Seven Little Australians
by Ethel Turner
Bunty in the
Light of a
Miles in the
When the Sun
Chapter I Chiefly Descriptive
Before you fairly start this story I should like to give you just a
word of warning.
If you imagine you are going to read of model children, with
perhaps; a naughtily inclined one to point a moral, you had better lay
down the book immediately and betake yourself to 'Sandford and
Merton' or similar standard juvenile works. Not one of the seven is
really good, for the very excellent reason that Australian children
In England, and America, and Africa, and Asia, the little folks may
be paragons of virtue, I know little about them.
But in Australia a model child is—I say it not without
thankfulness—an unknown quantity.
It may be that the miasmas of naughtiness develop best in the
sunny brilliancy, of our atmosphere. It may be that the land and the
people are young-hearted together, and the children's spirits not
crushed and saddened by the shadow of long years' sorrowful history.
There is a lurking sparkle of joyousness and rebellion and mischief
in nature here, and therefore in children.
Often the light grows dull and the bright colouring fades to
neutral tints in the dust and heat of the day. But when it survives
play-days and school-days, circumstances alone determine whether the
electric sparkle shall go to play will-o'-the-wisp with the larrikin
type, or warm the breasts of the spirited, single-hearted, loyal ones
who alone can "advance Australia."
Enough of such talk. Let me tell you about my seven select
spirits. They are having nursery tea at the present moment with a
minimum of comfort and a maximum of noise, so if you can bear a
deafening babel of voices and an unmusical clitter-clatter of
crockery I will take you inside the room and introduce them to you.
Nursery tea is more an English institution than an Australian one;
there is a kind of _bon camaraderie_feeling between parents and young
folks here, and an utter absence of veneration on the part of the
latter. So even in the most wealthy families it seldom hoppens that
the parents dine in solemn state alone, while the children are having
a simple tea in another room: they all assemble around the same
board, and the young ones partake of the same dishes, and sustain
their parts in the conversation right nobly.
But, given a very particular and rather irritable father, and
seven children with excellent lungs and tireless tongues, what could
you do but give them separate rooms to take their meals in?
Captain Woolcot, the father, in addition to this division, had had
thick felt put over the swing door upstairs, but .the noise used to
float down to the dining-room in cheerful, unconcerned manner despite
It was a nursery without a nurse, too, so that partly accounted
for it. Meg, the eldest, was only sixteen, and could not be expected
to be much of a disciplinarian, and the slatternly but good-natured
girl, who was supposed to combine the duties of nursery-maid and
housemaid, had so much to do in her second capacity that the first
suffered considerably. She used to lay the nursery meals when none of
the little girls could be found to help her, and bundle on the clothes
of the two youngest in the morning, but beyond that the seven had to
manage for themselves.,
The mother? you ask.
Oh, she was only twenty—-just a lovely, laughing-faced girl, whom
they all adored, and who was very little steadier and very little
more of a housekeeper than Meg. Only the youngest of the brood was
hers, but she seemed just as fond of the other six as of it, and
treated it more as if it were a very entertaining kitten than a real
live baby, and her very own.
Indeed at Misrule—that is the name their house always went by,
though I believe there was a different one painted above the
balcony—that baby seemed a gigantic joke to everyone. The Captain
generally laughed when he saw it, tossed it in the air, and then
asked someone to take it quickly.
The children dragged it all: over the country with them, dropped
it countless times, forgot its pelisse on wet days, muffled it up
when it was hot, gave it the most astounding things to eat, and yet
it was the if healthiest; prettiest, and most sunshiny baby that ever
sucked a wee fat thumb.
It was never called "Baby," either; that was the special name of
the next youngest. Captain Woolcot had said, "Hello, is this the
General?" when the little, red, staring-eyed morsel had been put into
his arms, and the name had come into daily use, though I believe at
the christening service the curate did say something about Francis
Rupert Burnand Woolcot.
Baby was four, and was a little soft fat thing with pretty
cuddlesome ways, great smiling eyes, and lips very kissable when they
were free from jam.
She had a weakness, however, for making the General cry, or she
would have been really almost a model child. Innumerable times she
had been found pressing its poor little chest to make it "squeak;" and
even pinching its tiny arms, or pulling its innocent nose, just for
the strange pleasure of hearing the yells of despair it instantly set
up. Captain Woolcot ascribed the peculiar tendency to the fact that
the child had once had a dropsical-looking woolly lamb, from which the
utmost pressure would only elicit the faintest possible squeak: he
said it was only natural that now she had something so amenable to
squeezing she should want to utilize it.
Bunty was six, and was fat and very lazy. He hated scouting at
cricket, he loathed the very name of a paper-chase, and as for
running an errand, why, before anyone could finish saying something
was wanted he would have utterly disappeared. He was rather small
for his age;-and I don't think had ever been seen with a clean face.
Even at church, though the immediate front turned to the minister
might be passable, the people in the next pew had always an
uninterrupted view of the black rim where washing operations had left
The next on the list—I am going from youngest to oldest, you
see—was the "show" Woolcot, as Pip, the eldest boy, used to say. You
have seen those exquisite child-angel faces on Raphael Tuck's
Christmas cards? I think the artist must just have dreamed of Nell,
and then reproduced the vision imperfectly. She was ten, and had a
little fairy-like figure, gold hair clustering in wonderful waves and
curls around her face, soft hazel eyes, and a little rosebud of a
mouth. She was not conceited either, her family took care of
that—Pip would have nipped such a weakness very sternly in its
earliest bud; but in some way if there was a pretty ribbon to spare,
or a breadth of bright material; just enough for one little frock, it
fell as a matter of course to her.
Judy was only three years older, but was the greatest contrast
imaginable. Nellie used to move rather slowly about, and would have
made a picture 1n any attitude. Judy I think, was never seen to walk,
and seldom looked picturesque. If she did not dash madly to the place
she wished to get to, she would progress by a series of jumps, bounds,
and odd little skips. She was very thin, as people generally are who
have quicksilver instead of blood in their veins; she had a small,
eager, freckled face, with very, bright dark eyes, a small, determined
mouth, and a mane of untidy, curly dark hair that was: the trial of
Without doubt she was the worst of the seven, probably because she
was the cleverest. Her brilliant inventive powers plunged them all
into ceaseless scrapes, and though she often bore the brunt of the
blame with equanimity, they used to turn round, not infrequently, and
upbraid her for suggesting the mischief. She had been christened
"Helen," which in no way account's for "Judy," but then nicknames are
rather unaccountable things sometimes, are they not? Bunty said it
was because she was always popping and jerking herself about like the
celebrated wife of Punch, and there really is something in that. Her
other name, "Fizz," is easier to understand; Pip used to say he never
yet had seen the ginger ale that effervesced and bubbled and made the
noise that Judy did,
I haven't introduced you to Pip yet, have I? He was a little like
Judy, only handsomer and taller, and he was fourteen, and had as good
an opinion, of himself and as poor a one of girls as boys of that age
Meg was the eldest of the family, and had a long, fair plait that
Bunty used to delight in pulling; a sweet, rather dreamy face, and a
powdering of pretty freckles that occasioned her much tribulation of
It was generally believed in the family that she wrote poetry and
stories, and even kept a diary, but no one had ever seen a vestige of
her papers, she kept them so carefully locked up in her, old tin
hat-box. Their father, had you asked them they would all have replied
with considerable pride, was "a military man," and much from home. He
did not understand children at all, and was always grumbling at the
noise they made, and the money they cost. Still, I think he was rather
proud of Pip, and sometimes, if Nellie were prettily dressed, he would
take her out with him in his dogcart.
He had offered to send the six of hem to boarding school when he
brought home his young girl-wife, but she would not hear of it.
At first they had tried living in the barracks, but after a time
every one in the officers' quarters rose in revolt at the pranks of
those graceless children, so Captain Woolcot took a house some
distance up the Parramatta River, and in considerable bitterness of
spirit removed his family there.
They liked the change immensely; for there was a big wilderness of
a garden, two or three paddocks, numberless sheds for hide-and-seek,
and, best of all, the water. Their father kept three beautiful
horses, one at he barracks and a hunter and a good hack at Misrule;
so, to make up, the children—not that they cared in the
slightest—went about in shabby, out-at-elbow clothes, and much-worn
boots. They were taught—all but Pip, who went to the grammar
school—by a very third-class daily governess, who lived in mortal
fear of her ignorance being found out by her pupils. As a matter of
fact, they had found her out long ago, as children will, but it suited
them very well not to be pushed on and made to work, so they kept the
fact religiously to themselves.
Chapter II Fowl for Dinner
"Oh, don't the days seem lank and long
When all goes right and nothing wrong;
And isn't your life extremely flat
With nothing whatever to grumble at?"
I hope you are not quite deafened yet, for though I have got
through the introductions, tea is not nearly finished, so we must
stay in the nursery a little longer: All the time I have been talking
Pip has been grumbling at the lack of good things. The table was not
very tempting, certainly; the cloth looked as if it had been flung on,
the china was much chipped and battered, the tea was very weak, and
there was nothing to eat but great thick slices of bread and butter.
Still, it was the usual tea, and everyone seemed surprised at Pip's
"My father and Esther" (they all called their young stepmother by
her Christian name) "are having roast fowl, three vegetables, and four
kinds of pudding," he said angrily; "it isn't fair!"
"But we had dinner at one o'clock, Pip, and yours is saved as
usual," said Meg, pouring out tea with a lavish allowance of hot
water and sugar.
"Boiled mutton and carrots and rice puddingt " returned her brother
witheringly. "Why shouldn't we have roast fowl and custard and
"Yes, why shouldn't we?" echoed little greedy Bunty; his eyes
"What a lot it would take for all of us!" said Meg, cheerfully
attacking the bread loaf.
"We're only children—let us be thankful for this nice thick bread
and this abundance of melting butter," said Judy, in a good little
Pip pushed his chair back from the table.
"I'm going down to ask for some roast fowl," he said, with a look
of determination in his eyes. "I can't forget the smell of it, and
they'd got a lot on the table—I peeped in the door." '
He took up his plate and proceeded downstairs, returning presently,
to the surprise of everyone, with quite a large portion on his plate.
"He couldn't very well refuse," he chuckled. "Colonel Bryant is
there; but he looked a bit mad here, Fizz, I'll, go you halves."
Judy pushed up her plate eagerly at this unusually magnanimous
offer, and received a very small division, a fifth part, perhaps,
with great gratitude
"I just LOVE fowl," said Nell longingly; "I've a great mind to go
down and ask for a wing—I believe he'd give it to me."
These disrespectful children, as I am afraid you will have noticed,
always alluded to their father as "he."
Nell took up another plate, and departed slowly to the lower
regions. She followed into the diningroom at the heels of the
housemaid, and stood by the side of her father, her plate well behind
"Well, my little maid, won't you shake hands with me? What is
your name?" said Colonel Bryant, tapping her cheek playfully.
Nell looked up with shy, lovely eyes.
"Elinor Woolcot, but they call me Nell," she said, holding out her
left hand, since her right was occupied with the plate.
"What a little barbarian you are, Nell!" laughed her father; but
he gave her a quick, annoyed glance. "Where is your right hand?"
She drew it slowly from behind and held out the cracked old plate.
"I thought perhaps you would give me some fowl too," she said— "just
a leg or a wing, or bit of breast would do."
The Captain's brow darkened. "What is the meaning of this? Pip
has just been to me, too. Have you nothing to eat in the nursery?
Only bread and butter, very thick," sighed Nellie.
Esther suppressed a smile with difficulty.
"But you had dinner, all of you, at one o'clock."
"Boiled mutton and carrots and rice pudding, said Nell mournfully.
Captain Woolcot severed a leg almost savagely and put it on her
"Now run away; I don't know what has possessed you two to-night."
Nellie reached the door, then turned back.
"Oh, if you would just give me a wing for poor Meg—Judy had some
of Pip's, but Meg hasn't any," she said, with a beautiful look of
distress that quite touched Colonel Bryant.
Her father bit his lip, hacked off a wing in ominous silence, and
put it upon her plate.
"Now run away,-and don't let me.have any more of this nonsense—
dear." The last word was a terrible effort.
Nell's appearance with the two portions of fowl was hailed with
uproarious applause in the nursery; Meg was delighted with her share;
cut apiece off for Baby, and the meal went on merrily.
"Where's Bunty? ", said Nell, pausing suddenly with a very clean
drumstick in her fingers, "because I HOPE he hasn't gone too; someway
I don't think Father was very pleased, especially as that man was
But that small youth had done so, and returned presently
He wouldn't give me any—he told me to go away, and the man
laughed, and Esther said we were very naughty—1 got some feathered
potatoes, though, from the table outside the door."
He opened his dirty little hands and dropped the uninviting
feathered delicacy out upon the cloth.
"Bunty, you're a pig," sighed Meg, looking up from her book. She
always read at the table, and this particular story was about some
very refined, elegant girls.
"Pig yourself all of you've had fowl but me, you greedy things!"
retorted Bunty fiercely, and eating, his potato very fast.
"No, the General hasn't," said Judy and the old mischief light
sprang up suddenly into her dark eyes.
"Now, Judy!" said Meg warningly; she knew too well what that
particular sparkle meant.
Oh, I'm not going to hurt you, you dear old thing," said Miss Judy,
dancing down the room and bestowing a pat on her sister's fair head
as she passed. "It's only the General, who's after havin' a bit o'
She lifted him up out of the high chair, where he had been sitting
drumming on the table with a spoon and eating sugar in the intervals.
"It's real action you're going for to see, General," she said,
dancing to the door with him.
"Oh, Judy, what are you going to do?" said Meg entreatingly.
"Ju-Ju!" crowed the General, leaping almost out of Judy's arms,
and scenting,fun with the instinct of a veteran.
Down the passage they went, the other five behind to watch
proceedings. Judy sat down with him on the last step.
"Boy want chuck-chuck, pretty chuck-chuck? she said insidiously.
"Chuck-chuck, chuck-a-chuck," he gurgled, looking all around for
his favourite friends.
"Dad got lots—all THIS many," said Judy, opening her arms very
wide to denote the number in her father's possession. "Boydie, go
"Chuck-chuck," crowed the General delightedly, and struggling to
his feet—"find chuck-chuck."
"In there," whispered Judy, giving him a gentle push into the
half-open dining-room door; "ask Dad."
Right across the room the baby tottered on fat, unsteady little
"Are the children ALL possessed to-night, Esther?" said the
Captain, as his youngest-son clutched wildly at his leg and tried to
climb up it.
He looked down into the little dirty, dimpling face. "Well,
General, and to what do we owe the honour of your presence?"
"Chuck-chuck, chuck-a-chuck, chuck, chuck, chuck," said the.
General, going down promptly upon all fours to seek for the feathered
darlings Judy had said were here.
But Esther gathered up the dear, dirty-faced young rascal and bore
him struggling out of the room. At the foot of the stairs she nearly
stumbled over the rest of the family.
Oh, you scamps, you bad, wicked imps!" she said, reaching out to
box all their ears, and of course failing.
She sat down on the bottom stair to laugh for a second, then she
handed the General to Pip. "To-morrow," she said, standing up and
hastily smoothing the rich hair that the General's hands had clutched
gleefully—"to-morrow I shall beat every one of you with the
They watched the train of her yellow' silk dress disappear into
the dining-room again, and returned slowly to the nursery and their
Chapter III Virtue Not Always
It was not to be expected that such an occurrence could be passed
entirely over, but then again it is difficult to punish seven
children at the same time. At first Captain Woolcot had requested
Esther to ask Miss Marsh, the governess, to give them all ten French
verbs to learn; but, as Judy pointed out, the General and Baby and
Bunty and Neil had not arrived at the dignity of French verbs yet, so
such a punishment would beiniquitous. The sentence therefore had not
been quite decided upon as yet, and everyone felt in an uncomfortable
state of suspense.
"Your father says you're a disgraceful tribe," said the young
stepmother slowly, sitting down on the nursery rocking-chair a day
later. She had on a trailing morning wrapper of white muslin with
cherry ribbons, but there was a pin doing duty for a button in one or
two places and the lace was hanging off a bit at the sleeve.
"Meg, dear, you're very untidy, you know, and Judy's absolutely
Meg was attired in an unbecoming green cashmere, with the elbows
out and the plush torn off in several places, while Judy's
exceedingly scant and faded pink zephyr had rents in several places,
and the colour was hardly to be seen for fruit-stains.
Meg coloured a little. I know, Esther, and I'd like to be nicely
-dressed as well as anyone, but it really isn't worth mending these
She picked up her book about the elegant girls who were disturbing
her serenity and went over to the armchair with it.
"Well, Judy, you go and sew up those rents, and put some buttons
on your frock." Esther spoke with unusual determination.
Judy's eyes snapped and sparkled.
"'Is that a dagger that I see before me, the handle to my hand?
Come, let me grasp it,'" she said saucily, snatching one of the pins
from Esther's dress, fastening her own with it, and dropping a
Esther reddened a little now.
"That's the General, Judy: he always pulls the buttons off my
wrappers when I play with him. But I'm forgetting. Children, I have
bad news for you."
There was a breathless silence. Everyone crowded round her knees.
"Sentence has been proclaimed," said Judy dramatically: "let us
shave our heads and don sackcloth."
"Your father says he cannot allow such conduct to go unpunished,
especially as you have all been unusually tiresome lately; therefore:
you are all—
"To be taken away and hanged by the neck until we are dead! "
"Be quiet, Judy. I have tried my best to beg you off, but it only
makes him more vexed. He says you are the untidiest, most unruly lot
of children in Sydney, and he will punish you each time you do
"There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth."
"Oh, shut up, Judy! Can't you let us hear?" Pip put his hand
over her mouth and held her by the hair while Esther told the news.
"None of you are to go to the pantomime. The seats were taken for
Thursday night, and now, you very foolish children, you will all have
to stay at home."
There was a perfect howl of dismay for a minute or two. They had
all been looking forward to this treat for nearly a month, and the
disappointment was a really bitter one to them all.
"Oh, I say, Esther, that's too bad, really! All the fellows at
school have been." Pip's handsome face flushed angrily. "And for
such a little thing, too!"
"Just because you had roast fowl for dinner," said Judy, in a
half-choked voice. "Oh, Esther, why couldn't you have had cow, or
horse, or hippopotamus—anything but roast fowl? "
"Couldn't you get round him, Esther?" Meg looked anxiously at
"Dear Esther, do!"
"Oh, you sweet, beautiful Essie, do try!"
They clung round her eagerly. Baby flung her arms round her neck
and nearly choked her; Nell stroked her cheek; Pip patted her back,
and besought her to "be a good fellow"; Bunty buried his nose in her
back hair and wept a silent tear; Meg clasped her hand in an access of
unhappiness; the General gave a series of delighted squeaks; and Judy
in her wretchedness smacked him for his pains.
Esther would do her best, beg as she had never done before, coax,
beseech, wheedle, threaten; and they let her go at last with that
"Only I'd advise you all to be preternaturally good and quiet all
day," she said, looking back from the doorway. "That would have most
effect with him, and he is going to be at home all day."
GOOD! It was absolutely painful to witness the virtue of those
children for the rest of the day.
It was holiday-time, and Miss Marsh was away, but not once did the
sound of quarrelling, or laughing, or crying fly down to the lower
"'Citizens of Rome, the eyes of the world are upon you!'" Judy had
said solemnly, and all had promised so to conduct themselves that
their father's heart could not fail to be melted.
Pip put on his school jacket, brushed his hair, took a pile of
school books, and proceeded to the study where his father was writing
letters, and where he was allowed to do his home-lessons.
"Well, what do you want?" said the Captain, with a frown. "No,
it's no good coming to the about that pup, sir—I won't have you keep
"I came to study, sir," said Pip mildly. "I feel I'm a bit
backward with my mathematics, so I won't waste all the holidays, when
I'm costing you so much in school fees."
The Captain gave a little gasp and looked hard at Pip; but the
boy's face was so unsmiling and earnest that he was disarmed, and
actually congratulated himself that his eldest son was at last seeing
the error of his ways.
"There arc those sets of problems in that drawer that I did when I
was at school," he said graciously. "If they are of any use to you,
you can get them out.
"Thanks awfully—they will be a great help," said Pip gratefully.
He examined them with admiration plainly depicted upon his face.
"How very clearly and correctly you worked, Father," he said with
a sigh. "I wonder if ever I'll get as good as this! How old were
you, Father, when you did them?"
"About your age," said the Captain, picking up the papers.
He examined them with his head on one side. He was rather proud
of them, seeing he had utterly forgotten now how to work decimal
fractions, and could not have done a quadratic equation to save his
"Still, I don't think you need be quite discouraged, Pip. I was
rather beyond the other boys in my class in these subjects, I
remember. We can't all excel in the same thing, and I'm glad to see
you are beginning to realize the importance of work."
Meg had betaken herself to the drawing-room, and was sitting on the
floor before the music canterbury with scissors, thimble, and a roll
of narrow blue ribbon on her knee, and all her father's songs, that he
so often complained were falling to pieces, spread out before her.
He saw her once as he passed the door, and looked surprised and
"Thank you, Margaret: they wanted it badly. I am glad you can
make yourself useful, after all," he said.
Meg stitched on industriously.
He went batik to his study, where Pip's head was at a studious,
absorbed angle, and pyramids of books and sheaves of paper were on
the table. He wrote two more letters, and there came a little knock
at the door.
"Come in," he called; and there entered Nell.
She was carrying very carefully a little tray covered with a
snow-white doyley, and on it were a glass of milk and a plate of
mulberries." She placed it before him.
"I thought perhaps you would like a little lunch, Father," she
said gently; and Pip was seized with a sudden coughing fit.
"My DEAR child!" he said.
He looked at it very thoughtfully.
"The last glass of milk I had, Nellie, was when I was Pip's age,
and was Barlow's fag at Rugby. It made me ill, and I have never
touched it since."
"But this won't hurt you. You will drink this?" She gave him one
of her most beautiful looks.
"I would as soon drink the water the maids wash up in, my child."
He took a mulberry, ate it, and made a wry face. "They're not, fit
"After you've eaten about six you don't notice they're sour," she
said eagerly. But he pushed them away.
"I'll take your word for it." Then he looked at her curiously.
"What made you think of bringing me anything, Nellie? I don't ever
remember you doing so before."
"I thought you might be hungry writing here so long," she said
gently; and Pip choked again badly, and she withdrew.
Outside in the blazing sunshine Judy was mowing the lawn.
They only kept one man, and, as his time was so taken up with the
horses and stable work generally, the garden was allowed to fall into
neglect. More than once the Captain had spoken vexedly of the untidy
lawns, and said he was ashamed for visitors to come to the house.
So Judy, brimming over with zeal, armed herself with an abnormally
large scythe, and set to work on the long, long grass.
"Good heavens, Helen! you'll cut your legs off!" called her
father, in an agitated tone.
He had stepped out on to the front veranda for a mild cigar after
the mulberry just as she brought her scythe round with an admirable
sweep and decapitated a whole army of yellow-helmeted dandelions.
She turned and gave him a beautiful smile. "Oh, no, Father!—why,
I'm quite a dab at mowing."
She gave it another alarming but truly scientific sweep.
"See that—and th-a-at—and tha-a-a-at!"
"Th-a-at" carried off a fragment of her dress, and "tha-a-a-at"
switched off the top of a rose-bush; but there are details to
everything, of course.
"Accidents WILL happen, even to the best regulated grass-cutters,"
she said composedly, and raising the scythe for a fresh circle.
"Stop immediately, Helen! Why ever can't you go and play quietly
with your doll, and not do things like this?" said her father
"An' I was afther doin' it just to pleasure him," she said,
apparently addressing the dandelions.
"Well, it won't 'pleasure him' to have to provide you with cork
legs and re-stock the garden," he said dryly: "Put it down."
"Sure, an' it's illigence itsilf this side: you wouldn't be afther
leaving half undone, like a man with only one cheek shaved."
Judy affected an Irish brogue at some occult reason of her own.
"Sure an' if ye'd jist stip down and examine it yirself, it's
quite aisy ye'd be in yer moind."
The Captain hid a slight smile in his moustache. The little girl
looked so comical, standing there in her short old pink frock, a
broken-brimmed hat on her tangle of dark curls, her eyes sparkling,
her face flushed, the great scythe in her hands, and the saucy words
on her lips.
He came down and examined it: it was done excellently well, like
most of the things miss Judy attempted—mischief always included: and
her little black-stockinged legs were still in a good state of
"Hum! Well, you can finish it then, as Pat's busy. How did you
learn to mow, young lady of wonderful accomplishments?" (he looked at
her questioningly); "and what made you set yourself such a task?."
Judy gave her curls a quick push off her hot forehead.
"(A) Faix, it was inborn in me," she answered instantly; "and
(B)—sure, and don't I lo-o-ove you and delaight to plaize you?"
He went in again slowly, thoughtfully. Judy always mystified him.
He understood her the least of any of his children, and sometimes the
thought of her worried him. At present she was only a sharp, clever,
and frequently impertinent child; but he felt she was utterly
different from the other six, and it gave him an aggrieved kind of
feeling when he thought about it, which was not very often.
He remembered her own mother had often said she trembled for
Judy's future. That restless fire of hers that shone out of her
dancing eyes, and glowed scarlet on her cheeks in excitement, and
lent amazing energy and activity to her young, lithe body, would
either make a noble, daring, brilliant woman of her, or else she
would be shipwrecked on rocks the others would never come to, and it
would flame up higher and higher and consume her.
"Be careful of Judy" had been almost the last words of the anxious
mother when, in the light that comes when the world's is going out,
she had seen with terrible clearness the stones and briars in the way
of that particular pair of small, eager feet."
And she had died, and Judy was stumbling right amongst them now,
and her father could not "be careful " of her because he absolutely
did not know how.
As he went up the veranda steps again and through the hall, he was
wishing almost prayerfully she had not been cast in so different a
mould from the others, wishing he could stamp out that strange flame
in her that made him so uneasy at times. He gave a great puff at his
cigar, and sighed profoundly; then he turned on his heel and went off
toward the stables to forget it all.
The man was away, exercising one of the horses in the long paddock;
but there was something stirring in the harness-room, so he went in.
There was a little, dripping wet figure standing over a great
bucket, and.dipping something in and out with charming vigour.
At the sound of his footsteps, Baby turned round and lifted a
perspiring little face to his.
"I'se washing the kitsies for you, and Flibberty-Gibbet," she said
He took a horrified step forward.
There were two favourite kittens of his, shivering, miserable, up
to their necks in a lather of soapy water; and Flibberty-Gibbet, the
beautiful little fox terrier he had just bought for his wife, chained
to a post, also wet, miserable, and woebegone, also undergoing the
cleansing process, and being scrubbed and swilled till his very reason
"They'se SO clean and nicey—no horrid ole fleas 'n them now.
AREN't you glad? You can let Flibberty go on your bed now, and Kitsy
Poor Baby never finished her speech. She had a confused idea of
hearing a little "swear-word" from her father, of being shaken in a
most ungentle fashion and put outside the stable, while the
unfortunate animals were dried and treated with great consideration.
But the worst was yet to come, and the results were so exceedingly
bad that the young Woolcots determined never again to assume virtues
that they had not.
Bunty, of course, desired to help the cause as strongly as the
others, and to that end his first action was to go into his bedroom
and perform startling ablutions with his face, neck, and hands. Then
he took his soap-shiny countenance and red, much bescrubbed hands
downstairs, and sunned himself under his father's very nose, hoping to
attract favourable comment.
But he was bidden irritably "go and play," and saw he would have
to find fresh means of appeasement.
He wandered into the study, with vague thoughts of tidying the
tidy bookshelves; but Pip vas there, surrounded with books and
whittling a stick for a catapult, so he went out again. Then he
climbed the stairs and explored his father's bedroom and
dressing-room. In the latter there was a wide field for his
operations. A full-dress uniform was lying across a chair, and it
struck Bunty the gold buttons were looking less bright than they
should, so he spent a harmless quarter of an hour in polishing them
up. Next, he burnished some spurs, which also was harmless. Then he
east about for fresh employment.
There was quite a colony of dusty boots in one corner of the room,
and there was a great bottle of black, treacly looking varnish on the
mantelpiece. Bunty conceived the brilliant idea of cleaning the whole
lot and standing them in a neat row to meet his father's delighted
eyes. He found a handkerchief on the floor, of superfine cambric,
though dirty, poured upon it a liberal allowance of varnish, and
attacked the first pair.
A bright polish rewarded him, for they were patent leather ones;
but the next and the next and the next would not shine, however hard
he rubbed. There was a step on the stair, the firm, well-known step
of his father, and he paused a moment with a look of conscious virtue
on his small shiny face.
But it fled all at once, and a look of horror replaced it. He had
stuck the bottle on a great armchair for convenience, as he was
sitting on the floor, and now he noticed it had fallen on its side
and a black, horrid stream was issuing from its neck.
And it was the chair with the uniform on, and one of the sleeves
was soaked with the stuff, and the beautiful white shirt that lay
there, too, waiting for a button, was sticky, horrible! Bunty gave a
wild, terrified look round the room for some place to efface himself,
but there were no sheltering corners or curtains, and there was not
time to get into the bedroom and under the bed. Near the window was a
large-sized medicine chest, and in despair Bunty crushed himself into
it, his legs huddled up, his head between his knees, and an ominous
rattle of displaced bottles in his ears. The next minute his father
was in the room.
"Great Heavens! God bless my soul!" he said, and Bunty shivered
from head to foot.
Then he said a lot of things very quickly—"foreign language" as
Judy clled it; kicked something over, and hsouted "Esther!" in a
terrifying tone. But Esther was down in one of the paddocks with the
General, so htere was no reply.
More foreign language, more stomping about.
bunty's teeth chattered noisily; he put up his hand to hold his
mouth together, and the cupboard, overbalanced, fell right over,
precipitating its occupant right at his father's feet, and the bottles
"I didn't—I haven't—'twasn't me—'twasn't my fault!" he howled,
backing towards the door. "Hoo—yah—boo-hoo-ooo!
Esther—boo—yah—Judy—oh—oh—h! oh—oh—h—h—h—h!" As might be
expected, his father had picked up a strap that lay conveniently near,
and was giving his son a very fair taste of it.
"Oh—h—h—h! o—o—h! o—o—h! ah—h—h! 'twasn't me— 'twasn't
my fault—its Pip and Judy—oh—h—h—h! hoo—the pant'mime! boo-hoo!
ah—h—h—h—you're killing me! hoo-boo! I was only d—doin'
it—oh—hoo—ah—h—h! d—oin' it to p—please—boo—oo—oo! to
His father paused with uplifted strap. "And that's why all the
others are behaving in so strange a fashion? Just for me to take them
to the pantomime?"
Bunty wriggled himself free. "Boo—hoo—yes! but not me—I
didn't—I never—true's faith—oh-h-h-hoo-yah! it wasn't my fault,
it's all the others—boo—hoo—hoo! hit them the rest."
He got three more smart cuts, and then fled howling and yelling to
the nursery, where he fell on the floor and kicked and rolled about as
if he were half killed.
"You sn—n—n—n—neaks!" he sobbed, addressing the others, who
had flown from all parts at his noisy outcry, "you m-m—- mean
p—p—p—pigs! I h—hadn't n—n—no fo—o—ow-l, and I've h—h—had
all the b—b—b—beating! y—you s—s—sn—n-neaks! oh—h—h—h!
ah—h—h—h! oh—h—h—h! oh—h—h-h! I'm b—b— bleeding all over, I
They couldn't help laughing a bit; Bunty was always so
irresistibly comic when he was hurt ever so little; but still they
comforted him as well as they could, and tried to find out what had
Esther came in presently, looking very worried. "Well?" they said
in a breath.
"You really are the most exasperating children," she said vexedly.
"But he pantomime—quick, Esther—have you asked him?" they cried
"The pantomime! He says he would rather make it worth Mr.
Rignold's while to take it off the boards than that one of you should
catch a glimpse of it—and it serves you very well right! Meg, for
goodness' sake give Baby some dry clothes—just look at her; and,
Judy, if you have any feeling for me, take off that frock. Bunty, you
wicked boy, I'll call your father if you don't stop that noise. Nell,
take the scissors from the General, he'll poke his eyes out, bless
The young stepmother leaned back in her chair and looked round her
tragically. She had never seen her husband so thoroughly angered, and
her beautiful lips quivered when she remembered how he had seemed to
blame her for it all.
Meg hadn't moved; the water was trickling slowly off Baby's
clothes and making a pool on the floor, Bunty was still giving vent
to spasmodic boos and hoos, Judy was whistling stormily, and the
General, mulcted of the scissors, was licking his own muddy shoe all
over with his dear little red tongue.
A sob rose in her throat, two tears welled up in her eyes and fell
down her smooth, lovely cheeks. "Seven of you, and I'm only twenty!"
she said pitifully. "Oh! it's too bad—oh dear! it is too bad."
Chapter IV The General Sees Active
"My brain it teems
With endless schemes,
Both good and new."
It was a day after "the events narrated in the last chapter," as
story-book parlance has it. And Judy, with a wrathful look in her
eyes, was sitting on the nursery table, her knees touching her chin
and her thin brown hands clasped round them.
"It's a shame," she said, "it's a burning, wicked shame! What's
the use of fathers in the world, I'd like to know!"
"Oh, Judy!" said Meg, who was curled up in an armchair, deep in a
book. But she said it mechanically, and only as a matter of duty,
being three years older than Judy.
"Think of the times we could have if he didn't live with us," Judy
continued, calmly disregardful. "Why, we'd have fowl three times a
day, and the pantomime seven nights a week."
Nell suggested that it was not quite usual to have pantomimic
performances on the seventh day, but Judy was not daunted:
"I'd have a kind of church pantomime," she said thoughtfully—
"beautiful pictures and things about the Holy Land, and the loveliest
music, and beautiful children in white, singing hymns, and bright
colours all about, and no collection plates to take your only
threepenny bit-oh! and no sermons or litanies, of course."
"Oh, Judy!" murmured Meg, turning a leaf. Judy unclasped her
hands, and then clasped them again more tightly than before. "Six
whole tickets wasted—thirty beautiful shillings—just because we have
"He sent them to the Digby-Smiths," Bunty volunteered, "and wrote
on the envelope, 'With eompts. J. C. Woolcot.'
Judy moaned. "Six horrid little Digby-Smiths sitting in the
theatre watching our fun with their six horrid little eyes," she said
Bunty, who was mathematically inclined, wanted to know why they
wouldn't look at it through their twelve horrid little eyes, and Judy
laughed and came down from the table, after expressing a wicked wish
that the little Digby-Smiths might all tumble over the dress-circle
rail before the curtain rose. Meg shut her book with a hurried bang.
"Has Pip gone yet? Father'll be awfully cross. Oh dear, what a
head I've got!" she said. "Where's Esther? Has anyone seen Esther?"
"My DEAR Meg!" Judy said; "why, it's at least two hours since
Esther went up the drive before your very nose. She's gone to
Waverly—why, she came in and told you, and said she trusted you to
see about the coat, and you said, 'M—'m! all right.'"
Meg gave a startled look of recollection. "Did I have to clean
it?" she asked in a frightened tone, and pushing her fair hair back
from her forehead. "Oh, girls! what WAS it I had to do?"
"Clean with benzine, iron while wet, put in a cool place to keep
warm, and bake till brown," said Judy promptly. "SURELY you heard,
Margaret? Esther was at such pains to explain."
Meg ruffled her hair again despairingly. "What shall I do?" she
said, actual tears springing to her eyes. "What will Father say?
Oh, Judy, you might have reminded me."
Nell slipped an arm round her neck. "She's only teasing, Megsie;
Esther did it and left it ready in the hall—you've only to give it to
Pip. Pat has to take the dogcart into town this afternoon to have the
back seat mended, and Pip's going in it, too, that's all, and they're
putting the horse in now; you're not late."
It was the coat Bunty had done his best to spoil that all the
trouble was about. It belonged, as I said, to the Captain's
full-dress uniform, and was wanted for a dinner at the Barracks this
same evening. And Esther had been sponging and cleaning at it all the
morning, and had left directions that it was to be taken to the
Barracks in the afternoon.
Presently the dogcart came spinning round to the door in great
style, Pip driving and Pat looking sulkily on. They took the coat
parcel and put it carefully under the seat, and were preparing to
start again, when Judy came out upon the veranda, holding the General
in an uncomfortable position in her arms.
"You come, too, Fizz, there's heaps of room—there's no reason you
shouldn't," Pip said suddenly. "Oh—h—h!" said Judy, her eyes
sparkling. She took a rapid step forward and lifted her foot to get
"Oh, I say!" remonstrated Pip, "you'll have to put on something
over that dress, old girl—it's all over jam and things."
Judy shot herself into the hall and returned with her ulster; she
set the General on the floor for a minute while she donned it, then
picked him up and handed him up to Pip.
"He'll have to come, too," she said; "I promised Esther I wouldn't
let him out of my sight for a minute; she's getting quite nervous
about him lately—thinks he'll get broken."
Pip grumbled a minute or two, but the General gave a gurgling,
captivating laugh and held up his arms, so he took him up and held
him while Judy clambered in.
"We can come back in the tram to the Quay, and then get a boat
back," she said, squeezing the baby on the seat between them. "The
General loves going on the water."
Away they sped; down the neglected carriage drive, out of the
gates, and away down the road. Pip, Judy of the shining eyes, the
General devouring his thumb, and Pat smiling-faced once more because
in possession of the reins.
A wind from the river swept through the belt of gum trees on the
Crown lands, and sent the young red blood leaping through their
veins; it played havoc with Judy's curls, and dyed her brown cheeks a
warm red; it made the General kick and laugh and grow restive, and
caused Pip to stick his hat on the back of his head and whistle
Until town was reached, when they were forced to yield somewhat to
the claims of conventionality. On the way to Paddington a gentleman
on horseback slackened pace a little. Pip took off his hat with a
flourish, and Judy gave a frank, pleased smile, for it was a certain
old Colonel they had known for years, and had cause to remember his
good-humour and liberality.
"Well, my little maid—well, Philip, lad," he said, smiling
genially, while his horse danced round the dogcart—"and the General
too—where are you all off to?
"The Barracks—I'm taking something up for the governor," Pip
answered, Judy was watching the plunging horse with admiring eyes.
"And then we're going back home."
The old gentleman managed, in spite of the horse's tricks, to slip
his hand in his pocket. "Here's something to make yourselves ill with
on the way," he said, handing them two half-crowns; "but don't send me
the doctor's bill."
He flicked the General's cheek with his whip, gave Judy a nod, and
The children looked at each other with sparkling eyes.
"Coconuts," Pip said, "and tarts and toffee, and save the rest for
a football?" Judy shook her head. "Where do I come in?" she said.
"You'd keep the football at school. I vote pink jujubes, and
icecreams, and a wax doll."
"A wax grandmother!" Pip retorted; "you wouldn't be such a girl, I
hope." Then he added, with almost pious fervour, "Thank goodness
you've always hated dolls, Fizz."
Judy gave a sudden leap in her seat, almost upsetting the General,
and bringing down upon her head a storm of reproaches from the
coachman. "I know!" she said; "and we're almost halfway there now.
Oh—h—h! it will be lovely."
Pip urged her to explain herself.
"Bondi Aquarium—skating, boats, merry-go-round, switchback
threepence a go!" she returned succinctly.
"Good iron," Pip whisded softly, while he revolved the thing in
his mind. "There'd be something over, too, to get some tucker with,
and perhaps something for the football, too." Then his brow clouded.
"There's the kid—whateverdid you go bringing him for? Just like
a gir to spoil everyihing!" Judy looked nonplussed. I quite forgot
him," she said, vexedly. "Couldn't we leave him somewhere? Couldn't
we ask someone to take care of him while we go? Oh, it would be TOO
bad to have to give it up just because of him. It's beginning to
rain, too; we couldn't take him with us.
They were at the foot of Barrack Hill now, and Pat told them they
muust get out and walk the rest of the way up, or he would never get
the dogcart finished to take back that evening.
Pip tumbled out and took the General, all in a bunched-up heap,
and Judy alighted carefully after him, the precious coat parcel in
her arms. And they walked up the asphalt hill to the gate leading to
the officers' quarters in utter silence.
"Well?" Pip said querulously, as they reached the top. "Be quick;
haven't you thought of anything?"
That levelling of brows, and pursing of lips, always meant deep
and intricate calculation on his sister's part, as he knew full well.
"Yes," Judy said quietly. "I've got a plan that will do, I think."
Then a sudden fire entered her manner.
"Who is the General's father? Tell me that," she said, in a
rapid, eager way; "and isn't it right and proper fathers should look
after their sons? And doesn't he deserve we should get even with him
for doing us out of the pantomime? And isn't the Aquarium too lovely
"Well?" Pip said; his slower brain did not follow such rapid
"Only I'm going to leave the General here at the Barracks for a
couple of hours till we come back, his father being the proper person
to watch over him." Judy grasped the General's small. fat hand in a
determined way, and opened the gate.
"Oh, I say," remarked Pip, "we'll get in an awful row, you know,
Fizz. I don't think we'd better—I don"t really, old girl."
"Not a bit," said Judy, stoutly—" at least, only a bit, and the
Aquarium's worth that. Look how it's raining; the child will get
croup, or rheumatism, or something if we take him; there's Father
standing over on the green near the tennis-court talking to a man.
I'll slip quietly along the veranda and into his own room, and put
the coat and the General on the bed; then I'll tell a soldier to go
and tell Father his parcels have come; and while he's gone I'll fly
back to you, and we'll catch the tram and go to the Aquarium."
Pip whistled again softly. He was used to bold proposals from
this sister of his, but this was beyond everything. "B—b—but," he
said uneasily, "but, Judy, whatever would he do with that kid for two
"Mind him," Judy returned promptly. "It's a pretty thing if a
father can't mind his own child for two hours. Afterwards, you see,
when we've been to the Aquarium, we will come back and fetch him, and
we can explain to Father how it was raining, and that we thought we'd
better not take him with us for fear of rheumatism, and that we were
in a hurry to catch the tram, and as he wasn't in his room we just put
him on the bed till he came. Why, Pip, it's beautifully simple!"
Pip still looked uncomfortable. "I don't like it, Fizz," he said
again; "he'll be in a fearful wax."
Judy gave him one exasperated look. "Go and see if that's the
Bondi tram coming," she said; and glad of a moment's respite, he went
down the path again to the pavement and looked down the hill. When he
turned round again she had gone.
He stuck his hands in his pockets ancd walked up and down the path
a few times. "Fizz'll get us hanged yet," he muttered, looking
darkly at the door in the wall through which she had disappeared. He
pushed his hat to the back of hiss head and stared gloomily at his
boots, wondering what would be the consequences of this new mischief.
There was a light footfall beside him.
"Come on," said Judy, pulling his sleeve; "it's done now, come on,
let's go and have our fun; have you got the money safe? "
It was two o'clock as they passed out of the gate and turned their
faces up, the hill to the tram stopping-place. And it was half-past
four when they jumped out of a town-bound tram and entered the gates
again to pick up their charge.
Such an afternoon as they had had! Once inside the Aquarium, even
Pip had put his conscience qualms on one side, and bent all his
energies to enjoying himself thoroughly. And Judy was like a little
mad thing. She spent a shilling of her money on the switchback
railway, pronouncing the swift, bewildering motion "heavenly." The
first journey made Pip feel sick, so he eschewed a repetition of it,
and watched Judy go off from time to time, waving gaily from the
perilous little car, almost with his heart in his mouth. Then
they.hired a pair of roller skates each, and bruised themselves black
and blue with heavy falls on the asphalt. After that they had a ride
on the merry-go-round, but Judy found it tame after the switchbaek,
and refused to squander a second threepence upon it, contenting
herself with watching Pip fly round, and madly running by his side, to
keep up as long as she could. They finished the afternoon with a
prolonged inspection of the fish-tanks, a light repast of jam tarts of
questionable freshness, and twopennyworth of peanuts. And, as I
said, it was half-past four as they hastened up the path again to the
top gate of the Barracks.
"I hope he's been good," Judy said, as she turned the handle.
"Yes, you come, too, Pip"—for that young gentleman hung back one
agonized second. "Twenty kicks or blows divided by two only make
ten, you see."
They went up the long stone veranda and stopped at one door.
There was a little knot of young officers laughing and talking
"Take my word, 'twas as good as a play to see Wooly grabbing his
youngster, and stuffing it into a cab, and getting in himself, all
with a look of ponderous injured dignity," one said, and laughed at
Another blew away a cloud of cigar smoke. "It was a jolly little
beggar," he said. "It doubled its fists and landed His High
Mightiness one in the eye; and then its shoe dropped off, and we all
rushed to pick it up, and it was muddy and generally dilapidated, and
old Wooly went red slowly up to his ear-tips as he tried to put it
A little figure stepped into the middle of the group—a little
figure with an impossibly short and shabby ulster, thin
black-stockinged legs, and a big hat crushed over a tangle of curls.
"It is my father you are speaking of," she said, her head very
high, her tone haughty, "and I cannot tell where your amusement is.
Is my father here, or did I hear you say he had gone away?
Two of the men looked foolish, the third took off his cap.
" I am sorry you should have overheard us, Miss Woolcot," he said
pleasantly. "Still, there is no irreparable harm done, is there?
Yes, your father has gone away in a cab. He couldn't imagine how the
little boy carne on his bed, and, as he couldn't keep him here very
well, I suppose he has taken him home."
Something like a look of shame came into Judy's bright eyes,
"I am afraid I must have put my father to some inconvenienoe," she
said quietly. "It was I who left the Gen—my brother here, because I
didn't know what to do with him for an hour or two. But I quite meant
to take him home myself. Has he been gone long?"
"About half an hour," the officer said, and tried not to look
amused at the little girl's old-fashioned manner.
"Ah, thank you. Perhaps we can catch him up. Come on, Pip," and,
nodding in a grave, distant manner, she turned away, and went down the
veranda and through the gate with her brother.
"A nice hole we're in," he said.
"It's about the very awfullest thing we've ever done in our lives.
Fancy the governor carting that child all the way from here! Oh,
Judy nodded again.
"Can't you speak?" he said irritably. "You've got us into this—
I didn't want to do it; but I'll stand by you, of course. Only
you'll have to think of something quick."
Judy bit three finger-tips off her right-hand glove, and looked
"There's absolutely nothing to do, Pip," she said slowly. "I
didn't think it would turn out like this. I suppose we'd better just
go straight back and hand ourselves over for punishment. He'll be too
angry to hear any sort of an excuse, so we'd better just grin and hear
whatever he does to us. I'm really sorry, too, that I made a
laughing-stock of him up there."
Pip was explosive. He called her a little ass and a gowk and a
stupid idiot for doing such a thing, and she did not reproach him or
answer back once.
They caught a tram and went into Sydney, and afterwards to the
boat. They ensconced themselves in a corner at the far end, and
discussed the state of affairs with much seriousness. Then Pip got
up and, strolled about a little to relieve his feelings, coming back
in a second with a white, scared face.
"He's on the boat," he said, in a horrified whisper.
"Where-where—where? what—what—what?" Judy cried, unintentionally
mimicking a longburied monarch.
"In the cabin, looking as glum as a boiled wallaby, and hanging on
to the poor little General as if he thinks he'll fly away."
Judy looked a little frightened for the first time. "Can't we
hide? Don't let him see us. It wouldn't be any good offering to
take the General now. We're in for it now,, Pip—there'll be no
Pip groaned; then Judy stood up.
"Let's creep down as far as the engine," she said, and see if he
does look very bad."
They made their way cautiously along the deck, and took up a
position where they could see without being seen. The dear little
General was sitting on the seat next to his stern father, who had a
firm hold of the back of his woolly-pelisse. He was sucking his
little dirty hand, and casting occasional longing glances at his tan
shoe, which he knew was delicious to bite. Once or twice he had pulled
it off and conveyed it to his mouth, but his father intercepted it,
and angrily buttoned it on again in its rightful place. He wanted,
too, to slither off the horrid seat, and crawl all over the deck, and
explore the ground under the seats, and see where the puffing noise
came from; but there was that iron grasp on his coat that no amount of
wriggling would move. No wonder the poor child looked unhappy!
At last the boat stopped at a wharf not far from Misrule, and the
Captain alighted, carrying his small dirty son gingerly in his arms.
He walked slowly up the red road along which the dogcart had sped so
blithesomely some six or seven hours ago, and Judy and Pip followed at
a respectful—a very respectful—distance. At the gate he saw them,
and gave a large, angry beckon for them to come up. Judy went very
white, but obeyed instantly, and Pip, pulling himself together,
brought up the rear.
Afterwards Judy only had a very indistinct remembrance of what
happened during the next half-hour. She knew there was a stormy
scene, in which Esther and the whole family came in for an immense
amount of vituperation.
Then Pip received a thrashing, in spite of Judy's persistent avowal
that it was all her fault, and Pip hadn't done anything. She
remembered wondering whether she would be treated as summarily as
Pip, so angry was her father's face as he pushed the boy aside and
stood looking at her, riding whip in hand. But he flung it, down and
laid a heavy hand on her shrinking shoulder.
"Next Monday," he said slowly—"next Monday morning you will go to
boarding school. Esther, kindly see Helen's clothes are ready for
boarding school—next Monday morning."
Chapter V "Next Monday Morning"
There was a trunk standing in the hall, and a large, much-travelled
portmanteau, and there were labels on them that said: "Miss Helen
Woolcot, The Misses Burton, Mount Victoria."
In the nursery breakfast was proceeding spasmodically. Meg's blue
eyes were all red and swollen with crying, and she was still sniffing
audibly as she poured out the coffee. Pip had his hands in his
pockets and stood on the hearthrug, looking gloomily at a certain
plate, and refusing breakfast altogether; the General was crashing his
own mug and plate joyously together; and Bunty was eating bread and
butter in stolid silence.
Judy, white-faced and dry-eyed, was sitting at the table, and Nell
and Baby were clinging to either arm. All the three days between
that black Thursday and this doleful morning she had been obstinately
uncaring. Her spirits had never seemed higher, her eyes brighter,
her tongue sharper, than during that interval of days; and she had
pretended to everyone, and her father, that she especially thought
boarding school must be great fun, and that she should enjoy it
But this morning she had collapsed altogether. All the time
before, her hot childish heart had been telling her that her father
could not really be so cruel, that he did not really mean to send her
away among strangers, away from dear, muddled old Misrule and all her
sisters and brothers; he was only saying it to frighten her, she kept
saying to herself, and she would show him she was not a chickenhearted
But on Sunday night, when she saw a trunk carried downstairs and
filled with her things and labelled with her name, a cold hand seemed
to close about her heart. Still, she said to herself, he was doing
all this to make it seem more real,
But now it was morning, and she could disbelieve it no longer.
Esther had come to her bedside and kissed her sorrowfully, her
beautiful face troubled and tender. She had begged as she had never
done before for a remission of poor Judy's sentence, but the Captain
was adamant. It was she and she only who was always ringleader in
everything; the others would behave when she was not there to incite
them to mischief and go she should. Besides, he said, it would be the
making of her. It was an excellent school he had chosen for her; the
ladies who kept it were kind, but very firm, and Judy was being ruined
for want of a firm hand. Which, indeed, was in a measure true.
Judy sat bolt upright in bed at the sight of Esther's sorrowful
"It's no good, dear; there's no way out of it," she said gently.
"But you'll go like a brave girl, won't you, Ju-Ju? You always were
the sort to die game, as Pip says."
Judy gulped down a great lump in her throat, and her poor little
face grew white and drawn.
"It's all right, Essie. There, you go on down to breakfast," she
said, in a voice that, only shook a little; "and please leave the the
Gneral, Esther; I'll bring him down with me."
Esther deposited her little fat son on the pillow, and with one
loving backward glance went out of the door.
And Judy pulled the little lad down into her arms, and covered the
bedclothes right over both their heads, and held him in a fierce,
almost desperate clasp for a minute or two, and buried her face in
his soft, dimpled neck, and kissed it till her dips ached.
He fought manfully against these troublesome proceedings, and at
last objected, with an angry scream, to being suffocated. So she
flung back the clothes and got out of bed, leaving him to burrow
about among the pillows, and pull feathers out of a hole in one of
She dressed in a quick nervous fashion, did her hair with more
care than usual, and then picked up the General and took him along
the passage into the nursery. All the others were here, and, with
Esther, were evidently discussing her. The three girls looked
tearful and protesting; Pip had just been brought to book for
speaking disrespectfully of his father, and was looking sullen; and
Bunty, not knowing what else to do at such a crisis, had fallen to
catching flies, and was viciously taking off their wings.
It was a wretched meal: The bell sounded for the downstairs
breakfast, and Esther had to go. Everyone offered Judy everything on
the table, and spoke gently and politely to her. She seemed to be
apart from them, a person not to be lightly treated in the dignity of
this great trouble. Her dress, too, was quite new— a neat blue serge
fresh from the dressmaker's hands; her boots were blacked and bright,
her stockings guiltless of ventilatory chasms. All this helped to
make her a Judy quite different from the harum-scarum one of a few
days back, who used to come to breakfast looking as if her clothes had
been pitchforked upon her.
Baby addressed herself to her porridge for one minute, but the
next her feelings overcame her, and, with a little wail, she rushed
round the table to Judy, and hung on her arm sobbing. This destroyed
the balance of the whole company. Nell got the other arm and swayed
to and fro in an excess of misery. Meg's tears rained down into her
teacup; Pip dug his heel in the hearthrug, and wondered what was the
matter with his eyes; and even Bunty's appetite for bread and butter
Judy sat there silent; she had pushed back her unused plate, and
sat regarding it with an expression of utter despair on her young
face. She looked like a miniature tragedy queen going to immediate
Presently Bunty got off his chair, covered up his coffee with his
saucer to keep the flies out, and solemnly left the room. In a
minute he returned with a pickle bottle, containing an enormous green
"You can have it to keep for your very own, Judy," he said, in a
tone of almost reckless sadness. "It'll, keep you amused, perhaps,
at school." Self-sacrifice could go no further, for this frog was
the darling of Bunty's heart.
This stimulated the others; everyone fetched some offering to lay
at Judy's shrine for a keepsake. Meg brought a bracelet, plaited out
of the hair of a defunct pet pony. Pip gave his three-bladed
pocketknife. Nell a pot of musk that she had watered and cherished
for a,year, Baby had a broken-nosed doll, that was the Benjamin of
her large family.
"Put them in the trunk, Meg—there's room on top, I think," Judy
said in a choking voice, and deeply touched by these gifts. "Oh!
and, Bunty, dear! put a cork over the f—f—frog, will you? it might
get lost, poor thing! in that b—b—big box."
"All right," said Bunty, "You'll take c—c—care of it, w—won't
you, Judy? Oh dear, oh—h—h!—boo-hoo!"
Then Esther came in, still troubled-looking. "The dogcart is
round," she said. "Are you ready, Ju, dearest? Dear little Judy! be
brave, little old woman."
But Judy was white as death, and utterly limp. She suffered
Esther to put her hat on, to help her into her new jacket, to put her
gloves into her hand. She submitted to being kissed by the whole
family, to be half carried downstairs by Esther, to be kissed again by
the girls, then by the two good-natured domestics, who, in spite of
her peccadilloes, had a warm place in their hearts for her.
Esther and Pip lifted her into the dogcart; and she sat in a
little, huddled-up way, looking down at the group on the veranda with
eyes that were absolutely tragic in their utter despair. Her father
came out, buttoning his overcoat, and saw the look.
"What foolishness is this?" he said irascibly—"Esther-great
heavens! are you making a goose of yourself, too?"—there were great
tears glistening in his wife's beautiful eyes. "Upon my soul, one
would think I was going to take the child to be hanged, or at least
was going to leave her in a penitentiary."
A great dry sob broke from Judy's white lips.
"If you'll let me stay, Father, I'll never do another thing to vex
you; and you can thrash me instead, ever so hard."
It was her last effort, her final hope, and she bit her poor
quivering lip till it bled while she waited for his answer.
"Let ber stay—oh! do letter stay, we'll be good always," came in
a chorus from the veranda. And, "Let her stay, John, PLEASE!" Esther
called in a tone as entreating as any of the children.
But the Captain sprang into the dogcart and seized the reins from
Pat in a burst of anger.
"I think you're all demented!" he cried. "She's going to a
thoroughly good home, I've paid a quarter in advance already, and I
can assure you good people I'm not going to waste it."
He gave the horse a smart touch with the whip, and in a minute the
dogcart had flashed out of the gate, and the small, unhappy face was
lost to sight.
Chapter VI The Sweetness of Sweet
"She is not yet so old
But she may learn: happier than this,
She is not bred so dull but she can learn."
Meg's hair had always been pretty, but during the last two months
she had cut herself a fringe, and begun to torture it up in curl
papers every night. And in her private, drawer she kept a jam tin
filled with oatmeal, that she used in the water every time she
washed, having read it was a great complexion beautifier. And
nightly she rubbed vaseline on her hands and slept in old kid gloves.
And her spare money went in the purchase of "Freckle Lotion," to
remove that slight powdering of warm brown sun-kisses that somehow
lent a certain character to her face.
All these things were the outcome of being sixteen, and having
found a friend of seventeen.
Aldith MacCarthy learnt French from the same teacher that Meg was
going to twice a week, and after an exchange of chocolates,
hair-ribbons, and family confidences a friendship sprang up.
Aldith had three grown-up sisters, whom she aped in everything,
and was considerably wiser in the world than simple-minded, romantic
She lent Meg novels, "Family Herald Supplements", "Young Ladies'
Journals", and such publications, and the young girl took to them
with avidity, surprised at the new world into which they took her;
for Charlotte Yonge and Louisa Alcott and Miss Wetherall had hitherto
formed her simple and wholesome fare.
Meg began to dream rose-coloured dreams of the time when her fair,
shining hair should be gathered up into "a simple knot at the back of
her head" or "brushed into a regal coronet," these being the styles in
which the heroines in the novels invariably dressed their hair. A
pigtail done in three was very unromantic. That was why, as a sort of
compromise, she cut herself a fringe and began to frizz out the end of
her plait. Her father stared at her, and said she looked like a
shop-girl, when first he noticed it, and Esther told her she was a
stupid child; but the looking-glass and Aldith reassured her.
The next thing was surreptitiously to lengthen her dresses, which
were at the short-long stage. In the privacy of her own bedroom she
took the skirts of two or three of her frocks off the band, inserted a
piece of lining for lengthening purposes, and then added a frill to
the waists of her bodices to hide the join. This dropped the skirts a
good two inches, and made her look quite a tall, slim figure, as she
was well aware.
And none of these things were very harmful.
But Aldith gradually grew dissatisfied with her waist.
"You're at least twenty-three, Marguerite," she said once, quite in
a horrified way. She never called her friend Meg, pronouncing that
name to be "too domestic and altogether unlovely."
Meg glanced from her own waist to her friend's slender, beautiful
one, and sighed profoundly. "What ought I to be?" she said in a low
tone; and Aldith had answered, "Eighteen—or nineteen, Marguerite, at
the most; true symmetrical grace can never he obtained with a waist
twenty-three inches round."
Aldith had not only made statements and comparisons, she had given
her friend practical advice, and shown her how the thing was to be
done. And every night and morning Meg pulled away ruthlessly at her
corset laces, and crushed her beautiful little body into narrower
space. She had already brought it within a girdle of twenty-one
inches, which was a clear saving of two, and she had taken in all her
dresses at the seams.
But she gave up the evening game of cricket, and she never made one
at rounders now, much to the others' disgust. No one, to look at the
sweet blossom-like face, and soft, calm eyes, could have guessed what
torture was being felt beneath the now pretty, welt-fitting dress
body. To walk quickly was positive pain; to stoop, almost agony; but
she endured it all with a heroism worthy of a truly noble cause.
"How long shall I have to go on like this, Aldith? "she asked once
faintly, after a French lesson that she had scarcely been able to sit
And the older girl answered carelessly, "Oh, you mustn't leave it
off, of course, but you don't feel it at all after a bit."
With which assurance Meg pursued her painful course.
Esther, the only person in a position to exercise any authority in
the matter, had not noticed at all, and, indeed, had she done, so
would not have thought very gravely of it, for it was only four years
since she, too, had been sixteen, and a "waist" had been the most
desirable thing on earth.
Once she had said unwittingly,
"What a nice little figure you are getting, Meg; this new
dressmaker certainly fits better than Miss Quinn"; and foolish Meg,
with a throb of delight, had redoubled her efforts.
Lynx-eyed Judy would have found her out long ago, and laughed her
to utter shame, but unfortunately for Meg's constitution she was
still at school, it being now the third month of her absence.
Aldith only lived about twenty minutes' walk from Misrule, so the
two girls were always together. Twice a week they went down to town
in the river-boat to learn how to inquire, in polite French, "Has the
baker's young daughter the yellow hat, brown gloves, and umbrella of
the undertaker's niece?" And twice a week, after they had answered
irrelevantly, "No, but the surgeon had some beer, some mustard, and
the dinner-gong," Aldith conducted her friend slowly up and down that
happy hunting-ground of Sydney youth and fashion—the Block. "Just
see how many hats I'll get taken off," Miss Aldith would say as they
started; and by the endof the time Meg would say longingly, "How
lovely it must be to know crowds of gentlemen like you do."
Sometimes one or two of them would stop and exchange a word or two,
and then Aldith would formally introduce Meg; often, however, the
latter, who was sharp enough for all her foolishness, would fancy she
detected a patronizing, amused air in these gentlemen's manners. As,
indeed, there often was; they were chiefly men whom Aldith had met at
dances and tennis in her own home; and who thought that young lady a
precocious child who wanted keeping in the schoolroom a few more
One day Aldith came to Misrule brimming over with mysterious
importance. "Come down the garden, Marguerite," she said, taking no
notice whatever of Baby, who had, with much difficulty, beguiled her
eldest sister into telling her the ever delightful legend of the three
"Oh, no, by the hair of my chiny-chin-chin, then I'll huff and
I'll puff and I'll blow your house in," had only been said twice, and
the exciting part was still to come.
Baby looked up with stormy eyes.
"Go away, Aldiff," she said.
"Miss MacCarthy,-Baby, dear, Meg suggested, gently, catching
Aldith's half-scornful smile.
"ALDIFF," repeated Baby obstinately. Then she relented, and put
one caressing little arm round her sister's neck.
"I will say Miff MacCarfy iss you will say ze uzzer little pig,
Oh, send her away, Marguerite, do," Aldith said impatiently, "I
have an enthralling secret to tell you, and I'll haveto go soon."
Meg looked interested immediately.
"Run away, Baby, dear," she said, kissing the disappointed little
face; "go and play Noah's Ark with Bunty, and I'll finish the piggies
to-night or to-morrow."
"But I want them NOW" Baby said insistently.
Meg pushed her gently aside. "No, run away, pet—run away at once
like a good girl, and I'll tell you Red Riding Hood, too, to-morrow."
Baby looked up at her sister's guest."
"You are a horrid old pig, Aldiff MacCatfy," she said, with slow
emphasis, "an' I hates you hard, an' we all hates you here, 'ceps Meg;
and Pip says you're ze jammiest girl out, an' I wis' a drate big ziant
would come and huff and puff and blow you into ze middlest part of ze
Aldith laughed, a little aggravating grown-up laugh, that put the
finishing touch to Baby's auger. She put out her little hand and
gave the guest's arm in its muslin sleeve a sharp, scientific pinch
that Pip had taught her. Then she fled madly away down the long
paddocks, to the bit of bush beyond.
"Insufferable," Aldith muttered angrily, and it needed all Meg's
apologies and coaxings to get her into an amiable frame of mind
again, and to induce her to conmmunicate the enthralling secret. At
last, however, it was imparted, with great impressiveness. Aldith's
eldest sister was engaged, engaged to be married! Oh! wasn't it
heavenly? Wasn't it romantic?—and to the gentleman with the long
fair moustache who had been so much at their house lately.
"I knew it would come—I have seen it coming for a long time. Oh!,
I'm not easily blinded;" Aldith said. "I know true love when I see
it. Though certainly for myself I should prefer a dark moustache,
should not you, Marguerite?"
"Ye—es," said Meg. Her views were hardly formed yet on the
"Jet black, with waxed ends, very stiff," Aldith continued
thoughtfully, "and a soldierly carriage, and very long black lashes."
"So should I," Meg said, fired in a moment. "Like Guy Deloraine
in 'Angelina's Ambition'." Aldith put her arm more tightly round her
"Wouldn't it be HEAVENLY, Marguerite, to be engaged—you and I?"
she said, in a tone of dreamy rapture. "To have a dark, handsome man
with proud black eyes just dying with love for you, going down on his
knees, and giving you presents, and taking you out and all—oh,
Marguerite, just think of it!"
Melt's eyes looked wistful. "We're not old enough, though, yet,"
she said with a sigh.
Aldith tossed her head. "That's nonsense; why, Clara Allison is
only seventeen, and look at your own stepmother. Plenty of girls are
actually married at sixteen, Marguerite, and a man proposed my sister
Beatrice when she was only fifteen." Meg looked impressed and
Then Aldith rose to go. "Mind you're in time for the boat
to-morrow," she said, as they reached the gate; "and, Marguerite, be
sure you make yourself look very nice—wear your cornflower dress, and
see if Mrs. Woolcot will lend you a pair of her gloves, your grey ones
are just a little shabby, aren't they, dear?"
"H'm," said Meg, colouring.
"And Mr. James Graham always comes back on that boat, and the two
Courtney boys—Andrew Courtney told Beatrice he thought you seemed a
nice little thing; he often notices you, he says, because you blush
"I can't help it," Meg said, unhappily. "Aldith, how ought the
ribbon to go on my hat? I'm going to retrim it again."
Oh, square bows, somewhat stiff, and well at the side," the oracle,
said. "I'm glad you're going to, dear, it looked just a wee bit
dowdy, didn't it?" Meg coloured again.
"Have you done your French?" she said, as she pulled open the
"In a way," Aldith said carelessly. Then she put up her chin,
"Those frowzy-looking Smiths always make a point of having no
mistakes; and, Janet Green, whose hats are always four seasons behind
the fashions; I prefer to have a few errors, just to show I haven't to
work hard and be a teacher after I—-"
But just here she stumbled and fell down her full length in a most
undignified manner, right across the muddy sidewalk.
It was a piece of string and Baby's vengeance.
Chapter VII "What Say You to
Falling in Love?"
Meg was looking ill, there was no doubt about it. Her pretty
pink-and-white complexion was losing its fresh look, a slightly
irritable expression had settled round a mouth that a few months back
had seemed made for smiles only. And terribly unromantic fact, her
nose was quite florid-looking at times. Now a heroine may have the
largest, deepest, and most heavily lashed eyes imaginable; she may
have hair in very truth like the gold "mown from a harvest's middle
floor"; she may have lips like cherries and teeth like pearls, and a
red nose will be so utterly fatal that all these other charms will
pass unnoticed. It cost Meg real anguish of spirit. She carefully
read all the Answers to Correspondents in the various papers Aldith
lent her in search of a remedy, but nearly everyone seemed to be
asking for recipes to promote the growth of the eyelashes or to
prevent _embonpoint_. Not one she chanced on said, "A red nose in a
girl is generally caused by indigestion or tight-lacing." She asked
Aldith to suggest something, and that young person thought that
vaseline and sulphur mixed together, and spread over the afflicted
member, would have the desired effect. So every night Meg fastened
her bedroom door with a wedge of wood, keys being unknown luxuries at
Misrule, and anointed her, poor little nose most carefully with the
greasy mixture, lying "all night on her back to prevent it rubbing
off on the pillow.
Once Pip had forced his way into demand a few stitches for his
braces which had split, and she had been compelled to wrap her whole
face hastily up in a towel and declare she had violent neuralgia, and
he must go to Esther or one of the servants. Had he seen and known
the cause there would have been no end to the teasing.
Nowadays Meg spent a great deal of time in her bedroom, that she
had all to herself while Judy was away. In its privacy she trimmed
and retrimmed her hats, altered her dresses, read her novels, and sat
in front of the looking-glass with her hair down, dreaming of being
quite grown up and in love. For just now both to Aldith, and herself
that state of life seemed the only one altogether lovely and
desirable. Meg used to curl herself up in a big easy-chair that had
drifted to her room because its springs were broken, and dream long,
beautiful, hopeless dreams of a lover with "long black lashes and a
soldierly carriage." Of course it was highly reprehensible to have
such thoughts at the tender age of sixteen, but then the child had no
mother to check that erring imagination, and she was a daughter of the
Australian girls nearly always begin to think of "lovers and
nonsense," as middlefolks call it, long before their English aged
sisters do. While still in the short-frock period of existence, and
while their hair is still free-flowing, they take the keenest interest
in boys—boys of neighbouring schools, other girls' brothers, young
bank clerks, and the like. Not because they would be good playmates,
but because they look at them in the light of possible "sweethearts."
I do not say English girl children are free from this. By no means;
in every school there may be found one or two this way inclined,
giggling, forward young things who want whipping and sending to play
cricket or dolls again. But in this land of youthfulness it is the
rule more frequently than the exception, and herein lies the chief
defect of the very young Australian girl. She is like a peach, a
beautiful, smooth, rich peach, that has come to ripeness almost in a
day, and that hastens to rub off the soft, delicate bloom that is its
chief charm, just to show its bright, warm colouring more clearly.
Aldith had, to her own infinite satisfaction, brushed away her own
"bloom," and was at present busily engaged in trying to remove Meg's,
which was very soft and lovely before she touched it. The novels had
taken away a little, and the "Block" a little more, but, Meg was
naturally freshminded, and it took time to make much difference. Just
now, under her friend's tutelage, she was being inducted into the
delightful mysteries of sweethearting, and for the time, it quite
filled her some what purposeless young life. But it all ended with
an adventure that years afterwards used to make her cheeks tingle
painfully at the thought.
After the bi-weekly French lesson, as I have said, the two friends
used to come back together in the river-boat at five o'clock. And by
this boat there always came two boys by the name of Courtney, and a
third boy, Aldith's particular property, James Graham. Now the young
people had become known to each other at picnics and the like in the
neighbourhood, but the acquaintance, instead of ripening on frequent
meeting into a frank, pleasant friendship, had taken the turn of
secrecy and silly playing at love. James Graham was in a lawyer's
office, a young articled cleric of seventeen in undue haste to be that
delightful thing, a man. He carried a cane, and was very particular
about his hat and necktie and his boots, which generally were tan.
And he had the faintest possible moustache, that he caressed with
great frequency; and that privately Aldith thought adorable. Aldith's
pert, sprightly manner pleased him, and in a very short time they had
got to the period of passing notes into each other's hands and sighing
sentimentally. Not that the notes contained much harm, they were
genesally of rather a formal character.
"My dear' Miss MacCarthy," one would run—
"Why were you not on the boat yesterday? I looked for you till it
was no use looking longer, and then the journey was blank. How
charmingly that big hat suits you, and those jonquils at your neck.
Might l beg one of the flowers? just one, please, Aldith.
Your devoted friend, James Graham."
And Aldith's, written on a sheet of her note-book with a pink
programme pencil that she always kept in her purse, might be no worse
"Dear Mr. Graham, "What EVER can you want these flowers at my neck
for? They have been there all day, and are dead and spoiled. I can't
IMAGINE what good they'll be to you. Still, of course, if you REALLY
care for them you shall have them. I am so glad you like this hat. I
shall always like it NOW. Did you REALLY miss me yesterday? I had
gone to have my photo taken. Marguerite thinks it very good indeed,
but I am SURE it flatters me TOO much.
L. Aldith Evelyn MacCarthy."
Now Mr. James Graham had a great friend in one of the before-
mentioned Courtney boys, Andrew by name. .,He was_ a handsome lad of
eighteen, still a schoolboy, but possessed of fascinating manners and
a pair of really beautiful eyes.
And, since his friend and companion Jim had taken to "having fun "
with "the girl MacCarthy," he objected to being left out in the cold.
So he began to pay marked attentions to Meg, who blushed right up to
her soft, pretty fringe every time he spoke to her, and looked
painfully conscious and guilty if he said anything at all
complimentary to her.
The other boy, Alan Courtney, was very tall and broad-shouldered,
and not at all good-looking. He had a strong, plain face, grey eyes
deeply set, and brown hair that looked as if he was in a constant
state of rumpling it up the wrong way. He was a University student,
and a great footballer, and he never diverted himself on the long
homeward journey in the way Andrew and his friend did.
He used generally to give a half-contemptuous nod as he passed the
little group, uncovering his head for the shortest possible period
consistent with civility, and making his way to the far end of the
boat. One time as he passed them Aldith was drooping her lashes and
using her eyes with great effect, and Meg was almost positive she
heard him mutter under his breath, "Silly young fools!" He used to
smoke at his end of the boat—cigars at the beginning of term and a
short, black, villainous-looking pipe at the end— and Meg used
secretly to think how manly he looked, and to sigh profoundly.
For I may as well tell you now as later what this foolish little
thing had done after a few months' course of Aldith and novels. She
had fallen in love as nearly as it is possible for sweet sixteen to
do; and it was with Alan, who had no good looks nor pleasant
manners—not Andrew, who had speaking eyes, and curls that "made his
forehead like the rising sun"; not Andrew, who gave her tender glances
and conversation peppermints that said "My heart is thine," but Alan,
who took no notice whatever of her beyond an occasional half-scornful
Poor little Meg! She was very miserable in these days, and yet it
was a kind of exquisite misery that she hugged to her to keep it
warm. No one guessed her secret. She would have died rather than
allow even Aldith to get a suspicion of it, and accepted Andrew's
notes andsmiles as if there was nothing more she wanted. But she
grew a trifle thin and large-eyed, and used to make copious notes in
her diary every night, and to write a truly appalling quantity of
verses, in which "heart" and "part," "grieve" and "leave," "weep" and
"keep," and sigh" and "die," were most often the concluding words of
the lines. She endured Andrew for several reasons. He was Alan's
brother for one thing, and was always saying things about "old Al,"
and recording his prowess on the football field; and Aldith might
discover her secret if she gave him the cold shoulder altogether.
Besides this Andrew had the longest eyelashes she had ever seen and
she must have somebody to say pretty things to her, even if it was not
the person she would have wished it to be.
One day things came to a crisis.
"No more trips on the dear old boat for a month," Aldith remarked,
from her corner of the cabin.
"This is appalling! Whatever do you mean, Miss MacCarthy?:" James
Graham said, with exaggerated despair in his voice.
"Monsieur H—- has given the class a month's holiday. He is going
to Melbourne," Aldith returned, with a sigh:
Meg echoed it as in duty bound, and Andrew said fiercely that
hanging was too good for Monsieur H—-. What did he mean by such
inhuman conduct, he should like to know; and however were Jim and
himself to maintain life in the meantime?
It was James who speedily thought of a way out."
"Couldn't we go for a walk somewhere one evening—just we four?"
he said insinuatingly.
Aldith and Andrew thought the proposal a brilliant one; and though
Meg had at first shaken her head decidedly, in the end she was
prevailed upon, and promised faithfully to go.
They were to meet in a bush paddock adjoining the far one belonging
to Misrule, to walk for about an hour, returning by half-past seven,
before it grew dusk.
"I am going to ask you for something that day, Meg," Andrew
whispered just as they were parting. "I wonder if I shall get it."
Meg flushed in her nervous, conscious way, and wondered to herself
for a moment whether he intended to ask for a lock of her hair, a
thing Graham had already obtained from Aldith.
"What?" she said unwillingly.
"A kiss," he whispered.
The next minute the others had joined them, and there was no chance
for the indignant answer that trembled on her lips. She had even to
shake hands, to appear as if nothing had happened, and to part
apparently good friends.
"Half-past six sharp, Marguerite. I will never forgive you if you
don't come," Aldith said, as they parted at her gate.
"I—you—-Oh, Aldith, I don't see how I can come," Meg faltered,
the crimson in her cheeks again. "I've never done anything like it
before. I'm sure it's not right."
But the curl, in Aldith's lip made her ashamed of herself.
"You're just twelve, Marguerite;" the young lady said calmly:
"you're not a bit more than twelve. You'd better get a roll again,
and a picture-book with morals. I'll ask Andrew to buy you one and a
bit of cord, too, to tie you in your high chair in the nursery."
Such sarcasm was too much for Meg. She promised hastily and
unconditionally to be on the spot at the time mentioned, and fled
away up the path to obey the summons of the wildly clanging tea-bell.
But for the two intervening days her secret hung upon her like a
burden of guilt, and she longed inexpressibly for a confidante who
would advise her what to do at this distressing issue. Not Judy: that
young person was too downright, too sensible, too much of a child and
a boy—she would never dare to tell her anything of the sort. She
could fancy the scorn in her sister's large clear eyes, the ringing
laughter such a tale would evoke, the scathing, clever ridicule that
would fall on her shrinking shoulders. Not Esther: her very position
as stepmother'precluded such an idea, and, besides that, the General's
gums were gradually disclosing wee white double pearls, and his health
thereby was affected, and causing her too much anxiety to allow her,
to notice Meg's oppression of mind.
By the night decided upon, the child had worked herself up into a
strong state of excitement. Half-past six was the time settled upon,
and, as she knew, it was broad daylight even then. She felt she
really dare not, could not go. Suppose her father or Esther, some of
her scornful young sisters or brothers, should be about and see the
meeting, or any of the neighbours—why, she could never survive the
shame of it! Yet go she must, or Aldith would despise her. Besides,
she had made up her mind fully to tell Andrew plainly she could not
allow him to talk to her as he had been doing. After that last
terrible whisper, she felt it necessary that she should let him
understand clearly that she did not approve of his conduct, and would
be "his friend," but nothing more.
But why had they not thought of deciding on an hour when it would
be darker? she kept saying to herself: there would be no danger of
being seen then; she could slip out of the house without any
difficulty, and run through the paddocks under cover of the kindly
dusk; whereas if it was light, and she tried to creep away, at least
two or three of the children would fly after her and offer generously
to "come too."
At last, too afraid to go in the light, and unwilling for Aldith
to reproach her for not going at all, she did in her excitement and
desperation a thing so questionable that for long after she could not
think of it without horror.
Dear Mr. Courtney,", she wrote, sitting down at her dressing-table,
and scribbling away hurriedly in pencil:
"It would be horrid going for the walk so early. Let us go later,
when it is quite dark. It will be EVER so much nicer, for no one
will be able to see us. And let us meet at the end of the paddocks
where the bush grows thickly, it will be more private. I am writing
to Aldith to tell her to go at that time, she will tell Mr. Graham.
Yours sincerely, M. Woolcot.
"P.S.—I must ask you, please, not to kiss me. I should be very
angry indeed if you did. I don't like kissing at all."
She wrote the last paragraph in a nervous hurry for she had a dread
that he might fulfil his promise, if she did not forbid him as soon
as they met. Then she slipped it into an envelope and addressed it
to A. Courtney, Esq., it never having even occurred to her for a
moment that there was anything at all strange or unconventional in a
young girl making such a point that the meeting should be in the dark.
Next she wrote a few lines of explanation to Aldith, and told her
to be sure to be in the paddock by half-past eight, and she (Meg)
would slip out when the children were going to bed and unlikely to
And then she went out into the garden to find messengers for her
two notes. Little Flossie Courtney had been spending the afternoon
with Nellie, and Meg called her back from the gate just as she was
going home, and, unseen by the children, entrusted the note to her.
"'Give it to your brother Andrew the minute he comes from school,"
she whispered, popping a big chocolate at the same time into the
little girl's mouth. Bunty was next bribed, with a promise of the
same melting delicacies, to run up to Aldith's with the other letter,
and Meg breathed freely ago feeling she had skilfully averted the
threatening danger attendant on the evening meeting.
But surely the notes were fated! Bunty delivered his safely
enough to the housemaid at the MacCarthys', and in answer to the
girl's question "s'posed there was an answer, girls always 'spected
one to nothing."
Aldith was confined to her room with a sudden severe cold, and
wrote a note to her friend, telling her how she was too ill to be
allowed out, and had written to Mr. Graham, and Mr. Courtney, too,
postponing the walk for a week.
Now this note, in its pale pink triangular envelope, was
transferred to Bunty's pocket among his marbles and peanuts and
string. And, as might be expected, he fell in with some other choice
spirits on the return journey, and was soon on his knees by the
roadside playing marbles.
He lost ten, exclusive of his best agate, fought a boy who had
unlawfully possessed himself of his most cherished "conny," and
returned home with saddened spirits an hour later, only to find as he
went through the gate that he had lost Aldith's dainty little note.
Now Meg had promised him eight chocolate walnuts on his return,
and if this same boy had one weakness more pronounced than others, it
was his extreme partiality for this kind of confectionery, and he had
not tasted one for weeks, so no wonder it almost broke his heart to
think they would be forfeited.
"I know she'll be stingy enough to say I haven't earned them, just
'cause I dropped that girl's stupid letter," he said to himself,
miserably, "and I don't suppose there was anything in it but 'Dearest
Marguerite, let us always tell each other our secrets'; I heard her
say that twice, and of course she writes it, too." Then temptation
came upon him swiftly, suddenly.
By nature Bunty was the most arrant little storyteller ever born,
and it was only Judy's fearless honesty and strongly expressed scorn
for equivocation that had kept him moderately truthful. But Judy was
miles away, and could not possibly wither him up with her look of
utter contempt. He was at the nursery door now, turning the handle
with hesitating hands.
"What a time you've been," said Meg from the table, where she was
mending a boxful of her gloves. " Well, what did she say?"
Just at her elbow was the gay _bonbonniere_ containing the brown,
"She said, 'All right,'" said Bunty gruffly.
Meg counted the eight chocolates out into his little grimy hand,
and resumed her mending with a relieved sigh. And Bunty, with a
defiant, shamed look in his eyes, stuffed the whole of the sweets
into his mouth at once, as if to preclude the possibility of a sudden
The other note was equally unfortunate. Little Flossie went home,
her thoughts intent upon a certain Grannie bonnet Nell had promised to
make for her new doll.
"Gween with pink stwings," she was saying softly to herself as she
climbed the steps to her own door. 75 ;
Alan was lying on the veranda lounge, smoking his black pipe.
"Gween what?" he laughed—" guinea-pigs or kangaroos?"
"Clawice Maud's bonnet," the little girl said, and entered
forthwith into a grave discussion with him as to the colour he
thought more suitable for that waxen lady's winter cloak.
Then she turned to go in.
"What's that sticking out of your wee pocket, Flossie girl?" he
said, as she brushed past him. She stopped a second and felt.
"Oh, nearly I didn't wemember, an' I pwomised I would—it's a
letter for you, Alan," she said, and gave Meg's poor little epistle
up into the very hands of the Philistine.
Chapter VIII A Catapult and a
"Oh, sweet pale Margaret,
Oh, rare pale Margaret,
What lit your eyes with tearful power?"
The dusk had fallen very softly and tenderly over the garden, and
the paddocks, and the river. There was just the faintest wind at the
waters edge, but it seemed almost too tired after the hot, long day to
breathe and make ripples. Very slowly the grey, still light deepened,
and a white star or two came out and blinked up away in the high, far
heavens. Down behind the gum trees, across the river, there was a
still whiter moon; a stretch of water near was beginning to smile up
to it. Meg hoped it would not climb past the tree-tops before eight
o'clock, or the long paddocks would be flooded, with light and she
would be seen. At tea-time, and during the early part of the evening,
she was preoccupied and inclined to be irritable in her anxiety, and
she snubbed Bunty two or three times quite unkindly.
He had been hovering about her ever since six o'clock in almost a
It was characteristic of this small boy that when he had been
tempted into departing from the paths of truth he was absolutely
wretched until he had confessed, and rubbed his little unclean hands
into his wet eyes until he was "a sight to dream of, not to tell."
Pip said it was because he was a coward, and had not the moral
courage to go to sleep with a lie on his soul, for fear he might wake
up and see an angel with a fiery sword standing by his bedside. And I
must sorrowfully acknowledge this seemed a truer view of the case than
believing the boy was really impressed with the heinousness of his
offence and anxious to make amends. For the very next day, if occasion
sufficiently strong offered, he would fall again, and the very next
night would creep up to somebody and whimper, with his knuckles in his
eyes, that he had "t—t—told a s—s—story, boo—hoo!"
By seven o'clock this particular, evening he was miserably
repentant; several tears had trickled down, his cheeks and mingled
with the ink of the map he was engaged upon for Miss Marsh. He
established himself at Meg's elbow, and kept looking up into her face
in a yearning love-and-forgive-me kind of way that she found
infinitely embarrassing; for she had begun to suspect, from his
strange conduct, that he had in some way learned the contents of her
note, and was trying to discourage her from her enterprise. The more
he gazed at her the redder and more uncomfortable she became.
"You can have my new c—c—catapult," he whispered once, giving
her a tearful, imploring look, that she interpreted as an entreaty to
stay safely at home.
At last the clock had travelled up to eight, and the children being
engaged in a wordy warfare over the possession of a certain stray dog
that had come to Misrule in the afternoon, she slipped out of the room
unobserved. No one was in the hall, and she picked up the becoming,
fleecy cloud she had hidden there, twisted it round her head, and
crept out of the side door and along the first path.
Down in the garden the ground was white with fallen rose leaves,
and the air full of their dying breath; a clump of pampas grass stood
tall and soft against the sky; some native trees, left growing among
the cultivated shrubs, stretched silver-white arms up to the moon and
gave the little hurrying figure a ghostly kind of feeling. Out of the
gate and into the first paddock, where the rose scent did not come at
all, and only a pungent smell of wattle was in the thin, hushed air.
More gum trees, and more white, ghostly arms; then a sharp movement
near the fence, a thick, sepulchral whisper, and a stifled scream from
"Here's the c—c—c—catapult, M—Meg; t—-take it," Bunty said,
his face white and miserable.
"You little stupid! What do you mean coming creeping here like
this? "Meg said, angry as soon as her heart began to beat again.
"I only w—wanted to p—p—please you, M—M-Meggie," the little
boy said, with a bitter sob in his voice.
He had put both his arms round her waist, and was burying his nose
in her white muslin dress. She shook him off hastily. ,
"All right; there—thanks," she said. " Now go home, Bunty; I
want to have a quiet walk in the moonlight by myself."
He screwed his knuckles as far into his eyes as they would go, his
mouth opened, and his lower lip dropped down, down.
"I t—t—told y—y—you a b—b—big st—st—story;" he wept,
rocking to and fro where he stood.
"Did you? Oh, all right! Now go home," she said impatiently.
"You always ARE telling stories, Bunty, you know, so I'm not
surprised. There-go along."
"But—but I'm—must tell you all ab—ab—about it," he said, still
engaged in driving his eyes into his head.
"No, you needn't; I'll forgive you this time," she said
magnanimously, "only don't do it again. Now run away at once, or you
won't have your map done, and miss Marsh will punish you."
His eyes returned to their proper position, likewise his hands.
His heart was perfectly light again as he turned to go back to the
house. When he had gone a few steps he came back.
"D'ye want that catapult very much, Meg? "he said gently. "You're
only a girl, so I don't 'spect it would be very much good to you,
No, I don't want it. Here, take it, and hurry back: think of your
map," Meg returned, in a very fever of impatience at his slowness.
And then Bunty, utterly happy once more, turned and ran away gaily
up to the house. And Meg let down the slip-rail, put it back in its
place with trembling fingers, and fled in wild haste through the two
The wattle-scrub at the end was very quiet; there was not a rustle,
not a sound of a voice, not a sound of the affected little laugh that
generally told when Aldith was near.
Meg stopped breathless, and peered among the bushes; there was a
tall figure leaning against the fence.
"Andrew!" she said in a sharp whisper, and forgetting in her
anxiety that she never called him by his Christian name—"where are
the others? Hasn't Aldith come?"
There was the smell of a cigar, and, looking closely, she saw to
her horror it was Alan.
"Oh!" she said, in an indescribable tone.
Her heart gave one frightened, shamed bound, and then seemed to
stop beating altogether.
She looked up, at him as if entreating him not to have too bad an
opinion of her; but his face wore the contemptuous look she had grown
to dread and his lips were finely curled.
"I—I only came out for a little walk; it is such a beautiful
evening," she said, with miserable lameness; and then in a tone of
justification she added, "it's my father's paddock, too."
He leaned back against he fence and looked down at her.
"Flossie gave me your note, and as it seemed addressed to me, and
I was told it was far me; I opened it," he said.
"You KNEW it was for Andrew," she said not looking at him, however.
"So I presumed when I had read it," he returned slowly; "but
Andrew has not come back to-night yet, so I came instead; it's all
the same as long as it's a boy, isn't it?
The girl made no reply, only put her hand up and drew the cloud
more closley round her head.
His lips curled a little more.
"And I know how to kiss, too, I assure you. I am quite a good hand
at it, though you may not think so. Oh yes, I know you said you did
not want to be kissed; but then, girls always say that, don't
they?—even when they expect it most."
Still Meg did not speak, and the calm, merciless voice went on.
"I am afraid it is hardly dark enough for you, is it? The moon is
very much in the way, do you not think so? Still, perhaps we can find
a darker place farther on, and then I can kiss you without danger.
What is the matter?—are you always as quiet as this with Andrew?"
"Oh, DON'T!" said Meg, in a choking voice.
The mocking tone died instantly out of his voice, "Miss Meg, you
used to seem such a nice little girl," he said quietly; "what have
you let that horrid MacCarthy girl spoil you for? For she is horrid,
though you may not think so."
Meg did not speak or move, and he went on with a gentle earnestness
that she had not thought him capable of..
"I have watched her on the boat, systematically going to work to
spoil you, and can't help thinking of the pity of it. I imagined how
I should feel if my little sister Flossie ever fell in with such a
girl, and began to flirt and make herself conspicuous, and I wondered
would you mind if I spoke to you about it. Are you very angry with me,
But Meg leaned her head against the rough fence and began to
sob-little, dry, heartbroken sobs that went to the boy's warm heart.
"I oughtn't to have spoken as I did at first—I was a perfect
brute," he said remorsefully; "forgive me, won't you? Please, little
Miss Meg—I would rather cut my hand off than really hurt you."
This last was a little consoling, at any rate, and Meg lifted her
face half a second, white and pathetic in the moonlight, and all wet
with grievous tears.
"I—I—oh! indeed I have not been quite so horrid as you think,"
she said brokenly; "I didn't want to come this walk—and oh! indeed,
indeed, indeed I wouldn't allow ANYONE to kiss me. Oh, PLEASE do
I do, I do indeed," he said eagerly; "I only said it because—well,
because I am a great rough brute, and don't know how to talk to a
little, tender girl. Dear Miss Meg, do shake hands and tell me you
forgive my boorishness."
Meg extended a small white hand, and he shook it warmly. Then
they walked up the paddocks together, and parted at a broken gate
leading into the garden.
"I'll never flirt again while I live," she said with great
earnestness, as he bade her good-bye; and he answered encouragingly,
"No, I am quite sure you won't—leave it to girls like Aldith, won't
you? you only wanted to be set straight. Good-bye, little Miss Meg.
Chapter IX Consequences
"However could you do it?
Some day, no doubt, you'll rue it!"
Meg's troubles were not quite over, however, even yet. When she
got into the :house Nellie met her in the hall and stared at her.
"Where have you been?" she said, a slow wonder in her round eyes.
"I've been hunting and hunting for you." .
"What for?" said Meg shortly.
"Oh, Dr. Gormeston and Mrs. Gormeston and two Miss Gormestons are
in the drawing-room, and I think they'll stay for ever and ever."
"Well?" said Meg.
"And the General is ill again, and Esther says she won't leave him
for a second, not if Gog and Magog were down there dying to see her."
"Well?" said Meg again.
"And Father is as mad as he can be, and is having to keep them all
amused himself. He's sung 'My sweetheart when a boy' and `Mona,' and
he's told them all about his horses, and now I s'pose he doesn't know
what to do.`
"Well, I can't help it," Meg said wearily, and as if the subject
had no interest for her.
"But you'll just have to!" Nell cried sharply, "I've done my best:
he sent out and said we were to go in, and you weren't anywhere, so
there was only Baby and me."
"And what did you do?" Meg asked, curious in spite of herself.
"Oh, Baby talked to Miss Gormeston, and they asked me to play,"
she returned, "so I played the 'Keel Row.' Only I forgot till I had
finished that it was in two sharps," she added sadly. "And then Baby
told Mrs. Gormeston all about Judy leaving the General at the
Barracks, and being sent to boarding school for it, and about the
green frog Bunty gave her, and, then Father said we'd better go to
bed, and asked why.ever you didn't come in."
"I'll go, I'll go," Meg said hastily, "he'll be fearfully cross
to-morrow about it. Oh! and, Nell, go and tell Martha to send in the
wine and biscuits and things in half an hour."
She flung off her cloud, smoothed her ruffled hair, and peeped in
the hall-stand glass to see if the night wind had taken away the
traces of her recent tears. Then she went into the drawing-roam,
where her father was looking quite heated and unhappy over his
efforts to entertain four guests who were of the class popularly known
as "heavy in hand:"
"Play something, Meg," he said presently, when greetings were
finished, and a silence seemed settling down over them all again; "or
sing something that will be better—haven't you anything you can
Now Meg on ordinary occasions had a pleasant, fresh little voice
of her own, that could be listened to with a certain amount of
pleasure, but this evening she was tired and excited and unhappy. She
sang "Within a mile of Edinboro' town," and was exceedingly flat all
She knew her father was sitting on edge all the time, and that her
mistakes were grating on him, and at the end of the song, rather than
turn round immediately and face them all, she began to play Kowalski's
March Hongroise. But the keys seemed to be rising up and hitting her
hands, and the piano was growing unsteady, and rocking to and fro in
an alarming manner; she made a horrible jangle as she clutched at the
music-holder for safety, and the next minute swayed from the stool and
fell in a dead, faint right into Dr. Gormeston's arms, providentially
extended just in time.
The heavy, heated atmosphere had proved too much for her, in her
unhinged state of mind. Captain Woolcot was extraordinarily upset by
the occurrence; not one of his children had ever done such a thing
before, and as Meg lay on the sofa, with her little fair head drooping
against the red frilled cushions, her face white and unconscious, she
looked strangely like her mother, whom he had buried out in the
churchyard four years ago. He went to the filter for a glass of
water, and, as it trickled, wondered in a dull, mechanical kind of way
if his little dead wife thought he had been too quick in appointing
Esther to her kingdom. And then, as he stood near the sofa and looked
at the death-like face, he wondered with a cold chill at his heart
whether Meg was going to die, too, and if so would she be able to tell
the same little wife that Esther received more tenderness at his hands
than she had done.
His reverie was interrupted by the doctor's sharp, surprised
voice. He was talking to Esther, who had been hastily summoned to
the scene, and who had helped to unfasten the pretty bodice.
"Why, the child is tight-laced!" he said; "surely you must have
noticed it, madam. That pressure, if it has been constant, has been
enough to half kill her. Chut, chut! faint indeed— I wonder she has
not taken fits or gone into a decline before this."
Then a cloud of trouble came over Esther's beautiful face—she had
failed again in her duty. Her husband was regarding her almost
gloomily from the sofa, where the little figure lay in its crumpled
muslin dress, and her heart told her these children were not receiving
a mother's care at her hands.
Afterwards, when Meg was safely in bed and the excitement all
over, she went up to her husband almost timidly.
"I'm only twenty; Jack; don't be too hard on me!"-she said with a
little sob in her voice. "I can't be all to them that she was, can
He kissed the bright, beautiful head against his shoulder, and
comforted her with a tender word or two. But again and again that
night there came to him Meg's white, still face as it lay on the
scarlet cushions, and he knew the wind that stirred the curtains at
the window had been playing with the long grass in the churchyard a
few minutes since.
Chapter X Bunty in the Light of a
"'I know him to be valiant.'
'I was told that by one that knows him better than you.'
'Marry, he told the so himself, and he said he cared not who knew
Bunty had been betrayed into telling another story. It was a
very, big one, and he was proportionately miserable. Everyone else
had gone out but Meg, who was still in bed after her fainting fit, and
he had been having a lonely game of cricket down in the paddock by
himself. But even with a brand-new cricket ball this game palls after
a time when one has to bowl and bat and backstop in solitary state.
So presently he put his bat over into the garden, and began to throw
the ball about in an aimless fashion, while he cogitated on what he
should do next. His father's hack was standing away at the farther
end of the paddock, and in an idle, thoughtless way Bunty sauntered
down towards it, and then sent his ball spinning over the ground in
its direction "to give it a jump." Nothing was further from his
thoughts than an idea of hurting the animal, and when the ball struck
it full on the leg, and it moved away limping, he hastened down to it,
white and anxious.
He could see he had done serious mischief by the way the poor
thing held its leg up from the ground and quivered when he touched
it. Terror seized him forthwith, and he turned hastily round with
his usual idea of hiding in his head. But to his utter dismay, when
he got half-way back across the paddock he saw his father and a
brother officer come out of the wicket gate leading from the garden
and saunter slowly down in the direction of the horse, which was a
valuable and beautiful one.
In terror at what he had done, he slipped the cricket ball into the
front of his sailor jacket, and, falling hurriedly upon his knees,
began playing an absorbing game of marbles. His trembling thumb had
hit about a dozen at random when he heard his name called in
He rose, brushed the dust from his shaking knees, and walked slowly
down to his father.
"Go and tell Pat I want him instantly," the Captain said. He had
the horse's leg in his hand and was examining it anxiously. "If he's
not about, send Pip. I can't think how it's happened— do you know
anything of this, Bunty?"
"No, of course not! I n—never did n—n—nothing," Bunty said with
chattering teeth, but his father was too occupied to notice his
evident guilt, and bade him go at once.
So he went up to the stables and sent Pat posthaste back to his
And then he stole into the house, purloined two apples and a bit
of cake from the dining-room, and went away to be utterly miserable
until he had confessed.
He crept into a disused shed some distance from the house; in days
gone by it had been a stable, and had a double loft over it that was
only to be reached by a ladder in the last stage of dilapidation.
Bunty scrambled up, sat down in an unhappy little heap among some
straw, and began thoughtfully to gnaw an apple.
If ever a little lad was in need of a wise loving, motherly mother
it was this same dirty-faced, heavyhearted one who sat with his small
rough head against a cobwebby beam and muttered dejectedly,, "'Twasn't
my fault: 'Twas the horse:"
He fancied something moved in the second loft, which was divided
from the one he was in by a low partition. "Shoo—shoo, get away!"
he called, thinking it was rats. He struck the floor several times
with his heavy little boots.
"Shoo!" he said.
The boy turned pale to his lips. That odd, low whisper of his
name, that strange rustle so near him—oh, what COULD it mean?
Again the name sounded. Louder this time, but in a tired voice,
that struck him some way with a strange thrill. The rustling grew
louder, something was getting over the partition, crossing the floor,
coming towards him. He gave a sob of terror and flung himself face
downwards on the ground, hiding his little blanched face among the
"Bunty," said the voice again, and a light hand touched his arm.
"Help me—HELP me!" he shrieked. "Meg—oh! Father—Estherl "
But one hand was hastily put over his mouth and another pulled him
into a sitting position.
He had shut his eyes very tightly, so as not to see the ghostly
visitant that he knew had come to punish him for his sin. But
something made him open them, and then he felt he could never close
them again for amazement.
For, it was Judy's hand that was over his mouth, and Judy's self
that was standing beside him.
"My golly!" he said, in a tone of stupefaction. He stared hard at
her to make sure she was real flesh and blood. "However did you get
But Judy made no answer. She merely took the remaining apple and
cake from his hand, and, sitting down, devoured them in silence.
"Haven't you got any more?" she said anxiously. Then he noticed
what a tall, gaunt, strange-looking Judy it was. Her clothes were
hanging round her almost in tatters, her boots were burst and white
with dust, her brown face was thin and sharp, and her hair matted and
"My golly!" the little boy said again, his eyes threatening to
start out of his head—"my golly, Judy, what have you been doin'?"
"I—I've run away, Bunty," Judy said, in a quavering voice. "I've
walked all the way from school. I wanted to see you all so badly."
"My jiggery!" Bunty said.
"I've thought it all out," Judy continued, pushing back her hair
in a weary moray. "I can't quite remember everything just now, I am
so tired, but everything will be all right."
"But what'll he say?" Bunty said with frightened eyes, as a vision
of his father ciossed his mind.
"He won't know, of course," Judy returned, in a matter-of-fact
manner. "I shall just live here in this loft for a time, and you can
all come to see me and bring me food and things, and then presently
I'll go back to school." She sank down among the straw and shut her
eyes in an exhausted way for a minute or two, and Bunty watched her
How far is it from your school?" he said at last.
"Seventy-seven miles." Judy shuddered a little. "I got a lift in
a luggage train from Lawson to Springwood, and a ride in a cart for a
little way, but I walked the rest. I've been nearly a week coming,"
she added after a pause, and shut her eyes again for quite a long
time. Then a tear or two of weakness and self-pity trickled from
beneath her black lashes, and made a little clean mark down her
cheeks. Bunty's throat swelled at the sight of them, he had never
seen Judy cry as long as he could remember. He patted her thin hand,
he rubbed his head against her shoulder, and said, "Never mind, old
girl," in a thick voice.
But that brought, half a dozen great heavy drop hurrying down from
beneath the closed lashes, and the girl turned over and lay face
downwards to hide them. Then she struggled up to a sitting position
and actually began to laugh.
"IF the Miss Burtons could see me!" she said. "Oh, I've managed
everything so beautifully; they think I'm spending a fortnight at
Katoomba—oh, BUNTY, you ought to see the curls Miss Marian Burton
wears plastered at each side of her cheeks!" She broke off, laughing
almost hysterically, and then coughing till the tears came back in her
"Do go and get me something to eat," she said crossly, when she got
her breath—"you might remember I've had nothing to eat since
yesterday morning; only you always were selfish, Bunty."
He got up and moved away in a great hurry. "What could you eat?
what shall I get?" he said, and put one leg down the trap-door.
"Anything so long as it's a lot," she said—"ANYTHING!- I feel I
could eat this straw, and crunch up the beams as if they were
biscuits. I declare I've had to keep my eyes off you, Bunty; you're
so fat I keep longing to pick your bones."
Her eyes shone with a spark of their old fun, but then she began to
cough again, and, after the paroxysm had passed, lay back exhausted.
"Do fetch same of the others," she called faintly, as his head was
disappearing. "You're not much good alone, you know."
His head bobbed back a moment, and he tried to smile away the pain
her words gave him, for just at that minute he would have died for
her without a murmur.
"I'm awf'ly sorry, Judy," he said gently, "but the others are all
out. Wouldn't I do? I'd do anything, Judy please."
Judy disregarded the little sniffle that accompanied the last
words, and turned her face to the wall.
Two big tears trickled down again.
"They MIGHT have stayed in," she said with a sob. "They might
have known I should try to come. Where are they?"
"Pip's gone fishing," he said, "and Nell's carrying the basket for
him. And Baby's at the Courtneys', and Esther's gone to town with the
General. Oh, and Meg's ill in bed, because her stays were too tight
last night and she fainted."
"I suppose they haven't missed me a scrap," was her bitter
thought, when she heard how everything seemed going on as usual,
while she had been living through so much just to see them all.
Then the odd feeling of faintness came back, and she closed her
eyes again and lay motionless, forgetful of time, place, or hunger.
Bunty sped across the paddock on winged feet; the sight of his
father near the stables gave him a momentary shock, and brought his
own trouble to mind, but he shook it off again and hurried on. The
pantry door was locked. Martha, the cook, kept it in that condition
generally on account gf his own sinful propensities for making away
with her tarts and cakes; it was only by skilful stratagem he could
ever get in, as he remembered dejectedly.
But Judy's hunger! Nothing to eat since yesterday morning!
He remembered, with a feeling of pain even now, the horrible
sinking sensation he had experienced last week when for punishment he
had been sent to bed without his tea. And Judy had forgone three
meals! He shut his lips tightly, and a light of almost heroic resolve
came into his eyes. Round at the side of the house was the window to
the pantry; he had often gazed longingly up at it, but had never
ventured to attempt the ascent, for there was a horrible cactus
creeper up the wall.
But now for Judy's sake he would do it or die. He marched round
the house and up to the side window; no one was about, the whole
place seemed very quiet. Martha, as he had seen, was cooking in the
kitchen, and the other girl was whitening the front veranda. He gave
one steady look at the great spiky thorns, and the next minute was
climbing up among them.
Oh, how they pierced and tore him! There was a great, jagged
wound up one arm, his left stocking was ripped away and a deep red
scratch showed across his leg, his hands were bleeding and quivering
But he had reached the sill, and that was everything.
He pushed up the narrow window, and with much difficulty forced
his little fat bodyy through. Then he dropped down on to a,shelf, and
lowered himself gingerly on to the floor. There was no time to stay
to look at his many hurts, he merely regarded the biggest scratch with
rueful eyes, and then began to look around for provender. The pantry
was remarkably empty—not a sign of cakes, not a bit of jelly, not a
remnant of fowl anywhere. He cut a great piece off a loaf, and
carefully wrapped some butter in a scrap of newspaper. There was some
corned beef on a dish, and he cut off a thick lump and rolled it up
with the remains of a loquat tart. These parcels he disposed of down
the loose front of his sailor coat, filling up his pockets with
sultanas, citron-peel, currants, and such dainties as the store
bottles held. And then he prepared to make his painful retreat.
He climbed upon the shelf once more, put his head out of the
window, and gave a look of_despair at the cactus. And even as he
knelt there sounded behind him the sharp click of a turning key.
He looked wildly round, and there was Martha in the doorway, and
to his utter horror she was talking to his father, who was in the
passage just beyond.
"Row's Embrocation, or arnica," the Captain was saying. "It is
probably in this pantry, my good girl, because it is the last place I
should expect it to be in. I left it on my bedroom mantelpiece, but
somebody has seen fit to meddle with it. Why in the name of all that
is mysterious can't you let my things alone?"
"And for what should I be after moving it for?" Martha retorted.
"I don't mix the pastry with it to make it lightsome, leastway not
She tossed her head, and the action revealed the small, kneeling,
terrified figure at the window. Now the door was only half open, and
her master was standing just beside it outside, so she only had the
benefit of the spectacle.
Twice she opened her mouth to speak, but Bunty made such frantic,
imploring faces at her than she closed it again, and even began to
examine the bottles on the shelf near the door to give the boy an
opportunity of retreat.
One minute and he would, have been safe—one minute and he would
have been in the thick of the cactus, that had quite lost its terrors.
But the Fates were too strong for him. And all because Martha
Tomlinson's shoe was don at the heel. In turning round it twisted a
little under her, and, in trying to recover her balance, she put out
one hand. And in putting out one hand she knocked over a jug. And the
jug communicated its shock to dish. Which toppled over, and coolly
pushed the great basin of milk off the shelf on to the floor. I don't
know if ever you have tried to clean a board floor after milk, but I
am sure you can imagine it would be a disagreeable taske— specially
if you had scrubbed it well only that morning. It was hardly to be
wondered at, therefore, that Martha, in her profound irritation at the
disaster, turned angrily round, and, pointing to the figure now stuck
in the window, demanded in an exasperated tone whether the blessed
saints could stand that dratted boy any longer, for she couldn't, so
The Captain took an angry step into the pantry and gave a roar of
command for Bunty to come down.
The boy dropped in an agony of dread and shrinking.
"Always his hands a-pickin' and stealin' and his tongue a-lyin',"
said Martha Tomlinson, gazing unkindly at the unhappy child.
Two, three, four, five angry cuts from the riding-whip in the
Captain's hands, and Bunty had ducked under his arm and fled howling
down the passage and out of the back door.
Away across the paddocks he went, sobbing at every step, but hugely
commending himself for bearing all this for someone else's sake.
He could hardly have believed, had anyone told him previously, that
he could have done anything so absolutely noble, and the thought
comforted him even while the cuts and scratches smarted. He tried to
stifle his sobs as he reached the shed, and even stuffed half a
handful of currants into his mouth towards that end.
But it was a very tearful, scratched, miserable face that bobbed up
the opening near Judy again.
She did not move, though her eyes were half open, and he knelt down
and shook her shoulder gently.
"Here's some things, Judy—ain't you goin' to eat them?"
She shook her head very slightly.
"Have some corned beef, or some currants; there's some peel, too,
if you'd rather."
She shook her head again. "Do take them away," she said, with a
A look of blank disappointment stole over his small, heated face.
"An' I've half killed myself to get them! Well, you ARE a mean
girl!" he said.
"Oh, DO go away,": Judy moaned, moving her head restlessly from
side to side. "Oh, how my feet ache! no—my head, and my side—oh! I
don't know what it is!"
"I got hit here and here," Bunty said, indicating the places, and
wiping away tears of keen self-pity with his coat sleeve. "I'm
scratched all over with that beastly old cactus."
"Do you suppose there are many miles more?" Judy said, in such a
quick way that all the words seemed to run into each other. I've
walked hundreds and hundreds, and haven't got home yet. I suppose
it's because the world's round, and I'll be walling in at the school
gate again presently."
"Don't be an idjut!" Bunty said gruffly.
"You'll be sure and certain, Marian, never to breathe a word of it;
I've trusted you, and if you keep faith I can go home and come back
and no one will know. And lend me two shillings, can you? I've not
got much left. Bunty, you selfish little pig, you might get me some
milk! I've been begging and begging of you for hours, and my head is
going to Catherine wheels for want of it."
"Have some corned beef, Judy, dear—oh, Judy, don't be so silly and
horrid after I nearly got killed for you," Bunty said, trying with
trembling fingers to stuff a piece into her mouth.
The little girl rolled over and began muttering again.
"Seventy-seven miles," she said, "and I walked eleven yesterday,
that makes eleven hundred and seventy-seven—and six the day before
because my foot had a blister—that's eleven hundred and eighty-three.
And if I walk ten miles a day I shall get home in eleven hundred and
eighty-three times ten, that's a thousand and—and—oh! what is it?
whatever is it? Bunty, you horrid little pig, can't you, tell me what
it is? My head aches too much to work, and a thousand and something
days—that's a year—two years—two years—three years before I get
there. Oh, Pip, Meg, three years! oh, Esther! ask him, ask him to let
me come home! Three years—years—years!"
The last word was almost shrieked and the child struggled to her
feet and tried to walk.
Bunty caught her arms and held her. "Let me go, can't you?" she
said hoarsely. "I shall never get there at this rate. Three years,
and all those miles!"
She pushed him aside and tried to walk across the loft, but her
legs tottered under her and she fell down in a little senseless heap.
"Meg— I'll fetch Meg," said the little boy in a trembling, alarmed
voice, and he slipped down the opening and hastened up to the house.
Chapter XI The Truant
He burst into Meg's bedroom like a whirlwind. "She's in the old
shed, Meg, and I'm not sure, but I think she's gone mad; and I've had
the awfullest beating, and got nearly killed with the cactus for her,
and never told anything. She can't eat the corned beef, either, after
all. She's run away—and oh, I'm sure she's mad!"
Meg lifted a pale, startled face from the pillows. "Who on earth—
"Judy," he said, and burst into excited sobs. "She's in the shed,
and I think she's mad!"
Meg got slowly out of bed, huddled on some clothes, and even then
utterly disbelieving the wild story, went downstairs with him.
In the hall they met their father, who was just going out.
"Are you better?" he said to Meg. "You should have stayed in bed
all day; however, perhaps the air will do you more good."
"Yes," she said mechanically.
"I'm going out for the rest of the day; indeed, I don't expect
either Esther or myself will be back till to-morrow morning."
"Yes," repeated Meg."
"Don't let the children blow the house up, and take care of
yourself—oh! and send Bunty to bed without any tea—he's had enough
for one day, I'm sure."
"Yes," said the girl again, only taking in the import of what the
last pledged her to when Bunty whispered a fierce "Sneak!" at her
Then the dogcart rattled up; and the Captain went away, to their
"Now whatis this mad story? "Meg said, turning to her small
brother. "I suppose it's one of your untruths, you bad little boy."
"Come and see,"' Bunty returned, and he led the way through the
paddocks. Half-way down they met Pip and Nell, returning earlier
than expected from the fishing expedition. Nellie looked sad, and
was walking at a respectful distance behind her brother.
You might as well take a phonograph with you as Nellie," he said,
casting a look of withering scorn on that delinquent. "She talked the
whole time, and didn't give me a chance of a bite."
Judy's home," said Bunty, almost bursting with the importance of
his knowledge. "No one's seen, her but me; I've nearly got killed
with climbing up cactuses and into windows and things, and I've had
thrashings from Father and everything, but I never told a word, did
I, Meg? I've got her up in the shed here, and I went and got corned
beef and everything just you look at my legs:"
He displayed his scars proudly, but Meg hurried on, and Pip and
Nell followed in blank amazement. At the shed they stopped.
"It's a yarn of Bunty's," Pip said contemptuously. "'Tisn't April
the first yet, my son."
"Come and see," Bunty returned, swarming up. Pip followed, and
gave a low cry; then Meg and Nell, with rather more difficulty,
scrambled up, and the scene was complete.
The delirium had passed, and Judy was lying with wide-open eyes
gazing in a tired way at the rafters.
She smiled up at them as they gathered round her. "If Mahomet
won't come to the mountain," she said, and then coughed for two or
"What have you been doing, Ju, old girl?" Pip said, with an odd
tremble.in his voice. The sight of his favourite sister, thin,
hollow-checked, exhausted, was too much for his boyish manliness. A
moisture came to his eyes.
"How d'you come, Ju?" he said, blinking it away.
And the girl gave her old bright look up at him. "Sure and they
keep no pony but shank's at school," she said; "were you afther
thinkin' I should charter a balloon?"
She coughed again.
Meg dropped down on her knees and put her arms round her little
"Judy," she cried, "oh, Judy, Judy! my dear, my dear!"
Judy laughed for a little time, and called her an old silly, but
she soon broke down and sobbed convulsively. "I'm so hungry," she
said, at last pitifully.
They all four, started up as though they would fetch the stores of
Sydney to satisfy her. Then Meg sat down again and lifted the rough,
curly head on her lap.
"You go, Pip," she said, "and bring wine and a glass, and in the
meat-safe there's some roast chicken; I had it for my lunch, and
Martha said she would putthe rest there till tea; and be quick, Pip."
My word!" said Pip to himself, and he slipped down and flew across
to the house.
"UpON my word!" said Martha, meeting him in the hall five minutes
later, a cut-glass decanter under his arm, a wineglass held in his
teeth by the stem, a dish of cold chicken in his hand, and bread and
butter in a little stack beside the chicken. "Upon my word! And what
next, might I ask?"
Oh, shut up, and hang your, grandmother!" said Pip, brushing past
her, and going a circuitous voyage to the shed lest she should be
He knelt down beside his little sister and fed her with morsels of
chicken and sips of wine, and stroked her wild hair, and called her
old girl fifty times, and besought her to eat just a little more and a
And Judy, catching the look in the brown, wet eyes above her, ate
all he offered, though the first mouthful nearly choked her; she would
have eaten it had it been elephant's hide, seeing she loved this boy
better than anything else in the world, and he was in such distress.
She was the better for it, too, and sat up and talked quite naturally
after a little time.
"You shouldn't have done t you shouldn't really, you know, old
girl, and what the governor will say to you beats me."
"He won't know," she answered quickly. "I'd never forgive whoever
told him. I can only stay a week. I've arranged it all beautifully,
and I shall live here in this loft; Father never dreams of coming
here, so it will be quite safe, and you can all bring me food. And
then after a week"—she sighed heavily—"I must go back again."
"Did you really walk all those miles just to see us?" Pip said,
and again there was the strange note in his voice.
"I got a lift or two on the way," she said, "but I walked nearly
all of it, I've been coming for nearly a week:"
"How COULD you do it? Where did you sleep, Judy? What did you
eat?" Meg exclaimed, in deep distress.
"I nearly forget," Judy said; closing her eyes again. "I kept
asking for food at little cottages, and sometimes they asked me to
sleep, and I had three-and-six—that went a long way. I only slept
outside two nights, and I had my jacket then."
Meg's face was pale with horror at her sister's adventure. Surely
no girl in the wide world but Judy Woolcot would have attempted such a
harebrained project as walking all those miles with three-and-six in
"How COULD you?" was all she could find to say. "I hadn't meant
to walk all the way," Judy said, with a faint mile. "I had seven
shillings in a bit of paper in my pocket, as well as the
three-and-six, and I knew it would take me a long way in the train.
But then I lost it after I had started, and I didn't believe in going
back just for that, so, of course, I had to walk."
Meg touched her cheek softly.
"It's no wonder you got so thin," she said.
"Won't the Miss Buttons be raising a hue-and-cry after you?" Pip
asked. "It's a wonder they've not written to the pater to say you have
Oh! Marian and I made that all safe," Judy said, with a smile of
recollective pleasure. "Marian's my chum, you see, and does anything
I tell her. And she lives at Katoomba."
"Well?" said Meg, mystified, as her sister paused. "Well, you see,
a lot of the girls had the measles, and so they sent Marian home, for
fear she should get them. And Marian's mother asked for me to go
there, too, for a fortnight; and so Miss Burton wrote and asked Father
could I? and I wrote and asked couldn't I come home instead for the
"He never told us," Meg said softly.
"No, I s'pose not. Well, he wrote back and said 'no' to me and
'yes' to her. So one day they put us in the train safely, and we
were to be met at Katoomba. And the thought jumped into my head as we
went along: Why ever shouldn't I come home on the quiet? So I told
Marian she could explain to her people I had gone home instead, and
that she was to be sure to make it seem all right, so they wouldn't
write to Miss Button. And then the train stopped at Blackheath, and
I jumped straight out, and she went on to Katoomba, and I came home.
That's all. Only, you see, as I'd lost my money there was nothing
left for it but to walk."
Meg smoothed the dusty, tangled confusion of her hair.
But you can't live out here for the week," she said, in a troubled
voice. "You've got a horrid cough with sleeping outside, and I'm
sure you're ill. We shall have to tell Father about it. I'll beg him
not to send you back, though."
Judy started up, her eyes aflame.
"If you do," she said—"if you do, I will run away this very
night, and walk to Melbourne, or Jerusalem, and never see any of you
again! How can you, Meg! After I've done all this just so he wouldn't
know! Oh, how CAN you?"
She was working herself up into a strong state of excitement.
"Why, I should be simply packed back again tomorrow—you know I
would, Meg. Shouldn't I now, Pip? And get into a fearful row at
school into the bargain. My plan is beautifully simple. After I've
had a week's fun here with you I shall just go back—you can all lend
me some money for the train. I shall just meet Marian at Katoomba on
the 25th; we shall both go back to school together, and no one will be
a bit the wiser. My cough's nothing; you know I often do get coughs
at home, and they never hurt me. As long as you bring me plenty to
eat, and stay with me, I'll be all right."
The rest and food and home faces had done much already for her;
her face looked less pinched, and a little more wholesome colour was
creeping slowly into her cheeks.
Meg had an uncomfortable sense of responsibility, and the feeling
that she ought to tell someone was strong upon her; but she was
overruled by the others in the end.
"You couldn't be so mean, Meg," Judy had said warmly, when she had
implored to be allowed to tell Esther.
"Such a blab!" Bunty had added. "Such an awful sneak!. "Pip had
So Meg held her tongue, but was exceedingly unhappy.
Chapter XII Swish, Swish!
On the fourth day of Judy's residence in the loft, Martha Tomlinson
remarked to her fellow-servant and sufferer, Bridget, that she
believed them blessed children were in a conspiracy to put her "over
Bridget's digestion was impaired that morning, and she merely
remarked that she supposed the dear little things only felt a desire
to see her in her proper place.
I should explain to you, perhaps, that "over the river" meant
Gladesville, which is Sydney's Colney Hatch.
Many things had led the unhappy Martha to a belief in this
conspiracy. For instance, when she went to make Pip's bed as usual one
morning all the bedclothes had gone. The white counterpane was spread
smoothly over the mattress, but there was absolutely no trace of the
blankets, sheets, and pillows. She hunted in every possible and
impossible place, questioned the children, and even applied to Esther,
but the missing things could notbe found.
"There's a man in corduroy trousers hanging round here every
night," Pip said, gloomily regarding his stripped bed. "I shouldn't
wonder if he had something to do with it."
Which suggestion was distinctly unkind, seeing the man in corduroy
trousers was Martha's most ardent and favoured admirer.
The next day the washing basin in Meg's room went, and after that a
chair from the nursery, and a strip of carpet from the top landing,
not to mention such small things as a teapot, a spirit-lamp, cups and
plates, half a horn, and a whole baking of gingerbread nuts.
The losses preyed upon Martha, for the things seemed to disappear;
while the children were in bed; and though she suspected them, and
watched them continually, she could get no clear proof of their
guilt, nor even find any motive for them abstracting such things.
And after the disappearance of each fresh article, Pip used to ask
whether the corduroy-trousered gentleman had been to the house the
night before. And as it always happened, that he had, Martha could do
nothing but cast a wrathful glance at the boy and flounce from the
One night the little chess-table from the nursery was spirited
Pip fell upon Martha's neck the, next morning early, as she was
sweeping the carpet, and affected to be dissolved in tears.
"'We never prize the violet,'" he said, in broken tones. "Ah!
Martha, Martha! we never felt what a treasure we had in you till now,
when your days with us are numbered."
"Get along with you," she said, hitting out at him with the broom
handle. "And I ain't a-goin' to leave, so don't you think it. You'd
have it your own way then too much. No; you don't get shut of Martha
Tornlinson just yet, young man."
"But won't he be wanting you, Martha? "he said gently. "His
furnishing must be nearly finished now. He's not taken a saucepan
yet, nor a flat-iron, I know; but there's everything else, Martha;
and I don't mind telling you in confidence I'm thinking of giving you
a flat-iron myself as a wedding present, so you needn't wait till he
comes far that."
"Get out with you!" said Martha again, thrusting the broom-head
right into his face, and nearly choking him with dust. "It's a limb
of the old gentleman himself you are."
Away in the loft things were getting very comfortable.
A couple of rugs hung on the walls kept out the draught. Judy's
bed, soft and warm, was in a corner; she had a chair to sit in, a
table to eat at, even a basin in which to perform her ablutions. And
she had company all day; and nearly always all night. Once Meg had
stolen away, after fastening her bedroom door, and had shared the bed
in the loft; once Nellie had gone, and the other night Pip had taken a
couple of blankets and made himself a shakedown among the straw. They
used to pay her visits at all hours of the day, creeping up the
creaking ladder one after the other, whenever they could get away
The governess had, as it happened, a fortnight's holiday, to nurse
a sick mother, so the girls and Bunty had no demands on their time.
Pip used to go to school late and come back early, cajoling notes of
excuse, whenever, possible, out of Esther. He even played the truant
once, and took a caning for it afterwards quite good-humouredly.
Judy still looked pale and tired, and her cough was rather
troublesome; but she was fast getting her high spirits back, and was
enjoying her adventure immensely.
The only drawback was the cribbed, cabined, and confined space of
"You will HAVE to arrange things so that I can go for a run," she
said one morning, in a determined manner. "My legs are growing
shorter, I am sure, with not exercising them. I shall have forgotten
how to walk by the end of the week."
Pip didn't think it could be done; Meg besought her to run no
risks; but Bunty and Nell were eager for it.
"Meg could talk to Father," Bunty said, "and Pip could keep
teasing General till Esther would be frightened to leave the room,
and then me and Judy would nick down and have a run, and get back
before you let them go."
Judy shook her head.
"That would be awfully stale," she said. "If I go, I shall stay
down some time. Why shouldn't we have a picnic down at the river?"
"Oh, yes, let's! "Bunty cried, with sparkling eyes.
"I'm sure we could manage it especially as it's Saturday, and Pip
hasn't to go to school," Judy continued, thinking it rapidly out.
"Two of you could go and get some food. Tell Martha you are all
going for a picnic—she'll be glad enough not to have dinner to
set—then you go on. Two others can watch if the coast's clear while
I get down and across the paddocks, and once we're at the corner of
the road we're safe."
It seemed feasible enough, and in a very short time the
preparations were all made. Pip was mounting guard at the shed, and
had undertaken to get Judy safely away, and Bunty had been stationed
on the back veranda to keep cave and whistle three times if there was
He was to wait for a quarter of an hour by the kitchen clock, and
then, if all was well, to bring the big billy and a bread loaf, and
catch the others up on the road.
It was slow work waiting there, and he stood on one leg, like a
meditative fowl, and reviewed the events of the last few exciting
He had a depressed feeling at his heart, but why he could hardly
tell. Perhaps it was the lie he had told his father, and which was
still unconfessed, because the horse was seriously lame, and his
courage oozed away every time he thought of that riding-whip.
Perhaps it was the reaction after the great excitement. Or it may
have been a rankling sense of injustice at the small glory his brave
deeds on Judy's behalf evoked from the others. They did not seem to
attach any importance to them, and, indeed, laughed every time he
alluded to them or drew public attention to his scars. Two or three
of the scratches on his legs were really bad ones, and while he was
standing waiting he turned down his stockings and gazed at these with
pitying eyes and something like a sob in his throat.
"Nobody cares!" he muttered, and one of his ever-ready tears fell
splashing down on one extended bare leg. "Judy likes Pip best, and
he never climbed the cactus; Meg thinks I tell stories; and Nellie
says I'm a greedy pig—nobody cares!"
Another great fat tear gathered and fell. "Have you taken root
there?" a voice asked.
His father, smoking at the open french window, had been watching
him, and marvelling at his rare and exceeding quietness.
Bunty started, guiltily, and pulled up his stockings:
"I'm not doin' nothin'," he said aggrievedly, after a minute's
pause. Bunty always lapsed into evil grammar when agitated. "Nothing
at all. I'm goin' to a picnic."
"Ah, indeed!" said the Captain. "You looked as if you were
meditating on some fresh mischief, or sorrowing over some old—which
Bunty turned a little pale, but remarked again he "wasn't doin'
The Captain felt in a lazy, teasing mood, and his little fat, dirty
son, was the only subject near.
"Suppose you come here and confess every bit of mischief you've
done this week," he said gravely. "I've the whole morning to spare,
and it's time I saw to your morals a little."
Bunty approached the arm of the chair indicated, but went whiter
"Ah, now we're comfortable. Well, there was stealing from the
pantry on Tuesday—that's one," he said, encouragingly. "Now then."
"I n—n—never did n—nothin' else," Bunty gasped. He felt certain
it was all over with him, and the cricket ball episode was discovered.
He even looked nervously round to see if the riding-whip was near.
Yes, there was Esther's silver-topped one flung carelessly on a chair.
He found time to wish fervently Esther was a tidy woman.
"Nothing at all, Bunty?. On your word?" said his father, in an
"I was p—playin' marbles," he said, in a shaking voice. "How
c—c—could I have sh—shot anything at y—y—your old horse?"
"Horse—ah!" said his father. A light broke upon him, and his face
grew stern. "What did you throw at Mazeppa to lame him? Answer me at
Bunty gave a shuddering glance at the whip.
"N-n-nothin'," he answered—"n—nothin' at all. My c—c—cricket
b—ball was up in the st—st—stables. I was only p—p—playin'
marbles. "The Captain gave him a little shake.
"Did you lame Mazeppa with the cricket ball? he said sternly.
"N—n—no I n—never," Bunty whispered, white to the lips. Then
semi-repentance came to him, and he added: "It just rolled out of my
p—p—-pocket, and M—Mazeppa was passing and h—h—hit his l-leg on
"Speak the truth, or I'll thrash you within an inch of your life,"
the Captain said, standing up, and seizing Esther's whip: "Now then,
sir—was it you lamed Mazeppa? "
"Yes," said Bunty, bursting into a roar of crying, and madly
dodging the whip.
Then, as the strokes descended on his unhappy shoulders, he filled
the air with his familiar wail of "'Twasn't me, 'twasn't my fault!"
"You contemptible young cur! "said his father, pausing a moment
when his arm ached with wielding the whip. "I'll thrash this mean
spirit of lying and cowardice out of you, or kill you in the attempt.
"Swish, swish. "What sort of a man do you think you'll make?"
Swish, swish. "Telling lies just to save. your miserable skin!"
Swish, swish, swish, swish.
"You've killed me—oh, you've killed me! I know you have!" yelled
the wretched child, squirming all over the floor. `"Twasn't me,
'twasn't my fault—hit the others some."
Swish, swish, swish. "Do you think the others would lie so
contemptibly? Philip never lied to me. Judy would cut her tongue out
first. "Swish, swish, swish. "Going to a picnic, are you? You can
picnic in your room till to-morrow's breakfast. "Swish, swish, swish.
"Pah—get away with you!"
Human endurance could go no further. The final swish had been
actual agony to his smarting, quivering shoulders and back. He
thought of the others, happy and heedless, out in the sunshine,
trudging merrily off to the river, without a thought of what he was
bearing, and his very heart seethed to burst in the hugeness of its
bitterness and despair. "Judy's home!" he said, in a choking,
passionate voice. "She lives in the old shed in the cow, paddock.
Boo, hoo, hoo! They're keepin' it secret from you. Boo, hoo. She's
gone to the picnic, and she's run away from school."
Chapter XIII Uninvited Guests
The captain was walking slowly across the paddocks with the
cabbage-tree hat he kept for the garden pushed back from his brow. He
was rather heated after his tussle with his second son, and there was
a thoughtful light in his eyes. He did not believe the truth of
Bunty's final remark, but still he considered there was sufficient
probability in it to make a visit to the shed not altogether
Not that he expected, in any case, to find his errant daughter
there, for had not Bunty said there was a picnic down at the river?
But he thought, there might be some trace or other.
The door of the shed swung back on its crazy hinges, and the
sunlight streamed in and made a bar of glorified dust across the
There was no sign of habitation here, unless a hair ribbon of Meg's
and some orange peel, might be considered as such.
He saw the shaky, home-made ladder, resting against the hole in the
ceiling, and though he had generally more respect for his neck than
his children had for theirs, he ventured his safety upon it. It
creaked ominously as he reached the top step and crawled through into
There were a ham-bone, a box of dominoes, and a burst pillow this
side of the partition, nothing else, so he walked across and looked
"Very cosy," he murmured, " I shouldn't mind camping here myself
for a little time," and it even came into his head to do so, and be
there as a "surprise party" when Judy returned. But he dismissed the
idea as hardly compatible with dignity. He remembered hearing.
rumours of missing furniture in the house, and almost a smile came
into his eyes as he saw the little old table with the spirit-lamp and
teapot thereon, the bed-clothing and washing-basin. But a stern look
succeeded it. Were seventy-seven miles not sufficient obstacle to
Judy's mischievous plans? How did she dare thus to defy him, a child
of thirteen: and he her father? His lips compressed ominously, and he
went down again and strode heavily back to the house.
"Esther!" he called, in a vibrating voice at the foot of the
And "Coming, dear—half a minute," floated down in response.
Half a minute passed ten times, and then she came, the beautiful
young mother with her laughing-faced wee son in her arms. Her eyes
looked so tender; and soft, and loving that he turned away
impatiently; he knew quite well how it would be; she would beg and
entreat him to forgive his little daughter when she heard, and when
she looked as bright and beautiful as she did just now he could refuse
He stood in profound meditation for a minute or two.
"What is it you want; John?", she said. "Oh! and what do you
think? have just found another tooth, a double one—come and look."
He came, half unwillingly, and stuck his little finger into his
infant son's mouth.
Esther guided it till it felt a tiny, hard substance. "The third,
she said proudly; "aren't you pleased?"
"Hum!" he said. Then he meditated a little longer, and after a
minute or two rubbed his hands as if he was quite pleased with
"Put on your hat, Esther, and the General's," he said, patting that
young gentleman's head affectionately. "Let us go down to the river
for a stroll; the children are down there picnicking, so we can be
sure of some tea."
"Why, yes, that will be very nice," she said, "won't it Bababsie,
won't it, sweet son?"
She called to Martha, who was dusting the drawing-room in a
cheerfully blind way peculiarly hers.
"The General's hat, please, Martha, the white sun-hat with strings;
it's on my bed, I think, or a chair or somewhere—oh! and bring down
my large one with the poppies in, as well, please."
Martha departed, and, after a little search, returned with the
And Esther tied the white sun-hat over her own curly, crinkly hair,
and made the General crow with laughing from his seat on the hall
table. And then she popped it on the Captain's head, and put the
cabbage-tree on her son's, and occupied several minutes thus in pretty
Finally they were ready, and moved down the hall.
"Master Bunty is locked in his room; on no account open the door,
Martha," was the Captain's last command.
"Oh, Jack!" Esther said reproachfully.
"Oblige me by not interfering," he said; "allow me a little
liberty with my own children, Esther. He is an untruthful little
vagabond; I am ashamed to own him for my son."
And Esther, reflecting on the many shiftinesses of her stepson, was
able to console herself with the hope that it would do him good.
They went a shortcut through the bush to avoid the public road, and
the blue, sun-kissed, laughing river stretched before them.
"There they are," Esther cried, "in the old place, as usual, look
at the fire, little sweet son; see the smoke, boy bonny—four—five
of them. Why, who have they got with them?" she said in surprise, as
they drew nearer the group on the grass.
Before they were close enough to recognize faces the circle
suddenly seemed to break up and fall apart.
One of its members turned sharply round and fled away across the
grass, plunging into the thick bracken and bush, and disappearing from
sight in less time than it takes to tell.
"Whoever had you with you? "Esther said when they reached the
There was a half-second's silence, then Pip threw some sticks on
the fire and said coolly:
"Only a friend of Meg's, a frightened kind of kid who has quite a
dread of the pater. I believe she imagines soldiers go round with
their swords sharpened, ready for use."
He laughed lightly. Nell joined in in a little hysterical way, and
Baby began to cry.
Meg, white as death, picked her up and hurriedly began telling her
the story of the three bears for comfort.
Esther looked a little puzzled, but, of course, never dreamt of
connecting the flying figure with Judy.
And the Captain seemed delightfully blind and unsuspicious. He
lay down on the grass and let the General swarm all over him; he
made jokes with Esther; he told several stories of his young days,
and never even seemed to remark that his audience seemed inattentive
"Haven't you made some tea?" Esther said at last. "We love billy
tea, and thought you would be sure to have some?"
"Bunty hasn't come, he was to have brought the billy," Pip said,
half sulkily. He had suspicions that there was something behind this
great affability of his father, and he objected to being played with.
"Ah," the Captain said gravely, "that is unfortunate. When I came
away Bunty did not seem very well, and was thinking of spending the
rest of the day in his bedroom."
Pip made up the fire in a dogged way, and Meg flashed a frightened
glance at her father, who smiled affectionately back at her.
After an hour of this strained intercourse the Captain proposed a
"It is growing chill," he said. "I should be grieved for the
General's new-born tooth to start its life by aching—let's go home
and make shift with teapot tea."
So they gathered up the untouched baskets and made themselves into
The Captain insisted on Pip and Meg walking with him, and he sent
Baby and Nell on in front, one on either side of Esther, who was
alternately leading and carrying the General.
This arrangement being, as indeed Pip shrewdly suspected; to
prevent the possibility of any intercourse or formation of new plans.
And when they got home he invited them all to come into his
smoking-room, a litle slit of a place off the dining-room. ,
Esther took the General upstairs, but the others followed him in
"Sit down, Pip, my boy," he said genially. "Come, Meg, make
yourself at home, take a seat in that armchair. Nell and Baby can
occupy the lounge."
They all sat down helplessly where he told them, and watched his
He selected a pipe from the row over the mantelpiece, fitted a new
mouthpiece to it, and carefully filled it.
"As you are all in possession of my room," he said in an urbane
voice, "I can hardly smoke with any comfort here, I am afraid. I
will come and talk to you again later on. I am going to have a pipe
first in the old loft in the cow paddock. Keep out of mischief till I
He struck a match, lighted his tobacco, and, without a glance at
the silent children, left the room, locking the door behind him.
Once more he crossed the paddocks, and once more pushed open the
creaking door. The orange peel lay just where he had seen it before,
only it was a little drier and more dead-looking. The hair ribbon
was in exactly the same knot. The ladder creaked in just the same
place, and again threatened to break his neck when he reached the top.
The dominoes were there still, the ham-bone and the pillow occupied
the same places; the only difference being the former had a black
covering of ants now, and a wind had been playing with the pillow,
and had carried the feathers in all directions.
He crossed the floor, not softly, but just with his usual measured
military-step. Nothing moved. He reached the partition and looked
Judy, lay across the improvised bed, sleeping a sleep of utter
exhaustion after her rapid flight from the river. She had a frock of
Meg's on, that made her look surprisingly long and thin; he was
astonished to think she had grown so much.
"There will be no end to my trouble with her as she grows older,"
he said, half aloud, feeling extremely sorry for himself for being her
father. Then a great anger and irritation rose within him as he
wached her sleeping so quietly there. Was she always to be a
disturber of his peace? Was she always to thwart him like this?
Judy," he said in a loud voice.
The closed eyelids sprang open, the mist of sleep and forgetfulness
cleared from the dark eyes, and she sprang up, a look of absolute
horror on her face.
"What are you doing here, may I ask?" he said, very coldly.
The scarlet colour flooded her cheeks, her very brow, and then
dropped down again, leaving her white to the lips, but she made no
"You have run away from school, I suppose?" he continued, in the
same unemotional voice. "Have you anything to say?"
Judy did not speak or move, she only watched his face with parted
"Have you anything to say for yourself, Helen? he repeated.
"No, Father," she said.
Her face had a worn, strained look that might have touched him at
another time, but he was too angry to notice.
No excuse or reason at all?"
He moved toward the opening. "A train goes in an hour and a half,
you will come straight back, with me this moment," he said, in an even
voice. "I shall take precautions to have you watched at school since
you cannot be trusted. You will not return home for the Christmas
holidays, and probably not for those of the following June."
It was as bad as a sentence of death. The room swam before the
girl's eyes, there was a singing and rushing in her ears.
"Come at once," the Captain said. Judy gave a little caught
breath; it tickled her throat and she began to cough.
Such terrible coughing, a paroxysm that shook her thin frame and
made her gasp for breath. It lasted two or three minutes, though she
put her handkerchief to her mouth to try to stop it.
She was very pale when it ceased, and he noticed the hollows in her
cheeks for the first time.
"You had better come to the house first," he said, less harshly,
"and see if Esther has any cough stuff."
Then in his turn he caught his breath and grew pale under his
For the handkerchief that the child had taken from her lips had
scarlet, horrible spots staining its whiteness.
Chapter XIV The Squatter's
After all there was no dogcart for Judy, no mountain train, no
ignominious return to the midst of her schoolfellows, no vista of
weary months unmarked by holidays.
But instead, a warm, soft bed, and delicate food, and loving voices
and ceaseless attention. For the violent exertion, the scanty food,
and the two nights in the open air had brought the girl to indeed a
perilous pass. One lung was badly inflamed, the doctor said; it was
a mystery to him, he kept telling them, how she had kept up so long;
an ordinary girl would have given in and taken to her bed long ago.
But then he was not acquainted with the indomitable spirit and pluck
that were Judy's characteristics:
"Didn't you have any pain?" he asked, quite taken aback to find
such spirits and so serious a condition together.
"H'm, in my side sometimes," she answered carelessly. "How long
will it be before I can get up, Doctor?" She used to ask the latter
question of him every morning, though, if the truth were known, she
felt secretly more than a little diffident at the idea of standing up
There was a languor and weariness in her limbs that made her
doubtful if she could run about very much, and slower modes of
progressing she despised. Besides this, there was a gnawing pain,
under her arms, and the cough was agony while it lasted.
Still, she was not ill enough to lose interest in all that was
going on, and used to insist upon the others telling her everything
that happened outside—who made the biggest score at cricket, what
flowers were out in her own straggling patch of garden, how many eggs
the fowls laid a day, how the guinea-pigs and canaries were
progressing, and what was the very latest thing in clothes or boots
the new retriever puppy had devoured.
And Bunty used to bring in the white mice and the blind French
guinea-pig, and let them run loose over the counterpane, and Pip did
most of his carpentering on a little table near, so she could see
each fresh stage and suggest improvements as he went along.
Meg, who had almost severed her connection with Aldith, devoted
herself to her sister, and waited on her hand and foot; she made her
all kinds of little presents—a boot-bag, with compartments; a
brush-and-comb bag, with the monogram "J.W.," worked in pink silk; a
little work-basket, with needle-book, pin-cushion, and all complete.
Judy feared she should be compelled to betake herself to tidy habits
on her recovery.
Her pleasure in the little gifts started a spirit of competition
among the others.
For one whole day Pip was invisible, but in the evening he turned
up, and walked to the bedside with a proud face. He had constructed a
little set of drawers, three of which actually opened under skilful
"It's not for doll-clothes," he said, after she had exhausted all
the expressions of gratitude in common use, "because I know you hate
them, but you can keep all your little things in them, you see—hair
strings, and thimbles, and things."
There was a sound of dragging outside the door and presently Bunty
came in backward, lugging a great, strange thing.
It seemed to be five or six heavy pieces of board nailed together
"It's a chair," he explained, wiping the perspiration from his
forehead. "Oh! I'm going to put some canvas across it, of course,
so you won't fall through; but I thought I'd show it you first."
Judy's eyes smiled, but she thanked him warmly. "I wasn't goin'
to make any stupid thing, like Pip did," the small youth continued,
looking deprecatingly at the little drawers. "This is really useful,
you see; when you get up you can sit on it, Judy, by the fire and read
or sew or something. You like it better 'n Pip's, don't you?"
Judy temporized skilfully, and averted offence to either by asking
them to put the presents with all the others near the head of the bed.
"What a lot of things you'll have to take back to school, Ju," Nell
said, as she added her contribution in the shape of a pair of crochet
cuffs and a doll's wool jacket.
But Judy only flashed her a reproachful glance, and turned her face
to the wall for the rest of the evening.
That was what had been hanging over her so heavily all this long
fortnight in bed—the thought of school in the future.
"What's going to happen to me when I get better,bEsther?" she
asked next morning, in a depressed way, when her stepmother came to
see her. "Is he saving up a lot of beatings for me? And shall I
have to go back the first week? "
Esther reassured her.
"You won't go back this quarter at all, very likely not next
either, Judy dear. He says you shall go away with some of the others
for a change till you get strong; and, between you and me, I think
its very unlikely you, will go back ever again."
With this dread removed, Judy mended more rapidly, surprising even
the doctor with her powers of recuperation.
In three weeks she was about the house again, thin and great-eyed,
but full of nonsense and even mischief once more. The doctor's visits
ceased; he said she had made a good recovery so far, but should have
change of surroundings, and be taken a long way from sea air.
"Let her run wild for some months, Woolcot," he said at his last
visit; "it will take time to quite shake off all this and get her
strength and flesh back again."
"Certainly, certainly; she shall go at once," the Captain said.
He could not forget he shock he had received in the old loft five
or six weeks ago, and would have agreed if he had been bidden to take
her for a sojourn in the Sahara.
The doctor had told him the mischief done to her lungs was serious.
I won't say she will ultimately die of consumption," he had said,
"but there is always a danger of that vile disease in these nasty
cases. And little Miss Judy is such a wild, unquiet subject; she
seems to be always in a perfect fever of living, and to possess a
capacity for joy and unhappiness quite unknown to slower natures. Take
care of her, Woolcot, and she'll make a fine woman some day—ay, a
The Captain smoked four big cigars in the solitude of his study
before he could decide how he could best "take care of her."
At first he thought he would send her with Meg and the governess to
the mountains for a time, but then there was the difficulty about
lessons for the other three. He might send them to school, or engage
a governess certainly, but then again there was expense to be
It was out of the question for the girls to go alone, for Meg had
shown herself nothing but a silly little goose, in spite of her
sixteen years; and Judy needed attention. Then he remembered Esther,
too, was, looking unwell; the nursing and the General together had
been too much for her, and she looked quite a shadow of her bright
self. He knew he really ought to send her, too, and the child, of
And again the expense.
He remembered the Christmas holidays were not very far away; what
would become of the house with Pip and Bunty and the two youngest
girls running wild, and no one in authority? He sighed heavily, and
knocked the ash from his fourth cigar upon the carpet.
Then the postman came along the drive and past the window. He
poked up with a broad smile, and touched his helmet in a pleased kind
of way. If almost seemed as if he knew that in one of the letters he
held the solution of the problem that was making the Captain's brow
all criss-crossed with frowning lines.
A fifth cigar was being extracted from the case, a wrinkle was
deepening just over the left eyebrow, a twinge of something very like
gout was calling forth a word or two of "foreign language," when
Esther came in with a smile on her lips and an open letter in her
"From Mother," she said. "Yarrahappini's a wilderness, it seems,
and she wants me to go up, and take the General with me, for a few
"Ah!" he said.
It would certainly solve one of the difficulties. The place was
very far away certainly, but then it was Esther's old home, and she
had not seen it since her marriage. She would grow strong again there
"Oh, and Judy, too."
"Ah-h-h!" he said.
Two of the lines smoothed themselves carefully from his brow.
"And Meg, because I mentioned she was looking pale."
The Captain placed the cigar back in the case. He forgot there was
such a thing as gout.
"The invitation could not have been more opportune," he said.
"Accept by all means; nothing could have been better; and it is an
exceedingly healthy climate. The other children can—-"
Oh, Father expressly stipulates for Pip as well, because he is a
"Upon my word, Esther, your parents have a large enough fund of
philanthropy. Anyone else included in the invitation?"
"Only Nell and Bunty and Baby. Oh, and Mother says if you can run
up at any time for a few days shooting you know without her telling
you how pleased she will be to see you."
"The hospitality of squatters is world-farned, but this breaks all
previous records, Esther." The Captain got up and stretched himself
with the air of a man released from a nightmare. "Accept by all
means—every one of you. On their own heads be the results; but I'm
afraid Yarrahappini will be a sadder and wiser place before the month
But just how much sadder or how much wiser he never dreamed.
Chapter XV Three Hundred Miles in
They filled a whole compartment—at least there was one seat
vacant, but people seemed shy of taking it after a rapid survey of
The whole seven of them, and only Esther as bodyguard—Esther—in
a pink blouse an sailor hat, with a face as bright and mischievous as
The Captain had come to see them off, with Pat to look after the
luggage. He had bought the tickets—two whole ones for Esther and
Meg, and four halves for the others. Baby was not provided with even
a half, much to her private indignation—it was an insult to her four
years and a half, she considered, to go free like the General.
But the cost of those scraps of pasteboard had made the Captain
look unhappy: he only received eighteenpence change out of the ten
pounds he had tendered; for Yarrahappini was on the borders of the
He spent the eighteenpence on illustrated papers —Scraps, Ally
Sloper's Half-Holiday, Comic Cuts, Funny Folks, and the like,
evidently having no very exalted opinion of the literary tastes of
his family; and he provided Esther with a yellow-back— on which was
depicted a lady in a green dress fainting in the arms of a gentleman
attired in purple, and Meg with Mark Twain's "Jumping Frog", because
he had noticed a certain air of melancholy in her eyes lately.
Then bells clanged and a whistle shrieked, porters flew wildly
about, and farewells were said, sadly or gaily as the case might be.
There was a woman crying: in a hopeless little way on the platform,
and a girl with sorrowful, loving eyes leaning out of a second-class
window towards her; there was a brown-faced squatter, in a tweed cap
and slippers, to whom the three-hundred-mile journey was little more
of an event than dining; and there was the young man going selecting,
and thinking England was little farther, seeing his wife and child
were waving a year's good-bye from the platform. There were sportsmen
going two hundred miles after quail and wallaby; and cars full of
ladies returning to the wilds after their yearly or half-yearly tilt
with society and fashion in Sydney; and there were the eight we are
interested in, clustering around the door and two windows, smiling
and waving cheerful good-byes to the Captain.
He did not look at all cast down as the train steamed fussily
away—- indeed, he walked down the platform with almost a jaunty air
as if the prospect of two months bachelordom was not without its
It was half-past six in the afternoon when they started, and they
would reach Curlewis, which was the nearest railway station to
Yarrahappini, about five the next morning. The expense of sleeping-
berths had been out of the question with so many of them; but in the
rack with the bags were several rolls of rugs and two or three air-
pillows against the weary hours. The idea of so many hours in the
train had been delightful to all the young ones; none of them but Judy
had been a greater distance than forty or fifty miles before, and it
seemed perfectly fascinating to think of rushing on and on through
the blackness as well as the daylight.
But long before ten o'clock a change came o'er the spirit of their
dreams. Nell and Baby had had a quarrel over the puffing out of the
air-cushions, and were too tired and cross to make it up again; Pip
had hit Bunty over the head for no ostensible reason, and received
two kicks in return; Judy's head ached, and the noise, was not
calculated to cure it; Meg had grown weary of staring out into the
moving darkness, and wondering whether Alan would notice she was never
on the river-boat now; and the poor little General was filling the hot
air with expostulations, in the shape of loud roars, at the
irregularities of the treatment he was undergoing.
Esther had taken his day clothes off, and made a picture of him in
a cream flannel nightgown and a pink wool jacket. And for half an
hour, he had submitted good-temperedly to being handed about and
tickled and half-smothered with kisses. He had eyen permitted Nell to
bite his little pink toes severally, and say a surprising amount of
nonsense about little pigs that went to market and did similarly
He had hardly remonstrated when there had been a dispute about the
possession of his person, and Bunty had clung to his head and body
while Nell pulled vigorously at his legs.
But after a time, when Esther made him a little bed on one of the
seats and tried to lay him down upon it, a sense of his grievances
came over him.
He had a swinging cot at home; with little gold bars at the foot to
blink at—he could not see why he should be mulcted of it, and made to
put up with a rug three times doubled. He was accustomed, too, to a
shaded light, a quiet room, and a warning H'sh! h'sh! whenever people
forgot themselves sufficiently to make the slightest noise.
Here the great yellow light flared all the time, and every one of
the noisy creatures at whose hands he endured so much was within a few
feet of him.
So he lifted up his voice and wept. And when he found weeping did
not produce his gold-barred cot, and the little dangling tassels on
the mosquito nets, he raised his voice two notes, and when even there
Esther only went on patting his shoulder in a soothing way he burst
into roars absolutely deafening.
Nellie dangled all her long curls in his face to engage his
attention, but he clutched them viciously and pulled till the tears
came into her eyes. Esther and Meg sang lullabies till their tongues
ached, Judy tried walking him up and down the narrow space, but he
stiffened himself in her arms, and she was not strong enough to hold
him. Finally he dropped off into an exhausted sleep, drawing deep,
sobbing breaths and little hiccoughs of sorrow.
Then Bunty was discovered asleep on the floor with his head under a
seat, and had to be lifted into an easier position; and Baby, bolt
upright in a corner, was nodding like a little pink-and-white daisy
the sun has been too much for.
One by one the long hours dragged away; farther and farther through
the silent, sleeping country flew the red-eyed train, swerving round
zigzag curves, slackening up steeper places, flashing across the
endless stretching plains.
The blackness grew grey and paler grey, and miles and miles of
monotonous gum saplings lay between the train and sky. Up burst the
sun, and the world grew soft and rosy like a baby waked from sleep.
Then the grey gathered again, the pink, quivering lights faded out,
and the rain came down—torrents of it, beating against the shaking
window-glass, whirled wildly ahead by a rough morning wind, flying
down from the mountains. Such a crushed, dull-eyed, subdued-looking
eight they were as they tumbled out on the Curlewis platform when five
o'clock came. Judy coughed at the wet, early, air, and was hurried
into the waiting-room and wrapped in a rug.
Then the train tossed out their, trunks and portmanteaux and rushed
on again, leaving them desolate and miserable, looking after it, for
it seemed no one had come to meet them.
The sound of wet wheels slushing through puddles, the crack of a
whip, the even falling of horses' feet, and they were all outside
again, looking beyond the white railway palings to the road.
There were a big, covered waggonette driven by a wide yellow
oil-skin with a man somewhere in its interior, and a high buggy, from
which an immensely tall man was climbing.
Esther rushed out into the rain. She put her arms round the
dripping mackintosh and clung fast to it for a minute or two. Perhaps
that is what made her cheeks and eyes so wet and shining.
"Little girl—little Esther child!" he said, and almost lifted her
off the ground as he kissed her, tall though Meg considered her.
Then he hurried them all off into the buggies, five in one and
three in the other. There was a twenty-five-mile drive before them
"When did you have anything to eat last?" he asked; the depressed
looks of the children were making him quite unhappy. "Mother has
sent you biscuits and sandwiches, but we, can't get coffee or
anything hot till we get home."
Nine o'clock, Esther told him, at Newcastle, but it was so boiling
hot they had had to leave most of it in their cups and scramble into
the train again. The horses were whipped up; and flew over the muddy
roads at a pace that Pip, despite his weariness, could not but admire.
But it was a very damp, miserable drive, and the General wept with
hardly a break from start to finish, greatly to Esther's vexation,
for it was his first introduction to his grandfather.
At last, when everyone was beginning to feel the very end of
patience had come, a high white gate broke the monotony of dripping
"Home!" Esther said joyfully. She jumped the General up and down
on her knee.
"Little Boy Blue, Mum fell off that gate when she was three," said
she, looking at it affectionately as Pip swung it open.
Splash through the rain again; the wheels went softly now, for the
way was covered with wet fallen leaves.
"Oh, where IS the house?" Bunty said, peeping through Pip's arm
on the box seat, and seeing still nothing but an endless vista of:
gum trees. "I thought, you said we were there, Esther."
"Oh, the front door is not quite so near the gate as at Misrule,"
she said. And indeed it was not.
It was fifteen minutes before they even saw the chimneys, then
there was another gate to be opened. A gravel drive now trimly kept,
high box round the flower-beds, a wilderness of rose bushes that
pleased Meg's eye, two chip tennis-courts under water.
Then the house.
The veranda was all they noticed; such a wide one it was, as wide
as an ordinary room, and there were lounges and chairs and tables
scattered about, hammocks swung from the corners, and a green thick
creeper with rain-blown wistaria for an outer wall.
"O—o—oh," said Pip; "o—oh! I AM stiff—o—oh, I say, what are
For Esther had deposited her infant on on his knee, and leapt out
of the waggonette and up the veranda steps.
There was a tiny old lady there, with a great housekeeping apron
on. Esther gathered her right up in her arms, and they kissed and
clung to each other till they were both crying.
"My little girl!" sobbed the little old lady, stroking, with eager
hands, Esther's wet hair and wetter cheeks.
And Bunty, who had followed close behind, looked from the tall
figure of his stepmother to the very small one of her mother and
Esther darted back to the buggy, took the General from Pip, and,
springing up the steps again, placed him in her mother's arms.
"Isn't he a fat 'un!" Bunty said, sharing in her pride; "just you
look at his legs."
The old lady sat down for one minute in the wettest chair she could
find, and cuddled him close up to her.
But he doubled his little cold fists, fought himself free, and
yelled for Esther.
Mr. Hassal had emptied the buggies by now, and came up the steps
"Aren't you going to give them some breakfast, little mother?" he
said, and the old lady nearly dropped her grandson in her distress.
"Dear, dear!" she said. "Well, well! Just to think of it! But it
makes one forget."
In ten minutes they were all in dry things, sitting in the warm
dining-room and making prodigious breakfasts.
"WASN'T I hungry!" Bunty said. His mouth was full of toast, and he
was slicing the top off his fourth egg and keeping an eye on a dish
that held honey in one compartment and clotted cream in another.
"The dear old plates!" Esther picked hers up after she had emptied
it and looked lovingly at the blue roses depicted upon it. "And to
think last time l ate off one I—-"
"Was a little bride with the veil pushed back from your face," the
old lady said, "and everyone watching you cut the cake. Only two have
broken since—oh yes, Hannah, the girl who came after Emily, chipped
off the handle of the sugar-basin and broke a bit out of the
"Where did Father stand?" Meg asked. She was peopling the room
with wedding guests; the ham and the chops, the toast and eggs and
dishes of fruit, had turned to a great white towered cake with silver
"Just up there where Pip is sitting," Mrs. Hassal said, "and he
was helping Esther with the cake, because she was cutting it with his
sword. Such a hole you made in the table-cloth, Esther, my very best
damask one with the convolvulus leaves, but, of course, I've darned
Baby had upset her coffee all over herself and her plate and Bunty,
who was next door.
She burst into tears of weariness and nervousness at the new
people, and slipped off her chair under the table. Meg picked her up.
May I put her to bed?" she said; "she is about worn out."
Me, too," Nellie said, laying down her halfeaten scone and pushing
back her chair. "Oh, I am so tired!"
"So'm I." Bunty finished up everything on his plate in choking
haste and stood up. "And that horrid coffee's running into my
So just as the sun began to smile and chase away the sky's heavy
tears, they all went to bed again to make up for the broken night,
and it was: six o'clock and tea-time before any of them opened their
Chapter XVI Yarrahappini
Yarrahappini in the sunshine, the kind of sunshine that pushes the
thermometer's silver thread up to 100 deg.!
Right away in the distance on three sides was a blue hill line and
blue soft trees.
And up near the house the trees were green and beautiful, and the
flowers a blaze of colour.
But all the stretching plain between was brown Brown burnt grass
with occasional patches of dull green, criss-crossed here and there
with fences; that ran up the little hills that in places broke the
plain's straight line, and disappeared in the dips where rank grass
and bracken flourished. The head station consisted of quite a little
community of cottages on the top of a hill. Years ago, when Esther
was no bigger than her own little General, there had been only a
rough, red weather-board place on the hill-top, and a bark but or two
And Mr. Hassal had been in the saddle from morning to night, and
worked harder than any two of his own stockmen, and Mrs. Hassal had
laid aside her girlish accomplishments, her fancy work, her guitar,
her water-colours, and had scrubbed and cooked and washed as many a
settler's wife has done before, until the anxiously watched wool
market had brought them better days.
Then a big stone cottage reared itself slowly right in front of the
little old place with its bottle-bordered garden plot, where nothing
more aristocratic than pig's face and scarlet geranium had ever grown.
A beautiful cottage it was, with its plenitude of lofty rooms, its
many windows, and its deep veranda. The little home was kithchen and
bedrooms for the two women servants now, and was joined to the big
place by a covered way.
A hundred yards away there was a two-roomed cottage that was
occupied by the son of an English baronet, who, for the consideration
of seventy pounds a year and rations kept the Yarrahappini business
books and gave out the stores.
Farther still, two bark humpies stood, back to back. Tettawonga,
a bent old black fellow, lived in one, and did little else than smoke
and give his opinion on the weather every morning.
Twenty years ago he had helped to make a steady foundation for the
red cottage that had arrived ready built on a bullock-dray.
Fifteen years ago he had killed with his tomahawk one of two
bushrangers who were trying to pick up Yarrahappini in the absence of
his master, and he had carried little trembling Mrs. Hassal and tiny
Esther to place of safety, and gone back and dealt the other one a
blow on the head that stunned him till assistance came.
So, of course, he had earned his right to the cottage and the
daily rations and the pipe that never stirred from his lips.
Two of the station hands lived in the other cottage when they were
not out in distant parts of the run.
Close to the house was a long weather-board building with a heavy,
"Oh, let's go in," Nell said, attracted by the size of the
padlock; "it looks like a treasure-house in a book—mayn't we go in,
please, little grandma?"
They were exploring all the buildings—the six children in a body,
Mrs. Hassal, whom they all called "little grandma," much to her
pleasure, and Esther with the boy.
You must go and ask Mr. Gillet," the old lady said; "he keeps the
keys of the stores. See, over in that cottage near the tank, and
speak nicely, children, please."
"Such a gentleman," she said in a low tone to Esther, "so clever,
so polished, if only he did not drink so."
Meg and Judy went, with Baby hurrying after them as fast as her
short legs would allow.
"Come in," a voice said, when they knocked. Meg hesitated
nervously, and a man opened the door. Such a great, gaunt man, with
restless, unhappy eyes, a brown, wide brow, and neatly trimmed beard.
Judy stated that Mrs. Hassal had sent them for the keys, if he had
He asked them to come in and sit down while he looked for them.
Meg was surprised at the room, as her blue eyes plainly showed, for
she had only heard him spoken of as the store-keeper. There were
bookshelves, on which she saw Shakespeare and Browning and Shelley
and Rossetti and Tennyson, William Morris, and many others she had
never seen before. There were neatly framed photographs and
engravings of English and Continental scenery on the walls. There was
a little chased silver vase on a bracket, and some of the flowers from
the passion vines in it. The table with the remains of breakfast on
it was as nice on a small scale as the one she had just left in the
He came back froth the inner room with the keys. "I was afraid I
had mislaid then," he said; "the middle one opens the padlock, Miss
Woolcot; the brass fat one is for the two bins, and the long steel one
for the cupboard."
"Thank you so much. I'm afraid we disturbed you in the middle of
your breakfast," Meg said, standing up and blushing because she
thought he had noticed her surprise at the bookshelves.
He disclaimed the trouble, and held the door open for them with a
bow that had something courtly in it, at least so Meg thought,
puzzling how it came to be associated with salt beef by the
hundredweight and bins of flour. He watched them go over the
grass—at least he watched Meg in her cool, summer muslin and
pale-blue belt, Meg in her shady chip hat, with the shining fluffy
plait hanging to her waist.
Judy's long black legs and crumpled cambric had no element of the
picturesque in them.
Mrs. Hassal unfastened the padlock of the store-room. Such a
chorus of "ohs!" and "ahs!" there was from the childrenl
Baby had never seen so much sugar together in her life before; she
looked as if she would have liked to have been let loose in the great
bin for an hour or two.
And the currants! There was a big wooden box brim full—about
forty pounds, Mrs. Hassal thought when questioned.
Bunty whipped up a handful and pocketed them when everyone was
looking at the mountain of candles.
"Home-made! my DEAR, why, yes, of course," the old lady said.
"Why, I wouldn't dream of using a bought candle, any more than I
would use bought soap."
She showed them the great bars of yellow, clean-smelling stuff,
with finer, paler-coloured for toilet purposes:
Hams and sides of bacon hung thickly from the rafters. "Those are
mutton hams," she said, pointing to one division. "I keep those for
Pip wanted to know if the stores were meant to serve their all
their lives, there seemed enough of them: he was astonished to hear
that every six months they were replenished.
"Twenty to thirty men, counting the boundary riders and stockmen
at different parts of the place; and double that number at shearing
or drafting times, not to mention daily sundowners—it's like feeding
an army, my dears," she said; "and then, you see, I had to make
preparations for all of you—Bunty especially."
Her little grey eyes twinkled merrily as she looked at that small
"You can have them back," Bunty said, half sulkily. He produced
half a dozen currants from his pocket. "I shouldn't think you'd
mind, with such a lot; we only have a bottleful at home."
On which the old lady patted his head, unlocked a tin, and filled
his hands with figs and dates.
And have you to cook every day, for all those men?" Meg said,
wondering what oven could be found large enough.
"Dear, no!" the old lady answered. "Dear, dear, no; each man
does everything for himself in his own hut; they don't even get
bread, only rations of flour to make damper for themselves. Then we
give them a fixed, quantity of meat, tea, sugar, tobacco, candles,
soap, and one or two other things."
"Where do you keep the wool and things?" said Pip, who had a soul
above home-made soap and metal dips for candles; "I can't see any
shed or anything."
Mrs. Hassal told him they were a mile away, down by the creek,
where the sheep were washed and sheared at the proper season. But
the heat was too much to make even Pip want to go just then, so they
attached themselves to Mr. Hassal, leaving little grandma with
Esther, the General, and Baby, and went over to the brick stables
There were three or four buggies under cover, but no horses at all,
they were farther afield. Across the paddock they went, and up the
hill. Half a dozen answered Mr. Hassal's strange whistle; the others
were wild, unbroken things, that tossed theiu manes and fled away at
the sight of people to the farthermost parts where the trees grew.
Pip chose one, a grey, with long, fleet-looking legs and a narrow,
beautiful head; he prided himelf upon knowing something about
"points." Judy picked a black, with reddish, restless eyes, but Mr.
Hassal refused it because it had an uncertain temper, so she had to be
content with a brown with a soft, satiny nose.
Meg asked for "something very quiet" in whirper Judy and Pip could
not hear, and was given a ruggy horse that had carried Mrs. Hassal
eighteen years ago. Each animal was to be at the complete disposal
of the young people during their stay at Yarrahappini, but the rides
would have to take place before breakfast or after tea, they were
told, if they wanted any pleasure out of them; the rest of the day was
unbearable on horseback. Nellie was disappointed in the sheep,
exceedingly so. She had expected to find great snow-white beautiful
creatures that would be tame and allow her to put ribbon on their
necks and lead them about.
From the hill-top the second morning she saw paddock after paddock,
each with a brown, slowly moving mass; she ran down through the
sunshine with Bunty to view them more closely.
"Oh, WHAT a shame!" she exclaimed, actual tears of disappointment
springing to her eyes when she saw the great fat things with their
long, dirty, ragged-looking fleece.
"Wait for a time, little woman," Mr. Hassal said; "just you wait
till we give them their baths."
Chapter XVII Cattle-Drafting at
"To wheel the wild scrub cattle at the yard
With a running fire of stockwhip and a fiery run of hoofs."
Pip could hardly sleep one night, a month after their arrival, for
thinking of the cattle drafting that was on the programme for the
morrow. He had been casting about for some fresh occupation, far he
was a boy to whom variety was the salt of life. At first he had been
certain he could never tire of shooting.rabbits. Mr. Hassal had given
him the "jolliest little stunner of a gun," and, Tettawonga had gone
out with him the first day; and had been very scornful about his
enthusiasm when he shot two.
"Ba'al good, gun do. Plenty fellow rabbit longa scrub, budgery
way north, budgery way south; budgery way eblywhere. Ba'al good
barbed wire fence do, ba'al good poison do. Bah!"
But Pip was not to be discouraged, and really thought he had done
great good to the Yarrahappini estate by shooting those two soft,
fleet brown things. He took them home and displayed them proudly to
the girls, cleaned his perfectly clean gun, and sallied forth the next
Tettawonga took his pipe from between his lips when he saw him
again and laughed, a loud cackling laugh, that made Pip flush with
"Kimbriki and kimbriki, too! Rabbit he catti, curri-curri now.
Boy come long with cawbawn gun, rabbit jerund drekaly, go burri,
grass grow, sheep get fat-ha, ha, he, he!"
************************************** "To-morrow and to-morrow
too! Rabbit, he go away quickly now. Boy come along with big gun,
rabbit he afraid directly, go under the ground."
Pip understood his mixed English enough to know he was making fun
of him, and told him wrathfully to "shut up for a Dutch idiot."
Then he shouldered the gun he was so immeasurably proud of and went
off the other side of the barbed-wire fence, where was the happy
hunting-ground of the little rodent that would not allow Mr. Hassal to
He shot five that day, four the next, seven the next, but after a
time he votednit slow, and went after gill birds, with more enjoyment
but less certainty of a bag.
Every day was filled to the brim with enjoyment, and but for the
intense heat that first month at Yarrahappini would have been one of
absolute content and happiness.
And now there was the cattle-drafting!
Breakfast was very early the morning of the great event; by
half-past five it was almost over, and Pip, in a fever of
restlessness, was tellinc Mr. Hassal he was sure they would be late
and miss it.
Judy had pleaded hard to be allowed to go, but everyone said it was
out of the question—indeed, it was doubted if it were wise to allow
Pip to face the danger that is inseparable with the drafting of the
wilder kind of cattle that had been driven from great distances.
But he had forcibly carried the day, and dressed himself up in so
business-like a way that Mr. Hassel had not the heart to refuse him.
He came down to breakfast in a Crimean shirt and a pair of old, serge
trousers fastened round the waist with a leathern belt, in which an
unsheathed bowie knife, freshly sharpened, was jauntily stuck. No
persuasions would induce him either to wear a coat or sheathe the
The grey was brought round to the veranda steps, with Mr. Hassal's
own splendid horse. Mr. Gillet was there on a well-groomed roan; he
had three stock-whips, two quite sixteen feet long, the third shorter
one, which he.presented to Pip.
The boy's face glowed. "Hurrah, Fizz!" he said; standing up in
his saddle and brandishing it round his head. "What 'ud you give to
He dug his heels into the animal's sides and went helter-skelter
at a wild gallop down the hill.
It was a mile and a half to the cattle yards, and here was the
Pip could not think where all the men had sprung from. There were
some twenty or thirty of them, stockmen, shearers "on the wallaby,"
as their parlance expressed lack of employment, two Aboriginals,
exclusive of Tettawonga, who was smoking and looking on with sleepy
enjoyment, and several other of the station hands.
In the first yard there were five hundred cattle that had been
driven there the night before, and that just now presented the
appearance of a sea of wildly lashing tails and horns. Such
horns!—great, branching, terrific-looking things that they gored and
fought each other madly with, seeing they could not get to the common
Just for the first moment or two Pip felt a little disinclined to
quit the stronghold of his horse's back. The thunder of hoofs and
horns, the wild charges made by the desperate animals against the
fence, made him expect to see it come crashing down every minute.
But everybody else had gone to "cockatoo"—to sit on the top rail
of the enclosure and look down at the maddened creatures, so at length
he fastened his bridle to a tree and proceeded gingerly to follow
At a sudden signal from Mr. Hassal the men dropped down inside,
half along, one side and half the other. The object was to get a
hundred or two of the cattle into the forcing-yard adjoining, the gate
to which was wide open. Pip marvelled at the courage of the men; for
a moment his heart had leaped to his mouth as bullock after bullock
essayed to charge them, but the air resounded with cracks from the
mighty stock whips and drafting-sticks, and beast after beast
retreated towards the centre with its face dripping with blood.
Then one huge black creature, with a bellow that seemed to shake
the plain, made a wild rush to the gate, the whole herd at his heels.
Like lightning, the men made a line behind, shouting, yelling,
cracking their whips to drive them onward. Pip stood up and halloed,
absolutely beside himself with excitement. Then he held his breath
Mr. Hassal and one of the black boys were creeping cautiously up
near the gateway through which the tumultuous stream of horns and
backs was pouring. Half a dozen mighty blows from the men, and the
last leader fell back for an instant, driving the multitude baek
In that second the two had slipped up the rails and the herd was in
Two lines of stockmen again, whip-crackings, bellows, blood, horns,
hide and heels in the air, and some forty or fifty were secure in a
third yard, a long narrow place with a gate at the end leading into
the final division.
Pip learnt from Mr. Gillet the object of these divisions: some of
the beasts were almost worthless things, and had been assigned to a
buyer for a couple of pounds a head, just for the horns, hides, and
what might be got for the flesh. Others were prime, fat creatures,
ready for the butcher and Sydney market. And others again were
splendid animals, of great value for prize and breeding purposes, and
were to be made into a separate draft.
The man at the last gateway was doing the all important work of
selecting. He was armed with a short thick stick, and, as the other
men drove the animals down towards him, decided with lightning speed
to which class they belonged. A heavy blow on the nose, a sharp,
rapid series of them between the eyes, and the most violent brute
plunged blindly whither the driver sent him. All the day work went
on, and just as the great hot purple shadows began to fall across the
plain they secured the last rail, the battle was over, and the animals
in approved divisions.
Pip ate enough salt beef and damper to half kill him, drank more
tea than he had ever disposed of at one sitting in all his fourteen
years, swung himself into his saddle in close imitation of the oldest
stockman, and thought if he only could have a black, evil-looking
pipe like Tettawonga and the rest of the men his happiness would be
complete and his manhood attained.
He reached home as tired as "a dozen dogs and a dingo," and
entertained his sisters and Bunty with a graphic account of the day's
proceedings, dwelling lengthily on his own prowess and the manifold
perils he had escaped.
The next day both Esther and Judy rode with the others to the yards
to see the departures.
The best of the contingent, which Mr. Hassal had only wanted to
separate, not to sell, were driven out through the gate and away to
their old fields and pastures stale.
The "wasters," some hundred and fifty of them, with half a dozen
stockmen mounted on the best horses of the place told off for them,
were released from their enclosure in a state of frenzied desperation,
and, with much cracking of whips and yells, mustered into a herd and
driven across the plain in the direction of the road. And some hour or
two later the best "beef" lot were driven forth, and quiet reigned at
Yarrahappini once more. During the two days of excitement the
children all decided upon their future professions, which were all to
be of a pastoral nature.
Pip was going to be a stockman, and brand and draft cattle all the
days of his life. Judy was going to be his "aide-de-camp", provided
he let her stay in the saddle, and provided her with a whip just as
long as his own. Meg thought she should like to marry the richest
squatter in Australia, and have the Governor and the Premier come up
for shooting and "things," and give balls to which all the people
within a hundred miles would come. Nell decided the would make soap
and candles, coloured as well as plain, when she arrived at years of
discretion; said Baby inclined to keeping paddocks full of pet lambs
that never grew into sheep.
Bunty did, not wax enthusiastic over any of the ideas.
"I'd rather be like Mr. Gillet," he said, and his eyes looked
Pooh! no books and figures far me; give me a run of Salt Bush
country, and a few thousand sheep," said Pip.
"Hear! hear!" chimed in Judy.
"Stoopids!" said Bunty, in a voice of great scorn. Doesn't Mr.
Gillet keep the store keys—just think those currants and figs."
Chapter XVIII The Picnic at
Esther had gone to a ball, not in a dress of delicate colour with
great puffed sleeves, and a dazzling neck bare and beautiful under its
wraps, not through the darkness to a blaze of lights and swinging
She had gone, in the broad light of the morning, in a holland suit
with a blue Henley shirt, a sailor hat, and a gossamer.
Under the front buggy seat where Mr. Hassal sat was a box
containing a beautiful gown, all daffodil silk and delicate wavelets
of chiffon. And there were daffodil shoes and stockings, a plume fan
in a hat-box on her knee, and a lovely trained white underskirt with
billowy frills of torchon, the very sight of which made Meg wild to
be grown up.
But none of these things were to be donned for many an hour yet.
The ball was a neat little matter of fifty-five miles away, across
country, so she had to start tolerably early, of course, in order to
have comfortable time to "titivate," as Pip expressed it.
The children, as compensation for having no part in this pleasure,
were to have a very, out-of-the-way kind of picnic all to themselves.
In the first place, the picnic ground was fourteen miles away; in
the second, the journey was to be made, not in everyday buggies, or on
commonplace horses, but on a dray drawn by a team of twelve yoked
A boundary-rider had reported that a magnificent blue gum that
they had long called King Koree had been blown down during a violent
gale, and Mr. Hassal immediately declared that, whatever the trouble,
it must be brought for the foundation of a kind of dam across the
creek at Krangi-Bahtoo, the picnic spot. The fallen bush monarch lay
twenty miles away from the station, and six beyond the place chosen
for the picnic; so it was arranged the trolly should carry the party
for the fourteen miles, leave them to picnic, go forward for the tree,
bring it back, and deposit it near the creek ready for future
operations, and bring the children back in the cool of the evening.
But for escorting his daughter to the ball, Mr. Hassal would have
gone himself to the place and seen about it in person. As it was, he
placed the great trolly in the charge of four men, with instructions
to pick up a couple of men from distant huts to help in the task.
Krangi-Bahtoo—or Duck Water, as, less prettily, we should call
it—was the name given to the head of the creek, which had scooped
out the earth till it made itself a beautiful ravine just there, with
precipitous rocks and boulders that the kangaroos skipped across and
played hide-and-seek behind with hunters, and great towering blue gums
and red gums, that seemed to lose themselves in the blue, blue
Tettawonga told of a Bunyip that dwelt where the trickling water
had made a pool, deep and beautiful, and delicate ferns had crept
tenderly to fringe its edge, and blackwood, and ti-trees grown up
thick and strong for a girdle. The water-hen made a home there, the
black swan built among the grass-like reeds, the wild duck made
frequent dark zigzag lines against the sky. From the trees the
bell-bird, the coach-whip, the tewinga, the laughing-jackass, the
rifle-bird and regent, filled the air with sound, if not with music.
And the black snake, the brown snake, the whip, the diamond, and the
death adder glided gently among the fallen leaves and grasses, and
held themselves in cheerful readiness for intruders. That was why a
condition was attached to the freely granted picnic.
Everyone might go, and go on the bullock-dray, but the picnic was
to take place above the ravine, and no one was to venture down, on
pain of being instantly packed back to Sydney.
They all promised faithfully. Mrs. Hassal, tiny as she was, had a
way of commanding implicit obedience.
Then an incredible number of hampers, brimming over with good
things, was packed.
Mr. Gillet went, to give an appearance of steadiness to the party,
and to see no one got sunstroke.
He had a Heine in one pocket against the long, unusual day, a
bulging Tennyson in the other, and a sheaf of English papers under his
arm as he climbed on the trolly, where the whole seven were already
The SEVEN? Even so, Judy had refused to stir without the General,
and had promised "on her life" not to allow any harm to come near him.
Mr. Gillet gave a glance almost of dismay when he found the whole
number was to be present, without the subtraction of the mischievously
disposed ones, or the addition of anyone but himself weighted with
authority. For a moment he distrusted his own powers in such a
Judy caught the doubting look.
"You're quoting poetry to yourself, Mr. Gillet," she said.
"I?" he said, and looked astonished. "Indeed, no. What makes you
think so, Miss Judy?"
"I can hear it distinctly," she said. "Your eyes are saying it,
and your left ear, not to mention the ends of your moustache."
Judy!" reproved Meg, whom something had made strangely quiet.
He pretended to be alarmed—shut his eyes, held his left ear,
covered his moustache.
"What can they be saying?" he said.
"'Oh that I was where I would be!
Then I would be where I am not:
But where I am I still must be,
And where I would be I cannot.'
Meg, I WISH you would stop treading on my toes."
So after that even Mr. Gillet grew gay and talkaive, to show he
was enjoying himself, and the bullocks caught the infection of the
brimming spirits behind them, and moved a LEETLE bit faster than
snails. When they had crept along over about ten miles, however, the
slow motion and the heat that beat down sobered them a little.
"Miss Meg, that silver-grey gum before you, guileless of leaves,
indicates Duck Water."
How glad they were to unfold themselves and stretch out their arms
and legs on the ground at last. No one had dreamt riding behind a
bullock team could have been so "flat, stale, and unprofitable," as
it was after the first mile or two.
Then the trolly continued its course.
"I doubt if they will be back before the sun goes down, if they
don't go a little quicker," Mr. Gillet said; "it is lunch-time now."
They were in a great grassed paddock that at one end fell abruptly
down to the ravine and swamp lands known as "Duck Water."
A belt of great trees made a shade at one side, and along the other
was the barbed-wire fence that showed they had not got away from the
Yarrahappini estate even yet: higher up was the lonely bark hut of
one of the stockmen.
They went up in a body to speak to him before he joined the bullock
team, and to view his solitary dwelling.
Just a small room it was, with a wide fireplace and chimney, where
hung a frying-pan, a billy, a cup, and a spoon. There was a bunk in
one corner, with a couple of blue blankets on it, a deal table and one
chair in the middle of the room. Over the fire-place hung a rough
cupboard, made out of a soap-box, and used to hold rations. From a
nail in the low ceiling a mosquito-net bag was suspended, and the
buzzing flies around proclaimed that it held meat. The walls were
papered with many a copy of "The Illustrated Sydney News", and "The
Town and Country Journal"; there was a month-old "Daily Telegraph"
lying on the chair, where the owner had laid it down.
A study in brown the stockman was, brown, dull eyes; brown ,
dusty-looking hair; brown skin, sundried and shrivelled; brown,
unkempt beard; brown trousers of corduroy, and brown coat.
His pipe was black, however—a clay, that looked as if it had been
smoked for twenty years.
"Wouldn't you like to be nearer the homestead?" Meg asked. "Isn't
"Not ter mention," the brown man said to his pipe or his beard.
"What do you do with yourself when you're, not outside?" asked
"Smoke," said the man.
"But on Sundays, and all through the evenings?"
"Smoke," he said.
"On Cwismas day," Baby said, pressing to see this strange man;
"zen what does you do?"
"Smoke" he said.
Judy wanted to know how long he'd lived in the little place, and
everyone was stricken dumb to hear he had been there most of the time
for seven years.
"Don't you ever forget how to talk?" she said, in an awestruck
But he answered laconically to his beard that there was the cat.
Baby had found it already under the kerosene tin that did duty for
a bucket, and it had scratched her in three places: brown, like its
master, it was evil-eyed, fiercely whiskered, thin as a rail; still,
there was the affection of years between the two.
Mr. Gillet told him of the squatter's wish that he should go with
the other men and help with the tree. He pulled a brown hat over his
brow and moved away towards the bullock-dray, which had crept up the
winding road by now, to the hill-top.
"Water in tub, nearer than creek," he muttered to his pipe before
he went, and they found his tub-tank and gladly filled the billy ready
Mrs. Hassal's roast fowls and duck tasted well; even though they
frizzled on the plates as if the sun were trying to finish their
cooking. And the apple tarts and apricot turnovers vanished speedily;
and of the fruit salad that came forth from two screw-top bottles,
not a teaspoonful remained to tell a tale.
Mr. Gillet had brought materials for a damper, by special request,
and after lunch prepared to make it, so they might have it for
"Pheough!" said Judy. "ls THAT how you make it? You need not give
It certainly was manufactured with surprising celerity.
Mr. Gillet merely tossed some flour from a bag out upon a plate,
added a pinch of salt and some water; then he shaped it into a cake
of dough, and laid it on the ashes of the fire, covering it all over
with the hot, silver ash.
"HOW dirty!" said Nell, elevating her pretty little nose.
But when it was cooked, and Mr. Gillet lifted it up and dusted the
ash away—lo! it was high and light and beautifully white.
So they ate it, and took mental marginal notes to make it in the
paddocks at Misrule for each and *very picnic to come:
They piled up two plates of good things and put in the brown man's
cupboard, and Mr. Gillet laid is unread English papers on the chair
near the cat.
That "Telegraph" is a month old," he said deprecatingly seeing Meg
smile upon him her first smile that day.
Chapter XIX A Pale-Blue Hair
She in her virginal beauty
As pure as a pictured saint,
How should this sinning and sorrow
Have for her danger or taint?
The reason our sweet pale margaret had been reluctant of her smiles
was on account of the very man who alone missed them.
Quite a warm friendship had sprung up during the month between the
little fair-faced girl, who looked with such serene blue eyes to a
future she felt must be beautiful, and the world-worn man, who looked
back to a past all blackened and unlovely by his own acts.
He rode with the two girls every-day, because Mrs. Hassal did not
like them going long distances alone; and, seeing Judy seldom walked
her horse, and Meg's steed had not a canter in it, it fell out that
he kept beside the slow and timid rider all the time.
"You remind me of a little sister I had who died," he said slowly
to Meg once, after a long talk. "Perhaps if she were alive now I
should not be quite so contemptible."
Meg's face flushed scarlet, and a shamed look had come into her
eyes. It seemed altogether terrible to her that he should know she
knew of his failing.
"Perhaps it makes her sorry now," she said in a whisper he scarcely
heard, and then she grew pale at her boldness, and rode on a little
way to hide her distressed looks.
On the way home the pale-blue ribbon, that tied the strands of her
sunny plait together, blew off. He dismounted and picked it up. Meg
stretched out her hand for it, but he untied the bow and folded it
slowly round his big hand.
"May I keep it?" he said in a low voice. "For my blue ribbon? I
know the conditions that attach."
"If you would—oh, if you would1" Meg breathed rather than said.
Then Judy galloped up and they rode home three abreast. It was such
happiness to her all the hot, long days that followed; to a girl just
entering life there can be no purer, deeper feeling of pleasure than
that brought by the knowledge that she is influencing for good some
man or woman older than herself, more sin-worn and earth-wearied.
Poor little Meg!. Her tender rose dreams had plca.tred her big
_protege_ a man among men again, holding up his head once more, taking
his place in the world, going back to the old country, and claiming
the noble lady her fertile imagination had pictured ;waiting so
patiently for him; and all this because she, Meg Woolcot, had stepped
into his life and pointed the way he should go.
And then she went to swing in a hammock on the back veranda, and
all her castles came tumbling about her ears, dealing her sharp,
bitter blows. There was a thick creeper of passion-fruit vines
behind her, and through it she could hear Tettawonga talking to the
"Marse Gillet on the burst agen," he said, and chuckled through
the side of his lips where his pipe did not rest.
Meg sat up in horror. Since she had been at Yarrahappini she had
heard the phrase applied to too many of the station hands: not to
know that it meant a reckless drinking bout.
Lor'! I'M not surprised," the woman said, "he's been too sober
late days to keep it up; s'pose he's been trying to last the visitors
out, but found it too much. Who's got the keys?"
"Mis' Hassal," he said, "you to helpin' her—ba`al good for stores
to-day, Marse Gillet—he, he, ha, ha!"
So that was what had happened to him all these three days she had
not seen him! She had heard he had ridden over to the next station on
business for Mr. Hassal, but had not dreamed such 'a thing had
overtaken him. The fifth day she had seen him in the distance, once
coming out of the storeroom and looking exactly like himself, only
his shoulders stooped a little more, and once smoking outside his own
The sixth day was the picnic.
Just as light-hearted and merry as the others she could not feel,
with this disappointment at her heart, this shaken trust in human
How weak he was, she thought, how ignoble!
All her pity was swept away in a young, large indignation.
She had hardly shaken hands when they had met in the morning, and
all the long drive she was persistently cold towards him.
After lunch the party became scattered. Judy took the General and
went over to the belt of trees; Pip and Bunty occupied themselves
with catching locusts; Baby and Nell gathered wild flowers. Meg
knelt down to collect the spoons and forks: and put the untouched
food back into the baskets away from the ants.
"I will do this—you look hot, Miss Meg; sit down quietly," Mr.
"Thank you, but I prefer to do it myself," Miss Meg said, with
She did not look at him, but there was a certain tightness about
her lips that made him know the light in her clear young, eyes was a
He did not offer again, but sat and watched her pack up the things
with an untranslatable look on his face. When she had almost
finished he took something out of his pocket.
"I have to give you this again," he said, and handed her the blue
length of ribbon, folded smoothly, but showing the crease where it
had been tied.
She took it without lifting her eyes, crushed it up in her hand,
and slipped it into her pocket.
"I had almost hoped you would say I might keep it, in spite of
everything," he said, "just as a talisman against the future, but
your lips are too severe, Miss for me to cherish the hope longer."
"It would be as useless as it has been," she said stiffly. Her
hands moved nervously, however, and she wrapped up the remains of a
duck and a jam tart together.
"Then I am not to have another chance?" he said.
"It would be no use," Meg repeated, gathering up bananas and
oranges with a heightened colour."
He does not realize how wicked he has been, he thinks he ought to
be forgiven at once was her thought.
He emptied the billy slowly on the ground, he put on its blackened
lid and tied the newspaper around it. Then he looked at her again,
and the way her soft hair fell on her forehead made him think of his
young dead sister.
"I BEG you to give it, to me again, little Miss Meg," he said.
Meg's heart and head had a rapid battle; the former was tender and
charitable, and bade her take the little ribbon and give it to him
instantly; the latter said he had sinned greatly, and she must show
him her disapproval by her manner, even if she yielded what he asked
her in the end. The head won.
"My influence is evidently useless—that bit of ribbon would make
no difference in the future," she said very coldly.
He leaned back against the tree and yawned, as if the subject had
no more interest for him.
"Ah well," he said, "I dare say you are right." Meg felt a little
Of course, if you really want the ribbon you can have it," she said
loftily. She took it from her pocket and tendered it to him.
But he made no effort to take it.
Keep it to tie your hair again, little girl," he said; "after all,
I don't suppose it would be any use."
Meg continued her packing with burning cheeks, and he filled up his
pipe and smoked it, watching her idly the while.
"It's an odd thing," he said, more as if making an observation
than addressing her, "but the gentlest-looking women are nearly
always the hardest."
Meg opened her mouth to speak, but found nothing to say, so closed
it again and began to count Mrs. Hassal's forks for the fourth time.
"I wonder would vou mind if I gave you a little advice, Miss Meg,
in return for all you have given me," he said, taking his pipe from
his mouth and looking at it as if he were trying to find out the
lettering on its nickel plate.
She laid down the bundle and looked at him with calm, surprised
eyes. "Say whatever you please, I do not mind in the very least."
He sat up and played with the handle of a strap while he spoke.
"You have brothers," he said; "some day they will go a little
astray—for it is only women like you, Miss Meg, and angels who can
keep to the path always. Don't be too hard on them. Don't make an
effort to show them the difference between your whiteness and their
blackness. They will see it right enough, but they won't like you to
draw their attention to it. Try and look gentle and
forgiving—they'll feel quite as miserable as you could wish them to
feel. The world has a beautiful frown of its own, and an endless
vocabulary of cold words—wouldn't it do if the little sisters left it
the monopoly of them?"
"Oh-h-h!" said Meg. Her cheeks were crimson, and all the dignity
had oozed out of her voice.
He buckled the strap round nothing with infinite care, and went on
again in a low tone:
"Suppose Pip did something very wrong some day, and the world flung
stones at him till he was bruised all over. And suppose feeling very
wretched, he came home to his sisters. And Meg, because wickedness
was abhorrent to her, threw a few more little stones, so that the pain
might teach him a lesson he could not forget. And Judy, because he was
her brother and in trouble, flung her arms round him and encouraged
him, and helped him to fight the world again, and gave him never a
hard word or look, thinking he had had plenty. Which sister's
influence would be greater, Miss Meg?"
Meg's little soft mouth, was quivering, her eyes were on the
ground, because the tears would have splashed out if she had lifted
"Oh-h-h!" she said again. "Oh, how very horrid I have
She covered her face with her hands, for one of her quickly
gathered tears was trembling on her lashes.
Mr. Gillet dropped the strap and the pipe, and looked across to her
with tender eyes.
"I am more than twice your age, Miss Meg, old enough nearly to be
your father—you will forgive me for saying all this, won't you? I
was thinking, of my sister who died. I had another little sister,
too, a year older, but she was hard—only event to her once. She is
one of the best women in England now, but her lips are severe. Little
Miss Meg, could not bear the thought of you growing hard."
Half a dozen big tears had fallen down among the forks. Meg was
crying because it was borne upon her what a very hateful creature she
was. First Alan lectured her and spoke of his sister, and now this
He misinterpreted her silence.
"I have no right to speak to you like this, because my life has
been any colour but white—that is it, isn't it, Miss Meg?" he said
with great sadness.
Meg dropped her sheltering hands.
"Oh, no," she said, "oh! how CAN you think so? It is only I am so
horrid. "She rummaged in her pocket and brought out the ribbon.
"Will you take it again?" she said—" oh, PLEASE, just to make me
feel less horrid. Oh, please take it!"
She looked at him with wet, imploring eyes, and held it out.
He took it, smoothed its crumpledness, and placed it in his
"God bless you," he said, and the tone made Meg sob.
Chapter XX Little Judy
Across the grass came a little flying figure, Judy in a short pink
frock with her wild curls blowing about her face. .
"Are you a candidate for sunstroke—where IS your hat, Miss Judy?"
Mr. Gillet asked.
Judy shook back her dark tangle:
"Sorrow a know I knows," she said—"it's a banana the General is
afther dyin' for, and sure it's a dead body I shall live to see
misself if you've eaten all the oranges.":
Meg pushed the bag of fruit across the cloth to her, and tried to
tilt her hat over her tell-tale eyes.
But the bright dark ones had seen the wet lashes the first moment.
"I s'pose you've been reading stupid poetry and making Meg cry?"
she said, with an aggressive glance from Mr. Gillet to the book on
the grass. "You really ought to be, ashamed of yourselves, SICH
behaviour at a picnic. It's been a saving in oranges,m though,
that's a mercy"
She took half a dozen great fat ones from the bag, as well as four
or five bananas, and went back with flying 1teps to the belt of trees,
where the General in his holland coat could just be seen.
He was calmly grubbing up the earth and putting it in his little
red mouth when she arrived with the bananas.
He looked up at her with an adorable smile. "BABY!" she said,
swooping down upon him with one of her wild rushes "BABY!
She kissed him fifty times; it almost hurt her sometimes, the
feeling of love for this little fat, dirty boy.
Then she gathered him up on her knee and wiped as much of the dirt
as possible from his mouth with the corner of his coat.
"Narna," he said, struggling onto the ground again; so she took the
skin from a great yellow one and put it in his small, chubby hand.
He ate some of it, and squeezed the rest up tightly in his hands,
gleefully watching it come up between his wee fingers in little
Then he smeared it over his dimpled face, and even rubbed it on his
hair, while Judy was engrossed with her fifth orange.
So, of course, she had to whip him for doing it, or pretend to,
which came to the same thing. And then he had to whip her, which did
not only mean pretence.
He beat her with a stick he found near, he smacked her face and
pulled her hair and bumped himself up and down on her chest, and all
in such solemn, painstaking earnestness that she could only laugh even
when he really hurt her.
"Dood now?" he said at last anxiously. And she began to weep
noisily, with covered face and shaking shoulders, in the proper,
penitent way. And then he put his darling arms round her neck and
hugged her, and said "Ju-Ju" in a choking little voice, and patted her
cheeks, and gave her a hundred eager, wide, wet kisses till she was
Then they played chasings, and the General fell down twenty times,
and scratched his little knees and hands, and struggled up again. and
Presently Judy stood still in a hurry; there was a tick working
its slow way into her wrist. Only its two back legs were left out
from under the skin, and for a long time she pulled and pulled without
any success. Then it broke in two, and she had to leave one half in
for little Grandma and kerosene to extract on their return.
Two or three minutes it had taken her to try to move it, and when
she looked up the General had toddled same distance away, and was
travelling along as fast as ever his little fat legs would carry him,
thinking he was racing her. Just as she, started after him he looked
back, his eyes dancing, his face dimpled and mischievous, and, oh! so
And then—ah, God!
It is so hard to write it. My pen has had only happy writing
to-do so far, and now!
"You rogue!" Judy called, pretending to run very quickly. Then
the whole world seemed to rise up before her.
There was a tree falling, one of the great, gaunt, naked things
that had been ringbarked long ago. All day it had swayed to and fro,
rotten through and through; now there came up across the plain a puff
of wind, and down it went before it. One wild ringing cry Judy gave,
then she leaped across the ground, her arms outstretched to the little
lad running with laughing eyes and lips straight to death.
The crash shook the trees around, the very air seemed splintered.
They had heard it—all the others—heard the wild cry and then the
How their knees shool what blanched faces they had as they rushed
towards the sound!
They lifted it off the little bodies—the long, silvered trunk with
the gum dead and dried in streaks upon it. Judy was face downwards,
her arms spread out.
And underneath her was the General, a little shaken, mightily
astonished, but quite unhurt. Meg clasped him for a minute, but then
laid him down, and gathered with the others close around Judy.
Oh, the little dark, quiet head, the motionless body, in its pink,
crushed frock, the small, thin, outspread hands!
"Judy!" Pip said, in a voice of beseeching agony. But the only
answer was the wind at the tree-tops and the frightened breathings of
Mr. Gillet remembered there was no one to act but himself. He went
with Pip to the stockman's hut; and they took the door off its
leather hinges and carried it down the hill.
"I will lift her," he said, and passed his arms around the little
figure, raising her slowly, slowly, gently upwards, laying her on the
door with her face to the sky:
But she moaned—oh, how she moaned!
Pip, whose heart had leapt to his throat at the first sign of life,
almost went mad as the little sounds of agony burst from her lips.
They raised the stretcher, and bore her up the hill to the little
brown hut at the top.
Then Mr. Gillet spoke, outside the doorway, to Meg and Pip, who
seemed dazed, stunned.
"It will be hours before we can get help, and it is five now," he
said. "Pip, there is a doctor staying at Boolagri ten miles along
the road. Fetch him—run all the way. I, will go back home—fourteen
miles. Miss Meg, I can't be back all at once. I will bring a buggy;
the bullock-dray is too slow and jolting, even when it comes back.
You must watch by her, give her water if she asks—there is nothing
else you can do."
"She is dying? "Meg said—" dying?
" He thought of all that might happen before he brought help, and
dare not leave her unprepared.
"I think her back is broken," he said, very quietly. "If it is, it
Pip fled away down the road that led to the doctor's.
Mr. Gillet gave a direction or two, then he looked at Meg.
"Everything depends on you; you must not even think of breaking
down," he said. "Don't move her, watch all the time."
He moved away towards the lower road.
She sprang after him..
Will she die while you are away?—no one but me."
Her eyes were wild, terrified.
"God knows!" he said, and turned away.
It was almost more than he could bear to go and leave this little
girl alone to face so terrible a thing. "God help me!" she moaned,
hurrying back, but not looking at the hot, low-hanging sky. "Help
me, God! God, help me, help me!"
Chapter XXI When the Sun Went Down
Such a sunset!
Down at the foot of the grass hill there was a flame-coloured sky,
with purple, soft clouds massed in banks high up where the dying
glory met the paling blue. The belt of trees had grown black, and
stretched sombre, motionless arms against the orange background. All
the wind had died, and the air hung hot and still, freighted with the
strange silence of the bush.
And at the top of the hill, just within the doorway of the little
brown hut, her wide eyes on the wonderful heavens, Judy lay dying.
She was very quiet now, though she had been talking—talking of all
sorts of things. She told them she had no pain at all.
"Only I shall die when they move me," she said.
Meg was sitting in a little heap on the floor beside her. She had
never moved her eyes from the face on the pillow of mackintoshes, she
had never opened her white lips to say one word.
Outside the bullocks stood motionless against the sky—Judy said
they looked like stuffed ones having their portrait taken. She
smiled the least little bit, but Meg said, "Don't," and writhed.
Two of the men had gone on superfluous errands for help; the others
stood some distance away, talking in subdued voices:
There was nothing for them to do. The brown man had been talking—
a rare thing for him.
He had soothed the General off to sleep, and laid him in the bunk
with the blue blanket tucked around him. And he had made a billy of
hot strong tea, and asked the children, with tears in his eyes, to
drink some, but none of them would.
Baby had fallen to sleep on the floor, her arms clasped tightly
around Judy's lace-up boot.
Runty was standing, with a stunned look on his white face, behind
the stretcher. His eyes were on his sister's hair, but he did not
dare to let there wander to her face, for fear of what he should see
there. Nellie was moving all the time—now to the fence to strain her
eyes down the road, where the evening shadows lay heavily, now to
fling herself face downward behind the hut and say, "Make her better,
God! God, make her better, make her better! Oh! CAN't You make her
Greyer grew the shadows round the little but, the bullocks'
outlines had faded, and only an indistinct mass of soft black loomed
across the light. Behind the trees the fire was going out, here and
there were yellow, vivid streaks yet, but the flaming sun-edge, had
dipped beyond the world, and the purple, delicate veil was dropping
A curlew's note broke the silence, wild, mournful, unearthly. Meg
shivered, and sat up straight. Judy's brow, grew damp, her eyes
dilated, her lips trembled.
"Meg!" she said, in a whisper that cut the air. "Oh, Meg, I'm
frightened! MEG, I'm so frightened!"
"God!" said Meg's heart.
"Meg, say something. Meg, help me! Look at the dark, Meg. MEG,
I can't die! Oh, why don't they be quick?"
NelIie flew to the fence again; then to say, "Make her better,
God—oh, please, God!"
"Meg, I can't think of anything to say. Can't you say something,
Meg? Aren't there any prayers about the dying in the Prayer Book?—
I forget. Say something, Meg!"
Meg's lips moved, but her tongue uttered no word.
"Meg, I'm so frightened! I can't think of any.thing but `For what
we are about to receive,' and that's grace, isn't it? And there's
nothing in Our Father that would do either. Meg, I wish we'd gone to
Sunday-school and learnt things. Look at the dark, Meg! Oh, Meg,
hold my hands!"
"Heaven won't—be—dark," Meg's lips said. Even when speech came,
it was only a halting, stereotyped phrase that fell from them.
"If it's all gold and diamonds, I don't want to go!" The child was
crying now. "Oh, Meg, I want to be alive! How'd you like to die,
Meg, when you're only thirteen? Think how lonely I'll be without
you all. Oh, Meg! Oh, Pip, Pip! Oh, Baby! Nell!"
The tears streamed down her cheeks; her chest rose and fell.
"Oh, say something, Meg!—hymns!—anything!"
Half the book of "Hymns Ancient and Modern" danced across Meg's
brain. Which one could she think of that would bring quiet into those
feverish eyes that were fastened on her face with such a frightening,
Then she opened her lips:
"Come unto Me, ye weary,
And I will give you rest,
"I'm not weary, I don't WANT to rest," Judy said, in a fretful
Again Meg tried:
"My God, my Father, while I stray
Far from my home on life's rough way,
Oh, teach me from my heart to say
Thy will be done!"
"That's for old people," said the little tired voice. He won't
expect ME to say it."
Then Meg remembered the most beautiful hymn in the world, and said
the first and last verses without a break in her voice:
"Abide with me, fast falls the eventide,
The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide.
When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,
Help of the helpless, oh, abide with me!
Hold Thou Thy Cross before my closing eyes,
Shine through the gloom and point me to the skies.
Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee
In life, in death, 0 Lord, abide with me!
"Oh! and Judy, dear, we are forgetting; there's Mother, Judy,
dear— you won't be lonely! Can't you remember Mother's eyes, little
Judy grew quiet, and still more quiet. She shut her eyes so she
could not see the gathering shadows. Meg's arms were round her,
Meg's cheek was on her brow, Nell was holding her hands, Baby her
feet, Bunty's lips were on her hair. Like that they went with her
right to the Great Valley, where there are no lights even for
stumbling, childish feet.
The shadows were cold, and smote upon their hearts; they could
feel the wind from the strange waters on their brows; but only she
who was about to cross heard the low lapping of the waves.
Just as her feet touched the water there was a figure in the
"Judy!" said a wild voice; and Pip brushed them aside and fell
down beside her.
"Judy, Judy, JUDY!
The light flickered back in her eyes. She kissed him with pale
lips once, twice; she gave him both her hands, and her last smile.
Then the wind blew over them all, and, with a little shudder, she
Chapter XXII And Last
"She seemed a thing that could not feel
The touch of earthly years."
"No motion has she now—no force;
She neither hears nor sees;
Rolled round in earth's diurnal course,
With rocks and stones and trees."
They went home again, the six of them, and Esther, who, all her
days, "would go the softlier, sadlier" because of the price that had
been paid for the life of her little sweet son. The very air of
Yarrahappini seemed to crush them and hang heavy on their souls.
So when the Captain, who had hurried up to see the last of his poor
little girl, asked if they would like to go home, they all said
There was a green space of ground on a hill-top behind the cottage,
and a clump of wattle trees, dark-green now, but gold-crowned and
gracious in the spring.
This is where they left little Judy. All around it Mr. Hassal had
white tall palings put; the short grave was in the shady corner of
The place looked like a tiny churchyard in a children's country
where there had only been one death.
Or a green fair field, with one little garden bed.
Meg was glad the little mound looked to the east; the suns died
behind it—the orange and yellow and purple suns she could not bear
to watch ever again while she lived.
But away in the east they rose tenderly always, and the light crept
up across the sky to the hill-top in delicate pinks and trembling
blues and brightening greys, but never fiery, yellow streaks, that
made the eyes ache with hot tears.
There was a moon making it white and beautiful when they said
good-bye to it on the last day.
They plucked a blade or two of grass each from the fresh turfs,
and turned away. Nobody cried; the white stillness of the far moon,
the pale, hanging stars, the faint wind stirring the wattles; held
back their tears till they had closed the little gate behind them and
left her alone on the quiet hill-top. Then they went-back to Misrule,
each to pickup the thread of life and go on with the weaving that,
thank God, must be done, or hearts would break every day.
Meg had grown older; she wouldnever be quite so young again as she
had been before that red sunset sank into her soul.
There was a deeper light in her eyes; such tears as she had wept
clear the sight till life becomes a thing more distinct and
Nellie and she went to church the first Sunday after their return.
Aldith was a few pews away, light-souled as ever, dressed in gay
attire, flashing smiling, coquettish glances across to the Courtneys'
pew, and the Grahams sitting just behind.
How far away Meg had grown from her! It seemed years since she
had been engrossed with the latest mode in hat trimming, the dip of
"umbrella" skirts, and the best method of making the hands white.
Years since she had tried a trembling 'prentice hand at flirtations.
Years, almost, since she had given the little blue ribbon at
Yarrahappini, that was doing more good than she dreamed of.
Alan looked at her from his pew—the little figure in its sorrowful
black, the shining hair hanging in a plait no longer frizzed at the
end, the chastened droop of the young lips, the wistful sadness of
the blue eyes. He could hardly realize it was the little scatterbrain
girl who had written that letter, and stolen away through the darkness
to meet his graceless young brother.
He clasped her hand when church was over; his grey eyes, with the
quick moisture in them, made up for the clumsy stumbling words of
sympathy he tried to speak.
"Let us be friends always, Miss Meg," he said, as they parted at
the Misrule gate.
"Yes, let us," said Meg.
And the firm, frank friendship became a beautiful thing in both
their lives, strengthening Meg and making the boy gentler.
Pip became his laughing, high-spirited self again, as even the most
loving boy will, thanks to the merciful making of young hearts; but
he used to get sudden fits of depression at times, and disappear all
at once, in the midst of a game of cricket or football, or from the
table when the noise was at its highest.
Bunty presented to the world just as grimy a face as of old, and
hands even more grubby, for he had taken a mechanical turn of late,
and spent his spare moments in manufacturing printing machines—so
called—and fearful and wonderful engines, out of an old stove and
some pots and rusty frying-pans rescued from the rubbish heap.
But he did not tell quite so many stories in these days; that deep
sunset had stolen even into his young heart, and whenever he felt
inclined to say "I never, 'twasn't me, 'twasn't my fault," a tangle
of dark curls rose before him, just as they had lain that night when
he had not dared to move his eyes away from them.
Baby's legs engrossed her very much at present, for she had just
been promoted from socks to stockings, and all who remember the
occasion in their own lives will realize the importance of it to her.
Nell seemed to grow prettier every day. Pip had his hands full
with trying to keep her from growing conceited; if brotherly rubs and
snubs availed anything, she ought to have been as lowly minded as if
she had had red hair and a nose of heavenward bent.
Esther said she wished she could buy a few extra years, a stern
brow, and dignity in large quantities from some place or other—
there might be some chance, then, of Misrule resuming its baptismal
and unexciting name of The River House.
But, oddly enough, no one echoed the wish.
The Captain never smoked at the end of the side veranda now: the
ill-kept lawn made him see always a little figure in a pink frock and
battered hat mowing the grass in a blaze of sunlight. Judy's death
made his six living children dearer to his heart, though he showed his
affection very little more.
The General grew chubbier and more adorable every day he lived. It
is no exaggeration to say that they all worshipped him now in his
little kingly babyhood, for the dear life had been twice given, and
the second time it was Judy's gift, and priceless therefore.
My pen has been moving heavily, slowly, for these last two
chapters; it refuses to run lightly, freely again just yet, so I will
lay it aside, or I shall sadden you.
Some day, if you would care to hear it, I should like to tell you
of my young Australians again, slippping a little space of years.
Until then, farewell and adieu.