon it and
wholly sustained by it.
At intervals, the swaying movement changed. His feet sank slowly in
distinct pulsations until he stood almost upright, then his head began
to sink and his feet to rise. When his head was far down and his feet
almost directly above him, the motion changed again and he came back
gradually to the horizontal, sinking back with one heart-beat and
rising with the next—always a little higher.
How still it was! The silence of eternity was in that all
compassing dark, which reached to the uttermost boundaries of space.
It was hollow and empty, save for him, rising and falling, rising and
falling, in a series of regular movements corresponding almost exactly
to the ticking of a watch.
A faint, sickening odour crept through the darkness, followed by a
black overwhelming shadow which threatened to engulf him in its
depths. Still swaying, he waited for it calmly. All at once it was
upon him, but swiftly receded. He seemed to sway backward out of it,
and as he looked back upon it, gathering its forces for another
attack, he saw that it was different from the darkness upon which he
lay—that, instead of black, it was a deep purple.
The odour persisted and almost nauseated him. It was vaguely
familiar, though he had never before come into intimate contact with
it. Was it the purple shadow, that ebbed and flowed so strangely upon
his dark horizon, growing to a brighter purple with each movement?
The purple grew very bright, then deepened to blue—almost black.
Dancing tongues of flame shot through the darkness, as he swung
through it, up and down, like a ship moved by a heavy ground swell.
The flames took colour and increased in number. Violet, orange, blue,
green, and yellow flickered for an instant, then disappeared.
The darkness was not quite so heavy, but it still swayed. The
javelins of flame shot through it continually, making a web of
iridescence. Then the purple shadow approached majestically and put
them out. When it retreated, they came again, but the colour was
The yellow flames darted toward him from every conceivable
direction, stabbing him like needles. In this light, the purple shadow
changed to blue and began to grow brighter. The sickening odour was so
strong now that he could scarcely breathe. The blue shadow warred with
the yellow flames, but could not put them out. He saw now that the
shadow was his friend and the flames were a host of enemies.
All the little stabbing lights suddenly merged into one. He was
surrounded by fire that burned him as he swayed back and forth, and
the cool shadows were gone. The light grew intense and terrible, but
he could not lift his hand to shade his eyes. Slowly the orange
deepened to scarlet in which he spun around giddily among myriads of
blood-red disks. The scarlet grew brighter and brighter until it
became a white, streaming light. All at once the swaying stopped.
The intensity of the white light was agreeably tempered by a grey
mist. Through the vapour, he saw the outlines of his own chiffonier,
across the room. A woman in spotless white moved noiselessly about.
Even though she did not look at him, he felt a certain friendliness
toward her. She seemed to have been with him while he swayed through
the shadow and it was pleasant to know that he had not been alone.
On the table near the window, his violin lay as he had left it. The
case was standing in a corner and his music stand had toppled over.
The torn sheets of music rustled idly on the floor, and he wondered,
fretfully, why the woman in white did not pick them up.
As if in answer to his thought, she stooped, and gathered them
together, quietly sorting the pages and putting them into the open
drawer that held his music. She closed the drawer and folded up his
music stand without making a sound. She seemed far removed from him,
like someone from another world.
Cloud surrounded her, but he caught glimpses of her through it
occasionally. She took up his violin, very carefully, put it into its
case, and carried it out of the room. He did not care very much, but
it seemed rather an impolite thing to do. He knew that he would not
have stolen a violin when the owner was in the same room.
Soon she came back and he was reassured. She had not stolen it
after all. She might have broken it, for she seemed to feel very sorry
about something. She was wiping her eyes with a bit of white, as women
always did when they cried.
It was not necessary for her to cry, on account of one broken
violin, for he had thousands of them—Stradivarius, Amati, Cremona;
everything. Some of them were highly coloured and very rare on that
account. He had only to go to his storehouse, present a ticket, and
choose whatever he liked—red, green, yellow, or even striped.
Everybody who played the violin needed a great many of them, for
the different moods of music. It was obvious that the dark brown
violin with which he played slow, sad music could not be used for the
Hungarian Dances. He had a special violin for those, striped with
The woman who had broken one of his violins stood at the window
with her back toward him. Her shoulders shook and from time to time
she lifted the bit of white to her eyes. It was annoying, he thought;
even worse than the shadows and the fire. He was about to call to her
and suggest, ironically, that she had cried enough and that the
flowers would be spoiled if they got too wet, when someone called,
from the next room: "Miss Rose!"
She turned quickly, wiped her eyes once more, and, without making a
sound, went out on the white cloud that surrounded her half way to her
He tried to change his position a little and felt his own bed under
him. His body was stiff and sore, but he had the use of it, except his
left arm. Try as he might, he could not move it, for it was weighted
down and it hurt terribly.
"Miss Rose, Miss Rose, Miss Rose, Miss Rose." The words beat hard
in his ears like a clock ticking loudly. The accent was on the
"Miss"—the last word was much fainter. "Rose Miss" was wrong, so the
other must be right, except for the misplaced accent. Did the accent
always come on the first beat of a measure? He had forgotten, but he
would ask the man at the storehouse when he went to get the striped
violin for the Hungarian Dances.
His left hand throbbed with unbearable agony. The room began to
spin slowly on its axis. There was no mist now, or even a shadow, and
every sense was abnormally acute. The objects in the whirling room
were phenomenally clear; even a scratch on the front of his chiffonier
stood out distinctly.
He could hear a clock ticking, though there was no clock in his
room. Afar was the sound of women sobbing—two of them. Above it a
strange voice said, distinctly: "There is not one chance in a thousand
of saving his hand. If I had nurses, I would amputate now, before he
The words struck him with the force of a blow, though he did not
fully realise what they meant. The pain in his left arm and the
sickening odour nauseated him. The cool black shadow drowned the
objects in the room and crept upon him stealthily. Presently he was
swaying again, up and down, up and down, in the all-encompassing,
So it happened that he did not hear Colonel Kent's ringing answer:
"You shall not amputate until every great surgeon in the United States
has said that it is absolutely necessary. I leave on the next train,
and shall send them and keep on sending until there are no more to
send. Until a man comes who thinks there is a chance of saving it, you
are in charge—after that, it is his case."
Day by day, a continuous procession came to the big Colonial house.
Allison became accustomed to the weary round of darkness, pain,
sickening odours, strange faces, darkness, and so on, endlessly,
without pity or pause.
The woman in white had mysteriously vanished. In her place were
two, in blue and white, with queer, unbecoming caps. They were there
one at a time, always; never for more than a few minutes were they
together. When the fierce, hot agony became unendurable for even a
moment longer, one of them would lean over him with a bit of shining
silver in her hand, and stab him sharply for an instant. Then, with
incredible quickness, came peace.
Once, when two strange men had come together, and had gone into the
adjoining room, he caught disconnected fragments of conversation.
"Hypersensitive-impossible—not much longer—interesting case." He
wondered, as he began to sway in the darkness again, what
"hypersensitive" meant. Surely, he used to know.
Still, it did not matter—nothing mattered now. In the brief
intervals of consciousness, he began to wonder what he had been doing
just before this happened, whatever it was. It took him days to piece
out the disconnected memories past the whirling room, the woman in
white and the creeping shadows, to the red touring car and Isabel.
His heart throbbed painfully, held though it was by some iron hand,
icy cold, in a pitiless clutch. Weakly, he summoned the blue and white
woman who sat in a low chair across his room. She came quickly, and
put her ear very close to his lips that she might hear what he said.
"No," said the blue and white woman, very kindly. "Only slightly
The next day he summoned her again. As before, she bent very low to
catch the gasping words: "Where is-my—father?"
"He had to go to town on business. He will come back just as soon
as he can."
"He-is—dead," said Allison, with difficulty. "Nothing else—could
"No," she assured him, "you must believe me. He's all right.
Everybody else is all right and we hope you soon will be."
"No use—talking of—it," he breathed, hoarsely. "I know."
Singly, by twos and even threes, the strange men continued to come
from the City. Allison submitted wearily to the painful examinations
that seemed so unnecessary. Some of the men seemed kind, even
sympathetic. Others were cold and impassive, like so many machines.
Still others, and these were in the majority, were almost brutal.
It was one of the latter sort who one day drew a chair up to the
side of the bed with a scraping noise that made the recumbent figure
quiver from head to foot. The man's face was almost colourless, his
bulging blue eyes were cold and fish-like, distorted even more by the
strong lenses of his spectacles.
"Better have it over with," he suggested. "I can do it now."
"Do what?" asked Allison, with difficulty.
"Amputate your hand. There's no chance."
The blue and white young woman then on duty came forward. "I beg
your pardon, Doctor, but Colonel Kent left strict orders not to
operate without his consent."
The strange man disdained to answer the nurse, but turned to
Allison again. "Do you know where your father can be reached by wire?"
"My father—is dead," Allison insisted. He closed his eyes and
would answer no more questions. In the next room, he heard the nurse
and the doctor talking in low tones that did not carry. Only one word
rose above the murmur: "delusion."
Allison repeated it to himself as he sank into the darkness again,
wondering what it meant and of whom they were speaking.
Slowly he recovered from the profound shock, but his hand did not
improve. He had an idea that the ceaseless bandaging and unbandaging
were dangerous as well as painful, but said nothing. He knew that his
career had come to its end before it had really begun, but it did not
seem to affect him in any way. He considered it unemotionally and
impersonally, when he thought of it at all.
Two more men came together. One was brutal, the other merely cold.
They shook their heads and went away. A few days later, a man of the
rare sort came; a gentle, kindly, sympathetic soul, who seemed human
After the examination was finished, Allison asked, briefly: "Any
The kindly man hesitated for an instant, then told the truth. "I'm
The nurse happened to be out of the room, none the less, Allison
motioned to him to come closer. Almost in a whisper he said: "Can you
give me anything that will make me strong enough to write half a dozen
"Could no one else write it for you?"
"Couldn't I take the message?"
"Could anyone take a message for me to the girl I was going to
"I understand," said the other, gently. "We'll see. You must make
it very brief."
When the nurse came back, they gave him a pencil, propped a book up
before him, and fastened a sheet of paper to it by a rubber band.
After the powerful stimulant the doctor administered had begun to take
effect, Allison managed to write, in a very shaky, almost illegible
"My left hand will have to come off. As I can't ask you to marry a
cripple, the only honourable thing for me to do is to release you from
our engagement. Don't think I blame you. Good-bye, darling, and may
God bless you. "A. K."
The effort exhausted him greatly, but the thing was done. The nurse
folded it, put it into an envelope, sealed it, and took the pencil
"You'll let me address it, won't you?" she asked.
"Yes. Miss Isabel Ross. Anyone in the house can tell you
where—anyone will take it to her. Thank you," he added, speaking to
That night, for the first time, the situation began to affect him
personally. In the hours after midnight, as the forces of the physical
body ebbed toward the lowest point, those of the mind seemed to
increase. Staring at the low night light, that by its feeble flicker
exorcised the thousand phantoms that beset him, he could think
clearly. In a rocking chair, across the room, the night nurse dozed,
with a white shawl wrapped around her. He could hear her deep, regular
breathing as she slept.
His father was dead—he knew that for an absolute fact, and
wondered why the two kind women and the endless, varying procession of
men should so persistently lie to him about this when they were
willing to tell him the truth about everything else.
He also knew that, sooner or later, his left hand would be
amputated and that his career would come to an inglorious end—indeed,
the end had already come. The ordeal painfully shadowed upon his
horizon was only the final seal. Fortunately there was money enough
for everything—he would want pitifully little for the rest of his
His life stretched out before him in a waste of empty years. He was
thirty, now, and his father had lived until well past seventy; might
have lived many years more had he not died when his heart broke over
the misfortunes of his idolised son. He could remember the rumble of
the carriage wheels the night of the funeral. The nurse had dozed in
her chair just as she was dozing now, while downstairs they carried
his father out of the house in a black casket and buried him. It was
all as clear as though it had happened yesterday, instead of ages ago.
A clock, somewhere near by, chimed three quick, silvery strokes.
With the last stroke, the clock in the kitchen struck three, also, in
a different tone and with an annoying briskness of manner. As the echo
died away, the old grandfather's clock on the landing boomed out three
portentously solemn chimes. It was followed almost immediately by a
cheery, impertinent little clock, insisting that it was four and
almost time for sunrise.
The nurse stirred in her chair, yawned, and came over to the bed.
She straightened the blankets with a practised hand, changed his hot
pillow for a fresh one, brought him a drink of cool water, and went
back to her chair without having said a word. The gentle ministry
comforted him insensibly. What magic there was in the touch of a
woman's hand! But, in the long grey years ahead, there would be no
Sometime that afternoon, or early in the evening, she had received
his note. It was not strange that they had not allowed her to come to
see him, because no one had seen him but the doctors and nurses. Even
Aunt Francesca, whom he had known all his life, had not darkened his
But now, Isabel would come—she could not help but come. With the
passing of the fateful hour, strength began to return slowly. She
would come to-morrow, and every tick of the clock brought to-morrow a
A steadily increasing warmth came into his veins and thawed the ice
around his heart. The cold hand that had held it so long mercifully
loosened its fingers. He turned his face toward the Eastern window,
that he might watch for the first faint glow.
A single long, deepening shadow struck across the far horizon like
the turning out of a light. Almost immediately, the distant East
brightened. Day was coming—the sun, and Isabel.
With the first hint of colour, hope dawned in his soul, changing to
certainty as the light increased. It was not in the way of things that
he, who had always had everything, should at one fell stroke be left
desolate. Out of the wreckage there was one thing he might
He laughed at the thought that she would accept her release. What
would he have done he asked himself, were it she instead of him? Could
mutilation, or even death, change his love for her? He was equally
sure that hers could not be changed.
It was fortunate that she was saved—that it was he instead of
Isabel. She had pretty hands—such dear hands as men have loved and
kissed since, back in the garden, the First Woman gave hers to the
First Man, that he might lead her wheresoever he would.
In the midst of the wreckage, he perceived a divine compensation,
for Isabel would not fail him—she could not fail him now.
Transfigured by tenderness, her coldness changed to the utmost
yielding, to-morrow would bring him his goddess, a deeply-loving woman
"How she will come to me," he said to himself, feeling, in fancy,
her soft arms around him, and her warm lips on his, while the
life-current flowed steadily from her to him and made him a man again,
not a weakling. His heart beat with a joy that was almost pain, for he
could feel her intoxicating nearness even now. Perhaps her sweet eyes
would overflow with the greatness of her love and her tears would fall
upon his face when she knelt beside him, to lay her head upon his
"How she will come to me!" he breathed, in ecstasy. "Ah, how she
And so, smiling, he slept, as the first shaft of sun that brought
his dear To-Morrow fell full upon his face.
XVI. HOW ISABEL CAME
Madame Bernard and Rose were so deeply affected by Allison's
misfortune that they scarcely took note of Isabel's few bruises,
greatly to that young woman's disgust. She chose to consider herself
in the light of a martyr and had calmly received the announcement that
Allison's left hand would probably have to be amputated.
None of them had seen him, though the two older women were ready to
go at any hour of the day or night they might be needed or asked for.
Isabel affected a sprained ankle and limped badly when anyone was
looking. Once or twice she had been seen to walk almost as usual,
though she did not know it.
The upper hall, and, occasionally, the other parts of the house,
smelled of the various liniments and lotions with which she anointed
herself. She scorned the suggestion that she should stay in bed, for
she was quite comfortable upon a couch, in her most becoming negligee,
with a novel and a box of chocolates to bear her company.
At first, she had taken her meals in her own room, but, finding
that it was more pleasant to be downstairs with the others for
luncheon and dinner, managed to go up and down the long flight of
stairs twice each day.
Placid as she was, the table was not a cheerful place, for the
faces of the other two were haggard and drawn, and neither made more
than a pretence of eating. Daily bulletins came from the other house
as to Allison's condition, and Madame was in constant communication by
telegraph with Colonel Kent. She kept him reassured as much as
possible, and did not tell him of Allison's ineradicable delusion that
his father was dead.
Allison's note was given to Isabel at luncheon the day after it was
written, having been delayed in delivery the night before until after
she was asleep. With it was a letter from her mother, which had come
in the noon mail.
She opened Allison's note first, read it, and put it back into the
envelope. Her mother's letter was almost equally brief. That, too, she
returned to its envelope without comment.
"How is your mother, Isabel?" inquired Madame, having caught a
glimpse of the bold, dashing superscription which was familiar, though
"She's all right," Isabel answered, breaking open a hot muffin.
"It's funny that it should come at the same time as the other."
"Why?" asked Rose, merely for the sake of making conversation.
"Because just as Mamma writes to tell me that marriage is slavery,
but that if he can take care of me and Aunt Francesca approves of him,
it will be all right, Allison writes and releases me from the
"Poor boy!" sighed Madame.
"I don't know why you should say 'poor boy,'" Isabel observed,
rather fretfully. "He's not very ill if he can write letters. I'm sure
I don't feel like writing any."
"I wasn't thinking of that," said Madame, half to herself.
"And as for his releasing me," Isabel went on, coolly, "I'm glad he
was decent enough to do it and save me the trouble of releasing
Rose got to her feet somehow, her face deathly white. "Do you
mean," she cried, "that you would think for a minute of accepting
"Why, certainly," the girl replied, in astonishment. "Why not? He
says himself that he can't ask me to marry a cripple."
Rose winced visibly. "Isabel!" she breathed. "Oh, Isabel!"
"My dear," said Madame, with such kindness as she could muster,
"have you forgotten that he saved you from death, or worse?"
"He didn't do anything for me but to tell me to jump. I did more
for him than that. Nobody seems to think it was anything for me to get
up out of the dust, with my best white dress all ruined and my face
scratched and my ankle sprained and one arm bleeding, and help the
Crosbys carry a heavy man to their machine and lay him on the back
"I thought the Crosbys carried him," put in Madame. "They're strong
enough to do it, I should think."
"Well, I helped. I had to take all that nasty raw meat out of the
back seat and throw it out in the ditch to the dogs, and stand up all
the way home, bruised as I was, to keep him from falling off the seat.
We were in a perfect bedlam there for a while, but it doesn't seem to
make any difference to anybody. Nobody cares what happens to me."
"Besides," she went on, with her voice raised to a high pitch by
excitement, "I don't see why I should be expected to marry a man with
only one hand. He can't play any more, and if he can't play, how can
he make any money to take care of me, even if I should tie myself to
him for life? Do you expect me to take in washing and take care of
"Isabel," said Madame, coldly, "please stop talking so loudly and
please listen for a moment. Nobody expects you to marry a man whom,
for any reason on earth, you do not love well enough to marry. Kindly
consider that as something to be settled in accordance with your own
wishes and desires."
"Certainly,"' interrupted the girl. "I'd like to see anybody force
me to marry him!"
Madame compressed her lips into a thin, tight line, and her face
became stern, even hard. She clenched her small hands tightly and her
breath came quickly. A red spot burned on either cheek.
Never having seen Madame angry before, Rose was almost frightened.
She herself was not angry, but hurt—for him. At the moment she heard
of the accident, her love for him had transcended the bounds of self
and merged into prayer for him and for his good, whatever that might
prove to be.
"Isabel," said Rose, very softly, "will you do one thing for me?"
"What?" Isabel demanded, suspiciously.
"Listen, dear. For me, if not for him, will you go to him,
and—well, simply be kind? Don't let him think that this terrible
thing has separated him from you or changed your love. Wait until he
is strong and well again before you tell him. Will you, please?"
Isabel's flushed face took on the expression of outraged virtue. "I
don't know why I should be expected to lie," she remarked evasively,
with a subtle change of manner.
Madame Bernard cleared her throat. "Your love was a lie," she said,
in a tone that neither of them had ever heard her use before. "One
more won't matter."
Isabel fidgeted in her chair and nervously tapped the edge of her
plate with her fork. "I haven't heard anybody say," she began, with
the air of one scoring a fine point, "that his father doesn't love
him, and yet he hasn't gone near him—hasn't even seen him since we
were hurt. If Colonel Kent can stay away from him, I don't know why I
The argument seemed unanswerable, for neither Madame nor Rose
spoke. They sat with averted eyes until the silence became oppressive,
and Isabel, with ostentatious difficulty, pushed back her chair and
limped painfully out of the room.
When she had locked her own door, she was more at ease, and began
to survey her unpleasant situation. Nobody seemed to consider her at
all— it was only Allison, and everything and everybody, apparently,
must be sacrificed for him. Just because she had promised to marry
him, when he had both hands, they wanted her to go on with it, in
spite of the fact that he saw it was impossible.
Isabel sighed heavily. Nobody knew how keenly disappointed she was.
She had written to her few friends, told them about her engagement
ring, the plans made for her trousseau, the promised touring car, and
the brilliant social career that lay before her as the wife of a
She pictured a triumphal tour from city to city, with the leaders
of fashion everywhere vying with each other in entertaining them—or,
at least, her. It would, of course, be necessary for Allison to play
occasionally in the evening and they would miss a great deal on that
account, but her days would be free, and she could cancel all her own
social obligations by complimentary tickets and suppers after the
She had planned it all as she took lazy stitches in her dainty
lingerie. Aunt Francesca and Rose had been helping her, but the whole
thing had stopped suddenly. It seemed rather selfish of them not to go
on with it, for lingerie was always useful, and even though she should
not marry Allison, it was not at all improbable that she would marry
If she could find anybody who had plenty of money and would be good
to her, she knew that she would encounter no parental opposition, in
spite of Mrs. Ross's pronounced views upon the slavery of matrimony.
Allison had been very decent in releasing her from her awkward
predicament. He had even arranged it so that no answer was necessary
and she need not even see him again. She had the natural shrinking of
the healthy young animal from its own stricken kind. It would be much
nicer not to see him again.
But, if he could write letters now, it would not be long before he
would be able to come over, though his hand had not yet been taken
off. It was too bad, for everything had been very pleasant until the
accident. She had missed Allison's daily visits and had probably lost
the touring car, though as she had taken pains to find out, it had
fallen into the ditch and had been injured very little.
Aunt Francesca and Rose had been queer ever since it happened.
After Colonel Kent and the servants and the twins had lifted Allison
out of "The Yellow Peril" and carried him up to his own room on an
improvised stretcher, while someone else was telephoning for every
doctor in the neighbourhood, the twins had taken her home. She had
insisted upon their helping her up the steps, and as soon as Aunt
Francesca and Rose heard the news, they had paid no attention to her
at all, but, with one voice, had demanded that the twins should take
them to Kent's immediately.
They had gone without even stopping for their hats, and left her
wholly to the servants. Even when they had come home, late at night,
in their own carriage, it was over half an hour before Aunt Francesca
came to her room, so overburdened with selfish grief that she did not
even listen to the recital of Isabel's numerous bruises.
Perhaps it would be best to go away, though the city was terrible
in Summer, and she had only money enough to take her to the hotel
where her mother retained a suite of three rooms. If Aunt Francesca
and Rose would leave her alone in the house long enough, and she could
pack a suit-case and get the carriage just in time to take her to the
train, she could write a formal note and ask to have the rest of her
things sent by express. If there were a late train, or one very early
in the morning, she could probably manage it, even without the
carriage, but, on consulting the time-table, she found that trains did
not run at hours suitable for escape.
However, it was just as well to pack while she had time. She could
keep the suit-case hidden until the auspicious moment arrived. It
would only take a moment to open it and sweep her toilet articles into
it from the top of her dresser.
She had just taken a fresh shirtwaist out of the drawer when there
was a light, determined rap at the door. When she opened it, she was
much astonished to see Aunt Francesca come in, dressed for a drive.
"Are you almost ready, Isabel?" she asked, politely.
"Ready," gasped the girl. "For what?"
It seemed for the moment as though she had been anticipated in her
departure and was about to be put out of the house.
"To drive over to Kent's," answered Madame, imperturbably. From her
manner one would have thought the drive had been long planned.
Isabel sat down on her bed. "I'm not going," she said.
"Oh, yes, you are," returned Madame, in a small, thin voice. "You
may go in your tea gown and slippers if you prefer, but I will wait
until you dress, if you are quick about it."
"I won't," Isabel announced, flatly. "I'm sick. You know I'm all
bruised up and I can't walk."
"You can walk down-stairs and it's only a few steps farther to the
carriage. I telephoned over to ask if he would see you, and the nurse
said that he would be very glad to see you—that he had been asking
all day why you did not come. The carriage is waiting at the door, so
Isabel was head and shoulders taller than the determined little
lady who stood there, waiting, but there was something in her manner
that demanded immediate obedience. Sullenly, Isabel began to dress. If
Aunt Francesca went with her, it would not be necessary to say much.
She caught at the thought as though she were drowning and the
proverbial straw had floated into reach.
She took her time about dressing, but Madame said nothing. She
simply stood there, waiting, in the open door, until the last knot was
tied, the last pin adjusted, and the last stray lock brushed into
Isabel limped ostentatiously all the way down-stairs and had to be
assisted into the carriage. During the brief drive neither spoke. The
silence was unbroken until they reached the door of Allison's room,
then Madame said, in a low tone: "The carriage will call for you in an
hour. Remember he loves you, and be kind."
Up to that moment, Isabel had not suspected that she would be
obliged to see him alone. She was furious with Aunt Francesca for thus
betraying her, but no retreat was possible. The nurse smilingly
ushered her in, passed her almost on the threshold, and went out,
quietly closing the door.
Allison, as eager as a boy of twenty, had half risen in bed. The
injured hand was hidden by the sheet, but the other was outstretched
in welcome. "Isabel," he breathed. "My Isabel!"
Isabel did not move. "How do you do?" she said primly.
"I'm sorry I can't get you a chair, dear. Come close, won't you?"
Isabel limped painfully to the chair that was farthest from him,
dragged it over to the bed, and sat down—just out of his reach.
Below, the rumble of wheels announced that Madame had gone back home.
Unless she walked, Isabel was stranded at Kent's for a full hour.
"My note," Allison was saying. "You got it, didn't you?"
"Yes. It came while I was at luncheon to-day."
It flashed upon him for an instant that the reality was
disappointing, that this was not all as he had dreamed it would be,
but pride bade him conceal his disappointment as best he could.
"You were hurt," he said, tenderly. "I'm so sorry."
"Yes. I was hurt quite a good deal."
"But you're all right now, and I'm so glad!"
"Thank you," she answered, listlessly.
Her eyes roved about the room, observing every detail of furniture
and ornament. It was old-fashioned, and in a way queer, she thought.
She was glad that she would never have to live there.
Allison watched her eagerly. Like a wayfarer in the desert
thirsting for water, he longed for her tenderness; for one unsought
kiss, even in farewell. His pride sustained him no longer. "Dear," he
pleaded, like the veriest beggar; "won't you kiss me just once?"
Isabel hesitated. "It isn't proper," she murmured, "now that we are
no longer engaged. I'm sorry you got hurt," she added, as an
Allison's face paled suddenly. So, she accepted her release! Then
eager justification of her made him wonder if by any chance she could
"Dearest," he said, with cold lips, "did you think for a single
instant that I wanted to release you? I did it because it was the only
thing an honourable man could do and I wouldn't let pity for me hold
you to a promise made in love. It wasn't that I didn't want you. I've
wanted you every day and every hour. Only God knows how I've wanted
you and shall want you all the rest of my life, unless—"
He paused, hoping, for the space of a heartbeat, that the dream
might come true.
But Isabel did not move from her chair. She surveyed the opposite
wall for a few moments before she spoke. "It was honourable," she
said, in a more friendly tone. "Of course it was the only thing you
"Of course," he echoed, bitterly.
Isabel rose, went to the foot of the bed, and leaned upon it,
facing him. "I'm afraid I've stayed too long," she said. "I think I'd
better go. I can wait downstairs for the carriage."
Allison did not answer. His eyes burned strangely in his white
face, making her vaguely uncomfortable and afraid. She turned the
diamond ring upon her finger and slowly slipped it off.
"I suppose I must give this back," she said, reluctantly. "I
mustn't wear it now."
"Why not?" he asked huskily.
"Because it doesn't mean anything—now."
"It never did. Keep it, Isabel."
"Thank you," she said, calmly, putting it back, but on the middle
finger. "I must go now. I hope you'll get along all right."
"Wait just a minute, please." He rang a bell that was on a table
within his reach, and the nurse came in. "Please bring me my violin."
Isabel turned to the door but was held back by a peremptory
"Here," he cried shrilly, offering Isabel the violin. "Take this,
"What for?" she asked, curiously. "I can't play."
"Nevertheless, it belongs to you. Keep it, as a souvenir!"
Holding the violin awkwardly, Isabel backed out of the room, the
nurse following her and closing the door. The nurse was a young woman
who had not sacrificed her normal human sympathy to her chosen work,
but had managed, happily, to combine the two. She watched Isabel
disdainfully as she went down-stairs, very briskly for one with a
"God!" said Allison, aloud. "Oh, God in Heaven!"
Then the nurse turned away in pity, for behind the closed door she
heard a grown man sobbing like a hurt child.
The Crosby twins had gone home very quietly, after doing all they
could to help Colonel Kent and Madame Bernard. "The Yellow Peril"
chugged along at the lowest speed with all its gaudy banners torn
down. Neither spoke until they passed the spot where the red touring
car lay on its side in the ditch, and four or five dogs, still hungry
and hopeful, wrangled over a few bare bones.
Juliet was sniffing audibly, and, as soon as she saw the wreck,
burst into tears. "Oh, Romie," she sobbed, "if he's dead, we've killed
Romeo swallowed a lump in his throat, winked hard, and roughly
advised Juliet to "shut up."
When the machine was safely in the barn, and all the scattered dogs
collected and imprisoned, Romeo came in, ready to talk it over. "We've
got to do something," he said, "but I don't know what it is."
"Oh, Romie," cried Juliet with a fresh burst of tears, "do you
think they'll hang us? We're murderers!"
Romeo considered for a moment before he answered. "We aren't
murderers, because we didn't go to do it. They won't hang us—but they
ought to," he added, remorsefully.
"What can we do?" mourned Juliet. "Oh, what can we do?"
"Well, we can pay all the bills for one thing—that's a good start.
To- morrow, I'll see about getting that car out of the ditch and
taking care of it."
"Somebody may steal it," she suggested.
"Not if we guard it. One or both of us ought to sit by it until we
can get it into the barn."
Juliet wiped her eyes. "That's right. We'll guard it all night
to-night and while we're guarding it, we'll talk it all over and
decide what to do."
The dinner of unwholesome delicacies which they had planned as the
last feature of the day's celebration was hesitatingly renounced. "We
don't deserve to have anything at all to eat," said Juliet. "What is
it that they feed prisoners on?"
"Bread and water—black bread?"
"Where could we get black bread?"
"I don't know. I never saw any."
After discussing a penitential menu for some time, they finally
decided to live upon mush and milk for the present, and, if Allison
should die, forever. "We can warm it in the winter," said Romeo, "and
it won't be so bad."
When their frugal repast was finished, they instinctively changed
their festal garments for the sober attire of every day. Romeo brought
in two lanterns and Juliet pasted red tissue paper around them, so
that they might serve as warning signals of the wreck. At sunset, they
set forth, each with a blanket and a lantern to do sentry duty by the
"Oughtn't we to have a dog or two?" queried Romeo, as they trudged
down the road. "Watchmen always have dogs."
"We oughtn't to have anything that would make it any easier for us
to watch, and besides, the dogs weren't to blame. They don't need to
sit up with us—let 'em have their sleep."
"All right," Romeo grunted. "Shall we divide the night into watches
and one of us sit on the car while the other walks?"
"No, we'll watch together, and we won't sit on the car—we'll sit
on the cold, damp ground. If we take cold and die it will only serve
"We can't take cold in June," objected Romeo, "with two blankets."
"Unless it rains."
"It won't rain tonight," he said, gloomily; "look at the stars!"
The sky was clear, and pale stars shone faintly in the afterglow.
There was not even a light breeze—the world was as still and calm as
though pain and death were unknown.
When they reached the scene of the accident, Romeo set the two red
lanterns at the point where the back of the car touched the road. They
spread one blanket on the grass at the other side of the road and sat
down to begin their long vigil. Romeo planned to go home to breakfast
at sunrise and bring Juliet some of the mush and milk left from
supper. Then, while she continued to watch the machine, he would go
into town and make arrangements for its removal.
"Is there room in our barn for both cars?" she asked.
"No. Ours will have to come out."
Juliet shuddered. "I never want to see it again."
"Neither do I."
"Can we sell it?"
"We ought not to sell it unless we gave him the money. We shouldn't
have it ourselves."
"Then," suggested Juliet, "why don't we give it away and give him
just as much as it cost, including our suits and the dogs' collars and
"We have no right to give away a man-killer. 'The Yellow Peril' is
"Let's sacrifice it," she cried. "Let's make a funeral pyre in the
yard and burn it, and our suits and the dogs' collars and everything.
Let's burn everything we've got that we care for!"
"All right," agreed Romeo, uplifted by the zeal of the true martyr.
"And," he added, regretfully, "I'll shoot all the dogs and bury 'em in
one long trench. I don't want to see anything again that was in it."
"I don't either," returned Juliet. She wondered whether she should
permit the wholesale execution of the herd, since it was a thing she
had secretly desired for a long time. "You mustn't shoot Minerva and
the puppies," she continued, as her strict sense of justice asserted
itself, "because she wasn't in it. She was at home taking care of her
children and they'd die if she should be shot now."
So it was settled that Minerva, who had taken no part in the fatal
celebration, should be spared, with her innocent babes.
"And in a few years more," said Romeo, hopefully, "we'll have lots
more dogs, though probably not as many as we've got now."
Juliet sighed heavily but was in honour bound to make no
objections, for long ago, when they arbitrated the dog question, it
was written in the covenant that no dogs should be imported or none
killed, except by mutual consent. And Minerva had five puppies, and if
each of the five should follow the maternal example, and if each of
those should do likewise—Juliet fairly lost her head in a maze of
"We ought to go into deep mourning," Romeo was saying.
"I've been thinking of that. We should repent in sackcloth and
ashes, only I don't know what sackcloth is."
"I guess it's that rough brown stuff they make potato bags of."
"Yes. But we haven't many ashes at this time of year and we'll have
still less if we live on mush and milk."
"Maybe we could get ashes somewhere," she said, thoughtfully.
"We'd have to, because it would take us over a year to get enough
to repent in."
"There'll be ashes left from the automobile and the suits, and if
you can get enough potato bags, I'll fix 'em so we can wear 'em at the
sacrifice and afterwards we can buy deep mourning."
"All right, but you mustn't make pretty suits."
"I couldn't, out of potato bags. They'll have to be plain—very
"The first thing is to get this car into our barn, and write and
tell Colonel Kent where it is. Then we'll get our black clothes, and
then we'll shoot the dogs and bury 'em, and then we'll have the
sacrifice, and then—"
"And then," repeated Juliet.
"Then we'll have to go and tell 'em all what we've done, and offer
to pay all the bills, and give 'em the price of the car besides for
"Oh, Romie," cried Juliet, with a shudder, "we don't have to go and
tell 'em, do we? We don't have to take strangers into our consciences,
"Certainly," replied Romeo, sternly. "Just because we don't want to
do it is why we've got to. We've got to do hard things when we make a
sacrifice. Lots of people think they're charitable if they give away
their old clothes and things they don't want. It isn't charity to give
away things you want to get rid of and it isn't a sacrifice to do
things you don't mind doing. The harder it is and the more we don't
want to do it, the better sacrifice."
His logic was convincing, but Juliet drooped visibly. The bent
little figure on the blanket was pathetic, but the twins were not
given to self-pity. As time went on, the conversation lagged. They had
both had a hard day, from more than one standpoint, and it was not
surprising that by midnight, the self-appointed sentries were sound
asleep upon one blanket, with Romeo's coat for a pillow and the other
blanket tucked around them.
The red lanterns burned faithfully until almost dawn, then smoked
and went out, leaving an unpleasant odour that lasted until sunrise.
The rumble of a distant cart woke them, and they sat up, shamefacedly
rubbing their eyes.
"Oh," cried Juliet, conscience-stricken, "we went to sleep! We went
to sleep on duty! How could we?"
"Dunno," returned Romeo, with a frank yawn. "Guess we were tired.
Anyhow, the machine is all right."
When the milkman came in sight, they hailed him and purchased a
quart of milk. He was scarcely surprised to see them, for the Crosbys
were widely known to be eccentric, and presently he drove on. His
query about the wrecked car had passed unnoticed.
"If you'll stay here, Jule," said Romeo, wiping his mouth, "I'll go
and get a team and some rope and we'll get the car in."
"Can't I go too?"
"No, you stay here. It's bad enough to sleep at your post without
"You slept, too," retorted Juliet, quickly on the defensive, "and
I'm a girl."
"Huh!" he sneered. The claim of feminine privilege invariably
disgusted him beyond words.
"Suppose people come by—" Juliet faltered; "and—ask—questions."
"Answer 'em," advised Romeo, briefly. "Tell 'em we've killed a man
and are going to suffer for it. We deserve to have everybody know it."
But, fortunately for Juliet's quicker sensibilities, no one passed
by in the hour Romeo was gone. He came from the nearest farm with an
adequate number of assistants and such primitive machinery as was at
hand. The car was not badly damaged and was finally towed into the
Crosbys' barn. Then they went into the house and composed a letter to
Colonel Kent, but put off copying and sending it until they should be
able to get black bordered stationery.
Two weeks later, clad in deepest mourning, the twins trudged into
town. At Colonel Kent's there was no one in authority to receive them
and their errand was of too much importance to be communicated to
either physician or nurse. Their own unopened letter lay on the
library table, with many others.
Subdued and chastened in demeanour, they went to Madame Bernard's
and waited in funereal silence until Madame came down.
"How do you—" she began, then stopped. "Why, what is the matter?"
"We ran over him," explained Romeo, suggestively inclining his head
in the general direction of Kent's. "Don't you remember?"
"And if he dies, we've killed him," put in Juliet, sadly.
"We'll be murderers if he dies," Romeo continued, "and we ought to
In spite of her own depression and deep anxiety, Madame saw how
keenly the tragedy had affected the twins. "Why, my dears!" she cried.
"Do you think for a minute that anybody in the world blames you?"
"We ought to be blamed," Romeo returned, "because we did it."
"But not on purpose—you couldn't help it."
"We could have helped it," said Juliet, "by not celebrating. We had
no business to buy an automobile, or, even if we had, we shouldn't
have gone out in it until we learned to run it."
"That's like staying away from the water until you have learned to
swim," answered Madame, comfortingly, "and Allison isn't going to
"Really? Do you mean it? Are you sure? How do you know?" The words
came all at once, in a jumble of eager questions.
"Because he isn't. The worst that could possibly happen to him
would be the loss of his left hand, and his father is looking all over
the country for some surgeon who can save it."
"I'd rather die than to have my hand cut off," said Juliet, in a
small, thin voice.
"So would I," added Romeo.
"We're all hoping for the best," Madame went on, "and you must
hope, too. Nobody has thought of blaming you, so you mustn't feel so
badly about it. Even Allison himself wouldn't want you to feel badly."
"But we do," Romeo answered, "in spite of all the sacrifices and
"Sacrifices," repeated Madame, wonderingly, "why, what do you
"We did sentry duty all night by his car," Romeo explained," and
we're taking care of it in our barn."
"And we've lived on mush and milk ever since," Juliet added.
"I shot all the dogs but the one with the puppies," said Romeo.
"She wasn't in it, you know," Juliet continued. "I helped dig the
trench and we buried the whole nineteen end to end by the fence, with
their new collars on."
"Then we burned the automobile," resumed Romeo. "We soaked it in
kerosene, and put our suits into the back seat—our caps and goggles
and everything. We took out all the pieces of iron and steel and gave
'em to the junk man, and then we repented in sackcloth and ashes."
"How so?" queried Madame, with a faint glimmer of amusement in her
"Juliet made suits out of potato sacks—very plain suits—and we
put 'em on to repent in."
"We went and stood in the ashes," put in Juliet, "while they were
so hot that they hurt our feet, and Romie raised his right hand and
said 'I repent' and then I did the same."
"And after the ashes got cold, we sat down in 'em and rubbed 'em
into the sackcloth and our hair and all over our faces and hands."
"All the time saying 'I repent! I repent!'" continued Juliet,
"And then we went into mourning," concluded Romeo.
Madame's heart throbbed with tender pity for the stricken twins,
but she wisely said nothing.
"Can you think of anything more we could do, or any more sacrifices
we could make?" inquired Juliet, ready to atone in full measure.
"Indeed I can't," Madame replied, truthfully. "I think you've done
everything that could be expected of you."
"We wrote to the Colonel," said Romeo, "but he hasn't got it yet.
We saw it on the library table. We want to pay all the bills."
"And give Allison as much money as we spent on the automobile and
for the suits and everything, and pay for fixing up his car,"
"We want to do everything," Romeo said, with marked emphasis.
"Everything," echoed Juliet.
"That's very nice of you," answered Madame, kindly, "and we all
The stem young faces of the twins relaxed ever so little. It was a
great relief to discover that they were not objects of scorn and
loathing, for they had brooded over the accident until they had become
"Did you say that you had been living upon mush and milk ever
since?" asked Madame.
"Ever since," they answered, together.
"I'm sure that's long enough," she said. "I wouldn't do it any
longer. Won't you stay to dinner with us?"
With one accord the twins rose, impelled by a single impulse toward
"We couldn't," said Romeo.
"We mustn't," explained Juliet. Then, with belated courtesy, she
added: "Thank you, just the same."
They made their adieux awkwardly and went home, greatly eased in
mind. As they trudged along the dusty road, they occasionally sighed
in relief, but said little until they reached their ancestral abode,
dogless now save for the pups gambolling about the doorstep and
Minerva watching them with maternal pride.
"She said we'd lived on mush and milk long enough," said Romeo,
"We might fry the mush," Juliet suggested.
"And have butter and maple syrup on it?"
"And drink the milk, and have bread, too?"
"I guess so."
"Not while we're in mourning," said Juliet, firmly. "We can have
syrup on our bread."
"That's just as good."
"If you think so, you ought not to have it."
"We've got to feed ourselves, or we'll die," he objected
vigorously, "and if we're dead, we won't be any good to him or to
anybody else, and we can't ever repent any more."
"I'm not so sure about that." said Juliet, with sinister emphasis.
"Nothing will happen to us that we don't deserve," Romeo assured
her, "so come on and let's have jam. If it makes us sick, it's wrong,
and if it doesn't, it's all right."
The following day, they voluntarily returned to their mush and
milk, for they had eaten too much jam, and, having been very ill in
the night, considered it sufficient evidence that their penance was
not yet over.
XVIII. "LESS THAN THE DUST"
The heat of August shimmered over the land, and still, to every
inquiry at the door or telephone, the quiet young woman in blue and
white said: "No change." Allison was listless and apathetic, yet
comparatively free from pain.
Life, for him, had ebbed back to the point where the tide must
either cease or turn. He knew neither hunger nor thirst nor weariness;
only the great pause of soul and body, the sense of the ultimate goal.
One by one, he meditated upon the things he used to care for.
Isabel came first, but her youth and beauty had ceased to trouble or
to beckon. His father had gone on ahead. The delusion still persisted,
but he spoke of it no more. Even the violin did not matter now. He
remembered the endless hours he had spent at work, almost every day of
his life for years, and to what end? In an instant, it had been
rendered empty, purposeless, and vain—like life itself.
Occasionally a new man came to look at his hand; not from the city
now, but from towns farther inland. The examinations were painful, of
course, but he made no objections. After the man had gone, he could
count the slow, distinct pulsations that marked the ebbing of the
pain, but never troubled himself to ask either the doctor or the nurse
what the new man had said about it. He no longer cared.
Aunt Francesca had not come—nor Rose. Perhaps they were dead,
also. He asked the nurse one sultry afternoon if they were dead.
"No," she assured him; "nobody is dead."
He wondered, fretfully, why she should take the trouble to lie to
him so persistently upon this one point. Then a cunning scheme came
into his mind. It presented itself mechanically to him as a trap for
the nurse. If they were dead, she could not produce them instantly
alive, as a conjurer takes animals from an apparently empty box. If he
demanded that she should bring them to him, or even one, it would
prove his point and let her see that he knew how she was trying to
"Have they gone away?" he inquired.
"No, they're still there."
"Then," said Allison, with the air of one scoring a fine point,
"will you ask-well—ask Miss Bernard to come over and see me?"
Remembering the other woman who had come in response to his
request, and the disastrous effect the visit had had upon her patient
she hesitated. "I'm afraid you're not strong enough," she said kindly.
"Can't you wait a little longer?"
"There," he cried. "I knew they were dead!"
As she happened to be both wise and kind, the young woman hesitated
no longer. "If I brought you a note from her you would believe me,
"No," he replied, stubbornly.
"Isn't there any way you would know, without seeing her?"
He considered for a few moments. "I'd know if I heard her play," he
said at length. "There's no one who could play just the way she does."
"Suppose I ask her to come over sometimes and play the piano
downstairs for a few minutes at a time, very softly. Would you like
"Yes—that is, I don't mind." He was sure, now, that his trap was
in working order, for no one could deceive him at the piano—he would
recognise Rose at the first chord.
"Excuse me just a minute, please." She returned presently with the
news that Rose would come as soon as she could. "Can't you go to sleep
now?" she suggested.
Allison smiled ironically. How transparent she was!
She wanted him to go to sleep and when he awoke, she would tell him
that Rose had been there, and had played, and had just gone.
"No," he answered, "I don't want to go to sleep. I want to hear
So he waited, persistently wide awake. Sharpened by illness and
pain, his hearing was phenomenally acute; so much so that even a
whisper in the next room was distinctly audible. He heard the distant
rumble of wheels, approaching steadily, and wondered why the house did
not tremble when the carriage stopped. He heard the lower door open
softly, then close, a quick, light step in the living room, the
old-fashioned piano stool whirling on its rusty axis, then a few slow,
deep chords prefacing a familiar bit of Chopin.
He turned to the nurse, who sat in her low rocking-chair at the
window. "I beg your pardon. I thought you were not telling me the
The young woman only smiled in answer. "Listen!"
From downstairs the music came softly. Rose was playing with the
exquisite taste and feeling that characterised everything she did. She
purposely avoided the extremes of despair and joy, keeping to the safe
middle-ground. Living waters murmured through the melody, the sea
surged and crooned, flying clouds went through blue, sunny spaces, and
birds sang, ever with an unfailing uplift, as of many wings.
Allison's calmness insensibly changed, not in degree, but in
quality, as the piano magically brought before him green distances
lying fair beneath the warm sun, clover-scented meadows and blossoming
boughs. "Life," he said to himself; "life more abundant."
She drifted from one thing to another, playing snatches of old
songs, woven together by modulations of her own making. At last she
paused to think of something else, but her fingers remembered, and
began, almost of their own accord:
[Illustration: musical notation.]
Allison stirred restlessly, as he recalled how he had heard it
before. He saw the drifted petals of fallen roses, the moon-shadow on
the dial, hours wrong, the spangled cobwebs in the grass and the other
spangles, changed to faint iridescence in the enchanted light as
Isabel came toward him and into his open arms. Could marble respond to
a lover's passion, could dead lips answer with love for love, then
Isabel might have yielded to him at least a tolerant tenderness. He
saw her now, alien and apart, like some pale star that shone upon a
barren waste, but never for him.
Another phrase, full of love and longing, floated up the stairway
and entered his room, a guest unbidden.
[Illustration: musical notation.]
He turned to the nurse. "Ask Miss Bernard to come up for a few
minutes, will you?"
"Do you think it's wise?" she temporised.
"Please ask her to come up," he said, imperatively. "Must I call
So Rose came up, after receiving the customary caution not to stay
too long and avoid everything that might be unpleasant or exciting.
She stood for a moment in the doorway, hesitating. Her face was
almost as white as her linen gown, but her eyes were shining with
"White Rose," he said, wearily, "I have been through hell."
"I know," she answered, softly, drawing up a chair beside him.
"Aunt Francesca and I have wished that we might divide it with you and
help you bear it."
He stretched a trembling hand toward her and she took it in both
her own. They were soft and cool, and soothing.
"Thank you for wanting to share it," he said. "Thank you for
coming, for playing—for everything."
"Either of us would have come whenever you wanted us, night or
"Suppose it was night, and I'd wanted you to come and play to me.
Would you have come?"
"Why, yes. Of course I would!"
"I didn't know," he stammered, "that there was so much kindness in
the world. I have been very lonely since—"
Her eyes filled and she held his hand more closely. "You won't be
lonely any more. I'll come whenever you want me, night or day, to
play, to read—or anything. Only speak, and I'll come."
"How good you are!" he murmured, gratefully. "No, please don't let
go of my hand." In some inexplicable fashion strength seemed to flow
to him from her.
"I think you'll be glad to know," she said, "how sympathetic
everybody has been. Strangers stop us on the street to ask for you,
and people telephone every day. Down in the library, there's a pile of
letters that would take days to read, and many of them have foreign
stamps. It makes one feel warm around the heart, for it brings the
ideal of human brotherhood so near."
He sighed and his face looked haggard. The brotherhood of man was
among the things that did not concern him now. The weariness of the
ages was in every line of his body.
"I have been thinking," he went on, after a little, "what a
difference one little hour can make, a minute, even. Once I had
everything—youth, health, strength, a happy home, love, a dear
father, and every promise of success in my chosen career. Now I'm old
and broken; health, strength, and love have been taken away in an
instant, my father is gone, and my career is only an empty memory. I
have no violin, and, if I had, what use would it be to me without—why
Rose, I haven't even fingers to make the notes nor hands to hold it."
Rose could bear no more. She sprang to her feet with arms
outstretched, all her love and longing swelling into infinite appeal.
"Oh Boy!" she cried, "take mine! Take my hands, for always!"
For a tense instant they faced each other. Her breast rose and fell
with every quick breath; her eyes met his, then faltered, and the
crimson of shame mantled her white face.
"Oh," she breathed, painfully, and turned away from him. When she
was half way to the door, he called to her. "Rose! Dear Rose!"
She hesitated, her hand upon the knob. "Close the door and come
back," he pleaded. "Please—oh, please!"
Trembling from head to foot, she obeyed him, but her face was
pitiful. She could not force herself to look at him. "Forgive," she
murmured, "and forget."
The hand he took in his was cold, but her nearness gave him
comfort, as never before. His heart was unspeakably tender toward her.
"Rose," he went on, softly, "I've been too near the other world not
to have the truth now. Tell me what you mean! Make me understand!"
She did not answer, nor even lift her eyes. She breathed hard, as
though she were in pain.
"Rose," he said again, tightening his clasp upon the hand she tried
to draw away, "did you mean that you would be my—"
"In name," she interrupted, throwing up her head proudly. "Just to
help you—that was all."
He drew her hand to his hot lips and kissed it twice. "Oh, how
divinely kind you are," he whispered, "even to think of stooping to
such as I!"
"Have pity," she said brokenly, "and let me go."
"Pity?" he repeated. "In all the world there is none like yours. To
think of your being willing to sacrifice yourself, through pity of
The blood came back into her heart by leaps and bounds. She had not
utterly betrayed herself, then, since he translated it thus.
"Listen," he was saying. "I cared—terribly, but it's gone, and my
heart is empty. It's like an open grave, waiting for something that
does not come. Did you ever care?"
"Yes," she answered, with eyes downcast.
"Did you care for someone who did not care for you?"
"Yes," she replied, again.
"And he never knew?"
"No." The word was almost a whisper.
"He must have been a brute, not to have cared. Was it long ago?"
"Have I ever met him?"
The suggestion of an ironical smile hovered for a moment around her
pale lips, then vanished. "No."
"I have no right to—to ask his name."
"No. What difference does a name make?"
"None. Could you never bring yourself to care for anyone else?"
"No," she breathed. "Oh, no!"
"And yet, with your heart as empty as mine you still have pity
"To serve you," she answered. Her eyes met his clearly now. "To
help you—as your best friend might."
"Rose, dear Rose! You give me new courage, but how can I let you
sacrifice yourself for me?" "Believe me," she said diffidently, "there
is no question of sacrifice. Have you never thought of what you might
do, that would be even better than the career you had planned?"
"Why, no. What could I do, without—"
"Write," she said, with her eyes shining. "Let others play what you
write. Immortality comes by way of the printed page."
"I couldn't," he returned, doubtfully.
"I never composed anything except two or three little things that I
never dared to play, even for encores."
"Never say you can't. Say 'I must,' and 'I will.'"
"You're saying them for me. You almost make me believe in myself."
"That's the very best of beginnings, isn't it?"
She was quite calm now, outwardly, and she drew her hand away.
Allison remembered the long, happy hours they had spent together
before Isabel came into his life. Now that she was gone, the old
comradeship had returned, the sweeter because of long absence. Rose
had never fretted nor annoyed him; she seemed always to understand.
"You don't know how glad I'd be," he sighed, "to feel that I wasn't
quite out of it—that there was something in life for me still. I
didn't want to be a bit of driftwood on the current of things."
"You're not going to be—I won't let you. Haven't you learned that
sometimes we have to wait; that we can't always be going on? Just moor
your soul at the landing place, and when the hour comes, you'll swing
out into the current again. Much of the driftwood is only craft that
broke away from the landing."
He smiled, for her fancy pleased him. An abiding sense of
companionship crept into his loneliness; his isolation seemed to be
shared. "And you'll stay at the landing with me," he whispered, "until
the time comes to set sail again?"
"And—after the worst that can come—is over, we'll make it right
with the world and go abroad together?"
"Yes." Her voice was very low now.
"And we'll be the best of friends, for always?"
"Yes—the best of friends in all the world."
"And you'll promise me that, if you're ever sorry, you'll come
straight and tell me—that you'll ask me to set you free?"
"Then everything is all right between you and me?"
"Yes, but I'm ashamed—bitterly ashamed."
"You mustn't be, for I'm very glad. We'll try to forget the
wreckage together. I couldn't have asked, unless I had known
about—the other man, and you wouldn't have told me, I know. It
wouldn't have been like you to tell me."
There was a knock, the door opened, and the nurse came in, watch in
hand. "I'm sorry, Miss Bernard, but you can come to-morrow if he's
"I'll be well enough," said Allison, smiling.
"Of course," Rose assured him, shaking hands in friendly fashion.
"Don't forget that it's a secret."
"I won't. Good-bye, Rose."
When she had gone, the nurse studied him furtively, from across the
room. He had changed in some subtle way—he seemed stronger than
before. Unless it was excitement, to be followed by a reaction, Miss
Bernard had done him good. The night would prove it definitely, one
way or the other.
Allison slept soundly until daybreak, for the first time—not
stupor, but natural sleep. The nurse began to wonder if it was
possible that a hand so badly crushed and broken could be healed.
Hitherto her service had been mechanically kind; she had taken no
interest because she saw no hope. How wonderful it would be if that
long procession of learned counsellors should be mistaken after all!
Rose walked home, disdaining the waiting carriage. She had
forgotten her hat and the sunset lent radiance to a face that needed
no more. By rare tact and kindness, Allison had removed the sting from
her shame and the burden she had borne so long was lifted from her
She was happier now than she had ever been before in her life, but
she must hide her joy from the others as she had previously hidden her
pain- -or tried to. She knew that Isabel would not see, but Aunt
Francesca's eyes were keen and she could not tell even her just now.
How strange it would be to wake in the night, without that dull,
dead pain! How strange it was to feel herself needed, and oh, the joy
of serving him!
She thrilled with the ecstasy of sacrifice; with that maternal
compassion which is a vital element in woman's love for man.
Sublimated beyond passion and self-seeking, and asking only the right
to give, she poured out the treasure of her soul at his feet, though
her pride demanded that he must never know.
When she went into the house, light seemed to enter the shaded room
with her. No one was there, but the open piano waited, ready to
receive a confidence. With a laugh that was half a sob of joy, she sat
down, her fingers readily finding the one thing that suited her mood.
The wild, half-savage music rang through the house in full, deep
chords, but only Rose knew the words, which, in her mind, fitted
themselves to the melody as though she dared to sing them:
"Less than the dust, beneath thy Chariot wheel,
Less than the rust, that never stained thy Sword,
Less than the trust thou hast in me, O Lord,
Even less then these.
"Less than the weed that grows beside thy door,
Less than the speed of hours spent far from thee,
Less than the need thou hast in life of me;
Even less am I."
Upstairs, Isabel yawned lazily, and wondered why Rose should play
so loud, but Aunt Francesca smiled to herself, for she knew that
Allison was better and that Rose was glad.
XIX. OVER THE BAR
As a flower may bloom in a night, joy returned to Madame Bernard's
house after long absence. There was no outward sign, for Rose was
still quiet and self-controlled, but her face was a shade less pale
and there was a tremulous music in her voice.
Isabel had ceased to limp, but still dwelt upon the shock and its
lingering effects. She amused herself in her own way, reading paper-
covered novels, feasting upon chocolates, teasing Mr. Boffin, and
playing solitaire. Madame remarked to Rose that Isabel seemed to have
a cosmic sense of time.
The guest never came down-stairs till luncheon was announced, and
did not trouble herself to make an elaborate, or even appropriate
toilet. Madame began to wonder how long Isabel intended to remain and
to see the wisdom of the modern fashion of appointing the hour of
departure in the invitation.
Yet, as she said to herself rather grimly, she would have invited
Isabel to remain through the Summer, and perhaps, in the early Autumn
she might return to town of her own accord. Moreover, there appeared
to be no graceful way of requesting an invited guest to leave.
Though Madame was annoyed by the mere fact of Isabel's presence,
she had ceased to distress Rose, who dwelt now in a world apart from
the others. She spent her afternoons at the other house, playing
softly downstairs, reading to Allison, or talking to him of the
brilliant future that she insisted was to be his.
Neither of them spoke of the hour in which Rose had unwittingly
revealed herself, nor did they seem to avoid the subject. Allison had
taken her for granted, on a high plane of pure friendliness, and not
for an instant did he translate her overpowering impulse as anything
but womanly pity.
She practised for an hour or two every morning that she might play
better in the afternoon, she ransacked the library for interesting and
cheerful things to read to him, and she even found a game or two that
he seemed to enjoy. From Madame Francesca's spotless kitchen came many
a dainty dish to tempt his capricious appetite, and all the flowers
from both gardens, daily, made a bower of his room.
Constantly, too, Rose brought the message of hopefulness and good
cheer. From her abounding life and superb vitality he drew unconscious
strength; the hidden forces that defy analysis once more exerted
themselves in his behalf. So far as man is of the earth, earthy, by
the earth and its fruits may he be healed, but the heavenly part of
him may be ministered unto only by the angels of God.
His old fear of the darkness had gone and the night light had been
taken out into the hall. In the faint glow, he could see the objects
in his room distinctly, during the brief intervals of wakefulness. A
flower dropped from its vase, a book lying half open, a crumpled
handkerchief upon his chiffonier, the pervading scent of attar of
roses and dried petals—all these brought him a strange sense of
nearness to Rose, as a perfume may be distilled from a memory.
Day by day, Isabel became more remote. He thought of her without
emotion when he thought of her at all, for only women may know the
agony of love enduring after the foundation upon which it was built
has been swept away.
The strange men from distant places came less frequently. Days
would pass, and bring no word. The country doctor who had first been
called stopped occasionally when time permitted, and his faithful old
horse needed a little rest, but he only shook his head. He admitted to
the nurse that he was greatly surprised because the inevitable
operation had not yet become imperative.
Colonel Kent seemed to have been lost for almost a week. During
that time no word had been received from him and Madame's daily
bulletin: "No change for the worse," had been returned, marked "not
found." She was vaguely troubled and uneasy, fearing that something
might have happened to him, but forebore to speak of her fears.
One morning, while Allison was still asleep, the nurse wakened him
gently. "A new man, Mr. Allison; can you see him now?"
"I don't care," he replied. "Bring him in."
The newcomer was a young man—one would have guessed that the ink
was scarcely dry on his diploma. He had a determined mouth, a square
chin, kind eyes, and the buoyant youthful courage that, by itself,
carries one far upon any chosen path.
He smiled at Allison and Allison smiled back at him, in friendly
fashion. "Now," said the young man, "let's see."
His big fingers were astonishingly gentle, they worked with
marvellous dexterity, and, for the first time, the dreaded examination
was almost painless. He asked innumerable questions both of Allison
and the nurse, and wanted to know who had been there previously.
The nurse had kept no record, but she knew some of the men, and
mentioned their names—names to conjure with in the professional
world. Even the two great Germans had said it was of no use.
The young man wrinkled his brows in deep thought. "What have you
been using?" he inquired, of the nurse.
"Everything. Come here."
She led him into the next room, where a formidable array of bottles
and boxes almost covered a large table. He looked them all over,
carefully, scrutinising the names on the druggist's labels, sniffing
here and there, occasionally holding some one bottle to the light, and
finally, out of sheer youthful curiosity, counting them.
Then he laughed—a cheery, hearty laugh that woke long-sleeping
echoes in the old house and made Allison smile, in the next room. "It
seems," he commented, "that a doctor has to leave a prescription as
other men leave cards—just as a polite reminder of the call."
"What shall I do with them?"
"Dump 'em all out—I don't care. Or, wait a minute; there's no
He went back to Allison. "I see you've got quite a drug store here.
Are you particularly attached to any special concoction?"
"Indeed I'm not. Most of 'em have hurt—sinfully."
"I don't know that anything has to be painful or disagreeable in
order to be healing," remarked the young man, thoughtfully. "Would you
like to throw 'em all out of the window?"
"I certainly would."
"All right—that'll be good business." He swung Allison's bed
around so that his right arm rested easily on the window sill,
requested the nurse to wheel the drug store within easy reach, and
rapidly uncorked bottle after bottle with his own hands.
"Now then, get busy."
He sat by, smiling, while Allison poured the varying contents of
the drug store on the ground below and listened for the sound of
breaking glass when the bottle swiftly followed the last gurgling
drop. When all had been disposed of, the nurse took out the table, and
the young man smiled expansively at Allison.
"Good. Now, look here. How much does your hand mean to you?"
"How much does it mean?" repeated Allison, pitifully. "It means
"Enough to make a fight for it then, I take it."
Dull colour surged by waves into Allison's white face. "What do you
mean?" he asked, in a broken voice. "Tell me what you mean!"
But the young man was removing his coat. "Hot day," he was saying,
"and the young lady won't mind my negligee as long as the braces don't
show. Strange—how women hate nice new braces. Say," he said to the
nurse as she returned, "get somebody to go up to the station and bring
down my trunk, will you?"
"Trunk?" echoed Allison.
"Sure," smiled the young man. "My instructions were to stay if I
saw any hope, so I brought along my trunk. I'm always looking for a
chance to hope, and I've discovered that it's one of the very best
ways to find it."
The nurse had hastened away upon her errand. The new element in the
atmosphere of the sick room had subtly affected her, also.
"Don't fence," Allison was saying, huskily. "I've asked so much
that I've quit asking."
The young man nodded complete understanding. "I know. The
moss-backs sit around and look wise, and expect to work miracles on a
patient who doesn't know what they're doing and finally gets the
impression that he isn't considered fit to know. Far be it from me to
disparage the pioneers of our noble profession, but I'm modest enough
to admit that I need help, and the best help, every time, comes from
the patient himself."
He drew up his chair beside the bed and sat down. Allison's eager
eyes did not swerve from his face.
"Mind you," he went on, "I don't promise anything—I can't,
conscientiously. In getting a carriage out of the mud, more depends
upon the horse than on the driver. Nature will have to do the work—I
can't. All I can do is to guide her gently. If she's pushed, she gets
balky. Maybe there's something ahead of her that I don't see, and
there's no use spurring her ahead when she's got to stop and get her
breath before she can go up hill.
"That hand can't heal itself without good blood to draw upon, and
good material to make bone and nerve of, so we'll begin to stoke up,
gradually, and meanwhile, I'll camp right here and see what's doing.
And if you can bring yourself to sort of—well, sing at your work, you
know, it's going to make the job a lot easier."
Allison drew a long breath of relief. "You give me hope," he said.
"Sure," returned the young man, with an infectious laugh. "A young
surgeon never has much else when he starts, nor for some time to come.
Want to sit up?"
"Why," Allison breathed, in astonishment, "I can't."
"Who said so?"
"Everybody. They all said I must lie perfectly still."
"Of course," mused the young man, aloud, "blood may move around all
right of itself, and then again, it may not. Wouldn't do any harm to
stir it up a bit and remind the red corpuscles not to loaf on the
The nurse came back, to say that the trunk would be up immediately.
"Good. Can I have a bunk in the next room?" Without waiting for her
answer, he requested raw eggs and milk, beaten up with a little cream
While Allison was drinking it, he moved a big easy chair up near
the window, opened every shutter wide, and let the hot sun stream into
the room. He expeditiously made a sling for the injured hand, slipped
it painlessly into place, put a strong arm under Allison's shoulders,
and lifted him to a sitting posture on the edge of the bed. "Now then,
forward, march! Just lean on me."
Muscles long unused trembled under the strain but finally he made
the harbour of the easy chair, gasping for breath. "Good," said the
young man. "At this rate, we'll soon have clothes on us and be
"Really?" asked Allison, scarcely daring to believe his ears.
"Sure," replied the marvellous young man, confidently. "What's the
use of keeping a whole body in the house on account of one hand? I'm
going to tell you just one thing more, then we'll quit talking shop
and proceed to politics or anything else you like.
"I knew a man once who was a trapeze performer in a circus and he
was training his son in the same lofty profession. The boy insisted
that he couldn't do it, and finally the man said to him: 'Look here,
kid, if you'll put your heart over the bar, your body will follow all
right,' and sure enough it did. Now you get your heart over the bar,
and trust your hand to follow. Get the idea?"
The sound of the piano below chimed in with the answer. A rippling,
laughing melody danced up the stairs and into the room. The young man
listened a moment, then asked, "Who?"
"A friend of mine—my very dearest friend."
"More good business. I think I'll go down and talk to her. What's
"What's the rest of it? I can't start in that way, you know. Bad
As quickly and silently as he did everything else, the young man
went down-stairs, and the piano stopped, but only for a moment, as he
requested her, with an airy wave of the hand, not to mind him. When
she finished the old song she was playing, he called her by name,
introduced himself, and invited her out into the garden, because, as
he said, "walls not only have ears, but telephones."
"Say," he began, by way of graceful preliminary, "you look to me as
though you had sense."
"Thank you," she replied, demurely.
"Sense," he resumed, "is lamentably scarce, especially the variety
misnamed common—or even horse. I'm no mental healer, nor anything of
that sort, you know, but it's reasonable to suppose that if the mind
can control the body, after a fashion, when the body is well, it's
entitled to some show when the body isn't well, don't you think so?"
Rose assented, though she did not quite grasp what he said. His all
pervading breeziness affected her much as it had Allison.
"Now," he continued, "I'm not unprofessional enough to knock
anybody, but I gather that there's been a procession of undertakers
down here making that poor chap upstairs think there's no chance. I'm
not saying that there is, but there's no reason why we shouldn't trot
along until we have to stop. It isn't necessary to amputate just yet,
and until it is necessary, there's nothing to hinder us from working
like the devil to save him from it, is there?"
"All right. Are you in on it?"
"I'm 'in,'" replied Rose, slowly, "on anything and everything that
human power can do, day or night, until we come to the last ditch."
"Good for you. I'll appoint you first lieutenant. I guess that
nurse is all right, though she doesn't seem to be unduly optimistic."
"She's had nothing to make her so. Everything has been discouraging
"Plenty of discouragement in the world," he observed, "handed out
free of charge, without paying people to bring it into the house when
"Very true," she answered, then her eyes filled. "Oh," she
breathed, with white lips, "if you can—if you only can—"
"We'll have a try for it," he said, then continued, kindly: "no
salt water upstairs, you know."
"I know," she sighed, wiping her eyes.
"Then 'on with the dance—let joy be unconfined.'"
Rose obediently went back to the piano. The arrival of the trunk
and the composition of a hopeful telegram to Colonel Kent occupied the
resourceful visitor for ten or fifteen minutes. Then he went back to
his patient, who had already begun to miss him.
"You forgot to tell me your name," Allison suggested.
"Sure enough. Call me Jack, or Doctor Jack, when I'm not here and
have to be called."
"But, as you said yourself a few minutes ago, I can't begin that
way. What's the rest of it?"
"If you'll listen," responded the young man, solemnly, "I will
unfold before your eyes the one blot upon the 'scutcheon of my
promising career. My full name is Jonathan Ebenezer Middlekauffer."
"What—how—I mean—excuse me," stammered Allison.
The young man laughed joyously. "You can search me," he answered,
with a shrug. "The gods must have been in a sardonic mood about the
time I arrived to gladden this sorrowful sphere. I've never used more
of it than I could help, and everybody called me 'Jem' until I went to
college, the initials making a shorter and more agreeable name. But
before I'd been there a week, I was 'Jemima' or 'Aunt Jemima' to the
whole class. So I changed it myself, though it took a thrashing to
make two or three of 'em remember that my name was Jack."
"How did you happen to come here?" queried Allison, without much
"The man who was down here on the fifth sent me. He told me about
you and suggested that my existence might be less wearing if I had
something to do. He just passed along his instructions and faded
gracefully out of sight, saying: 'You'd better go, Middlekauffer, as
your business seems to be the impossible,' so I packed up and took the
"What did he mean by saying that your business was impossible?"
"Not impossible, but THE impossible. Good Heavens, man, don't
things get mixed like that! All he meant was that such small
reputation as I have been able to acquire was earned by doing jobs
that the other fellows shirked. I'm ambidextrous," he added, modestly,
"and I guess that helps some. Let's play piquet."
When Rose came up, an hour or so later, they were absorbed in their
game, and did not see her until she spoke. She was overjoyed to see
Allison sitting up, but, observing that she was not especially needed,
invented a plausible errand and said good-bye, promising to come the
"Nice girl," remarked Doctor Jack, shuffling the cards for Allison.
"Mighty nice girl."
"My future wife," answered Allison, proudly, forgetting his
"More good business. You'd be a brute if you didn't save that hand
for her. She's entitled to the best that you can give her."
"And she shall have it," returned Allison.
Doctor Jack's quick ears noted a new determination in the voice,
that only a few hours before had been weak and wavering, and he nodded
his satisfaction across the card table.
That night, while Allison slept soundly, and the nurse also, having
been told that she was off duty until called, the young man recklessly
burned gas in the next room, with pencil and paper before him. First,
he carefully considered the man with whom he had to deal, then mapped
out a line of treatment, complete to the last detail.
"There," he said to himself, "by that we stand or fall."
The clocks struck three, but the young man still sat there,
oblivious to his surroundings, or to the fact that even strong and
healthy people occasionally need a little sleep. At last a smile
lighted up his face. "What fun it would be," he thought, "for him to
give a special concert, and invite every blessed moss-back who said
'impossible!' It wouldn't please me or anything, would it, to stand at
the door and see 'em come in? Oh, no!"
There was a stir in the next room, and Allison called him, softly.
"Yes?" It was only a word, but the tone, as always, was vibrant
with good cheer.
"I just wanted to tell you," Allison said, "that my heart is over
In the dark, the two men's hands met. "More good business,"
commented Doctor Jack. "Just remember what somebody said of Columbus:
'One day, with life and hope and heart, is time enough to find a
world.' Go to sleep now. I'll see you in the morning."
"All right," Allison returned, but he did not sleep, even after
certain low sounds usually associated with comfortable slumber came
from the doctor's room. He lay there, waiting happily, while from far,
mysterious sources, life streamed into him, as the sap rises into the
trees at the call of Spring. Across the despairing darkness, a signal
had been flashed to him, and he was answering it, in every fibre of
body and soul.
XX. RISEN FROM THE DEAD
COLONEL KENT, in a distant structure which, by courtesy, was called
"the hotel," had pushed away his breakfast untasted, save for a small
portion of the nondescript fluid the frowsy waitress called "coffee."
He had been delayed, missed his train at the junction point, and,
fretting with impatience, had been obliged to pass the night there.
He had wired to Madame Francesca the night before, but, as yet, had
received no answer. He had personally consulted every surgeon of
prominence in the surrounding country, and all who would not say
flatly, without further information than he could give them, that
there was no chance, had been asked to go and see for themselves.
One by one, their reports came back to him, unanimously hopeless.
Heartsick and discouraged, he rallied from each disappointment, only
to face defeat again. He had spent weeks in fruitless journeying,
following up every clue that presented itself, waited days at
hospitals for chiefs of staff, and made the dreary round of newspaper
offices, where knowledge of every conceivable subject is supposedly
upon file for the asking.
One enterprising editor, too modern to be swayed by ordinary human
instincts, had turned the Colonel over to the star reporter—a young
man with eyes like Allison's. By well-timed questions and sympathetic
offers of assistance, he dragged the whole story of his wanderings
from the unsuspecting old soldier.
It made a double page in the Sunday edition, including the
illustrations—a "human interest" story of unquestionable value,
introduced by a screaming headline in red: "Old Soldier on the March
to Save Son. Violinist about to Lose Hand."
When the Colonel saw it, his eyes filled so that he could not see
the words that danced through the mist, and the paper trembled from
his hands to the floor. He was too nearly heartbroken to be angry, and
too deeply hurt to take heed of the last stab.
No word reached him until late at night, when he arrived at the
metropolitan hotel that he had made his headquarters. When he
registered, two telegrams were handed to him, and he tore them open
eagerly. The first was from Madame Francesca:
"Slight change for the better. New man gives hope. Better return at
The second one was wholly characteristic:
"Willing to take chance. Am camping on job. Come home." It was
signed: "J. E. Middlekauffer."
When he got to his room, the Colonel sat down to think. He knew no
one of that name—had never even heard it before. Perhaps
Francesca—it would have been like her, to work with him and say
nothing until she had something hopeful to say.
His heart warmed toward her, then he forgot her entirely in a
sudden realisation of the vast meaning of the two bits of yellow
paper. Why, it was hope; it was a fighting chance presenting itself
where hitherto had been only despair! He could scarcely believe it. He
took the two telegrams closer to the light, and read the blessed words
over and over again, then, trembling with weakness and something more,
tottered back to his chair.
Until then, he had not known how weary he was, nor how the long
weeks of anxiety and fruitless effort had racked him to the soul. As
one may bear a burden bravely, yet faint the moment it is lifted, his
strength failed him in the very hour that he had no need of it. He sat
there for a long time before he was able to shut off the light and
creep into bed, with his tear-wet cheek pillowed upon one telegram,
and a wrinkled hand closely clasping the other, as though holding fast
to the message meant the keeping of the hope it brought.
Utterly exhausted, he slept until noon. When he woke, it was with
the feeling that something vitally important had happened. He could
not remember what it was until he heard the rustling of paper and saw
the two telegrams. He read them once more, in the clear light of day,
fearing to find the message but a fantasy of the night. To his
unbounded relief, it was still there—no dream of water to the man
dying of thirst, but a living reality that sunlight did not change.
"Thank God," he cried aloud, sobbing for very joy, "Thank God!"
Meanwhile, the Resourceful One had shown the nurse how to cut a
sleeve out of one of Allison's old coats, and open the under-arm seam.
Having done this, she was requested to treat a negligee shirt in the
same way. Then the village barber was sent for, and instructed to do
"Funny," remarked Doctor Jack, pensively, "that nobody has thought
of doing that before. If I hadn't come just as I did, you'd soon have
looked like a chimpanzee, and, eventually, you'd have been beyond the
reach of anything but a lawn-mower. They didn't even think to braid
your hair and tie it with a blue ribbon."
The nurse laughed; so did Allison, but the pensive expression of
the young man's face did not change.
"I've had occasion lately," he continued, "to observe the powerful
tonic effect of clothes. A woman patient told me once that the moral
support, afforded by a well-fitting corset was inconceivable to the
mind of a mere man. She said that a corset is to a woman what a hat is
to a man— it prepares for any emergency, enables one to meet life on
equal terms, and even to face a rebellious cook or janitor with 'that
repose which marks the caste of Vere de Vere.'"
"I've often wondered," returned Allison, "why I felt so much—well,
so much more adequate with my hat on."
"Clear case of inherited instincts. The wild dog used to make
himself a smooth bed in the rushes of long grass by turning around
several times upon the selected spot. Consequently, the modern dog has
to do the same stunt before he can go to sleep. The hat is a
modification of the helmet, which always had to be worn outside the
house, in the days when hold-ups and murders were even more frequent
than now, and the desire for a walking-stick comes from the old
fashion of carrying a spear or a sword. If a man took off his helmet,
it was equivalent to saying: 'In the presence of my friend, I am
safe.' When he takes off his hat to a lady now, he merely means:
'You're not a voter.' You'll notice that in any gathering of men,
helmets are still worn."
So he chattered, with apparent unconcern, but, none the less, he
was keenly watching his patient. With tact that would have done credit
to a diplomat, he kept the conversation in agreeable channels. By
noon, Allison had his clothes on, the coat being pinned under the left
arm with two safety pins that did not show, and was out upon an upper
Doctor Jack encouraged him to walk whenever he felt that he could,
even though it was only to the other end of the veranda and back to
his chair. Somewhat to his astonishment, Allison began to feel better.
"I believe you're a miracle-worker," he said. "Two days ago, I was
in bed, with neither strength, ambition, nor hope. Now I've got all
"No miracle," replied the other modestly. "Merely sense."
That afternoon the Crosby twins telephoned to know whether they
might call, and the nurse brought the query upstairs. "If they're
amusing," said the doctor, "let 'em come."
Allison replied that the twins had been highly amusing—until they
ran "The Yellow Peril" over his left hand. "Poor little devils," he
mused; "they've got something on their minds."
"Mighty lucky for you that it wasn't a macadamised boulevard
instead of a sandy country road," observed the doctor. "The softness
underneath has given us a doubt to work on."
"It's easier, to crush anything on a hard surface than it is on a
pillow, isn't it?"
"Of course—I hadn't thought of that. If there had been more
"I look to you to furnish that," returned the other with a quick
twist of meaning. "You've got plenty of sand, if you have half a
chance to show it."
"How long—when do you think you'll know?" Allison asked, half
afraid of the answer.
"If I knew, I'd be glad to tell you, but I don't. I've found out
that it's easier to say 'I don't know' straight out in plain English
than it is to side-track. It used to be bad form, professionally, to
admit ignorance, but it isn't now. People soon find it out and you
might as well tell 'em at the start. You just go on and keep the fuel
bins well supplied and the red corpuscles busy and pretty soon we'll
see what's doing."
The twins were late in coming, because they had had a long
discussion as to the propriety of wearing their sable garments. Romeo,
disliking the trouble of changing, argued that Allison ought to see
that their grief was sincere. Juliet insisted that the sight would
At the end of a lively hour, they compromised upon white, which was
worn by people in mourning and was not depressing. Juliet donned a
muslin gown and Romeo put on his tennis flannels, which happened to be
clean. As they took pains to walk upon the grass and avoid the dusty
places, they were comparatively fresh when they arrived, though very
warm from the long walk.
Both had inexpressibly dreaded seeing Allison, yet the reality
lacked the anticipated terror, as often happens. They liked Doctor
Jack immensely from the start and were greatly relieved to see Allison
up and outdoors, instead of lying in a darkened room.
Almost before they knew it, they were describing their sacrificial
rites and their repentance, with a wealth of detail that left nothing
to be desired. Doctor Jack was suddenly afflicted with a very bad
cough, but he kept his back to them and used his handkerchief a great
deal. Even Allison was amused by their austere young faces and the
earnest devotion with which they had performed their penance.
"We've had your car fixed," said Romeo. "It's all right now."
"We've paid the bill," added Juliet.
"We want to pay everything," Romeo continued.
"Everything," she echoed.
"I don't know that I want the car," Allison answered, kindly. "If I
had been a good driver, I could have backed into the turn before you
got there and let you whiz by. I'm sorry yours is burned. Won't you
"No," answered Romeo, with finality.
"We don't deserve even to ride in one," Juliet remarked. "We ought
to have to walk all the rest of our lives."
"You people make me tired," interrupted Doctor Jack. "Just because
you've been mixed up in an accident, you're about to get yourselves
locoed, as they say out West, on the subject of automobiles. By
careful cultivation, you could learn to shy at a baby carriage and
throw a fit at the sight of a wheelbarrow. The time to nip that is
right at the start."
"How would you do it?" queried Allison. His heart was heavy with
dread of all automobiles, past, present, and to come."
"Same way they break a colt. Get him used to the harness, then to
shafts, and so on. Now, I can run any car that ever was built—make it
stand on its hind wheels if I want to and roll through a crowd without
making anybody even wink faster. I think I'll go out and get that one
and take the whole bunch of you out for a cure."
Juliet was listening attentively, with her blue eyes wide open and
her scarlet lips parted. Doctor Jack was subtly conscious of a new
"I see," she said. "Romie made me hold snakes by their tails until
I wasn't afraid of 'em, and made me kill mice and even rats. Only
sissy girls are afraid of snakes and rats. And just because we were
both afraid to go by the graveyard at night, we made ourselves do it.
We can walk through it now, even if there isn't any moon, and never
dodge a single tombstone."
"Was it hard to learn to do it?" asked the doctor. If he was
amused, he did not show it now.
"No," Juliet answered, "because just before we did it, we read
about it's being called 'God's Acre.' So I told Romie that God must be
there as much or more than He was anywhere else, so how could we be
"After you once get it into your head that God is everywhere,"
added Romeo, "you can't be afraid because there's nothing to be afraid
The simple, child-like faith appealed to both men strongly. Allison
was much surprised, for he had not imagined that there was a serious
side to the twins.
"Will you forgive us?" asked Juliet, humbly.
"Please," added Romeo.
"With all my heart," Allison responded, readily. "I've never
thought there was anything to forgive."
"Then our sacrifice is over," cried Juliet, joyously.
"Yes," her brother agreed, with a wistful expression on his face,
"and to-night we can have something to eat."
The twins never lingered long after the object of a visit was
accomplished, so they rose almost immediately to take their departure.
"Cards, Romie," Juliet suggested, in an audible whisper.
Romeo took a black bordered envelope from an inner pocket and
gravely extended a card to each. Then they bowed themselves out,
resisting with difficulty the temptation to slide down the banister
instead of going downstairs two steps at a time.
Doctor Jack's mobile face had assumed an entirely new expression.
He put away the card inscribed The Crosby Twins as though it were an
article of great value, then leaned out over the veranda railing to
catch a glimpse of the two flying figures in white.
"Upon my word!" he exclaimed.
Allison laughed aloud. "You're not disappointed in the twins, are
"If I were going to be run over," remarked the Doctor, ignoring the
question, "I believe I'd choose them to do it. Think of the little
pagans burning their car and repenting in sackcloth and ashes, not to
mention shooting the dogs and living upon penitential fare."
"Poor kids," Allison said, with a sigh.
"Tell me about 'em," pleaded Doctor Jack "Tell me everything you
know about 'em, especially Juliet."
"I don't know much," replied the other, "for I came back here only
a few months ago, and when I went abroad, they were merely enfants
terribles imperfectly controlled by a pair of doting parents."
However, he gladly told what he knew of the varied exploits of the
twins, and his eager listener absorbed every word. At length when
Allison could think of no more, and the afternoon shadows grew long,
they went in.
Consigning his patient to the care of the nurse, the Doctor went
down into the garden, to walk back and forth upon the long paths,
gaze, open- mouthed, down the road, and moon, like the veriest
schoolboy, over Juliet's blue eyes.
Her pagan simplicity, her frank boyishness, and her absolute
unconsciousness of self, appealed to him irresistibly. "The dear kid,"
he said to himself, fondly; "the blessed little kid! Wonder how old
Then he remembered that Allison had told him the twins were almost
twenty-one, but Juliet seemed absurdly young for her years. "The world
will take her," he sighed to himself, "and change her in a little
while so even her own brother won't know her. She'll lace, and wear
high heels and follow the latest fashion whether it suits her or not,
and touch up her pretty cheeks with rouge, twist her hair into
impossible coiffures, and learn all the wicked ways of the world."
The wavy masses of tawny hair, the innocent blue eyes, as wide and
appealing as a child's, the clear, rosy skin, and the parted scarlet
lips—all these would soon be spoiled by the thousand deceits of
"And I can't help it," he thought, sadly. Then his face brightened.
"By George," he said aloud, "I'm only twenty-eight—wonder if the kid
could learn to stand me around the house." He laughed, from sheer joy.
"I'll have a try for her," he continued to himself. "Me for Juliet,
and, if the gods are kind, Juliet for me!"
His reflections were interrupted by the arrival of the station
hack. He instantly surmised that the man who hurried toward the house
was Colonel Kent, and, on the veranda, intercepted him.
"Middlekauffer, for purposes of introduction. For purposes of
conversation, 'Doctor Jack,' or just plain 'Jack.' Never cared much
for handles to names. You got my wire?"
"Yes. Who sent you here?"
"Forbes. Down here on the fifth. Met him out in the next State, at
an operation. He told me to come, as my business was the impossible.
Told me you'd stand for it, don't you know, and all that sort of
"I'm very glad. How is he?"
"Doing very nicely, all things considered."
"Is there a chance?" the Colonel cried, eagerly; "a real chance?"
"My dear man, until amputation is the only thing to be done,
there's always a chance. Personally, I'm very hopeful, though I've
been called a dreamer more than once. But we've got him chirked up a
lot, and he's getting his nerve back, and this morning I thought I
detected a slight improvement, though I was afraid to tell him so.
We've all got to work for him and work like the devil at that."
"If work will do it—"
"Nothing worth while is ever done without work. Go up and see him."
At the sound of a familiar step upon the stair, Allison turned
deathly white. He waited, scarcely daring to breathe, until the
half-closed door opened, and his father stood before him, smiling in
welcome. Allison sprang forward, unbelieving, until his hand touched
his father's, not cold, as though he had risen from the grave, but
warmly human and alive.
"Lad, dear lad! I've come back at last!" Allison's answering cry of
joy fairly rang through the house. "Dad! Oh, Dad! I thought you were
XXI. SAVED—AND LOST
Alternately possessed by hope and doubt, the young surgeon worked
during the weeks that followed as he had never worked before. He kept
his doubt to himself, however, and passed on his hope to the others
when he could do so conscientiously. Allison had ceased to ask
questions, but eagerly watched the doctor's face. He knew, without
being told, just when the outlook was dubious and when it was
The doctor did not permit either Rose or Colonel Kent to hope too
much. Both were with Allison constantly, and Madame drove over three
or four times a week. Gradually a normal atmosphere was established,
and, without apparent effort, they kept Allison occupied and amused.
It seemed only natural and right that Rose should be there, and
both Allison and his father had come to depend upon her, in a way, as
though she were the head of the household. The servants came to her
for orders, people who came to inquire for Allison asked for her, and
she saved the Colonel from many a lonely evening after Allison had
said good-night and the Doctor had gone out for a long walk as he
said, "to clear the cobwebs from his brain."
Because of Isabel, whom he felt that he could not meet, the Colonel
did not go over to Bernard's. Allison had not alluded to her in any
way, but Madame had told the Colonel at the first opportunity. He had
said, quietly: "A small gain for so great a loss," and made no further
comment, yet it was evident that he was relieved.
Rose and Allison were back upon their old friendly footing, to all
intents and purposes. Never by word or look did Rose betray herself;
never by the faintest hint did Allison suggest that their relation to
each other had in any way been changed. He was frankly glad to have
her with him, urged her to come earlier and to stay later, and
gratefully accepted every kindness she offered.
Perhaps he had forgotten—Rose rather thought he had, but her self-
revelation stood before her always like a vivid, scarlet hour in a
procession of grey days. Yet the sting and shame of it were curiously
absent, for nothing could exceed the gentle courtesy and deference
that Allison instinctively accorded her. He saw her always as a thing
apart; a goddess who, through divine pity, had stooped for an instant
to be a woman—and had swiftly returned to her pedestal.
Sustained by the joy of service, Rose asked no more. Only to plan
little surprises for him, to anticipate every unspoken wish, to keep
him cheery and hopeful, to read or play to him without being
asked—these things were as the life-blood to her heart.
She had blossomed, too, into a new beauty. The forty years had put
lines of silver into her hair, but had been powerless to do more. Her
lovely face, where the colour came and went, the fleeting dimple at
the corner of her mouth and the crimson curve of her lips were
eloquent with the finer, more subtle charm of maturity. Her shining
eyes literally transfigured her. In their dark depths was a mysterious
exaltation, as from some secret, holy rapture too great for words.
Allison saw and felt it, yet did not know what it was. Once at
sunset, when they were talking idly of other things, he tried to
"I don't know what it is, Rose, but there's something about you
lately that makes me feel—well, as though I were in a church at an
Easter service. The sun through the stained glass window, the blended
fragrance of incense and lilies, and the harp and organ playing the
Intermezzo from Cavalleria—all that sort of thing, don't you know?"
"Why shouldn't your best friend be glad," she had answered gently,
"when you have come to your own Easter—your rising from the dead?"
The dull colour surged into his face, then retreated in waves. "If
you can be as glad as that," he returned, clearing his throat, "I'd be
a brute ever to let myself be discouraged again."
That night, during a wakeful hour, his thoughts went back to
Isabel. For the first time, he saw the affair in its true light—a
brief, mad infatuation. He had responded to Isabel's youth and beauty
and an old moonlit garden full of roses much as his violin answered to
his touch upon the strings. "Had answered," he corrected himself,
trying not to flinch at the thought.
Even if his hand should heal, it was scarcely possible that he
would ever play again, and he knew, as well as anyone, what brilliant
promise the future had held for him. He remembered how wisely he had
been trained from the very beginning; how Aunt Francesca had insisted
upon mathematics, Latin, and chemistry, as well as literature,
history, and modern languages.
He had protested to her only once. She had replied kindly, but
firmly, that while broad culture and liberal education might not, in
itself, create an artist, yet it could not possibly injure one. Since
then, he had seen precocious children, developed in one line at the
expense of all others, fail ignominiously in maturity because there
was no foundation. The Child Wonder who had thrilled all Europe at
nine, by his unnatural mastery of the violin, was playing in an
orchestra in a Paris cafe, where one of the numerous boy sopranos was
the head waiter.
How disappointed Aunt Francesca must be, even though she had too
much self-control to show it! And his father! Allison swallowed a lump
in his throat. After a lifetime of self-sacrificing devotion, the
Colonel had seen all his efforts fail, but he had taken the blow
standing, like the soldier that he was. In vain, many a time, Allison
had wished that some of his father's fine courage might have been
transmitted to him.
And Rose—dear Rose! How persistently she held the new way open
before him; how steadily she insisted that the creative impulse was
higher than interpretative skill! How often she had reminded him of
Carlyle's stirring call: "Produce, produce! Though it be but the
merest fraction of a fragment, produce it, in God's name!" He had
noticed that the materials for composition were always close at hand,
though she never urged him to work.
He had come gradually to depend upon Rose—a great deal more than
he realised. Quite often he perceived the truth of the saying that "a
blue- ribbon friendship is better than an honourable mention love." It
was evident that Isabel had never loved him, though she had been
pleased and flattered by his love for her.
Even at the time that Aunt Francesca and Rose had congratulated
him, and he had kissed them both in friendly fashion, he had taken
passing note of the difference between Isabel and Rose. Of course it
was only that Isabel was made of ice and Rose of flesh and blood, but
still, it was pleasant to remember that—
His thoughts began to stray into other fields. Rose was his
promised wife, as far as name went, yet she treated him with the frank
good comradeship that a liberal social code makes possible between men
and women. As far as Rose was concerned, there was no sentiment in the
When she read to him, it was invariably a story of adventure or of
humorous complications, or a well-chosen exposition of some recent
advance in science or art, Their conversation was equally impersonal,
even at the rare times they chanced to be alone. Rose made Colonel
Kent, Aunt Francesca, Doctor Jack, and even the nurse equally welcome
to Allison's society.
He went freely from room to room on the upper floor, but had not
yet been downstairs, as a possible slip on the steps might do
irreparable injury. Doctor Jack wanted to get him downstairs and
outdoors, believing that actual contact with the earth is almost as
good for people as it is for plants, but saw no way to manage it
without a stretcher, which he knew Allison would violently resent.
The twins came occasionally, by special invitation, though nobody
noticed that it was always Doctor Jack who suggested it. Once they
brought a pan of Juliet's famous fudges, which were politely
appreciated by the others and extravagantly praised by the Doctor. The
following day he was rewarded by a private pan of especially rich
fudges—but Romeo brought it, on his way to the post-office.
There was a daily card-party upon the upper veranda, and sometimes
meals were served there. The piano had been moved upstairs into a back
room. The whole-hearted devotion of the household was beautiful to
behold, yet underneath it all, like an unseen current, was the tense
strain of waiting.
It was difficult not to annoy Doctor Jack with questions. Rose and
the Colonel continually reminded themselves and each other that he
would be only too glad to bring encouragement at the moment he found
it, and that by quiet and patience they could help him most.
Juliet had pleaded earnestly with Doctor Jack to save Allison's
hand. "If you don't," she said, with uplifted eyes, "I'll be miserable
all the rest of my life."
"Bless your little heart," the Doctor had answered, kindly; "I'd do
'most anything to keep you from being miserable, even the impossible,
which happens to be my specialty."
She did not quite understand, but sent a burnt offering to the
Doctor, in the shape of a chocolate cake. He had returned the
compliment by sending her the biggest box of candy she had ever seen,
and, as it arrived about noon, she and Romeo had feasted upon it until
they could eat no more, and had been uncomfortably ill for two days.
Romeo had attributed their misfortune to the candy itself, but Juliet
believed that their constitutions had been weakened by their
penitential fare, and, as soon as she was able, proved her point by
finishing the last sweet morsel without painful results.
The Summer waned and tints of palest gold appeared here and there
upon the maples. The warm wind had the indefinable freshness of the
Autumn sea, blown far inland at dawn. Allison became impatient and
restless, the Colonel went off alone for long, moody walks; even
Doctor Jack began to show the effects of the long strain.
Only Rose was serene. Fortunately, no one guessed the tumult that
lay beneath her outward calm. Her manner toward Allison was, if
anything, more impersonal than ever, though she failed in no
thoughtful kindness, no possible consideration. He accepted it all as
a matter of course, but began to wish, vaguely, for something more.
He forebore to remind her of their strange relation, and could not
allude to the night he had kissed her, while his fiancee stood near
by. Yet, late one afternoon, when she had excused herself a little
earlier than usual, he called her back.
"Yes?" She returned quickly and stood before him, just out of his
reach. "What is it? What can I do for you?"
The tone was kind but impersonal, as always. "Nothing," he sighed,
turning his face away.
That night she pondered long, What could Allison want that she had
not given? The blood surged into her heart for an instant, then
retreated. "Nonsense," she said to herself in tremulous anger. "It's
Afterward it seemed continually to happen that she was alone with
Allison when the time came to say good-night and drive home, or walk,
escorted by Colonel Kent or the Doctor. By common consent, they seemed
to make excuses to leave the room as the hour of departure approached,
and she always found it easier when someone was there.
Again, when she had made her adieux and had reached the door
leading into the hall, Allison called her back,
"Yes?" "Couldn't you—just once, you know—for good-night?" he
asked, with difficulty.
His face made his meaning clear. Rose bent, kissed him tenderly
upon the forehead, and quickly left the room. Her heart was beating so
hard that she did not know she stumbled upon the threshold, nor did
she hear his low: "Thank you—dear."
That night she could not sleep. "I can't," she said to herself,
miserably; "I can't possibly go on, if—Oh, why should he make it so
hard for me!"
If the future was to be possible on the lines already laid down,
he, too, must keep the impersonal attitude. Yet, none the less, she
was conscious of an uplifting joy that would not be put aside, but
insistently demanded its right of expression.
She did not dare trust herself to see Allison again, and yet she
must. She could not fail him now, when he needed her so much, nor
could she ask the others to see that they were not left alone. One day
might be gained for respite by the plea of a headache, which is
woman's friend as often as it is her enemy.
And, after that one day, what then? What other excuse could she
make that would not seem heartless and cold?
It was an old saying of Aunt Francesca's that "when you can't see
straight ahead, it's because you're about to turn a corner." She
tormented herself throughout the night with futile speculations that
led to nothing except the headache which she had planned to offer as
A brief note gave her the day to herself, and also brought flowers
from Allison, with a friendly note in his own hand. Doctor Jack was
the messenger and took occasion to offer his services in the conquest
of the headache, but Rose declined with thanks, sending down word that
she preferred to sleep it off.
Though breakfast might be a movable feast at Madame's, it was
always consistently late. It was nearly nine o'clock in the morning
when the telephone wakened Madame from a dreamless sleep. She listened
until it became annoying, but no one answered it. Finally she got up,
rather impatiently, and went to it herself, anticipating Rose by only
Tremulous with suspense, Rose waited, scarcely daring to breathe
until Madame turned with a cry of joy, the receiver falling from her
nerveless hand. "Rose! Rose! he's saved! Our boy is saved! He's saved,
do you understand?"
"Truly? Is it sure?"
"Blessedly sure! Oh, Rose, he's saved!"
The little old lady was sobbing in an ecstasy of relief.
Rose led her to a couch and waited quietly until she was almost
calm, then went back to her own room. Once more her world was changed,
as long ago she had seen how it must be with her should the one thing
happen. She, with the others, had hoped and prayed for it; her dearest
dream had come true at last, and left her desolate.
She was unselfishly glad for Allison, for the Colonel, Aunt
Francesca, Doctor Jack, the sorrowing twins, and, in a way, for
herself. It had been given her to serve him, and she had not hoped for
more. It made things easier now, though she had not thought the corner
would be turned in just this way.
Having made up her mind and completed her plans, she went to Madame
as soon as she was dressed. She had hidden her paleness with so little
rouge that even Madame's keen eyes could not suspect it.
"Aunt Francesca," she began, without preliminary, "I've got to go
"Why, dear, and where? For how long?"
"Because I'm so tired. Things have been hard for me—over there,
lately- -and I don't care where I go."
"I see," returned Madame, tenderly. "You want to go away for a
rest. You've needed it for a long time."
"Yes," Rose nodded, swinging easily into the lie that did not
deceive either. "Oh, Aunt Francesca, can I go to-day?"
"Surely—at any hour you choose."
"And you'll—make it right?"
"Indeed I will. I'll just say that you've been obliged to go away
on business—to look after some investments for both of us, and I hope
you'll stay away long enough to get the rest and change you've needed
for almost a year."
"Oh, Aunt Francesca, how good you are! But where? Where shall I
Madame had been thinking of that. She knew the one place where Rose
could go, and attain her balance in solitude, untroubled by needless
questions or explanations. With the feeling of the mother who gives
her dead baby's dainty garments to a living child sorely in need, she
"To my house up in the woods—the little house where love lived, so
Rose's pale lips quivered for an instant. "What have I to do with
"Go to the house where he lived once, and perhaps you may find
"I will—I'll be glad to go. If I could make the next train, could
you arrange to have a trunk follow me?"
"Of course. Go on, dear. I know how it happens sometimes, that one
can't stay in one place any longer. I suffered from wanderlust until I
was almost seventy, and it's a long time since you've been away."
"And you'll promise not to tell anybody?"
While Rose was packing a suit-case, Madame brought her a rusty,
old- fashioned key, and a card on which she had written directions for
the journey. "I've ordered the carriage," she said, "and I'll drive
down with you to see you safely off."
After the packing was completed and while there was still nearly an
hour to wait before the carriage would come, Rose locked her door,
and, after many failures, achieved her note:
"MY DEAR ALLISON:
"You don't know how glad I am for you and how glad I shall be all
the rest of my life. I've hoped and dreamed and prayed from the very
beginning that it might be so, and I believe that, in time, you'll
have back everything you have lost.
"Now that you no longer need me, I am going away to attend to some
necessary business for Aunt Francesca and myself, and perhaps to rest
a little while in some new place before I go back to my work.
"Of course our make-believe engagement expires automatically now,
and I hope you'll soon find the one woman meant to make you happy. I
am glad to think that I've helped you a little when you came to a hard
place, for the most that any one of us may do for another is to smooth
"Remember me to the others, say good-bye for me, and believe me,
with all good wishes,
"Your friend always, "ROSE."
When she sealed and addressed it, she had a queer sense of closing
the door, with her own hands, upon all the joy Life might have in
store for her in years to come. Yet the past few weeks were secure,
beyond the power of change or loss, and her pride was saved.
No one could keep her from loving him, and the thought brought a
certain comfort to her sore heart. Wherever he might be and whatever
might happen to him, she could still love him from afar, and have, for
her very own, the woman's joy of utmost giving.
When the carriage came, she went down, and, without a word put her
note into Aunt Francesca's faithful hands. Isabel had not appeared,
fortunately, and it was not necessary to leave any message—Aunt
Francesca would make it right, as she always had with everybody.
When the little old lady lifted her face, saying: "Good-bye, dear,
come back to me soon," Rose's heart misgave her. "I'll stay," she
said, brokenly; "I won't leave you."
But Madame only smiled, and nodded toward the waiting train. She
stood on the platform, waving her little lace-bordered handkerchief,
until the last car rounded the curve and the fluttering bit of white
that was waved in answer had vanished.
Then Madame sighed, wiped her eyes, and drove home.
XXII. A BIRTHDAY PARTY
Allison received the note from Rose at the time he was expecting
Rose herself, and was keenly disappointed. "She might at least have
stopped long enough to say good-bye," he said to his father.
"Don't be selfish, lad," laughed the Colonel. "We owe her now a
debt that we can never hope to pay."
The young man's face softened. "What a brick she has been!" Then,
to himself, he added: "if she had loved me, she couldn't have done
Life seemed very good to them both that crisp September morning.
Just after breakfast Doctor Jack had announced, definitely, that the
crushed hand was saved, unless there should be some unlooked-for
complication "But mind you," he insisted, "I don't promise any
violin-playing, and there'll be scars, but we'll make it look as well
as we can. Anyhow, you'll not be helpless."
Allison smiled happily. "Why can't I play, if it heals up all
"There may be a nerve or two that won't work just right, or a
twisted muscle, or something. However we'll keep hoping."
The heavy weight that had lain so long upon Allison's heart was
slow in lifting. At first he could not believe the good news, greatly
to Doctor Jack's disgust.
"You don't seem to care much," he remarked. "I supposed you'd turn
at least one somersault. The Colonel is more pleased than you are."
"Dear old dad," said Allison, gratefully. "I owe him everything."
"Everything?" repeated the Doctor, with lifted brows. "And where
does Jonathan Ebenezer Middlekauffer come in, to say nothing of the
future Mrs. Kent?"
Allison's face clouded for an instant. "I'll never forget what
you've done for me, but there isn't any future Mrs. Kent."
"No? Why I thought—"
"So did I, but she's thrown me over and gone away. This morning she
sent me a note of congratulation and farewell."
"Upon my word! What have you done to her?"
"Nothing. She says I don't need her any more now, so she's going
Doctor Jack paced back and forth on the veranda with his hands in
his pockets. "The darkly mysterious ways of the ever-feminine are
wonderful beyond the power of words to portray. Apparently you've had
to choose between your hand and hers."
"I'm not sure," returned Allison, thoughtfully, "that I wouldn't
rather have hers than mine."
"Brace up, old man. Get well and go after her. The world isn't big
enough to keep a man away from the woman he wants."
"But," answered Allison, dejectedly, "she doesn't care for me. It
was only womanly pity, and now that I don't need that, I've lost her."
"She doesn't care for you!" repeated the Doctor. "Why, man, how can
you sit there and tell a lie like that? Of course she cares!"
Allison turned to look at him in astonishment. "It isn't possible!"
"Isn't it? Then I don't know anything about human nature, though I
must confess I'm not up much on the feminine part of it. How long—"
"Just since the accident. The girl I was going to marry let me
release her. She didn't want a cripple, you know."
"And Miss Bernard did, and you've disappointed her?"
"Something like that."
"You seem to have had fierce luck with girls. One gives you up
because you've only got one hand, and the other because you've got
two. There's no pleasing women. Hello—here comes another note. Maybe
she's changed her mind."
For a breathless instant Allison thought so, too, but Doctor Jack
was opening it. "Mine," he said. "It's an invitation to Crosby's. It
seems that they come of age day after to-morrow, and I'm invited out
to supper to help celebrate. I won't go, or anything, will I? Oh, no,
of course not! I haven't seen 'em for a week. Are presents expected?"
"Your presence seems to be expected," remarked Allison.
"I'm glad you've got that out of your system," the Doctor retorted,
with a scornful smile. "You ought to improve right along now."
"Is it a party?"
"They don't say so. I hope it isn't."
However, when Doctor Jack strolled up the dusty road, a carriage
that must have come from Crosby's passed him. He stopped short, wildly
considering an impulse of flight. Then he went on bravely, smiling at
the thought that any entertainment given by the twins could be by any
possibility, a formal affair.
The other guest was Isabel, whom Doctor Jack had not met and of
whom he knew nothing. She observed him narrowly when opportunity
offered, for she knew who he was, and wondered what he had heard of
her. Soon she became certain that her name carried no meaning to him,
for he talked freely of Allison and the Colonel and frankly shared the
joy of the twins at the welcome news.
"Oh," cried Juliet, clapping her hands in glee. "It's the very best
birthday present we could have, isn't it, Romie?"
"I should say," replied that young man, with an expansive smile.
"Say," he added to Doctor Jack, "you must be a brick."
"I've only done my best," he responded, modestly.
Isabel could say nothing for some little time. She was furiously
angry with Aunt Francesca because she had not told her. The day that
Rose went away, everyone in the house had been very glad about
something, even to the servants, but she had asked no questions and
received no information, except that Rose had been obliged to go away
very suddenly upon business of immediate importance.
"You must be awful glad," said Juliet, to Isabel.
"Of course," answered Isabel, coldly, clearing her throat.
"He must feel pretty good," Romeo observed.
"Yes," returned Doctor Jack, "except that he's lost his girl."
Isabel flushed and nervously turned on her finger the diamond ring
that she still wore.
"He's had fierce luck with girls," resumed the Doctor,
unthinkingly. "One passed him up because he was hurt, and the other
because he was going to get well."
The tense silence that ensued indicated that he had made a mistake
of some sort. It had not occurred to him that the twins did not know
of Allison's engagement to Rose, nor did he suspect Isabel's identity.
Juliet was staring at Isabel in pained surprise. "Did you?" she
asked, slowly, "throw him over because he got hurt?"
"He offered to release me," said Isabel, in a small, cold voice,
"and I accepted. I did not know until just now that Cousin Rose had
taken my leavings." The older woman's mysterious departure presented
itself to her now in a new light.
"Suffering Cyrus," said Doctor Jack, aloud, "but I have put my foot
into it. Look here, kind friends, I never was meant for a parlour, and
I always make mistakes when I stray into one. My place is in a
hospital ward or at the bedside of those who have been given up to
die. The complex social arena is not where I shine to my best
advantage. There are too many rings to keep track of at once, and my
mind gets cross- eyed."
"Come on up to the attic," suggested Juliet, with a swift change of
subject, "and we'll do stunts on the trapeze."
Isabel and Doctor Jack sat side by side on a battered old trunk in
stony silence while the twins were donning their gymnasium costumes.
Fortunately, it did not take long and the sight of Juliet hanging by
her feet furnished the needed topic of conversation. The lithe little
body seemed to be made of steel fibres. She swayed back and forth,
catching Romeo as he made a flying leap from the other trapeze, as
easily as another girl would have wielded a tennis racquet.
At length Doctor Jack interposed a friendly word of warning. "Look
here, kid," he said, "you're made of flesh and blood, you know, just
like the rest of us. Better cut out that trapeze business."
"I don't know why," returned Juliet, resentfully, as she slipped
gracefully to the floor, right side up. "I'm as strong as Romie is, or
almost as strong."
"Girls do it in the circus," Romeo observed, wiping his flushed
"Ever heard of any of 'em living to celebrate their hundredth
birthday?" queried Doctor Jack, significantly.
The twins admitted that they had not. "I don't care," cried Juliet,
"I'd rather live ten years and keep going, than live to be a hundred
and have to sit still all the time."
"No danger of your sitting still too long," returned Doctor Jack,
good- humouredly. "It's hot up here, isn't it?"
"Rather warm," Romeo agreed. "You folks can go downstairs until we
get on our other clothes, if you like."
They had reached the head of the stairs when Isabel changed her
mind. "I believe I'll wait for Juliet," she said, turning back.
So the Doctor went down alone, inwardly reviling himself for his
unlucky speech, and glad of an opportunity to contemplate the
characteristic residence of the twins.
The whole house was, frankly, a place where people did as they
chose, and the furniture bore marks of having been used not wisely,
but too well. Everything was clean, though not aggressively so. He
ascribed the absence of lace curtains to Romeo and the Cloisonne vase
to Juliet. The fishing rods in one corner were probably due to both.
When the others came down, Juliet tied a big blue gingham apron
over her white muslin gown and excused herself. She had been cooking
for the better part of two days and took a housewifely pride in doing
everything herself. They had chosen the things they liked the most, so
the dinner was unusual, as dinners go.
Isabel, eating daintily, made no effort to conceal her disdain, but
Doctor Jack ate heartily, praised everything, and brought the blush of
pleasure to Juliet's rosy cheeks.
Romeo, at the head of the table, radiated the hospitality of the
true host, yet a close observer would have noted how often he cast
admiring glances at Isabel. She was so dainty, so beautifully gowned
and elaborately coiffured, that Romeo compared her with his sister
greatly to the disadvantage of the latter.
Juliet's hair was unruly and broke into curls all around her face;
Isabel's was in perfect order, with every wave mathematically exact.
Juliet's face was tanned and rosy; Isabel's pale and cool. Juliet's
hands were rough and her finger-tips square; Isabel's were white and
tapering, with perfectly manicured nails. And their gowns—there was
no possible comparison there. Both were in white, but Romeo discovered
that there might be a vast difference in white gowns.
Afterward, the guests were taken out into the yard, and led to the
comprehensive grave of the nineteen dogs. Minerva kept at a safe
distance, but the five puppies gambolled and frolicked, even to the
verge of the sepulchre. Romeo desired to send a dog to Allison, and
generously offered Isabel her choice, but she refused,
"I'll take the pup," said the Doctor. "It might amuse him, and
anyhow, he'd like to know that you thought of him."
Isabel had strolled down toward the barn. Juliet hesitated, duty
bidding her follow Isabel and inclination holding her back. Presently
Isabel returned, and her face was surprisingly animated.
"Is that our car in the barn?" she asked. Her manner betrayed great
"Why, it's Allison Kent's car, isn't it?" inquired Romeo.
"I thought it was mine. Colonel Kent gave it to me for a wedding
"I thought you couldn't keep the wedding presents unless the
wedding came off," Juliet observed, practically.
"I've still got my ring," said Isabel. "Allison said he wanted me
to keep it, and he gave me his violin, too. I should think they'd want
me to keep the car."
"Better make sure," suggested Doctor Jack, politely.
"People don't scatter automobiles around carelessly among their
friends, as a general rule," observed Juliet.
"I wish I could get it up to Kent's," Romeo said, thoughtfully. "It
always reminds me—here."
"I'd just as soon drive it back," the Doctor answered. "It's more
of a trot out here than I supposed it was."
"Why, yes," cried Juliet. "You can drive it back to-night and take
"Charmed," lied the Doctor, with an awkward bow.
So it happened that Isabel once more climbed into the red car and
went back over the fateful road. The machine ran well, but it seemed
to require the driver's entire attention, for his conversation
consisted of brief remarks to which answers even more brief were
When he turned, on the wide road in front of Madame Bernard's,
after leaving Isabel at the gate, she lingered in the shadow,
watching, until he was out of sight. The throb of the engine became
fainter and fainter, then died away altogether. Isabel sighed and went
in, wondering if Allison, after giving her the ring and the violin,
would not also want her to have the car. Or, if that seemed too much,
and she should send back the violin—she pondered over it until almost
dawn, then went to sleep.
The following afternoon, while Madame Bernard slept, Isabel sat
idly in the living-room, looking out of the window, though, as she
told herself fretfully, there was not much use of looking out of the
window when nobody ever went by. But no sooner had she phrased the
thought than she heard the faint chug-chug of an approaching motor.
She moved back, into the shelter of the curtain, and presently saw
the big red automobile whizz by. Doctor Jack, hatless and laughing,
was at the wheel. Beside him was Colonel Kent.
Had they gone out and left Allison alone? Surely, since there was
no one else. Fortune favoured her if she wished to see him. But did
Isabel was nothing if not courageous. Arming herself with an excuse
in the shape of the violin, she sallied forth and made her way to
Kent's, meeting no one upon the well-worn path.
As it happened, Allison was on the lower veranda, walking back and
forth, persistently accompanied by the Crosby pup. Assisted by the
Colonel and Doctor Jack, he had come down without accident, and had
promised to go out in the car with them a little later.
When he saw Isabel coming up the walk, he stopped in astonishment.
He did not go to meet her, but offered her a chair and said, with
formal politeness: "How do you do? This is an unexpected pleasure."
"I brought this," began Isabel, offering him the violin.
He took it with a smile. "Thank you. I don't know that I shall ever
use it again, but I am glad to have it."
There was a pause and Isabel moved restlessly in her chair. Then
she slipped the ring from her finger. "Do you want this now?" she
asked. Her face was a shade paler.
Allison laughed. "Indeed I don't. Whom could I give it to?"
"Rose," suggested Isabel, maliciously.
Allison sighed and turned his face away. "She wouldn't take it," he
Isabel slipped it back on her finger, evidently relieved. "I'm glad
you're better," she went on, clearing her throat.
"Thank you. So am I."
"I saw your father, out in the car. The Doctor was with him."
"Yes. They're coming back for me in a little while."
"It's a lovely car. The Doctor brought me home in it last night,
"So he told me." Allison did not see fit to say just how much
Doctor Jack had told him. He smiled a little at the recollection of
the young man's remorseful confession.
"I told them," continued Isabel, "that I thought it was mine—that
your father had given it to me, but it seems I was mistaken."
"It seems so," Allison agreed. "Dad gave it to the Doctor this
Isabel repressed a bitter cry of astonishment. "For keeps?"
"Yes, for keeps. It's little enough to give him after all he's done
for me. We both wanted him to have it."
"You could get another, couldn't you?"
"I suppose so, if I wanted it. People can usually get things they
want, if they are intangible."
"I wanted to tell you," resumed Isabel, "that I was sorry I acted
the way I did the last time I was here."
"Don't think of it," replied Allison, kindly. "It was very
"It was all a great shock to me, and I was lame, and—and—I wish
everything could be as it was before," she concluded, with a faint
flush creeping into her face.
"That is the great tragedy of life, Isabel—that things can never
be as they were before. Sometimes they're worse, sometimes better, but
the world is never the same."
"Of course," she answered, without grasping his meaning, "but
you're going to be all right again now, and—that's the same."
Allison shrugged his shoulders and bit his lips to conceal a smile.
"It may be the same for me, but it couldn't be for you. I couldn't
give you any guarantee that it wouldn't happen again, you know. I
might be run over by a railroad train or a trolley car, or any one of
a thousand things might happen to me. There's always a risk."
Tears filled Isabel's eyes. "I don't believe you ever cared very
much for me," she said, her lips quivering.
"I did, Isabel," he answered, kindly, "but it's gone now. Even at
that, it lasted longer than you cared for me. Come, let's be friends."
He offered his hand. She put hers into it for a moment, then
quickly took it away. He noted that it was very cold.
"I must be going," she said, keeping her self-control with
difficulty, "Aunt Francesca will miss me."
"Thank you for coming—and for bringing the violin."
"You're welcome. Good-bye."
"Good-bye, Silver Girl. I hope you'll be happy."
Isabel did not answer, nor turn back. She went out of the gate and
out of his life, pride keeping her head high until she had turned the
corner. Then, very sorry for herself, she sat down and wept.
XXIII. "TEARS, IDLE TEARS"
"Say, Jule," inquired Romeo, casually, "why is it that you don't
look like a lady?"
"What do you mean?" demanded Juliet, bristling.
"I don't know just what I mean, but you seem so different from
"I'm clean, ain't I?"
"Yes," he admitted, grudgingly.
"And my hair is combed?"
"And my white dress is clean, isn't it?"
"Yes, but it doesn't look like—like hers, you know."
"Her? Who's 'her'?"
Juliet sighed and bit her lips. Her eyes filled with tears and she
winked very hard to keep them back. An ominous pain clutched at her
loyal little heart.
"What do you want me to do, Romie?" she asked, gently.
"Why, I don't know. Men never know about such things. Just make
yourself like her—that's all."
"Huh!" Juliet was scornful now. "I don't know whether I want to
look like her or not," she remarked, coldly.
"Why not?" he flashed back.
"And I don't want to be like her, either. She can't do anything.
She can't cook, or swing on the trapeze, or skate, or fish, or row, or
swim, or climb a tree, or ride horseback, or walk, or anything." "I
could teach her," mused Romeo, half to himself. "I taught you."
"Yes," cried Juliet, swallowing the persistent lump in her throat,
"and now you've done it, you're ashamed of me!"
"I didn't say so," he temporised.
"You didn't have to. Don't you suppose I can see?"
"Don't get so mad about it. She was laughing at you last night and
so was the Doctor. They didn't think it was nice for you to put on
your knickers and swing on the trapeze. Ladies don't do that."
"You taught me," she reminded him, quickly.
"Yes, but I didn't ask you to do it before everybody. You started
it yourself. Isabel wouldn't look at you, and you remember what the
Doctor said, don't you? He told you to cut it out."
"That was because he thought it was dangerous."
"'Tisn't dangerous, and he knows it. He knew it wasn't refined and
lady- like for you to do that before men."
"It was only a doctor," Juliet replied, in a small, thin voice.
"They're different from other people. I wouldn't let the Kents see me
in my knickers, and you know it."
"You would, too, if you wanted to. You're a perfect tomboy. You
wouldn't see Isabel doing that."
"Probably not," answered Juliet, dryly. "She's no more likely to do
that than I would be to go back on the man I'd promised to marry, just
because his hand was hurt."
"You'll never have a chance to go back on anybody, so you don't
know what you'd do."
"Why won't I?"
"Because," answered Romeo, choosing his words carefully, "when a
man gets married, he wants to marry a lady, not a tomboy." For some
unknown reason, he resented any slur cast at Isabel.
"And," replied Juliet, cuttingly, "when a lady gets married, she
wants to marry a gentleman." The accent carried insult with it, and
Romeo left the house, slamming the door and whistling, defiantly until
he was out of hearing.
There was no longer any need for Juliet to keep back the tears.
Stretched at full length upon the disembowelled sofa, she buried her
face in the pillow and wept until she could weep no more. Then she
bathed her face, and pinned up her tangled hair, and went to the one
long mirror the Crosby mansion boasted of, to take an inventory of
She could see that Romeo was right—she didn't look like a lady.
Her skirt was too, short and didn't hang evenly, and her belt was
wrong because she had no corsets. Juliet made a wry face at the
thought of a corset. None of her clothes fitted like Isabel's, her
face was tanned, her hands rough and red, and her nails impossible.
"I look just like a boy," Juliet admitted to herself, "dressed up
in girl's clothes. If Romie's hair was long, and he had on this dress,
he'd look just like me."
Pride forbade her to go to Isabel and inquire into the mysteries of
her all-pervading femininity. Anyhow, Isabel would laugh at her.
Anybody would laugh at her—unless Miss Bernard—but she had gone
away. She was a lady, even more than Isabel, and so was the little old
lady everybody called "Aunt Francesca."
If she could see "Aunt Francesca," she wouldn't be ashamed to tell
her what Romeo had said. If she only knew what to do, she could do it,
for she had plenty of money. Juliet dimly discerned that money was
very necessary if one would be the same sort of "lady" that the others
"If Mamma hadn't died," said Juliet, to herself, "I guess I'd have
been as much of a lady as anybody, and nobody would have dared call me
a tomboy." Her heart ached for the gentle little mother who had died
many years ago. "She would have known," sighed Juliet. "Mamma was a
lady if anybody ever was, and she didn't have the money we've got
The life of the Crosbys had been bare of luxuries and sometimes
even of comforts, until the considerate uncle died and left his money
to the twins. As fortunes go, it was not much, but it seemed
inexhaustible to them because they did not know how to spend it.
"I'll go this very day," thought Juliet, "and see Aunt Francesca.
I'll ask her. If Isabel is there, I'll have to wait, but if I don't
ask for Isabel, maybe I won't see her."
Having decided upon a plan of action, the way seemed easier, so
Juliet went about her daily duties with a lighter heart, and even sang
after a fashion, as she awkwardly pressed the wrinkles from her white
muslin gown. Though it was September, it was still warm enough to wear
Romeo, having only the day before attained his maturity, had taken
unto himself the masculine privilege of getting angry at someone else
for what he himself had done. He was furious with Juliet, though he
did not trouble himself to ask why. "The idea," he muttered, "of her
His wounded sensibilities impelled him to walk past the Bernard
house, very slowly, two or three times, but there was no one in sight.
He went to the post-office as a mere matter of habit; there was seldom
any mail for the Crosbys except on the first of the month, when the
lawyer's formal note, "enclosing remittance," came duly to hand.
Nobody seemed to be around—there was nothing to do. It would have
been natural to go back home, but he was too angry for that, and
inwardly vowed to stay away long enough to bring Juliet to her senses.
He recalled the night he had called upon Isabel and had not reached
home until late. He remembered the torrent of tears and Juliet's cry:
"Oh, Romie! Romie! I don't care where you've been as long as I've got
you back!" It pleased his masculine sense of superiority to know that
he had power over a woman's tears—to make them come or go, as he
He sauntered slowly toward Kent's, thinking that he might while
away an hour or two there. It was a long time until midnight, and
there seemed to be nothing to do but to sit and wait. He could ask
about the car and whether it was all right now. If Doctor Jack could
run it, maybe they could go out together for a little spin. It would
be nice to go by his own house and never even turn his head. And, if
they could get Isabel to go, too, it would teach Juliet a much-needed
He had nearly reached his destination when he came upon the picture
of Beauty in Distress. Isabel sat at the roadside, leaning against a
tree, sobbing. Romeo gave a long, low whistle of astonishment. "Say,"
he called, cheerfully, "what's wrong?"
Isabel looked up, wiped her eyes, and began to weep more earnestly.
Though Juliet's tears had moved him to anger and disdain, Isabel's
grief roused all his chivalry. He sat down beside her and tried to
take her handkerchief away from her eyes.
"Don't," he said, softly. "What's the matter?"
"Oh," sobbed Isabel, "I'm the most miserable girl in the whole
world. Nobody wants me!"
"What makes you say that?" demanded Romeo. "Look here, if you'll
tell me who's been making you cry, I'll—"
He did not finish the sentence, but his tone indicated that dire
misfortune would be visited upon the luckless individual directly
responsible for Isabel's tears.
"You know," began Isabel, after her sobs had quieted somewhat, "I
was engaged to Allison Kent until you ran over us. At first I couldn't
go over—I was so bruised and lame and before I was well enough to go,
I got a note from him, releasing me from the engagement."
"Yes?" queried Romeo, encouragingly. "Go on."
"Well, I didn't think I ought to go over, under the circumstances,
but Aunt Francesca made me go—she's been mean to me, too. So I went
and he was horrid to me—perfectly horrid. I offered him his ring and
he almost threw his violin at me, and told me to keep that, too. I was
afraid of him.
"Well, since that, everything has been awful. I wrote to Mamma and
told her about it and that I couldn't stay here any longer, and she
didn't answer for a long time. Then she said I would have to stay
where I was until she could make new arrangements for me and that she
was glad I wasn't going to marry a cripple. She said something about
'the survival of the unfit,' but I didn't understand it.
"And then, last night, when I heard that Allison wasn't going to
lose his hand after all, I thought I ought to take his violin back to
him and try to well,—to make up, you know. So I've just been there.
He took the violin all right, but he didn't seem to want me. He said
nothing could ever be as it was before. I was ready to get married and
go away—I'd do almost anything for a change—but he actually seemed
to be glad to get rid of me and they've given my automobile, that
Colonel Kent himself gave to me for a wedding present, to that doctor
who was out to your house last night. Oh," sobbed Isabel, "I wish I
was dead. If you only hadn't run over us, everything would have been
Romeo's young face was set in stern and unaccustomed lines. He,
then, was directly responsible for Isabel's tears. He had run over
them and hurt Isabel and made everything wrong for her, and, because
she was a lady, she wasn't blaming him in the least. She had merely
pointed out to him, as gently as she could, what he had done to her.
A bright idea flashed into his mind, as he remembered that he was
twenty-one now and could do as he pleased without consulting anybody.
He reached into his pocket, drew out a handful of greenbacks and
silver, even a gold piece or two. It would serve Juliet just right and
make up to Isabel for what he had done.
"I say, Isabel," he began awkwardly. "Would you be willing to marry
Isabel quickly dried her tears. "Why, I don't know," she answered,
much astonished. Then the practical side of her nature asserted
itself. "Have you got money enough?"
Romeo tendered the handful of currency. "All this, and plenty more
in the bank."
"I know, but it was the bank I was talking about. Have you got
enough for us to live at a nice hotel and go to the theatre every
"More than that," Romeo asserted, confidently. "I've got loads."
"I—don't know," said Isabel, half to herself. "It would serve them
all right. Allison used to be jealous of you," she added, with a
sidelong glance that set his youthful heart to fluttering.
"Juliet is jealous of you," Romeo responded disloyally. "We had an
awful scrap this morning because I asked her why she didn't try to be
a lady, like you."
"Of course," replied Isabel, smoothing her gown with a dainty hand,
"I've always liked Juliet, but I liked you better."
"Really, Isabel? Did you always like me?"
"Then come on. Let's skip out now, the way they do in the books.
Let's take the next train."
"Why not get married here?" objected Isabel, practically, "and take
the four-thirty into town? There's a minister here, and while you're
seeing about it, I can go home and get my coat."
"All right, but don't stop for anything else. We've got to hustle.
Don't tell anybody."
"Not even Aunt Francesca?"
"No, she'd make a fuss. And besides, she doesn't deserve it, if
she's been mean to you." Romeo leaned over and bestowed a meaningless
peck upon the fair cheek of his betrothed.
"I'll never be mean to you," he said.
"I know you won't," Isabel returned, trustfully. Then she laughed
as she rose to her feet. "It will be a good joke on Allison," she
"It'll be a good joke on everybody," Romeo agreed, happily.
"Listen," said Isabel. A faint chug-chug was heard in the distance,
gradually coming nearer. "It's my car. I wish you hadn't been so quick
to get rid of it last night. We could have gone away in it now."
"Never mind, I'll buy you another."
They hoped to reach the turn in the road before the car got there,
but failed. Doctor Jack came to a dead stop. "Want a lift?" he asked.
"No, thank you," said Romeo.
"No, thank you," repeated Isabel, primly. Colonel Kent had greeted
her with the most chilling politeness, and she burned to get away.
"Say," resumed Romeo, "will you do something for me?"
"Sure," replied the Doctor, cordially. "Anything."
"Will you take a note out to my sister for me? I shan't get back
for— some time."
"You bet. Where is it?"
"I haven't written it yet. Just wait a minute."
Romeo tore a leaf from an old memorandum book which he carried, and
"Isabel and I have gone away to get married. You can have half
of everything. I'll let you know where to send my clothes.
He was tempted to add an apology for what he had said earlier in
the day, but his newly acquired importance made him refrain from
anything so compromising.
He folded the note into a little cocked hat and addressed it. "Much
obliged," he said, laconically. "So long."
"So long," returned Doctor Jack, starting the engine.
"Good-bye," said the Colonel, lifting his hat.
Romeo left Isabel at Madame Bernard's gate. "Hurry up," he said, in
a low tone. "I'll meet you under the big elm down the road."
"All right," she whispered.
Madame Bernard was asleep, so Isabel hastily crammed a few things
into a suit-case and slipped out of the house, unseen and unheard. As
the half- starved minister of the country parish was sorely in need of
the generous fee Romeo pressed upon him in advance, the arrangements
were pitifully easy. He was at the trysting place fully ten minutes
before she came in sight, staggering under the unaccustomed burden of
a heavy suit-case.
It might not have occurred to him to relieve Juliet of a cumbrous
piece of baggage, but he instinctively took it from Isabel. "Come on,"
he said. "We've got to hurry if we don't want to miss the
"How long does it take to get married?" queried Isabel.
"Not long, I guess. See how people fool around over it, and we're
getting through with it in one afternoon. We're making a record, I
It seemed that they were, for when they came to the shabby little
brown house, near the big white church, the minister, his wife, and a
next- door neighbour were waiting. In a very short time, the ceremony
was over and Mr. and Mrs. Romeo Crosby were on the train, speeding
toward their honeymoon and the lively years that undoubtedly lay ahead
Allison had changed his mind about going out that afternoon, but
promised to go next time. Colonel Kent remained at home, and Doctor
Jack sped away alone upon his errand.
When he reached Crosby's, Juliet clad in her best, was just leaving
the house. She was outwardly cheerful, but her face still bore traces
"Where were you going?" asked the Doctor, as Juliet greeted him.
There was a new shyness in her manner, as of some unwonted restraint.
"I was going into town. I wanted to see Aunt Francesca." She
slipped easily into the habit of the others, seldom hearing the name
"I'll take you. Here's a note from your brother."
Juliet opened it, read the fateful message, and turned white as
"What is it?" asked the Doctor, much alarmed.
In answer, she offered him the note, her hand shaking pitifully.
The Doctor read it twice before he grasped the full meaning of it.
"Well, I'll be—" he said, half to himself.
Unable to stand, Juliet sat down upon the well-worn door-step and
he sat down beside her. "It's all my fault," she said, solemnly.
"Romie told me this morning that I wasn't a lady, and he wanted me to
be like her. He said I was a tomboy, and I told him that if I was,
he'd done it himself, and he got mad and went away, and now—"
Juliet burst into tears, but she had no handkerchief, so Doctor
Jack gave her his.
"'Tears, idle tears,'" he quoted lightly. "I say, kid, don't take
it so hard."
"I—I'm not a lady," she sobbed.
"You are," he assured her. "You're the finest little lady I know."
"Don't—don't," she sobbed. "Don't make fun of me. Romie said that
you were—laughing at me—yesterday-because I was—a—a tomboy!"
"Kid," he said, softly, almost unmanned by a sudden tenderness
quite foreign to his experience. "Oh, my dear little girl, won't you
look at me?"
The tone was wholly new to Juliet—she did not know that any man
could be so tender, so beautifully kind. "It's because he's a doctor,"
she thought. "He's used to seeing people when they don't feel right."
"I'm so sorry," he was saying. "Your brother didn't mean anything
by it, little girl. He was just teasing."
"He wasn't," returned Juliet, wiping her eyes. "Don't you think I
know when he's teasing and when he isn't? I'm not a lady; I'm only a
tomboy, and now he's gone away with her and left me all alone."
"You'll never be alone if I can help it," he assured her,
fervently. "Look here, do you suppose you could ever learn to like
"Why, I like you now—I've always liked you."
"I know, but I don't mean that. Do you think you could ever like me
a whole lot? Enough to marry me, I mean?"
"Why, I don't know—I never thought—" Juliet's voice trailed off
into an inarticulate murmur of astonishment.
"Won't you try?" he pleaded. "Oh, Juliet, I've loved you ever since
I first saw you!"
The high colour surged into her face. He was not joking—he meant
every word. Even Juliet could see that.
"Won't you try, dear? That's all I'll ask for, now."
"Why, yes," she said, her wide blue eyes fixed upon his. "I'd try
almost anything—for you, but I'm only a tomboy."
Doctor Jack caught her cold little hands in his. "Kiss me," he
Juliet's face burned, but she lifted her lips to his, obediently
and simply as a child. The man hesitated for an instant, then pushed
her away from him; not unkindly, but firmly.
"No, I won't take it, Princess," he said, in a strange tone. "I'll
wait until you wake up." "I'm—not asleep," she stammered.
"You are in some ways." Then he added, irrelevantly, "Thank God!"
"I don't know," remarked Juliet, at the end of an uncomfortable
pause, "what to do with myself. I don't want to stay here alone and I
wouldn't go anywhere near them—not for the world."
"Where did you say you were going, when I came?"
"To Aunt Francesca's—Madame Bernard, you know."
"Good business," he answered, nodding vigorous approval. "Come on.
She seems to be the unfailing refuge of the shipwrecked mariner in
this district. If I'm not much mistaken, she'll take you into her big
house and her bigger heart."
"Oh," said Juliet, wistfully, "do you think she would take me—and
make me into a lady?"
"I think she'll take you," he responded, after a brief struggle
with himself, "but I don't want you made over. I want you to stay just
exactly as you are. Oh, you dear little kid," he muttered, "you'll try
to care, won't you?"
"I'll try," she promised, sweetly, as she climbed into the big red
machine. "I didn't think I'd ever be in this car."
"You can come whenever you like. It's mine, now."
Juliet did not seem to hear. The car hummed along the dusty road,
making a soothing, purring noise. Pensively she looked across the
distant fields, whence came the hum and whir of reaping. There was a
far-away look in her face that the man beside her was powerless to
understand. She was making swift readjustments as best she might, and,
wisely, he left her to herself.
As they approached Madame Bernard's, Juliet turned to him. "I was
just thinking," she sighed, "how quickly you grow up after you get to
He made no answer. He swallowed hard and turned the car into the
driveway. Aunt Francesca came out on the veranda, followed by Mr.
Boffin, as Juliet jumped out of the car. She had the crumpled note in
her cold little hand.
Without a word, she offered it to Madame Bernard and waited. The
beautiful face instantly became soft with pity. "My dear child," she
breathed. "My dear little motherless child!"
Juliet went into her open arms as straight as a homing pigeon to
its nest. "Oh, Aunt Francesca," she sobbed, "will you take me and make
a lady out of me?"
"You're already a lady," laughed the older woman amid her tears.
"Come in, Juliet dear—come home!"
XXIV. THE HOUSE WHERE LOVE LIVED
It was past the middle of October, and Allison's injured hand was
not only free of its bandages, but he had partially regained the use
of it. Doctor Jack still lingered, eagerly seizing every excuse that
"I suppose I ought to be back looking for another job," he
regretfully observed to Allison, "but I like it here, and besides, I
want to hear you play on your fiddle before I go."
Allison laughed and hospitably urged him to stay as long as he
chose. Colonel Kent added, heartily, after an old Southern fashion:
"My house is yours."
Crimson and golden leaves rained from the maples, and the purple
winds of Autumn swept them into drifts at the roadside. Amethystine
haze shimmered in the valleys and lay, cloud-like, upon the distant
hills. Through the long aisles of trees a fairy patter of tiny furred
feet rustled back and forth upon the fallen leaves. Only a dropping
nut or a busy squirrel broke the exquisite peace of the forest, where
the myriad life of the woods waited, in hushed expectancy, for the
tide of the year to turn.
Like a scarlet shuttle plying through the web of Autumn, the big
red touring car hummed and whirred, with a happy young man at the
wheel and a laughing girl beside him. Juliet's momentary
self-consciousness was gone, and she was her sunny self again, though
she still occasionally wept in secret, longing for her brother.
"Aunt Francesca," she said, one day, when the two were sewing on
dainty garments destined to adorn Juliet, "do you think Romie will
ever come back to me?"
"Not in the sense you mean, dear," replied Madame, gently. "We live
in a world of change and things are never the same, even from day to
"She made him think I was a tomboy, and now she'll teach him not to
love me. Why does she want everything?"
"Some women do, when they marry. Many are not content to be
sweetheart and wife, but must take the place of mother and sisters
too. But remember, Juliet, when a woman closes a man's heart against
those of his own blood, the one door she has left open will some day
be slammed in her own face."
"Then the other doors will swing ajar, turning slowly on rusty
hinges, but the women for whom they are opened will never cross the
"Because they have ceased to care. There is nothing so dead as a
woman's dead love. When the fire goes out and no single ember is left,
the ashes are past the power of flame to rekindle."
"Do you think that, after a while, I won't care for Romie any
"Not as you used to—that is impossible even now."
Juliet sighed and hastily wiped away a tear. With a quick, sure
stroke, her life seemed to have been divided.
"Don't, dear. Remember what you have had. I often think a woman has
crossed the line between youth and maturity, when she begins to put
away, in the lavender of memory, the lovely things she has had—and is
never to have again. The after years are made up, so many times, of
things one has had—rounded off and put away forever."
"I know," returned Juliet, with a far-away look in her eyes. "I
remember the day I grew up—almost the hour. It was the day I came
Madame stooped to kiss the girl's rosy cheek, then swiftly turned
the talk to linen and lace. Always quick to observe, Juliet had
acquired little graces of tone and manner, softened her abruptness,
and, guided by loving tact, had begun to bloom like a primrose in a
"When—when Miss Bernard comes back again," asked Juliet,
wistfully, "shall I have to go?"
"No, dear—indeed no! This is your home until the right man comes
a- wooing, and takes you to a little house of your own."
Scarlet signals flamed in Juliet's cheeks as she earnestly devoted
herself to her sewing, and Madame smiled. Already, in quiet moments,
she had planned a pretty wedding gown for Juliet, and a still prettier
Allison came frequently, sometimes alone and sometimes with his
father or Doctor Jack. He had remarked once that when he desired to
consult his physician, he always knew where to find him. Madame
affected not to notice that a strange young man had become a veritable
part of her family, for she liked Doctor Jack and made him very
welcome, morning, noon, and night.
On Wednesdays, the men of the other household dined with her.
Saturdays, she and Juliet were honoured guests at the Colonel's,
though he deprecated his own hospitality. "A house needs a woman at
the head of it," he said. "It was different when Miss Rose was here."
"Indeed it was," thought Allison, though he did not put it into
At the end of the month, when it was cool enough to make an open
fire seem the most cheerful of companions, Madame had them all at her
own table. Juliet was surpassingly lovely in her first long gown, of
ivory- tinted chiffon, ornamented only by hand embroidery and a bit of
deep- toned lace. Her wavy hair was gathered into a loose knot, from
which tiny tendrils escaped to cling about her face. Madame had put a
pink rose into her hair, slipped another into her belt, and had been
well pleased with the work of her own hands.
After dinner, while Juliet played piquet with the Colonel, and
Doctor Jack sat quietly in the shadow, where he could watch every play
of light and shade upon the girl's lovely changing face, Allison drew
Madame into the library and quietly closed the door.
"Aunt Francesca," he said, without preliminary, "I've been more
kinds of a fool in a few months than most men can manage to be in a
"Yes," Madame agreed, with a cool little smile.
"Where is Rose?" he demanded.
"Rose," replied Madame, lightly, "has gone away."
"I know that," he flashed back. "I realise it every day and every
hour of my life. I asked where she was."
"And I," answered Madame, imperturbably, "have told you. She is
"Is she well?"
"Is she happy?'
"Of course. Why not? Beauty, health, talent, sufficient income,
love— what more can a woman desire?"
"Aunt Francesca! Tell me, please. Where is Rose?"
"When I was married," answered Madame, idly fingering an ivory
paper knife, "I went to live in a little house in the woods."
"Yes? Where is Rose?"
"It was only a tiny place, but a brook sang in front of it, night
"Must have been pretty. Where did Rose go?"
"It was very quiet there. It would have been a good place to work,
if either of us had been musical, or anything of that sort."
"Charming," replied Allison, absently.
"It wasn't far from town, either. We could take a train at two
o'clock, and reach Holly Springs a little after three. It was half a
mile up the main road from the station, and, as we had no horse, we
"Nice walk," said Allison, dejectedly.
"I have never been back since—since I was left alone. Sometimes I
have thought my little house ought to have someone to look after it. A
house gets lonely, too, with no one to care for it."
"I suppose so. Is Rose coming back?"
"I have often thought of the little Summer cottages, huddled
together like frightened children, when the life and laughter had gone
and Winter was swiftly approaching. How cold their walls must be and
how empty the heart of a little house, when there is no fire there! So
like a woman, when love has gone out of her life."
Allison sighed and began to sharpen his pencil. Madame observed
that his hands were trembling.
"I see," he said. "I don't deserve to know where she is, and Rose
doesn't want me chasing after her. Never mind—I had it coming to me,
I guess. What a hopeless idiot I've been!"
"Yes," agreed Madame, cordially. "Carlyle says that 'there is no
other entirely fatal person.'"
Something in her tone gave him courage for another question. "Once
for all, Aunt Francesca, will you tell me where Rose is?"
"George Washington was a great man," Madame observed. "He never
told a lie. If he had promised not to tell anything, he never told
it." Then she added, with swift irrelevance, "this used to be a very
pleasant time of the year at Holly Springs."
A great light broke in upon Allison. "Aunt Francesca!" he cried. He
put his arms around her, lifted her from her chair, and nearly
smothered her in a bear-like embrace. "God bless you!"
"He has," murmured Madame, disengaging herself. "My foster son has
been a dunce, but his reason is now restored."
The two o'clock train to Holly Springs did not leave town until
three, so Allison waited for an hour in the station, fuming with
impatience. Both Colonel Kent and the Doctor had offered to accompany
him, individually or together, but he had brusquely put them aside.
"Don't worry," he said. "My name and address are in my pocket and
also inside my hat. I'll check my grip and be tenderly considerate of
my left hand. Good-bye."
When he had gone Colonel Kent anxiously turned to the doctor.
"Where do you suppose—and why—"
"Cherchez la femme," returned the Doctor.
"What makes you think so? It's not—"
"It's about the only errand a man can go on, and not be willing to
take another chap along. And I'll bet anything I've got, except my
girl and my buzz-cart, that it isn't the fair, false one we met at the
hour of her elopement."
"Must be Rose, then," said the Colonel, half to himself, "but I
thought nobody knew where she was."
"Love will find a way," hummed Doctor Jack. "I suppose you don't
care to go for a ride this afternoon?"
"Not I," laughed the Colonel. "Why don't you take Juliet?"
"All right, since you ask me to. I wonder," he continued to
himself, as he went toward Madame Bernard's at the highest rate of
speed, "just how a fellow would go to work to find a woman who had
left no address? Sixth sense, I suppose, or perhaps seventh or
Yet Allison was doing very well, with only the five senses of the
normal human being to aid him in his search. He left the train at the
sleepy little place known as "Holly Springs," and walked up the main
road as though he knew the way.
"Half a mile," he said to himself, "and a little brown house in the
woods with a brook singing in front of it. Ought to get to it pretty
The prattling brook was half asleep in its narrow channel, but the
gentle murmur was audible to one who stopped in the road to listen. It
did not cross the road, but turned away, frightened, from the dusty
highway of a modest civilisation, and went back into the woods, where
it met another brook and travelled to the river in company.
The house, just back of the singing stream, was a little place, as
Madame Bernard had said, but, though he rapped repeatedly, no one
answered. So he lifted the latch and cautiously stepped in.
A grand piano, unblushingly new, and evidently of recent
importation from the city, occupied most of the tiny living-room. The
embers of a wood fire lay on the hearth and the room was faintly
scented with the sweet smoke of hard pine. A well-known and well-worn
sonata was on the music rack; a volume of Chopin had fallen to the
floor. Allison picked it up, and put it in its place. On the piano was
some of his own music, stamped with his Berlin address.
A familiar hat, trimmed with crushed roses, lay on the window seat.
The faint, indefinable scent of attar of roses was dimly to be
discerned as a sort of background for the fragrant smoke. An open book
lay face downward on the table; a bit of dainty needlework was thrown
carelessly across the chair. An envelope addressed to "Madame
Francesca Bernard" was on the old-fashioned writing desk, and a single
page of rose-stamped paper lay near it, bearing, in a familiar hand:
The two words filled Allison with panic. Not knowing how Rose was
wont to address the little old lady they both loved, he conjured up
the forbidding spectre of The Other Man, that had haunted him for
Sighing, he sat down at the piano, and began to drum idly, with one
hand. "Wonder if I could use the other," he thought. "Pretty stiff, I
He began to play, from memory:
[Illustration: musical notation]
and outside a woman paused, almost at the threshold, with her hands
upon her heart. In a sudden throb of pain, the old days came back. She
saw herself at the piano, aching with love and longing, while just
beyond, in an old moonlit garden, Allison made love to Isabel.
[Illustration: musical notation]
Was it a ghost, or was it—? No, she was only foolish. Aunt
Francesca had promised not to tell, and she never broke her word.
Besides, why should he seek her?
[Illustration: musical notation]
"It's only someone who has stopped in passing," Rose thought, "to
ask the way to the next town, or to get a glass of water, or—I won't
be foolish! I'll go in!"
So she crossed the threshold, into the house where Love lived.
At the sound of her step, the man turned quickly, the music ending
in a broken chord.
"You!" she gasped. "Oh, how could you come!"
"By train," answered Allison, gently, "and then by walking. I've
frightened you, Rose."
"No," she stammered sinking into a chair. "I'm—I'm surprised, of
course. I'm glad you're well enough to be about again. Did—is
anything wrong with Aunt Francesca?" she asked, anxiously.
"Indeed there isn't. She was blooming like a lilac bush in May,
when I saw her last night."
"Did-did—she tell you?"
"She did not," he returned, concisely,
"I just came. What made you think you could get away from me?"
"I wasn't—getting away," she returned with difficulty. "I was just
tired—and I came here to—to rest—and to work," she concluded,
lamely. "You didn't need me."
"Not need you," he cried, stretching his trembling hands toward
her. "Oh, Rose, I need you always!"
Slowly the colour ebbed from her face, leaving her white to the
lips. "Don't," she said, pitifully.
"Oh, I know," he flashed back, bitterly. "I've lost any shadow of
right I might ever have had, because I was a blind fool, and I never
had any chance anyway. All I can do is to go on loving you, needing
you, wanting you; seeing your face before me every hour of the day and
night, thirsting for you with every fibre of me. All I have to keep is
an empty husk of memory—those few weeks you were kind to me. At least
I had you with me, though your heart belonged to someone else."
"Someone else?" she repeated, curiously. The colour was coming back
"Yes. Have you forgotten you told me? That day, don't you remember,
you said you had loved another man who did not care for you?"
Rose nodded. Her face was like a crimson flower swaying on a
slender stem. "I said," she began, "that I had loved a man who did not
care for me, and that I always would. Wasn't that it?"
"Something like that. I wish to God I could change places with
"Did I," hesitated Rose, "are you sure—that I said—another man,
or was it just—a man?"
"Rose! What do you mean?"
Covered with lovely confusion, she stumbled over to the window,
where she might hide her burning face from him. "Don't you think," she
asked, unsteadily, "that it is beautiful here? This is Aunt
Francesca's little house, where she came when she was first married.
She always calls it 'the little house where Love lived.'"
"And I came here," she went on, courageously, "because, in a house
where Love—had lived, I thought there might be some—for—"
Her voice trailed off into an indistinct murmur. "Rose," cried
Allison, "couldn't you give me just what I had before? Couldn't we go
back, and never mind the other man?"
"There's never any going back," she answered, in a whisper. Her
heart was beating wildly because he was so near. "And did I say—are
you sure I said—another man?"
"Rose! Rose! Look at me! Tell me, for God's sake, who he was—or
is. I can't bear it!"
She turned toward him. "Look," she said, softly. "Look in my face
For a tense instant he hesitated. Then, with a little cry of joy,
he clasped her close forever, having seen his own face mirrored in her