The Search for Jean Baptiste
by Mary Austin
ONE bred to the hills and the care of dumb, helpless things must in
the end, whatever else befalls, come back to them. That is the comfort
they give him for their care and the revenge they have of their
helplessness. If this were not so Gabriel Lausanne would never have
found Jean Baptiste. Babette, who was the mother of Jean Baptiste and
the wife of Gabriel, understood this also, and so came to her last
sickness in more comfort of mind than would have been otherwise
possible; for it was understood between them that when he had buried
her, Gabriel was to go to America to find Jean Baptiste.
He had been a good son to them in his youth and good to look upon:
a little short of stature, — no taller, in fact, than Babette, who was
a head shorter than Gabriel, — but broad in the shoulders and strong
in the thighs beyond belief. But the strength of his thews and sinews
had been Jean Baptiste's undoing. About the time he came to the age of
a man and the fullness of his strength, he began to think too much of
himself and his cleverness in breaking other people's collar-bones by
pitching them over his shoulder.
The towns drew him; the hills had no power to hold. He left minding
the sheep; he sought jolly companions, and went boisterously about with
them from inn door to inn door. Finally the fame of his wrestling
spread until there were few men in the province dared try a fall with
him. From bragging he went to broiling, and at last fell into such
grievous trouble that there was nothing for it but to slip away to
America between the night and the morning.
Then Gabriel and Babette, who had not thought before to take stock
of their years, began to understand that they were old, and at the time
when they had looked to see children's children about their knees,
Babette had slipped away to find the little ones who died before Jean
Baptiste was born, and Gabriel was beginning his search for Jean
Baptiste, the well beloved.
America is a wide land, but the places in it where men fare forth
to the hills with sheep are known and limited; and when he had inquired
where these were, there, because of the faith he had, went Gabriel
Lausanne. He came, in the course of a year, to the shepherd world that
lies within the Sierra Nevada and its outlying spurs. For it is known
that the shepherds of the Sierras are strange, Frenchmen, Basques
mostly, and a few Mexicans, but never an English-speaking one, from the
Temblor Hills to the Minaretts.
Things went hardly with Gabriel at first, for he was new to the
land and bewildered by its bigness; but once he had gotten a place to
help at lambing-time his work was assured, for there was little he did
not know about lambs. And finally he was given charge of a flock, and
went wandering with it into the high glacier meadows, learning the haps
and seasons of the hills. He got to know the trails and the landmark
peaks, what meadows were free and what could be rented for a song, the
trail of bear and wildcat,
the chances of snow in August, and all shepherd's lore. He knew the
brands of sheep as a man knows the faces of his neighbors, and from the
signs of the trails how they fared that were ahead of him, and how to
prosper his own.
All this time he had not left off inquiring for Jean Baptiste,
though the manner in which he should do this gave much trouble of mind
to Gabriel Lausanne. He thought it reasonable to suppose that Jean
Baptiste had not kept his own name, lest the old wrong should find him
out by means of it. And if it should come to his ears that inquiries
were made concerning him, he might be more careful to hide himself,
suspecting an enemy. In the end Gabriel had to content himself asking
every man he met for news of his son, whom he loved dearly and would
"Jean Baptiste, your father loves you," he wrote upon the rocks;
"Jean Baptiste, your father loves you," he cut painstakingly upon the
blazed trunks of pines; and "Jean Baptiste!" he whispered nightly to
the wide-open stars when he lay with his flocks wintering on the
sunward slopes of the Little Antelope.
SO the years went over him, and his heart warmed toward the big new
land where any meadow might hold his son, or any coyote-scaring fire
might be Jean Baptiste's.
By as many shepherds as he met Gabriel Lausanne was respected for
his knowledge of ailing sheep, and laughed at for his simple heart, but
as yet he had not come up with the shepherds of Los Alamos. The Los
Alamos grant covered thousands of acres of good pasture-lands, but they
counted their flocks and herds by tens of thousands, and reached out as
far as they could or dared into the free forest-lands and the glacier
meadows set between.
They sent out large flocks, strong and well shepherded; and what
they could not get by the fair right of first comers, they took by
force and wile. They wrested the best feeding-grounds from small
shepherds by the sheer force of numbers, and when they met with bands
strong and adventurous as their own, the shepherds cracked one
another's heads merrily with their long staves, and the pasture went to
the men with the thickest skulls.
They were bold rogues, those shepherds of Los Alamos. They would
head their flocks away from the line of the Forest Reserve, under the
ranger's eye, and as soon as his head was turned cut back to the
forbidden pastures, and out again before he could come up with them.
They turned streams out of their courses, and left uncovered fires
behind them to run unchecked in the wood, for the sake of the new feed
that grew up in the burned districts. For them the forest existed only
to feed sheep, and Los Alamos sheep at that.
There are shepherds in the Sierras who from long association grow
into a considerable knowledge of woodcraft and have respect for the big
trees, but not the shepherds of Los Alamos. No doubt there was much
mischief charged to them which was not properly their own, but in any
event they had never been loved, and were even dreaded because of that
one of them who was called "The Mule."
Every shepherd has two names — the one he signs to his contract
and the one he is known by. The Mule, so called because of a certain
manner of surly silence and the exceeding breadth and strength of his
back, had been picked up by Le Berge, the head shepherd, at a shearing,
poorly clad and wholly at the end of his means. There was that in his
look and the way in which he handled a sheep that made it plain that he
had been born to it; and when he had plucked up a man who annoyed him
and pitched him over his shoulder, Le Berge loved him as a brother. He
hired him forthwith, though he had to discharge another man to make
place for him. And now it was said that whoever came in the way of the
shepherds of Los Alamos must try a fall with The Mule for the right of
the feeding-grounds; and the fame of his wrestling was such that timid
shepherds kept well away from his trail.
GABRIEL LAUSANNE, keeping to the small meadows and treeless hills,
had not yet fallen in with the flocks of Los Alamos. The fifth year of
his shepherding there was no rain at all on the inland ranges. The
foot-hill pastures failed early, and by the middle of July the flocks
were all driven to the feeding-grounds of the high Sierras.
Gabriel came early to Manache, a chain of grassy, gentian-flowered
plats strung on the thread of a snow-fed brook, large and open, and
much frequented by shepherds. In Manache, if one waits long enough, one
gets to know all the flocks and every shepherd ranging between Tahoe
and the Temblors. Gabriel, a little wearied at heart, purposed to stay
the summer through in that neighborhood, moving only as the flock
Jean Baptiste he knew must come to the hills as surely as the
swallow to the eaves or the stork to her chimney, but he was perplexed
by the thought that in the years that had passed so many changes had
come to them both that they might unwittingly meet and pass each other.
He wished that he might find other messengers than the wind and the
rain-washed rocks and the fast-obliterating pines. And while Gabriel
pondered these things with a sore heart, two thousand of the Los Alamos
sheep poured down upon his meadow from the upper pass.
Their shuddering bleat, their jangling bells, sounded unseen among
the tamarack pines all the half of one day before they found him. But
when they came into the open and saw him feeding down the stream-side
among the dwarf willows, the shepherds of Los Alamos promised
themselves great sport.
Le Berge, walking lazily at the head of his flock, spoke a word to
his dogs, and the dogs in their own fashion spoke to the flock, and
straightway the sheep began to pour steadily down the meadow and around
the flock of Gabriel; for that was a way they of Los Alamos had —
compelling shepherds to keep their sheep parted out at their own cost.
"And what do you here, friend?" said Le Berge, when he had reached
"I feed my flock," answered the old man. "The pasture is free. Also
I seek my son."
The under-shepherds came hurrying, expecting to be greatly
entertained, and one called to another, "Hi, Mule, here is work for
The man so called came slowly and in silence, a short man, but
close-knit and broad in the shoulders, a wrestler by the look of him,
and leaning upon his staff until his part of the entertainment should
"Free is it," said Le Berge, still to Gabriel. "Yes, free to those
who can hold it. By the turn of your tongue you should be from
Bourdonne. Here, Mule, is a countryman of thine. Come teach him the law
of the feeding-ground."
"I am an old man," said Gabriel, "and I wish no harm. Help me out
with my flock and I will begone. But you," he said to The Mule, "are
you truly of Bourdonne? I am Gabriel Lausanne, and I seek my son, Jean
Baptiste, whom I love. We also are of Bourdonne; it may be you can tell
where he is to be found."
"Enough said," cried Le Berge. "Up with him, Mule."
AND then the shepherds of Los Alamos looked with mouths agape to
see that The Mule stood still, and the knuckles of the hand that
grasped his staff were strained and white. The voice of Gabriel wavered
on amid the bleating of the sheep:
"If you are surely of Bourdonne you will earn an old man's
blessing; and say to him that his mother is dead, and his father has
come to find him. Say to my son, 'Jean Baptiste, your father loves
you.'" The old man stooped a little, that he might meet The Mule eye to
"Jean Baptiste," he said again, and then his staff shook in his
hands, though there was no wind, and his voice shook, too, with a
sudden note of hope and doubt and wistful inquiry. "Jean Baptiste," he
cried, "your father loves you! Jean Baptiste — "
Jean Baptiste, called The Mule, dropped his staff and wept with his
face between his hands, and his whole strong frame shook with emotion,
and his father fell on his neck and kissed him.
So Gabriel found his son.
AND now it is said that there are no better shepherds in the
Sierras than the two Lausannes, the one famed for his skill with the
lambs, the other for his knowledge of the feeding-grounds.
They will not be hired apart, and it is believed that it will be so
until the end; for it is said at shearings, as a joke that is half
believed, that when father Gabriel is too old to walk, The Mule will
They are a silent pair, and well content to be so; but as often as
they come by Manache, when they sit by the twilight fire at the day's
end, Gabriel puts out his hand to his son, saying softly, as of old
habit, "Jean Baptiste, your father loves you"; and The Mule, patting
the hand upon his arm, makes answer, "Ay, father; Jean Baptiste knows."